Jung Yong Hwa....he has loved and secretly loved him for a long time.

Seohyun....she who didn't know she was loved by him.

This story will have a slightly sad tone. It's a short story that the writer came up with on his own, Yong Seo haha.

There's also a little Jonghyun-Seungyeon couple appearing. It is recommended that you turn on the music.

Breath (Japanese Version)

Assemble while reading. It will be even more enjoyable. Scroll down to follow ^^

Follow and open the song at this link. (I tried to find a way down but couldn't find one. I'm sorry.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25IfYq_DbzE

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[SF] Breath

Breath sound

After working tiring all day The thin owner of the light pink nightgown slammed down heavily on the dormitory sofa and closed his eyes tiredly. Honestly, she almost wanted to sleep right now. If someone hadn't sat down next to her and pulled her up with force, with a voice calling her name so loud that it would pierce her eardrums, she wouldn't be able to ignore it and sleep.

“Fanny, Yay Fanny.

“Oh Taeyeon, why are you waking me up?” She replied in a muffled voice.

“Her friend and the members of the group have moved out of Joohyun's villa.”

"What!!!" which was drowsy. After hearing what Taeyeon said Tiffany's eyes suddenly brightened.

“Actually, you called me just now. Side by side, I asked what days Girls' Generation would have free time to bring the things back to her."

“You bastard Yonghwa!!! Little girl, I knew that calling me would get scolded, so I called you instead.” The pink-loving girl could only complain in frustration and anger at her friend who, no matter how much she warned her, she wouldn't listen.

“What are you going to be upset about, Yonghwa? They just called to ask about the schedule.”

“Called to ask about the schedule?” Tiffany grunted, annoyed that the people nearby never kept up with her friend.

“I called because I wanted to hear some news about Joohyun. I don't mind.”

“But Joohyun is…” Taeyeon trailed off as she raised her hand to cover her mouth, suppressing the feeling rising in her chest.

“Oh, Joohyun is dating someone else. Scolded until I didn't know how to scold anymore. Italy still hasn't stopped being crazy. It's good to have moved out for a while. So that you don't have to see pictures to torture yourself.”

“I thought this couple were friends. They really are brothers."

“It's good to be able to be. I won't be this tired,” saying that today's work is tiring. Tiffany also thought that she was more tired of her friend and close sister's ambiguous relationship.

“Yonghwa is just like I told you. Joohyun still has feelings for that side as well.” The smiling eyed girl sighed heavily.

“With the guy she's dating, she's serious and has even drawn up future plans together. Even though the relationship isn't very smooth, hey. But it's not strange that people outside the industry don't understand our work. The strange thing is that Joohyun still clings to his feelings in that show. Still think that the man she's dating should at least understand her the way Yonghwa does.”

“Well, those two are really strange,” Taeyeon agreed with her close friend.

“What are you talking about?” another girl from the dormitory asked as she walked into the living room with a large bowl of instant noodles that made people who just finished work start to feel hungry.

“Yonghwa and maknae,” the leader replied quietly, but the person who chewed on the noodles almost choked.

"Hey, it's Maknae," Sunny interrupted.

“Oh, what are you talking about my ignorant crazy friend? No matter how many times I warn you, I don't listen."

“When I appeared on the radio show that I hosted, Yonghwa looked normal. I don't see anything abnormal. But what if this is Joohyun's new job?”

“What kind of work is this that I don't know about?” The two girls turned to ask the little girl in one voice.

“The manager just talked to me about the Sweet Potato Couple being invited as one of the season 2 representatives to perform at the show's 5th anniversary event.

We Got Married”

“What?” This time it was two girls who shouted.

“I also got married in season one. I don't know anything about it.”

“That's right, I didn't see you telling me that either,” the smiling-eyed girl muttered. Because her boyfriend also participated in this program and participated in the same season as her friend and closest sister.

“You and Fanny's girlfriend must have been invited. I saw that the organizers only invited couples who were not openly dating.”

“Mina....what about Yonghwa? Do you think you'll accept the job?” Taeyeon asked her close friend who was closest to the maknae's ex-husband.

“Do you think...my ignorant friend will accept this? Huh?” Tiffany asked back, laughing mysteriously before getting up from the sofa and immediately disappearing into her own bedroom.

“So, do you think Yonghwa will accept it?” Taeyeon turned to Sunny and asked.

“I don't know. Fany said like Yonghwa would accept it. Hey, Fany, come answer the question first. Don't run away yet.”

His hectic schedule meant that this young man, who was nearly a hundred and eighty centimeters tall, hardly had time to sleep. But even though his solo album promotions have ended, he has some free time. If he still finds all sorts of activities for himself to do. Whether it's going to practice martial arts and horseback riding as he's accustomed to from filming period dramas, or going to the gym with the band's guitarist to keep his body strong.

“Yonghwa hyung, aren't you tired? In the morning, I go do this and that. In the evening, join me at the gym. At night, we practice music. And are you still preparing for your solo album?” asked a young man with white skin as white as winter snow while handing a towel to his older brother who had just finished washing his face.

