*This novel is dramatic. There is unfaithfulness, unrequited love. Anyone who can't accept it can press out. No.

NC

yes*

Has everyone ever had a first love? I believe everyone has had the experience of falling in love with someone without even knowing them well. And that was the first step and the biggest mistake of my life, haha. I'm describing it here, feeling the warm tears that were flowing down my cheeks and falling onto the thick cement floor. rooftop

The gentle breeze makes me think of yesterday. Even though it was only a few years ago, it was the worst year ever. I had to wait every day to see what situations I would encounter that day. For example, My husband's mistress came on a rampage and broke things at home while cursing at me, accusing me of not letting her husband go to her.

Or it might be receiving a strange gift, whether it's a dead rat with maggots crawling around. rose sprinkled with blood muddy cloth Or even a picture of the husband cuddling with another woman in the bedroom. Photos of faces with hair cut and scribbled and threatening messages written on them. That is considered a part that must be encountered each day..............

Go back to 3 years ago.

“Fei, do you think I'm too stupid?” Prab said as he looked at Fei with an angry expression.

“You think that Fei is stupid because Fei found out that you have a mistress. This is ridiculous.” He replied to the young man. Was the fact that he found out that the other party had a mistress hidden in every province he went to? Was it too boring?

“When you married Fei, I already told you why you married. If Uncle Sompong's request isn't met, do you think Fei will marry Fei?"

“Oh, the matter is like this. Fei thought that I had always loved Fei. In the end, what you said was the truth. If we don't love each other, then let's get a divorce, right? I'm ready. Fei doesn't want to waste time with someone like you.”

“I'm not divorced, don't let me hear this matter again. Having a woman is a normal thing. It's a man's nature. For Fei to let you come and stay with Fei alone, it's impossible.”

"And Fei only has one older brother. Fei can still do it, but why can't he? I defeated him."

“I think we should stop talking about this matter first. From now on, I promise there will be no more women's issues, is that okay? Everything of Brother Fei can be seen, who he talks to, what he does, where.”

“I know that Fei doesn't want anything like that.”

It was the first time that Fei had discovered that his husband was with another woman, and he even hinted that such things were normal for men. The most disgusting thing is that even as a man, Fei has never cheated on P'Prap even once. I still don't talk to other men because I'm afraid of my husband. Who knows how unclean things her husband does behind her back? Even though he promised not to do it again, there were always stories about women coming to his ears.

Ah Fei is the son of an old nobleman. It would be better to call him a wealthy person in that area. As for Prab, he was the son of a large police officer. When the two first met, Ah Fei didn't know who P'Prap was. Just seeing his face, I fell in love and went to tell my father that I wanted to marry this man. The father has or will displease his youngest son.

As soon as the child said what he wanted, Father found it all for him. One year later, Father approached him to talk about marriage with that side. As for the other party, they agreed and were very happy to be associated with the old noble family. If the two families united, the power they held would increase a hundred times more than before.

During the first period of their marriage, P'Prab acted like a good husband. Ah Fei said, P'Prap said that he followed the same saying, 'point a bird, a bird, a stick, a stick'. Not long after it had passed, about six months after the wedding, P'Prap claimed that he had work in almost every province. week Have lunch appointments with business partners every day. Ah Fei didn't care too much because he saw that it was probably normal work.

When P'Prab returns home, there will be sweet and savory food already placed on the table, waiting for people to come and eat. But that person wasn't interested, just saw the food and turned and ran the other way.

“P'Prab, today Fei wants to go out to eat.”

“Today? I have a meeting in the morning and a meeting with partners in the evening. Give it a chance next time.”

"yes...."

The thick young man spoke with a sad expression, as if he regretted not taking his nominal wife out to eat. As for the man's wife, he could only answer with dissatisfaction. It's true that it's hard work. But will it be so heavy that there's no time to be together at all?\

“Miss Fei, I have something sent for you.”

"Auntie Sa, you can take a look. I'll go drink some water first."

He went to the kitchen to drink water before walking out with a tired expression. As for the housekeeper, she opened the package by using a small knife to trace the clear tape.

“Grrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!”

“What's wrong with Aunt Sa?!”

Fei ran over to look at the package and was shocked to see a doll the size of a palm with a knife stuck in its stomach and covered in pig blood. The smell of air touched the noses of the two people. Ah Fei could hardly bear to stand there. His eyes suddenly saw that there was a yellow note on the side of the box with a message that said he had stolen her boyfriend. No matter how shocked Fei was, he didn't panic. He picked up his phone and took a photo and immediately sent it to her husband.

“Aunt Sa, please take it and burn it.”

“Yes, Miss Fei,” her voice trembled.

“Ask Auntie Sa to help inform Father that someone sent it to Fei.”

“Yes, Miss Fei.”

After that, it seemed like the situation in the house started to get bad. Fei was tensed as to who would send something like this. Did he want to take Fei's life? As for P'Prab, when he heard the news he didn't say anything, just said he would take care of it, don't worry.

“P'Prap, someone sent this picture to Fei last night.” He held up his phone and opened a picture of a man and a woman cuddling on the bed. The other clip is a clip of an activity with people making loud moaning noises continuously.

"Fei, I'm sorry...."

“Is that all you have? Is that all you can say? How can you say that you're going to stop doing it!!”

