Love that happens without realizing it since the beginning from friendship bonds Until I started to feel good. Until now, that feeling Still the same

First love is you, last love is you.

Why? At that time, when we were 18 years old, we didn't know in our hearts that we were connected. With a friend who seems to be our only friend But because we were in different rooms, she studied Math-Language Arts, but I studied Math-Arts or the Painting stream, which was the first year it was taught. About craftsmanship and art

We chose to study art even though we could change rooms, but we love this field so we didn't move. If we choose to move We probably have met her since Mathayom 4, but we met her when we were in Mathayom 5, when we came back to study again, because in Mathayom 5, second semester, our lives at that time were very lonely. causing him to refuse to attend school for the whole semester

The teacher didn't care at that time either. Probably hoping that we'll come back to study on our own. We come to study, sometimes we don't study. I admit that in Grade 4 We study hard as usual, both academic and artistic. But loneliness probably isn't the only answer that makes us misbehave during that time. Until about 2 months before the exam, the teacher probably thought that we shouldn't be willing to come back to study on our own.

Because even the thing I like the most, like sitting and painting all day, We still threw it away. I gave in by being hit in many places because I never submitted work in time or when I submitted it and the performance was worse than it should have been, I was hit twice as hard. But we at that time My heart is not in studying anymore. Because I'm bored with both school and friends.

But actually, they didn't do anything to us. But we probably aren't good at socializing ourselves. With many events As it comes into our lives until we are bored even with ourselves. But because suddenly We went from not being interested to our parents telling us that they refused to attend school for a whole semester. Until now I can't fix anything, I'm stuck at 0.

I went to many subjects and did not have the right to take the exam for almost every subject as well. There is only one way. We have to go back in and ask all the teachers to help us find a solution so that we can take the exam or help us not get a 0 in our major because we won't graduate. At that time, we didn't care at all whether it was finished or not. But seeing the disappointed eyes of the parents who love us with all their hearts The person who accepts everything for us

Whatever he asked at that time, he accepted. Maybe because before that we were hurt before. To agree with us about everything That's why I agreed to come back to study and do what every teacher told me to do. We admit it's really hard. with the repair at that time Some people who don't like us Because he thought we were going to steal his husband, he had us finish selecting 1 book within 2 days.

Within two days, we had to lose sleep to sort it out. And the number of pages is not at all small. Maybe the teacher meant well, or so I thought. We just need to look at the teacher's eyes to know how they look at us. We didn't do anything wrong. It makes us not want to come to school the most. We weren't the only ones looking at us with those eyes.

You all probably think that we haven't suffered enough yet. They helped each other until one child didn't want to go to school. When your husband interferes with us. We are just students, there are so many places to escape to. Follow him to meet him. Will he be able to disobey him or not? It's best to just bring a friend along. But our friends aren't close, so it wouldn't be possible to take us there every time.

There were only male friends who agreed to talk to us at that time. We found out about our friend that he was dating a teacher who had moved to teach again. As for me, I don't like talking to anyone. I could only live alone in school all day.

After we have finished submitting all work The result was that the teacher accepted it. Except for the teacher who absolutely hates him. We select and deliver as desired but the time is too short. We couldn't make it in time, only 70%, and we were so exhausted that we fell asleep. Because it's not just one subject that we have to do. But there are still reports and 3 drawings entered in the competition. It's quite heavy. Really knocks us out. Every subject was willing to adjust from 0 to 1 so we could graduate. We didn't get kicked out.

Because of the head teacher who accepted us into school even though We are 2 years too old because we know our home country well. Even though no teacher has followed us since the beginning of the semester when we disappeared. until we return to the system as usual But when I met that teacher's subject and the teacher's girlfriend We still refused to go to school. But it didn't even disappear completely.

We still have the right to take the exam. Until one day, our parents let us go home with the homeroom teacher. At first we went back with another teacher who was dropping off students along the drive-thru route. That is, the house was next to the main road or walked into the alley by itself and didn't turn in and send anyone off. It made us start to meet her. who study in the same class as us, but really She is our younger generation. She's even 2 years younger than us.

Because we were sick, we stopped studying for 2 years to heal ourselves, and in middle school, we never met her. Because in middle school We still care a bit about the people around us, but we don't hang out with anyone like before. Even if the friend is good That day we met her for the first time while waiting for the car. She is a sad person who doesn't have many friends like us.