“Not much, Jonghyun,” Yonghwa replied, smiling at his younger brother before giving various reasons why he needed to be so active without taking any time off.

“You have to prepare for the solo album concert. When will there be an album of our band next year and a concert tour? There are so many that I don't have time to think and I'm more tired."

“Aren't you working so much that you don't have time to think about girls?” the maknae who joined the group to exercise today spoke so loudly that Jonghyun had to turn around and glare to get the other person to stop talking.

“Brother, many young women are going to die. It's news to this person. I can't help but think about it all.” Yonghwa made a joke to hide his feelings. Because he knew that of all the younger siblings, Jungshin saw him the most clearly. There was no way Jungshin didn't know which girl his heart was thinking about.

“If you're not thinking about anyone, then just accept that job. Yuri said that Seohyun thought too much and was afraid that she was angry at something. On the way back from work in Beijing, he didn't say anything to her. And still haven't agreed to accept the program's special project.

We Got Married

Sometime.”

“Seohyun thinks too much?” Just hearing that the girl who was still in her heart was thinking too much because of herself. He couldn't help but flutter in his heart. Both glad that she cared about him and sad that it was the cause of her worry.

“Yes, please hurry and accept that job. Otherwise, Yuri-hyung will definitely complain to me again. I really shouldn't have gotten close to Yuri-hyung,” Jungshin muttered. Because after the concert

LA Korea Festival

in Los Angeles, where he met the girls of the national girl group It turned out that he had a friendly conversation with the tan-skinned girl until they finally became close.

“Oh, where did Yonghwa hyung go?”

“So why did you ask him something that touched his heart?” Jonghyun could only shake his head at the maknae, who until now didn't know why the eldest had walked away.

“I'm just asking, why did Yonghwa hyung say he wasn't thinking about Seohyun anymore?” Jungshin made a confused face that made the second hyung of the group want to take the towel in his own hand and hit the person who still pretended not to know. Even though he knew that the person in front of him knew more than anyone else.

“Don't act like you don't know. Yonghwa hyung, have you stopped thinking about Seohyun? We all know that

He still can't quit."

“I just hope for the best. I want Yong Hwa hyung to open his eyes. If this time I went to the event and really saw things with my own eyes. Brother Yonghwa will be able to give up. Stop loving Seohyun and look for someone who can really love you.” The mischievous maknae, who pretended not to know anything, confessed softly.

“We have to see if Yonghwa hyung will accept this job.” Jonghyun let out a heavy sigh.

“The work in Beijing is already over. When he turned to look at me, he pretended to ignore me. But in my heart I was happy. Same return flight Just peeking at him makes you smile happily. But when he came near, he pretended not to notice. Even though I look at him all the time At the end of the year event, when I saw that he was tired of the form he had put in, he broke out and agreed to talk and make him laugh. I really don't understand why Yonghwa hyung is so obsessed with Seohyun.” The person who didn't say anything even complained at length about his brother's annoying behavior.

“That's right, handsome and perfect like Yonghwa hyung. Girls everywhere like it. In the idol world, he's so hot he'll die. Like that female idol…” Jungshin refrained from saying her name because he knew that his older brother knew who that girl was as well.

“Even had the manager ask for my number. His brother still didn't give it. It's strange.”

“If it were you, you would have given it away,” Jonghyun returned in a soft voice, laughing knowingly.

“Heh, you're talking crazy. I don't really like sexy women like that. But do you think Yonghwa hyung will accept that special project?”

"I don't know. You're just guessing." The person being asked refused to answer and simply walked away until the person who asked could only stand and shake with frustration all alone.

“Oh, Jonghyun hyung, I can't tell you this.”

A picture of the owner of a slim figure in a white dress, sitting quietly reading a book. This made the newcomers pause a bit. Because this was the first time he had seen her up close after trying to distance himself because of all the news that had happened and because....knowing that she had someone by her side.

She hasn't changed at all. No matter how cute and calm he used to be, he is still like that now.

“Hello, Yonghwa hyung,” the clear voice of the person being stared at greeted before quickly standing up and bowing in respect to the older man who she didn't know when he had entered the room.

“Hello Seohyun,” Yonghwa gave a reluctant smile. Do your best to tell yourself that when you decide to accept the job. He should return to being the “old” Yonghwa hyung, who is brighter and more playful than the Yonghwa hyung who is forcing a smile at her right now.

“If you don't want to accept the job, you can just decline.” Seohyun couldn't help but feel unknowingly hurt when he saw the other's gloomy expression.

“I'm just tired. Already promoting the solo album but still having a solo Asia tour and promoting the band's new single in Japan. Don't misunderstand me.” Seeing the girl I had secretly liked all this time, she looked like she was sad. So he immediately refused with all sorts of long excuses, the same as he used to tell the younger members of the band.

“I'm really sorry, but have you eaten anything yet?” the woman asked in shock.

