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(ZE:A) the roommate
@Narukawa Aki
2024-06-27
Secretly loving someone who never sees who we are is really painful. I will always be just a roommate for this guy, just a roommate. heechul minwoo dongjun.ze:a.fan fic fiction yaoi jong heechul ha minwoo

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          the roommate

Heechul..

I've secretly loved this guy for years. But he never knew it.

What's worse is that he likes other people who already own him.

Minwoo..

He has always been very good to me.

I only see him as a good senior.

Just a roommate..


Someone said....sometimes Closeness does not mean that we will get everything we want any more than people who are far away.

I never believed in that logic.....because I thought people close to each other

However, there are more opportunities than people who live far away.

Until I met this person.........

                      the roommate 

"Oh.....My head hurts!! Some people moved slightly when they woke up on the bed in the dormitory and in their own bedroom. He couldn't remember anything from last night. All I know is that he is sorry about the person he secretly liked for a long time. Then went to drink at a restaurant near the dormitory. After that, I don't remember much anymore!!

A white hand slowly raised to his temple. When the drowsiness combined with the headache is taking its toll.

Is this what they call a hangover!?

"And last night?........why...don't we remember anything?!"

Some people tried to push themselves up. And then I frowned when I felt so dizzy that I had to massage it into my temples hard, hoping that it would be enough to make things a little better.

"What happened....and why did I......"

Phew.....

The moaning sound disappeared immediately from his slender throat. When he stumbled upon another figure lying on the same bed.

Importantly......the other person didn't wear anything at all. When I looked down and looked at my own condition It's not different at all....

Both of them stripped naked. The kind that doesn't have this blanket to cover it with will definitely show off the good stuff early in the morning!!

What shocked Minwoo even more was that The other person sleeping in the same bed was no one else.

Jung Heechul, Minwoo's roommate!!!

last night.......

"Mr. Think about it. Ugh....I went to look for his room. You know....I found something..." The sound of someone who was drunk. The amber-colored liquid in the large glass was continuously flowing into his mouth. Sweet face is red. With the effect of the alcohol that was drunk Hearing the tone of his voice, he knew that he was close to not being able to take it anymore.

The audience sat and listened without paying much attention. He is more worried. That some figure was describing a wonderful scene that he had just encountered. Between someone who secretly loves someone and a well-known classmate On the bed of the man he had secretly liked for a long time.

He was afraid that people who had just been so heartbroken that they had to sit and drink alcohol would cause their hearts to pass out first.

"Oh, that's it. And then you come and sit and drink and get drunk like this. I think Brother Kevin will know.

So you come back and feel sorry for me? Minwoo hyung, you're crazy. Go back to your room. It's already late.

If it's 10 p.m. and you still haven't arrived at the dormitory. Soon the whole gang will be able to climb into the dormitory!! Dongjun's voice, 1st year junior

Dormitory mates said they were afraid to look at the second-year seniors who poured alcohol almost straight into their glasses. After crying loudly about being heartbroken I dragged my friends over to have a drink, like it was only Minwoo who was drinking alone. It's not unusual for him to be more drunk than everyone else.

A muffled voice like a drunk person said he had returned.

"Huh...!! Dongjun..nn..nn. You can say it. Brother Joon Young, your husband loves and loves you.

If you don't try to be me...you'll never understand. ...Ugh.....my...feelings......huh."

Minwoo scoffed, causing Dongjoon to turn his head and look at Minwoo. Before I mutter something alone and complain. But Minwoo didn't bother to discuss further. There's still a little liquor left in the bottle. That made some people hurry and pour it into a glass, but....

suddenly

“That's enough, Minwoo. You're already very drunk!! ” It was Heechul who couldn't stand it and had to snatch the glass of wine from Minwoo's hand and pour it into the potted plant behind the chair. This caused Minwoo to stand up and rush towards Heechul.

"Brother...give me some liquor....ah! “People who stood up felt that the world was spinning strangely. My brain was so blurred that I couldn't stand, couldn't keep my balance, and was about to fall.

Heechul stood nearby and hurriedly rushed over to support Minwoo and the drunk man muttered something stupid, trying to use what little consciousness he still had (really little) to brush Heechul off in annoyance. He muttered that he shouldn't be bothered. until the voice was silent

"Oh....already asleep!? Heechul said as the person he was holding went silent.

Dongjun walks in to take a look and lets out a sharp breath out of his mouth in boredom.

"Look, I got drunk and got in trouble for my friends and had to drag me to my room." Please take a look, Heechul. You guys are in the same room. Anyway, I'll keep an eye on it carefully. Be careful of Minwoo's short-sightedness. I'm afraid of ghosts. We only have a few people in our dorm." Dongjun said as he got up and carried the trio's bags.

Let Heechul be the biggest Dragging Minwoo back to the dorm in pain.

current.....

"Heechul hyung!!! Heechul hyung, Heechul hyung, wake up right now!!"

A shout and a hard slap on the back caused the sleeping person to jump up and immediately rub their eyes to dispel sleepiness.

"Oh.... Minwoo?? Are you awake? How are you? Do you have a headache? Are you okay?"

Heechul moved up in his seat with an alarmed expression. Even though he was still unconscious, he hurriedly asked Minwoo, who was still curled up in the blanket wrapped around him, with a look of concern. Before he realized that the clothes weren't on his body either. That made Minwoo frown even more dissatisfied.

Some of them pointed their fingers at the bed they had been sleeping with all night until it was all wrinkled. I don't want to speculate whether there was a war up here last night or not. What is certain is that Minwoo is thinking about where he is going next.

"With this kind of crazy thing.....I need an explanation!! Minwoo said angrily as he looked down at the other person sitting on the same bed. And had to quickly turn away when Heechul's hyung was just as naked.

When Heechul heard this, he pulled a towel from the head of the bed and wrapped it roughly around him, then moved up from Minwoo's bed and moved back to sit on his own bed next to each other. He was silent for a bit before he opened his mouth to speak.

"Last night I was drunk...you were drunk too." Many times more drunk than me.

I brought you to your bed......then......then we........" Heechul's voice trailed off. Minwoo lowered his head in understanding. Drunk people and drunk people meet and anything can happen!!~

"So.....you're telling me that I was drunk and we had sex even though you were drunk. It can't be heard, Heechul hyung!!

And....... If you knew I was drunk, how could you do it!! "

Minwoo raised his voice loudly. I expected to ask Heechul who kept his head still. Two hands clasped together tightly

Until Minwoo's voice became so loud that he was afraid the next room would hear him. This dormitory is a shared dormitory. Years are not separated.

Anyone who has reserved a room can stay as they please.

The fact that both he and Minwoo have lived together since Minwoo was in 1st year, Heechul is now in 3rd year.

He thinks he's okay with his roommate Minwoo. Even though some nights some people come back so late that it might disturb their sleep. On days where there are morning classes But it's not often that I come back drunk like last night.

Heechul loosened his hands and raised them to his temples. He lowered his head and spoke lazily.

"Well, I told you that I'm drunk like you. Even though I'm less drunk than you. But a drunk is a drunk.

Let's just say that about what happened last night.......I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, but......"

Heechul's voice fell silent and Minwoo looked at him angrily. Until Heechul sighed. Try to shake your head to dispel the dizziness. It took him a moment to form the words to explain to Minwoo. Then he looked up and said to Minwoo with a serious look in his eyes.

"What is the matter with you? I'll take responsibility myself."

Heechul said confidently. But Minwoo retorted without taking time to think about his answer....

"No need, I'm not a woman. You don't have to take responsibility for anything in me.

Just this one time. I think you can sleep and dream or sleepwalk.

I forgot about it. So I'm going to take a shower."

Minwoo said simply before getting up and going to get his own towel in the closet. Even though the body was still naked Anyway, what's going on here? What would be ashamed of men? Whether you see it or not, it's up to you!!~

The audience looked extremely surprised. When some bodies act like it, it's not a big deal.

Even though this kind of thing is truly important. What do two people have? This isn't normal anymore.

They aren't dating yet. And they're both men!!

“You talk like your body is worthless. Even though......" Heechul's voice trailed off as if he was holding back something. This caused Minwoo, who was about to walk away, to quickly turn and look at him suspiciously. Until Heechul had to suppress some thoughts. before speaking softly

"Nothing. I just want to take responsibility for what I've done. I've known you for over a year now, Minwoo. I don't hate you at all. You yourself think differently, right? If you hated me, I wouldn't have called you out all this time...." Heechul gave a long explanation, causing some of him to understand his thoughts.

Minwoo quickly walked over to Heechul's bed and stopped in front of Heechul. The tall figure sitting just looked at the beautiful legs that he had thought were small and slender like women's legs. How about having white skin so smooth that some women are embarrassed about it?

"You don't have to, brother. It might be true as I said. That I don't hate you anymore? I've come to accept this. But can we just be roommates like before?....I don't want to have anyone right now. You know what I went through last night. You keep your responsibility. I'm fine...."

