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A firm hand touched the silver doorknob. Use gentle rotating force. Then he pushed the white door inside.
How many rooms will there be left in Seoul? that still uses old keys like this Instead of installing a door with a code lock To prevent tampering
But for a house that has almost nothing of value left for burglars Maybe it's on the door like that. There may be the highest value in this property.
A medium sized empty room was filled with thick dust. indicating that it had been abandoned for quite some time.
But in the corner of the kitchen that can be seen at the end of the corridor There were still dark brown traces. clearly caused by someone's mischievous accident
... even though many years have passed The memories that filled this abandoned room were still clear in his mind. It's as if it happened only yesterday.
I once said I loved you.
But just thinking, it's not that much.
Until you leave me
Even though I know in my heart there's only you
The sad smile that his sweet face gave him Marked with teardrops that he couldn't reach out and wipe away in time
commitment to goals It made him forget many things. All the things that are close to you
..including the love he once claimed for himself
"If you loved me like you said you would.. you wouldn't let me feel alone like this."
The words summarizing their relationship were spoken one day.
The day that Lee Sung Yeol knew it was already the last day of their relationship.
"goodbye ..."
His short message with tears drew pity at his busiest time.
Responsibilities and job duties which he had thought of It will be a tool that will make him and his loved ones happy.
It turned out to be a noose around his neck so tight that he couldn't let go and run after that person.
“He will come back soon..” Sungyeol always consoled himself like that.
But until the days and weeks have passed, the new year has passed. That day never happened.
If I knew sooner
I'll tell you how much I love you.
I won't wait too long, too long until it's too late.
I have to grieve alone today.
“Did you hear that Lee Sungjong went to live in Japan?” Lee Howon, a cousin from Busan, had asked him on a family reunion day.
"do not know"
"What are you guys lovers for?" Where did the other person go? You still don't know. It's so funny.” Howon shook his head wearily and walked away.
.. Everyone walked away from him..
“Lee Sung Yeol, you have been selected to go work in Japan for 6 months. The HR department will send you the details. and a list of documents that must be prepared for a work visa."
...Six months? ... Is it long enough to find someone?
“Howon, do you know which city Sungjong lives in?”
Even though Sungyeol didn't really like this cousin much. But he was the only one who knew Sungjong's news.
"I don't know."
"But you said Sungjong went to live in Japan."
"If you want to know Go find it yourself." Howon cut in and hung up without a trace.
... His relationship with this older relative hasn't been good since forever, and only Lee Sungjong has gotten into Howon's face. Moreover, Howon also seemed to really like that kid.
It took Sungyeol 3 months to finally find out. Sungjong studies at university in the Faculty of Science. of Hokkaido University Sapporo Campus
while he was interning in Tokyo Plus, he's so busy that he barely has time to sleep. Because I finished factory work. Still have to summarize work and send it to the boss in Korea. and also have to inspect the work of the branch in Seoul via email Because his boss suddenly resigned
Even though his heart flew to find his lover the moment he knew where the other person was. But the responsibility that hung around his neck still held him back.
...until he was able to take a leave of absence in the fifth month of his tour. Lee Sung Yeol booked a flight to Sapporo as soon as his vacation was approved.
It wasn't until the determined young man made his way into the city.
While he was fumbling with the map and looking for a taxi to call to take him to the hotel A pair of handsome young men walked past him.
One person is taller. On one shoulder he carried a large camera. And there is another one that is tied to the neck. But even so One of his hands was still free enough to wrap around the waist of the handsome young man walking beside him.
The Japanese conversation they exchanged and laughed with was not interesting to him and the sweet, pretty face that Sungyeol found familiar.
“I think you'd better let Sungjong go with someone else than be stuck with a workaholic like you.”
Lee Howon had warned him when he knew about Sungjong's whereabouts and schooling.
... But Sungyeol only found out today why ...
From now on, I won't have you anymore.
There will never be a day to return.
I want to go back in time to that time.
Just you and me
commitment to work As a result, he was selected to be the manager of the factory control department. There is a luxurious welfare home. which is close to the factory in the suburbs
Lee Sung Yeol decided to move his things to a new place to live. And leave that person's house that was once filled with laughter as empty and closed as his heart.