“Just a little coffee and cookies,” Yonghwa replied teasingly, knowing that the person in front of him loved his health more than anything and he had prepared himself that this answer would definitely receive some complaints in return.

“Breakfast is very important. You really are. And the coffee is reduced somewhat. Eating a lot of caffeine is not good for the body. And I still have intestinal problems. Why don't you take care of yourself?” Seohyun complained before realizing something.

We're not together anymore. What right does she have to complain to him again?

“I'm sorry, I forgot that we weren't together anymore.” Even though those words were like an excuse for forgetting that she had accidentally complained to him like that. If those words from the girl he had secretly liked all along reinforced the young leader's face that he and she really weren't anything to each other anymore.

Yonghwa took a deep breath and ordered himself to act strong again. He was now not the young Jung Yong Hwa that he was several years ago. He must keep his feelings in check. No matter how much pain he is in right now, But the beautiful woman in front of him would never know what he was feeling.

“I'm close friends with Tiffany's sister. And we are colleagues, Seohyun. Who says we're not together, Hyunnn~~” The young man pretended to call her name in a long voice, just as he was pretending to look at the girl with a twinkle in his eyes like the old Yonghwa had looked at her before. Throughout the filming of the program

“Uncle,” Seohyun couldn't help but tremble when she heard a name like that and was looked at like that.

“You spoke to me informally again. I'm so sorry, Woo Ri Seoro Pan Mal~~” He sang so loudly that Seohyun, who just a few minutes ago was embarrassed by his eyes and tone, burst out laughing.

When I saw her, I burst out laughing. Yonghwa gave her a cheeky smile and made her laugh several more times until the awkward atmosphere disappeared little by little. Slowly disappearing until he felt that he had returned to Seohyun, the person he was familiar with.

“You haven't changed at all,” Seohyun commented.

“That's right, I've never changed. It used to be your Shoding, it still is now.”

“And how did I ever love you? I still love you now.” Yonghwa continued the sentence silently as he watched the other person smile brightly with a heart filled with happiness. Because for him, just looking at her smiling up close like this was enough.

After the awkwardness disappeared and the familiar atmosphere returned. Seohyun also dared to talk to Yonghwa more. Instead, it was Seohyun who gave him intimacy. It might be a bit awkward, but it's not so far away that it makes him feel intimidated like the first time he met on the show. And the image of two people playing guitar together, with a wide smile on the man's mouth and eyes and a slight smile on the corner of the woman's mouth, caught the eye of the two newcomers who were coming forward. There's too much in the room.

“Hello, Yonghwa hyung. Hello sister-in-law,” the greeting of the younger member of the band who just joined the show.

We got married

It didn't take long, causing the elder to glare at him. Because he was afraid that those words would cause his hypothetical ex-wife to feel uncomfortable and embarrassed.

“Oh, today we're here to practice the show. You have to play pretend according to the show.” Jonghyun gave a cheeky smile to Yonghwa, who seemed serious and careful with his words.

“Hello, Seohyun sunbaenim. Yonghwa sunbaenim,” Seungyeon greeted her brother-in-law in the fictional program with a friendly smile until the people beside him began to feel their eyes twitch with jealousy until they had to glare at her brother.

“Hello, Miss Seungyeon. You can call me Yonghwa hyung. After all, now I'm your brother-in-law.” Yonghwa greeted back and didn't hesitate to smile at his beautiful sister-in-law, tempting her younger brother to playfully act possessive like the other party had done when he entered. Participated in the program with Seohyun

“Hello, Jonghyun. Hello Seungyeon.” Seohyun also greeted the two couples.

“It seems like there are only us in the morning who are free to practice first.” Seungyeon smiled at the former married couple in front of her who she had secretly been cheering on to get together. But in the end, she was disappointed when she heard the news that her older sister was dating a guy outside the industry. If the sight of Yong Hwa senior looking at the person next to him couldn't make her flutter in her heart.

.......Couldn't it be according to the rumors that Yonghwa sunbaenim is the one who has more feelings than work, but Seohyun sunbae doesn't feel the same way.... ...

But the eyes that only stared at a beautiful woman with big, sparkling eyes were a confirmation of Seungyeon's answer. The girl looked up and made eye contact with the tall man standing next to her, but Jonghyun only smiled and smiled as if he didn't want to acknowledge that his older brother had already made it clear how he felt about Seohyun.

“Uh, have you two eaten breakfast yet? Will you go eat with us? The two of us haven't eaten anything yet."

“I'm full. As for Seohyun, it's already settled,” Yonghwa responded, smiling as if grateful.

“Then Seungyeon and I will excuse ourselves first. See you at practice at the end of the event."

“Uncle,” Seungyeon called softly as he walked out of the practice room.

“What I think is not true, is it?”

“Should I make an excuse for my older brother that he hasn't secretly had a one-sided love for almost five years?” Jonghyun smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth, but the light in his eyes softened until Seungyeon noticed.

"What's wrong with you?"

