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Use this song as inspiration. Very beautiful lyrics

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Dressed in a hurry

‘If possible…I would like to give everything to you. If it's possible I want you to fill my day. Well, if everything... could go...'

" Japan ?"

“Two months?”

The owner of the first sentence is Nam Woohyun, and the next sentence has a higher voice. It's Kim Myung Soo...

“Hyung, hasn't it been too long? It's true that during these three months we still haven't had a comeback. But Woohyun hyung What was it like having to film a series there and never come back?”

Dark brows furrowed into a knot, making his face look messy. A mouth that looked like a duck's mouth complained nonstop. The band's manager just sat there with a confused expression on his face.

How can this be done when this strange schedule is a regulation and part of the contract between the drama studio and the Japanese television station? That way, let's come like this. And it is considered another very good opportunity. Because the policy of Ullim's camp this year is to aim to hit the Japanese market and spread it out.

Starting with a full comeback with the album 24 Hours, which has just finished promoting.

The atmosphere became tense. When none of the remaining members in the quorum uttered a word. Especially the leader of the band Who should actually be the person giving the most opinions at this time? If the leader doesn't agree at all. It probably needs to be thought about again. Because Kim Sungkyu is the person who knows the potential of the members and the group the most.

But no matter how much Myungsoo sent an expectant look towards the eldest, There was no indication that Sunggyu would look up from his cell phone screen.

“Hyung…please be interested.”

Being the maknae of the group, Sungjong acted as a protester. When Sunggyu looked up Everyone was ready to look. Including Nam Woohyun himself.

--- Gyuhyung…what do you say?

Woohyun himself, in his heart, expected Sunggyu to object. and asked to change the regulations in the new contract Because if Sunggyu argued The president must listen. Lee Jung Yeob has great confidence and belief in Sunggyu. Everyone knows…but

“Honestly, I don't see Woohyun filming. and studied additional acting in Japan Where would that be a problem…”

Words that seem to come from the heart It made his sweet face that had hopes that Sunggyu would hold him back suddenly change. The glow in your eyes as you waited for an answer dimmed when you heard the cold words coming from the mouth of the person you felt special to.

Two months apart Just thinking about it makes my heart hurt so much. And that's not even counting the fragile relationship between him and Kim Sungkyu. Uncertainty of one's own position What exactly does Kim Sungkyu think of Nam Woohyun? The past awkward relationship has come back to hurt your feelings, now your eyes are hot.

A veil of clear tears couldn't help but rise up.

All this time No matter what big brother does for you. He was happy too. Even though I'm not sure what Sunggyu views himself as, A younger brother, close friend, member, or lover...

Yet there are warm and cold actions that another person likes to do. They all disturbed his heart. ...everything that is Kim Sungkyu It affected all of Nam Woohyun. And another person? Is it the same as him? This was the question he had been waiting for an answer to for the past three years. Of debuting as an idol group named Infinite…

“Then let's do this. Tomorrow we have to go in and sign a contract with that place. In fact, I didn't think this would be a problem in the first place. So I didn't invite the president to come as well."

“No, there's definitely a problem.”

Sharp eyes flashed a serious, reprimanding look towards the thick man who was looking down on his phone again because he wanted to escape the critical glares that were being sent to him. Don't let Myungsoo have to tell you what the problem is. In the past, why didn't the entire group know? What is the relationship between the two main vocalists?

How many times had those two stubborn people given the five of them a headache? Just being close to each other still causes things to happen every day. And this is two months apart.

“Then try not to cause any trouble. The six of you who are here have all gone your separate ways to take on the personal work I have scheduled for you. I guarantee that you guys won't be resting these two months either. Do you understand?”

Without waiting for an answer from the seven children The tall, handsome manager stored a tablet in his hand as well as important documents. Then he got up and left the wide table in the shop.

NIT

This cafe is quiet.

Nam Woohyun leaned back in his seat tiredly. Meanwhile, the remaining five members looked at the two main vocalists who were not present yet. Even looking at each other It was Lee Howon who got up first. Followed by Lee Sung Yeol giving Myung Soo a look of sympathy. The same moment he put his arms around his little brother's neck - Sungjong. Let's go out together.

“Uh, then I'll introduce myself as well. Just made an appointment with a friend…”

Even the cheerful Dongwoo had to awkwardly excuse himself. Damn, why was the atmosphere so awkward like this…

When Brother Rong steps out of the shop door Kim Myung Soo shot his two brothers a sharp look.

-----We haven't spoken for two days. Since the incident

Kim Myung Soo also didn't know what was keeping the two of them from talking to each other. All I know is that there was one night. That night, he felt dry and went out to drink water. He ran into the leader sitting in a dark corner of the dormitory floor he was staying at. But because I saw him sitting and waiting with an expression that was not in the mood.

