Introduction

It's time for you to do something.

Before anything gets too late..

Khemisara took a deep breath into her lungs..

What exactly is she thinking of doing?

This is Wright's first novel..it may not be very fun..but please read it. Comment as you wish.

Building, building, building!! The sound of the footsteps of two people chasing each other in succession, in a way that no one would give in to anyone!!

"Belle!! Stop right here!!" A small, clear voice yelled out from time to time..

Shit!! What will stop this!! The person who was called thought in his heart. And the small figure kept walking!!

"Belle, why did you tell me to stop? Didn't you hear me?!" I heard it, but who was going to stop it!!

People are coming to terms with it..why are they running after each other!!

"You really won't stop, right?!! After his words, the pursuers' footsteps stopped. I must be tired.

Belle thought to herself, a small smile playing triumphantly on her lips. But I didn't know that there was a person behind me.

Now! I bent down and took off my beautiful pair of high heels, threw them off without any care, and added a bag over my shoulder.

Expensive, then lunged forward quickly and forcefully!! In less than a minute, he grabbed his fist and grabbed him by the collar of his shirt.

Behind the back of..Khemi!! You will definitely die!! (hahaha Wright is secretly satisfied!)

"Scream!" Belle shrieked in utter shock!!.."Heh heh heh" the person behind her laughed cruelly!!

(Write it, I'll scalp your head!!) "P'Fonbell, I'm sorry," poor Kemi cried out, begging for her life..

There's no response..I'm going to die!!" What the hell are you two doing? Finished recording the show, it was brutal. It's so fun.

Where will the service go? " Top taps Aswin for Nong Bell, but only for a moment.. which Bell thinks will survive!!

"Who Ser Vis" the sound of the rain roaring!! Now it's Top Tab's face.

OoO"..

And this is Belle's face.

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My hands gripped the collar of Belle's shirt tightly!! It was tight enough to keep Belle from squirming.

I yanked Bell's arm to turn her towards me. Right now I didn't care about the dozens of pairs of eyes of the officers.

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How to look at things..I have to deal with the younger person in front of me first..

I stared at Belle for a moment before I opened my mouth to say anything. Observe the expression on the good sister's face.

It is clear that now her beautiful, clear face has become noticeably pale. Beads of sweat were all over his face, sharp and sharp.

Could take my eyes off even just once every time I looked..I was as if mesmerized by those sharp eyes.

And it's my weak point, and now the owner of those beautiful eyes is blinking..looking at me like

With the kid who did something wrong and got caught.."Belle!!" I called out to the younger one in a stern voice..Belle flinched a little.

Before asking what he wanted to know, "Bell, what's wrong these three or four days? Why have you been avoiding me for the past three or four days? Why is there something wrong?"

Why don't you tell me?!! With other people! Such a negotiator!!" I loudly shouted at Belle with anger and feelings of hurt!!

Belle, what exactly is wrong with you..why do you have to hide from each other? As soon as the work is finished, hurry and leave immediately.

How many days has it been like this? How can someone like me be an elder like you?!!

I stood still when I encountered a question that I didn't want to answer from the beautiful sister's mouth.. I turned left and right, looking for help.

And then Father Aswin2s Walking smoothly Plus two thumbs up..cheez! Thank you!! I glanced at the person in front of me.

Be brave, be afraid. Brother Fon held both of my arms tightly. Thin lips tightly pressed together Some eyebrows knit together, waiting to listen.

The answer, how should I begin, Brother Fon!!" is It's me.." That's all I was able to say.. just as a clear, familiar voice interrupted me.

"Oh Belle, have you been waiting for long?" Praewa..When did I tell you that I would wait for you? I could only think confusedly. "Oh!!"

It's raining softly.

P'Fon released his hand from my arm..I survived, right? Thank you Praewa for coming in time for me.

Praewa turned and smiled at P'Fon once..and then used her small arm to put it under mine. I slowly glanced at P'Fon.

That's it!! Eyes like this.. P'Fon stares at Praewa without blinking. It's like I'm in the middle of a battlefield.

The arm hair is strangled up, viewers. Before the situation gets worse “Let's go, Bell. I'm hungry.

Bye, P'Fon" Praewa Turned around to say goodbye to P'Fon and raised his eyebrows at his beautiful sister one more time.. How brave of you!!

When I finished saying goodbye to P'Fon, he half-pulled me out of there immediately..I still hadn't even gotten a word to say goodbye to P'Fon.

