Horror Yellow &Rose Day
" Grandpa Zitao and the thrilling Yellow and Rose Day "
SF [TAOHUN]
by ilovetao68
@ilovetaohun
Grandpa Zitao 2
...It's been 3 months already. From that day
Every day for me is normal (almost) happy. But it wasn't all suffering.
I tried everything to look normal. That is, try not to think about it, not think about it, and not care about it. It's just the past. 'He is gone' I know this very well. For me it's not a big problem (maybe), but with this good son....
“Aunt Hub, when will Mama come back? Hyunseok has prepared some roses for Grandma. Look, see. Grandpa, do you think Mom will like it? And Grandpa, which flower is the most beautiful? Please help me choose.”
Sigh.....this is it. It's the big factor that makes me never forget him. And it has continued to bother me like this for 2 years, so it makes me sick every time I wake up and go to bed. I have to face it.....
......pain......
“As you wish, I only want to be with you during the last moments.”
I didn't ask any further. Even though I wonder What does 'last period' mean? I kept it because right now I'm really happy. You probably know why.
...We'll be able to live together as three people.
Yellow Day, to me, people wearing yellow shirts are single people.
And what does it mean? Will Sehun think like me? I suspect I'll have to sleep in bed excited about it tonight.
Horror Yellow &Rose Day
Grandpa Zitao and the thrilling Yellow and Rose Days
... past two ...
..It's been 3 months already. From that day
Every day for me is normal (almost) happy. But it wasn't all suffering.
I tried everything to look normal. That is, try not to think about it, not think about it, and not care about it. It's just the past. 'He is gone' I know this very well. For me it's not a big problem (maybe), but with this good son....
“Aunt Hub, when will Mama come back? Hyunseok has prepared some roses for Grandma. Look, see. Grandpa, do you think Mom will like it? And Grandpa, which flower is the most beautiful? Please help me choose.”
“Uh...son. Grandpa said we'd better go buy some cake to eat. Grandpa wants to eat.”
Zitao's avoidance formula No matter how many times we go, we can't escape the issue of food.
“Do you want a cake for Mom as well?”
“No, Hyunseok, listen to me. Tilt your ears clearly....Ma, Ma, I'm not coming back!!! understand?"
“Hap, Mom isn't coming back....but if Mom comes, when? Tell Hyunsuk first, heehee.”
Still...still, still smiling sweetly at Auntie again.
"Go Hubpa, don't pretend to stand and shake your head. Let's go quickly and go to the cake shop."
Sigh.....this is it. It's the big factor that makes me never forget him. And it has continued to bother me like this for 2 years, so it makes me sick every time I wake up and go to bed. I have to face it.....
......pain......
Zitao and Hyunseok finally come to buy cupcakes at a famous cafe near Cheonggyecheon. And I swear that this father and son duo aren't prominent or conspicuous (maybe)....
'Scream, ladies, look at that father and son duo, so handsome'
'Is that a famous creative? It must be, he came with his son.'
'Wow, why does he look so good?'
'These father and son duo are here again. I really want to greet them.'
'He's wearing a yellow jacket too. Are you single? Fuck me.'
'Today everyone knows that whoever wears yellow is single'
The gossip from the single and not-single women in the shop began to grow louder as Zitao's single status became an issue. But Zitao didn't care much, probably because he was already used to this sort of thing. And another thing is that the matter that is in question does not always mean that it is not true.
He is single and is declaring himself single by wearing a bright yellow jacket from the house. His five-year-old son was wearing a similar outfit, only the size was smaller and he looked like he was a copy of the man who walked around the store looking at the cakes.
If it's a normal day, wearing yellow clothes outside the house is normal. But this is because today is Rose Day and Yellow Day.
A day when couples give roses to each other. As for people who don't have a lover like Zitao, it's fun to wear a yellow jacket, following the trend of many single people. But even though it's fun, deep down, Grandpa just wants to reinforce that
'There's no one to love. I'm single.' That's it.
