Chapter 1 Shell

Hello, I am 27 years old. I will tell you a story from the past that I will never forget. It was a sin, a mistake that made me change my thinking. This happened when I was in high school.

It happened on the first day of the school term. My house is close to the school, so I didn't have to rush to get up and be late regularly since middle school. I slept very late that day because I was excited to see my friends on the first day of the school term. But I had to wake up because my mother was shouting from the kitchen. “Ya wake up, child!

You can't be late for the first day of school.” I woke up first because I was startled by my mother's voice. This made me hurriedly get up from the bed to take a shower and get dressed. After finishing my personal business, I hurriedly sat in the kitchen to eat the food that my mother had prepared for me in the morning. While I was eating, my mother said, “

The medicine doesn't have to be in such a hurry and it'll get stuck in your throat, child. Take it slowly. Later, learn to wake up quickly so you don't have to be in such a hurry.” I replied to my mother, angrily thinking that people were in a hurry to complain about something. “I know now what Mother is complaining about. Why didn't you wake me up earlier? If I'm late on the first day, it's because of Mom."

After the sound died, I walked out of the house in an angry mood, thinking that it would be better if I didn't have a mother so I wouldn't have to listen to their complaints. I hurriedly ran all the way to school. But all the children had gone into their rooms, so I, who was late, couldn't find my roommate. So I went online to find a friend. “Where are you? I've been looking everywhere,” my friend replied.

Today, your teacher is talking downstairs in the physical education room. Come quickly.” After that, I hurried to the physical education room and forgot to tell my friend, whose name is Kai. We have known each other since kindergarten and have always lived in the same room. Come back to the main story. I ran to the physical education room, which startled me when I heard a voice coming from the room saying, "Where is the other friend?"

It's late on the first day and what kind of work are you guys going to do?" Hearing the teacher's words, I felt only guilt towards my friends for causing all of them to be scolded by the teacher. I opened the door to the room, filled with guilt. I could only keep saying "Sorry, sorry". After sitting in silence, the teacher didn't scold me. Just say, “Everyone disperse.”

I was only shocked and surprised that the teacher didn't call me to talk or scold me. I just followed all my friends up to the room. But the atmosphere in the room was uncomfortable and I was surprised that everyone acted normally as if nothing had happened even though everyone should have been scolded by the teacher. After the first period, everyone sat back and studied normally as if nothing had happened.

Until someone I had never seen before at school shouted, “Hey everyone, aren't we going to tell our friends anything about this morning? It's very strange.” Everyone in the room replied. “What the hell are you talking about? Nothing happened.” The other woman said, “Yes, the teacher just called me downstairs to talk. What's strange?” The two sides argued back and forth. I could only wonder and wonder what exactly had happened in the morning. I planned to wait until lunch and ask the friend to find out exactly what was going on.

During the lunch break, I hurriedly got up and followed that friend, wondering what exactly had happened. So I had the opportunity to ask while waiting in line to buy rice. “What exactly happened this morning?” I asked. “It's nothing crazy. I must have misunderstood. I'm sorry,” my new friend replied. Then he took the plate and walked away.

I just went and sat down to eat with that man and asked him, “Did nothing really happen?” the man replied. “No!! Stop asking and we'll eat.” The boy walked away. I couldn't do anything but sit and eat quietly. Until it's time to go home I thought about it all afternoon until I couldn't concentrate on studying.

Kai suddenly walked up to me at the table and said to me, “Oh, when did your medicine come? We didn't come to talk at all. Or should you come in the afternoon?” I was shocked and surprised at what the chicken said. I replied that "Are you teasing me? We were still talking in the morning," I replied. Kai replied, "When are you talking to each other? Today my phone broke, how am I going to answer your call?" Kai replied.

I was shocked by the chicken's answer, so I will show the chat that is evidence of our conversation. It turns out that the call record doesn't exist at all. Both chats and messages were nonexistent, as if nothing had ever happened. Kai said, "Where are you? I told you and my phone was broken." But what I heard? We talked about it, what is it?

