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Fit Rak...direct edition
Tee... Tee... The large electronic signal that was warning of someone's greeting was so loud that the person sitting in front of the screen had to read it...
"So, did you play again today like usual?"
A recurring question that regularly arises during happy times for fans of television dramas. Instead, someone's moment of despondency is destroying his concentration. The owner of the computer read it with a smile on his face. before starting to respond back
“I didn't play. I told you I was working.”
Short, simple words that got the point across, and of course, that was the repeated answer that he couldn't help but laugh at this kind of repeated déjà vu behavior. Because when the other party asks that question He would not be able to think of another sentence other than making a vain excuse like that. It's actually a part of him. The owner of this large electronic device did not do any work.
But he didn't play as the other side said. He was currently studying for the university entrance exam in the near future. But I turned on the computer because I wanted to find a friend to remind me not to fall asleep. But that doesn't mean it's for talking all the time, just interacting and having a computer screen. Which, of course,
White and blue light help in stimulating the optic nerve. Therefore, the reason given in the answer is so vague that the other person cannot resist asking further.
"work? Or are you reading the book, Daddy, a hardworking kid?”
The person who was reading the message sighed slightly and adjusted his glasses to tighten over his eyes. His eyesight might not be short-sighted at all. But I have to wear glasses because I want to filter the light from the computer screen, which sometimes makes my eyes tired when I look at them for a long time and make me want to sleep again.
"I know very well. It's like I have clairvoyance."
“I only have my body and my heart. By the way, have you received the exam I sent?”
The boy moved his hand to make the arrow inside the monitor move. before typing into your own email The message box has an alert to open and read new messages. The owner of the device clicks inside the message box before seeing the attached file.
with file name 'Real Medical Aptitude Test Year 255-' appears under the file.
“I received it. Thank you very much, bro.”
The young boy looked at the computer screen with excitement. Who would believe that a test that could almost dig up the core of the earth could be obtained easily by people who know each other through the internet? Even though we never knew each other But this person does this almost every time we meet. It's not just an aptitude test for all 7 subjects.
gat-pat
Also, sometimes they speculate on the exam. Then answer questions that you secretly have doubts about in the exam. or educational websites that cannot respond He was like a knowledgeable teacher. He sometimes wondered why he had to do so much. The young man could only harbor this doubt...
Let's ask later in the exam...
“Nice, no need to thank me. I just want to help you reach the shore quickly. That's all. If you get stuck anywhere, please tell me. Then I will wait to hear good news.”
A notification will appear that the other person has already left the conversation. It's like they've only come to send a message of greeting in the middle of the night.
The young man sat and read the last words that were sent. “...Then I'll wait to hear the good news...” It was like a stinging feeling passed through my own chest. He's not a talented person. No matter how much you read, you can't compete with your classmates. So how will he get into the group he intended?
“Boo Taj, work hard from the start. How are you getting fit?” the close friend of the young man who wore glasses greeted. It is now lunch time. The classmates were all going to the cafeteria to eat 3 full meals a day, but even then There are still people who try to starve to save money to buy the things they want. No one can stop them.
"I can't help it. I'm slow. We'll fail the test in a row. You guys are good. You have a quick head. You'll remember them in just a few minutes." He secretly teased his friend.
“That said, it's all a fluke. You yourself, don't overdo it. I'm going to get sick before the exam. I won't be able to take the exam. Haha. Then I'll go eat first. I'll go reserve a table for you. Do you want to exchange coins first?” the young friend asked kindly.
“Fine…” The young man handed the money to his friend before looking back at the piece of paper filled with English characters. A language that I'm not good at. I've studied it for 12 years and still feel like I've never had the knowledge in my brain. I only remember reciting the letters.
A-Z
Yes, the vocabulary is small. Often, when waiting in line, he would take a folded piece of paper from the tutoring institute and sit and memorize vocabulary.
"I'm going to die on this one, can't I do it? I'm weak..." Someone was standing blocking the light, looking at the paper that Touch was about to write down the answer. This made the people sitting at the table even more angry.
“We are not as skilled as people around here who can see a question and answer it immediately. And we didn't ask to help either. Please move away before we lose our patience.” Touch raised his voice sternly. But still being polite With the motto that was taught since childhood Keep calm and don't be irritated by the mouth of anyone who talks irritatingly.