“What is this? I know it's Rose Day. But I didn't think that roses would be scattered like this. On other days, don't you know how to give to each other? You crazy people, wow.... I'm really annoyed when I see this.”
“Daddy Hub, who are you talking to?”
“No, I'm just complaining. Has your son finished choosing yet? Auntie will come up with the money.”
“Just a moment, Hyunseok couldn't choose, they all looked delicious.”
“Then let's take all the flavors.”
“Pa Na Yak, hee hee.”
"Cute, not annoying. Call me again."
“Hup, it's cute.”
“Not yet improved. It's not funny. If your son gets used to calling you that, he'll get stuck and his speech won't be clear. If...well, if Mom hears it, Mom won't like it. If it's worth it, it's worth it. I don't mind."
“Auntie?”
Just a little instruction from Zitao and Hyunseok frowned in displeasure. And the more Zitao said that Mom wouldn't like it if he kept saying those words, the more Hyunseok felt hurt.
“How would Auntie know? Grandpa is not Mom.”
“Hunseok!”
“Mama isn't as mean as Grandpa.”
“Okay, Grandpa might be mean. But I just want Hyunseok to speak clearly. I'm just worried. What if my son doesn't speak clearly and his friends tease him? Does your son like that or not?”
“No, uh... yes.”
“Very good, son. Then let's go home.”
“Hold it, I want to hold it.”
When father and son understand each other well They all walked out of this cafe. Even though I went, my actions from just a moment ago still stuck with someone who happened to want to buy cupcakes at this shop. But because the couple were busy with the bag holding a large amount of cupcakes, they didn't notice the young mother holding her little one outside the store.
“You'll both be fine. Let's be cheerful.”
Sehun chose to let the father and son pass by without saying hello and not wanting them to know that he was here.
...wasting the atmosphere
The selection continues. The loud noise from a moment ago disappeared and the cause of the noise had already returned. The cupcake menu at the shop seems to have almost every menu item bought, making the display case look bare.
“There are two people together. Why are you so good at eating? My favorite toppings are all gone too.....eh, there's more. Sorry, I'd like two of that buttercream, please."
“The buttercream is out of stock. Just now a customer bought it."
“And that?”
“Oh, I guess the customer forgot. That's it."
“Sorry, I forgot the cupcake just now...uh...Sehun!”
“'Then it's okay. I will come again another day.”
“Yes, I apologize.”
He never dreamed that forgetting his cupcakes at the shop would lead to him meeting someone he missed this much, even though he had come to terms with it before. and think you can do it But when he met Sehun in person today, Zitao knew for himself that
......I can't do it anyway. And there probably won't be a day.
Sehun knew the situation well so he chose to turn his back and hurriedly walk out of the store, but....
“Miss Mom!!!”
Hyunseok just wanted to follow his father inside because he didn't like being left alone for a long time, but he didn't think he would ever meet his mother in person. And right now, Hyunseok looked like Will be shocked to see Sehun standing in front of him.
“Yes, Miss Ma, haha.”
“Zitao! What's wrong with you? Look at me, quickly!"
The incident happened so fast that Sehun couldn't sequence the events and adjust his emotions. The sight in front of him was Hyunseok who opened the shop door and called out to him. But in just a few moments, Hyunseok fell to the ground. He, who was holding the little one, was unable to help hold the body in time.
This caused the five-year-old son's head to hit the ground in front of his eyes.
“No!!” At this moment, Sehun's consciousness was nearly broken.
“Hunseok!!! “Zitao was no different. He quickly freed his chest from the bag and rushed to scoop up his son's body.
At the hospital
It didn't take long for Zitao to step on the gas pedal and bring his son's body to the doctor. With Sehun and the little one who was screaming because they woke up to the shouts of Sehun and Zitao just moments ago in the car.
