C H A N S U N G J U N H O
CR.SHL
[os] Already one year
Pairing : Chansung X Junho
Author : JHLGK
Rate : PG13
Note :
Channu is a legend hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
already a year thinking that because it was the first time,
it would be fine after a few days..
It's been a year and I still miss it because it's like it's the first time.
It will be okay after just one day..
December 24, 2013
It's been one year since the breakup of me and my lover. It's not as depressing as other couples.. It is an agreement between both of us. We parted well.. But if we don't contact each other as often as before The habit of 'having' someone you love by your side all the time slowly began to form into loneliness..
Almost every important day The two of us used to hold hands wherever we wanted to go. No words needed Just holding hands Let the heart absorb the warmth We laugh at each other Smile happily at each other. That is what we chose to make into the past.. Yes, for someone else It might be the past Just for me, no.
He is still present and he will always be my future..
Today is another day. Many people confess their love to the person they like. Some walked hand in hand with their loved ones. I want to do that. But not with anyone else. My heart and thoughts are still occupied by him..every time I close my eyes. The laughter and tears of the people I love always shine through clearly..
Two feet slowly carried my body and walked aimlessly. Both sides of the road were full of people. Many shops and restaurants are decorated with chandeliers. Some had white roses dotting their eyes. Glancing at the sight of a small, familiar figure, he froze. Unconsciously, his lips quirked up into a smile. Sharp eyes watched the little person's every action.
Without any indication that he knew at all... The little man turned to the waiter and ordered ice cream. Before turning to sit with his chin on his back, he looked around the shop blankly.
Before I could think of anything else. Two legs carried the unconscious body into the store. I chose the edge of the shop. and order just a little something simple I looked around the shop before my eyes met that small figure again.. He hasn't changed at all. He has a cute and adorable demeanor when doing whatever he does. It matched those slender eyes and prominent nose so well.
His slender figure now looked slightly slimmer. I looked at him from head to toe. He really hasn't changed at all. The cute face that I love It's still like that now..
It wasn't long before the ice cream he ordered was served in front of the little man. He turned around and bowed to thank the staff.. He's always like this. He doesn't hold himself back and is also a very kind-hearted person..
A little man scoops ice cream into his mouth. before closing his eyes as the coldness of the ice cream shot up His lips murmured softly enough to understand that it was delicious. He smiled sweetly at the deliciousness of the dessert in front of him...damn it.. You're always cute like this..'Lee Jun Ho'
The little man scooped another bite of ice cream into his mouth before sucking the spoon like that. He rolled his eyes suspiciously before looking up.. Our eyes met. Ah.. What should I do? I was startled when the little man gave me a small smile.
It wasn't until I smiled back. Junho picked up his hand first. slender fingers move
Pinch on that phone before placing that phone on the table Keep your head down and eat the ice cream. Not long after, the sound of an incoming message notification from my phone rang, my eyebrows furrowed together in curiosity. Before his face unconsciously broke into a smile when he read that message..
'Come alone..umm I came alone..shall we sit together?'
I called the waiter to collect money from my table and Junho's table. When finished, I walked to his table. before asking him again to be sure.
“Can I sit?” Junho didn't answer, only raised his head to give me a slight smile. I smiled back at him before sitting down in the seat across from him.
“Did you..come alone, Junho?”
“Ah.. Um, I came alone.”
The little man answered before always looking away as if he was still nervous about having to sit and talk with me. The two of us sat and talked for a while, then I invited the little guy to go for a walk together..
“Uh.. Junho, do you have anything else to do?” he asked to be sure. Because normally this little person doesn't like to stay at home much. When I'm on holiday or when I have free time, I have to make an appointment with that person and ask this person to take me on a trip..
“Ummm, today…”
“I'm busy...”
"Relax, I'm just kidding. Queek."
The little man answered in a clear voice, scooping ice cream into his mouth again and again. When I accidentally looked at that beautiful face, old memories of what I had done with this little person continuously flowed into my brain. His cute face was now focused on the ice cream in front of him, not realizing that his mouth was now covered in ice cream..
Should I act like a hero and clean his mouth?
But the body always moves faster than the brain. My hand slowly reached out to wipe the corner of the little man's mouth, not gently. From the looks of it, he was quite confused. But he just sat still and let me continue wiping. I turned my attention away from Junho's mouth and returned to my normal seat.
“Uh.. Hey, where are you taking me?”
“Um, Junho, where do you want to go…”
“Let's go to the same place.”
Junho said his eyes were clear, but he didn't know that those words made my heart beat like a drum. The little person's words made me feel like I was back in my happy time with him again.. Oh, I enjoyed three lifetimes.
"I'll take it."
“Yay! Chansung-ah, why are you dragging your feet? The sound is deafening!!!”
All the way to the park that is a regular place for me and Junho. The little man shouted tirelessly. Some mouths muttered and complained to me all the way. Until we walked to the seating area inside the park..
This place holds many memories for me. All day happy The first day I asked him to date me. The day we kissed for the first time Or mother until the day we broke up..
“What are you doing standing there like this? Isn't that stupid bear sitting down?"
“Sit.”
I sat down next to Junho. Before silence enveloped both of us It wasn't an awkward silence like other couples who break up and rarely stay together. On the contrary, it was a strangely heartwarming silence.. It's probably because the person next to me is Junho. That's why I felt so at ease.
“Uh..”
"Uh.." We both said at the same time.
“You said it first,” I said.
“Are you still working at the same place, Chan?”
“It's the same place. I don't change easily. The money is good close to home, too.”
“That's it..”
Junho spoke and then fell silent. The little man lowered his head until his chin was almost touching his chest before he looked up and gave a sweet smile. Along with saying a sentence that made my heart flutter for the millionth time that day..
“I still work at the same place. Still living in the same house.. And I'll always be your old Junho. Hwang Chansung..”
Smiling cheeks, dear one...