“Nothing. What do you want to eat? Meal this time, Nanny.” The young idol quickly changed the subject before the actress caught on that he was thinking about the day they ended their hypothetical marriage on the show like older brothers. And he was silently afraid of the feelings that were building up in his heart.

A feeling called love Afraid that in the future he will be like the older brother he once complained about. He can only watch and love Seungyeon one-sidedly.

“You changed the subject,” Seungyeon wrinkled her nose before assuming that

“Do you feel sorry for Yonghwa hyung?”

“Yes,” he answered, causing the pretty girl next to him to smile widely, happy that he had guessed correctly. If what he answered was not at all what he had in mind.

.......I must feel sorry for him. Because I saw a shadow of myself after the program ended in my older brother in the band that I used to complain about because I didn't understand him before.......

“It's a shame. This couple is very cute. I watched a few episodes of the Yong Seo couple. I'm still secretly cheering. How many men would invest in knitting a scarf to please their special woman? Just imagining Yonghwa hyung studying crochet in a yarn shop is funny. But here, he made Seohyun unnie And there was also a lot of patience that I tried to get closer to your heart. Sigh, what a pity.”

“Oh, so you've seen the Yongseo couple but don't recognize me?” Jonghyun asked sternly, pretending to narrow his eyes, but the sparkling look in his eyes made Seungyeon's face inexplicably heat up. So I had to answer indirectly and say,

“Well, I'm just interested in the Yong Seo couple.”

“She's cruel, she knows the band CN Blue. I know the Yong Seo couple but I don't know you."

“Oh, Jonghyun hyung, I just…” With that, Seungyeon had to follow Jonghyun all the way to the restaurant, a smile tugging at the corners of the mouth of the person who pretended to be sulking at the girl very well.

......if the story is true We feel the same and it would be good to be together.......

Yonghwa and Seohyun sat and chatted for a while. The staff then came to talk about the details of various events, and both agreed that the show that suited them best would be a singing show. Because it's probably a show that doesn't take a long time to practice and is most suitable for his and Seohyun's busy schedules.

The team agreed with this and gave them both the right to choose their own songs, what songs to sing and how to perform. Because I want it to show as naturally as possible. But even if the team says that they give them full rights. But in practice, both Yonghwa and Seohyun knew that the staff would have to express their opinion and consent for their show before it could be performed.

“Want Malsong? And we play guitar,” Seohyun commented, but Yonghwa shook his head in disapproval.

“It's true that Panmalsung is our song.” The words “our song” caught Seohyun's ear so much that she had to turn to look at the speaker's face, who quickly cleared her throat and coughed loudly when she realized what he had just said.

“Uh, I mean, it's a song that I wrote especially for you.” The more I spoke and the more I corrected...the words seemed to make more and more sense until Yonghwa had to quickly explain,

“The Panmalsong we already showed in Naigata. It wouldn't be anything new if we thought about showing it again. But playing the guitar isn't bad at all. I think this idea should be kept.”

“But in Naigata we just sing. I don't play the guitar,” Seohyun protested.

“It's true of you, so let's make a medley.” Yonghwa thought of the script immediately and said it loudly, causing Seohyun to be shocked.

"Uh, I'm sorry I spoke loudly."

“Opening with Panmalsong playing soft guitar for half the song, shortened to two hooks. And then playing the piano and singing

Breath

of

SM Ballad

Should I continue?”

“Do you play the piano?”

“With this show, how do we get the message across when we're on the show?” Yonghwa explained, smiling when he saw the question mark on the beautiful woman he secretly loved.

“We use musical instruments to be close to each other. We communicate through the medium of music. Your guitar and your piano, and the song

Breath

Still about the phone Like when I argued with her about why she didn't call me. Plus there are two versions of this song, both Korean and Japanese, which is great for events being held in both Korea and Japan.”

“Oh, Yonghwa hyung understands. Plus, I still remember the stories from the show very clearly. I guess I'll have to go back and rerun the show before the performance. I can't remember anything, it's terrible.” Her words deeply touched the young man's heart. But then Yonghwa smiled sadly to himself as he consoled himself.

......Sigh, I'll take it, Yonghwa is just a fake show. You're the only one who felt it, so you're the only one who remembers it......

“But if I ask for a musical instrument, I don't know if the team will be okay with it or not. Shows like this usually have problems with playing live.” He tried to shake off the nonsense in his head and return to focusing on the show as usual.

“That's right,” Seohyun agreed, because she can't count the number of times she's actually played the guitar live without hands syncing.

“Then let's go talk to the team first, shall we? Whatever the matter is, let's try to adjust it again.”

"okay"

The two talked seriously about their work. Try to bring up various reasons to help explain why they put on a show like this. But the staff told him and Seohyun that playing two pianos at the same time would be difficult. Because there are many other couples who will need to use the space for dancing or other performances.

So the second song is

Breath

Yonghwa and Seohyun decided to sing only the backing track. Although disappointed that the show didn't go as planned, the couple understood the staff's reasoning well and returned to diligently rehearse their own show before having to practice together with other couples.

