How to Describe this feeling?

pairing : Tadashi x Hiro (Big Hero 6)

writer : cloudworld

A fanfic for Valentine's Day 2015. Haha.

Two days late, very sad (How did I get lost?)

Because this couple is very difficult to find fics for. I can say it with my whole mouth.

Follow every topic that is in Thai. It's crazy to read English with so little knowledge.

TTT

Anyone who likes this couple will probably fall into the same fate.

It's like looking for something you want. But I found very little.

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So we couldn't stand it. Write it yourself! 5555555

I used to write fiction...a long time ago. When I come to decorate again, it's like dusting off dust, reminiscing about the past. There might be some strange language or words that come out, I apologize.

Hopefully readers who are concerned about finding fic will be entertained (?).

more or less

The story is about the atmosphere of Valentine's Day at a nerd school.

It's a shame that your older brother is still with us! > < (It's something we all dream of)

Back to the showcase Hiro studied here.

There was no fire incident like in the movie.

Therefore, the movie will be based on the story from the beginning until the showcase.

But nothing bad happened (heh).

In this story, we try not to use popular pronouns such as thin or tall.

Because we secretly feel like it's a failure.

This story is about the ambiguous feelings of two characters.

Haven't had that sweet love or relationship yet.

I thought it didn't fit with the story so I cut it all out.

Enjoy,

Thank you theme

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chocolate

red rose

There's just all this stuff.

The atmosphere on Valentine's Day at the San Fransokyo Institute of Technology was lively. Most people carried flowers or two boxes of chocolates each. The women dressed in sweet colored clothes. The men looked especially handsome for the small Valentine's party organized by university students.

Everyone seemed to be enjoying their work. There was only one nerd who sat apart from the crowd.

It's a tedious job. Can't find anything interesting...

Hiro sighed wearily. It's not because I became a soulless person on Valentine's Day. If only because everyone left him and went to have fun at that crazy event.

Out of all his friends, Fred seemed the most excited about this event. Tadashi, although he didn't seem particularly interested in romance, today seemed more energetic than every day. Even Cocoa is enjoying it as well.

Or because he was too young to understand such things?

No, 14 isn't young anymore!

But even then, I wasn't excited about anything like this at all.

Hiro opened his mouth and yawned before shaking his head slightly to get rid of his sleepiness. Lately, he was often sleepy during the day because he focused on research at night, when his big brain had the best ideas.

When the mind becomes distracted and lacks concentration He often goes out to Bot Fight to watch robot races.

Illegal robot racing is Hiro's favorite thing to do but is permanently banned by Aunt Cass. When you don't want to cause problems when you normally cause problems, you have to quit reluctantly.

For nearly two hours, Hiro sat half asleep outside the work area. Wasabi walked out of the crowd with a bouquet of roses. Hiro had a small smile playing at the corner of his mouth.

Even his big friend had a memorable Valentine's Day.

Except he was the owner of the most boring Valentine's Day.

Hiro stood up and stretched, deciding whether he should return to the research room to continue his work or take a nap to pass the time while waiting for Tadashi to return. But before he could do that, his eyes caught sight of Tadashi standing with a woman.

That's Honey Lemon...

It was quite a distance from where they were standing, but even so, Hiro could see their actions.

She handed a small box of chocolates to Tadashi, who looked a little stunned. He took it in his hand with difficulty because there were several boxes of chocolates and a bouquet of roses all over the place.

She secretly looked at the person in front of her with a shy expression and for a moment their eyes met. Soon they were both laughing together. Honey Lemon's face was visibly red... And it was clear that she liked Tadashi.

Hiro stood there blankly before he was slightly startled when he saw Tadashi looking back at him. The younger man had a smile on his lips. He shrugged a bit nonchalantly before turning and walking out of there.

Even though he knew that Tadashi's expression indicated that he wanted him to be there first.

But for whatever reason, Hiro only knew that he wanted to walk out of that area with all his might.

I don't know if it's because of the boring party. Or why exactly?

A difficult number problem Various physics formulas or many scientific theories They are all things that are easily understood.

There was only one matter that he still couldn't find any answers, definitions, or explanations for...

That's what he felt strange about his own brother.

Hiro walked into Tadashi's research room, where half of the space was already occupied and belonged to the latter.

The Hamada brothers made an agreement to share space in their room. Because the only reason is that it's used to it.

Wherever we go, we always go together. Even the bedroom is the same room, just divided into clear zones. There would be no harm in using this story in the research room.

Inside the room, Baymax was standing holding a box of chocolates and staring at it silently. The sight in front of him made Hiro smile widely and he rushed towards him immediately.