Minwoo said nonchalantly. That made the listeners secretly clench their jaws. He hid his face that showed how dissatisfied he was with this answer. By pressing the face down. Until the beautiful legs were moving away. Heechul hurriedly grabbed Minwoo's arm before pulling his thin body so easily that it was thrown off his feet and lying on his bed.

"Hey bro!!! What are you doing? I'm shocked." Minwoo slowly moved and complained as Heechul threw himself onto the bed. But there was no time to say anything further. A tall figure moved to straddle his body until a large shadow completely blocked the view that Minwoo could see. Some people started to do something wrong. Look at the eyes of the person who is looking at him tensely, as if something is dissatisfying...

“You told me to forget or think it was a dream, right Minwoo? What do you have with me? It doesn't matter at all, right? If you want me to think it's just a dream....fine...but can I have this dream every day?" Heechul said that and then leaned down and kissed Minwoo's white neck. Until the person who was offended hurriedly screamed and violently pushed the other person's shoulder.

He turned over and sat up and looked up. Before things get out of hand again...

“Dammit, Heechul. What's wrong with you? I don't mean it's not important. But when it's gone, so be it. Are you going to make me angry or hate my roommate?!! I have to study here for another 2 years! Minwoo said, panting. His face looked alarmed. The sound of Heechul's heavy breathing just pulled away to look and then went silent as Minwoo stood up again.

But Heechul still firmly grabbed the small hand before speaking harshly.

"I don't care what you think. But since you belong to me We have to be together, Minwoo. You don't want anyone to know about this, right? At the end of his words, Minwoo turned to look at Heechul with unexpected eyes.

"Are you....are you threatening me, Heechul hyung!?" Minwoo asked loudly. Heechul just held his small wrist. His gaze answered without being shaken at all. That made Minwoo tremble. When he felt his sharp eyes telling him, Heechul is serious!!

"Let go of me!! "

“No…” Heechul still held Minwoo's wrist tightly.

"Ouch, I'm hurt.........Okay, okay.

If you want to date, then go. I don't want to bite anymore, but right now, will you let me go take a shower? Your body will be sticky!!!"

Minwoo said annoyedly. Even if it's a symptom that was done because of the shortcut. But it made Heechul smile surprisingly satisfied with this casual answer.

He released his hand. Minwoo hurriedly shook back and gently massaged him, secretly staring at Heechul angrily. He rubbed his own wrist. Complain a little more before disappearing into the bathroom

Heechul peeked behind the white figure. Even with a towel draped over that narrow waist But last night, when he took off that thin body's clothes piece by piece, he almost died from the whiteness of Minwoo's entire body. Even if the other party is so drunk that they are unconscious. But the more conscious person still secretly took advantage of another person as he wanted.

Minwoo, who is normally stubborn, But because of drunkenness Some of them didn't resist him at all.

Sharp eyes slowly closed as he thought of the scene in this room. In some person's bed last night

Heechul opened his eyes and looked at Minwoo's bed, which was completely wrinkled.

'Uh......Brother..........'

Sweet voice last night resounds in memory Heechul turned his head away from the place that made him feel strangely uncomfortable inside. A sigh sounded. Along with a strong hand that moved up to rub his hair hard, he lowered his head without thinking.

He didn't regret missing out on last night's incident.......

He didn't regret it. What do you think of Minwoo other than just being roommates?

Hello, are you in this room? My name is Heechul. I'm in my 3rd year now. I just moved into a room with a friend. It will stay with its younger sibling. Until I could find a room

My name is Minwoo. I'm a first year student. I just moved here. I've been here a long time. How is it here?

And...are there any ghosts in this dorm? Tell me honestly. I'm afraid of ghosts.

Heechul smiled faintly as he still clutched his hair. It was more of a mocking smile to myself. People who are drowning in their own thoughts Reinforcing his inability to be alone..........

If last night.......I.........

“Heechul hyung, how was your night?” Dongjun was sucking water from a pastel-colored straw.

Both he and his boyfriend Joon Young were picking out drinks in front of the university. As I was about to return to the dorm, I met Heechul who was walking past. This causes Dong-joon to call out and ask about his situation with Min-woo last night.

"That's it. Did you hear that Minwoo was heartbroken? It's a pity. If you like someone you don't like, you'll like Kevin. That guy has been with Hyungsik since he even graduated from 6th grade. His parents know each other. But didn't Dongjun warn Minwoo that Kevin hyung already had a lover?"

Joon Young turns to ask Dong Joon, which causes Dong Joon to spit out his straw. that the sound was slightly louder

“Oh hyung, I both warned and forbade him, but Minwoo hyung is still stubborn. Said he would take Kevin away from Hyungsik. Last night, it got to the point where I planned to go find Kevin's room in the building next to our dorm.

Take a shower and dress up in a seductive outfit. Said he would do anything to get Brother Kevin to agree to be with him.

And did Joon Young's brother know that when he got to Kevin's room? What did Minwoo find instead?” Dongjun asked. That made Joon Young smile at the corner of his mouth.

"Last night, Hyungsik stayed at Kevin's room. You must have seen a great scene. I was shocked to the point of having to get drunk last night. From what Dongjoon told me, it's true that Minwoo was pitiful. But Minwoo himself was wrong. Thinking of being someone else's third party? If I tell you that I'm secretly a little displeased, will Dongjun be mad at you? Hahaha." Joonyoung said jokingly.

Dongjun just looked at his boyfriend's face and convinced him to stop laughing. Because Heechul wasn't funny at all. That made Joon Young slowly smile. Cure your embarrassment by gently clearing your throat. Everyone in the group knows what Heechul thinks of Minwoo.

There will only be people nearby. That I never noticed, never thought about, never realized that my roommates were thinking about something more than just being roommates.

“Heechul hyung, I apologize on behalf of Joon Young hyung. And how is Minwoo hyung?” Dongjun asked.

"I'm in the dormitory. Since the incident happened last night, I've kept myself quiet. Here, I was used to come down and buy alcohol. If you want to be displeased, you'll get angry for nothing, so you have to give in as you wish first. Are you going to drink together? Joon Young hyung too,” Heechul said invitingly.

Dongjun raised his hand and waved it back and forth. She hugged her boyfriend's arms tenderly.

"I don't want it, brother. I'm going to see my wife. I don't want to be a member of the CCSA. Hahaha."

Dong-joon teases him for fun. Hee-chung quickly looks at Dong-joon's face. He is so tense that he barely shuts his mouth in time. In-store events The story of last night immediately flashed back into my head.

'Heechul hyung, when you see Minwoo hyung like this, do you still like him? Think about it, it's fine, no matter what, I'm thinking of becoming a third party. People's love. Do you like stubborn people like this?'

'If people stop loving each other, it's easy to stop liking each other. You probably don't have to endure the pain.

Every time I hear this guy talk about Kevin and Dongjun.

' You wrestled, Heechul hyung............yeah....!!!! Really, bro, I've thought of something.

..............In order to improve Minwoo's personality as well. How about you get Minwoo too?'

Dongjun whispers something to Heechul. Heechul then quickly pulled away and shook his head in disapproval.

'Isn't it good? If I get hated on, what will I do!! '

'You believe me? No one hates people who are known to sleep together and get laid.

It's not like you and Minwoo don't know each other at all. Try it out. If you do, try dating. You'll love each other soon. Believe me, Minwoo won't have any free time. Thinking about harassing Kevin and Hyungsik as well..'

More than two weeks have passed. that they both agreed to be together as Heechul wanted Minwoo was well taken care of by another person. Heechul hyung always makes Minwoo laugh and smile every time he acts depressed. Until Minwoo almost completely forgot about Kevin in a very short period of time. Just because there was Heechul hyung waiting beside each other like the past day.

“Minwoo, what are you doing? Heechul asked as he entered the room. The person who said he wanted to drink since evening was climbing onto a small wooden chair. Try to reach in and touch the fan on the wall of the room. All of a sudden, it suddenly stopped working. Heechul saw this and placed the liquor and soda on the floor. Pull out Minwoo.

Then help repair it until it works like before.

“Thank you, brother, why is it so hot today?” the person complained, moving the collar of his shirt to flutter to let some cool air into his skin. The white breasts peeking out from the wide-necked shirt. When Minwoo pulled it out Heechul watched and had to suppress some feelings. Even though they're already known as lovers

But if Minwoo knew that he had been unfaithful to Minwoo throughout the 1 year that they had been together. Will Minwoo still view him as his former roommate?

"Haha....it's getting a little cooler. If I didn't have you helping me in many matters, I think I would be in trouble."

Some of them turned to tell the guard as they moved to stand under the fan, closing their eyes and letting the cool wind blow through their bodies until their thin clothes and hair flowed smoothly with the wind. Heechul moved to stand on top of her thin body. He put his hands around her thin waist, causing Minwoo to flinch. Opening your eyes, you turned to Heechul.

