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The little happiness

Little girl's happiness

about

-My name is Yu.

-I'm in 4th grade and about to enter 5th grade.

-This story is based on a true story. I will tell you that there is 10% fiction mixed in.

-The time is based on the present, since the school term started last year.

-I just passed my last birthday, February 20th.

-Thank you to everyone who came to read. It's more like a necessary diary.

In life, we must meet new things all the time, such as a new school, new friends, a new family, or even a new love. Everything arises from our actions. No matter what, our feelings are the most important thing. Changing schools when entering high school

Tips are not uncommon for children in today's age of constant change, so things can happen.

Morning of the first day of school It made me get to know a friend, her name is "Ning". Ning is a new student who transferred like me. She is very tall, almost 180 cm tall, and is good at studying. It makes me feel that from now on I must try. Even though Ning isn't a very good person, she takes care of me. Teaching and advising everything.

But one day I met another man, not very tall, white, he was my new love. That meeting It wasn't all sweet, only that the man's younger sibling ran towards me and I grabbed him. When I looked up, I saw him standing in front of me and smiling at me. His smile made me fall in love. Not long after that

I also became close with another friend, her name is "Tan". Tan is a simple, laid-back person, not a good head, but cute. Our close friendship made me get to know a senior that Tan likes, his name is "Nat". Phi Mathayom 5, tall, black, tough, Tan likes to tell me P'Nat's stories often, which makes me know the story of another P'Nat, named "Jump."

This older sister is the person I secretly like. She is a Mathayom 6 student in the arts field. She likes to play basketball and music. From what I know, she has a girlfriend named "Patcha". Patcha is a smart girl. He studies very well. At that time, it made me realize that I have nothing to compare with him. So I keep trying to let go, but it doesn't seem like that.

One day, I was sitting next to the basketball court drawing pictures, waiting for Tan to talk to P'Nat. He walked up and greeted me. Along with sitting and chatting with friends, I was very happy. Until secretly thinking that his older brother might have feelings for him even though he already knew. That he has P'Padcha all around him. Later, I heard the news that P' Jump and P' Patcha broke up.

At that time, I didn't know how to feel. Are you happy or sad? After a month passed, the feelings still hadn't faded. I talked more with him since we were on the same team. I went to watch him play basketball and handball. I was very happy. Then I got to know another friend, his name was "Peak".

We were in the same class but we had never talked to each other once. Peak is a quiet person, but he is attentive. He also likes to play basketball and music. From talking with Peak, it makes me feel like I can forget him, but that's not the case. One day I went to watch a football match with Tan and I met his brothers. At first I wanted to get up and run away.

But I couldn't do it when he handed me a glass of water and asked to sit next to me, while Tan just sat and talked with Nat's friends without paying any attention to me. He's really a good friend. I started talking to him all the time. Until the race ended, we both asked to go home because it was already dark. The elders said that It's okay, I'll just send it.

So I had to sit in the same car as P'Jump because our houses were the closest to each other. I don't think it's anywhere near -….- In the meantime, I decided to ask him, “Why haven't I seen P'Padcha today?” he replied. “The fan didn't come.” At that time, it made me realize that he still had P'Patcha.

When I went to school, I didn't dare hit him. Even though we were on the same color team, I tried not to open up any space for him to talk. Until the English camp, the school has organized an English camp for students in high school. The teachers then divided them into groups so that each group had all 3 grades mixed together. I was in a group with P'Nat and Peak.

That made me closer to Peak. Until one day, I came home late because I was helping a friend make a board in the back of the room. I walked down with Peak. At that time, I turned and saw Brother Jump standing and watching. At that time, I was helpless. I ran after him even though I couldn't say anything. That day, I I found out that P'Jump liked me, but he couldn't break up with P'Patcha. After that, I never saw him again. The story between us seemed to stop there until Christmas day. Each room had to come. The performance was our own, so we in the room voted on the dance at the event. We only had 1 week to practice.

We worked hard until Christmas Day and we focused on red and green. The women tied their hair on both sides and put on makeup and lipstick. Going in a ghost tone that has nothing to do with the song. When it was our turn to go up and perform, we went to prepare. After the performance ended, we went to watch the performances of other rooms until we reached Mathayom 6's room. I stood quietly watching the seniors perform.

P'Jump dances with P'Patcha. The next day we continued with the activities. The friend who opened the old school said that the 23rd day would be a performance by each room, while the 24th day would be a concert by the school band. Yes. It was P'Jump's band. That day I sat and watched the morning performance quietly. There were so many gifts given out that I didn't get anything when I arrived in the afternoon.

Next, meet the school band.

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The sound was very loud, even though no one in the band was single anymore. People stood up and sang along. I was one of them. I looked up at P'Jump playing the guitar and smiled. I like when he smiles the most. 'Finally, I would like to dedicate this song to the many people who are secretly in love with someone.'

I'm interested in what P'Nat has to say. I still only look at him. After finishing work, my friend and I went to pick up our bags and were about to go to private lessons. ' Hey, wait too. Where are you going?' I turned to ask my friend Nat, 'Going to study.' 'Wow, you're so diligent.'