I couldn't do anything but walk back to my room in silence. And I can only think that I probably thought about it myself. Or maybe I'm just hungover.

After walking for a while, Kai and I split up into an alley and headed back home. I heard a voice shouting, “Have you finished school yet? How was your first week of study? Was it fun?” I was shocked by my mother's question, but I didn't have any doubts because I thought she probably said the wrong thing. So I replied to my mother, “It was fun.”

My voice died down and my mother and I walked slowly until we reached the room. My mother ran ahead to the door and turned to me and said, “Hurry up and take a shower and change clothes, child. After a while, your friends were already here.” I was shocked by my mother's words and could only think about when I went to meet my friend. So I asked her back, “Who told you, Mom, that today my friend will come to eat at my house?” But what I heard made me

He was so shocked that he almost stopped breathing. “Did you really forget to call me? Children's memory these days isn't very good.” I replied to my mother, “What are you talking about? When did I call? Today I was busy with school all day and didn't have time to call my mom,” Mom replied. “Look at your phone.” What I saw turned out to be a recording of the calls I actually made to my mom.

It made me speechless and thought I might just be hungover. Makes me remember the wrong day. I went up to my room and completed my personal duties. That evening, my classmates actually came to eat at my house, even though I didn't even know some of them's names. When I came down from the room, everyone was smiling and chatting happily as if we had been close for a while.

Everyone was calling for me to hurry down. I could only think in my heart what exactly happened today. The whole day at school I didn't talk to anyone, but everyone acted like I didn't even exist. How can we suddenly be close to each other in the evening?

That evening, I could only speak smoothly and talk like I knew everyone. and keeps tricking and asking everyone's name I have never eaten food as uncomfortable as today before. There was both curiosity and shock as to what exactly had happened.

I made it through that night but had a lot to think about, both school and dinner. But today I intend to go to school in the morning to find out what exactly happened. So I hurriedly showered, dressed, ate, and headed to school to investigate the strange matter that had happened.

On the other hand, today everything was normal, nothing happened. I thought it was really just me, but on the way back from school Kai came running and invited me to come home with him. I didn't deny Kai's invitation. I asked Kai, "How many days have we studied together?" Kai replied, "Two days. We should have started the semester ourselves. Have you forgotten?"

I wondered again what it meant. But today is really Tuesday. And why does Mom say school is the last day of the week when it's Tuesday? I separated from Kai and hurried home to ask what I was curious about. I opened the door and immediately called out to Mom. “Mom, where are you? I have something to ask.”

After that, there was no response. So I tried to find my mother all over the house, but no matter what I did, I couldn't find her. Until the last place left was her mother's room. I thought my mother was sleeping and didn't want to disturb me. So I went back to my room to take a shower and get ready to rest.

That night was the last day I was happy and slept well.

That day I woke up early which gave me time to shower and get dressed. So I hurried downstairs to wait to eat, but at that time my mother had not yet woken up. Because my mother's usual pair of shoes were still in the same place. I walked up the stairs to knock on my mother's door. I knocked on the door and said, “Mom, can you wake up? Why did you wake up so late today?

Usa woke up early today to help Mom.” After my voice stopped, The room was still quiet and there was no response at all. I started knocking louder and louder. “Is something wrong with you, Mom? Are you sick somewhere?” 5 minutes passed after the voice stopped. I still remember my feelings at that time and have never forgotten them.

It still feels like it happened yesterday, the feelings are still the same. On that day, I decided to break down the door to my mother's room. I remember my mother's condition that day very well. It was the worst event in my life. My mother was lying straight and still. There are no scars. It's like you're just lying down. But the thing that had changed was that he was no longer breathing.

That was the last time I saw my mother's body. I always blamed myself for not obeying her and arguing with her every time she taught me. It always made my mother difficult.