“Mom, I'm sorry, Hyunseok. I'm sorry.” Sehun's tears didn't stop flowing all the way, as well as the apologies he kept telling his son.
But even then, Sehun had to keep his emotions in check and keep quiet because the little one was needing comfort and crying out for his mother's hugs to find safety.
"Oh, it's okay, sweetheart. Stop crying. Be quiet. Shh..."
Zitao sat and watched the mother and son for a long time in front of the emergency room. While waiting to hear from the doctor
....What kind of person tells their child not to cry? But myself and my crying refused to stop...
“Come, it's better for Pa O. Oh, you're good. Oh, little one, stop crying. If you cry a lot, you'll be ugly like your mother. Oh, oh, oh, oh."
I couldn't bear to see the man in front of me adjust his mood like this. I knew he was suffering with one son but was trying to keep it in order to comfort his other daughter. So I volunteered to help comfort the little one.
And it worked. When I lifted the child from his lap He burst into tears and cried harder than before. It's because I probably picked it up from that cafe. But what was unexpected was the little baby I was carrying. He stopped crying even though I was half comforting and half teasing the mother.
I wonder if little Baby will like it...
“There's no need to cry. My son is strong and he will die. Just hit your head on the ground."
“People are not balls.”
"Come on, when you say you're strong, you're strong."
The conversation ended with the sound of the emergency room door opening. The doctor tells Hyunsuk's condition to Sehun, who expresses his deepest concern. Zitao chose to stand and listen quietly.
....Your son is safe.
“See? I told you. Now you can stop crying. I'm so ugly I can't bear to look at it. Baby, your mother really doesn't look ugly at all."
Some time later, Hyunseok was moved to a regular recovery room. The symptoms aren't too bad. The cause was from shock and unconsciousness until the head hit the ground, causing the head to break. Seven stitches But in just seven needles, Zi Tao was already going crazy.
....Seeing that I can still smile and talk a lot is because I don't want Sehun to think too much.
Actually, right now I want to move Hyunseok's head wound to me.
“Hunseok, can you let Mommy get hurt instead? Can you take the wound to Mama instead?”
But it seems I'm not the only one thinking this. There was another person in front of me who thought of pain differently or maybe more.
“Sehun, you can go back now. The child is very fine and will recover soon. Right now, let's worry about the little one. Keeping him in the hospital like this for a long time would not be good.”
...I really want him to stay. But he has to be with his family, not me.
Sehun didn't answer. Oh, he was so wrapped up in my advice. He took something and left the room. After a while he came back.
“Can I stay and take care of my son until he recovers?”
"Uh...you mean you'll be staying at the condo?"
“If you allow me. I would like to stay with Hyunseok for a while. It's probably just when he was sick. If I get better, I'll come back quickly. Don't worry. You can go find any woman anywhere, I won't bother you. Or let him live with me.”
“Hunseok and I are like the same person. Therefore, if to separate It's not easy.”
“As you wish, I only want to be with you during the last moments.”
I didn't ask any further. Even though I wonder What does 'last period' mean? I kept it because right now I'm really happy. You probably know why.
...We'll be able to live together as three people.
“Please allow me.”
“Chanyeol hyung, thank you for coming so quickly. I called in less than ten minutes.”
“Hello, Mr., uh, Chanyeol. I'm a bright, uh...”
“It's Sehun's ex-husband. I'm sorry about your son. He's probably safe now.”
...I don't want to talk further. I would like to apologize first. The real person, the current person, has already arrived. The reality must be like this.
“Brother Chanyeol. We'd better go talk outside or Minji will wake up.”
Minji must mean the youngest child who was asleep in my lap. Then the two of them walked outside the room to talk. I really must have become someone else. If you look at the situation It seems like it was me who was hurt more than Hyunseok.
The door of the patient's room was a small clear glass window. Zitao couldn't help but turn around to see where the two people were talking, but he just turned and saw it. Because Sehun was standing there talking to Chanyeol in the glass window.
