What is love in everyone's eyes?

I don't know what you guys really think, but for me,

Love must be sincere.

[This story is based on a true story. But not all. Don't misunderstand]

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“What do you say, sweet-mouthed young man? What are you doing sitting in the window staring at the sky?” A high-pitched voice greeted from afar. I turned to look at the face of the owner of the voice. His name was 'Brick'. When I finished looking at his face, I turned to look at the clouds in the sky again.

“It's nothing. I'm just lonely." I replied to him. He walked up and stood next to me. "Huh? So sweet, are you still lonely? Saw this on Facebook, like where are you going to have a sweet time? I'm not ashamed of the sky and the earth. What are you lonely about?”

I twisted my body to face him and looked at his face. “Um.. well.. it's nothing. I haven't seen him in a month. At the most, we just talk on the phone together and that's it. Moreover, right now he doesn't live in that house either. So I don't want to call, I'm considerate of him, I'm afraid he's busy too."

“Shit! you! Fuck! Handsome.” He laughed happily. Strangely, this time I didn't laugh along with it. He saw me keeping a calm face. So he stopped laughing and looked at me, "Hey, you talk to your sweetheart every day, don't you?"

“Um.. Tomorrow he won't be online,” I said. The brick looked at my face with a slightly shocked expression. “Wow, really! Where is your girlfriend going next?”

“No, they said today might be the last day I'm online. I'm going to, uh, grandma's house or something. I probably won't be able to contact him for a while. Um.. well, I can't stop him from doing anything. I'm probably just sitting here delirious." After saying that, I turned to look at the sky again. There was an airplane among the clouds.

"Oh, you're a good person.. And, darling, when will you be free?" Itachi put his hand on my shoulder. I replied without looking at it. “Until next month..” Now I can see the evening sun peeking through the clouds.

After we finished practicing our music. We separated and went home. I myself just walked four blocks away and I was at my house. Once in a while it's nice to walk along the road. It's not anything. I still can't stop thinking about him. Actually, today is not the last day that they will be online. They just said it might be on..

Should I hurry home? Well, let's just say it'll arrive soon.

As soon as I got home I went straight to the computer. When I finished opening Facebook, I found.. yes, she really isn't online either.

“Wow..” I turned my chair away from the computer table. What should I do? What should I do? I still haven't returned today.

If I call, will you answer? What are you doing? Hey, why would you think about it yourself?

I've been complaining for a long time and forgot to introduce myself. My name is 'In' and I'm in Mathayom 4, uh.. going to Mathayom 5. My girlfriend's name is 'Iw', who's going to Mathayom 4. She's one year younger than me.

I and Iw are a couple that in the eyes of others may be sweet.. They're very sweet. I love you very much. But because she still doesn't want to tell her family about us. So there aren't many. Moreover, she and I are not as close as in dramas and movies, but me and him. There are many differences.

I myself live near Pinklao. But Iw lives near Rangsit. The most we can do is just talk on the phone like I told Itk.

Sometimes it's uncomfortable too. That we have to be far apart like this Sometimes I want to walk holding her hand like everyone else. I want to travel together often like everyone else. Or go see a movie like in other people's lives or or anything that doesn't make us feel this distant from each other. In the eyes of other people, we may not be very far apart if compared to some couples. But I don't know. This is enough for me too.

Just think too much. I thought before moving to lie on the bed with my arms spread out, looking at the ceiling. Is this loneliness.. is this nostalgia..

"..Ew.." I was just delirious.

After dinner, I went up and sat in front of the computer as usual. Umm.. I wasn't online anyway. Are you like me? Sometimes I laugh at my friends too. Why do we keep thinking about it and give ourselves a headache? But when you come and experience it yourself It's understandable. that it's really heavy I'm not overpowered. But it was really overwhelming.

After answering a few chats out of boredom, I didn't stay up as late as I should have. I went to bed before it was very late.

My life has passed like this for a few days.. Normally, I am a person who rarely leaves the house. But today it's strange. I want to go out for a walk. So I went to the Central Department Store.

By chance (mixed with bad luck) I had to meet Mr. It.

“Oh! In! What are you doing here?” he said, his right hand still holding hands with Uh..'s left hand. Bua..or Bua, never mind. Let's just say it's his girlfriend. I saw it and it was deep.

“What are you doing? I'm bored at home. There's no one...to talk to," I said, trying not to sound too sad.

He laughed before speaking. “Do you want to walk with me and me, darling?” He tickled again. I smiled slightly at his girlfriend. “No, walking with you made him tick.” He laughed again.