After arranging my mother's funeral I've never been happier. It's completely empty. I only have doubts about what happened in the past. I would like to know what the events that have happened since the start of the semester are. What does it have to do with everything happening at such close intervals?

It's like everything was planned. If it's a coincidence or bad luck, it's all too much. Now it's been 1 year since I had to live my life alone. No one makes me suffer. No one comes to scold and complain to me anymore. Not long after the funeral incident, the homeroom teacher disappeared.

There is news that the teacher seems to be the type who likes to molest students.

That day was the first day I started studying in Mathayom 5. It was a time in my life when I acted badly towards my only friend in my life. Just because of other people's words It hurt my long-standing friendship. I make regular appointments to go to school with Kai. Because Kai is probably worried about me and doesn't want me to be alone.

I walked and talked with the chickens as usual until I reached the front of the school. The chicken said to me: “Hey, look, there's a new student sitting next to you,” I replied. “You know I don't have time to think about things like this.” After that, I sat in the chair next to the girl. She is a woman who can easily make men fall in love.

I was secretly impressed by her smile like everyone else. But with past events, I don't want to waste time thinking about these things. But while I was sitting and reading a book, a woman suddenly poked my arm. She asked me, "What's your name? My name is Dear. Nice to meet you.” I could only secretly be shocked by what she did.

I didn't think such a cute person would want to be my friend at all. which made me reply with a timid expression, “Oh… you're welcome too, Riya.” After we finished introducing ourselves, after that, during class time, she and I chatted happily. She is a person who smiles very brightly. We talked until lunch and we came to an agreement.

Where are you going to eat? I'd like to go eat too." I answered. "You can come eat together, but have another friend sit with you, okay?" Dear replied. "Okay, but who is it? Your boyfriend?" I answered, "No. Boyfriend, we don't have time to care about these things. They're friends who are in the same class. His name is Kai, and he has a really nice personality.” Shortly after I introduced him, he suddenly walked up and hugged me from behind and said, “

What do you mean, you intend to talk to a new friend? What should we eat?” I replied, “That's right, Dear. You'll be our friends from today on.” After that, the three of us went out to eat together. Meanwhile, I felt that today the chickens were especially good at talking. It was a great day of laughter. But on that day, I thought that it was great that these two friends got along so well that they would be able to become close easily.

But even when eating or after eating, both of them still chatted so hilariously that I felt like they still knew I was there. Until it's time to start class in the afternoon. When I returned, Dear still sat together as usual, but what had changed was the words Dear spoke to me. “Ya, we are annoyed by the chicken. We don't want to talk to Kai ever again.”

I was shocked by Dear's words because they were so different from what I saw and what I felt. I started asking, “Why? What happened? They still talk and play together and they look happy.” Dear replied, “If I tell you the reason, will you believe me?” The feeling from last year came back again, the feeling that it was happening. Some crazy event, I replied.

Try telling us first, we want to know what it is about. Is it really that serious?” The woman in front of me had a sad expression on her face and was ready to shed tears all the time. He replied to me briefly. “I don't believe it.” After those words, Dear immediately picked up his bag and books and moved to sit next to Kai. Events like this brought back to me the feeling that there was no way to overcome this problem.

After that, everyone and I sat and studied normally until class ended. I hurriedly walked up to ask Kai, but at that exact moment, Dear spoke up and said, “Sorry, Kai, today we can't go eat together. We have business at home today.” Dear's voice trailed off, but Kai and his expression were dissatisfied with what Dear had said.

So I invited the chicken to sit in the room and listen to an explanation of the incident. Kai and I walked slowly together. The atmosphere was full of awkwardness, making me not dare to even invite Kai to talk. Until reaching the front of the house The chicken said to me “What do you want to know about?” I replied, “Let's talk inside. The story is likely to be long.”