"cool! You got Valentine's chocolate,” Hiro said excitedly. Leaning forward to look with interest.

“My database says today is Valentine's Day. A woman gave this to me. What does it mean?”

Baymax processed this and asked. He tilted his head slightly in doubt.

“You mean she likes you!” Hiro snapped his fingers loudly. speak with excitement

“A cute robot like you that everyone likes,” he said and poked Baymax's soft belly.

"like? is the preference of family members Like you like Tadashi and Aunt Cass?”

Baymax's question made Hiro pause a bit. before answering “Everyone is different.”

“I like that there are many types. But the kind that gives chocolates on Valentine's Day is a deeper passion...it's love.” Hiro was a bit embarrassed by his last words but chose to cover up his feelings by looking the other way.

He certainly has never been in love and doesn't want to.

“And this Valentine's Day? Have you gotten any chocolate yet, Hiro?” Baymax's question caused Hiro to burst into laughter.

“Still, uh, I mean, I don't really want that kind of thing.”

“Does that mean no one loves you?”

from laughing Hiro pouted as soon as he heard Baymax's sentence. “That's not funny.”

“Then I'll give you some Valentine's chocolate. You're a good kid, take it.” The chubby robot held out a box of chocolates in his hand to the person in front of him.

Little did he know, that made Hiro an even more miserable person on Valentine's Day.

"Alright, alright," Hiro accepted it without a choice, but on the other hand he was amused. Who takes chocolate that someone else gives? Let's let others connect like this.

But never mind, because Baymax can't eat anyway.

Hiro, who was enjoying his Valentine's chocolate, didn't notice someone approaching.

“There are a lot of people who love Tadashi. You can see from the amount of chocolate he got,” according to Baymax. Hiro, who was sitting, looked back with chocolate still in his mouth.

Tadashi came out of that damn party. Comes with more flowers and chocolate than before last seen...

“Who gave you chocolate?” Tadashi teasingly smiled as he carefully placed the items on the table.

For a moment, Hiro thought in his heart that he really wanted that pile of things to fall on Tadashi's head.

"Baymax," Hiro gestured towards the chubby robot who stood staring blankly. “It's something this guy got from a woman.”

Tadashi burst out laughing as soon as he heard it. He rubbed his hand on Hiro's head a bit before sitting down next to him. “Do you want another box?” With that, he handed the chocolates from the fan to his younger brother. Hiro remembered that the box was Honey Lemon's.

“Honey Lemon?” he asked while looking down at the chocolate in the other person’s hand. “Do you like me?”

"Hmm, that's surprising." Tadashi rubbed his chin while thinking. “I don't think so.”

“Then next month, prepare to buy her white chocolate?” I wanted to hit my head on the floor before thinking. Why would you talk so quickly to make yourself feel bad?

Hiro couldn't deny that he was starting to feel uncomfortable for accidentally bringing up the subject.

"No, I don't like her like that."

And he couldn't deny how relieved he was to hear Tadashi answer that way.

Hiro grabbed the chocolate in his brother's hand and immediately unwrapped it.

"Choose" secretly bit his own brother a little. Blame for causing him to get confused with himself so often lately.

“What about you? Have you given chocolate to anyone yet?” Tadashi asked. The corners of the mouth lifted into a teasing smile.

“Only women do that,” he shrugged and looked the other way. This expression on Tadashi's face made Hiro feel suffocated.

Tadashi laughed a little and looked at his brother. I noticed that those small cheeks were dotted with red.

He knew Hiro was embarrassed. Seeing that the other side had opened a gap Tadashi immediately found an excuse to tease him.

"Look, you're a young man." Tadashi moved closer to Hiro and wrapped his arms around his neck, easily bending his younger brother's small body closer to his. Hiro glanced warily and tried to back away but to no avail.

“Oh…uncomfortable,” he said while still looking away. Hiro's cheeks visibly turned even redder.

“You're embarrassed that I'm asking, haha,” Tadashi motioned towards him. Place your chin slightly on your shoulder. Try to look at the other person's face. “Who are you liking?”

“When have you ever had something like that in your head? Move back!” He turned around and shouted, pushing his hand against the chest of the person who liked to tease him, but stopped when he saw that the other person's face was in close proximity.

Hiro instinctively knew that this was dangerous. He tried to swallow hard.

Hiro's face quickly heated up but his eyes couldn't move from him. Trying to fight the feelings swirling in my brain.

He didn't know how to make his face appear, but he could see that Tadashi's expression was no less apologetic than his. Tadashi's cheeks were slightly red.

Tadashi looked blankly into Hiro's brown eyes, as if drawn in. He would have looked at it like that all day if the owner of the eyes hadn't interrupted him.