"What is it, brother?? Don't hug me, it's hot!! Minwoo moaned softly. With both hands, he removed the other person's hand from his own waist. But he couldn't compete with Heechul's strength well.

"Don't talk to me. It's like I'm your friend. If you want me to take care of you for the rest of your life, I'll be happy."

The words that made Minwoo silent for 1 year, when he looked back to the old days of the two of them. Heechul hyung is the only person who helps Minwoo in everything. Some people therefore trust that Heechul is the first person to think of no matter what condition Minwoo is in.

"Are you sick? I'll go buy some medicine for you. Don't go anywhere, just wait in the room."

"Oh, I bought it for you. Looks like it looks delicious."

"There's a mini test tomorrow. I'll help tutor you."

"Does it hurt a lot? I'll dress the wound for you."

"It's okay. Don't cry. Everyone must understand you. Believe me, Minwoo."

"It's okay. You can do it."

"Come...I'll help you......"

Minwoo froze, thinking about the voice of the person who had always helped him. No matter how small it is Heechul hyung will always give importance to it. It's just that it has something to do with Minwoo.

The tall figure behind him saw that Minwoo was still and rested his chin on his small shoulder. Minwoo looked a little confused, as if he was unsure about many things. Both of them are roommates. Heechul has always been a good person. Minwoo never thought of hating Heechul hyung.

But from what between him and Heechul hyung and him? Plus Minwoo was grabbed by the head and tail. Forced to associate with each other. Even though I thought that nothing would change from what it had been before. Minwoo acted like nothing had changed. But for Heechul, it's not just a relationship as they say.

But the tenderness he had for Min Woo grew. Plus, he's indulging Minwoo even more than before.

Even though just a few minutes ago he was just complaining that he wanted to drink alcohol. Heechul hyung immediately went out to buy it for him.

"Hyung....let me ask you something." Minwoo remained silent, allowing Heechul to embrace him from behind.

The tall figure moaned softly in response. Some people then asked Heechul about things that had been bothering him all day.

"Why do you want to date me? We don't love each other. What do we have in common?

But that was because we were both drunk. You just missed it and I just missed it. When I told you it was okay. You can just do it and forget about it. Don't say you just want to take responsibility. Because I've already told you that it's okay. Then why do you have to let me date you?” Minwoo asked. This made Heechul pause. Minwoo turned around and faced him directly.

Heechul had to give in to Minwoo's gaze, expecting an answer from him.

"You probably don't know. I've always secretly liked you, Minwoo." Heechul confessed directly, which made Minwoo look surprised before he sighed.

"Although you know that I like Kevin. But you'll still like me. Don't make fun of me, hahaha."

Minwoo laughed softly. The look on his face that said he didn't trust Heechul's words made the tall man more composed.

"It's because you like Kevin. I don't dare tell you. I told you, you'd probably laugh at me like right now. Also, do you have a right to criticize? Since you too used to like someone who already owned you, Minwoo."

suddenly.....

Minwoo's voice stopped. When Heechul played stabbing words like smacking people in the face until Minwoo couldn't continue. Some hurriedly wriggled out of being hugged. Straight into the bag from the convenience store that Heechul had left. Searching for snacks, he held up a bottle of liquor for Heechul to look at. Before this sound follows...

"Let's have a drink, brother. My life is boring."

This was the last conscious voice of Minwoo that Heechul heard earlier, probably 3 hours ago.

As for right now......the same person who said that... was gulping liquor into his mouth like drinking water. Didn't say a single word. Besides pouring liquor mixed with soda Eat snacks and drink alcohol. His eyes stared at the TV screen that was turned on and only saw the news. Until he had to throw the remote away in anger. and let it continue reporting the news

No one was interested in listening to anything except turning it on to drown out the sound of the glass hitting the ice.

"Minwoo, I think you're drunk again. Go to sleep. You'll have a headache again tomorrow."

Heechul said with concern. Sharp eyes, looking at everything and the behavior of the person next to you, without losing sight of it. Minwoo just bent down and picked up a glass of wine, took a sip, swallowed the liquid in his throat, and then put his drink down. But my eyes are completely blocked.

"I'm not good, right?......' Minwoo's voice rang out.

" look for.....?? Heechul listened. Minwoo said softly as if asking himself.

"Why doesn't anyone love me? Father and mother never cared. If you love someone, you won't be satisfied with them. When thinking about getting serious with someone That person always has an owner. I was very wrong, right? Who doesn't want to be the one who gets hurt. Am I a bad person for thinking of stealing someone else's lover?" Minwoo's voice vented in a repressed tone.

Heechul, who was sitting next to him, just reached over and gently rubbed Minwoo's shoulder. As if to reassure you that it's okay. It was this tenderness that made Minwoo raise his red face to look at Heechul.

"No matter how you look at the people around you, I want you to know. That I'm always on your side, Minwoo."

" ..................." There was no response.

Heechul looked again and saw that Minwoo was already asleep. He took pains to speak his feelings from his heart. But the person he wanted to listen to fell asleep at some point, I don't know. A heavy sigh sounded out as some bodies were scooped up. Carried and carried to the bed next to each other.

"Don't think that no one loves you. At least I love you." Heechul said softly. Look at the clear face that is red because of the alcohol. Blend out some of the hair that is covering your face. He sat down on Minwoo's bed and stared at the cute face he had secretly liked since he first saw Minwoo.....

The way Minwoo always looked only at Kevin. Heechul couldn't express his feelings to Minwoo at all. Aside from keeping his feelings to himself and doing good to Minwoo.

Keep caring from a distance. Be there to take care of you and help you when Minwoo isn't happy.

But the thing is, Minwoo views everything Heechul does as just kindness as roommates who have been together for a long time. Never mind how shaken this roommate is with himself....

Minwoo kept talking about Kevin to Heechul. Tell only your passion and Just telling you how crazy you are about that man. So much so that I agreed to invest in getting dressed and going to see him in his room.

"If that night, Hyungsik didn't stay with Kevin. And if Brother Kevin is willing to accept another one of you. You're going to do the same to him, right, Minwoo?" Heechul said softly. He asked even though he understood that Minwoo would never be able to answer him.

A thick hand traced the soft cheek. Eyes that look heartbreaking Keep some truths in your heart. The only thing Heechul felt was He really loves this person very much.

His handsome face bent down closer to the other person who was sleeping soundly until the tips of their noses almost touched. Heechul kissed Minwoo softly. It was so long and flirtatious that he never even thought that a man like Jung Heechul would want to cherish someone this much.

The hot petals of the mouth gently crushed. Nipping at the corner of Minwoo's mouth until he moaned softly. It's like being annoyed that something is disturbing your sleep. Until I had to brush it back and forth. Heechul grabbed the thin hand that brushed against him and held it tight before deciding to send the hot tip of his tongue into Minwoo's soft mouth.

A moist tongue traced from the red lips and grinded harder. Continuously kissing The softness of bright red lips made him want to touch them even more. One large hand grabbed two small hands and pressed them gently onto the bed. For fear that Minwoo would wake up in the middle of the night.

His free hand slowly slid under the hem of his light shirt to caress the smooth skin. The higher the caressing went, the more Minwoo's breathing seemed to become erratic. Until Heechul had to part his lips to let the other person breathe. Before pressing the kiss again and again as he sent warm fingertips up to tease the top of her sweet breasts until a moan sounded in her slender throat.

"Ugh........oh." A cute voice made Heechul unable to suppress his desire any longer. He pulled up the hem of Minwoo's shirt, not caring anymore about whether Minwoo would wake up or not. If he were truly awake, he would still do as he wanted.

"Ugh..... Pa.....Phi" The voice moaned like she was sleepwalking but still hadn't really woken up. Heechul sent his hot tongue all over the top of her beautiful breasts, causing Minwoo to tremble. The unconscious drunk could only send a soft hand up to tangle in his dark hair, even though his hand was already trembling.

A gesture that made Heechul's heart flutter even more. This sweet moan was just because of him. The tall man smiled a little, satisfied.

" Uh............ Brother........ Brother Kevin........."

Suddenly!!

Heechul could barely keep his smile down. When the owner of the sweet voice he understood was thinking of him. Instead, he was calling out someone else's name even though he wasn't conscious.

No different from the first night..........

Heechul slowly pulled away with pain in his heart. Watching Minwoo who was sleeping soundly like that.

Will there be a night that Minwoo doesn't think about that man? It's been two weeks where it seems like things are getting better, but they aren't.

Heechul knows how long Minwoo has been secretly crying because of Kevin. A nearby, faceless person like him could only watch and watch. And it probably will be like this. Forever, right?................

Even when you're unconscious. You still only miss him. Think about the person who hurt you.