“Minji must be your daughter. But why doesn't your face match his? The head is wide, the eyes are narrow, the mouth is thin and you can't see the ears stretching out like your father's."
“Ah ah huh”
"Oh, Dad, I'm just kidding. Oh, shush, don't cry. Go to sleep."
...or this kid will know that I tricked him.
Zitao sits and talks with Minji, a two-year-old child who is asleep on his lap. He looked at the clear glass window, alternating with Minji's face. Zitao now didn't know how he would feel if he had to let Sehun go to take care of Hyunseok at his condo with him. At first, I was so happy that I was dancing. But now I feel completely empty. It's like he's dreaming.
I dreamed that Sehun was going to come back to be beside him, but now the real one has come and it's like I've been woken up from a dream.
....Yes, this is the reality. And he should wake up.
I looked outside. through the clear glass window To see if they were together like Sehun had been with me.
I saw Sehun smile.
I saw Sehun pinch Chanyeol's nose.
I saw Chanyeol caress Sehun's cheek.
I saw the two of them hugging each other.
And before my tears could fall on the small round head in my lap, I wiped them away before the door of the room opened, followed by the figures of the two people who just made me sit here laughing.
“Thank you for these things. As soon as Hyunseok recovers, I will come back. Thank you very much.”
“I would like to leave first, Mr. Zitao. I leave Sehun and his child with me.”
“Ah, uh, yes, don't worry...uh, actually, Hyunseok is fine. Sehun, you can go back now. My sister will come and help take care of me. You don't have to.”
“Just now, were you still…”
“I'm worried about my child's feelings. I'm afraid that when the time comes for you to go, he won't be able to accept it. It's like the past. Trying to keep him from seeing you was meaningless. Now you have Minji to take care of. Don't let your son suffer while you're at it.”
I said as much as I could. In fact, I didn't even know what I was saying. In my head it's all messed up. But right now, all I know is that the room was quiet and no one said anything.
“I understand that you want to take care of the child. But I'm not sure if this short period of happiness will cause my child to suffer again or not. I just don't want to see him suffer while you're gone.”
“Mama, is it Mama?”
“Hunseok ... yes ... I'm here.”
“Huh, heh, Mom... Mom's back. Mom is coming to live with Hyunseok, right? Hyunseok yak...yak...huh, I love you, Mom.”
“No, no, no crying. I'm here hugging Hyunseok. I'm not anywhere else."
"Sock has a headache. Huh. Hurt."
“Call the doctor quickly.” Zitao, who was still attached to the little one, still couldn't move so he told Sehun to press the emergency button next to the bed.
“Wait for the doctor for a moment.”
“Mama is at Sok's side. Ha ha ha.”
“Yes, promise.”
“Mama promised. And what about you? Where is Auntie?”
“I never left Hyunseok. I'll be sitting here."
“Hup, Seok loves Papa and Mama, Fi....”
“Sleep well, my good friend.”
Hyunseok woke up at a time when both Zitao and Sehun were confused. But now everything is clear. Sehun chose to stay until Hyunseok recovered. As for Zitao, he agreed to do so because right now his child needed his mother the most.
The doctor came into the room about five minutes later. to come check and see symptoms The results came out satisfactory. What's wrong with Hyunseok? He just has a fever. You can go back and monitor your symptoms at home.
“Mr. Zitao. I think at this moment you must allow the son and his mother to be together. As for the matter mentioned, it is better to wait and see in the future. I'd like to go first. There are people at home waiting.”
“Yes, please come back.”
11:00 p.m. at Zitao's condo
“Tonight, I want to sleep next to you.”
When they arrived, Sehun made the first request. I doubt he would be very worried. I was worried too, but I didn't want to offend him. If he wants to sleep, he will let him sleep.
“Then let me take Minji to bed first. If there is anything, you can call me.”