Even if you join a group with your roommates. But we can see that she is quite lonely. And it was quite sad. Makes us start to pay more attention to her. But she always sat in front with only two teachers. And we only talked after school and stood waiting for the car together. That would be another reason why we wanted to come to school.

Because her expression and eyes looked much sadder than mine at that time. It makes us want to get to know each other because when we are together, her smile makes our hearts calm. But when I'm with friends or other people She didn't have a smile. Probably like us. Even though we smile at the younger generation or friends sometimes But we didn't care much.

Normally we would play with our juniors. In the evening we went and waited for her in the car. Until one day we invited her to sit with us in the back of the car together, but it caused her quite a bit of embarrassment. At that time we didn't know why. But she agreed to sit with me. When the teacher came, he called her back to sit in front as before. No, we won't hold back. We grabbed her hand

But she went and sat down, and when I saw her expression, it showed that she was not willing at all. We made a decision that day when we got home. We immediately changed clothes and rode back to her dorm. She was quite shocked as to why I had come to see her. But he agreed to take me into a room with him even though the dormitory rules were very strict. But I'm a woman so I can go in.

She asked why I came. So why didn't they go down together from the beginning? Her sadness at that time has disappeared. Still smiling at me like before, I admit that it's quite cute. But at that time, I was most innocent in approaching her. It only has the word friend. Because I don't need many friends I just want one friend who understands me.

which she accepted for who I was And I know how mischievous I have been. But never once did I think of disrespecting each other. It only brings me back to studying together. And if we were in the same room I think she is the one who will bring me back to my normal school life. I asked her about the evening, why did she go back to sitting in the front when

who told me to sit together I prefer to sit in the back. She was uncomfortable for a while before she finally agreed to tell us why. Her mother entrusted her to my homeroom teacher who had nothing to do with her care. But because the teacher rented a car to pick me up. Send her and take care of her So she brought this up as a reference and always sat in front of her.

But it wasn't just that, she was often harassed and harassed. But I couldn't tell anyone. It's probably no different than anything I've ever experienced. But I gave up the solution to escape by never coming to class again after the teacher's wife slapped me and almost insulted me in front of many people, including friends, seniors, and juniors. I fought so we never looked at each other. at all

The teacher never thought of blaming her own husband. But I came back and said, seriously, why do we have to separate? Is it because of my husband, who claims that this semester's class is full, I have to be forced to sit together in front? Because the parents left it with trust. It's funny, but there's no way to escape. I'm going to skip school and you won't do it, but I'll endure it.

Good thing it didn't go beyond touching or petting. But that was just it for the two of us and it was so disgusting. Just putting your hands on our breasts was too much. I don't understand why you put up with it. She only said it because she was threatened by the teacher. that if she were stubborn and refused to obey the teacher as her mother ordered A soft-headed child like that wouldn't even dare to offend anyone. I still have no way to protect myself.

When I realized He said that he would help, just trust each other and that would be enough. Because I know my teacher's personality well enough. How flirty is that? But I didn't think I'd have the courage to do that. But it's not strange, even I've done it before but I wasn't a mentor. There are many good and understanding teachers. So I found a solution for her. But I can't stay with you even though

It was very cold and she invited us to stay together. But I've never slept anywhere. And my parents probably wouldn't approve either. Because I've never once stayed over because I'm not that frivolous. I'm not a traveler. or travel at night When I wasn't going to study, I spent the day sitting at internet cafes. That's all. When it was time to go home in the evening, I sat past the house.

and took the car back to get off before reaching home. That's all I could dodge for months.

The evening of the next day, I took her into the back seat where she couldn't get up and go. And I sat next to her. Holding her hand when the teacher called her down. I just said, trust me, she did as I suggested the first time. We held hands like that. Until the teacher saw that she definitely wasn't coming down. So another junior was asked to sit instead. From that day

I also don't let her sit in the front again. The two of us always get in the car before everyone else. Even though it's a bit difficult for both of us to get off when we get off. But because she was so small and fragile, the wind would have blown her away. It's more difficult for me who's chubby. But I went down with her many times, not in there. Just drop it off and take the car home yourself. Are you confused?

Why would I do that then? But I like to stay with you and talk in the evening. Even though during the day you come to live with me. One time, when I went to wait for her to eat lunch together, she went with me. But that must have been a turning point for us. After that day She came to tell me that evening.

