Ha, hello everyone. Sorry for the late update.

These days I work from dawn to dusk every day, so I don't get to see much.

It was also during the time I (escaped) to go to Khao Yai. The atmosphere is very good.

Feels like ah nature... suitable for writing a chilling novel.

But I forgot to take my notes with me... _

Fire in the bottom 55, uploading late, I apologize.

It's cold already. How is everyone? look after yourself well

I hope you enjoy reading. Kisses.

Taeyeon's expression changed as soon as she heard the answer.

“Huh!? Is it your brother..??”

Taeyeon almost immediately recovered from her blur.

“Why?” Stephanie was startled by Taeyeon's voice shouting throughout the house.

“I want to go with you!!”

I don't know why, just being Leo's friend and the trainee teacher at your school. who had stopped by to tutor during the previous semester break Why do we have to travel together? Taeyeon could only hide her doubts as the door closed.

“No, Taeyeon. I'm going to study. It's out of place."

After getting on Taeyeon's nerves Stephanie walked out the big door of the house...

“Why don't we go tutor at the library near the university?” Stephanie said when Nichkhun drove out for a while.

“If you don't stop reading some books, The university probably gives certificates to outstanding students without the student having to attend classes at all.”

Nichkhun turned the car onto a small road. which is the road leading to the beach by the sea Stephanie has been in Nichkhun's car for almost an hour now. But there's still no sign of getting bored. The surrounding atmosphere is dreamy. The fragrance of the trees along the way past The sky is blue The afternoon sun lowered, casting an orange glow across the water. The surrounding air is fresh.

Stephanie is fascinated by this kind of spontaneity. Coming out of the house is also good.

“Tiffany, come out to hang out with me. Are you happy?” Nichkhun said from the edge of the car seat. Amidst the sound of the wind blowing from the sea Rough feet scratched the sand, trying to imitate her finding a stick to scratch out letters on the ground.

“Yes, thank you. who brought you here It's also good to get some rest. I'll bring you again another day,” Stephanie replied without taking her eyes off the sand. The strong wind made it feel like Stephanie's thin body was barely squatting close to the ground.

“Who else am I writing to tell you I love you?”

“Don't watch.”

“Why would you want to see it? It's the person who wrote it. Still the same person for many years now.”

"If you love him Why don't you tell him?”

The wind blows ceaselessly Stephanie was taken aback by the question from her brother's friend's mouth. Hiccup's lump stuck in his throat.

Nichkhun is the son of Master Hwang's friend in America. He is a young man who grew up surrounded by luxury. He is a man with knowledge, status, and looks. It is not strange that Master Huang is betrothed to become one family.

“I know this in my heart. That one day we will get married haha..” Stephanie's tears flowed for no reason. “Our families will unite. No matter how much you say you love that person, it's even worse. That person is someone who has no right to love you. And you can't choose to love him either..." Tears fell on the sand.

The sand surface has only the word..

‘young n star forever’

Stephanie secretly wiped away tears. What she said was not new. But it's something I try not to think about. No matter what time you try to forget Nichkhun is not the person who has been involved with her since childhood. Not someone who used to hang out Not those who have lost It's not many things. Therefore, she has no attachment to him at all. He will never understand her.

“Stephanie, I know we didn't have a love marriage. But I understand you. There are still seven years left for you to get to know yourself before it's too late. Don't look at me as the person you have to marry. Nong Jong sees you as just another older brother who takes care of you. When Leo isn't around

Is there anything you can always tell me? Leo doesn't really care about anything. Let's go for a walk." The young man stretched out a thick hand and pulled the small figure to his feet. before taking Stephanie for a run on the sand to let the stress subside. Until the sun disappeared behind the horizon

The atmosphere in the house gradually became darker as time went on. Taeyeon cleaned up Stephanie's room as the last place in the house. Because I tried not to think of the scheming young lady. The more I think, the more I wonder. The more I thought about it, the more I envied that man. We went out together and didn't tell her a word.

Taeyeon went to put away a small pile of books in her room. Until he stumbled upon a small book.

1 January

Happy New Year, Mom. Mom is near me, right? I really miss my mother. Taeyeon made bread with me again today! But he doesn't know how to do it. Taeyeon's bread became hard. Taeyeon pretended to hit herself in the head too. I told mom that Taeyeon is cute > <...