“It's so creepy to say so politely. Really dangerous. Haha. Where do you take the exam? Danta? I can't do it with a face like yours."
“It's up to you. If we put our minds to it, we can do it.” The young man adjusted his glasses before closing the book and putting it under the table. Then he got up from his seat and headed out of the room. Actually, he didn't want to talk to someone as talented as Ek. The elite of the room like that. He is not a person who likes to argue.
Because I don't want to argue and cause anger. But the other party often came to ridicule him. Especially this group After close friends And some friends know his goal of studying at a university in a faculty that is famous. It's a group with higher scores than any other group and they're often teased and teased, and lately Ek likes to come and make him angry almost every time. But no, he has to be patient, he has to do it.
If you can only hope without doing Probably will never be able to reach it.
The light in the room shone on a large writing desk where the owner was sitting every day taking exams. Stacks of books were placed on either side indicating the amount of effort he had put into it. Touch has been serious about reading since he entered Mathayom 4.
In the same room where my friends are now. Some people pass the exam to go to schools that can be called elite. highly capable Some people go to exchange experiences abroad. causing the number of friends to decrease somewhat But most of them have been together for 3 years. There are close friends who have been together since middle school. and new friends I don't know
In the beginning it felt like we were close to everyone. But lately it's been the opposite. Not less close but more distant Because he read more books There is less time to talk with friends. But one of them has never been close since the beginning. Plus now I'm still being disturbed and discouraged. But he didn't care. Because his future must be determined by him, not his friends.
"Anyway, I'm reading another book today."
Messages pop up from the same chats that we interact with every day. But today the verb has changed from 'play' to 'read'. Today is different from the past days. But I didn't care about anything. The young man quickly moved his fingers and typed on the keyboard in response.
“That's about it.”
The young man tightened his glasses as they began to fall below eye level. The other party's message after reading the conversation appeared again.
“You can ask me anything. Please try to enter.”
A strange feeling of comfort arose when reading the message. Compared to the feeling I felt during the day when I was annoyed, this was very different. Originally, he didn't understand what the person who was bothering him wanted. As usual, we didn't talk much. The most you talk about is just saying hello when you come to school.
It's been a while since we talked in more sentences. Even in group work, when we're in the same group, we rarely talk to each other. But now it seems like the other party is looking for things to talk about by making small talk rather than being polite. Why must he feel bad? Taj hates the hurt feelings that his friends' words bring. Because he is the one who thinks for himself.
Rarely do you ask what the other party actually wants. for the comfort of the other party And maybe it was because he wanted to think that way too. I think someone is looking down on me. To be an inspiration for reading books
An hour has passed. Touch sat and took the exam as usual. His eyes followed the characters on the paper quickly and answered the questions, alternating with the clock face that continuously turned to tell the time. The sound of a new message alarm sounds like a beat... a beat... rhythmically, along with a regular window that pops up to show the message.
"Go to bed first. Good night..."
The daily summary message is displayed. The boy adjusted the frame of his glasses to his eye level before starting to press on the keyboard. 'Sweet dreams, brother...' But then instead of sending a message, He felt surprised. Today, why does it seem like we've only talked to each other for a few sentences?
Normally, what would he ask for and get him to respond? But today it's not. Or maybe it was because he was so focused on reading that he didn't bother to respond. I feel strangely depressed. The young man deleted the message he wanted to type before changing it to another sentence that would further the conversation.
“Are you going to bed now?”
The time it takes the other person to read the message and then type a reply. It seems so long He might say come back. Or maybe complain a little and then go. Actually, I didn't think to invite them to talk much. But I was just annoyed. Since the first time, I suddenly had someone's email add me asking to be accepted as a friend.
We pressed accept as friends without knowing each other. never seen face Don't know his real name. I only know that he was the one who started greeting with a simple sentence of showing acquaintance. Ask what grade level you are at. Then the exam was sent via email. The meeting time therefore occurs only when the other person is online. Touch sat and waited anxiously for an answer.
Now he would like to take a break from the tough mathematics subject. with 20 chapters of content
“I don't want to disturb your reading time. I'm afraid I won't be able to concentrate.”
His words were almost correct, because right now the young man was distracted. From the goodbye sentence sent by another person Why does the other party have to think so much that he will disturb? Often, Touch will ask that person questions through that small window of the social world. Isn't it disturbing the other person's time?
