On a rainy day The air is cool and comfortable mixed with the sound of rain. The overcast sky made my heart feel sad as well. I work on the second floor of my house. The work desk is right next to the window. So you can clearly see the falling rain. I stared blankly at the scene in front of me, feeling lonely. When I was in school, like everyone, I was surrounded by many friends.
Until I want to have more time to spend together with friends. But when reaching working age Each side separated to live their own lives. We realized again that we were in different orbits. Meeting once in a while is like a time machine to relive the past.
When talking about loneliness I imagine myself alone, without people around me. If loneliness makes you feel good, it's called solitude. But if it makes you feel bad, it's loneliness. Since I can remember, I've known loneliness. When parents go to work I have to stay home alone. who is the most comfortable person in the house
But I also want friends to play with. Without friends, I could only play alone with my imaginary friends. It's happiness in loneliness.
entering primary school age Have more friends to play with I also felt the loneliness that comes with feeling alienated. All of my friends seemed cheerful and interested in the mundane stories of everyday life. A hot trend at that time Or the relationship within the room: who likes who? But I'm different My interests are quite specific.
At that time I was interested in books. world history My difficult personality and interests meant I had very few friends. When someone asks who my best friend is I can't answer this question. Not close to anyone I don't know if they want to be close to me or not. My only friends to relieve loneliness are books and family members.
When looking at pictures from the past compared to working age I feel like working age is a time where I get to meet a lot of people but feel very lonely. The only people you meet are the people you have to work with. Whether as a colleague or a customer, of course the lines of relationship must be clear. We only know each other on a superficial level. During the holidays, it's hard to invite old friends to meet up.
Each person has duties to perform. Of course, I'm not attached to my friends. I spend my holidays indulging in my hobbies. feel lonely sometimes But it is an advantage of loneliness that makes us reconsider ourselves again.
In terms of love, I have no partner. I'm a completely single woman. Live an independent life without having to think about anyone. This is the freedom that many couples yearn for. But sometimes I look at pictures of friends who have cute boyfriends. There are people who support you in various matters. You can't help but be envious. But I can't say that I want to have a boyfriend.
I'm not sure if I love him the way he is or if I love him because he needs someone to relieve his loneliness. So as not to offend anyone. Enduring loneliness these days isn't so bad.
Loneliness doesn't just have a bad side. Loneliness also has a good side. It allows us to live with ourselves. Thinking back to the past which caused the present to continue like this. To apply it to better living in the future