After that, Kai and I walked into the house together. I hurried to unpack the bag of food I should have bought from the market. I asked the chicken, “What do you think of Deer?” the chicken replied, “Deer has been a friend of mine since our old house. I think I still like Dear.” I was shocked at Kai's answer because it meant that what Dear said was the truth. I said it to Kai.

OK, if you like me, I'll flirt with all my heart.” I really believed in Kai that he would definitely never behave like that. Kai said, “Thank you for helping me flirt too.” After the conversation at that time, Kai and I We sat and ate together for a while, after which the chickens went home. I stayed up all night thinking that someone was definitely lying about this.

In the morning, I still did everything as usual, but things had changed. “Let's go to school together,” Dear said with a smile that made me fall in love with her. I replied to Dear, "Oh, yes, let's go to school together." Dear and I walked and talked all the way. But while walking into school, he saw a chicken standing in front of the school.

Kai looked at us with a cold look that he had never seen before. After standing for a while, the chicken walked into the school without even greeting us. “Damn it, I'm annoyed with people like this. Demanding attention," Deer spoke up. “Calm down, Dear. I think there must be a misunderstanding. Diawya, hurry up and follow first.”

After that, I hurriedly followed Kai to the classroom, but Kai said, “You like Dear, right?” I'm tired of feeling like I have to hide it too much. “Yes, I like Dear. I really like it,” I replied. After that the chicken walked out of the classroom and I didn't see him again for a week.

1 month has passed….. The person everyone thought would drop out of school would come back to school and still act like normal. It's like that day never happened. But what changed was Deer's expression, which always looked like he was afraid of something. “Deer, what's wrong?” I asked. Deer only answered me, “No, it's nothing.

Just a little discomfort and it will go away.” Dear and I are currently in a relationship. It was lunch time, so I hurriedly pulled Deer aside to ask directly what was going on. Deer's attitude was definitely not a joke. “Dear, what happened? Tell us honestly,” I asked. At that time I saw Deere's face and the feeling that at that moment she was definitely extremely scared. “Ya have to believe us.

We really don't have anyone else to rely on. Throughout the past 1 month, the chickens followed us all the time, stalking us and taking pictures. I'm so afraid of chickens, please help us." Deer came and hugged me. My head felt like it was about to explode because there were so many problems coming at the same time. I replied, "I'll go talk to the chickens myself." I quickly ran around looking for chickens. school Until I met Kai in the gym room."

Did you explain this to me?” I asked angrily. “I'm really sorry, I tried to get over it,” the chicken replied. I was shocked by what I heard from the chicken's mouth. “So this whole thing was true all along.” After that, I ran up and punched the chicken with one punch. After that, I decided to report the matter of stalking Dear.

All evidence has been prepared by Dear. But what's shocking is that Kai denies all accusations. Just say it's a misunderstanding. “Actually, it's not like this, Dear. Please talk to the chicken. Please tell me we're dating.” At that time, I thought Kai would keep making excuses. That day was one of the saddest days of my life. It caused me to lose the last friend in my life.

After that incident, Dear and I continued to date each other. Until the last year of my high school life. This is a summary of the story of the past 3 years.

……………………………………………..…….…….Final six years of university ……………………………………………………… ………….

During the school break, Deerya and I continued to be lovers until that day. “Dearya wants to go visit his chicken.” Dearya's expression changed when I said that. “Don't go looking for people like that.” After that, I tried to explain to Dear until I was so relieved that I gave in and went to see the chickens together.

Dear and I would like to visit the chickens together. But the condition of the chicken that I saw It was terrible inside and out. The chicken has become shockingly thin, its body is like that of a human, always prone to disease. Who keeps saying it's a misunderstanding I've been accused of everything that isn't true. It was then that I saw the condition of the chickens. He looked like he was going crazy.

I couldn't bear to look at the condition of my old friend. So I chose to come out of visiting Kai. “Dear, let's go back. The chicken doesn't know anymore.” After that, we took the car back together. I sat silently the whole way, never thinking that my friend would be in such a bad condition. ……But what was about to happen in my final year was the worst thing in my life.