This time, the young man started to want to be the one to talk. Why do I feel lonely when the other person replies like he's very considerate? Even though he didn't want the other party to feel that way at all.
"No, right now I'm taking a break from working on a question for a moment."
“Do you have a moment to talk with me?”
Touch tried to type using the most polite words his head could think of before pressing send. He had never been this excited before in response. It's like being the one to start a conversation. Even though I usually don't do it. What will the other party think when they reply? It didn't take long for the opposite party to reply. And it's the answer that hurts the most.
“This is not the time to talk! Exams are approaching, I intend to read a lot of books. There is time to take the exam. It's better not to relax by inviting friends to talk. In addition to wasting time, it also makes it easy to forget what you've read before. If you have free time, I suggest you go find a warm drink to make.
Or walk around and exercise a bit. The body will not be tired. But if you're really tired, don't force it. It's best to go to bed and rest. If you have anything, leave a question in the chat. Then I'll answer for you when I have free time. Good night..."
The message ends with the offline status of the opponent. It clearly indicates that The other party really wanted Touch to pass the exam. Even though the words were direct and harsh, they were also filled with concern. On the contrary Taj didn't feel that way. It made the young man feel even more distant from the person who helped him.
It's not a friend to talk to in free time for him. At first, he was overjoyed that someone was willing to lend a helping hand. Whether looking for an exam Help teach homework Teach questions you don't understand. Especially for someone with a slow head like him. It makes you feel happier to receive good things from others. But now it's not. He needs encouragement. Need someone to encourage and help him
But that cannot be blamed. First, he may have important business. Makes it impossible to talk during this time So I found an excuse about the exam being involved. or second place He was annoyed that Taj always and always bothered him, or maybe because. He wanted Touch to become better with his own strength rather than having to depend on him, because in the end
It will be according to the saying "Smart is not afraid, afraid is diligent"...
...can't sleep...can't sleep...because I keep thinking he doesn't want to talk to me.
A fleeting thought appeared in the head of the young boy who was falling asleep at the same study table he was sitting at. My goodness, I thought a lot about consoling myself. ...He must be busy. He probably wants to help you work hard. However, It couldn't stop thinking that the other person might not want to talk. Can't concentrate on reading Can't concentrate on exams
He couldn't let his thoughts take over him for just a moment. The unconscious person slowly picked himself up. The bell rang to signal the change of class. Summoned back to consciousness for a moment. But I couldn't help but not think of that message...
“Dammit Touch! matter? I saw it early in the morning. Do you read books or movies?” The boy's close friend, who was staring blankly in the chair, turned his attention to the unconscious person. The owner of the name turned to look at the caller and shook his head slightly.
“It's okay. What are you thinking about..." The young man replied as if he had just woken up. His eyes were blurry, indicating that he had barely gotten any sleep because of someone's message. The books piled in front of him were barely touched upon.
...I'm afraid ...this will be the last time we talk...
“Looking like this is okay, trust him.” A deep voice slammed loudly at those who were sitting and staring blankly. His eyes glanced at the speaker. He was a man who could be considered the elite of the room. and is the person who always looks down on him Especially during this period The other person's wide palm touched the young man's forehead before turning to use the back of his hand. “I suspect I have a mild fever.
Mek took me to the infirmary to lie down for a bit, it would be good.” The speaker turned to look at the interlocutor.
“Oh, I have to do physics. It's not finished yet. The teacher called to send it before I got in line and I haven't sent it yet. The score will drop again."
"Are you worried about the score too? Never mind, I'll take you there myself." Without a word, Ek, the smart father in the room, pulled the person sitting in the chair up. At first he resisted a little. But it was defeated by the strength of the opponent. Until I had to walk along without regret.
The two walked out of the classroom and walked down the corridor. The person taking him to the hospital room was still pulling the other person's arm, fearing that he would run away.
“It hurts!” Touch crushed softly, but loud enough for the people next to him to hear clearly. The person in front of him hurriedly let go of his hand. He looked at the red bruise on his wrist before apologizing. Even if he says it's okay. But it was Ek's fault for doing something too drastic. and rushing to call a friend to go into the hospital room
"Then what's wrong? Did you read a lot of books and didn't get enough sleep?" The listener shook his head in response before speaking.
“Alright, what are you thinking about?”
“What are you thinking?” Donna began to question. Touch looks hesitant to tell people who aren't close to him about personal matters. But at least now it was the ultimate outlet for him.