Her friends don't want her to date me. Because I'm afraid that I will lead you to lose someone. Take people and ghosts. Does anyone know about her better than me? And I hadn't skipped school for a long time until I was taking the exam. I asked her directly. Because I don't want to force anyone's heart. Do you still want to talk? Do you still want to ride in the same car together?

If you hesitate even a little On that day, I will probably leave you. But you still want to be with me because you know I'm not like that anymore. Even though I still misbehaved in some subjects, she asked me to be patient. We'll take the exam together, I agree.

Until one day I invited her to my house for the first time on Sunday, and she was happy, so I brought her into my house for the first time. Since I was little, I have never brought any friends into the house because I am a person who loves privacy. But with her, I allowed her to go into the bedroom and saw that there was no tape or CD player in her room.

Those were the tapes of my era, the 80s or the 80s teens, so I gave them a big tape player and a sound socket.

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At that time, it was expensive and reasonable because there were only genuine products released from department stores. with 5 other tapes that she liked, and at that time we were sitting and playing in the room until it was very cold, not checking the time until all the cars going back to the dorm were gone. And I didn't know how to drive at that time. It's true that he was cared for as he wanted. But some matters that are not yet appropriate for the time will not let me do it.

That's why I never sleep over or go out at night. Because I personally don't like it. Because I think that's enough with 2 years and 4 months and I have a friend like you. I don't want to leave you home alone and go through all that again. If at that time before the incident happened I moved my car and came to see you I would not have a failing grade and still study normally without having to be seen as competing with the teacher's husband or something with the teacher. Which is lucky for me that the director

If you don't believe those things, you still trust me. Because I chose to run away from school rather than show up at that time.

I invited her to sleep over and then tomorrow we'd hurry back to the dorm early in the morning. Anyway, we'd be in time for the bus because The morning bus departs at 6:00 a.m.

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We just woke up and showered at 5:30 a.m. in time to get to the teacher's car at 7:00 a.m. So she agreed to sleep in my room and stay in the sight of the parents all the time that we didn't go out and misbehave anywhere from morning until evening. That's enough. We finished our personal business. She was the last to bathe and put my clothes on to sleep. The cutest moment was the first time I saw my friend wearing her pajamas.

and sat together for a while But I forgot to do my homework. She asked and then taught me how to do it until it was almost 8 p.m. So we went to bed. My bed was a single bed, so it was rather cramped and I probably wouldn't want to sleep on the cold floor. And don't let her sleep. So they huddled together on the bed, finally making things clear as I hugged her. Because it's just that small

And the room has an air conditioner. What's hot but cold? But she didn't deny it. At that time I wasn't sure if I was normal or not. All I know is that I'm afraid she'll fall to the floor. The bed was quite high, so I turned her over to lie against the wall instead. But this time I wasn't able to hug you. I fell off the bed. It was painful and quite painful. You'll still laugh. So we changed the method.

Put the book table next to the head of the bed, leaving the end of the bed so you can go down in case she goes to the bathroom late at night. And we slept, so I let her sleep inside anyway. And this time, she was probably afraid that I would fall again, so she turned around and hugged me. They must have seen me as a body pillow and at that time my legs were wrapped around me. Lie down like a pillow.

So I hugged back and we fell asleep until what time, I don't remember. I only remember that it was quite late, no less than 11:00 p.m., when the teacher came and knocked on the door of the house. to find you My mother and grandmother took me and her out to see the teacher. At that time, what the teacher told me, I didn't know how true it was. Her mother had come to see her and had been waiting in the dormitory since the evening.

But I can't contact her and I don't know where she has gone. So I called the teacher to find her for me. and went to look for her roommate's house Until the end, I probably started thinking about my home because of it lately. In the evening after school we always sit together. But when the teacher comes this late I don't want you to go back at all. And Mother could see both my distress and hers as she held my hand tightly.

Part of her heart was afraid that her mother would really be waiting for her. But on the other hand, I don't want to go back with the teacher right now. But what if Mom waits with worry? And if I go back, my mother will definitely beat her to death. Just like me, if my mother and grandmother were worried, I would probably get hit too. But I asked Grandma to go with me because the teacher came to pick us up in front of Grandma and Mom. My grandmother said

Normally they wouldn't allow me to sleep over anywhere since birth unless I had my mother or grandmother with me, but since I was the one who brought her to sleep at my house, I had to take responsibility for taking her home. Since she really had to return to the dormitory at this time I should be responsible for bringing his child home to sleep without informing anyone. But where did we go wrong? Both of us are women. There's no harm done, but it's me who definitely won't let her go back alone.

