'...Because I want someone's heart. That's why I'm willing to do everything to get close and work to win the heart of this lovely person. I don't know if it will be successful or not. All I know is that I'm not a person who gives up easily :) …'

'...I don't know what happened to me. What is this feeling? But what is certain is that I have to stop it right here, right?...'

Without You…My Life Is Incomplete

In a room in a luxury condo in the heart of the city A tall figure was stooping in front of the refrigerator. before reaching for a large rectangular box in the cabinet Then stretch up and use your shoulder to push the refrigerator door closed. The young man turned around and took the juice box he was holding and placed it on the dining table in the middle of the room. The other hand still holds the cell phone to your ear.

As well as chatting and responding to the people on the line with a smile.

"Yes, Mom. Don't forget. Your flight arrives in Thailand at 3:30 p.m., right?"

"That's right. Thee already has your number, right?"

“I have it. In a little while, Thee will take a shower and drive to the airport to wait to pick up my younger sibling,” the tall young man replied, opening the lid of the juice box and pouring beautiful orange juice into the glass of water waiting on top. That table

“Please take care of your younger sibling, Tee. I haven't been to Thailand for many years. He was worried. I'm afraid I won't be able to live. If there's anything, let's take care of each other."

“Don't worry, Mom. I'd like to tell you too. that Thee will help arrange the university matters for the younger sibling himself When I meet you, Tee will Line you up and tell you. That's it for now, Mom. I love you. See you soon." The young man hung up the phone with a smile. Before clicking on LINE to see a message sent from someone several hours ago

' I'm about to get on the plane. See you soon, Tee :)'

Tee smiled slightly at the screen that displayed that message. I thought of last night when the owner of the message still called and talked non-stop. Even though you have to prepare to board the plane early in the morning. Until he had to tell me to go to bed before I hung up the phone. But I doubt he'll be able to sleep comfortably on the plane until now. The young man chuckled before placing his phone on the table.

Then he raised his glass of fruit juice and drank.

...See you soon. Little brother...

At Suvarnabhumi Airport...

“You got the bag, right? I'm waiting in front of the exit. OK, see you later." The young man hung up the phone and walked to the waiting point where he had made an appointment with another person. A tall figure stood with his arms resting against the iron fence that the airport had divided up for those waiting to receive passengers.

A sharp face looked around at the crowd of people who had come to pick up someone. There is only an atmosphere of joy, warmth, and happiness from meeting the people waiting. Until the young man accidentally smiled at the sight in front of him. In a few minutes he will meet the person he misses as well. Tee thought to himself before picking up his phone and surfing the internet while waiting.

“P'Tee!” Someone's voice made the owner of the name have to look around to find the source. Then he met a tall figure dressed in a black jacket and matching faded jeans. Walking a luggage cart full of suitcases towards him with a bright smile. Tee smiled back and walked towards him. Before he could say anything, the figure in front of him pulled him into a hug.

“Welcome back to Thailand...” Thee said with a smile and patted the shoulder of the person who was hugging him. The tall figure who had just arrived slowly loosened his arms and retreated slightly as he looked at the other person's face without batting an eye.

“I really miss you,” Non blurted out in a childish voice. Makes the listener laugh until their eyes are closed.

“Whatever you miss, we talk all the time.”

“It's not the same,” the young man argued, thinking to himself. ...can only talk via Facebook and phone It can't be hugged like this, Brother Tee...

“I haven't seen you in a long time. You're a lot taller." Thee raised his hand and ruffled the other man's hair in a teasing manner.

“Of course, it's the same as me, you see?” Non replied in a boastful tone. Then he raised his arms and hugged the neck of a thin body that was only a little taller than him. Thor laughed lightly before continuing.

"Oh! You'd better go home. Are you hungry?" the young man asked, raising his hand to gently push the cart with her bag in to move it forward. To walk to the parking level.

"Very much. Last night I was so excited that I couldn't eat anything." Non walked along with the tall figure. The arm that was holding the other person's neck slowly moved down to just cling to his shoulder. His other hand rose and grabbed onto the handle of the wheelchair to help push harder.

“Awesome! What are you excited about?” Tee said jokingly as he walked slowly. Non secretly smiled to herself.

....That's why you have to be so excited....

...You probably don't know how long I've been waiting for today...

...We'll be together now, Brother Thee....

“It's already cold. Want to stop by and eat something first? Or would you like to buy it and eat it in your room?” A tall figure who was sitting behind the wheel turned to ask me. As our car was entering the way back to the condo. After we wandered around together all day

“I want to eat omelet made by Brother Thee,” I answered him without hesitation. Until the listener raised his eyebrows and asked in a slightly high-pitched voice.

"Hey, you've been eating for two days and you're still not bored?"

"I won't get bored. If you make it, I can eat it every day." My whole life is fine.

“It's easy to raise. It's good, it's not a waste," P'Tee said and laughed. But listeners like me would close their smiles and look puzzled.

“Are you complimenting me or scolding me?” The tall man shook his head, smiling, and continued.

“Okay, then go back and I'll make you something to eat. But I think we stopped by to buy other food as well. Eat eggs every day until you can lay eggs." P'Tee finished speaking and slowly slowed down the car to park on the sidewalk in front of a shophouse that was open as an a la carte restaurant. Then the two of us got out of the car and walked to the restaurant together to order food.

