**The past of the mind**
On a night when the moon shone a cold light across the pitch-black sky, “Nad” took a stroll through a small, quiet park. He often came here when he wanted to think about the events in his life. Today, he felt that there was something profound and complicated in his own heart.
In the memory of “Nad” there are many stories and events. Some stories from his childhood made him laugh happily. Some events during his teenage years that made him cry And there were some memories that he couldn't forget no matter how much time had passed.
One memory that "Nad" will never forget is the story of his first unrequited love. He met a young woman named “Mukda” during his university days. “Mukda” is a warm and charming person. “Nat” fell in love with her from the first sight. But when he confessed his feelings “Mukda” politely declined and said that she already had a lover.
That pain made “Nad” feel like his heart was being torn to pieces.
When thinking about that event “Nad” felt the pain and loneliness building up in his heart. His unrequited love made him learn how complex and deep the feelings and emotions of the human mind are. He learned to accept those feelings and grow from the experience.
Another memory that reminds him is the story of his close childhood friend named "Kan". Karn is a person who has clear dreams and goals in life. He intends to become a scientist and work to help society. But when Kan had a car accident and died suddenly.
That loss made “Nad” feel like his whole world had collapsed.
The loss made Anak learn the importance of living in the present and appreciating relationships with those around him. He began to see the world in a deeper perspective. And feel grateful for every moment he was alive.
That night, “Nad” stopped walking and sat down on a park bench. He closed his eyes and felt a cool breeze blowing past. Various memories and emotions begin to spread out into a mixed image of thoughts.
The human mind is full of mystery and complexity. Every thought and feeling has an incredible cause and effect connection. “Nad” begins to understand that the mind's past is not just a picture of events that happened in the past. But it is part of who he is and who he is.
Finally, “Nad” opened his eyes and smiled softly. He felt a sense of peace and understanding in his own mind. Even though some memories are painful and confusing But it is also what makes him strong and ready to face the future with confidence.
The quiet night in the park turned into a time for Anak to understand his own mind. And he felt that the past of his mind was valuable and the light of his life.