‘Cause, you’re my earth.

"Sehun...please come back to me."

I can't lose you because you are my world.

{ Winter Dark Theme }

"Luhan, don't mess with me again. Stop messing with me!!!"

A face that did not show any emotion and cold eyes glanced blankly at the figure in front of him. Makes some bodies frightened When the voice stopped, one figure walked away, leaving only pain and the past, leaving the other person to live with the pain that hurt close to death.

Again...he did this to me again...is he kidding me? Why even though I love him this much?...

It was as if cold water had been splashed on the face. Some people didn't know what to do but stood still. The sentence from a moment ago still echoes in my brain. reflecting within the mind So he decided to run and embrace the back of the man he loved in order to wait a little longer. Just a little more is good. Clear tears streamed down his cheeks, sobs and cries became louder and louder. The tall figure stopped standing. before turning to look at the other person

"S..Sehun..ugh..you're not...hug...really going, right?.."

Sehun looked at the sweet face of the person in front of him who was now red from crying so much. His cold gaze turned into concern before he gave Luhan a faint smile. A hand moved to gently wipe away Luhan's tears before squeezing it hard on his jaw, and his face turned cold again.

"Quit being stupid, Luhan!!"

A loud shout filled Luhan's ears before Sehun used his strength to push Luhan down. He turned around and smiled before walking away.

What should I do?

I really want to hold on to time, want to be together forever, but I can't.

I can't make him come back.

"Oh Sehun" I know you still love me, right?.........

Sehun, come back to me...

...Come back to my old self.........

Sehun please......

please.......

There's a voice in my heart that keeps calling out, hoping for someone to come back.

The 'love' that he once received from that Sehun is now being shared with others, right?

The smile you have for me 'That smile' every time I look at it, it makes me smile, but now why is there only 'indifference'?

Eyes that used to stare only at me 'Warm eyes' now only have pity in their eyes.

What do you want me to do? What should I do?

I love him and want him to come back to me. Come back to be the same Sehun who loved me. and never makes me sad

......Sehun.....

Clear water flowed down both cheeks again. Those sweet eyes trembled and he could only look at the thin back that was slowly walking away. His trembling body was weak and he couldn't even stand up.

I can probably do just this... I can really do just this...

I want to be better than this. I really want to make it better.

It's been 2 years since I haven't seen that person.

I'm still struggling to live my life without him by my side.

Even though how much time has passed? I still miss him every day no matter how much it hurts. No matter how much heartache it is, I accept it...

Ever since that day he left me, I have always hoped for him to come back, even if it was faint.

I would trade everything to have him back.

...It's probably not wrong that I still love him...

"Luhan"

"Luhan!"

"Is something wrong?"

Chris, seeing that his friend had been silent for a long time, poked him hard and called loudly. The force of the nudge made Luhan come out of his thoughts of the old days that had happened. Luhan turned to look at him before gently shaking his head saying he was fine and smiling at his best friend Kris. A friend who always stood by his side when he was happy. Or even when he's sad and there's no one left by his side.

Now the two of them were sitting in a nearby park, not far from where they lived. The road has become more congested. Colorful lights from many different stalls It was a place of memories and a place where he was comfortable. Normally, the two of them wouldn't be together. The person missing was...that person.

"This...Chris"

Luhan called out to his friend in a soft whisper, but Kris could hear it clearly. Luhan's expressionless eyes stared out into the wide, darkening sky. The light of the sun began to fade away, replaced by the starlight that twinkled in the sky.

“Have you ever heard of the legend of the moon?” Kris didn't say anything and just stared out at the sky with Luhan.

"Before, there were two moons in our world, a woman and a man. They loved each other very much," Luhan said, then smiled slightly, his eyes looking away as if he were in deep thought.

“Soon the moon, a woman, fell in love. With the sun already...." Luhan's voice trailed off as clear tears began to fill her sweet eyes again.

"The moon of a man was abandoned by his lover for the sun...left for something he thought was better...." Luhan lowered his eyes and was silent for a moment as tears streamed down his cheeks. He secretly cried so that Chris wouldn't hear him, he didn't want Chris to worry too much about him.

"And do you know what happened next?..." Kris turned to look at Luhan for just a moment and then used his eyes to look at the stars in the sky again. Kris shook his head gently and listened intently to Luhan. Continuing the story without interrupting anything at all.

"The moon of a man loves his lover very much. When he found out that he had been abandoned, he shattered and turned into a star...but he still waited for her to come back to him....even though that woman would never come back. Just come back..." Luhan's eyes showed pain for just a moment. Then it was replaced by coldness again.

Luhan's eyes began to wander. He slowly fell into a trance, diving into the images of the events of that day that he still remembered vividly...

A picture of him and Sehun sitting at the edge of a river. A large river with a long curve The green fields and colorful flowers bloomed to show off their beautiful colors. A cool breeze blew past, causing some of the flower petals and blades of grass to be blown away. The flowers give off a enticing fragrance that makes you fall asleep. The sky shines beautifully at this time, the sun is waving goodbye from the sky.

Some stars were decorated in the sky, sparkling with light. It is a place like heaven. The person beside him was like an angel. Some of the sun's rays reflect off the river, making it beautiful to look at. But at this time, Sehun was very handsome, making him even more attractive to look at than the scenery in front of him, to the point where he couldn't take his eyes off.