“Uncle, I want to leave first. I really can't go eat with everyone.” Seohyun said goodbye to the entire team and told Yonghwa in a breathy voice as she raised her wristwatch and looked at it nervously.

“Hurry up, she probably has an appointment.”

"Alright, see you on practice day."

“Are you depressed, hyung?” Jonghyun, who had sent Seungyeon off to the drama filming set and returned to join the party, teased his hyung.

“Of course, those who are not modest will have to be depressed like this. I hope you guys take care of your own hearts, Jonghyun. Don't think I don't know what you're thinking about your hypothetical wife, too.”

“I didn't scream,” Jonghyun denies with a long, high tone that isn't smooth at all.

“I didn't think about it, why would I be jealous? Why drive around in circles? You can let his sunbae send Seungyeon off. After all, the seniors must have passed by the filming set.” Yonghwa cut his throat knowingly.

"It's a senior..." The person who was caught was shocked. I don't want to say that when I saw that senior actor's eyes, I couldn't help but feel jealous. I'm afraid that if Seungyeon gets close to people who work in the same line of work, he might be closer to the other person.

“Come on, I can't just warn you. Love a person who thinks that everything is work. I know how much it hurts. And I don't want you to feel that way. So be careful and watch your heart. Please take care of yourself.”

"yes"

“Mr. Jonghyun, Mr. Yonghwa, what are you doing here? Come inside, the work is about to begin.” A staff member ran over, looking tired. Because there were many participants who refused to enter the banquet hall. So he had to follow everyone in until they were all gone.

“Yes.”

The actual performance day in Korea passed smoothly. Only Japan is left. As for the reception, it's quite good. There was no anti-criticism like Yonghwa and Seohyun were worried about. And the most joyful thing for Yonghwa is probably the relationship between Jonghyun and Seungyeon that has progressed a lot.

His younger brother was so forthright in his actions both on screen and off that he wanted to express his respects, to the point that the woman was clearly shaken. At this time, Yonghwa was very relieved that Jonghyun would definitely not have to suffer from one-sided love again.

Yonghwa lay down on the bed exhausted. Today, he had to be dizzy with the dress rehearsal for a special concert in Japan before having to stop by the company because the song he composed for his comeback album in Korea had problems. By the time the problem was solved, it had already been nearly 9 p.m.

Therefore, when he arrived home, he was exhausted from composing songs like every day. He planned to take a shower and then go to bed to prepare to leave to promote the band's new album in Japan. But the call that came in changed his intentions....

“Brother Yonghwa,” a trembling voice came over the phone. Makes the heart that was pounding in his chest drop to the point of his eyes.

"Are you free?"

“I'm free, what's wrong with you, Seohyun? And where are you now?” the person who lay down and asked in a worried voice.

“I'm at...” Seohyun said the name of a hotel in the suburbs.

"Wait there, I'll go find you. Don't go anywhere, do you understand? I'll go right now."

Yonghwa arrived at his destination within half an hour. The young man didn't even bother to change his clothes. Because his mind was focused only on the person on the other end of the line whose voice was trembling like someone who was crying. He quickly parked the car and walked towards the girl who had been on his mind for five whole years, forgetting to be careful, forgetting that he was an idol. It's Jung Yong Hwa...

Lead singer and leader of CN Blue Forget that he shouldn't have gone deeper into this already possessed woman like he was doing.

“Yonghwa hyung,” Seohyun rushed over and hugged him all over her body before crying out loud. She didn't know why she chose to call him. I don't know why I trust him. But deep in her heart he said he could comfort her. Won't tell this to her seniors and others.

“Friends, no one is free. And I don't want the seniors in the group to be worried. You guys are busy enough already. I'm sorry to disturb you. But I can't think of anyone to call, hehe.”

“It's okay. It's okay. I told you I was free. You're not bothering me,” Yonghwa comforted the person who couldn't stop sobbing in his arms.

“So what is it that makes Seohyun cry? Can you tell me?”

“His hyung...he has someone else.” No need to tell who Seohyun was referring to. Because it couldn't be anyone other than the person who owns your heart. That made Yonghwa want to ask that man how dare he make Seohyun cry.

“Maybe you...misunderstood.” How much it hurts, Seohyun will never know. But Yonghwa had to restrain himself from comforting her like that. Because she couldn't take advantage of the time when she was weak and lost.

“I saw them with my own eyes... in the small banquet room I had prepared for a birthday surprise... Hug. I wouldn't have misunderstood...when they kissed...when they did.” Seohyun sobbed as she recalled what she had seen with her own eyes just a few hours ago. My heart hurts just thinking about what the person I love and trust has done to her.

“I have no misunderstandings. I overheard what he said and realized that this wasn't the first time. Why? Why? Huh. Did I do something wrong?"

“Seohyun,” Yonghwa was so speechless he could only hug and comfort the person in his arms. Because I never thought that a young businessman from outside the world, heir to a large business owner, with a good image that is the dream of girls all over the country, would have the courage to do something like this.