After walking away from him, I entered.

B2S

Go find something to read to relieve boredom. I was halfway through reading the second book when someone stood behind me. I turned around and saw it.

“Really in! Hello! What are you doing here?” This girl is a favorite among the Grade 5 students at an all-girls school. I think her name is 'Ink'. I know her from a performance somewhere. I can't remember.

Ink is a small woman. Even though I'm not that tall But she's a lot shorter than me. When she came close to greet me like this, it made my heart beat strangely.

“Ah Ink, hi..uh.. didn't do anything. Just reading a book is boring." I smiled back. Ink smiled, smiled again.. Seeing this is cute. I feel like Iw..

"Oh, you're alone?" Ink gestured to look around. I smiled. "Um, I'm alone. And Ink, what are you doing? Looking for a book?"

“Um.. looking for a ghost story.. ah, this story,” she said, pointing at the book I was reading. I looked, “Oh.. there's only one book. You can take it first. We're not in a hurry to read it.”

Ink smiled at me again, "Thank you." I nodded. After she finished paying Suddenly she invited me to go eat ice cream.

“Uh.. are you here alone?” I looked at her face. She answered while still scooping ice cream in her hand. “Uh.. I don't have Fung, I don't have a boyfriend like anyone else.” I smiled. “Are you bored?” Ink smiled back.

“Not really. Just, I don't know, is it a good thing that the semester is closed? But it's lonely. I see some people have boyfriends and it makes me upset.. Is that right? Is it the same for you?"

I laughed a little. “I don't know. I think I have a boyfriend." She seemed shocked. "Wow!? Really? So if we invite you to come like this, you won't get jealous to death? Did I bother you? I'm sorry.” Ink looked very guilty.

“It's okay. Don't think too much. Having people come to relieve loneliness is also good. It's like my boyfriend is not available during this time, so I'm lonely and I miss him like this."

“Why didn't you call him?” Ink asked me. “That's it.. I don't know if we were too considerate. Or do you really not dare? No, I won't call, it's not that I don't want to, I really want to, I really want to hear his voice.. But I'm afraid he won't be available.”

“Wow! Very handsome.” She laughed. “We're really sorry. We didn't know you had a girlfriend. Did other people see this and say anything to them?” I felt strange about her words.

"Uh.. It's okay. We're free." I answered her. She looked up at me. “Is it true.. Oh..uh.. uh, like.. if it was.. another day, would I be able to get it? If we... invite you to take a walk together.. like this." I smiled, but was shocked by my own answer. "Sure.. why not?"

After that day Ink and I often come for walks together, including shopping, playing games, watching movies, and I also have her as a friend to talk to and relieve loneliness on Facebook every day. It's been five days since we went out for a walk together.

Today I was about to go to an appointment but Att called and interrupted me. "What's up?"

“...In...” Silence appeared.

“What?” I replied, feeling a little upset. “Who do you walk with every day? No matter how I look at it, I'm not your girlfriend?” His words made me stop for several seconds.

"Uh.. well.. Ink? I'm at Wat Rakhang Girls' School. Why?" I answered, not knowing why my voice sounded shaky.

“You..don't you love..Nong Iw anymore?” Att said, “I know you're lonely too, Wei. But let's think about it. That if he knew How will he feel? It's just cute. But I'm not your boyfriend. I don't know what you're thinking. This will not be good for both Iw and Ink Wei. I don't know if my words will make you think or not.

But don't pretend to give Inc a chance. And don't make Nong Iw think too much. I love you, so I'm warning you, Wei. Good luck..” His words left me speechless.

Yes, I completely forgot about this.. I have a boyfriend and I love Iw very much. But why do I still travel with Ink? And act like you're her boyfriend too. Why have I never looked at this angle? I always thought that Ink was the one to cure my loneliness. And how will Iw feel? Why am I this bad?

The phone came in again. I answered, forgetting to see who was calling. I thought it was a brick. I almost said thank you. But the words were swallowed in his throat. It was..a familiar sound.

“I..” His voice was still as cute as before.. These words made my throat dry.

“How are you? Do you miss him?” This sentence almost made me cry. Why don't I think of this beloved person's concern?

“Hello, can you hear him?” I was on the other end of the line. The person I admire and love the most. The person I want to meet I want to talk the most. Now..it's here. I smiled at myself in the mirror. As if she could see before replying

“I heard it. Think about it.. how can you not miss this person you love?"

...He really loves himself...

naru