“Last night we talked with seniors who knew each other through chat. And the seniors refused and didn't want to talk to us. He also told us to go read books and do questions even though we had something we wanted to talk to him about.” The young man looked down. Making the other party sigh
“Just this matter... Never mind, how do you know that he doesn't want to talk? He might want you to work harder for yourself than you are right now…” The tall man tried to think of a good reason. But it turned out to be a trigger for the person in front of me.
“Here we have tried very hard. We read books every night. Do questions every day. Just asking to talk for a bit is not possible. Donna doesn't understand us. It's been a long time since we talked. Plus, when we talk, we like to stir up the mood and say, "Let's reinforce it!" What are we doing for Ek? Or because the major is afraid that we will pass the exam and ruin our concentration. If you think like that, I can tell you that it's very effective and really destroys our concentration! Let me tell you another thing: annoying, annoying, annoying, annoying, annoying! We went to the hospital room ourselves. Donna, please go back. You're wasting my time."
Very long-winded words But a few minutes later, a sound came from the mouth of a small, bespectacled youth. Not giving the other party a chance to speak, respond, or make excuses at all. As soon as I finished speaking Touch hurriedly walked forward. Without waiting for the other person until the other person has to let the other person go alone because he thinks that sometimes people just want to be quiet and alone.
In fact, he didn't do much right. A young boy tightens his glasses after they become deformed. He probably read until it became a habit. Because after taking the university entrance exam a few days ago, If he doesn't read, he feels insomnia. Strangely restless So right now he's sitting and reading a textbook instead of going to find friends to talk to or something.
It was a result from a long time ago. At first, I didn't talk to the elder who knew me through chat because of the messages the other person sent. and aroused his feelings of displeasure Next, there were people who always came and said sarcastic things to him. After the young man harshly scolded the other party It seemed like the other party didn't want to talk to him at all.
But for whatever reason, I don't know. And he doesn't care. But the first person who doesn't talk He was secretly really disappointed. I really want to talk to you. Why don't you talk to me? If he is the one who starts the conversation first. It might have been right that time. But this is after the exam. Probably not anymore? He began to think in circles.
“Taj, have you seen the exam results announcement yet?” The owner of the name that was called shook his head. before confirming with his voice
“No, have you already left?” the young man asked with doubt. About 2 weeks ago, it was a quota exam - direct admission to children in the university area. After he secretly had a small argument with an acquaintance and a not-close friend of his. It makes him ambitious. Every morning after waking up
The first thing to do is to check his reading schedule that he has arranged. To start doing the daily routine while going to school He made the most of his time on the bus to school by picking up vocabulary sheets from a tutoring institute and memorizing them. While at school When it's free time He will do the homework that the teacher has given him.
Or sit and read a book quietly without dealing with anyone. Even close friends can barely count words. come back from school It took him two hours to complete his evening routine. and live only in the bedroom Sit and read a book. When you finish reading, switch to doing questions and time your work. Evaluate yourself at what level?
Do this regularly, but what he always has a habit of is Turning on the computer and signing in online One thing might be because He wants his friends to see that he's online. And I thought that people like him probably wouldn't read books. Another reason that the person may not have thought of.
But it came out through his behavior. I mean, waiting for someone...
As soon as the bespectacled young man opened the chat window He had to find the name of the person in his head first. It's a name that often pops up when he's been online for a while and has always greeted me in the past. But now it doesn't. He often noticed that The person he's looking for At first it wasn't on, but when it was on
Just a moment and it was off. Or if he's always online, he won't greet him at all. It's been almost a month now. He hasn't talked about anything yet. I want to know who the other person is, what they're like, and what they're doing. It's not just about studying. And he didn't know where he got his email from. When I wanted to know about him, I just denied it and then disappeared.
The young man felt as if he was being squeezed hard in the middle of his chest. He was uncomfortable, it was difficult to breathe, he was so exhausted. Why did he have to get to know that person?
“I couldn't see it this morning. It's already been released. Have you seen it? I'll let you see it first.” Mek, the boy's close friend, answered the question. Today is the day the quota exam results will be announced. It is very exciting for all students who are about to enter higher education next year. Touch himself is one of them.
But the difference is that today he didn't think much about its importance. Or it can be said that he forgot what day the exam results were announced.