“Why don't you look at me, Minwoo?” Heechul's voice said with pain in his heart. before getting up Silently walking out of the room, turning off the light, leaving Minwoo to sleep alone without any further disturbance. If Heechul continued to stay in that room He might have done more to Minwoo than that.

No matter how much I love you But Heechul would never hurt Minwoo.

After the lights in the room turned off.....Minwoo struggled to move. He raised his hand and waved it in the air in the darkness of the bedroom.

"Uh........Brother Kevin....don't.........

I......hate you. ...........Ugh..... heavily!! "

A sweet, sleepy voice. Before Minwoo was startled and opened his eyes to find that the room was completely dark. Minwoo rubbed his eyes and looked around dazedly. Try to wait until your eyes adjust to the light and dark enough to be able to see things in the room.

A white hand rose and touched his own lips. It's like it's strangely warm. Minwoo moved up. Sitting and trying to focus on the bed next to me, there was no shadow of anyone else until I had to get up and turn on the light. Even though he was so dizzy he could hardly walk straight.

"Heechul hyung.......?? " Minwoo looked for another roommate who was supposed to be sleeping in the bed next to him. But he wasn't there. When he looked at the clock, it was already 11:00 p.m. Where is Heechul going out this late? The dorm is closed.

Minwoo supported his body and walked to the front of the dormitory's balcony to look at it. There was no one there. Even though the long sloping walkway leading to the stairs was lit by lights, the silence made people afraid of ghosts not dare to walk anywhere.

No matter how much I want to find Brother Heechul But Minwoo still couldn't overcome his fear.

His slender legs slowly brought his body back to lie down on the bed. No matter how much I try to close my eyes to sleep But it couldn't sleep. Even though Minwoo was very drunk. But walking away just now Instead, it made me feel strangely more at ease.

Almost half an hour had passed. There is still no sign that Heechul will come back.

Min-woo decided to walk downstairs and take a look at Dong-joon's room. If I really can't find it, I'll stop looking. Late at night, when we go out somewhere, we don't tell each other. Minwoo came back late. Heechul's brother still complains until his ears are numb....

While walking, Minwoo also thought about the past.

One night, Minwoo went out to wait for Kevin in front of his room. But no one came back. Because Minwoo didn't know that Kevin went to Hyungsik's house. Some people stood and waited almost all night. Then Heechul hyung went out and followed him back. And still have to follow Oh Minwoo who cries. Crying hard again without complaining a word.

Even the day Minwoo said he would buy something to give to Kevin. Heechul hyung also followed along to help buy and hold things for him. All along, the care that I had It had become such a habit that Minwoo had forgotten how to live without Heechul hyung. Even though all along I thought it was because they were roommates. Heechul hyung took care of him who was a junior in his class. But when you think about it carefully

Heechul hyung has never been as kind to anyone as he was to Minwoo.

“Dongjun, this guy, your shirt is all messed up.”

“Heechul hyung, don't hit me on the head!! I'll sue Joon Young."

"If you don't hit me on the head, let's kick your ass instead, you naughty one!! "

Minwoo's breathing became heavier. Heechul hyung has never really been gentle with anyone except himself. Even Dong Jun, who is a junior from The same school was also attacked. But with Minwoo, Heechul hyung never did anything violent. Minwoo thought about the words Heechul hyung told him.

"Don't talk to me. It's like I'm your friend. I'll take care of you for the rest of my life. I'll be happy."

"You probably don't know. I've always secretly liked you, Minwoo."

Minwoo knew that Heechul hyung was telling the truth. From the look on his face and the look in his eyes, Minwoo understood that the kindness and gentleness he had received was something Heechul hyung would have only for Minwoo.

His past actions were a good confirmation of those words that Heechul hyung wasn't lying.

"Where are you? If I get tricked by a ghost, I won't forgive you!!"

Dongjun's bedroom

"And then I sit here stressed like this. Is Minwoo alone? Don't you wake up and be upset that you can't find me and be afraid that a ghost will be alone in the room again? Dongjun raised his eyebrows and asked the person who knocked on the room and called for him to open the door. Then he came in and sat quietly, not speaking for more than half an hour.

If you ask me anything, just say that I want to sit down and rest for a moment and I'll be gone soon. That made Dongjoon and his boyfriend look at each other confusedly. But he allowed the person who wandered around to call in the night to sit in peace with something that Dongjun wanted to know.

"Did you have a fight with Minwoo hyung? Why do you look so sad?"

Dongjun moves to sit next to him. Joon Young lies on the bed reading a book. Listen to music from your mobile phone Let Dongjoon talk with Heechul privately.

"We're not arguing. I just feel tired.” Heechul opened his mouth to speak what was on his mind when Dongjoon lightly touched his shoulder. It's like he still has someone to help console him. Even when I'm near Minwoo His heart felt like he had always been left alone. When I started to have hope Minwoo will be the one who will completely destroy it.

"Why, hyung? Does Minwoo hyung refuse to date you or something? Please tell me."

Dongjun said curiously.

"Minwoo is drunk again today......" Heechul said. Dongjun moved closer. Eyes twinkling intently to listen.

"When he fell asleep, I took him to bed. And..." Heechul trailed off. Dongjun immediately replenishes it.

"Then what else do you have in common? Twice already. Minwoo hyung is your wife, what are you still arguing about? I went up to the room and felt a little lost. What else are you thinking about?"

Dong Jun said it came out according to his own understanding. Without listening to Heechul's reasoning

That made Heechul laugh out loud in his throat, causing Dongjoon to look at him without understanding.

"Do you think...that anyone would be able to hug you?" Or has something happened to the person we love very much?

But how could he moan and call another man's name? You and Minwoo don't have anything to do with each other,” Heechul told Dongjoon. Dong Jun was stunned.

"Oh, but......" Dongjun pretended to ask something else.. Heechul then tried to explain first...

"I just grabbed that guy and took off his clothes and slept together." I just don't want Minwoo to miss Kevin anymore. And I love Minwoo too. Even if it's a lie that I don't want to do. But I think like that doctor. I don't want to be a sad person. I don't want to be the one who has to endure the pain.

If Minwoo made the mistake of stealing Kevin from his lover. It must have been wrong for me to lie to the person I love....

Even though I regret having to hide this matter from Minwoo But I still don't regret it as much as I kissed him. But he moaned Kevin's name. That's why I had to retreat to your room to calm down." Heechul said, his voice low and weak. His head was lowered so low that Dongjun had to gently rub his back for comfort.

He didn't regret missing out on last night's incident.......

He didn't regret it. What do you think of Minwoo other than just being roommates?

Heechul just regrets that he wasn't bad enough to do that to the person he loves so much.

Even if the other party is very drunk. He couldn't do it anymore.

Heechul smiled to himself. before standing up and telling Dongjun

"I'd better go back to my room. Soon Minwoo wakes up and doesn't see me. He'll make me afraid of ghosts again."

Heechul said before walking off to thank Joon Young hyung. Bow your head slightly to apologize for bothering you in the middle of the night. Dongjoon dropped Heechul off at the door.

“Heechul hyung, what are you going to do next? Have you confessed your love to Minwoo hyung yet? Now he doesn't love Kevin anymore? I saw that look in your eyes. Please take a look."

"I did. Minwoo laughed and said that he was playing." Heechul said in a low voice. It made Dongjun clutch his temples. He himself didn't think Heechul hyung would be able to tolerate this much.

"Then I'll go. Sorry for bothering you." Dongjun opened the door. Heechul was about to take a step out but was stopped when a figure stood in front of the door now.

Heechul couldn't even take a step. When he saw who the person in front of him was Dong Jun was equally shocked.

"Minwoo/Uncle Minwoo!!"

Their conversation, which probably reached the ears of the person who intended to knock on the room, but had to stop listening until the truth was heard, causing Min-woo to stand and look at both Dong-joon and Cheol's faces without trusting anymore. ...

Heechul stretched out his hand to take Minwoo's hand. But some of them retreated and fled behind.

Looking at him like a stranger The moment I saw Minwoo's eyes Heechul felt suffocated. The fear of loss slowly creeps into my chest. Until he had to quickly walk over to Minwoo to explain everything to him. But Minwoo chose to run away.

"Minwoo....wait......"

Heechul ran after Minwoo and reached the room where the lights in the room were already open. But Minwoo wasn't on the bed. The tall figure walked to the front of the bathroom. The door was closed, the light was on, no matter how hard I tried to knock to call out to the people inside. But Minwoo only let out a soft sob to Heechul who heard this.

To the point that he sat down in front of the door, heartbroken.

For Minwoo, Heechul was the person he trusted the most. Even knowing that Heechul is a senior

But being roommates for a long time So Minwoo never saw Heechul's goodwill as more than that of a roommate.

Even though I understand what I've done wrong. But Minwoo wasn't angry at all. He thought it was strange.

Even though he said he didn't want the responsibility, Heechul hyung still asked to date him.

Heechul's weak voice could still be heard on the other side of the bathroom door.