I turned around and looked at P'Fon. P'Fon bent down to put on the shoes that he had thrown off while chasing me..I could only see P'Fon's side.

But eh!! What is that??..Tears!! Brother Fon, the person I love, is crying?.."You have to be strong-minded, Belle," Praewa called out.

Return me to consciousness..yes, just a little more. Belle, you have to be strong..no matter how painful it is..how much suffering..you have to do it.

For the person you love P'Fonbell, I'm sorry I can't hug you again. I really want you to know all of this. Just for you.

I turned and walked out with tears in my eyes. There was only Praewa's little hand holding my hand in comfort.

"You did your best, Belle," Praewa said softly to me.

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Add..bang!

I slowly dragged my legs, which were nearly exhausted, into the bedroom. Where there used to be a mischievous little child. Regularly staying over

Belle!! "I miss you. Huh. I miss you so much." Belle Praewa is dating or not? I sat down on the soft bed.

Let the clear water flow from your burning eyes. Mixed with the nostalgia that is surging What happened? What did you do wrong?

I couldn't stop the tears that were so painful, so painful. The picture of the two of them being so intimate. Since when was that size?

My heart is shaking now. Pain and fatigue, not even having the strength to balance and sit. I lay down like a person

Exhausted, let your heart take control. Clear water drops flowed out.

The place where I used to stand has been replaced by someone else. Who is that who isn't me? I'm no longer important to you.

"Belle, why are you so mean to me?"

I reached out to pick up the phone. Little hope that she would call. Slump! I let go.

I left my iPhone next to me. Sorry, Mark. I don't want to talk right now.

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I raise my glass of wine. He held it in his hand and drank it all in one go. I just want to forget

Your face, just for a fraction of a minute, is still good..

"Belle, I think you've had too much to drink!!" Praewa scolded me softly.

“Prae, have you ever loved anyone like this? Love someone who already owns them!!

It really hurts!! It hurts here!! This is right here!!"

I hit my left breast with my hand. Praewa held my hand tightly!!

"Belle, I know you're hurt. But what use is it? When he has

His people live like that. Come on, it's the only way out.

Both you and P'Fon are good." I nodded and put my head on Praewa's shoulder.

let the tears Help soothe my heart..

“You're really drunk, Belle. Tonight, you're going to sleep. It's my condo."

I nodded like a person who was exhausted..it felt both exhausted and exhausted. Praewa slowly

Support me to stand up And take me out of here..but when I arrived at the door

Exit..."Oh, Belle, Praewa, are you coming to travel?!" P'Kao, P'Fon's close friend.

Brother Kao stared at me. that was supported by Praewa I tried to stand up straight...

"Who are you traveling with?" I asked Brother Kao. Brother Kao still stared at my face.

"I'm coming with my friends. Belle, Fon is crying!! I called to find Fon, but Fon kept crying.

Just saying the word Belle has changed!! Is this the reason that makes the rain cry?

I'm going to die!!" Brother Kao Chai looked at Praewa. I hold Praewa's hand tightly!!

"Yes..Belle and Praewa are dating!!" I lied to Brother Kao to show him.

There is weight..it hurts all at once and it will be over!!

"Then we'll excuse ourselves first, P'Kao." Praewa said goodbye to P'Kao and led me out.

I grip my cell phone tightly. Belle is dating Praewa!! Kao's words ringing in my ears.

I raised my hand to wipe away tears. Called and didn't answer. Called at home and said he hasn't returned yet!!

In fact, I'm going to have a sweet time!! With Praewa!! We will see each other well!! I stood up.

From the bed, grabbed the car keys and walked straight out of the room!! .......

I parked the car in front of Praewa's condo.. I walked and stopped in front of the elevator.

Walking into the empty elevator on the 19th floor...

Crack..the elevator door opened. I walked out quickly..

.Bing Pong..Bing Pong.....Gak!!..The door opened.

"P'Fon!!"...I stared at Praewan's face. Praewa in a robe!!

"Belle!!" I suppressed my emotions. Ask Praewa. Dee dee!!

"Brother Fon, please go back. Prae will take care of Belle herself!!” I clenched my jaw.

Before pushing Praewa Hurry and walk quickly. straight to the bedroom

Inside...Hold on!! Praewa pulled my arm..

"P'Fon!! Prae begs you to let Bell go. Don't do this again.

Belle is so hurt that I don't know how to hurt anymore!!" I turned to look at Praewa with tears in my eyes.

"And you're not hurt!! Or what?!" I pushed Prae away!! and opened the door to the room.