“Does this mean that if we get addicted, you get addicted?” They both laughed at the same time. Known to be an elite class student. who passed into that room like a fluke And then scored last in the exam. It should be the score base in the room.
Mek opened the main page of the university as if he had prepared it in advance before turning it over to Touch to enter the code according to his ID card number and 6-digit password. Now it was as if only the sound of his heart beating loudly pierced his ears. Breaking the concentration of those who are excited, their hearts almost fall into the corners of their eyes. ...What will it be like?
Known to be the worst student in the class. But he did not modestly choose a high-ranking group. It is widely spread that there is no knowledge of high, low, black or white whatsoever. But he had tried to come this far. Even if you really can't, you won't be disappointed.
“Cloud, can you turn around first? We want to watch alone.” The owner of the name made a dissatisfied face before turning away. I don't want to embarrass myself any more. Just having a low level of education is enough to feel humiliated. I'm still pushing for a high pick. There's probably hope that I'll get it.
As soon as the results announcement window came out stated the message, unable to believe his own eyes Touch clenches the hand that isn't holding the smartphone tightly. It hurts.. right now it really hurts... Tears fell from his eyes without realizing it. Until the person next to me felt something was wrong and turned to look.
“Oh! Touch, what's wrong? You're not stuck? Don't be sad. There are still more adders. Don't be stressed out." A close friend turned to give him encouragement as he took back his cell phone. Before the person in question went into shock, “Damn it!! You're addicted to medicine!! Hey, my friend is addicted to the doctor!!” Mek turned around and shouted, forgetting to let go of the harsh words. Making people passing by smile.
Some clapped their hands to congratulate the future doctor. “Then why are you crying?”
“We are deeply touched…”
Mek and Touch return to the classroom, delighted with their success. But what is more joyful than having your best friend become a doctor? which is reputed to be the group with the highest scores Because Mek is a person who likes to talk. Then go tell it to anyone who will listen. Everyone turned to congratulate his friend. Except for one person
The person who can be called the smartest person in the room. When a friend came in and asked if he wasn't going to be happy. He replied, "So what?"
“Hey Ek, do you know that Touch is addicted to the doctor?” one friend asked.
“No, Cloud spoke so loudly. I don't know, I'm crazy." He replied in a dejected manner.
"Aren't you going to congratulate him, all your friends? Or is it because you haven't gotten where you want yet and are in no mood?"
“No…” Aek got up from his chair and walked out to find a quiet place to sit and enjoy the view on the balcony. His eyes stretched out over the balcony. As I kept thinking about something. In fact, he wasn't happy that his classmates already had a place to study. It can be said that more than half And he is not a person who has no place to study.
But he just didn't like it, and now he had other things to think about. ...Secrets that are still kept...
Someone's figure stepped closer. But the person who was still sitting ignored him before the figure stopped and stood in front of him.
“We apologize for what we said back then.” Touch lowered his head, feeling guilty for the words that had left his mouth without thinking. But the interlocutor didn't turn to look as if he wasn't in sight.
"What's the matter? I don't want to remember it. You can relax. I'm not someone who thinks too much." His mouth spoke, but it didn't make the other party feel relieved at all. Instead, it made me feel even more guilty.
“Ek said this to show that We really did it wrong. If you don't forgive me, I won't be happy.” His hurtful words made the other party turn and look. The other's eyes looked like they were glistening with water, like someone about to cry. He must have used the wrong sentence.
“No, I didn't mean it like that. It's also my fault that I tend to distract you when you're reading a book or intending to do something. It's wrong to be busy and not understand the matter. Especially about you and your seniors... I'm sorry..." The last sentence seemed softer than any other sentence. But it made my hopeless heart feel like it had strength again. But I couldn't help but ask about something I'd been curious about for a long time.
“Then why does Ek have to come and repeat this to us? Normally we don't talk much. When the topic was opened, it was said that we were there. We think that Ek looks down on us, so he does this... Right?” Touch changed his position to sit next to the other person. It made the person sitting before him slightly startled. Originally, I didn't want to tell you.
But when the other party even humbled himself to come talk openly with him. Moreover, the look in his eyes was as if he was begging and pleading until he couldn't help it.