I've been back in Thailand for three days now. Before this, I lived with my mother in Australia for almost ten years. Because my mother remarried to my stepfather, who is an Australian. So he brought me to live with my new family here. I'm happy with my life and my new family. My stepfather is very kind, gets along with me, and he loves my mother very much.

I also have a new younger brother. All of this makes it seem like I should be happy and probably live here forever, right? I used to think like that. If I don't know P'Tee yet...

P'Tee is the son of my mother's close friend. We knew each other two years ago. Because Uncle (Tee's mother) took him to travel to Australia during the school break. My mother invited my uncle to come stay with us at our house. By giving the responsibility of taking care of Pee Thee to me. With being around the same age Moreover, P'Tee is a person who is easy to get along with.

So it's not difficult for us to be close. During almost a month of being together It made me feel something special with P'Teer that I only realized when he went back. At first it just felt like something was missing. But as time passed, my feelings became more and more clear. Until one day when P'Tee contacted me via Facebook. We just chatted. My heart was so full.

It was as if the gloomy mood he had had for many days had completely disappeared. I reflected on my feelings for many days. Until I finally admitted to myself that

'I probably really like P'Tee'

I have never liked men and never thought that this kind of feeling would arise. Even though the country I live in is quite liberal in this matter. Plus, I have quite a few friends who date men. And many times I have been flirted with by other men. But I've never really felt this way about anyone. I started contacting him on Facebook and kept calling.

But it doesn't make me miss P'Tee any less. The more we talked, the more I realized that I didn't want to be close to Pee Thee just like this.

...Tell me about it here. You already know, right? That's why I decided to come back here :) …

Why did you tell me this much? Let me tell you about the difficulty of begging my beloved mother to be allowed to study in Thailand a little longer. The story is that After I knew how I felt about Pee Thee. Suddenly one day I walked up and told my mother that it was over.

High School

Then I will come back to study at a university in Thailand. Can you guess what my mother will say? Mother just wouldn't give in. But I was adamant that I would come back. At first I planned to tell the truth, 'Mom, I think I like Tee. I will go back to study at university in Thailand. And then I'll woo him to become my girlfriend.'

But I'm afraid my mother will go into shock first. So he cited all sorts of reasons to make his mother soft-hearted. However, my mother wouldn't give me the green light easily. Mom said she was worried about me. I'm afraid that I won't be able to survive. I'm afraid that I'll starve to death. Seriously, it's not strange that my mother is afraid. Because normally, even if I fry eggs, I still can't eat them. I understand mom. I have a cute son.

Plus, being so handsome, it's normal to be worried. But no matter what, I want to go find Pee Thee. After many days of persuading, scolding, and begging in every possible way. My mother was not at all impatient. But he came to relent when I got my lovely aunt and brother Tee. who assured my mother that she would take care of me

It was me who called and begged P'Tee to help me speak. Until I got the green light from my mother, I was very happy. But what's more, When P'Tee knew that I would come back to study here. He invited me to come live together because the condo that Uncle bought for Tee already had two bedrooms. At first, I planned to find a place to stay myself.

Then find opportunities to score P'Tee's points often. But when the opportunity comes I have to grab it:

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'Even luck is on my side like this. Opportunity to win P'Tee's heart It probably won't be difficult. You bastard, fight!'

"P'Tee, I'll stop by to buy something at 7-Eleven first." I turned to P'Tee. As we were walking out of Pee Thee's car that had already turned and parked in the condo.

"Um, let's go."

“What do you want me to do?”

“No, I bought a lot. I'll go up first." P'Tee answered and then picked up the bag of food he bought and walked towards the elevator of the condo. I looked at P'Tee's thin figure and turned and walked out of the parking lot to the 7-Eleven in front of the condo where we were staying. I gave a small smile to the employee who greeted me when I walked in.

Before going straight to looking for personal items that are still missing, there's actually almost no need to buy anything more. Because P'Tee prepared almost everything for me. Plus, they prepared a room for me as well as my mother had guaranteed. Looking at it, they look like a newly married couple, haha.

“Better buy ice cream to give to Brother Tee,” I muttered to myself. Then he bent down and picked up strawberry ice cream like the one he saw in the refrigerator and put it in the basket. It looks like Pee Tee is a person who likes sweet things as well. Because I saw snacks like chocolate, pudding, ice cream, yogurt, and others stocked up in the refrigerator.

Plus, yesterday when I secretly looked at him while we were watching TV together. Picture of P'Tee scooping ice cream into his mouth and watching TV. Then he licked his own lips. Tilting your head nonstop like someone happy to eat. It's so cute. Until I wanted to buy the whole ice cream shop for you at once. I smiled at the picture in my mind before going to buy something else.

I stopped in front of the store's beverage cooler. Then something occurred to me. Tonight I'm going to watch a movie with Theernie. Then it's good to find something cool to drink. I reached out and opened the door before grabbing a few cans of soda and putting them in the basket. But then I changed my mind and kept it in the same place and moved to grab the cans in the next cabinet and put them in the basket instead for fun...

There's still more (^__^)

I'll keep trying to come.