“But you can't take a shower?”
“It's late and I'm tired and I'm going to sleep.”
“No, you just returned from the hospital. I don't know if I've gotten some germs or not. Hurry and take a shower now!! Or go lie down there.”
“Really exhausted. I carry Hyunsuk Both holding the little one and waiting for the mother of the child. I'm tired. Want to try?"
"cannot!!"
“Where did you get this brutal training? If you want it to be really clean, give it a bath. You still haven't taken a shower, let's take a shower together, okay?"
"Hey hey, I haven't agreed yet. Put me down. Can you stop holding me like a child?"
"Shh...lightly, the baby is asleep."
“Zitao!!!”
“Come on, people used to bathe together often in the past. Just this time, what's going to happen? Don't act like you never did, or so you think. If you don't mind, just take a shower and rub my back."
“Well, I don't say anything. But please put me down so I can walk on my own.”
“Yes.”
I admit that I used my child to be numb to him. Because if I don't use it, I won't be able to bathe with him.
“I know it shouldn't be. But neither of us thought anything of it, right? I just let you rub my back. Bathe me like a normal friend.”
“So, did I complain?”
“I told you just in case. In case you're thinking too much, oh, oh, oh, oh, wait, can you rub it gently?"
“Disgusting, do you hear that?”
That's it. When Sehun doesn't have anything to argue with me, he will do something to attack me. Now I rub it until my back is burning.
“Sehun”
"what"
“Have you ever thought about me?”
He didn't answer me. So I can translate it into two meanings. You can think for yourself that For one thing, he didn't feel anything towards me except that I was so stinking that he didn't like me saying sentences like this or even thinking about it. We miss each other sometimes so we choose not to answer for fear of gaining my heart.
“If you don't answer, I'll think about it myself.”
"Just take it as you please and I won't get in trouble."
“Sigh...”
I wouldn't have dared to think about it if Sehun would say something like this. Because if I think too far He will be in immediate trouble. You probably understand me.
"Oh, I'm done. I'm going to take a shower. I'm sticky."
“Bathe in here.”
Sehun couldn't fight my strength so I pulled him down to soak in the tub together. Of course, now we're both naked. I swear I wasn't thinking (fingers crossed).
“If you struggle, I'll say you're flirting. I'll rub your back for you."
“Who asked you to do this? And besides, I don't like soaking in the tub.”
“Oh, I saw it before and liked it. No matter how many times you will always ask to get in the tub. Or have all the memories of that time disappeared? Do you want me to repeat my memory? in order to be more relaxed.”
“Zitao! You're going too far. Right now, you don't need to dredge up the past. You and I have broken up. I don't feel anything anymore. Please help stop crazy actions like this.”
Sehun is angry that Zitao is digging up things from the past to reinforce their relationship. He admitted that back then he loved Zitao very much. Surrender your body and mind and surrender everything. But now it's not....
“Has anyone ever told you that when a broker blushes while taking a shower, it's really cute?”
Sehun might be really angry at me and forget what kind of condition we both have now. And what position are you in? He turned around and cursed me all over until our faces were close together. I have enough patience. But it was considered very little and the more you saw Sehun's face clearly, he couldn't help but think.
“Isn't that a bit funny? You should know what you did to me. Please stop playing with my feelings. I came here to take care of my child. I don't want to do anything like this to you. And one more thing, me and Chanyeol.... ”
“You have a new family, okay....I know Sehun, I know. If you take a moment to notice, you'll know that I've changed. I'm not like the person I was before.”
"Where's the change?"
“If it were me before I probably won't let you bully me at this stage. I've been stuck here for a long time. Look at me carefully and see where I've changed."
Sehun's eyes trembled more and more as he looked at me.
“Stared for too long. I'm embarrassed.”
“Dammit, who told you to look?”
“So, really Mr. Sue or Mr. Tum? Let's decide. I almost fell asleep when you stared at me.”