“Xiao Lu, have you ever heard of the legend of the moon?”

Sehun took his eyes off the scenery in front of him and turned to stare at the beautiful woman sitting next to him.

"Hm...never."

Luhan shook his head and replied softly, using his eyes to stare at the lover in front of him without batting an eye.

The two stared at each other for a long time before Sehun looked away from his lover and looked at the stars that were beginning to fill the sky.

"Before, our world had two moons. A woman and a man loved each other very much."

"But soon the female moon fell in love with the sun, and the male moon was abandoned by her lover for the sun."

"The moon of a man loves his lover very much. When he found out that he had been abandoned, he shattered and turned into a star in the sky. But...he still waited for her to come back to him all the time, even though that woman There will never be a day when I come back."

"Sehun..."

For a long time, Luhan was silent before softly speaking his lover's name. His eyes lowered and he looked down at his own hands, which were clenched into tight fists.

"What do you mean?"

Sehun's eyes melted from the sky and he turned to stare at the beautiful woman sitting next to him.

"You won't leave me like that moon, right?"

Luhan stared at Sehun's face with seriousness, his eyes showing many emotions being conveyed to the person in front of him. Sehun was silent for a moment before he took the other's hand and said in a firm voice, his sincere eyes met the other's and he slowly bent down to gently kiss her pink lips.

"I will never leave you...love you, my little one."

I miss Jung Sehun...I miss the old days spent with you.

I miss your sweet words...I miss the warm smile you always gave me.

I miss you...but I can't do anything.

.....I'll never leave you....so?

Why did you say you wouldn't leave me?

You're just making me happy, right?

You just feel sorry for me, Sehun.

A small sob escaped for Kris to hear again. He could only console his friend. If he could bring his good little brother back to Luhan again, it would be great.

A hand pulled Luhan into a tight hug. He didn't know what to say to make Luhan feel good. Let Luhan stop crying. He wanted to see Luhan's bright smile again. I don't want my friends to be depressed like this.

"When I hear news about this little brat, I'll be the first to tell you." Kris whispered softly into Luhan's ear. This was probably something he could do. All I can do is worry and stay away. A strong hand reached out and ruffled Luhan's hair and wiped away the tear stains.

"Tears aren't good for you...go home, I'll send you."

Luhan answered with a soft hush in his throat and used his hand to wipe away his tears again before he and Kris got into the car.

"Sigh..."

Why can't I just forget the person who hurt my feelings?

I want to erase him from my heart. Living like this was extremely painful, the thoughts of it continually eroding my heart, causing me to die slowly and painfully.

He is so cruel...I feel like I'm dying.

I can't do anything. All I can do is be a person who is stuck in the past that has long passed. But I could never forget that person. It's a painful past for me. The day that person left me He didn't give me a reason for breaking up with him at all...he just walked away.

Some of them sat on the bed sighing with both hands hugging their knees tightly, their minds thinking about various things. Then his eyes fell on an old photo that he and Sehun had taken together on the nightstand. A hand reaches out and picks up a photo to look at before gently running a finger over Sehun's picture and smiling faintly.

Luhan's tears fell onto the picture frame. He gently wiped away the teardrops from the picture with his hand before hugging the picture tightly to his chest as if it weren't a photograph. It's a part of life that I don't want to disappear.

I don't want you to disappear from my heart.

Sehun...I really want to hug you. What should I do?

Tonight was another night that Luhan couldn't sleep again. He lay with his eyes wide open in a completely silent room. Closing your eyes makes you think of Sehun. Imagine his face, that charming smile and those gentle eyes.

After a while, Luhan decided to get up from his bed and put on his robe and walk outside to get some fresh air, just in case it might clear his mind a bit more.

A cold wind blew against her sweet face, causing her to tighten her coat tighter. The night got colder and colder. In the empty night, Luhan walked along the road aimlessly. The streets that were once sparsely populated are now crowded with many people. He wandered until he came to the front of a small convenience store. He walked in for a while and came out with a glass of something warm.

"Sigh..."

I have to eat warm food to keep my brain free.

Hm...chocolate?

I ordered coffee, but why did I get chocolate?

Luhan glanced at the hot chocolate in his hand for a moment before deciding to pick it up and take a sip before...

Thump!!

Some people walked around, lost in consciousness, not in their own skin until they clumsily collided with the person behind them. Their foreheads bumped together, making them dizzy for a while. The chocolate in his hand fell and shattered, disappearing onto the road. Luhan himself fell heavily and his butt hit the ground until he was in excruciating pain.

"Oh..Oh!" Luhan exclaimed and shook his head to bring his consciousness back to himself. and he bowed his head and gently rubbed his hand against his bulging forehead.

"I'm sorry, are you alright?"

"Ouch...it hurts."

Luhan spoke directly without mincing words and stood up, bowed his head to check for himself that besides his red forehead and the bottom that hit the ground so hard it hurt, there was nothing damaged before slowly raising his head to look at the person in front of him. From the feet up to the face

The light in the darkness was so dim. The stranger's face reflected in the light made Luhan remember it well. Some people's eyes widened in shock at the sight they saw. The people opposite were equally shocked to see him. Tears began to well up in Luhan's eyes again before he smiled and said in a husky voice.

I wasn't dreaming this, right?

"N..Mr....Sehun"