Really Miss You
Sometimes thinking about it can make the mind go crazy.
Don't you believe it? Believe it or not. I've already been there. I miss that crazy kid until I almost die. My head is dizzy. Damn it, when will that kid come back to me?
Wait until the package is up.
Who said that they don't miss that old man?
I miss you too. Now I have come back to see him. But he doesn't know how to observe it himself, so he can't help it. Let me miss you until the sun goes away.
Khun Pack for a long time. Then I'll kiss you until you miss me!!!
Really Miss You
One day passed very quickly. It's so boring Being alone is really boring.
“Park Jimin!!! Come down and eat!!!"
Oh, let's just say I'm not alone. There is another beautiful Mrs. Park as well. But that's it, I'm still bored without that kid. My life has become twice as boring. Oh, it's been 5 years since that kid moved his family to Laos. moved to study there Damn it, there are people in Korea who don't want to study.
Going to study abroad, don't you know how much the people here miss you? But I probably won't know because of my feelings. No matter how I explain it, I can't explain it properly. No matter how I explain it, I'll never run out of words. Ahhh, I miss that perverted kid. He's about to die. Is it a good idea to follow Laos?
“Jimin!!!!! Will you eat the rice!!!!"
"Yes, I know." But there is always someone waiting to put an end to my dreams. Mrs. Park, it's not difficult to guess!
I immediately ran down to the dining table at the speed of light but was stopped 'suddenly'. The dining table that should have only had one mother's body but today there were two. And it's also a figure that I remember well. A body that has been missing for 5 years A body that has never returned to me for 5 years. The body I've been yearning for for 5 years. The body that I protect when we're close to each other Now that body
The figure I had been waiting for all along was now in front of me. came back to me Coming back together with me. Ah, isn't this the best?
“Hyung! Do you miss me? ^___^"
That smile, the smile I've been waiting for so long. came back to me Really came back to me
"Ja Jeon Jeon Jungkook!!"
"yes! It's me. Don't tell me that hyung has forgotten me."
Damn it, what should I do? Do you go in for a hug? Do you kiss on the cheek or something?
Hurry!
"Jungkook"
“Oh, hyung-ah, hyung, don't you miss me at all? I'm dying to miss you. I've been gone for 5 years, don't you miss me at all? 5 years of being alone I'm going crazy. You don't miss me. Don't you love me anymore? You cruel, cruel person!!"
Damn it, I wanted to die 10, 20 times, when this perverted child suddenly came and hugged me. Shouting that I don't love you or miss you. This kid really doesn't know anything. Is it a good idea to remember?!!
“Stop yelling,” I said, tightening my embrace. Hug baby Jungkook Before kissing all over that thick black hair That hair that is so familiar, so much to miss, that old shampoo scent that can make my heart melt. “I miss Jungkook very, very much. Don't be so hysterical that you don't miss me.
We played without leaving any time for him to interject. Come back, I hope we didn't bring back a young Laotian, right?" I said, burying my face in the thick, soft hair.
“Jimin, you rave about me every day, Jungkook.”
"Really?"
"Let's eat rice."
"Are you embarrassed? Kook, I really miss Jimin hyung..." Jungkook said before raising his eyes to look at me. It's like they intend to provoke each other.
"Jungkook, I miss this pair of hearts...." His slender hand lifted up to caress my eyelids.
"Jungkook, I miss your soft cheeks, hyung...." His hand moved down to touch my cheek.
"Jungkook, I miss those full lips too...." His white thumb lightly kicked the area of my lips.
"And...Jungkook.....was thinking about Jimin hyung's...chocolate too...."
'Eeek!'
A slender white hand slowly slid down and slipped into my oversized shirt. His white teeth clenched his lips. The eyes looking at me are so seductive, I'm going to die! Where did this child go hungry? To attack me without stopping like this
"Ham!! Mom is still sitting here with her head stuck out. Can't you see? Whatever you're doing, do it after you're done eating!!!"
"Yes!/Yes!"