Then immediately closed the lock!!..I looked at the bed. Saw Belle's thin body

clothes taken off Only underwear left On the table next to the bed, there is a cloth and

A container of water...I immediately walked towards Belle..Belle's face was clear.

"P'Fon, Bell, I love P'Fon." Belle closed her eyes still. Delirium comes out with clear water droplets.

I looked down at Belle's sweet face. Slowly, he used his hand to wipe away Belle's tears.

But my tears fell and fell, falling onto Belle's face, drop after drop.

My feelings are not at all different from Belle's. I don't love Belle any less.

More than that person, or maybe even more. How much suffering it is, who knows?

Love that tries to prevent feelings from loving. Love even though you know it's wrong. But I'm stubborn.

To love, I can't choose anyone not because of selfishness. But Mark didn't.

I've done something wrong, but I'll let you get over this person. I really can't accept it!!.

.I gently put the tip of my nose down on the clear cheek. whispering in Belle's ear

"Know that I love Belle very much." I moved my lips and pressed a soft kiss to Belle's mouth, my tongue soft.

Mine can feel the bitterness of the liquor!! Belle's breath was heavy.

Goes with the smell of alcohol. But that made me not want to break the kiss.

It makes me want to kiss like this for a long time...

"P'Fon!! Please open the door for Prae."..I pulled the kiss from Belle's mouth.

Get up and pick up the cloth in the container. Gently drying Bell's body until he was finished, supporting himself.

Belle got up and put on Belle's clothes as before. Praewa!! I won't let you.

Definitely seize the opportunity!! I walked out and opened the door for Praewa..

"P'Fon, stop messing with Belle. If P'Fon keeps doing this, only people will get hurt!!"

"Including yourself, Sinaprae!! I love Belle. I'm not willing to give Belle to her.

I'll stay here and wait until Bell. You'll regain your senses. You and Belle have something to talk about. She probably will.

I understand that it's a matter of two people!!" Praewa stared at me blankly.

"P'Fon, aren't you a little selfish?" I was selfish. I smiled at Praewa.

"I'm willing to be selfish because I love Belle. I agree to stay in pain.

But I won't give up on Belle." I'm the one who accepts this kind of thing.

Selfish, whatever will happen will happen, even though one day I may not have anything left.

Whoever it is, I have prepared myself to accept the truth...

Whose voice is talking? Hmm, my head hurts. I tried to open my eyelids.

It's heavy to open your eyes. The light of my pupils made me squint.

Eyelids avoid light See a picture of two people vaguely talking?

What are you arguing about?

"P'Fon, you should use reason more than feelings!!" Praewa's voice

Say P'Fon's name!! My heart fluttered and I closed my eyes. It must have been just a dream!!

“Belle is your reason, not just your feelings as you understand.

Belle is important to me both in work and in real life.

What will you do? She will answer your question.

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and her feelings

What do you say?!" I'm just worried about my reputation and work. I'm still here.

Close your eyes and continue to sleep, not wanting to open your eyes and wake up to know.

The truth is so painful, clear water flows from both eyes.

“Prae understands you, but you should separate work and feelings.

Let's make it clear, you might actually have no feelings for Belle at all.

Yes, if it were like that, Bell would have an easier time. I would too.

I finally found out for myself whether I really had feelings for Belle or if it was just me.

Illusion. You'd better go and ask yourself first, P'Fon!!"

"You listen clearly again, Praewa. I love Belle.

It's not a service, it's my real feeling."

P'Fon really loves Belle. I'm still listening quietly.

"And if Brother Mark found out about it, what would you do?" Yes, what would you do?

"I will tell him directly that I love Belle."

"And Brother Mark, will he accept it or not? It's easy for me to say."

Praewa started loudly at P'Fon who stood silent for a moment.

"I accept being labeled as a selfish person!!

But I won't lose Belle!!" before the story

It's going to escalate and I have to do something!!

"P'Fon, that's enough. I'll go back before Bell begs me."

I slowly lifted myself up and sat up. P'Fon and Praewa

Hurry, come straight at me. P'Fon and Praewa help support it.

Let me sit and lean on the head of the bed. My head feels heavy right now.

Take a rock and put it in place of your brain. I look at the sad face

P'Fon's, do you know that when you make a face like this it makes my heart?

It's already missing...

"Belle, do you really want me to leave Belle's life? Why? Why?"

Belle is mean to you like this. Why did Belle come to make you love Belle!!"