"What are you doing? It's so funny, haha." It was Hiro who was the first to regain his composure. A small hand pushed his brother's shoulder and he stood up. Tadashi rubbed the back of his neck to correct his embarrassment. I don't know where to put my hand. He always does this when he's nervous or thinking.

Each side pressed this unexplained feeling into their hearts.

Tadashi looked at the time on his watch and saw that it was very cold.

“Let's pack up,” he waved, urging the other party to get ready to pack up and go home. Hiro turns off Baymax's system, causing the robot to inflate back into its red box.

Tadashi swept the box of chocolates on the table into his shoulder bag. I tried to make room for it as much as possible but it didn't seem like enough so I held the rest in my hand.

“Hiro,” Tadashi called as he looked around the room for something, struggling to find it in his shoulder bag because it was full of chocolate.

“What?” Hiro, who was checking the other things in the room, turned to see his older brother walking around looking for things.

“What are you looking for?”

“Have you seen my car keys?” It seems like I've encountered a problem if I can't find my motorcycle keys.

Because that meant they both had to walk home.

“You asked me to pick it up in the morning. It's in that bag. Look for it," he said, gesturing towards his backpack that was hidden in the corner of the room.

“Which compartment is it in?” Hiro wasn't paying attention until he heard the sound of his bag zipping open.

Big brown eyes widened as he realized something. He quickly leapt to his bag. He tried to call his older brother to save time and to get his attention so he wouldn't have time to see something he was hiding in his bag.

"Eh, P'Tada~"

"Hey! Why don't you tell me there's no one to give it to you?" But it wasn't too late.

Tadashi turned and smiled and held it up. “Chocolate.”

“Ah…” At this point, Hiro didn't know what excuse to come up with and just stood there with his mouth open. The truth is, that chocolate isn't something you get. But it is something that was purchased separately.

Bought it on Valentine's Day. I just want someone. That's all...

“Here,” Hiro quickly grabbed it in his hand. His face furrowed in displeasure that his secret was known. But I can't blame anyone when it was me who wasn't careful.

“At least my brother sold out.” Tadashi lightly tapped his fist on Hiro's forehead. Hiro turned away.

“Bought it separately,” he muttered to himself, loud enough for Tadashi to hear. He stood and looked at his younger brother's expression for a while before continuing.

“Why don't you let him go?”

“I don't know.” Hiro, who was looking down at the chocolate in his hand, looked up at Tadashi. “It doesn't seem necessary.”

Tadashi looked at the man in front of him with an expression he didn't quite understand. He doesn't know why. But I felt like I wanted chocolate from the other party.

“Give it to me,” he said, smiling jokingly.

“Why take it again? How many boxes are there already?!”

"Come on, I'll share it all with you," he said as he patted a bag full of chocolates from fans. Hiro finally smiled.

“Take it,” he said, handing the chocolate in his hand to the other man, but he didn't notice that Tadashi was holding something and hiding it behind his back.

“Ah, I give it to you.” After accepting the chocolate from Hiro. He handed over the items he had bought earlier in the day and intended to give to the other party.

“Gummy Bear!!” Hiro's eyes lit up when he saw his favorite snack in front of him. Can't believe Tadashi would have bought it for him on a day like this too.

"Okay, that's good." Hiro put it in his backpack before turning to wink at Tadashi. Then they both burst out laughing.

"Let's go back." The elder Hamada led the way. Leaving the younger person who was standing there thinking about something happy to follow and come out later.

It's not a boring day like I thought...

The twilight breeze on the main road in San Fransokyo makes Hiro, who sits on the back of his favorite red motorcycle, feel alive again.

Hiro looked up at the orange sky as the sun set. Another day is about to pass.

Day after day passed But at least today there was something he was more sure of.

The matter that he still cannot find an answer to will gradually become clearer in the coming days.

Tadashi sped up as he drove up the bridge across the bay that stretched across the land. Hiro, who was sitting in the back, leaned backwards with the force of the thrust, but Tadashi caught his arm in time.

“Be careful,” said the elder, seeing that Hiro was more absorbed in the atmosphere on the side of the road than thinking about his safety.

Hiro grabbed Tadashi from behind to find his grip. He buried his face on his brother's broad back and closed his eyes from exhaustion.

I don't know if I thought about it or not. Tadashi felt that Hiro was hugging him tighter than every day.

Tadashi reached down and touched Hiro's two hands on his waist. He rubbed his hand a bit before reaching back to grip the motorcycle handlebars as before.

A red motorcycle speeds along the bridge as far as the eye can see. His path still has a long way to go. But soon we will reach our destination.

Similar to this vague feeling

One day it will be clear.

End