{This picture was drawn by me myself :) It's not related to the content. }
When the story between the two of them Marco and Jan ended Jan always lay there staring at the sky to remember her loved ones. Jan always thought that if he were together with Margo...he wouldn't have died...he always felt guilty about his mistakes, whether in unbelievable moments like...
Even arguing with Elaine...he knew this was crazy. But he really couldn't control himself. Since Marco was dead, he couldn't stop himself from thinking about the man taller than that frog.
"Sigh...I think I'm going to have to take a rest and take a nap." It wouldn't be a problem if the work given to me by the leader of the survey team was finished and I'd take a break for a bit. Light brown eyes closed. His mind instantly descended into a dream...
A scene of a grassy field flashed in Jan's dream. There was a tall figure in a military training uniform that was very familiar to Jan. The figure smiled softly at him, as always. Jan always felt that warmth even though she hadn't felt it in a long time. That warmth is still a feeling that has never faded.
"Hey!! Marco," he smiled at the man in front of him.
There was no response from the party in front. That smile remained before he turned and started walking away from this spot.
“Marco...hey. Where are you going? Where are you going? Wait!!" Jan called out suspiciously. My inner heart began to shake.
“Jan, I understand the feelings of weak people. So don't worry. You must be a good leader.” A familiar deep voice sounded.
“What are you talking about? What the hell kind of leader are you? Wait!!!” Jan didn't care about that. His feet slowly began to move forward. 'What is this feeling? It's like Marco will disappear from us.'
“Jan must be a strong person…” His broad back turned slightly towards Jan. Those black eyes, even though they looked like a completely black color, inside you could always feel that warmth. Marco always liked to stare at him like that whenever he gave him words of encouragement.
“Don't go, Marco!! Wait, this house!! Who am I going to live with? Who will be in the same room as me, Police Inspector, Margo!!! Jan began to move forward more quickly. When he began to recognize the fear within
"Let's leave here. Jan...I believe you have a better life than this.” Marco stopped walking and turned to face Jan. The man was slightly smaller. His cross eyes and perverted personality never repulsed Marco. He even comes out to like it...
"What the fuck is wrong with you!! Didn't you hear anything I said?!" Jan started to get annoyed that Marco didn't answer her question directly. until he accidentally showed his personality But that gesture made Marco secretly laugh more than he was afraid of Jan's voice.
"Goodbye Jan, I will miss you very much...a lot..." Marco's voice rang out, that gentle smile still there to put Jan at ease....but Jan. Bird turned out to be as uncomfortable as Marco thought. Jan's heart grew more afraid...fear that Margo would disappear again.
“Marco!!!!! Wait!!! Why is your body fading? Hey!! Marco!" Light brown eyes began to show unease to the person in front of him.
"Jan...I love you...."
Marco decided to say those words. He had wanted to say it for a long time but never had the chance. Marco thought that if he was with Jan when he joined the police inspectorate, he would speak his mind...but it was too late...he was dead. He knew he was making Jan uncomfortable. But this was his last word.
“Can you stop your nonsense and just stay here with me!! Hey...that's not true." Jan shouted at the person in front of him before showing a sad expression. His heart was pounding wildly and wouldn't stop. I began to feel dismayed as Marco's body began to fade more and more.
"^___^" Marco's smile still hadn't faded...Margo thought that the only thing he could do to make the person in front of him comfortable was this smile.
"Marco....Marco." Jan began to step closer. His voice continued to speak the name of the person in front of him.
"........" Marco's eyes drifted downwards as Jan came closer. Jan's body was slightly lower but felt a little higher. His light brown hair was still as messy as ever. It hadn't changed at all since the last day we met back then.
“Are you really going to disappear from me?... Hey...” The slightly smaller creature began to tremble. It seems like you've become a little quieter. Even the old habits are still the same.
"I love you..." Marco said the same sentence.
"I already knew that!!...Ha..hey..your body has faded a lot." Jan shouted at Marco with a slight annoyance and then spoke in a nervous tone. Marco secretly laughed at the gesture a little. He knew he was about to disappear, but he would never let him disappear without Jan feeling guilty like that.
He had to do something to relieve Jan from that guilt. before disappearing without doing anything
"I love you..." The small words came out.
"Marco..."
“Then I will love you very much...even if we aren't together. I always watch over you whether you are alone or fighting enemies in the future. I will always be by your side, Jan,” Marco said softly.
"Hey...I'm going to cry now...Ugh." Those brown eyes started to fill with tears. Instead of feeling guilty, Marco felt amused by the expression of the person in front of him. Where did you remember that pursed-mouthed expression? No matter how much I look at it, I laugh...
"I will be in your memory...forever..."
"Hey...hey" Jan started to feel bad. It was as if something was stuck in my chest. The person in front of him knew Jan's feelings. In this last moment, I would like to give some comfort to the person in front of me. It probably isn't anything...
Marco's body hugged Jan tightly for a moment before disappearing, never to return. Jan reached for Marco's body...as if not wanting it to go anywhere but to no avail. Undoubtedly ineffective. The tears that were falling down little by little... His eyes stared at the sky once more before he woke up from his dream.
He dreams of the friend he loves the most...every night he sleeps in the bed next to his once. Now it's empty No matter how much I reach for it, I can only grab air. He knew full well.....Marco was gone forever. But it is still in Jan's memory no matter when. He could never forget that man.
"You are the best memory, my friend.." Jan stood up and looked at the sky. The wind was blowing softly.. making me think of all those good times we had together throughout the time we'd known each other.
“What nonsense are you talking about, Jan? I'm sorry about this. Why are you always looking for trouble with the survey team?" An irritating voice sounded. While the atmosphere is deep...
"Shut your mouth, Elaine... You're walking here to show that you're escaping from work from Chief Reveal like every other time." The love that he longs for and wants is Mikasa's.
“You look so calm, are you not feeling well? Aren't you going to have to come in and rip off my shirt every time? Even though your mouth is still as bad as before.” He was a little suspicious. 'Or is this guy still feeling guilty about Marco?'
“Because I've become an adult. I don't have time to sit and play with you, hahaha."
“Shut up, horse, what the hell are you adults? Why do I still hear you talking to Mom and calling Mommy?”
“Is talking like this trying to get into trouble? This idiot!!!” The last straw was broken. Jan rushed over and snatched the shirt of the person in front of him.
"Oh!! You have a long face like a horse's!! My shirt is going to tear!!"
The bold story made those watching laugh a little. ...I really want to stop it, but I can't go in and stop it. Please let this atmosphere continue, Marco. “Jan, you are still the same, haven't changed at all. Oh!!..Don't punch Elaine in the face." Marco's laughter was a little loud.
END.