-Question of love-

What is love?

Is it necessary to have that..?

And what if I don't have it..?

What if I don't want to accept it..?

People can't lack love, can they..?

Having love, what does it feel like..?

What if I hate this 'love'..?

-Answer of love-

do not know..

Just one time..

I'd probably be bored to watch it..

It might be painful..

Yes..maybe

Being with the person we love must be happy..

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- TEAR -

Part 1

Red face (?)

Oh!! What is this? Why do all the friends in the gang suddenly have girlfriends?

ToT

What is happening here? So why is it only me who is this stupid? Don't just say people are your boyfriend. It's still rare to flirt with someone in five hundred years. So what should I do? It's not anything. I'm jealous. I'm jealous.

ToT

I muttered as I opened it to see the romantic status of female friends in the same gang. Huh! It's really fast like this. Regarding studies, do I put in this kind of effort? Answer!!! I'm so annoyed. Actually, I don't want to rush into anything. Things like this.. Heh, but when I see people around me who have it, I want this, oh..

Ring... Ring... !!!

“Hello..” I hurriedly answered the phone as soon as it sounded when I saw the name that appeared as 'Prae', my close friend since middle school.

'Hello..are you enjoying it?'

“No, maybe 'Tara' -_-” I angrily insulted his girlfriend's name. Are you crazy? Why do you have to ask me who it is? That's tough.

'Oh, I just asked about manners. It's very interesting. Oh, I know you're bored, right? Let's go hang out, haha.' It was the first time Prae had called to take me on a trip. Normally it tells a story about the spear's heel. I don't know what. Scream..Prim.

"Okay, where, when, what day?" I quickly accepted his invitation with a smile on the other end of the line.

'Same place.. exactly noon tomorrow. Hurry up and come here. That's all for now. I'm going to study. Bye.'

Tee...

Ah.... is there anything happier than this? Life during the high school break is so.. very happy. Going around, what should I wear? Hmm... Having said that, I don't go shopping for these things much -_- T-shirts and pants. Go jeans!!!

The next day..

So I hurriedly woke up. Finished taking care of business, so I hurried out of the house at 9 a.m. Will I come out too early? Why not find something to eat first? While I was walking to various shops I've seen quite a few young couples. Don't let Mom have some or she'll be clingy!! Che..

“Fucking fun!! Hey!!” Whose voice is that?

“Huh..huh hey! "Sassy water," so I quickly turned around and followed the voice calling. At the same time, I saw the figure of a dark-skinned woman, about five centimeters taller than me, running towards me.

"They have an appointment at noon. Why are you in such a hurry?" Oh, that's right. He's from another province, so he's staying in the dormitory. It's not unusual to come across one without an appointment because it often wanders around the province.

“Oh, I'm going to get something to eat. And who are you here with? Another fling.” I answered in the last paragraph of the sentence, so I slowly spoke in a low, knowing voice. Haha. Even though it's a bit black, don't look down on it. My boyfriend is bigger than me.

"Are you crazy? -///- What the fuck is wrong with this? I don't have any. Oh, well, let's go back to the dorm and take a shower first. If you're finished, you can go to bed and pass the time at my dorm. Let's go first.” He quickly answered to relieve his embarrassment and then walked back to the dorm.

Kill..time..?

Knock knock..

I'm definitely going to have to 'kill time' at the dorm. Where should I hide in the hot weather? I need a friend's dormitory. Turn on the air conditioning comfortably....not in the mood to go anywhere...

“I guess you have to come, hahaha.” Ai Nam laughed loudly as soon as he opened the door and saw me standing there awkwardly.

"Ugh...please let me sleep..." So I didn't care and immediately went straight to his soft bed.

"Come on.." he said as he sat down to wipe his newly washed hair.

“......” Right now my head is completely empty..

“Are those people coming yet?” Nam asked as he turned his back on me.

“I don't know..” So I flipped over to face it.. revealing a red mark.

"What's wrong with you? Is your face red and hot?" That's it, friend. If anyone in the group has something uncomfortable, they are usually worried..

"....." But I couldn't say anything.

“Tell me, I'm your friend. If you don't tell me, then who will you tell?" Nam slowly walked over and sat down on the bed next to where I was lying.

"I... Huh. I'm stupid. I'm stupid. Huh.." I can't take it. I don't have any more patience.

“Shit!! Please take it easy. What do you have to tell me..” The water creature saw me let out a yelp, causing him to be so startled that he had to grab me and make me sit up.

“Huh..oh.. That damn 'Vam' boyfriend came and slapped me." This is why I... blushing

- TEAR -

Part 2

tear

12 : 14 @Lula House Shop

jingle...

As soon as the bell in front of the store rang, it made us aware that there was a new customer walking in.. So it made me turn around and see that it was two of my best friends walking towards my table where water and Prae were sitting. That's it.

"Hey.. you're late." The conversation started with water.. Surely I'm not in the mood to talk right now?

“Just a little bit...I went to a flower shop to meet a friend and chatted for a long time,” 'Im' replied as he picked up the shop's menu and read it.

"Who said it was to seduce the guy who came into the shop? Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha" said 'Nano' who had just arrived together. Until making Im lose his form

“But I talked to my friends.. We haven't seen each other in a long time, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

"Oh.. I'm enjoying sitting quietly and being a complete lady. -_-" You'll have to say that I'm like this, Sasprae.

“Just a little..” I replied lazily. Before receiving my favorite young coconut cake from the waiter.

