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Fain

Darkness…..night….pitch black was the color he thought was the most beautiful.

It never stains….never smears….but….

White hair that flutters when the wind blows….in the darkness

A feeling….that nothing can ever replace….

…What is he doing…..

…I don't understand myself at all….what is he doing now?…..everything…

The boy stood still in the dark. His eyes looked down at the lights of the big city far away. The wind carries both the coolness and the sounds of a world that never sleeps. The sound of cars moving back and forth...people...chaos...noisy…..He thought it was annoying and deafening. But the two feet stood still as if listening to those voices.

…..Why?….

“What are you thinking….Kaneki-kun?”

A voice sounded from behind. Even if you don't have to turn around to look, you know who it is. The small figure stood still, not even turning to look at the person who had called him.

“What are you doing here….Mr. Tsukiyama?”

"..." There was no response from the other party. The wind still blows lazily like every day. The young boy closed his eyes and embraced the coolness and sounds of the wind blowing.

suddenly!

Just a moment He felt the other person's swift movement towards him. The young man turned around in the blink of an eye before dodging the tall figure that was charging towards him, as if hugging himself.

“What are you going to do?” Some of them furrowed their brows in anger. But Tsukiyama, who had just drank water, just shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly.

The tall figure did not answer any of the other's questions. He turned around and slowly reached out his hand towards the boy. Kaneki raised his hand, preparing to ward off the palm that was about to touch him. But the person in front of him only stopped his hand.

The young man only reached out his hand as if to touch the small face, but it didn't touch. Slender eyes stared at the unevenly arranged white hair. He laughed softly in his throat.

“Such a wonderful, flawless beauty.” The tall figure scanned his face, his eyes, his nose, his slender neck, and his collarbone that was slightly raised under his pitch-black turtleneck. “So precious that I don't even want to touch it…”

   “Précieux..(

How precious)” Tsukiyama mumbled something in French. Even though the boy couldn't hear it, when it came out of the other's mouth he felt a strange feeling of disgust.

….This person…..shouldn't be messed with at all…..

He decided not to continue the conversation with the other party. Some people turned their heads away before making a move to walk away.

When he saw the other party pretending to walk away The young man revealed a mysterious smile before speaking casually. But it interrupted the other party's walk very well.

“So…..so what are you thinking about….?”

“I…didn't think of anything…” The boy stood silent for a moment before replying in a flat and empty voice.

….What are you thinking…..He doesn't even know himself yet….

suddenly!….

Just for a moment, he was unable to prepare. Tsukiyama quickly rushed towards him from behind. In the blink of an eye, a tall figure stood behind him, so close that he could hear the sound of his breathing. But the young man stood still and did not dodge before.

“Lie…” Tsukiyama leaned down slightly. Hot lips whispered into the ear of the person who had his back turned to him, “….Do you feel that?…”

tight!

Some quickly turned around and violently pushed the other person away from themselves. Although the body is small and looks fragile But his strength, superior to anyone else, made the person in front of him stagger until he fell and sat on the ground, unable to resist. At first, he didn't think of responding to the other party. But when the person in front of you whispers The place where he was touched felt unbearably hot.

The young man stared at the person on the ground with disgust in his eyes. But Tsukiyama knew that beyond disgust there was confusion and other feelings hidden…

“Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!” He laughed hysterically as if he was enjoying something to the hilt. The young man grinned, which the other party thought was disgusting, before speaking with laughter in his voice.

“Really good, really good…..that look…..that strength…that kind of strength haha.”

An unconcealed feeling of rubbish reflected in the boy's eyes.

“Whatever you fantasize about is your business….but please get out of my sight…” His voice clearly expressed disgust. He coldly looked at the laughing person.

But the person in front of him was not angry at all. The young man stood up with an elegant posture. Lower your head and do the same as brushing your body. Instead, he gave himself a nice but creepy smile.

He stood still and looked at the person in front of him. Amethyst eyes stared back at him as well. For a brief moment, his body seemed to turn red. But it quickly returned to purple the next second.

"You're disgusting," Kaneki said in a tone that didn't hide his words. But the young man laughed and smiled widely as if it was a compliment. Tsukiyama slowly walked towards the person in front of him. The pace is unhurried, like you're taking a leisurely stroll to admire the scenery.

"Aren't you running away..." he said in a soft voice. The two legs continued to advance until they stopped in front of the other.

"I never ran away.." The boy frowned. The face expressed confusion.

“You can lie to me…..but you can never lie to yourself…”

"What are you talking about? I don't understand." He stood still. Even if you suddenly have a thought like punching the other person in the face before walking away, that's not a bad thing. But both hands didn't move, the words the tall figure said came out like sharp thorns stabbing into his body.

"It's not good to lie, Kaneki-kun..." Tsukiyama leaned his face down until it was eye level with the person in front of him. The pitch black eyes widened slightly as the young man leaned his face closer before he whispered in the boy's ear. “I'm jealous…”

…He doesn't understand….He thinks he doesn't understand…..even though he knows that he actually understands the meaning of the other person's words.

“Are you angry?…” His soft, deep voice still sounded in his ear. The tall figure took the opportunity while the other person was confused and reached up to the smaller person's waist and pulled him towards him. His lips that were close to his ear continued to spit out words that were like sharp thorns. “Jealous….people who don't know anything…all those ants and termites that walk around….no need to know….anything…”

“…Move…” The boy tried to push the other person away. It was strange that normally he could do this, but this time he felt as if he had completely lost his strength.

….This doctor's words…..

“Jealous of the ordinary lives of humans….Jealous of low-class ghouls who can do as they please without thinking about anything. Jealous of others who don't have to protect anyone…. Jealous of the freedom you never had… Jealous of even me who can live my life as I wish… You…” His hot lips bit the tip of the other person's earlobe. “I want to live a life that isn't bound by this twisted world….”