“Fei, don't raise your voice at me. I don't like it. If you act like this then just leave. I don't want to talk."

"It's really your fault, Praprap!"

“Damn, I'm not sleeping at home today, and I'm annoyed!” the young man shouted back.

He walked out with a few more clothes and the keys to his favorite car. Fei immediately knew that this time he would be gone for a long time before he came back....

“Why are you so stupid?! Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee

Many times I cried while lying down alone with no one to comfort me. He didn't dare tell his father that he was in a difficult marital situation. If we really divorced, Dad would lose face quite a bit.....

The following year, Fei received bad news that his father had been in a car accident and died on the spot. His life, which was a source of emotional support, disappeared before his eyes and turned into a severe form of depression. both about the father and about that husband

The day Fei officially decided to divorce, the man knelt down and begged him not to leave him. Fei also sympathized because she felt sorry for her husband. But when I went back into that relationship again, I had to experience the utmost pain.

Stop bringing an lover into the house and act as if you don't see Ah Fei's head like Fei is an air slave. The mistress is diligent in speaking sarcastically morning, noon and evening. He also made fun of P'Prab when he slept with her.

“Look at a putrid person like you, who would want to get close to you?” The woman walked towards Fei with an arrogant expression.

“Let's go out.”

“It's probably loose. I haven't seen him sleep with her once. Why is it loose?.....”

“..................” Fei did not respond to the girl. Even after talking, she found something to say to hurt her again.

"Oh, you've conquered me just enough."

“Fei, what did you do to Mr. On?”

"No, Little Fei, he's very cute. He just came to say hello."

"Khun On, go into the room first. I'll go look for you."

“Then I'll wait for you, Mr. Prap.” The woman reached up on her tiptoes and kissed the young man on the mouth in front of Fei, causing Fei to turn and run away.

"Well, I'll follow you."

Fei walked to the living room and sat down and waited patiently. and reflect on your own feelings for a while Suddenly I felt like my life was too short for some unknown reason.

“What do you think?” Prab asked.

“Fei wants to talk about Fei's wealth, Praprap.”

“Come on.”

“All of Fei's wealth is given to charity. As for the shares in Fei Company, all of them have been given to my grandchildren.”

“Fei, is there something you want to tell me?”

“Fei just feels like I'm bored these days and... Hmmmm, Fei's Sinsommaro would like to give Fei's portion to the Orphan Foundation.”

“Fei, why are you talking like this? Fei, don't say that Fei won't be able to stay, okay? Or is Fei not pleased that I brought Khun On into the house?”

“Fei can tell you everything. I'm ready to leave everyone and come to Fei.”

"Haha, don't say it like that. You'd better not promise if you can't do it."

“Then today, I'm going to kick Khun On out, Fei.”

“No need, P'Prap. Fei wants to tell you that Fei loves you. Fei has always loved you. If Fei didn't love you, he wouldn't have endured it for this long. Fei was like a fool who had to watch her husband always be with someone else. No matter how much Fei loved you on the first day, on the last day of his life, Fei will still love you.”

“No, Fei, don't say things like that.”

“Fei, can I hug you....”

"okay"

Fei sat in his seat, and Prabhul was the one who hugged Fei, trying to absorb this feeling as much as possible in his own life. At least there's still someone here who loves him...

“I'm going to go see a friend at the mall right now, Brother Prap the mall.

CTV

It's yours, don't worry about it."

"Do you want me to take you there? I'm free."

"I'm going to go see Mr. On. It's better not to disturb Fei."

“Not one bit, Fei. It doesn't bother me at all. Fei is the most important thing to me."

“Fei, can I please…”

He gave his husband a pleading look until the other person gave in and drove out to the mall alone. Of course, the entire drive he cried all the way to the mall. As soon as he finished parking, Fei immediately went up to the rooftop of the mall. His life now has nothing to lose....

Living or dying has the same value....

The second leg he walked to stop at the end of the building. Fei stood there for a long time, thinking over his past life. Without a father, he would become just a worthless person....

Today Fei will go live with her father....

Fei apologizes for being spoiled and not listening to his father once when he scolded him...

If I could go back in time, Fei would do everything my father told me to do...

As for her beloved husband, Fei has nothing to say except good luck....

Fei took off his own shoes and left a note behind, placing his shoes on top of them to cause them to fly away. Then unlock the phone and wipe the device from any data remaining, like resetting your life... that he will never rise again.

"goodbye..........."

At that time, Prab ran up onto the rooftop of the mall. But when he arrived, it was not too late and Fei jumped under it with a smile on his face as if he had been freed from suffering...

“Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!”

“Nooooo!! Hee hee hee hee hee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!”

The sirens continued to sound, and the situation on the south side was filled with people who were curious about what was going on. Fei's corpse was so mangled that it was hard to see how cute that person was when he was alive. Right now, only shattered pieces of bone were lying on the ground.

The young man named Prap had become more serious ever since. He concentrated on working on women's matters, not having had one since his wife's death. On his free days, he went to the temple to make merit for those who had passed away. He didn't throw away any of Ah Fei's bed, pillows, or clothes, but he took them to sleep with him every night and never washed them for fear that the smell would disappear. wash

Day by day he became more and more like a crazy person. Maybe that was his own karma...

“I love you Faye.......”

“I'm sorry..........”

It's finished.