“He said he loves me and I love him. Is that what people who love each other do? Yonghwa hyung. If you loved someone, would you do the same thing as well?”

“No, no way, I would never do it.” He was not a great man, but Yonghwa was certain that he would never cheat on the woman he loved.

“Then why, why did he do this? Acting like I'm worth nothing.” Seohyun kept asking over and over. Clear tears continued to flow, so much so that they completely soaked Yonghwa's pajamas.

“Listen to me, Seohyun,” he pushed away from her and stared deep into a pair of big eyes that were red and bruised from crying a lot.

“I can't answer why. I only know that you are valuable to others. Valuable for family members For the brothers in the band precious to her friends And it is precious to this hyung.” The end of that sentence was something Yonghwa could only keep deep in his heart. He couldn't tell her now. I couldn't take the opportunity now to confess my feelings. He could only remind her and hug her to comfort her.

“Thank you, Yonghwa hyung. Thank you very much.” Seohyun hugged back.

“It's okay for you. Just like this, it's really okay..." The person who only secretly loved him, secretly kept his feelings in his heart, said in a low voice. The two hugged each other with different feelings in their hearts, not knowing that the picture of them hugging each other in the garden of this suburban hotel had already been recorded......

There's no need to tell how stressed Seohyun is right now. Tiffany knows this too. Because even though the secretly taken photos were not published, the relationship between Yonghwa and Seohyun has been more closely watched, especially by various news agencies that have knowledge of these secretly taken photos. Not to mention her sister's unfinished relationship with her businessman boyfriend, which has been deteriorating ever since Seohyun discovered her infidelity.

And even more so after meeting up a few days ago, Seohyun kept quiet. She refused to open her mouth and tell her and others how she had decided to handle all of this. Including the ambiguous relationship between Seohyun and Yonghwa.

“Hey Yonghwa,” Tiffany shook her head, fed up with the people who called her again that day. After just calling and asking about Seohyun a few hours ago.

“How is Seohyun?”

“You've asked me this question about the twentyth time, Jung Yong Hwa,” the smiling-eyed girl who was starting to smile over the love triangle between her best friend and sister-in-law hissed irritably at the other end of the line.

“I'm worried about Seohyunnie's feelings. If I were just a little more careful.”

“Just like that,” she quickly stopped before having to listen to her friend blame herself again.

“If you're wrong, then Seohyun is wrong. Seohyun shouldn't hug you like that.” This was another thing that caused the middle person like her to have the most difficulty. Because in addition to knowing exactly what his friends think of his sister She also acknowledged that her friend was someone her sister trusted but did not love.

“Listen Yonghwa, there's nothing to worry about with the news. Her agency and my agency have arranged it. As for Seohyun, she'll get better soon."

“What about Seohyun's girlfriend…” What Yonghwa was most worried about was the reaction of that outsider. Because from what I know, Seohyun's boyfriend seemed to be so upset when he heard the news and saw the picture of her hugging him that he was removed from being a model for many products in Korea. Even he who was an outsider was hit like this.

And how much will you, the girlfriend, get hit...

“I don't know, but what I do know is that you should get over it, Yonghwa.” This time, Tiffany used a serious tone that the listeners could feel and couldn't pretend to be ignorant like usual.

“If it were that easy, I would have done it,” Yonghwa confessed coyly.

“You know that after Seohyun had a boyfriend. I try to hang out with everyone. Open your heart to let others in. But I also felt like I was hurting other women. Because I never gave them my heart. I hate myself for selfishly accepting love but not being able to give it back. That's why I backed off and would rather watch Seohyun here.

My heart belongs to your sister Tiffany. It's been like this for a long time and I can't change it.” Not that I wouldn't try. It wasn't that he didn't try, but every time his heart was stubborn and refused to do what his brain told him to do.

“You're acting like, no, more like the Kang Shin Woo character that you don't like, Yonghwa.”

“Yes,” the person who couldn't give up admitted as he tiredly rubbed his hand over his face.

“I was so ignorant and I never even expressed my feelings.”

“You are my friend, Yonghwa. That's why I want you to be happy. I don't want you to continue to watch this pain. Believe me, just get over it.”

"Um, I'll try. Promise Tiffany, I'll try." Tiffany hung up the phone with relief when her friend finally agreed. Because every time she talked about this, Yonghwa would always evade or change the topic. If there was someone standing behind listening, it would make Tiffany's heart flutter.

“Ja Joohyun.”

“Yonghwa hyung, what have you decided to do?” Seohyun asked, her voice shaking with worry. She is afraid that what she has done may cause the brother who used to work with her to suffer.

“Did he have a fight with his girlfriend?” Her sister's question was not difficult to answer, but Tiffany was afraid that if she answered it, Two people may not be able to look at each other.

“Right now Yonghwa doesn't have a girlfriend. But he should have gotten over the guy who already had a girlfriend after secretly loving him for so many years. Did you understand what I said, Joohyun?”