Some people opened their eyes wide. Words that you hear, no matter how much you don't want to hear them. How much do you hate the other party? But he knew that deep down Every word that the person in front said Every word that came out of those lips… was a truth that he himself still couldn't accept….

The confused and trembling eyes of the other party were signs that the tall figure knew. The little lamb had fallen into his cunning trap.

“Leave it…” The other party's small hand that was pushing the person in front of him suddenly stopped when he heard the scorching tone that seemed to melt everything. “The distorted world…..your life…throw it away.”

Tsukiyama continued to push the man in front of him until his back crashed into the cold wall of the abandoned building. The taller man smiled seductively. He ran his lips down the small man's neck. Until the other party is startled and tries to push himself away.

"gulp! Release me!”

Every disgusting touch of the person in front of me Instead, it gave him a burning feeling that he didn't want to admit. The foodie's slender hands continued to glide up to her abdomen before slowly sliding down. Some people tried to resist, but their bodies could only feel the taste the person in front of them gave them.

“This world is cruel…..if you don't eat, you'll be eaten….right…” The young man stuck out his tongue and licked the young man's throat. He knows all the points that will make others happy. “Accept it…..free yourself….”

“No!...Ugh!”

Tsukiyama has a relaxed attitude, not in a hurry. Hurrying will only have negative consequences. The tall man grinned before laughing softly. His lips trailed up to the tip of his chin, gently kissing him gently. Put your mouth against the lips of the person in front of you. He flicked his tongue expertly. Even the little person showed slight resistance. But that was not a problem for him at all.

“Yah….!..Uh…..Ugh!....Ah.”

The young man ignored the rejection. He closed his mouth again, the tip of his tongue intertwined with the small tongue that moved back and forth uneasily. It made him feel like he wanted to dominate the person in front of him even more. The hand that was roaming around his abdomen began to move lower and lower. before stopping at the hips of a thin figure

"gulp!"

The young boy was startled by a sharp pain as the person in front of him used sharp teeth to bite into his mouth, causing him to feel the taste of blood. He tried to push the other person away again. It took many minutes. Almost out of breath, the tall figure withdrew his face. The disgusting gourmet gave a mischievous grin before licking his lips.

“Do you feel it yet…when you don't have to worry about anything?” Even though you pulled your lips away, Both hands were still clinging to the little person's body. “If only you release it…..Kaneki-kun.”

“….Ugh…” He gasped softly. My consciousness was so blurred that I could hardly hear what the person in front of me was saying.

...just let it go….that's it.

“You will never be able to protect everything you have…” Tsukiyama ran his hands along the other's hips. The expression on his face was as if he was enjoying himself to the utmost. “...You just let it go….everything you have….never mind….this world is already cruel..”

“…I….don't…”

….Even though it seemed to match his own thoughts, he felt…..no….it wasn't right…..not….

….no…..

“….Anyway, in the end, only strong people are left…..” A soft voice snuggled not far away. “Do you understand yet?….Free yourself from this crazy bondage.”

The person in front of him's words were as if he understood something. Not agreeing with that statement but…..

No….stop….

….Stop….I won't run away…..

"stop!!"

Push!

With strength starting to return Kaneki finally managed to push the other person away. The figure pushed the person in front of him so hard that the tall figure stumbled backwards. The young man raised his hand and wiped away the blood that was still on his lips. before rubbing his own mouth in disgust

“I will protect everything important….everyone….including eliminating everything that harms them….”

“Huh…”

Some of them narrowed their eyes at the party. His eyes were filled with disgust, but aside from that… right now, they were also filled with determination… again…

…..The determination to protect important things….The determination that had disappeared until just now…..The determination that the person in front of him brought back to him even though the other party may not have known it….

“Get rid of everything…..if necessary….including you….”

The young man turned his back and let the person in front of him walk away. before ending his words without looking at the other party

“Thank you, Mr. Tsukiyama.”

He is ready to move on again…..if this twisted world is cruel….he will be strong…..strong until he can protect everything that is important to him. The feeling that he had lost for a while….now he had it again…..

“Thank you for giving me this feeling again, even though you didn't mean to…”

“It's such a shame….but…” Tsukiyama smiled coldly as he walked away. before mumbling in French that the other party could never hear.

“…Fain….

Kaneki-kun…”

…END…

[What happened?]

Uta: Kaneki-kun?

Kaneki: Oh! Mr. Uta…Hello.

Uta: Hey, how are you?

Kaneki: Eh? Uh...that's good. By the way, what is Mr. Uta doing around here?

Uta: Came to deliver a mask...eh! Kaneki-kun's face...

Kaneki: What is it? (grabs his face)

Uta: You mean your mouth...what did you do that caused your mouth to break?

Kaneki: Oh….(Preah! For a moment, Uta seemed to hear something break) ….It was….

Uta: ….??...(It seems like your ears are ringing…)

Kaneki: I was walking around and saw a big dog with a perverted face and purple fur…(smiles)

Uta: Purple fur…??

Kaneki: Yes...he tried to molest me. I tried to push it out but was unsuccessful. So I got bitten….(cold smile)

Uta: ….ha…molestation?....(sweating)

Kaneki: Yes...it's a really cute dog. If I see you again next time, I will catch you….put…in…a…cage…(emphasis on each word) and get rid of it…no…I will treat you well. (Smiling cruelly before rubbing his own lips vigorously)

Uta: ….(smiling while sweating heavily before quickly asking to leave)

At Anteiku coffee shop

Uta: Mr. Yoshimura, do you think…..uh…Kaneki-kun….has he been stressed lately? (makes a strange face)

manager : …??...

It's finished.

If there are any mistakes, please tell me.