The two of us changed clothes and put our things in the back of the car and sat together in front of the two of us. Don't expect me to let you sit alone, but this time I sat inside and let you sit at the door instead. I know just by looking into my eyes. And I certainly wouldn't be able to defend much if a teacher actually did something like that. I could only hope and sit and listen to the teacher complain. I went all the way and looked for a very long time.

Until my mother cries and is about to die. Who will know that suddenly Her mother is coming. If she knew, we wouldn't have invited each other out. But I could see the displeased look on the teacher's face looking at me. Because you almost possess me You cling to me and won't let go. Until returning to the normal dormitory at 10 p.m., they already banned outsiders from entering. And luckily, men are strictly forbidden from entering, even though it's a foreign dormitory, it's an all-female dormitory. There is a leak around the edges.

Otherwise, her mother would definitely not let me stay in this dormitory, which is the same as my family. It's wrong that I went through something harder than you. My mother and grandmother were quite spoiled by me at that time. Maybe I'm afraid I'll die again. I thought I was going to die. I haven't thought about it for a long time. But choose to escape problems instead.

I carried the tape player and walked with her to the front of the room and it was true her room was unlocked. She looked at me, afraid that her mother would get mad and hit her. So I opened the door and walked in. But it's the other way around. Mom wasn't angry at her at all, but was more concerned to the point of worry. When I saw her face, I felt more at ease. So I apologized to my mother for not letting her make the last return trip so she had to stay over at home. and explain to mother

Mom also said that she told her a lot about me and that she was comfortable with me. It's not a man that mother probably can't accept. And it was already midnight so we went to bed and Mom was lying on the floor and told us to lie on the bed. Um, it's not an air-conditioned room. You'll still see me as a pillow. Well, you can also use a pillow. Hug a lot and hug back fairly, but it's hot.

But I didn't come because I opened the window and slept and there was some wind blowing in. Until it was light, we didn't know that her mother was sitting and watching until I woke up at 5:00 a.m. as usual, but she was still asleep and still hugging each other. If it were a man, I would definitely be hit over the head by her mother. So I woke her up so I could take a shower before the rest of the dorm woke up. We'll definitely get a call.

Before we left for class, my mother asked me if I really liked her. Because she normally never sleeps at anyone's house either. I frankly admitted to my mother that I really liked it. Without her, I probably wouldn't want to go to school again. I'm not a very good person. But if it's about being honest with my friends, I have a lot. Moreover, she is my first and only friend, and until now I have never been as close to anyone as she brought me home to sleep with.

We were just cuddling, nothing more than that. My knowledge is truly pure. My mother just said, "Let's help each other finish our studies and don't abandon each other."

We became closer every day until we entered Mathayom 6. The most important turning point came in Mathayom 6, the first semester. She received a report from a friend and came back to make copies. And that morning she didn't want to go to school, I don't know why. So he indulged her and made her stop studying for the first time when she didn't want to go. So I took her to a computer shop to type and print work.

I was the one who paid for everything until in the afternoon we went back to her dorm. and manage the rest of the work There was only a picture attached, which she wasn't sure what kind to attach. Real picture or any picture can be left blank.

The afternoon of the next day, her friends came and told me that the report was completely wrong and that her friends said it was because of me. I both skipped class and made a mistake on the report that was due today. I want me to stop messing with her for once. You won't lose someone like me. I turned to look at her face. But this time she avoided my eyes. Yes, I'm in a lot of pain.

In my opinion at that time it was I am being betrayed by my dearest friend. I looked into her eyes as she looked back at me. The me who was hurt the most at that time nodded in response to my tears that were about to flow but I tried to hold them back. She wants to stop dating me. But why did you let your friends come and scold me?

The person who should know best is you. That the person who doesn't want to come to school is you. With tears streaming down my face, I nodded and smiled at her one last time. I could see that her eyes were quite red. But I turned my back on you Left her behind and never looked back at her again. Because I don't know if her tears really came from the heart or not.