When we got off the bus, we split up. I went to put my bags down and go get something to eat with a friend for the next day. The next day the school gave me a break until January 5th. The school I'm at is a Chris school. I'm staying there doing stuff like that. This went on and on. 'What are you doing?' I pretended not to be interested and when school started, I encountered the Children's Day performance. Friends told me that this was the last time that the elders

He would play music. We helped prepare everything for the children's day. We were able to play in other bands, so there were 8-9 middle school and high school bands. When I was helping set up the place, I turned. I saw P'Jump standing and watching, so I walked over to my other friends. We avoided each other until we arrived at the Children's Day event. At the event, everything was given out free ice cream, cotton candy, fried chicken pounded heels, and there was a Polaroid photography service as well. I walked around in circles for 3-4 minutes.

So I went up to sit and wait to see the first concert. How lively would it be for the middle school students? When the band was in high school, we stood up in front of the stage and pushed and kicked me to be next to the edge of the stage where P'Jump was standing. I watched him play as he continued. He looked like he was about to cry and turned to look at me. I didn't understand why I had to sing along with him.'

Yes, today will probably be the last time that our band will be able to perform. Thank you for the past 3 years. Thank you very much.' I cried out quietly until Tan turned to see and nodded in understanding. That it would probably be the last time I would see him play music. I stood there not dancing, not doing anything, just looking at him doing what he loved.

I turned around and saw P'Padcha holding flowers for P'Jump. My feeling at that time was hurt. I know there's no way, but I'm satisfied with this. After class ended, it was almost an hour past class time, so we helped to clear the place and went home. When I got home, I went to look at his IG and he posted, ' Thank you for joining in the fun today.

I can see who's crying with you, haha. Those words, even though they didn't mean me, I smiled without realizing it. Later, it was close to exam time, I had to read books, tutor, study. During this time, I'm in high school. 6 I rarely come to school because I apply for university, sometimes tutor, and sometimes stay home and read books.

How rarely do I get to meet him? Mathayom 6 students will take the exam before anyone else when it comes to their exam time. We, Mathayom 4 and 5 students, had to come and practice Boom for Mathayom 6. On the final day of orientation, it was both tiring and hot, but everyone was happy to do it. I was thinking about what to give him on his last day. I remembered that he liked carnations, so I thought of making something for him. Another thing was a garden in a bottle. I made it all night and brought colored carnations. When the last day came, I ran to my place and the ceremony began. I continued singing in the hills.

Until the morning activity ended, we had to go change our shirts along with Boom. I brought things to be in my brother's clothes, went downstairs and lined up to sing and walked to the middle of the field with Boom friends. When Boom was finished, everyone brought things to... Let the older brother who knows me pick up a gift box wrapped in brown paper and tied with a string and a white carnation and hand it to him.'

Congratulations, P'Jump. I'm very happy. I said no because I was afraid that P'Patcha would find out. I went to give flowers to the others and took ten pictures. Even though it was a hot day, I was happy.

At the end of the final ceremony that evening, Mind, a friend who lives in another room, asked me to tutor her at a dessert shop. We had been there since 4:00 p.m. We sat tutoring, chatting, and lounging together. As the crowd began to decrease, I saw P'Jump. Walked into the store wearing a private suit at around 7:00 p.m. and said, 'Do you want to take a picture with him?'

Tan spoke to me, but he and I shook our heads, still looking at the table where P'Phi sat all the time. We were only separated by a glass. I continued tutoring a friend and it looked like P'Jump had returned to Tan's house, so Mind encouraged him. I went to take a photo with him. I was so excited. This was the first time I had such courage. 'P'Jump, let's take a photo' he smiled.

At that time, I was very shy, my heart was pounding. It seemed as though he would come out with a red face and shake and cry until he laughed and smiled at me. I liked that moment. And he went back and we continued tutoring. When I came home, I saw that he posted that 'Thank you for everything you gave me today. I remember everyone who gave it to me.'

The next day, I had to tutor Mind again. Old place, different time, I looked at his Facebook page. He seems to have broken up with P'Phatcha. Then I stopped thinking about P'Jump because from Monday there was an exam and I was intent on reading and revising the lesson. P'Patcha didn't come to school again until the last day of the exam. I only took the exam in the morning for one subject. After that we sat and talked in the In the afternoon there was the sound of music coming from the middle of the room. My friends ran around to watch. I saw the seniors playing music even though the sun was very hot. So I ran downstairs and found the Mathayom 6 students. Standing in a row I smiled when I saw P'Jump and P'Patcha standing there. They must have gotten back together. Tan walked to my side and squeezed my hand gently. I probably just thought that in the end it would be our fault. Without confessing our feelings, we walked out into the middle of the field, dancing and singing, doing our best so that on the last day from now on there would be no more feelings.

Someone must be like us. Love but cannot possess

You can love but look away <3

If you come across this article, I want you to know my feelings <3