“Minwoo....please open the door. Can we come outside and talk?"

Minwoo sits on a rented chair. Hug yourself like that Tears flowed, why he didn't know.

The way Minwoo trusts Heechul hyung because he's the only one who helps with everything. But the one who deceives is the one who is trusted. That causes people who have just been disappointed by someone they secretly love to be heartbroken over having someone close to them betray them again.

I don't know how long the couple had been in this state.

Until the morning, the sound of the door opening caused Heechul, who was sitting guarding in front of the bathroom, to be startled.

"Heechul hyung...we Everyone is different."

The cold voice made the tall figure stand still. He just let Minwoo walk out without paying any attention to him. Heechul felt like his face was numb. .......The numbness spreads to the whole body. It's like the strength that I once had is slowly disappearing. Until he could no longer balance himself. He sat down again. Looking around confused

Even when Minwoo could be heard changing his clothes to go to class. But Heechul felt like he used to again......

Someone said....sometimes Being close doesn't mean that we will get everything we want...........

In the end...Heechul is just a close person. who is invisible in Minwoo's eyes again

In the past, he had always done good and never wanted anything. I just want Minwoo to be happy.

When Minwoo was happy, he only hoped that he might appear in someone's heart.

But in the end, what you did was worthless anyway. Since Minwoo had never looked at him until now.

Minwoo still sees everyone.........

Except for this Jung Heechul....

When Minwoo walked out of the room Silence filled the large room after the sound of the door closing.

Heechul looked towards the door with his heart hurting more than ever. He wanted to hug Minwoo.

Then he talked about how sorry he was. But since Minwoo never cared Why would he bother Minwoo again..

Clear tears slowly flowed down. without any sound Heechul sat alone and let his heart sink into such excruciating pain......

"Heechul hyung...we Everyone is different."

Minwoo's voice repeated over and over. repeated in my head I don't know how many times, how many times.

It was no different from the sharp needles that were stabbing into his heart over and over again.

5 days have passed

It's been almost a week..... Minwoo turns a blind eye and refuses to talk to people who try to do good. Or invite him to talk about something when he returns to the room.

Heechul hyung seems to really want to reconcile with Minwoo. But Minwoo chose to find headphones on his cell phone and plug them in and turn on the music loudly. Sitting and looking for something to do, it was like there was only Minwoo in the room.

Even though sometimes I secretly feel pity every time I see Heechul hyung making a face like he's disappointed at being ignored by Minwoo.

But Minwoo kept repeating to himself that people who deceive each other There will be no way to trust him a second time.

That made some of them decide to sleep in Dongjun's room tonight. Because Joon Young hyung came home for the holidays.

Dong-joon sleeps alone in the room.

"Uncle Minwoo.....you're mean. Why don't you talk to Heechul hyung and let him know about this?

And running away from him like this is disgusting. You guys have been roommates for a long time.

How difficult is it to just talk and understand each other?" Dongjun said, looking at Minwoo who was unconcerned about taking out his bag to find pajamas and preparing them to wear to bed. Although the outcome of this lie should have been something that should have made Minwoo comfortable. That at least Minwoo hadn't really lost anything to Heechul hyung like the tall man had lied to him about.

But in terms of feelings Minwoo is still confused.

In the past, Heechul hyung was very good to Minwoo. who views Heechul as just a roommate

Sometimes Minwoo felt that Heechul hyung looked at him with different eyes.

No......

Heechul hyung looks at Minwoo in a different way than Minwoo has been looking at Heechul hyung for a long time. Just some bodies don't think to recognize it. I just don't think about paying attention......

Minwoo has only Kevin in his heart. Some of them therefore don't bother to interpret the meaning of the eyes that look at him every day.

After accepting the fact that Kevin really does have an owner. Minwoo then thought about the confession that Heechul hyung told him that he liked.....

You probably don't know. I've always secretly liked you, Minwoo.

Some people held their pajamas tightly in their hands. He pursed his lips before breathing heavily. I went to take a shower and let my mind be clearer than it was right now. Deep in my heart, Minwoo never hated Heechul hyung at all. Until now, I don't hate it. But I choose to hide away. Because he needed time to reflect on something between him and Heechul hyung.

Dong-joon secretly looked after Min-woo with an anxious expression. Dong Joon is not happy that Min Woo is running away from Heechul hyung like this. The little figure saw the opportunity when Minwoo went to the bathroom. Line went to tell Heechul that Minwoo was in his room. The message was read. But there was no reply. Dong Jun put down his cell phone with dejection.

It looks like Heechul hyung is discouraged from following Minwoo as well.

"Heechul hyung.....it's because of me. I'm sorry," Dongjun said softly.

Looking guiltily at the screen that said the message had been read.......That night, he shouldn't have gone to encourage Heechul hyung....

Heechul put his cell phone down beside him. Lie down flat on the bed that every time he glances at the bed next to him He will see the person he has cared for and cared about for more than a year sleeping or playing with his cell phone next to him. But tonight there was only emptiness.

The tall figure raised his hand to his forehead. He knew that Minwoo was probably just angry that he lied and forced them to be together when Minwoo was just disappointed by Kevin hyung.

He just wanted to care and help Minwoo feel better himself. And for the past two weeks he had been dating Minwoo. Heechul thought he was doing his best to be good. But Minwoo still hasn't stopped thinking about Kevin.....

Uh oh...... Brother Kevin.......

The tall figure moved his hand to rest on his chest, which hurt his whole heart. Looking at Minwoo's empty bed again in dismay....

'Let's all live together', Minwoo's voice came back again. The young man sat up and thought about something. After a moment, he walked and stopped in front of the closet. He looked down at his feet in the dimness of the bedroom, which was so wide when he was alone like this.

A strong hand slowly opened the cabinet. Picking up the shirt he usually wore, he looked at it a bit before calmly putting it into his large bag one by one. Anyway, tonight Minwoo won't come back to face a deceitful person like him. While putting away clothes and personal items Heechul found that Minwoo had stored all of the alcohol he had not finished drinking several days before.

Heechul stared at it blankly. Every time Minwoo is drunk He would see Minwoo sleeping without regretting anything. Even though I woke up, I still couldn't remember much.

Heechul had never been that drunk. He didn't know if alcohol really made him forget or not..........

“Minwoo hyung, can't you sleep?” Dongjun asked the person who kept tossing and turning like this until it was already night. Min-woo hears Dong Jun-tak's voice and responds softly.

Dongjun sat up and turned on the bedside lamp. Looking at the time on the mobile screen, it's now 2:00 a.m. When I look at the person next to me, A clearly lonely expression was looking at Dongjun in confusion.

“Minwoo hyung, if you have anything you want to vent to me, you can tell me.” Dongjun reached out and gently touched Minwoo. That made the beautiful senior look at her hesitantly before speaking.

“I'm confused, Dongjoon,” Minwoo said softly in the dim light of the bed in Dongjoon's room. The small figure moved to listen more intently. Minwoo then slowly told the story.

“I feel good and am used to having Heechul hyung beside me to help me when I can't do anything. Always reassuring me and telling me it's okay every time I'm sad. And....I'm very angry that he lied to me. So I don't want to see his face. That's why I ran away to your room. But.......I can't sleep because I miss Heechul.

It's not because I miss you like I'm in love. I still consider him a senior. Be a good roommate ....I just feel guilty.....

Heechul hyung did many good things to you today. But I ignored him and ignored him. Even though I should have been pleased to see him act like the whole world was collapsing like that. But why....you feel strange?" Minwoo said and stopped, sighing softly. Dongjun looked at it carefully before saying something that shocked Minwoo.

“Minwoo hyung....I'm sorry hyung......we weren't drunk that night. It's only me who's drunk.

I always knew that Heechul hyung secretly loved you. Everyone knows. But I'm probably the only one who doesn't know. Because I keep looking at Kevin.

That night when Heechul unnie brought you to bed. I was the one who encouraged Heechul hyung to wrestle you.” Dongjun confessed in a low voice, fearing that Minwoo would get angry.

" look for..?? What?” Minwoo looked at Dongjoon in disbelief.

Dongjun is a junior who graduated from the same school. They knew each other before. He shouldn't have thought of something silly like that with an acquaintance like Minwoo.

“It's true, hyung.....I just feel sorry for Heechul hyung. He loves you very much, Minwoo hyung.

I'm really telling you to wrestle. But I didn't know that Heechul hyung would just act and trick you into thinking there was something going on. Instead of actually doing it And when I asked why he didn't do it, do you know what Heechul hyung said.... "

Min-woo glanced at Dong-joon like he wanted to be angry, but he couldn't be angry at him. So I could only look at it with an open mind. Let Dong Jun reveal it.

"Do you think...that anyone would be able to hug you?" Or something happened to the person we love very much? But how can he moan and call another man's name?"

