I can't go on, Till you believe...

That should be ME

BGM: That Should Be Me by Josh Holiday

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That should be ME

After the first semester of study ends They had the school break from before Christmas until the beginning of the new year. In fact, calling it a semester break wouldn't be correct because they have homework to do and study to prepare for exams. Byung Hun plans to go on a trip with Chan Hee somewhere.

It took a full week. In order to be together because at the beginning of the semester everyone was studying hard and their class schedules didn't match up. But the plan Byung Hun had to put aside when the sweet-faced owner had to travel to Japan with his family. Even though they were together, Chanhee, who had morning classes, always left for university first.

And he often came back so late that sometimes the other person had already gone to bed. That made the two of them rarely spend time together.

Not having much time together made him nervous, wanting to talk and tease like before. But the other person turned away. Every time I come back to my dorm after my class schedule. Various seminars and workshops He often acts evasive and claims to be tired. Always want to rest Maybe Byung Hun was secretly hurt.

When a sweet person takes a break and is free from various activities. He saw that Chanhee was always updating his social media. But I rarely send him messages. Technology has made it easier for people living far apart to communicate with each other. But sometimes it makes you forget people in real life. Forgetting to talk to the person in front of you

Byung Hun seemed to agree with that statement. Open house activities provide guidance to the youngsters. The group's high school students were both invited to be a part of sharing their experiences directly from seniors to juniors. They sat on opposite sides again. The more they didn't get close to each other, deep down in his heart, Byung Hun secretly suspected that Chan Hee had agreed to date him.

You really think the same as him. Or is it just because it didn't cause any damage so I just accepted it?

That should be ME

Not long after the semester opened The traditional all-star sports day of the Inter-University Communication Faculty has arrived. Of course, everyone is naturally excited and happy because in addition to meeting their friends in the faculty after not seeing each other for a long time. It also includes that they will be able to socialize with friends, siblings, and younger siblings.

Join branches from other universities as well. Even though Byung Hun doesn't compete in any sports. But he insisted on attending the event. Because this time the division of teams was divided by university into teams per university, not grouped according to the first letter of the university name like in the past.

So they all had to join. And that made Byung Hun feel deeply worried. Because it means that their team will be a combination of university students from both tables. which is Teen Top and Pack Percent

In the morning, all ten young men representing the university participated in the all-star sports day, with only Chanhee missing because he was busy rehearsing for the Korean-Japanese relations play, which was the final dress rehearsal, so he attended the event. cannot Because some of them had to go to rehearsal for a stage play, it made Byung Hun feel a bit relieved.

“Whoa...”

“What's wrong, hyung? Do you miss Chanhee-hyung?” Changhyun asked in a clear voice, even though he had actually come to compete in futsal yesterday. But the cute person didn't show any signs of being tired. But it's bright and cheerful.

“Probably like that.”

“Don't worry. Chanhee hyung will follow soon.”

“Huh...Chanhee is coming after you...?” Changhyun lightly patted his older brother's shoulder. Ready to send a small smile Give before walking away Changhyun's words caused the thin man's nervousness to return again. If Chanhee will follow later, it means that some body will meet that person today. And spent the second half of the day together?

Byung Hun tried to shake off his gloomy and worried mood before teasing and having fun with the members. Both Daniel and Changhyun took turns teasing Byung Hun. And when the opportunity arose, the little guy who had tattoos as an elder took revenge on the younger ones. They played together with the liveliness of young boys, causing the girls to

The dogs sat and watched from a distance. Screamed loudly as they punished each other with hard slaps.

That should be ME

Coming to relax Take a break from studying and have fun with your friends, brothers and sisters, fellow faculty members, and friends. Another university made the morning pass quickly. I only became aware of it when a thin, familiar figure with golden hair appeared on the field, causing Byung-hun to stop.

“Here it is... Chanhiya...” A thin figure with a wide smile appeared on her sweet face walking to greet the siblings nearby. before lowering himself down to sit in front of that person Address opposite It's not far from Byungheon. That alone made Byung Hun, who was fighting with the two mischievous brothers, sit still and let out a long sigh.

“Why are you sighing again, hyung? Chanhee hyung is here. Go find him."

“You saw this, Niall. Chanhee didn't pay any attention to me. When I arrived, I went to sit with...”

“Wow, Hyung, you're not thinking too much into this,” Daniel complained before snatching the hat from Byung Hyun's hand, causing the little man to have to hug and fight to get the hat back. Turning to look again, I saw that a certain figure was being hugged and hugged by a tall figure sitting in front of me. If some of them didn't yell like they did when they were teased by Byung Hun. Instead, it was filled with laughter and a wide smile.