P'Fon held my arm tightly, tears flowing in P'Fon's streams.

It made me ache all over. I want to hug P'Fon.

My heart is almost broken, but tonight I have to end things between me and P'Fon.

Before anything gets too late...

"P'Fon, Bell, I want this matter between the two of us to end."

I spoke through tears. Praewa hugged me tightly. Phi Fon shook her head back and forth.

Then he reached out and held my face and leaned in until it was stuck.

My face, Phi Fon softly kissed my eyes before saying the words

I almost stopped breathing...

“My heart is with Belle. Don't cry again, let me cry.

One person is enough. Take good care of yourself. Goodbye."

I sit numb Watching P'Fon slowly walk away..until he was out of sight.

My body was shaking until Praewa had to hold me tight. sobbing

Why is it this much suffering? I let out a shout without shame.

. Is this a regret? I don't want to breathe anymore!!

Hee hee hee hee hee hee...

Sananthachat Chuam..

Eek!!..I parked on the shoulder of the road.

I stared at the road with only lights on the way.

and darkness, eyes misty from overflowing water

I want it to be just a bad dream. Isn't it true?

I facepalmed against the steering wheel.

Hey, hey, hey, I'm crying like this.

So much suffering What will I do tomorrow?

The next day, what will I do?

"Belle, what should I do?!" I moaned to myself.

How can I give up? Still close at hand

But it seems so far away, how long will it be?

Before I could come to terms with the truth!!

The limbs were so exhausted that they had no strength to continue driving.

The first time..that we met I remember the smile

Very sincere, big, clear, innocent eyes

"It's raining, Nong Belle. I'll give it to my younger sibling, who just arrived.

Organize a program with rain on the first day Don't tease me.

A lot, Fon." The staff member introduced Belle to me.

Belle gave me a wide smile.

"Hello, P'Fon." Bell raised her hand to greet me.

"Yes, if there's anything you don't understand, you can ask me."

I smiled at my wide-eyed sister who looked at me and didn't want to.

Take your eyes off those eyes.

"P'Fon is so beautiful. Belle likes it."

Belle's eyes that looked at me on the first day and compliments

It made my heart flutter in a strange way.

"What's wrong with P'Fon? Your face is red. Are you embarrassed by Belle?"

Belle held her face forward until it was almost in my face.

Ready to give me a cheeky smile...

"No, no," I accepted at that time.

I've secretly liked this kid since the first day we met.

Never thought that today I would be in this much pain.

I still think about the old times where it was just me and Belle.

New Year's Eve at the building

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A party was held to celebrate the end.

Old year welcomes new year It was the first time Belle kissed me.

And I willingly let Belle kiss me..

I dodged the chaos of the drinkers who had started.

He made a loud noise while standing and talking on the phone with someone far away.

Foreign address I hung up the phone from Mark.

Look up at the sky and think about nothing.

"Ee! Actually, I secretly came to talk on the phone with my girlfriend right here."

Belle stuck out her cheeky face to mock me.

"Oh, it's just a little bit. But Belle, are you still drunk?"

How could I not ask? The smell was overwhelming. I must have drank a lot.

"Just a little dizzy," Bell replied without looking at me.

I pretended to put my face closer to Belle who was only looking at the sky.

"I want to be the sky," I whispered in Belle's ear.

"Why?" Belle asked, smiling.

I accidentally stared at Belle's lips as my words slipped away.

"So beautiful" in a trance that I wasn't expecting Bell suddenly moves.

His face came down until it was next to mine and he bit my lip gently.

I opened my mouth to receive Belle's soft kiss. Our soft tongues

Searching for each other's sweetness It was Belle who slowly

Breaking the kiss, keeping my head still, I reached out and cupped Belle's cheek.

"For the first kiss, you're really tense. You want to practice kissing, but they won't tell you so you can prepare in time."

I didn't want Belle to think too much, so I tried to reassure her.

"P'Fon, aren't you angry at Belle?" I can't imagine how Belle feels.

"Why are you angry? It's just a joke, isn't it, Belle?" Belle smiled, a look of sadness in Belle's eyes.

Obviously, I must have said something wrong, so what should I do here!!

"So if Belle kisses P'Fon again, will P'Fon be angry at Belle?" Ha!!

I looked at Belle's face, stunned by Bell's words.

What could I say? Belle's little hands held my face.

mine and bent down to put his mouth on mine again, but this time

Different than the first time, the kiss was heavy and the breath was strong.