"He's like this. It shows that you've been calling me Kevin's name all along. Do you really love him that much?...he has someone to love and I still will..."

"I haven't paid attention to Kevin for a long time, Dongjun!! Even though I once tried to steal him away

But when what I saw was Kevin's expression of love with his girlfriend.

That we love each other so deeply, where will we go? I probably don't have the courage to bother him anymore.

Since that day, I got drunk to wake up and make myself forget."

Min Woo said to Dong Joon who acted like he was asking something.

“But Heechul hyung heard you call Kevin hyung's name, so he came to see me the night you fought on the first day. When Heechul hyung tried to explain something, he didn't listen and even ignored him until he felt hurt.

Be careful if Heechul hyung leaves you. Going back to his house, I have to sleep alone.

No friends to sleep with. The ghost is definitely deceiving me.

There's no one to help me. I can't do anything anymore.

Like the English letter that Heechul hyung secretly wrote and sent to Kevin hyung on his behalf.

Even though I can't remember But I can tell you, Heechul hyung really helps you with everything.

Kevin's birthday present that he forgot to send Heechul hyung sent it instead. But I probably won't know because Kevin won't receive it. Because he loves only Hyungsik....

Heechul hyung is also rich at home. Plus it's close to the university. Why do I have to endure living in a small place with a cruel person like you for years? I don't know... very cruel. If it were me........Oops!! "

Minwoo was stunned by what Dongjoon said. A thin hand squeezed Dongjun's shoulder, causing his small body to flinch. Minwoo immediately averted his eyes.

“What do you say, Dongjun?? note? gift??

And....Heechul hyung has a house near the university. So why did he come to the dormitory?"

Dong-joon hesitates before telling the truth that leaves Min-woo speechless.

"Well.... Heechul hyung has secretly liked you since the first time we saw him. It's your room.

Joon Young hyung originally reserved it. But Heechul hyung came and asked to move in instead. Because he saw his roommate's name as his older brother.

Joon Young hyung had to move to my vacant room instead and we ended up being boyfriend and girlfriend.

Even though Joon Young hyung met me only a few days after Heechul hyung met him. But Joon Young hyung and I became lovers. and happy As for you, what are you doing?

Chasing after Kevin and trampling on Heechul's kindness all the time. Are you happy, Minwoo hyung?” Dongjun asked tensely. Minwoo immediately stood up and rushed over. Dong-joon didn't hold back because Dong-joon's purpose was to get Min-woo back up to Heechul hyung.

For the 5 days since their argument, Minwoo hasn't talked to Heechul hyung at all. Dongjoon knows this.

"I'm going to go talk to Heechul hyung to find out....." Minwoo said before walking to the place where he put his clothes bag and walking back up to his bedroom.

Heechul still sat depressed. Put things in your bag with a weak mind. If his heart really uses the strength to dance Heechul would have died a long time ago. He almost didn't want to breathe. Looking at Minwoo's bed, he didn't see the cute person he had cared for for so long. There wasn't even a smile that said thank you when he did something good.

There was no clear voice talking to him like before. Minwoo ignores him.

He wasn't as upset as Minwoo was for ignoring him. Act like he's a ghost intangible

His lips curled into a self-pitying sneer. What is he doing here?

1 year ago Who did he come after?........What did he do it for?.........

Crack...........

The sound of the door opening Minwoo walked in. Inside the quiet room, some figures walked in quietly because they weren't sure if Heechul hyung was asleep or not. But when he looked at the room, some people felt that it was strange.

Things in the room had been put away until it was clear at some points when you looked at the front of the book table.

One figure was still sitting there, absent-mindedly putting things into his bag, one item at a time. Minwoo immediately walked towards his senior roommate and found that........

"Heechul hyung, what are you doing?"

Minwoo asked as he saw his bottle of liquor that he hadn't finished a few days ago being opened and poured into an empty glass with nothing mixed in at all. Some people stared at the person sitting with a dead expression and not uttering a word. Sitting continuously pouring Min-woo's liquor into his mouth until Min-woo had to quickly grab the glass and stare at the other person expectantly.

Looking closer, he saw a bag of clothes lying there.

"What are you going to do? Have you gone crazy, Heechul?"

There was no response. Until Minwoo had to try to calm down and sit down next to Heechul, gently stroking the other's upper arm. Maybe it was because he felt guilty or wanted to comfort the person who was making a sad face like Minwoo, who had been together for a long time, had never seen before. Has Heechul hyung ever been this sad?

"Why.....I don't think I'll ever forget.......I still remember everything about you.

Your eyes, your sweet scent, your voice, no matter how warm your body was, I still remember it well."

Heechul groaned, lowering his head onto his raised knees. Minwoo was silent, his heart pounding.

Someone slowly pulled out the hand that was stroking Heechul's upper arm. Looking at the person sitting silently curled up on his knees until Heechul raised his head and moved to pull out his bag and stood up.

“Hey Heechul hyung, where are you going?!! Minwoo began to think about Dongjoon's words.

If Heechul hyung leaves you Going back to his house, I have to sleep alone. No friends to sleep with. The ghost is definitely deceiving me.

For Minwoo, at this moment, whether it's a ghost or something else, it's a big no-no. But when I realized that Heechul hyung would really leave him like Dongjun said.... The heart of a person who has always told himself that this person is just a roommate. It is shaking without knowing the cause. Even if it were better to accept being tricked by a ghost, that would be even better.

If you really have to lose Heechul hyung

"I asked where you were going.....and why did you drink so much alcohol?" I've never seen you eat this much. And still pure Aren't you bad drunk, bro!? Minwoo asked, looking at the wine glass that had a little left in it. Heechul looked up and smiled teasingly. He wasn't trying to get into trouble with anyone.

But this smile was more to suit himself...

A deep voice spoke slowly. But it's clear in each word.

"Are you going to stay or go? It was never meant for you, so ignore me. It's enough to just look past you like you've always done. I'm in college. I'll try my best not to come out and see you. Because you didn't want to see my face, so I avoided you and didn't talk to you."

Heechul took a breath, filling his lungs as if he was gathering something in his heart. before turning to look at Minwoo who was standing stunned He made a face that said he wasn't feeling right next to him.

A smile that concealed the pain inside was sent to Minwoo once again. Heechul hyung slowly looked at Minwoo as if he was remembering everything. For him, this might be the last time he saw the person he had been following for a year, the last time he would be this close. The smile disappeared from his face little by little. Minwoo looked frightened.

Until Heechul slowly pulled away and someone rushed to stand in front of him.

"Minwoo....?? Heechul looked at Minwoo in confusion. Since some body had been avoiding him for 5 days, when he really wanted to go, he wouldn't let him go. But the tall figure turned to the other side just as he was about to pass through. Minwoo intervened again. What kind of face is this that makes Heechul have to look away?

Step back and sit in front of the same table.

"What are you going to do? I'm avoiding you because I'm angry that you lied to me.

But I came back because I wanted to talk with you to find out more. Even though I'm angry at you. But I never hated you...Can't we just go back to being good friends like we used to be? Heechul hyung....." Minwoo said, doing his best to suppress his impatience. Some people don't understand. Why are you angry that Heechul hyung is leaving....

"You know I'm not your friend. And I never saw you as a friend....that I did everything for you. I don't want friends....." The person sitting down said seriously. This made Minwoo a little taken aback. After gathering his composure, the figure spoke back.

“In the past, I didn't know what you thought of me. I just feel accustomed to having you by my side all the time. It's become a part, Heechul hyung. And you're going to leave me just because I'm angry at you? You're such a callous person...a person without potion!!" Minwoo scolded in disbelief. Looking at the person who just sat there, completely unfazed by Minwoo's scolding.

No matter who he was with, Heechul never gave in. Except for Minwoo, he was the only one who wouldn't respond. Some people have the courage to do things that may seem out of step with others in the eyes of others. But Heechul never said a word.

The thick hands holding the bag slowly moved together until they clenched tightly. Minwoo didn't see him because he was turning his head and shaking his head in disapproval. Even though I intended to come and talk nicely, in the end I accidentally scolded Heechul again......

The tall man dropped his bag next to his seat. He was starting to feel dizzy after drinking so much alcohol. But those who were still able to control their composure still did not let their anger take over and they might accidentally hurt Minwoo.

Until now, Minwoo is still someone Heechul would never hurt.....

"And what else...."

A challenge sounded. When Minwoo turned around and looked I met someone whose eyesight began to change. Heechul who used to be quiet Now raise your hands and fold your arms. Look at Minwoo like you've never looked before. Minwoo's eyes couldn't help but be dismayed...but the familiarity that Heechul had created until it became a habit made some of him raise his head and reply without fear..