“Secretly in love?? Many years??” Seohyun is not a fool. Therefore, her sister's words made her think about something that she had overlooked. Especially that person's warm, gentle eyes and anxious expression.

“Isn't it true? I'm going to say that Yonghwa hyung..."

“Very true, Joohyun. So get your heart problems sorted. And now I'm going to ask you as his friend...if you don't feel anything for my friend then help him. Help him really get over his feelings from you.”

Her sister's request was still playing in her head until the day of the actual performance in Japan. Seohyun still couldn't decide whether she should accept the request or not. Because deep down in her heart, she felt good about that brother as well. But she didn't want to be selfish and let him suffer because of her like this.

She couldn't understand how he could force her to smile when she talked about the man she loved. She couldn't understand how he could now sing the song he wrote for her when she was right here not ready to look him in the eyes and tell him she loved him like the lyrics said.

“The backing track is about to start, Seohyun. Put the guitar down,” the soft voice warned along with a smile that cut deep into the heart of the person who received it.

.......Why? Why don't I love you? Why.......

backing track music

Breath

It sounded as Yonghwa's tall figure turned his back to Seohyun as had been practiced and pulled out the microphone from the microphone stand and held it in readiness before a soft, deep voice that was different from the original was sung. With a deep, sad mood that is no different from the original.

“Tete wa ikenai to wakatteta noni (Knowing in my heart that I shouldn't answer the phone)

Ya Hisashiburi Dane (Long time no see)

Denwa no Koe and Furuete Sukuni (Your voice trembled when you heard it.)

Koukai ga Tameiki Eto Kawatteku (Guilt of having It made me sigh)”

“Tete kureru wakenaito omatte takara (I think you won't answer my calls)

Gomen koe ni naranaino (I'm sorry, but I really can't say it.)

Ima doko de nani chiteru kamo (I can't ask where you are How is she now?)

Kikenakute Namida ka Deru (instead of asking I cried again)

Omoi ga kotoba ni nara nai (We can't pass on the feelings we have for each other).” And now that she's singing it, Seohyun has just realized why Yonghwa chose this song. cry The reason isn't just because this song is about a phone. But it talks about the ambiguous relationship of a former lover who is already owned by one side. If the other party still loves you

“Mimi ni hibiku iki no oto (The sound of breathing echoes in our ears).”

“If I say it's okay, That would be a lie)” Yonghwa cried out from his whole heart. He didn't lie for a second that it was okay. Because right now he is hurt that his heart is stubborn to love her and it is very difficult for him to let go of her.

“Yasashi sa da to wakatteru kedo (I know it's because of your kindness)

Toiki kade demo ii kara (Let me listen to your breathing).” As soon as this part ended, both Seohyun and Yonghwa turned around to face each other. and raised their hands to touch each other as they had rehearsed

“Konya dake (even just for one night)

Kidase Te Hoshii Kono Mama (but let me listen to your breathing)”

“Ne kimi wa atarashii koi o mou Hajime tan dane (My good one, now you've found a new love),” Yonghwa smiled sadly as he sang that line and that feeling. It can be passed on to someone else. The young man let go of her hand before turning around, turning his back on her once more.

“Anata yori sutedi na hito nante i nai noni (There is no one like you)

Kokoro o Damachi Tei (I'm forcing myself)

Munashii koishi teru yo (I'm in love Love is meaningless)” Seohyun placed her palm on the back. She didn't know if she was forcing herself to do it. I don't know if I'm in a meaningless love relationship. But what she knows and can feel right now is that there really is no one like this man in front of her.

“Mimi ni hibiku iki no oto (The sound of breathing echoes in our ears)

Genki da bo to uzo o tsuku no mo (If you say it's okay, That would be a lie.)

Yasashi sa da to wakatteru kedo (I know it's because of your kindness)

Toiki Dake Demo Ii Kara (Just Your Breath)

I hope to hear the sound of your breathing. On the night when I feel sad)” When he finished singing, Yonghwa walked away. But Seohyun walked up to him before starting to sing her own line.

“Now I know what true happiness is.) Nanikenai Hanashi ka Motto (When we separated. already)”

“I want to talk to you a little longer.

Sunao ni nare nai toko dake niteru yo (The two of us are no different. That we don't speak to our hearts)” This time, Yonghwa sang out to his own heart. He wanted to talk to Seohyun a little longer. A little closer to you But in the end, all I could do was watch her silently and pretend to say things that would make her comfortable. If your heart must hurt

“Hibiku Iki o Futo (Your Breath Reflects in My Ears)”

“Suku ni ai ni iki tai kedo (I really want to see you right now).”

“Kimi wa mo jigau dareka no (but you are no longer mine)” After all, Seohyun was never his. Everything is just a hypothetical show. It's just a fake feeling that only he really feels. And especially now that she has an owner. He has no rights over her.

“Mono da kara (but sometimes)

Demo tamani toiki deke demo ii kara (I also want to listen to your breathing).”

“Do chiyo mo nai kurai ni (I don't know what to do).”