“I heard that Some people develop themselves by being negatively stimulated, being looked down upon, so…”
“Then why do you have to do it for us? We don't normally talk to each other?” The question hit the nail on the head. It was an open-ended question that made no sense in itself for someone like him. How will he answer? Suddenly I want to do it. In my free time, are you looking for something to do? It's not... that he's been doing this much. Not because of anything else... But it's because...
Donna was about to open his mouth to say something he had hidden for so long that he couldn't remember when it had started. But they were interrupted by the sound of the doorbell announcing the end of lunch break. And start studying the next subject...
In the end I didn't get an answer. The boy still remembered the face he had when talking to his classmate. His face was different from when they weren't talking. It's different from when you come to look down. And when he pulled him into the hospital room In times where we have never talked with each other Donna is like a cold person. Have a very private world
As for the episode that reinforces Touch's repeated thoughts His face turned out to be a cunning, cunning, and most importantly, irritating_ _ look. And the time he pulled him to the hospital room Looks like he's nervous, worried, impatient, and looks like he's worried. But this time His face looked lifeless, lonely, and lonely in the beginning.
Touch didn't want to go in and apologize for the matter from last time. But because I saw Ek's face like that Makes you think that Because he himself spoke badly of the other party. How do you make the other person look lonely?
And why should he care about what the other party's like? Why do you have to suffer for him when he didn't say anything when you replied?
...It's like making yourself feel even more guilty...
The computer was left idle in the room. Touch was still staring blankly at a corner of the room. Reflect on your own thoughts about why this happened. The sound of messages from the computer rang out periodically. Call the mind of those who are sitting distracted and turn their attention to the computer screen. The young man adjusted his glasses and opened the message window.
Someone he had been waiting for for a long time was sending him a message. The young man hurriedly read the five short messages.
“Hi! I heard that you took the medical exam? Congratulations.”
“But don't forget to read and review books often. Because I went to study at the university. If you don't have high school knowledge, you will have difficulty studying as well.”
“The other day, I apologize for typing too quickly. We haven't talked much lately. I'm afraid that it will disturb my reading time and cause me to not be able to concentrate. Sometimes I sign off quickly because I don't want to accidentally talk.”
“I did all of this because I truly wanted to help. There is no other reason.”
“There are only irrational things that keep reminding me to do... I like it..."
All five messages ended in silence. Touch went back and read it again, thinking he had read it incorrectly. He read it 3-5 times before realizing that he had not read it wrong at all. People he's never met. We got to know each other through the online world. Let's tell him we like him. What's this world really like? The young boy was confused. Actually, he didn't mind anything, but...
He always thought of the person who made him feel guilty. and always looking for only 2 people, one of whom is a friend The other person was an acquaintance. Then an acquaintance confessed something that gave him a headache. What is this? Touch began pressing keys on the keyboard, sending questions back.
“Who are you? And how do you know my email?”
The young man with glasses asked directly without thinking. If the other person reads this and gets in a bad mood and runs away again, what should they do? But it's good to tell it directly and not mince words. If you have any questions, just ask directly. Because he also wants a straight answer. The message has been read and a reply is being typed.
“We meet often. It shouldn't be said that we don't know each other.”
The other party replied in an annoyed manner. This is not the time to listen to roundabout words. But he wanted answers to his questions. The true answer to who he was, he didn't know what to do right now. Want to find a consultant who are not parents There is hope that the parents will be shocked if their good son is being flirted with by an unknown man through chat.
Touch picked up his phone and looked at the list. All of his outspoken close friends passed by. Of course, who's going to tell you? The whole school will know for sure. Finally, there was the person who he thought was not the person who would tell anyone else's story to anyone. People who will keep secrets if they speak. If you consult anything I don't know if he will accept it or not.
But it's better than not doing anything at all. The young man immediately pressed the call button. All that is left is to wait for the other party to receive it.
“Hello, I don't know who I want to call from...”
"Is that right, Ek? This is Touchachana." The other party hadn't even finished speaking and was silent. Maybe he didn't imagine that he would keep in touch this late at night.
“What's the matter…” A cold voice made the person at the beginning of the line startled. Can't tell you to hang up. Must move forward alone
“It's like... The seniors we talked about have come back to talk. Push to tell me you like me. What should we do? Or have we misunderstood?”
“And then answer him?”
“Not yet, Donna, what should we do? We haven't met him yet. He said they met often. I can't imagine it at all.”
“You said it was someone you never knew. and is the person who always helps you Keep sending old exams for you to do. Teaching homework and questions that I don't understand and..."