"Well, not anymore.....I won't let you go. Do you understand? If I'm drunk, I'll go to bed. And you don't have to put on a stern face at me. Because I'm not afraid of you... Tonight, I can come back and sleep in my room....!!! "

Minu said before turning and walking inside, throwing his bag of clothes at the foot of the bed. Heechul chuckled softly in his throat before standing up and walking towards the door, not paying attention to Minwoo's words. Someone saw this and quickly grabbed Heechul's bag and threw it at the foot of the bed as well. When Heechul turned to look at him reproachfully, some of them did a prank.

His face floated forward as if challenging him, "Is there something wrong?" "

People who are starting to get really drunk He raised his hand and massaged his temple tensely.

He doesn't understand Minwoo at all. When people are confused, they ignore them. When I went, they came and forbade me to go. So, where exactly is Heechul in Minwoo's heart? .....

"Three points," Heechul said shortly, causing Minwoo to tilt his head.

"What are the 3 things?"

"What's the reason you didn't let me go? If I listen to it, I'll stay. But if not, I'll just prepare to find a new roommate and find a good person who can tolerate your ups and downs.. .."

Heechul calmly said as he sat down and folded his arms on his chest. Looking at Minwoo who seemed to be starting to hesitate a bit. Sometimes Heechul wanted to laugh at the shocked expressions of the people who were being chased away. But he also played a part in causing Minwoo to become stubborn towards him like this. So the tall figure calmly waited to listen to the other person's words, even though his head was already dizzy to the point of wanting to vomit!!

What kind of alcohol is this? It's so strong. How could Minwoo drink it!!

"Well....well, if you're not here Who will help me with work, shopping, repairs, etc.? Who's going to tutor you!~ I'm about to take the exam."

"If that's all you really want. When you have something you need help with, you can drop me a line and tell me.

As for the exam I can help you. Even though we didn't stay together But we're in the same high school."

"And where is the room fee again? It's true, it's almost the end of the month already. If you go, who will share the cost of the room with me!! ” Minwoo said as if he had already succeeded in finding an excuse to hold onto Heechul hyung. Some of them smiled a little happily. But it didn't last long because of Heechul. Pulling out his wallet, he took out a stack of bills and placed them on the table. I repeat, one stack!!

Normally, when the room payment is due Minwoo doesn't know why because Heechul hyung likes to do all the work himself and then take Minwoo's money to pay Minwoo's share. We always go buy things to eat together.

Many things made Minwoo start to reconsider that in the past Heechul hyung was always beside him doing everything for Minwoo. As for the people that Minwoo kept chasing, he never paid attention to Minwoo at all....

"Is that enough?.....This is about 3 months maybe?"

The tall man said simply. Minwoo looked down at the stack of money and then raised his eyes to look at Heechul's face, who was looking at Minwoo indifferently.

Minwoo doesn't need money. Or any stupid things that are brought up? He spoke nonsense because he couldn't think of anything. Some people lower their heads. He clenched his teeth, hurting himself. Even though normally he argued that Heechul hyung wins in everything (well, Heechul agrees to this), but now Minwoo really can't think of any reason to keep Heechul hyung back....

As Minwoo remained silent, Heechul moved slightly. Minwoo then asked in a low voice, causing Heechul to pause...

“About the letter, the gift, and everything else that you sent to Kevin on my behalf, what was it, Heechul hyung..” Minwoo asked without looking up. Heechul leaned back against the back of the sofa. Thinking about the time he was willing to do everything against his own will. Having said that, he really did a lot for Minwoo. I'm willing to endure every pain.

Relying on closeness to win Minwoo's heart But it was wasted

"I can do anything if that's your happiness....." The only answer made Minwoo look up at Heechul in shock. I saw only a sharp face that said the whole thing happily, as he truly said, not pretending....

“You might seem mean to me. But with other people, you will always be brave and afraid. The fact that you like an owner like Kevin. Even if your brothers and friends don't agree. But your smile...

Every time I see him talking happily about Kevin. It makes me want to protect your happiness.

......but from now on It's over, Minwoo. You must be the one to maintain your happiness. Because I'm probably not that person for you. There is no longer a person who can look at you without thinking…”

Heechul said his voice was calm. Smiling a little, but looking sad in the eyes of those who saw it. Minwoo still stood with his head bowed, motionless. Heechul glanced up slightly, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth to himself when Minwoo seemed to be quiet. He leaned up. Looking at the bag that Minwoo had thrown at the end of the bed. Let out a sigh.

Feeling the heat from your own breath mixed with the scent of liquor until you were dizzy.

"Tomorrow, I'll come in and pack things up. You'll sleep in this room tonight. So I'm going to sleep somewhere else. You won't be uncomfortable. Don't forget to find a new roommate."

Heechul says his voice is low. before standing up and walking towards the front of the door with difficulty Even though he walks in this room every day.

But today it seems difficult to walk. Barely able to balance!!!

"Heechul hyung....if it wasn't for me, I wouldn't have anyone else!!!! "

Minwoo's voice spoke directly to his feelings. Immediately stop every movement of the other person. Long white stopped and stood still. When he turned around to look, he saw the face of the person he had always loved covered with tears. Looking at you pleadingly

The only real reason that made the two of them go silent Minwoo let out a soft sob.

Some people don't know what to do. Since Minwoo still doesn't understand himself either. In the past, Heechul hyung was the only person who did everything to make Minwoo happy. Until it became a familiarity that Minwoo had always overlooked.

Jun Young, Dong Jun's girlfriend, once said that People will see the value of what they have. Only when you're about to lose it.

Minwoo understands....but he won't lose Heechul hyung.....

"You told us to be together from that day, right? Even though I'll be angry with you when I find out the truth. But we didn't break up.

...I've never broken up with you...if you really insist on going, then break up with me first..

But I told you before that if you say it...I'll cry until morning too...!!! "

Heechul lightly twitched his eyebrows at the strange threat. The tension instantly disappeared from his face. that he sensed something in these words The person who had sworn to himself not to harm Minwoo just walked up to a figure who made a fierce face at him even though his eyes were watering...

A tall figure walked and stopped in front of Minwoo. Send your fingertips to gently spread the tears away.

"Are you threatening me??"

Heechul asked softly, wiping the other's tears as well. Minwoo pushed Heechul's hand away with the back of his hand.

Still making harsh sounds towards Heechul even though it was all trembling.

"That's why you threatened me!! I don't know. If you go, I won't be here anymore!!~"

Minwoo said stubbornly. Making Heechul smile slightly. Did he understand that Min Woo was his stubborn roommate? Now I'm trying to reconcile with him ??

"Is that a reason for saying that, hmm??"

Heechul lightly touched Minwoo's cheek with the tip of his finger. It was hot like it normally wouldn't be this hot. Sharp eyes, looking at a clear face, never looking away

"I don't know!! I already told you that if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't want anyone else!!~

You don't have to find a roommate!!!” Someone burst out in anger at the mere thought of going back to a house so far from the university. I have to listen to my mother scold me every day. I have to wake up early every time I have morning class.

But it's better than finding a new roommate. I don't know if anyone will be as good and tolerant as Heechul.

"The bottom line is, I won't let you go anywhere. And we're still lovers....so?" Heechul asked with a smile. He still didn't fully trust anything. But it was considered that his heart was much relieved when he looked at the owner of the cute face who was rubbing away tears like a child. Until he had to pull that mischievous hand away because he was afraid that the beautiful eyes he liked to look at every day would get hurt first.

Minwoo seems to have softened a lot. Because I didn't oppose anything to Heechul anymore.

There were only clear tears that still covered the unit. The tall man's heart fluttered when he looked at his beautiful face from such a close distance.

Minwoo normally never cries. So just saying that he was going made this stubborn kid shed tears for him this much. Heechul doesn't want to think about it himself.........

"Can you say that again? What did you say just now?"

Heechul's voice whispered softly in his ear. Now they stood closer than ever before. Heechul's heart is working harder.

It was more intense than the night he had hugged Minwoo's naked body. Because now some bodies feel good about everything. But he...was dizzy.

Minwoo glanced at Heechul for a moment. His sharp face was just inches away. Minwoo knew that Heechul hyung was a very handsome man. But it's probably because of familiarity that makes Minwoo see through it all the time. Until this moment, just by accidentally staring at it, it was like being mesmerized by this strange sight.

Until I have to agree to do as the other person tells me to do well. I don't know why...

"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have anyone else....."

A cute, trembling voice that spoke as if requesting It made my body too high to suppress the strange feelings in my heart again....

"Hyung.....ummm!??" Minwoo's voice was swallowed when Heechul decided to press his lips against the red lips that had just said something cute. Are you aware? But Minwoo really made Heechul fall in love with him to the point where he couldn't give up.

"Uh..." A sweet voice that sounded slightly defiant. But he soon relented. A tall figure kisses his beautiful roommate that he has secretly loved for a long time, as he has always wanted. That night, no matter how much he wanted to, he could only stare and force himself to close his eyes with difficulty.

Brother Heechul...?? Minwoo, who was mesmerized by a kiss he had never experienced before, greeted him softly. When Heechul pulled away he looked at Minwoo's face strangely.