Don't you think so? Eating with the people we love makes the food on the table 10 times more appetizing and delicious. But I believe that. Because now I'm happy So much so that I almost choked.
I can say that it's been a long time since I've been this close to Jungkook. For a long time my heart kept calling out to Jungkook, Jungkook, Jungkook, my younger brother who is only 2 years apart. A younger brother who is not a younger brother It had been quite a long time since that day. It's been a long time since I've known Jungkook. And for as long as I've loved Jungkook. Ever since I can remember, I've had this child beside me.
And when I started to learn about love, I chose that boy, Jeon Jungkook. I don't know why, but what I do know is that I love him, I'm jealous, I'm always worried about Jungkook. This feeling, the feeling that I know that I love Jungkook, started when I was 10 years old and my little one was 8 years old. Are you trying to say I'm precocious? Yes! I'm precocious, but this kid is cute and adorable. Who can resist?
And finally, I chose to express my feelings when I was confident that I was ready to protect and take better care of the little child. I was 15 years old and that was the first day it snowed. The atmosphere is very pleasant. I took Jungkook to walk through the snow at our favorite place, an amusement park. Jungkook likes amusement parks and I like Jungkook, so it's probably not strange that I chose to go there to an 'amusement park'.
Jungkook is growing up at 13 years old. Have fun with those toys. Without paying any attention to the meaning in my eyes. So I thought that if I continued like this, I definitely wouldn't tell Jeon Jungkook I loved him, so I decided to take him on the swing. The biggest swing in Seoul The swing that seniors at school like to use as a place to flirt with girls and ask them out on dates, I was about to do the same to the little boy in front of me.
A child who is not paying attention to me like usual, a child who is busy looking at the view all over Seoul. Has this kid ever had hair in his sight?
'Jungkook. I'm interested in hyung. Hyung, sit here.'
'Oh hyung! I think hyung isn't coming up anymore.'
'Yay!! This kid has never seen hyung in his sight, right!!!'
'Hyung, I don't want it. Don't make a fierce face at Jungkook. Hmm, do you understand?' That kid really made my heart flutter non-stop. He walked and sat next to me and even sat and pinched my nose. Damn it, I'm about to melt into vapor. 'Jungkook...' I grabbed Jungkook's slender hand. Before locking Jungkook's eyes to look only at me.
'yes?'
'Jungkook...hyung has something to tell you...'
'Yes, what is the matter?'
'It's uh...it's hyung..uh.'
'What is it, hyung? Hurry and speak.'
'is....'
'I like hyung!!!!'
'Ha!!!'
'I like hyung. I've liked it for a long time. I don't know when I like hyung. But, but, but, I like hyung, Kuk, Kuk....'
'keep!'
Shocked. All I can say is that I am very shocked. Suddenly the little boy next to me kissed me stubbornly. It wouldn't be called a kiss. Jungkook just put his mouth on mine. But the next scene, I handled it myself. She's such a tempting child, who can endure this?
I'm not a person anymore.
'Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!'
'Ha ha ha'
'Hyung, I'm going to starve, but I'm here.'
'Because it's us. So I can't resist.'
'crazy!'
'Are you embarrassed, are you?'
'Please, hyung, I just told you that I like you. Don't you think you'll say anything?'
'Hmmm...didn't you know about it just now? Or will you 'take it' again?
'Crazy hyung!!!'
'I love you, I love you, Jeon Jungkook.' I held the little man in my arms. It feels good, right? When we like someone and they like us too, that's really great. Damn, I have never been this happy before. It was like the whole world was air, like there were millions of butterflies flying around me, like there were all kinds of flowers giving off a romantic fragrance.
And another thing that is not only similar, but it is true, the little child in my arms 'Jeon Jungkook', the child that I will never let go anywhere. From now on, I will handcuff Jungkook and lock him in my hands. I will never let him go anywhere!
'Hyung...there's one more thing...to tell you.'
'What?' Jungkook buried his face in my chest, tightening his embrace as if he was afraid that I would disappear. This kid is really perverted.
'Well, Kuk, Kuk, Kuk has to go to study in Laos. I have to go....'