“Namida and Ahure kicked (but cried out) Tears streamed down her cheeks)” At this time, Seohyun had no idea that her tears were actually flowing down the lyrics she sang. Until Yonghwa reached up and wiped away the tears from his face and turned his back to her again, ready to sing the final part.

“Tsurai Yoruwa Denwa Kaketemo Ii Kana (May I call you? When feeling sad)

“Sad, right?” Yonghwa said as the song ended while giving Seohyun his hand to hold as agreed upon.

“But goodbyes are always sad like this, but Seohyun and I said goodbye in a friendly way. Therefore, we are definitely not sad. Because we are always good friends and brothers.”

“Yes, Yonghwa hyung and I parted with true friendship. Thanks to this program, I was able to get to know a nice, cute person like Yonghwa hyung.” Seohyun could hardly smile but the force of the hand squeeze made her shake off her feelings and become a professional. as usual and brought bright smiles to everyone present at the event

“Seohyun and I are really thankful to this program. And thank you to the fans who have always supported Yong Seo. Thank you for loving and following us. Thank you very much. And it looks like our time is over, right Hyun?” That unique call that drew screams from the couple's fans very well rang out.

“Yes, Yonghwa hyung, because the next couple will not leave, but they will be sweet together. Let's see how sweet another CNBLUE member can be."

“Meet the brown-eyed couple. Jonghyun-Seungyeon.”

After the performance, everyone went their separate ways to change clothes to return to the sponsor before the two met in the staff room because the staff had not yet taken their guitars to the dressing room. Seohyun walked up to Yonghwa first and asked for a moment to talk with the couple. Because she had already decided what she would do next with the unfinished triangular relationship at the moment.

“Is there anything you want to say to me or Seohyun? Or did her boyfriend misunderstand something? Do you want me to help explain to you that there really is nothing more between us?”

“Uncle,” Seohyun interrupted in a soft voice. She really didn't understand how Yonghwa could force himself like this.

“Uncle Fany told me everything that you…” She took a deep breath before bracing herself to speak.

“How do you feel about me?”

“You already know?” This must really be the strong medicine that Tiffany had said. But he wasn't angry because he knew his friend meant well and played harshly by telling Seohyun his feelings.

“Uncle, I…”

“You don't have to worry about being uncomfortable. I already told Fany that I would give up. And if your girlfriend is suspicious of something, she can tell you. I'll talk to him myself, bro..." All the words were cut off by thin lips snatching onto thick lips until the owner of the thin lips withdrew his face and the person who had stolen the kiss remained silent in shock.

“I don't have a boyfriend anymore. Do you think I'll ever forgive him after he cheated and betrayed my trust? I'm already grown up. Mature enough to learn and figure out who I should love. I understand that the most perfect person may not be the most loving and understanding person. As for the person who loves and understands us the most, it may not be the person who is perfect and most suitable for us.”

“But people who love and people who are good are different, Seohyun,” Yonghwa argued softly. He would rather give up than have only himself if he doesn't win her heart.

“You have been waiting for me for a long time. If I can ask you to wait a little longer, is it okay? You've broken my uncomfortable wall while on the show before. Will you be able to destroy this old love and create a new love in my heart this time?”

“This means…”

“I'm an adult, but are you old enough to have such a slow growth?” Seohyun's eyes almost rolled up. Because just having to be the one to open up and approach him first would make her feel embarrassed. But this man in front of him still wants her to explain clearly. Forcing her to explain everything, she would definitely be so embarrassed that she wouldn't dare look into his eyes again.

"No, I'm not slow, I'm just not confident." The unsure person excused himself.

“Then you can be sure that I really gave you a chance. We're really dating. There is nothing more fake.”

“Oh, thank you, Seohyun. Thank you very much.”

“Thank you too. Thank you very much.” The two looked at each other and burst out laughing before saying that when they grew up they would be bold again by embracing Yonghwa first.

“Love you, Seohyun. And I'll make you love me too.” Yonghwa hugged him tighter before seizing the opportunity to lightly kiss her forehead as if promising that from now on he would do his best as a lover. And he will make you love him in return.

“Wait a little longer. I will love you for sure. It won't be long."

Talk :

Started sad but ended happy everyone haha.

The writer can feel the keyboard and mouse being thrown at the writer's head rapidly from the beginning of the story, haha.

Actually, this story has been written for a very long time since the news of Ms. Fany dating, Sika News.

TT

and CNBLUE News are separated and recently moved out of the dormitory. But I just finished getting married during Songkran.

The inspiration for the story comes from a song.

Breath

Japanese version of

SM the Ballad2

The tone of the story is a bit sad. When it comes to a sad ending, I can't accept it. It has to be a happy ending like this ^^

Read this short fiction.

My Latest Husband and I

Let's go first, everyone. I'm really sorry for holding it back. Because I'm still spinning paper. And I'm about to take the final exam. But I guarantee that you won't really abandon it. The exam is finished on Day 1. I'll send it to you to read immediately.

  CR.SQW