“It was so much fun to look so happy.”

“What is it, hyung? I'm going to sit and have drama. Hyung, you know that Chanhee and Chanyonghyung have been friends since middle school…” The little man turned to stare at the younger brother next to him as a sign that he knew that they were close. How much? Byung Hun suddenly broke into a smile before slowly sneaking around behind Chanyong to throw the other person rolling on the ground. Both himself, Chanyong, and Chanhee burst out laughing.

Due today Different people choose to spend their time. and go talk with people you don't get to see often instead of hanging out with university friends That's why Byung Hun and Chanhee hardly talk to each other. In fact, I don't know if it was the little person's fault or not.

Having so many friends that I had to walk around to greet each and every one of them, it gave Chanhee more of an opportunity to be with his close friend like Chanyong.

“Yongyong-ah...please bring your phone and play.”

“Why are you sitting here looking at your phone? Go sit and talk with Byung Hun over there.”

“Where is that guy interested in me? Walk and talk with people. This person keeps going.” The tall man picked up his cell phone and handed it to the sweet-faced owner before walking to find some friends from other universities. But when walking past fellow faculty member Byung Hun, he was stopped by another person.

“What is it?”

“Sigh...you two. Why don't we talk to each other? It makes other people suffer.” When Chanyong made to walk away, Byung Hun held his arm again.

“What is it with you, Byung Hun?” When the thin figure remained silent and didn't say anything, Chanyong could only shake his head before walking towards a senior from another university who was waiting for him. As for Byung Hun, he could only sigh and secretly look at some of the figures who were smiling and laughing happily with the younger members of the group.

That should be ME

When the closing ceremony arrived, they all had to line up together. That was the moment when Byung-hon was able to go talk to Chan-hee. After the two of them had been apart all day. The light figure went to stand next to the thin figure, with the sweet-faced close friend of Kim Chanyong standing beside him.

“How are you today? Were you tired from stage practice today?”

"Let's talk. I'll go see Changbeom first."

“No need to, you're not someone else.” When Chanhee held him back, his tall figure acted inappropriately. He could understand some of their feelings and have been aware of their problems for a while, but it seemed like Byung Hun himself was the one who didn't understand. and did not understand Chanhee's feelings of displeasure at all When Byung Hun paid more attention to his friends than to the people around him, Chanhee reacted by ignoring him and trying to cling to Chanyong more as well.

“I'm not tired. Moreover, work like this doesn't happen often. I also want to meet some friends, brothers and sisters, and..."

“And what is it…” The owner of the slender eyes frowned as soon as he saw Chanhee turn to look at Chanyong with a small smile. But when the two saw the light figure's mood becoming duller, They both burst out laughing.

“Channeeya, stop teasing Byunghun. Byung Heon happened to be upset. I won't help you. Let's talk nicely. I'll go talk to Min Soo Hyung for a moment."

“Haha, okay, I want to tease Honny a bit. I followed you because I missed you....”

“What is it?”

“I said that I wanted to come see Honny. Or you don't want me to come. There will be time to talk with Jung Min for a long time, right?”

“Oh, Shaniya...it's nothing. You know that Jungmin and I have been friends since high school.”

“It's just like me and Chanyong...” Some of them mumbled softly to themselves. Thinking about it, I can't secretly feel hurt. Every time Chan-hee complains about another's best friend, Jung-min, Byung Hun always says this. But Byung Hun doesn't understand his relationship with Chan Yong at all. It's not different from each other in any way.

That should be ME

The sports day has already passed. All students then enter the period where they have to submit work. Attend seminars and workshops again There is a lot of individual and group work assigned and must be completed in a timely manner. And these things made Byung Hun and Chanhee further apart than before.

Some days, Chanhee had to stay late for group meetings at the library. It's also good to have Chanyong in the same group. With various work being carried out without much difficulty. Often Chanhee didn't go back to her room but instead stayed in Chanyong's room. Even though some body tells Byung Hun to know every time, the other party only responds with a slow voice. When sweet-faced people want to talk, they are often cut short.

Some of them knew that him staying over with Chanyong made Byung-hun very unhappy. But he wanted the other party to understand him. In the past, if we weren't together, Byung Hun would usually be the first to say hello. and tell various stories Let him listen and try to talk. And if Chanhee says he's busy Byung Hun always complained and fussed with him, all sorts of sweet words.