'Hm! It's good. I've seen you complain about wanting to go for a long time. But even if Jungkook goes Don't cheat on me. Even though we are far away, our hearts are close together. And in which year will you go, another 3 years, 4 years or 5 years?'
'Tomorrow, I'm leaving tomorrow.'
'Ha!! What? No, no, I won't let you go. Anyway, I won't let you go. Are you crazy or what? Tomorrow is too soon, isn't it? I don't want it. I won't let you go. I won't let you go. I don't want it. I don't want it.
'Kuk....have to go tomorrow...really, I'm sorry.'
'No, no, no, no matter what, I won't let you go. I won't let you go tomorrow. I can't go, I have to stay with you. We just started dating and I'm going to leave you already? I don't want it. I can't let you go. I don't want it. I really don't want it. I don't want it.
'I really can't go, I'm sorry.'
'Kook.... Really can't go???'
'Ah!... I really can't go. Let's go home. Kook has a special present for Jimin hyung. It's very special. It's the only one in the world. I'll give it to Jimin hyung as redemption, Jimin hyung.'
'Oh, all right'
Now, little Jungkook and I have returned home. Ah, Jungkook's departure to Laos was very sudden, wasn't it? What should I do? I can't bear it. I can't let Jungkook go far away from me. My younger sibling is even more adorable and annoying. What if something bad happens? No, I won't allow it. Anyway, I won't. No matter how you let Kuk go, you can't let him go.
Or should I follow along and go to study in Laos? Is it a good idea to move to live with Kukkuk or not? No, I won't. Mom won't allow me. What should I do? Do I drag my mom to Laos with me? Oh!! This idea is so cool. Bought 1 Doraemon and the portal through dimensions went through to Jungkook. Great!!! So talented, Park Jimin, so talented. Hehehehe.
'Hyung!! What's wrong?'
'oh! Hyung is looking for a way to keep Jungkook from going to Laos.'
'You can't, Jimin hyung. Anyway, I have to go. Is there no one home today?'
'Ah, yes, mother hasn't returned yet. How long will it be before I return? It's late.'
'Then good, let's go, hyung.'
With that, Jungkook immediately dragged me up to the second floor before heading towards my bedroom. I opened it and locked the room neatly. What exactly is this kid going to do? I was starting to get worried. Then my heart suddenly started pounding out of my chest. I hope I haven't had a heart attack since I was 15. We sat down at the foot of my bed. Jungkook's little hands still cling to mine.
Squeezing it tighter, as if afraid the hair would vanish into thin air. Jungkook, hyung, you're not going anywhere. You're the only one who's going to disappear. Hyung, I don't want you to go. Can't I go, Jungkook? Hyung must be heartbroken. Jungkook, are you really going? Don't you feel sorry for Hyung at all? You're so cruel!
'Where are you, little one? The only gift in the world.'
'Hyung...are you going to 'take it' now?' Ha! Focus on it, Jeon Jungkook.
'Yes, hyung will 'take it now'. Hyung will 'take it now'.
'Then...if you want to 'take it', close your eyes first.'
'Why...oh, okay.' I immediately closed my eyelids following Jungkook's command, feeling that Jungkook was about to get up and leave because the bed had bounced up. Not long after, I felt a slender hand grab my shoulder before kissing me again. I still closed my eyes but didn't fail to satisfy my desire, pressing a kiss down to the slender mouth. The heat was pounding until it felt like the little man's mouth was swollen, but Jungkook still didn't pull away. His hands slid down before unbuttoning my shirt. I was shocked by the little brother's rash action. I was about to open my eyelids, but the little brother placed his soft lips on my eyelids.
'Don't...open your eyes yet, Jimin hyung.' That sweet, seductive voice almost broke my consciousness. Is this kid really 13 years old? Acts like an 18 year old child Even if it looks a bit awkward, it just makes me crazy.
'Hyung...'
'Hmmm, what do we say?'
'I don't know how Hyung feels right now...'
'Going crazy, kid teases'
'I don't know if hyung likes it or not...'