It made me never have the heart of anyone again….

That day was the first day of school. Dear and I come together in my house. You are the only thing that makes me want to continue living. “Let's go, it's our last year,” I replied. “Let's go.” Dear and I are still in the same room. But what has changed is the feeling of not trusting anyone anymore.

While waiting for the teacher to come in to teach, a stranger suddenly walked in. People I had never seen before in this school. “Hello all students. I am a new teacher And I'm also the homeroom teacher in this room.” After listening to what the new teacher said, But the appearance of the new teacher is a visually impaired person.

Finally it was time to finish school and Deer and I were about to walk home. Suddenly, the new teacher walked up to us and said, “The two kids over there, could you please take the teacher back to the dormitory? Teacher just got lost." I said, "Okay, teacher. But I have one question that I want to ask the teacher,” the teacher replied. “Sure, just ask.” I answered, looking at the teacher's face. “Who exactly are you?

What are you doing at this school? Please tell me the truth. I don't have time to play with anyone anymore." The teacher replied with a laugh. "You're right, I'm a child who has had a lot of trouble. But now isn't the time to tell. If you're still dating this woman.” I was shocked by what the teacher said. Deer interjected. “What are you talking about?

We've never really known each other, so why would we break up?" The teacher secretly smiled at the corner of his mouth and said, “You probably understand, right? What the teacher said.” After that, the teacher walked away. I couldn't think straight about what the new teacher said. Dear and I that day we separated. and asked Deer to go home and sleep first. Everyone may not have known before that we, mother and daughter, still have another father.

But because my father broke up with my mother to have an affair and have a new family. And there was news that my father was the one who killed his own family. and also committed suicide I always suspected that someone like my father could kill. And Deer's face was so similar to my father that I couldn't tell. But with love and now I have no one else

I've always tried not to think about it.

After that day, Dear and I separated for a while. But Dear still tried to reconcile and explain various matters to me. But that's not what I wanted to hear. That evening, I made an appointment with the teacher to go talk at a restaurant. The teacher said, "I remember, Yaya," I replied, "I remember. You're my father's brother."

The teacher smiled and said “It's really good, the medicine I remember. Sorry I can't rely on you. The whole thing is Deer's handiwork. Dear is the person behind this whole thing. That child was her father's only daughter. The woman was very angry that her father left Mother Deer and had an affair and regularly hit Deer's mother.

Until finally causing Dear's mother to die.” I was shocked by what I heard and could only think. That father, Dear. The teacher continued, “That child is the one who killed your father. And also killed your mother a month ago.” That day, “Dear went into your mother's house while you were at school. Told her mother that he was his father's son.

After that, Dear secretly poisoned her mother.” After speaking, the teacher took out all the evidence and walked away, but before leaving the store, he said, “Leave the rest to me, that's what I've been looking for all along.” After that, I went home and thought about it all night. And I also secretly visited Kai alone and Kai explained everything to me.

That Dear came to like chicken first. And Dear is the person who calls Kai to his house regularly. After that, I took all the evidence and took it to the police. And the police followed and arrested Deer for a long time. Until now, Deer's body has not been found. There are many reports that she may have committed suicide. Have you fled the country? After I graduated, I took my chicken to be treated for mental illness.

and invited the teachers to come live together at my house

Currently, my teacher and I are still together. And the teacher chose to become a tutor at a small school. The chicken was in a much better state of mind, so I brought the chicken home for further treatment. And Dear, one day, Dear's mother's house suddenly burned to the ground. The fire department also found two human-like bones.

draft and has been speculated that After Deer ran away for a while and didn't have enough money, he returned to the house to ask his mother for money, but there was an argument until this tragic event happened. And now I am a mental health doctor. I have been doing it for 2 years now. My life is happy and I see the value of life more.

And I will continue to treat patients with mental illnesses. who were abused by family members Friends and people around you I want to see all patients able to continue living their lives. without worries