“Look, we haven't told Ek about those things yet. How do you know?” out of curiosity that I had secretly kept for a long time since I said that I was a senior I didn't know. In fact, this word may have been said before. But normal people shouldn't remember it for this long. And then the later sentences reinforce that idea even more. It feels even more strange.
“Then let me ask. If I were the one to tell you I like you, would you accept it?” Unexpected words. out of the other person's mouth Did he just hear it or something? Or is he just joking? There was no way he would say that. Donna began to speak further. “I always look at you. You probably don't know why, work hard, try, be patient, keep fighting until the end.
That's what I see... I see determination At first I wanted to go in and help directly. But because I was afraid that I wouldn't want anyone to see that I was trying hard, I found a way to ask for emails from my classmates. and ask to be friends.”
“Then why didn't you tell me from the beginning that Ek was Ek? Why do I have to see people I don't know add in?”
“I thought you would hate me. You are a person who thinks too much. If I say it is, I'll come help you. You might think that I'm here to insult you and taunt you. Keeping your distance is therefore most important.”
“Then why did Ake come to talk to us? So you have to pretend to talk down to us?”
“I already told you. Some people develop themselves through negative stimulation and being looked down upon. I want you to improve because, from what I've seen, You are such a person. So I continued to talk about making my heart hurt a bit. It's like being insulted. And when I'm in the chat Then give the exam to you. You will really take it seriously.”
The speaker explains until the person on the line is speechless. I want to cry because I'm afraid I'll ruin my image of a man of modesty. But hearing these warm words made him extremely comfortable. Never thought of it before That the person who always scolded and looked down on him actually cared and was so kind. “Touch... I'm...”
“That's enough, we don't want to hear any more.” The young man hurriedly cut off the other party's call. I don't think the other side How could it make him shake like this? The feeling of warmth on his face caused his heart to beat at a normal pace. Dancing faster than before The message signal from the electronic device sounded. Touch turned his attention to the open window with a new message.
"I didn't think I'd offend you. I'm sorry."
Finish reading the message. Touch closed the window and signed out. Now he needs time to catch his breath. I've felt suffocated ever since I learned that the other party confessed my love...
The school bell rang to signal the end of class. The smart dad in the room packed his things into his bag before walking down to the building as usual. But today is not normal. Because he had made someone angry by telling many lies. But it's all in order for the other party to receive the ultimate benefit.
So he assumed everything was for the best. How will the other party be angry or hate him? It's okay to not talk to him anymore. He just wanted to be able to watch from a distance like this until graduation day. How happy would he be?
“Ek!” A familiar voice sounded. It was the sound of a friend in the room who was a little smaller than him who had been made angry by him running towards him. When he reached him, he almost fell to his knees, panting as he stood.
“Ah... is...” Or did he come to talk about last night?
"We thought that Ek had already gotten a place to study. Haven't he gotten a place yet? What did he choose?" We were wrong to think that what was actually a university matter.
“Am I... I will enter Mahidol Medical Technology.” The person answering the question lowered his eyes, not daring to make direct eye contact.
“Heh, we thought we'd choose a doctor. Not even engineering anymore What a pity. You're so good at this.”
“Actually, I want to be a university professor. I already like this branch. But right now, I'm still waiting for the announcement of scores for 7 subjects, afraid that I won't meet the criteria.” Of course, everyone is afraid of the 7 general subjects because the minimum criteria is 30% and it is an exam that is considered difficult to a certain extent. If you miss it, you miss it.
"So? That's good. I hope you get what you hope for." Touch revealed a toothy smile that made the other party look at him until he forgot. But he had to turn away when he thought about last night.
“Um, then…”
“Ek…” The young man pulled on the other man's shirt. The person being restrained turned to look left and right. Afraid that other people would see it and it would be an image that was not very worthy of admiration. “I am. After last night, I have always thought about What do we think... We have decided No matter what No matter how different our paths are
Even if we continue to have each other, that's enough for me. Just being friends is good. Therefore, we... like Ek..." The revealer's face was as red as a gourd flower. Ekli smiled faintly and ruffled the other man's hair a little. Their faces moved down to the same level before pressing their foreheads together, a promise that said we would be together forever.
"Congratulations on being hired as a doctor..." A short sentence that came out. No matter how light it is But it would still eat away at him for a long time.