“Sungyeol hyung .. if you get a lot of bonuses. We're going to travel to Japan. I want the cherry blossom festival."
"There are cherry blossoms in Korea too. So why are we wasting money going to Japan?” Sungyeol once contradicted the childish idea. of the person is busy
“Oh, but the atmosphere is different. will admire sakura You have to go to Japan for it to be delicious,” a clear voice reasoned while serving the dessert. "I drank a lot of sweet water. This is not good for health."
“But when I eat it, it's really refreshing. It gives me more energy to work."
“Why do you have to work so hard?” Sungjong pursed his lips. Blinking, he looked at him confusedly.
"You will be an outstanding employee. And got a lot of bonuses How about taking you on a trip?"
“But I need to rest. And take care of yourself, you know?”
"Let me take care of you here, isn't that good?" The tall man smiled pleadingly. But it was only for a moment and I had to hurry and answer the phone about work.
"...What if I'm not here? Will you be able to take care of yourself?" He looked down at his back as he moved to talk on the phone on the balcony and let out a soft sigh.
The more I think about the past
You used to be so good to me all the time.
The more I know that my heart loves you more.
...but too slow
"Smile, you've come home. You haven't been back to Korea in many years, right?" A deep voice teased the sweet-faced friend walking next to him.
"house? .. I'm not sure if I can call it that or not?" A resonant voice answered.
“We have known each other for a long time. But I never heard him tell me anything about his family. Or do you have bad memories here?” A sharp face reached closer. Until the person being stared at had to wrinkle their necks and flee.
“Why do you have to be curious about everything, Dongwoo?”
"Oh, I'm wondering about this, haha."
"I don't have a home.. I'm just a street kid who ran away from an orphanage."
“Do you think I'm going to believe that soap opera? What's wrong with a street kid? Will be able to compete for scholarships to study in Japan until completing a bachelor's degree. You can pretend to be the heroine of a soap opera. You'll soon get brain cancer and die," Jang Dongwoo, a fellow scholarship student, joked.
“Because I am a smart street kid. And I just happened to come across a good opportunity,” Sungjong replied.
“It's absolutely ridiculous. Let me tell you.. Okay, if you really have nowhere to go. Then go stay at my house first. My sister is in America. There's just one room available."
"Thank you. You are the cutest."
“Seriously, Sungjong.. both in Japan and Korea. It's just this close. Why don't you come back to Korea?"
Jang Dongwoo claims that termites are infested in his own room. So I asked to sleep in the same room as Sungjong while waiting for the technician to come and get rid of the wire. asked while the other person was packing things.
"Well.. I don't know why you're coming back here? Besides, I want to save as much money as possible.”
"save money? You went to a photo shoot once and got paid an unknown amount. Why are you collecting so much money?”
Jang Dongwoo, a shopping enthusiast, was even more puzzled. Since we've known each other He saw Sungjong only study, work part-time, and save up money. Many times, he ended up having to borrow to pay off credit cards that he accidentally swiped over the limit.
"I'm a person without a family. There is no one to rely on except yourself. If I don't have any savings, get sick, or something else happens, it will be difficult." A pretty face answered with a sad tone.
“Hey, this guy always likes to talk like this. How many times have I told you, Mr. Meechana, aren't we friends? Anyway, I won't leave you alone.”
“Thank you.. But that million won? I won't forgive you, I told you before." His slender eyebrows raised, saying that he knew.
"Oh, I know. Just asking for a little more time to relax. Sungjong jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,, the naughty friend made a pout. Reaching forward to beg and snuggle, causing laughter.
... Once there was a playful person who liked to tease him like this too ...
Lee Sungjong had just recently graduated. He received honors from the Faculty of Science. Hokkaido University
Plus it's attached to the position.
Young super model
that was voted by a famous fashion magazine
His life was being split into two directions.
One side is being a researcher in the line of study. who was approached by a faculty member with a position, accommodation, and salary that could be said to be no less than anyone else's
And the other side is being a fashion model. which he himself began to enjoy more and more When I met my favorite photographer like L.
But because Sungjong loved both options equally, he couldn't make a decision or agree to one side immediately.
Young man with a beautiful face Quote with teacher and handsome photographer Please allow 1 month to consider your life choices before he jumps in and gives his all to any aspect of work.