The tall figure didn't wait. He immediately scooped Minwoo's thin body into Minwoo's bed nearby. When the thin person came to his senses, he hurriedly shouted greetings with a startled look on his face.

" Hey hyung!!~ Why did you bring me to my bed? If you're drunk, go sleep in your bed!! "Someone lightly tapped his broad shoulder. Heechul just smiled mischievously at Minwoo.

"Drunk...very drunk. I can't take it anymore...." The deep voice said quietly, making Minwoo upset. Just as his body was about to get up, another person pulled him down to lie down on the bed as Heechul hurriedly followed and kissed her lips again. Until people who still don't do anything right are inferior again....

"Oh... Brother, let me go. I'm going to sleep if I'm drunk. Ah!!....will.... Why are you bothering me? Hmmmm!!” A scratchy voice said to the person who was impatiently caressing the white ears and down to the smooth neck.

"I'm not bothering you," Heechul's voice murmured on White's shoulder. A thick hand slipped under the thin shirt. Touching every part he wanted until the recipient's face lit up.

"Heechul hyung!! I'm going to say why? I'm not familiar with it... Don't touch me...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

"If we're lovers, we have to say it for the sake of it. We are too." The person who spoke was still engrossed in devoting happiness from a body under his own control. Minwoo really wanted to punch this handsome face. But when I think about what I learned tonight This idea was discarded. Along with two hands that embrace the body on one's own body, bringing it into closer contact with oneself.

It's good that Heechul hyung isn't losing it....but it's the one that Minwoo is about to lose. Is it protected!!!

Some of them gritted their teeth and questioned themselves as the other person removed their clothes one by one.

Pursing your lips thoughtfully But in the end, I really gave up on myself and gave in to everything.....

dawn

                                " ............Rrrrrr........." 

The line sounded several times. Until Minwoo slowly moved his body, which was not covered by any clothing, tired.

Slender eyes slowly opened because they stung from the light shining into the room. Plus, by the time I was able to sleep, it was almost 3 a.m. When I looked at my phone, I didn't see anything. It's definitely Heechul's.

"Heechul hyung!! Are you there?!!"

Puk!!........

Minwoo shouted, crossing over to the bed next to each other. according to habit Then I stumbled upon someone's arm resting on my narrow waist. The events in this room from last night slowly flowed like water. Even more so when he looked down at his naked body and there were only red hickey marks all over his body. The person who woke up first became even more embarrassed.

Minwoo, whose eyes immediately brightened, hurriedly stood up, intending to slap the person next to him. that took advantage of the moment when some people were weak in spirit and were able to wrestle with each other

"P'Heecha....oh....oh.....!!~ It hurts!!!!"

The person who raised his fist on the head of another person who was sleeping. It means to hit hard. Instead, he had to hold his own stomach and gasp out immediately. Until Heechul, who heard the sound, had to open his eyes and see Minwoo sitting on his stomach, looking at him with resentment, and he jumped up and sat up. Give a dry smile without excuses

"Did it hurt a lot? I'm sorry," Heechul said softly, feeling guilty. He may have been a bit violent because his drunkenness made him unable to restrain himself. But he was conscious of what he had done. Minwoo lowered his eyes in relief. Waving your hands nonchalantly.

"Never mind that, brother.....I thought that... Minwoo was about to say something. Heechul quickly furrowed his brows in displeasure. He definitely won't allow it like that time!! A strong hand grabbed the waving wrist so tightly that Minwoo couldn't shake it when he was shocked.

“It's not a dream, Minwoo. I won't let you go again. You belong to me!!

Don't tell me you think it's a dream. I'll definitely drag you out to wrestle in front of the whole university!!!" A deep voice said seriously. It made Minwoo's face feel a little embarrassed. before letting out a sigh Said calmly as he slowly pried Heechul's hand away.

"I'm just saying Think of it as just the beginning." Minwoo said with a smile. Heechul watched and pulled Minwoo into a tight hug. As if to remind himself that he really had this person as his own.

Is it over? With secretly loving and taking care of me for a year, the pain of having to endure seeing myself being overlooked every time ended. From now on, it won't be like that anymore, right?

Heechul kept asking himself in his heart. When he pulled away, he looked at the person he had always loved. To tell through these eyes how much he loves and cherishes Minwoo.

Minwoo hugged Heechul softly again after seeing the warm look in his eyes that seemed to show how important Minwoo was. He doesn't want to lose Heechul hyung either. Even if you have to sacrifice something, it's better than giving it to someone else. Previously, I had intended to give in to Brother Kevin. But it's good to see pictures from that day of Hyungsik and Kevin.

Until Minwoo was able to give up.

"I love you Minwoo."

Heechul planted a gentle kiss on the smooth forehead. Sweet words of love in the morning made the person who intended to be angry smile shyly. Bury your face against a broad chest. He came out in annoyance at the person speaking..

"Wow, that's cool. You already 'did it' and just came to tell me you love me, huh?" Skipping a step...." Minwoo's moaning sound made Heechul laugh as well. Before someone could think of anything.

"Oh, bro, when your LINE became popular, Are you your friend..?? Minwoo said and lay down to rest a little more. My whole body hurts. Heechul hyung was drunk and didn't save any energy at all. Even though it's really the first time. I want to slap, but I can't. I can only complain in my heart!

Minwoo saw Heechul's hyung reading LINE and his face smiled. So I want to know who called Line to make me a girlfriend. (Do you accept it?) You can smile like this. So I secretly moved to look behind me quietly.

              dongjunie : 

How are you? It's quiet. What do you think about Minwoo?

            heechul :  

There's nothing else. Everything is fine. Thank you, you little naughty little darling. 55

            dongjunie :  

Hoy! Is it really complete? I'm happy for you ^^

              heechul : 

Until it was settled, I was secretly afraid of his heart. If you don't come up, I really will have to go, haha.

          dongjunie :  

It's not like that. Minwoo is so crazy. You have to do this. Otherwise, I wouldn't know. Can I use my plan? But what about letters and gifts? You can do it, right? Where can I give things to people who are rivals in our hearts? If it were me, there's no way. But in any case, I've got my hopes up. Don't forget to come out and feed me and Joon Young's fried chicken, Heechul.

Jun Young hyung went to sleep in Kwanghee hyung's room to get Min hyung to sleep with me.

If not, I'll convince you. Minwoo hyung won't go up and beg him. Come on.

         heechul :  

All right, but let me sleep first. I'll make another appointment in the afternoon. Let me sleep hard first. Haha.

     dongjunie :  

I told you not to overdo it. Hahahaha. I have something to tease Minwoo hyung. Yayyyyyyyyyyyy go hyung. Joon Young hyung is here. Bye bye.

          heechul :   

bye

Heechul closed his phone screen and smiled happily. But just by turning to peekaboo at the person lurking behind him, he was startled and nearly fell off the bed.

"Uh.....Minwoo, that is...." Heechul's face immediately turned pale. When Minwoo stared at him, his eyes turned green.

No matter how much I'm afraid of being scolded, it's not as much as my fear of losing Minwoo. He would never give in either. A strong hand quickly grabbed her thin waist and hugged her tightly.

“Minwoo...listen to me first. I won't apologize. Because I don't feel like I did anything wrong. Last night, if Minwoo insisted on rejecting you or not paying attention to you? I'm really going. ...So...” Heechul was trying to explain. But Minwoo raised his hand to stop him from saying anything further.

"Never mind, brother.....I don't want to fight with you anymore. It's good to understand each other. But........." Minwoo trailed off. before smiling coldly, such that Heechul still gets goosebumps when he sees it.

“Today, I'm making an appointment for Dongjun to go to a thank you party. I'll go too.

I'm going to thank the little brat a little bit. Hehehe."

Minwoo's eyes glowed. As he rubbed his hips, his whole body ached!!....

Some of him understood that this whole matter was a plan of Lord Dongjun. The younger generation is a close friend. Even though it's a good result That Dong Joon's cunning plan will make him and Heechul hyung end up together well.

But Min-woo still can't help but want to get revenge on Dong-joon a little bit....

Is it a good idea to hire a woman to act in a drama as Joon Young's mistress and let Dong Jun go crazy? In case he loves his husband more, hehe.

The beautiful woman pressed an evil smile at the corner of her mouth until Heechul, who just looked at it, secretly swallowed a big gulp.

He could only smile sheepishly and think of a way to help Dong Jun. After he helped him, haha.

The tall figure hugged the person who used to be his roommate jealously. He won't let go of this hand. No matter how long it's been will protect forever

As for you..... Dong Jun, how can I help you? I'm sorry, haha.

End of Roommate fic

There may be a special episode that will be posted by NC. I'll have a look at the time with Mr. Satan's fic as well.

Thank you for following and reading. I've never written a short fiction before. The content is very concise. If there is a mistake in any part, I apologize.

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