It was sent because I wanted to have more time to talk with Chanhee. But today everything has changed. Some people turned out to be the ones who had to try to explain. and invites Byung Hun to talk Enough to start telling your story to the other party. Instead, he was cut off and told to hurry and finish his work. The situation the two of them were in right now made Chanhee feel tired.

He also doesn't understand what happened to his relationship with Byung Hun. Why does he feel that things are different? It's not the same anymore.

Even though they didn't fight as much as before, Maybe it's because people are adjusting to each other, understanding each other and being more reasonable, not being jealous or suspicious of the other person to the point of being dizzy. But what seemed to be a greater understanding turned out to be a gap and estrangement and indifference that pushed the two of them further apart. Until Chanhee felt tired of trying to do anything to return their relationship to the way it was before.

“Honny, are you sleepy yet? Today's group meeting was very tiring. Tomorrow afternoon I have to make a presentation. We haven't finished preparing the slides yet."

“I'm not sleepy yet. But you hurry up and get to work. It won't be finished in time. Having to wake up and ride in the morning would be bad.”

“But I want to talk to Honny first.”

"Don't be stubborn."

"Well...then give me some encouragement."

“Fight, my Channie is already good.”

“Ah, sweet dreams, Honny…” Of course, nothing would get better. If only he was the one who tried. The many feelings that were kept inside were distilled into tears that were slowly flowing from beautiful eyes. If the feelings we have for each other are not the same If we don't love each other anymore What's the point of enduring living like this?

That should be ME

Because Byung Hun doesn't have afternoon class today. So he planned that after Chanhee finished presenting his work in the afternoon class, he would take him out to dinner and then watch a late movie together because they hadn't spent time together in a long time. Byung-hun managed to reserve a table at their regular restaurant as well as tickets for the movie that Chan-hee had said he wanted to see before sending the message to him.

After class, call me. I'll go pick it up ^^

Seeing that it was almost time for Chanhee to finish school, The thin figure then walked to wait in front of the other person's school building. When the class was over, Byunghun saw a figure walking with a big smile in the circle of three or four other friends, and of course one of them was Kim Chanyong. Byung Hun then decided to sit and wait in the Mun Building, waiting for some figure to break away from the group of friends first and then go in because he still didn't want to be annoyed because he saw Chan Hee chatting with Chan Yong right now.

Byung Hun admits that he is upset that Chan Hee is always with Chan Yong. But he didn't want to look like an unreasonable idiot in Chanhee's eyes. So he tried not to pay attention to the time they were together.

I'm sorry, Honnyya...Today I had a meal with friends. I'm really sorry ;ㅅ;

The message that had just been sent made his entire body feel numb. Now he was helpless. But Byung Hun understood that it wasn't Chanhee's fault that he didn't make an appointment with another person first. When he intended to surprise the other party but ran into someone else's appointment, what could he do? The sight of Chanyong standing with his arm around Chanhee caused Byunghun to smile before typing a reply to his lover.

Um...no problem...then see you in my room tonight.

I don't know why Byung Hun decided to follow Chan Hee and his group of friends. After all, he had already reserved a table at a restaurant and bought movie tickets. At least go eat alone. It's better to go see it alone than let it all go to waste. When they arrived at their destination, Chanhee's group of friends excused themselves and dispersed, leaving only Chanhee and Chanyong.

Even Byung Hun followed at a distance. He couldn't hear their conversation, but the scene in front of him made him feel bad because Chanhee was teasing and laughing happily.

“So what should we eat?”

“Let's eat at this restaurant. If I knew that we were going to separate like this, I would have invited Byunghonnie to come along as well.”

“This shop again. I know this is your and Byunghun's favorite restaurant,” Chanyong teased before lightly pinching his cheek. And when Chanhee's cheeks puff out, he's so cute he dies. He wasn't surprised that Byung Hun was so madly in love with his friend. Because the table that the employee had arranged for the two of them to sit at was at a different angle from the one that Byung Hun had reserved. Chanhee didn't see that there was another person following him into the store.

“Finish eating, where should we go? Or will you go back?”

"Anyway, it's coming out. I want to watch a movie."

“Is it okay to leave Byung Hun alone in his room?”

“It's okay. Honny knows that I've finished all my work today. It's normal to celebrate. He doesn't mind.”

“Then do as you please. After all, a single person like me has no one to sit and wait for.” The sight of Chanyong leading Chanhee by the wrist to follow him to the movie theater counter made Byung-hun speechless. Someone told him he was coming to eat with his friends. But came back to dinner with Chanyong, just the two of them at the regular restaurant. The same restaurant that he booked, even though

He knew that he was waiting for another person to come back to him, but he chose to go see a movie with his close friend Chanyong. Byung-hun held two movie tickets tightly in his hands. The thin body collapsed onto the large sofa. Since right now Chanhee is probably happy with the movie he wants to see. The two tickets in his hand right now were no longer necessary.