Jang Dongwoo, roommate from university days who was also Korean, so invited him to return to his motherland
Because no matter which path Sungjong chooses, His life since then That is, to put down roots in the soil of Sujisan land.
The only reason Sungjong avoided mentioning Korea or anything related to South Korea was
That's because certain memories tend to surface. It was as if the sediment that lay in the bottom of the pond had been stirred up to spread up and spread throughout the water.
.. It's already been four years since he left... I don't know what will happen to Sung Yeol hyung until now?
“Welcome back to Korea. Future model researcher Lee Sungjong"
The deep voice that teased through Dongwoo's home phone Bringing a small smile to Sungjong.
"I still haven't decided if I'm going to be a researcher or a full-time boss?"
"If I were you I will do research along with photoshoots"
“But my research project is secret. If you insist on taking a photoshoot Someone will investigate the research soon. My agency will suffer as well,” Sungjong reasoned.
"Come on, I believe that you will always choose the best solution for you."
"Thank you, Howon hyung..."
"Oh .. but during this time are you free enough to go somewhere with me?"
"Somewhere? .. that you invited me since the beginning of 4th year?"
“Yes.. Actually, it's already too late, but I thought you'd give it a try. It's probably better than not at all."
"You always make me wonder.. you can go, but what day is good?"
"Someday, the day after tomorrow. I just closed the shop. Your friend's house is in my house, right?"
"yes"
“Then I'll stop by to pick you up. It should be around ten o'clock in the morning. Oh! I'd like to buy a bouquet of flowers, too. You can take it as a carnation."
“Who are you going to give it to?” Sungjong asked jokingly. This is about unexpectedness. He had to give it to this older brother.
"You don't have to ask too much."
... Maybe if Sungjong had known sooner. He must have prepared the most beautiful bouquet of flowers...
"Why did you bring me here?"
Sungjong felt strange. When Howon's car turned into the parking lot of a cemetery,
"Even though you two aren't together anymore, I think you should at least come visit him.. sometime," the calm-faced person replied.
"he? Who do you mean?"
Sungjong asked, his voice shaking. He kept praying that Howon's reply wasn't from that person.
“During your fourth year of research, Lee Sung Yeol was involved in a car accident while returning to work. It was quite sudden. And it was during this time that you were concentrating on finishing your research. So I didn't tell you."
"You mean.. are you taking me to see Sung Yeol hyung?"
“Go find him. I think he's always waiting for you to come back. Even though he's not breathing."
Some people dropped their knees and hit the cement floor. But there didn't appear to be any pain... because right now his heart was hurting more.
"That's not true.. You lied to me, right? ... Sung Yeol hyung, hmm.. How can Sung Yeol hyung leave like this? Huh?"
From now on, I won't have you anymore.
There will never be a day to return.
I want to go back in time to that time.
Just you and me
The more I think about the past
You used to be so good to me all the time.
The more I know that my heart loves you more, but it's too slow.
... even though many years have passed The memories that filled this abandoned room were still clear in his mind. It's as if it happened only yesterday.
“Sungyeol, I know today is your holiday. But a moment later, the foreman called to report that there was a short-circuit problem at the factory and sparks flew onto the raw materials that were ignited. In any case, would you mind going back and looking at the situation?”
The owner of the company called the hotline from Europe. This caused him to urgently drive back to the factory.
That careless haste leads to tragic events..
Lee Sung Yeol
1991.08.27-20xx.xx.xx
If one day you come back
The only thing I want you to know is
"I have always loved you and that will never change."
The sentences in the science picture frames look like they were copied from somewhere.
A sweet face that was wet with tears slightly looked up at her older relative.
“I found it in Sungyeol's diary.. I think he wrote it to you, Sungjong. So I took a photo and put it in a frame. Because I don't know how much longer. Until you come back."
"You should have told me sooner," a weak voice cut in.
“You know, sooner or later, it won't make that guy come back to life, right? Even though he's gone But you must continue to live, Sungjong, at least… until your times meet again.”
"That's it..."
Until our times meet again
Until then.. I will love you only as always.
I will love you like this.
Keep good things in your heart.
In case one day she comes back.
When will you come back?
I won't let you be late.
I'll tell you how much I love you.
End.