Lead actor

Choi Siwon

“I have to go. I apologize once again for everything.”

Cho Kyuhyun

“...but sometimes That we love someone And seeing him happy...it makes us happy too.”

Lee Sungmin

"For the person Min loves...no matter how long...Min can always wait."

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[SJ Fic] : Misunderstand

Couple : Kyuhyun Sungmin Siwon

Date : 24/9/13

By : Dezzert_Rexipe

One day in late September the sky was overcast, the wind was blowing strong and the air was humid. That causes the outside temperature to be quite cold. An atmosphere where everyone wants to lie down at home and wrap themselves in a warm blanket or thick sweater while drinking a hot drink to warm the body.

But inside a small park, there was a young boy sitting on a bench with his arms crossed under a sweet pink sweater. The surrounding atmosphere where there was no one except the sound of the wind blowing past made the young man sit quietly as if he was waiting for someone.

The small figure's sweet face was showing concern. The slender hand that was hugging himself slid down to pick up the phone that was in his pocket and looked at it. His eyes looked at the time display on the screen. In the background of the square screen was a photograph of two people hugging each other intimately.

One was a taller man, with a darker complexion, a handsome face, and short, well-styled black hair. The other person in the picture is a sweet-faced person with big round eyes and brown hair, or is the owner of this phone. They were both smiling and looking at the camera in a good mood. A picture of a smile that makes anyone who sees it smile as well.

But at this time, the sweet-faced person in the picture didn't show any signs of happiness. His hand unlocked the screen and he pressed to call someone whose phone number was the first to appear.

While the little body was listening to the signal, waiting for a response from the other end of the line. A tall man in a white shirt walked into the park area in a hurry.

“Sungmin...”

“Siwon...”

The young man turned to look at the tall figure when he heard a deep voice. The small figure lowered the phone in his hand and called out the other person's name.

“Are you here? Min is just calling. I thought something was wrong with Siwon.” Sungmin stood up to his full height, which was still not as tall as the other person.

“Min is still waiting for me...” Siwon said in a serious tone.

“..." Sungmin was slightly taken aback by the other party's question. Before a smile appeared on her thin lips...even though that smile looked painful. "For the person Min loves...no matter how long...Min can always wait."

“Sungmin...”

Sungmin's answer made Siwon's heart ache. And a feeling of guilt immediately arises when you think you will have to do this.

“Siwon...do we still love each other?” When the other party was quiet, Sungmin chose to ask a question. Even though he was afraid of the answer he would receive in return.

“We will continue to be together like this, right?…” Siwon didn't answer, Sungmin asked the next question with his voice starting to shake.

"already..."

“Enough, Sungmin!”

It wasn't until the little figure had finished his sentence. Siwon interrupted in a loud voice, causing Sungmin to be startled.

“The more Min talks, the more guilty I feel,” the tall man began to say.

"I'm sorry...that I had to do this."

“In the past I was very happy…but I also felt very sad.”

“..." Sungmin listened to the other party without saying anything. The corners of his eyes began to have clear water welling up.

“I don't want to deceive the people who love me like this anymore...”

“In the past, I may have tricked Min. I've always lied to Min...but I want Min to know..."

“But there's only one thing. I didn't fool Min at all,” the young man said, stepping closer to the small body that was slowly starting to tremble. The distance between the two of them began to decrease.

“It's my feelings... towards Min...”

Siwon stopped in front of Sungmin with only a slight distance between them. Sungmin stood still and looked at the other party, not escaping. They both looked at each other. Siwon gently embraced Sungmin.

“Won loves Minna...”

Siwon picked up where he left off. The deep voice that sounded next to Sungmin's ears was like a hammer that destroyed the strength the little man had tried to build up. The tears that he had tried to hold back at first flowed without stopping. Sungmin quickly hugged Siwon after hearing those few words.

"Then Siwon stays with Min... heck, keep being with Min like this, heck, just like in the past... let's stay together," a sweet voice said with a sob.

When the older man heard this, he was a little taken aback. Even though he was happy to hear that. But something reminded him that...he couldn't comply with the little body's request...