'I want to eat more'
'I don't know if I'll be able to do this or not, hyung..'
'I want to eat already'
'I don't know if I'll like this gift or not....'
'I'm still going to ask.'
'Because if hyung doesn't like me....'
'I like it, I like it a lot, I like it the most'
'Then hyung, you can open your eyes now.'
'......Ah..' Right now I'm making a point. Damn it, what the hell was going on? Damn it, damn it, Park Jimin!!!!!!
'Oh, don't stare at me like that....'
'Hyung!!' At this moment, I don't care about the moon's face anymore. Who can endure this kid? He's flirting to the max like this. Damn it, who taught my child to be like this? Do you want to know what's driving me crazy like this? It's this brat. I don't know where he learned seduction. When I opened my eyes, I was startled by a white, naked body with only colored underwear left. It was white, so thin I could see a flashlight in it. Its body was as white as a girl's. I couldn't help but stare at it.
Seeing the figure in front of him with a blush on his cheeks made him lose consciousness. It made me want to crush this kid right away. Will I go to jail for child abuse?...Let's talk about it!
'Is this the only gift in the world I'm going to give you?'
'yes'
'My body?'
'yes'
'Heh heh..'
The thin body that was beneath me at first quickly turned around and lay on top of me. The small man's shirt had all the buttons open, clearly revealing my abdominal muscles.
'This mouth....belongs to me'
'This cheek... belongs to me'
'This nose... belongs to me'
'Ja Jungkook'
'This ear... belongs to me.'
'Oh, wait, wait.'
'This neck... belongs to me' Everywhere Jungkook drags his mouth, he leaves rose colored marks everywhere. Wait a minute! Is Jungkook about to attack me? No, I don't want it. A shirt that was completely unbuttoned was too much for little Jungkook. In just a moment, my shirt fell off my body.
'These two Chupa Kisses....are mine.'
'Ah...Ja Jungkook'
'These 6 chocolate bars....are mine'
'Here, let me take care of you.' I hurriedly turned him over so that his body was under mine again, but it was thrilling for another minute when Jungkook's body was on top of me again. This kid took all his strength from. Please tell me you're 13!
'Don't worry, hyung. Even though I'm 13 years old, my stuff is 18 already.'
'Hoy!!!!!'
'Even though I am a young child with little experience, But I've done a lot of homework.'
Finished speaking, Jungkook immediately took the Magnum ice cream and stuffed it into the envelope without any pre-emption. Therefore making.....
'Ahh!! Crazy kid!! Ahhh, hyung, it hurts.'
"Hyung, do you miss me?"
"Think about it. If you don't miss me, who will you miss?"
"Kuk is over there. I'm really lonely without Jimin hyung beside me. I'm really lonely."
"You don't have to beg. What else do you want?"
"Hyung really understands Kuk."
"Well, we're all alone here. Tell me, what do you want?"
"Well.....I want to put the Magnum in the envelope again."
"Hoy! I can't give it to you, hyung."
"Let's revive the past, hyung."
A love story that begins again A love chapter that began again with the longing and longing of both of them, making this love chapter very gentle, sweet, and filled with excitement. The senior man under his body is now 20 years old. Yes, he is already of legal age. But what about this little white guy who just turned 18? Park Jimin is in jail at gunpoint?
"Don't worry, hyung. No, hyung, I won't go to jail."
"Slowly, how do you know?" The younger one stopped his actions before falling down and kissing the white ear of the older one.
"Because I don't take away minors. But it's the minors who take away the elders!”
"crazy"
The moment Jeon Jungkook was about to finish the love chapter that he had been working on, his eyes suddenly caught sight of something different from what it should have been. Jungkook was silent for just a moment. Before continuing with your own love story But this time was different from before and the atmosphere was similar to Maku. The room where the air conditioner was turned on was cool, but now it was burning hot, as if there was a fire inside this room, the fire that happened with this love story and the fire of anger. I don't know how much time had passed since Jungkook's too-thin body injected liquid cheese into Jimin Jungkook's love canal, releasing it only once, unlike his older brother, who released it in an unknown number of times. How many times do you continue?