Consider that what I once did for you Is it a waste of time? My heart is broken in your hands. Since that day, I have stepped out of her life. They didn't even get in the same car. I chose to go home by myself, getting out in the car as soon as school was over. And I started not going to school by sleeping at internet cafes again, even though

At that time, everyone trusted me to be the head of the academic department, but I easily abandoned it again just because I wanted to get away from you, who made me cry even though I couldn't draw pictures anymore. As for her, she went with the school bus and never returned with the teacher after I stopped taking that bus. It means that you and I have completely separated from each other.

I didn't even give her a chance to explain. Until I myself am the one running away from problems again. This time I was so hurt because of her that I was the one who told my mother and grandmother that I probably can't continue studying. If I still went to school, I would probably skip school again. Can I come out and study for NFE next year? They followed my wishes as usual. Finally, I studied in Mathayom 6.

It wasn't until the final exam that I couldn't bear to see her again. It hurt my feelings too much. But I wrote you a letter Because I really want to know the answer. What was it about her that day? Why did you let me be scolded like that? And why did you let me be so sad that I couldn't stand studying with you?

But I never send it out At that time I was only disappointed. and very angry at her But not to the point of hating. I'm just so disappointed in you because I really am so hurt and disappointed in you. Probably because I started thinking about the fact that I probably love you the most. A love that couldn't find the answer while we were still together and had always thought that close friend love But because of heartbreak

And when I reflected, I realized that at first I just liked her. But when we were close together, I loved her for her cuteness and vulnerability.

Until the day before the graduation exam, if she had come to explain to me sooner on the day I had not yet resigned, We will probably graduate together. you come back to me along with bringing her mother and father along But at that time I was lying in my hammock, not paying any attention to the outside world, keeping myself in the house. Until she walked down to me and then we were face to face again.

She was still sad when she looked at my face, still unable to forgive her for the betrayal that day. But in my heart, I'm so happy that you were brave enough to step into my home today. It's slow, but it's better than her disappearing without giving an answer. She came to tell me that she forgot my model pin. She had to take pictures on graduation day.

I remember that she didn't forget anything in my room. Except for your hug that night. But I didn't care, my expression remained as neutral as ever. But he got up and took her to the room and gave her his own version of the needle. Because I don't need it anymore because she probably lost it or it was an excuse to come find me.

She sat me down and told me that she was sorry for not having the courage to go out and protect me that day. Like I've always protected you. But she really didn't think at all. that I will resign It made her even more afraid to come to me because she thought I would really hate her. Then she sent me the letter she had written but didn't dare send. She said it was written a long time ago but I kept running away and avoiding each other.

If you want to entrust it to someone, you'll be afraid it won't arrive. Until I found out that I was resigning, it made her even more sad and she didn't dare send a letter or even step back to me until today. Mother brought her to me. Because she told my mother that we had a misunderstanding. Until I had to quit school because of her

She walked away and I took her letter and read it.

//You, we're sorry that that day we weren't brave enough to walk out and protect you a bit. Because we ourselves are afraid that our roommate won't date us again, even though there was nothing wrong with her in everything. The people who don't want to go to school and want to hurry up and finish their reports are us. All expenses she paid for us. But we didn't dare to do anything.

Apologize for our weakness. I'm sorry I made you feel bad. And most importantly, apologize for making her have to drop out of school even though In just one more term, we will be finished together. We have always regretted leaving her alone, but believe me, we are not at all relieved that she had to resign because of us.

Even if you say it's not because of us But we really know It's because of us We couldn't make her find a way out. That we should have been on her side at that time more than anyone else. She stopped riding home with us. She saw us walking and ran away. She didn't even eat any more food. which I just bought How much does it hurt? We hurt differently.

She's the only one who came out to protect us. We've always been friends. But we were the ones who ruined it. It broke both our hearts and yours. Can you forgive us? We really like you. and this handkerchief We intended to give it to her for her birthday. It was a handkerchief with our name and hers embroidered on it. But it was too late

We therefore attach it to this letter. Hopefully one day we will have enough courage. to send this letter to her And if you forgive us Our address and phone number We left it at the back of the letter. Love always from us. P.S. Do you know what we want to tell you? If at that time she didn't run away from us and give us a chance to explain. We will tell her

We want to continue dating her. Even if we had to secretly date each other, we would agree to just meet in the car. Stay together in the evening at the dormitory. That's enough. But we ourselves didn't dare to go find him. She acted like she hated us until we couldn't get into her face. We're sorry. In the end, we never have a day that we forget her//

When we read the letter Since we didn't forgive her We knew she didn't mean to. But let's still be in time. I wish she hadn't gone home with her father and mother yet. who came to carry her things back home to the provinces I hurriedly got up and dropped the letter and handkerchief onto the bed. Opening the door to find her getting up to follow her father into the car.