2 January

Last night I hardly slept at all. Taeyeon isn't feeling well, Mom. I was afraid Dad would scold me, so I didn't go down to see him. I'm really worried about Taeyeon...

Taeyeon flipped through the pages of a small notebook that she had never seen before. It's mostly a book about herself. Taeyeon never knew that she cared so much about her that she recorded what she did on any given day. What day is she sick? The more Taeyeon read each page, each page... Every page of Stephanie's paper always had her name on it. The more Taeyeon opened it, the more smiles came out.

March 8

Tomorrow is Taeyeon's birthday. Mom, isn't it my fault that I love my friend? I want to be with Taeyeon. I want to hug Taeyeon. I want you to come sleep with me. Tomorrow, should I confess my love to him?

Taeyeon stopped her fingers at the word love confession as if something was stuck in her throat. She hurriedly turned the paper over to the next page.

March 9

Just now I went down to find Taeyeon. It's a completely turbulent feeling. Both excited and afraid that Taeyeon will hate me. The whole night danced, afraid that someone would see them. At that time, I couldn't imagine what kind of expression Taeyeon would have on her face. Taeyeon doesn't seem very cheerful today. I secretly went down to find him. I knocked on the door and pestered Taeyeon for a while before he let me in... Will it look strange?

I saw Taeyeon becoming prettier. Taeyeon wears a pink tank top It's a color that Taeyeon once said she didn't like. But he's wearing it. What should I say... It's Taeyeon, so sexy >///< Hey, Taeyeon is ahead of me in age. Plus, is he more mature than me? I won't give in. Today I can only say “Happy birthday, Taeyeon.

But I don't have a present to give. I don't know what's so special about you.” I really didn't have the courage to use such sweet words. But today I am very happy. Just cuddling with you, Taeyeon, I want to say....

“Taeyeon, what are you doing?”

Taeyeon was startled by some energy standing in the doorway of her room staring at her. The little notebook slipped out of his hand. But her actions did not seem to have escaped the eyes of those standing at the front door.

“Uh........you've come back already, Miss.....................” Taeyeon stood stiffly at the foot of bed

“I asked, what are you doing?” Stephanie stepped into the room and closed the door.

“Uh…”

“Are you reading my journal?”

“Uh…” Taeyeon sweat beaded. How should I answer you?

“Never mind that book, it was many years ago. You don't mind reading me. Have you finished cleaning up my room yet?” Her calm voice made Taeyeon feel that she was in a bad mood.

“Finished...you...” Taeyeon could only lower her head and walk towards the door of the room. along with carrying a broom and feather But before Taeyeon reached the door Stephanie called up.

“Taeyeon, please take this notebook for me.” Stephanie sat on the edge of the bed near the pile of books that Taeyeon had dropped her notebook on. The voice was still as smooth as before.

“Yes sir.”

Taeyeon lowered her head as ordered. I hardly dared to look up at Miss, feeling guilty for secretly reading the personal stories that Miss had recorded.

“Here…” Taeyeon handed the notebook to Stephanie.

“Thank you... I know you read. I don't mind because it was many years ago.”

“But my feelings Today it is still the same as I recorded it. as before..."

Taeyeon slowly raised her head to look at the young lady with a questioning look in her eyes. Stephanie steps off the bed and embraces Taeyeon, but hides her face in her shoulder.

“Taeyeon...I love you....huh...”

Various feelings collided heavily. Taeyeon felt a weight on her head. Why didn't I know this before? Why didn't I think of it sooner?

“Miss......Miss....Why are you crying?” The question came with a small smile. Taeyeon felt relieved that now there was no more space between her.

“Taeyeon, don't you need to know yet..” Stephanie hugged Taeyeon and didn't let go. She has only Taeyeon and loves only Taeyeon. But she probably didn't have the courage to tell the person she loved that she would get married in a few years. So I could only drain my tears.

“You don't have to know...I love you too. This is all I want to know.” Taeyeon pulled away from the young lady's embrace and gently wiped away the tears on her face.

“Uh...I'm sorry. I never told you..."

“I have no right to be angry at you, miss. Please don't cry.”

"I can't stop the tears..." Stephanie wiped her hand across her cheek. But it looks like the tears won't stop.

“Miss....”

Stephanie's sensitive eyes drew Taeyeon towards her.