"Will you please help yourself? That many times." Someone lifted himself up and put on his clothes. That indifferent look was so frightening, but Park Jimin couldn't see it because of exhaustion and embarrassment at being directly asked by his younger sibling, the one he loved.
"What the hell are you asking of us?^////^"
"Huh."
Their conversation stopped. Jungkook finished taking care of himself. Only a body was left lying huddled under a blanket that hadn't been put on yet.
"Are you tired from being in there?"
"Eh! What did we say?”
"Did I say I was tired from being in there for about 2 hours..."
"reserve..."
"Is it breathing in your entire stomach when I look that way?"
"..." The older man's face turned pale.
“Are you uncomfortable in that closet!!!!!” Jungkook shouted loudly throughout the room. The elder under the blanket was startled. How do you know? How did Jungkook know!
"Will you come out yourself or will I rip your head out!!!"
“Jungkook, what the hell are you talking about?”
"I told you to come out!!!!!!!!"
The clothes door slowly opened. It appeared that a rather manly young man with honey-colored skin was wearing only boxers. As soon as the young man's figure stepped out of the closet door, The used condom immediately fell to the ground. Yes! Jungkook saw it from the beginning.
"bad!!!"
"Jungkook, you and Taehyung can't..."
“Stop lying to me. Why, hyung? Hyung, do you want it that much? Why didn't hyung wait for me like he promised? Why didn't hyung wait for me like I waited for hyung? Why? Why!!!"
“Listen hyung first, Jungkook.”
"Used condoms Pre-existing water stains Finishing quickly like someone with a lot of experience. What else do I have to listen to? If hyung still makes excuses, is that too harsh?”
“Jungkook, hee hee hee, hyung…”
“Hold those tears away. Because I hate I hate the tears of people who hurt me. I hate people who break promises. I hate them. I hate them!!"
Bang!!!
Jungkook walked away. This ending scene would have been beautiful if it weren't for the nemesis like 'Kim Taehyung!'
"Because I don't take away minors. But it's the youth that takes you away!” Just as I was about to lift myself up, I saw that thing first, that thing that broke my heart. 'Used condom' clipped to clothing door It's like someone dropped it but didn't know it was there. And that's if I thought Jimin hyung wanted to help himself and then forgot to throw it away, that would be fine, but with reality combined with people's nosy nature, it wouldn't work. It stopped there, and with the human mind always being nosy, I moved my eyes along the gap in the closet door and something I had never dreamed of was already in front of me.
A glimmer of light passed through the closet door and hit the light inside the room. It was definitely the eyes of a person who wasn't an animal. I choose not to immediately complain. I will 'do' the person under my body that I miss and long for to the fullest extent before causing the pain in that closet for fun.
But the truth is, the pain isn't going anywhere. It was still around me throughout the activity. I felt like my whole heart was breaking. I was about to lose the person I loved the most, right? Even though I hate Jimin hyung for treating me like this. But I can't deny that I still love Jimin hyung. I love Jimin hyung so much.
If I could turn back time
hair...
I..will definitely not go to Laos. If I could go back 5 years ago, I would never follow Yoongi Hyung to Laos. If it hurts me twice like this Yoongi-hyung, who I like, followed him to Laos, but in the end he was disappointed when Yoongi-hyung chose 'Namjoon' and not me. For 5 years I persevered but was unsuccessful. So I came back to find my other option 'Jimin hyung'.
But during the 5 years that have passed, things have changed. Our hearts are the same. Jimin hyung eats snacks with his best friend Taehyung.
And I'm a fool. Greedy idiot
Stupid bastard who got nothing!
"Oh my!!!!!!!!!"
"Yay!! The common area makes a lot of noise. Let's learn to be considerate of each other! It's a library, not a karaoke room!!"
....'Kim Seok Jin'.... the beautiful librarian.
Isn't it too late for me to start over?
.....again
Please give it to me.
There's still no time to correct the mistake. I'll come back and fix it at a later date.
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