"....." I guess I'm probably keeping a serious face. Make these bastards quiet.. I lowered my head and ate the cake without paying attention to my surroundings. When I thought about the events of a few hours ago, I felt a strange sensation. Hmm...I can sense that my four close friends are discussing my mood today -_- I mean, I don't know. They're talking about me.

“Why?” Starting the question with the gang's arrogant Im.

"Oh, I've seen it since I was born," Ai Prae added.

“You told me yourself…” I immediately threw all the questions to the person sitting next to me. Until three other eyes stared at it.

"I'm enjoying being slapped by Vam's girlfriend.." Nam said in a soft, slightly hushed voice. I was afraid that the next table would hear.

"....." Everything was quiet. No one said anything since then.. Yes, these guys probably know who I love. And how long have you loved him? Even if hope is very faint.. But why do you do this?

"Vam's girlfriend.. who is it?" Nano said amidst the silence of the conversation.

"I don't know.. Do you remember his face?” he asked, shooting a question at me.

“I know he's a vampire boyfriend..but I'm not close to anything.. Suddenly he walked over and slapped me. What are you going to do for him? I'm just still here. What's going on?!” Unable to bear it, I blurted it out.. Cold water began to flow from my eyes. Feeling the strange feeling of resentment from the bottom of my heart.

“But I think I know..whose boyfriend is this?”

“Who is it?” The eyes of me and the other three looked towards Im who was sternly shoveling cake into his mouth.

“It's my friend..damn. I told you to go talk to me at the flower shop..”

“But..it also asked us. Do you know Ai Ploen?" Ai Nawa added.

“Then what do you answer, Im?” Ai Prae heard this and was curious so he asked.

“I said I know.. Why are we so close? He answered no..I saw him as cute. So I'm not impressed with anything?"

"Oh, she's clearly evil. She acts innocent, I think." That sentence is what I'm trying to say -.-

“What do you want me to do next?” Aim turned to ask in my direction.

“If it's not settled, who's going to accept it? I'm not taking it back, just asking. Do you have his phone number?” If you can fight at that time, that's good. But it brought them here too.

“Okay.. I'll call you.” With that, the phone was handed to me.

“Im.. what's that guy's name?” I hurriedly asked his name before he answered the phone.

“Mind.. don't get too emotional.. calm down"

“Uh..” I replied honestly. But my mind was focused on the person on the other end of the phone who was calling.

Toot.. Toot...

'Hello..' I received it! Mom will take it hard.

“Lo, was it you who slapped me this morning? ” Let me ask as well.

'.....'quiet.. Huh! Hit and bounce? What the hell!!

“Will you be quiet for hell? I told you to answer. Damn you, why do we know each other? Ha, Mind!!!” I can't bear it anymore. Let it go with all your might.

“Shit, what fun? You told me to calm down. “Dammit, don't interrupt me yet!

'Enjoy?' This voice..

"Oh, it's me who answered the question, Mind!!" I apologize for being rude by changing my pronouns, but I really can't take it anymore.

'Ha, Mind slapped you, hey, when? When?' Who?

“Uh, who is it? Oh...are you Mind's male friend? Errumku, you guys got a lot of dogs.” I said that already. Why do you want to slap me?

'Hey, where are you? I'll go find you. It's me..not a friend..'

“Lula Shop, bring the guys over so you can meet me!!!” Before the mysterious person on the other end of the line could finish speaking, I cut off the call and hung up. Huh!! Well then come on. This group of dogs?

“What do you say?”

“I made an appointment for him to come here,” I answered the waterman's question in a dismissive manner. Because right now I'm in a very hot mood.

“Fuck, what do I do now?”

“What are you afraid of? Many people like this don't dare.. Besides, I really don't want to slap you. Where is Qutab? Slapped for stealing from a man, oh, you're retarded."

"Oh, have you talked to Vam yet?" Asked, did that hurt my heart, Prae?

“Fuck you!!!!!!!” Now anger took over. I don't have the wisdom to stay calm. Why is life like this?

"But the person I talked to just now isn't Mind."

"Oh, sass - - why don't you ask to know about it?"

“I don't know, but I don't know if he's a gay man,” I said as the parrot drank water to quench his thirst.

"Oh... I'm wrong. I'm right. Let me tell you. -_- "Im wants to die?

jingle...

Suddenly, my chat group fell silent when the new visitor was the person I most didn't want to meet.. The person I love the most... And probably hate it the most right now.

“Wam..” I said the name softly. Why did the owner of the name walk to my table?

“Hey, what's wrong with you? Mind, please slap me. I don't want to believe it.”

“Are you worried about your girlfriend? She's so cute and innocent and fragile. You don't have to worry, I'm fine ^^” I forced a smile.. I couldn't help it.

“Are you sure? Your cheeks are still red.” After saying that, he walked towards me.

"....." Vam slowly took his right hand and gently held the cheek that was hit by my palm.. What is this feeling? Why do you do this?

“Can you please stop doing this? You already have a boyfriend.” Nam Nam, who couldn't stand it, hurriedly leaned on a chair and slapped Wham's hand away.

“I....” Vam stood and stared for a moment before I couldn't take it anymore and had to walk out of the shop.

Even though the tears wouldn't stop.. Even though this warm feeling wants to hurt for a long time Even though I want to tell you my overwhelming feelings.. The tears won't stop flowing. Why? For how long have I been watching you from a distance? No matter how many people you have with you. I want to break up quickly.

Whatever you do, I want to do it too.. I want to be the person who stands beside you without having to go in and befriend you, but because you agree and want it. I want to go in and say hello like when I was a kid at the playground.. But now.. even looking at each other.. I..I can't do it! I hate it the most.. The tears that flow when you're sad really don't help anything...