Bell's things make my feelings go wild, I use two

His arms wrapped around Belle's neck for I don't know how long until

Boom!! The sound that came with the lights twinkling in the sky, me and

Belle broke the kiss and looked at each other. I leaned down on Belle's neck.

Whispering softly in Belle's ear...

"I like Belle.

happy new year

Yes"

"Belle likes P'Fon more.

happy new year

Please.

Bell's Phi Fon: "I remember the two of us hugging each other tightly.

and very tight, not paying attention to the beauty of the sky

Decorated with blossoms that spread all over the sky.

We both stared into each other's eyes and that was the point.

The beginning of my painful love with Belle.

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Sigh!! I sighed before walking out of the elevator.

How can I not let myself sigh? Today I have to arrange it.

Program with P'Fon! Will I be able to accept it?

After that night, P'Fon and I didn't see each other.

Together again for almost a week. I don't know either.

P'Fon, how are you? But for me it still hurts.

I cringe every time I think of it. Yes, I miss P'Fon very much.

"Little Belle, little Belle has arrived." Fan fans

Dozens of people flocked to me, some asking to take pictures.

Some people gave me bags of snacks and souvenirs.

"This one is Belle's and this one is for Fon as well."

I raised my hands to thank the elders for being kind to me and

P'Fon, hey!! And what am I going to do if

Having to face P'Fon..what should I do? Oh! Clean!

"Ouch, Fonsanan has walked over there." I'm prosperous

Eyes follow the hand of the fan club that points to..Tuktak!

Shock! My heart is pounding! My breathing is labored.

I can't breathe. Damn it, what should I do?

When a small white woman with light brown hair wears glasses

A black eyed person holding a Starbucks coffee mug is walking along.

Getting closer and closer Kuk!! Brother Fon walked in and stopped to stand next to him.

Me, I pretended to bow my head and sign my name to all the people.

Fans didn't know and didn't point out until P'Fon nudged me.

"Quick Selfie Belle123" Kiss!!

Scream!! There's a kiss too. It's so cute!!"

Fans' voices were satisfied with their performance.

P'Fon's service I know you're already talented, my Fon.

P'Fon took many selfies with me in many poses as requested.

Crying for things

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Here, P'Fon and P'Bow gave it to you." I sent a bag of stuff.

A message from P'Fan's fan club to P'Fon after the two of us cried.

Saying goodbye to the fan group to walk into the recording room..

"Thank you." P'Fon took the souvenir bag from my hand.

Why is my face so pale today? My abscess is some pink today.

There are some cracks in the mouth. Under dark glasses

What are you hiding? The two of us sat down in front of each other.

A large mirror to wait for the team to do makeup for you.

P'Fon slowly took off his big dark glasses. Gulp!!

I swallowed hard and my heart ached.

P'Fon's small eyes were swollen and the edges were bruised, like

Been through crying a lot!! My eyes began to flutter.

It was hot when P'Fon used the handkerchief I bought for him.

When we went to Japan together, I pressed gently on my eyes!!

I held P'Fon's wrist. P'Fon turned to look at me.

with sad eyes I pulled the cloth out of P'Fon's hands.

Then gently press the cloth onto the lower eyelid. Paste!

Drops of clear water hit my hand.

P'Fon's has completely broken through the walls in my heart.

I pulled Brother Fon into a tight hug. I can't take it anymore.

I can't let P'Fon continue like this. My tears.

Flowing down both cheeks...

"P'Fon, let's go back to loving each other like before. What?

Will happen, Bell is willing to accept the consequences, just for now.

P'Fon, don't cry because of Belle again!!" P'Fon hugged.

I was so tight and let out a whoop!...

Really, Belle, Belle won't chase you away from Belle again."

P'Fon said in a sobbing voice.

“All that Bell has done is for P'Fon Bell.

I don't want P'Fon to suffer later." P'Fon touched my face.

Lift your head up and look me in the eye, still with tears streaming down your cheeks.

The two of us are like a symbol of love.

"I'd rather stay in pain, just have Bell by my side than.

I have to force my heart to stop loving Belle. I really can't."

I smiled at P'Fon through tears. When you can accept love in a painful way

"Yes, Belle. I will be happy with P'Fon because of Belle.

I can't resist forcing myself to love P'Fon either."

P'Fon and I slowly moved towards each other. We sat down.

A soft kiss that's tainted with the tears that we let go

Flowing, I want to stop time right here, when my heart

Two souls bound together by the rope of pain.

by death It would be difficult to peel or separate it.

We can leave each other....

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