B E R L I N ❀

5:30 p.m.

Building!..Building!..Building!..

I have to hurry. If Jackson gets back to his room before then, he'll definitely get scolded again. Mark, Mark shouldn't have been reading a book until it was this cold.

"P'Jack, Bam, I love P'Jack."

suddenly!

Jack? Probably not...

"Yes, I know, but I can't break up with him yet."

This sound!!.. Is it Jackson? Why.....

"Why? Jack doesn't love Bam?"

"No, I love Bam. But I feel sorry for Mark. If I break up with him He will be left alone. I still can't leave him. Please wait a bit. I promise you will break up with him and come hang out with Bam."

"Yes, I can wait."

"Hug!.. Why..."

Why can it be like this? Is it just pity? Jackson, is it just pity when you date me? So what is it when you said you loved me?

8:00 p.m.

Crack!

"Brother Mark? I'm back."

Jackson's voice..so? How long have I been sitting here since I heard Jackson and BamBam talking? I immediately walked out and called a taxi back to my room and then sat on the balcony thinking about many things that had happened. room

"Brother Mark. Where have you gone? Haven't you come back yet?"

"..." I kept quiet. It wasn't that I didn't want to say that I was here, it wasn't that I didn't want to run to pick him up, but I just.. didn't have the energy to do it, that's all....

spongy! spongy!

“Come and sit here secretly, I really miss Mark. Then why don't you go into the room? Aren't you cold? Or else you'll feel sick?"

He kissed my cheek and came to hug me from behind..but why? Hug..that used to feel warm But now it's back..not as warm as before. Or maybe it's because it doesn't belong to me anymore...

"Huh..Huh..."

"Brother Mark! What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

Jackson looked shocked when he heard my sobbing and quickly turned me around to face him. Heh, I should be happy, right? He looked so worried about me. But why do I feel pain now? Why....

"Just pity?...huh. You just feel sorry for me, right Jackson?”

“Since when..when did you stop loving me? When did your love become just pity? Since when has someone else replaced mine in your heart..huh.....when, Jackson?"

"P Mark...I.."

"Is it possible...huh? Is it still possible for you to come back and love me like before?”

I asked him in a trembling voice, lifting my water-filled face to look into his eyes with pleading eyes, but what I got in return were..his eyes laced with guilt along with the answer. That said...

"I..I'm sorry...I love you....."

"Huh..huh..."

"Not anymore."

"Huh....huh..huh..."

I let out a gasp as soon as he finished speaking. It hurts. It hurts all over. It hurts to the point where I can hardly stand. No, you have to be strong, Mark Tuan, stop crying, stop being weak. He raised his hand to wipe away his tears and took a deep breath. This matter should be finished..

“Let's go, Jackson. You go date BamBam. Don't pity me again. I'm fine. Go."

I decided to speak with a smile. Smile as wide as you can.

"Brother Mark...we can still be brothers..right?"

"Okay...Okay..but...I might need some time. You probably understand me..right?"

"Yes..I understand."

He's gone..the person I love the most has left me. Honestly, I thought about keeping him, but I looked into his eyes. A look that says I don't have the right to stand in his heart anymore. The thought of keeping him has disappeared completely. Well, he doesn't love me anymore. If I hold on, one day he will probably leave me anyway.

Fight and let go now. It might hurt, but it's better than letting it linger like that. I can really do just this. Just give up..I said it myself that brothers and sisters...have already said it, you must do it......

Even though it's difficult......

It's very short. It's like Jack. //I don't accept any shoes at all. 5555555

The first short fic I wrote. It's strange to read. Or not, no matter what I'm sorry.

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