Time passed until people started coming out of the movie theater. That sweet, familiar face was full of smiles. Round, clear eyes filled with happiness It should be Byung Hun. who brought some people to see this movie It should have been him who made Chanhee smile. That laugh and bright eyes were sent to him, not Chanyong.

“Shall we go back?”

"Wait a minute, let's stay and help each other," a sweet voice said to his best friend before taking another person's hand and walking towards the jewelry store. Picture of the two helping each other choose stone bracelets. Who else is a tall person who uses a cell phone to take photos of their thin body? Those images became clearer and reinforced Byung Hun's feelings even deeper.

The trust he had given to the two of them was returned with lies and deceit. When we don't love each other anymore What's the point of enduring being together? When there was someone else who could make Chanhee happier than him? What's the point of continuing to push hard? Maybe it was a mistake from the beginning.

“Oh...Honny...”

“Oh, Byunghun Anyeong.”

“How was your study today? My group work is very smooth. I was very lucky that I was able to propose a project that met the teacher's needs. Otherwise, if I had been ordered to correct it like another group, I would have definitely died. The project passed smoothly like this. After this we will have time to travel together. The plan that Honny had laid out will finally be put to use.”

A clear voice spoke cheerfully, but the other party remained silent. And there was only an indifferent look in his eyes. When you feel the uncomfortable atmosphere Chanyong then tried to separate himself.

“Uh...you guys talk first. I'll go now..."

“No need to,” Byung Hun said in a cold voice. Chanyong wasn't acting right so he just stood still next to him. He didn't want to be in this situation at all. And he didn't want to be the cause of the two friends fighting again.

“Uh...So, what is Honny doing around here? Has everyone else gone back? So, have you eaten anything yet? Do you want to go find a late night meal?”

“Enough, Chanhee... You must be very happy today. Eat food at your favorite restaurant I saw the movie I wanted to see. Being with the person you are with makes you comfortable.”

“It's not as you understand, Honnyya...”

“I'm tired, Chanhee. Maybe it wasn't our story from the start. I'm so stubborn...our story is too serious for me. I'm sorry, but..."

“We...let's break up...” The words that came out of the thin figure's mouth made Chanhee speechless. Even though they had been prepared that their relationship might come to an end. But he really didn't think it would happen. In the past, he was no less tired than the other person. But for the sake of their love Chanhee tried to adjust.

Try to understand the other person. And keep telling yourself to calm down. Swing around less. But today, Byung Hun was the one who said those words. There was no point in holding the other person back. When Byung Hun stops loving him, Chan Hee will have to let the other person go.

“Um...if you think like that...then...we should break up...sorry too...and...thank you.” Chanhee tried to keep his voice from shaking. in spite of That he himself was close to crying. Some people forced themselves to smile widely and send them to another person. At the same time, Byung Hun's slender hand extended something to Chan Hee before turning and walking away.

He immediately realized that it was a ticket to the movie he had told the other person he wanted to see. Tickets for the movie he just watched with Chanyong. Some bodies immediately collapsed to the ground, the clear water that he tried to hold back. Now it's flowing out. Chanhee sobbed without shame. He blamed himself for doing what he wanted without considering the other person's feelings as he should, causing him to lose another person. One hand was holding the movie ticket that he received from Byunghun tightly, unlike the other hand that was tightly crumpling the paper bag with the two stone bracelets inside.

That should be ME

While riding the bus to return to the dormitory Slender hand picked up the mobile phone. Pictures of him and Chanhee are still prominently displayed on the screen. His fingers pressed the code to unlock and he noticed that he had received a notification because someone had tagged his name in a photo uploaded on Instagram. When I clicked to look, I found pictures of two different stone bracelets according to the zodiac sign that Kim Chanyong uploaded. But the caption under the picture even brought him to tears.

I'm jealous of people who have partners. It's midnight already.

Happy Anniversary 

Two dear friends May we love each other for a long time @

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That should be ME

TALK:;

I'm back. First of all, I want to apologize to everyone who waited.

SinceNov

I'm here too.

I'm trying to push it out. Please be patient and wait a little longer.

As for this story, initially I planned to write it as a fic based on the band.

Because the moment started from idol sports.

But I didn't feel like I changed my mind and rewrote it again.

It turned out to be a non-band based fic instead haha.

And it's still the same fic as before.

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