“If you don't lock my arms. It would be very good, Zi Tao.”
“Oh, yes. Sorry, Lady Sehunna.”
I spent about fifteen minutes bathing with Sehun. But I have a feeling we could be together there for about a year and five months. It was like a starting point for me to prove myself. Let him come back to me again like he used to.
“Zitao, you're making that face again.”
"What kind?"
“Like what psychopaths do.”
“But, it's only for you, you know.”
“Go, quickly change clothes. Why do you say you're tired and want to sleep?"
“Yes, ma'am.”
You see, I said that he is the one who avoids his father. I met Sehun who is the one who avoids his mother. I really like it.
“Zitao”
"that"
"Won't you arrange a new room?"
"No, lazy."
Sehun should have felt it already. That I haven't changed Not moving or even belongings belonging to him anywhere. It's still in the same old place. It's like nothing happened.
Even though he spoke in a normal tone But I looked at his eyes and his expression. He probably sensed that I still loved him more than I was too lazy to arrange the room as I had told him.
...Will he have feelings for me?
“Your pajamas are in the right lock in the same place. Choose from there. I let the housekeeper take it once a month. Don't worry about dust.”
“Um.”
I finished changing clothes and But he still can't choose a shirt. Looks like he wants the top folded one. He reached up to pick it up but couldn't reach it. The more I reached for the bath control cloth, the more it fell until it reached the middle of my back.
Sehun's skin was whiter than before. Smooth and beautiful, really hasn't changed. I feel a bit envious of Chanyeol now.
In the end I couldn't look. It's better to get up and help than go, or the cloth will definitely come down all over my body, and I'm the one who'll die. Because you have to tolerate your desires.
“There are a lot of outfits. Go and choose the ones that are difficult to pick."
“Thank you, but next day you don't have to...hug...”
I kissed Sehun's shoulder area, causing him to stop.
"miss"
I kissed behind the ear.
“I miss you very much.”
I didn't intend to let myself be like this. But it's been done.
He took the control shirt and closed it as before and turned to face me. His eyes did not show anger or dissatisfaction. But he didn't show that he liked or was satisfied with the touch just now.
The meaning in those eyes, I don't know. I don't know what he means. But I can't stop myself I stole a kiss from him once.
still
I pulled away and there was still no response, so I kissed again. for the second time
still
He aggravated me by not responding. So I repeated it several more times until I came to the last round where I buried the kiss as deep as possible. So deep that we completely miss each other. Then I slowly pulled away.
Tears slowly flowed down.
“You are a cheat, Zitao.”
He stared at me steadily and changed his clothes right there, so he didn't care about me, didn't care about me.
In conclusion, what did it mean? I couldn't guess. Until Sehun walked out of the room. And if I weren't blind, I'd see that the shirts in the basket were yellow. There were two of them, one was my jacket and the other was Sehun's. I just noticed that Sehun is wearing a yellow shirt today.
Yellow Day, to me, people wearing yellow shirts are single people.
And what does it mean? Will Sehun think like me? I suspect I'll have to sleep in bed excited about it tonight.
I know that in the end, who will be hurt the most in this game? But there's only this one chance that I'll be able to do what I want to do and what I don't want to do for Sehun, I'll do. Chanyeol, please be Chanyeol. How was it when you met Grandpa Zitao?
....to be continued ....
past tree
talk
Before getting this pass, you have to wait for an auspicious time. Waiting for the important day
Yesterday, May 14th, was Rose Day. and Korea's Yellow Day
Originally from one pass it was February 14th, Valentine's Day.
Next time it will be on the 14th as well, but let's see what day it is.
I disappeared for a month because my heart hurt for a while, but I'm better now. I'll try to update frequently.
(Looking for people to follow 5555. If there aren't any, please weigh.)
P.S. I will always love Tao Hoon until there are no more members left.
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Aunt Mae