But we hugged her and said We understand everything. We apologize for not giving her a chance to explain anything. Because at that time our hearts were completely broken. There was only the thought that she had betrayed our hearts. I cried like you did at that time. She removed my hand and we hugged each other and said thank you for your forgiveness. Sorry for being weak.

I'm sorry I had to leave school. Her mother brought her father back to the front table and sat us down. She told me that All the time she told her mother about all her mistakes. But Mom just didn't think it would be me who was hurt by her. So I left it out and didn't let them talk in the first place.

It wasn't until before I moved back that my mother asked about me. She finally admitted that the person she told her about was me. That's why my mother brought her to me, but she asked her if she wanted to meet her before going home. If we go back, the chance of meeting again will be gone. Because everyone would probably go their separate ways to continue their studies at university, and she got a cota to study somewhere else, which was very far from each other. She wanted to come, so her mother brought her to see me. So I asked her mother's permission to take her back to talk alone in the room

I gave her my letter to read. She was sorry that both sides were so cowardly. If we keep in touch well, everything will be over. It shouldn't be left until the last day when she has to travel home. Too far apart for two young people to find each other. I hugged her again but today's feelings are no longer the same.

Because today I love you But everything is really too late. When we had time, we didn't grab it. I just kissed her cheek and let her go. Without telling you that I love you more than friends. I went out to drop her off. That my heart doesn't want her to go back at all. But we were both young at that time. Can't do anything except study.

She and I still call sometimes because the phone bill is expensive. I'd be hit over the head if my phone bill came out. Until a while has passed We just lost contact with each other until 4 years ago when she graduated and called me and said she would come and stay at my house. She will find work in the city. I'm so glad you're coming.

On the morning of my senior year, she really came. She hasn't changed at all. Just becoming more beautiful and mature for her age, she no longer has to fear that her mother will scold her. Because now I've graduated. I took her into the room. Now she isn't as scared as she was in school. But it's still as neat as ever.

I am still the same right now. We talked about many things and she said she would like to find a job and rent a dormitory nearby. Can I give some advice? Hey, I'm just a housekeeper taking care of the elderly. What do you want to know about work? So I said I really didn't know. Because I work in front of the computer and draw pictures. She said it was okay, she would just try and find it herself. Just me driving is enough. which I don't object to

When we finished doing our personal business in the evening, I walked over and turned on some music on the computer, and this time I agreed to sit downstairs and let her sit on the bed because the atmosphere was different than before. The two of us were separated for 5 years and I could only let her sit on the bed and keep talking until I started to feel sleepy. The air conditioner was cold, the floor was cold, and the music was beautiful.

It was very emotional for me. I got up and she backed up to the wall and I told her to go to sleep. I was sleepy and I was cold. My face was hot like a person about to have a fever. which he had never felt before with anyone except her I let her sleep, I just held her or not, it only took a little bit, I just kissed her cheek and fell asleep.

Until morning I took her to look for work. After spending the whole day, her mother called and said she could find a job for her. Go home immediately She looked at my face. and told me that she had to return because her mother had given her a job. We found work too late. If she gets a job in the city She could have rejected her mother. And once again I let go of your hand even though

that you used to come back to each other But I don't have anything to hold you back. There is no future for her. I'm afraid I'll be more of a burden to her if I really think about flirting with her. Because I kissed your cheek twice. But she came back to me twice. It didn't take much to think that she liked me quite a bit too.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have come back to me right away. who graduated and then moved back But I have to let you go for your future. It's not about letting you go because we haven't grown up yet. We've grown up and we're free. But I'm not ready for anything. Fight not to tell her and let her go back without knowing anything. It will be the best for you.

And that was really the last time. that I met you Until now I'm 40 and you're probably 39 and I want to see you again and I promise. Whether she has children and or already has a family If you still feel the same about me I want to be next to you She again will definitely not let go of her hand for the third time.

I won't miss you again. Because you are my first love And will be my last love that always remains in my heart No matter how long My heart still races when I think of you.

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