Siwon slowly pulled away from the small figure's embrace. At first, Sungmin seemed unwilling to let go, but in the end he had to let go.

A hand reached up and gently wiped away the tears on Sweet's face. The small figure looked at the other party with hope. But that hopeful look changed when he heard the other person's next sentence.

"I'm sorry...but I can't do that."

It's like everything in the world is still. When Sungmin heard Siwon's words The little figure couldn't say anything. I can only look at the sharp face of my lover.

“Why...?” a sweet voice asked softly. Siwon shook his head slowly before speaking.

"Min doesn't need to know anything. Just knowing that I love Min is enough..."

“S...Siwon...”

“I have to go. I apologize once again for everything.”

Finished speaking, Siwon leaned down and gently kissed Sungmin's lips. A gentle touch makes

Sungmin felt like he wanted to cry. When this kiss It is like the last kiss that he will receive from the other person...as a lover...

Siwon parted his lips. Sharp eyes meet sweet eyes that are stained with tears. Before the long legs slowly moved away from the small body.

There were no more goodbye words from either of them than this. Sungmin could only let his lover walk away with his heart hurting. But couldn't do anything

Tears still flowed endlessly. A soft sob came from the small figure's mouth. The slender legs began to weaken. Sungmin slowly sat down on the ground, exhausted. His eyes continued to stare at Siwon's direction. Even now there was no sign of the tall person.

The clouds that had been gloomy all day began to release water from the sky onto the ground. It's like reinforcing someone's painful heart.

Sungmin was still sitting in the same place, not moving anywhere. Even though the rain was starting to fall harder. The small body's entire body was wet. But he wasn't interested. Still sitting lost in his own thoughts

building! building! building!

Not much time has passed. The sound of footsteps on the wet ground came closer to the park. A tall, white-skinned man walked and ran hurriedly while keeping his eyes peeled for anyone. In his hand he carried a large umbrella.

“Sungmin!” When his sharp eyes saw a small young man sitting on the ground in the park crying, he rushed towards him.

“Huh...Kyu...” Sungmin raised his head and looked at the visitor. When he knew who it was, he immediately leapt into the strong chest.

“Sungmin...why are you sitting here in the rain?” 'Kyuhyun', the tall figure who was jumped towards by Sungmin, was slightly startled. The strong arm that wasn't holding the umbrella loosely wrapped around her small waist when the other person hugged her.

"..." The little figure didn't answer. I just got a quick heads up.

“Then why are you crying?” Kyuhyun asked when he noticed that the person who buried his face on his broad shoulder was sobbing and felt the wetness from his tears.

"Wha...No, nothing."

“Nothing. How can you cry like this? ... Look.” Kyuhyun pulled Sungmin away to get a clear look at his sweet face.

“Look, your eyes are all swollen. No, don't cry.” Kyuhyun used his thumb to gently wipe away the tears that were falling down his clear cheeks. Sungmin looked at the other's warm gesture and the tears that seemed to stop flowing at first flowed again.

“Huh...Kyu” Sungmin hugged Kyuhyun again as if he needed emotional support. The tall man sighed slightly before speaking.

“If you keep crying and don't say this, will Kyu know what's wrong with Sungmin?”

"Huh...huh"

“...Is it about Siwon...?”

It seems like Kyuhyun guessed correctly. Because of his words, Sungmin stopped sobbing for a moment before slowly pressing his face down. The tall figure knew this so he used the hand that was on his small waist to gently rub the thin back of her body to console him.

“Kyu knows how sad and heartbroken Sungmin is...but Sungmin has to accept it.” Kyuhyun said to comfort the little body...but it was like what he said was a warning. Take yourself with you.

"Right now Sungmin wants to cry, so please do so. But I promise you, from now on, Sungmin will be strong and not shed tears for people who don't value him anymore."

“Hug..but...it's heartbreaking...huh. Since right now the person we love...doesn't love us anymore...hug..even though he says he loves us...but he leaves us..."

“Kyu knows, but what can you do? When we can't force someone's heart to love us, why can't we just force ourselves to love them...

“So...hug...Kyu, is there a way to make us stop loving someone...hug...so I don't have to get hurt like this again?” Sungmi's question sounded simple. It made Kyuhyun think. Before answering that question, he returned with a smile that looked like... mocking himself...

“If there was a way to really stop loving someone...Kyu would have done it.”

“...but sometimes That we love someone And seeing him happy...it makes us happy too.”

Sungmin listened to the deep voice, beginning to understand the other person's feelings. The small figure slowly released his embrace and looked up at Kyuhyun's face, which now showed a hint of sadness and pain.

“But if the person we love...is sad...he's unhappy...and is crying. It can cause us suffering as well.”

Kyuhyun locked eyes with Sungmin. A thick hand moved up to touch his cheek. The tall figure continued with a slight smile appearing on his face.

“Therefore...Sungmin must be strong and very happy. How will Kyu be happy too..."

“...Kyu...”

End of Kyuhyun's words. Sungmin was speechless because so many feelings overflowed in his heart. Whether it is good feelings towards the other party Or feeling guilty about causing the other person's pain.

...Why...

...the person we love Even though it's not the person who loves me...

...people for whom we shed tears Not the person who keeps giving us warmth...

...people we overlook Must be someone who always has us in their eyes...

...and why? We can't even love him back...

“Oh my!”

"What's wrong! Brother Siwon.”

Suddenly, the voice of someone sitting in front of a luxury computer echoed throughout the room. causing the other person sitting with him to be shocked

“Look at this. You're the villain again." Famous young Korean singer 'Siwon'

Super Junior’  

Rant with 'Kyuhyun

Super Junior’

The maknae of the group

“Oh, Brother Won, please accept it. Anyway, I'm not a hero. You like to steal other people's mates.” The smaller, whiter one said in a good mood. Contrasted with another person who was sitting with a frown on his face.

Siwon turned to look at Kyuhyun who was sitting comfortably on the bed making gifts with a mischievous look in his eyes. Before slowly getting up from the chair in front of the computer and sneaking up behind the other person. without the other person being aware

“This is me, right?!”

"Hoy! What are you doing?"

Both of their voices rang out. When one party jumps and hugs the other party from behind. The other party shouted out in shock.

“What the hell are you doing?” Kyuhyun turned around and said.

“Oh, well, let me say that to you first. That I'm not a hero."

“Oh, that's it, can't accept it?”

“You will be punished for saying this,” Siwon finished and quickly leaned forward towards Kyuhyun. But Kyuhyun was able to dodge it in time.

"Oh, come on, I'm not finished yet."

“You may not be the hero in the fic...but you are my hero.” At the end of his sentence, Kyuhyun moved forward to whisper in Siwon's ear. The small figure's words made the older man feel unspeakably happy.

“Sweet lips like this. I have to give you a reward.” Siwon smiled while looking at Kyuhyun with eyes that the other person knew exactly what it meant.

“No, I haven't finished making the present for Shindong hyung yet. It won't be in time for his birthday."

"I'll help you do it, but for now, let's help you first."

“No..uh.”

Siwon finished speaking and leaned forward to kiss her thin lips until Kyuhyun didn't even have time to deny anything. With Kyuhyun's sweet mouth and Siwon's selfishness. In the beginning, the intention was to make a birthday present for Shindong, another member of the group.

Super Junior

You have to change to do something else instead...everyone probably knows that.

Dezzert_Rexipe:

It's finished. How are you? Are you confused? The ending is Siwon sitting and reading a fanfic featuring Kyu Min. Haha. This story has both. Wonmin (comes with drama), Kyumin (love triangle), Wonkyu (comes with a twist)

The truth is that Wright composed this as a birthday present for a friend. But I also brought it down. It's also a celebration of Brother Chin's birthday ^

o^ 

Anyway, thank you for coming in and reading until the end. Please follow my other works as well. Thank you.

P.S. This story was included by Wright in the collection.

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