So he didn't want to disturb. In my heart I thought that Big Brother must be waiting for Woohyun hyung. Because there was no other reason for someone like Kim Sungkyu to sit and wait for someone at this late hour. Moreover, everyone had gone to bed. The only thing left was Woohyun who, if I remember correctly, said he was going out to eat with his friends.

Kiu 

A friend who has been especially close to his hyung lately.

--- So, in summary, what happened that night? How deep is the relationship between these two people?

His thoughts didn't last long before he let out a long sigh to bring himself back to the present. However, what his two hyungs were doing right now was definitely not good. Even though during this time there is no more work to do together. But it's not like we shouldn't talk like this.

“Hyung…let's stop being like this.”

“What kind of thing is this?”

The big hand put the phone down and crossed his arms over his chest. Sending his eyes to Myungsoo

“Just like this, if we don't talk, what will happen? If the contract is signed tomorrow The day after tomorrow, Woohyunhyung has to fly away. Hyung won't talk until then? And for another two months it seems like we'll have to break up again...think about our band sometimes. How will we work?”

Maybe because Myungsoo really has the intention to solve the problem for the two of them. The corners of Woohyun's eyes were now burning hot. I was grateful that Myungsoo took the risk of saying something like that to an emotional leader. Be hot and put yourself first. A tight feeling in the center of his chest hit him just thinking about the past two days being Sunggyu. Choosing not to have a conversation with yourself.

' I told you there was a band meeting tonight. What's the point of coming back so late? Did you forget?'

' But I already told hyung...'

'Said he'd be back late. But isn't it too late? It's already 3:00 a.m. Who's going to be sitting here waiting to explain their work to you!'

' hair…'

'The smell of liquor is buzzing like this. Huh… what you did is really admirable.'

'Hyung…'

'Where have all the responsibilities gone? Why were you so worried that you ran to find that person? How troubling is it that you have to binge drink like this!'

' Huh...damn!'

'what?'

'I said that's crazy!'

'Nam Woohyun!'

'Huh...Hyung is good but his mouth is. Who do you think you are? Huh... How good do you think you are? Do you think it's extremely perfect? If that's true, then please listen to other people, their thoughts and feelings..listen sometime'

'And how good do you think you are! Act like this..'

'What kind?!

'Just the way it's done here. Take time to go play. while others work Are you not listening anymore? Now my words don't matter!'

'What do you say? Why are you quiet?'

'...It's important...'

'If I were to rank my priorities in life, ...Hyung is the most important thing...'

"Will you be quiet again, hyung?"

Myungsoo turned around, wide-eyed.

The more I saw another person act annoyed. My heart hurts even more. Woohyun's annoyed expression was always the one that supported Sunggyu's mood.

His small hand reached for his sunglasses and prepared to get out because he couldn't stand the discomfort. It's better to walk away now than to sit and have tears flow down and make the other person even more annoyed.

"I'm going to go back to the dorm."

Hoping for nothing is really embarrassing and disappointing. Even now My heart still hopes that another person will call my name to stop me from going. But had to be disappointed again.

When Nam Woohyun's sharp eyes followed him until Nam Woohyun had already passed the door. So he turned to look at the other brother and blurted out a question.

“What's wrong with Woohyun these days? Do you know?”

"Huh..What's this hyung?!"

“That kid doesn't like to tell. I don't like to say what I am. And how am I supposed to know?”

"Why? Did something happen between the two hyungs?"

Yongsoo's team asked carefully. Because I've been wanting to know for a long time.

“During this time, the boy often goes out to see friends. To the point of drinking alcohol and coming back."

As he listened, he suddenly thought back to the day he saw the eldest waiting for Woohyun that night.

If we were to give a simple assessment of the situation, it would be that Woohyun was in some distress. So it's like this. But the hyung sitting in front of him with a thoughtful expression was too naive to understand. I don't even know how to ask questions like a concerned person. You can guess that instead that night Sunggyu asked Woohyun nicely.

This stubborn person must have scolded his little hyung!

"So what? I didn't ask what was the matter. Normally we talk openly."

"I don't know...with Woohyun...why didn't I do that.."

"how?..."

“It's like there's always a strange feeling rising up in me. My stomach twisted when I realized what that kid had done to upset me. Like when he goes out with friends."

                   "Kiu?"

"Oh...that person..."

“If it were anyone else, I would probably ask where he had gone. Or maybe they don't care at all. But with Woohyun..."

"Can't you speak nicely?"

"Um...I feel annoyed."

"Sigh..."

"what?"

"I don't know...When you grow up, you'll think for yourself."

"Yah!"

Before walking away... Myungsoo turned and said something briefly. Sharp black eyes looked at the other person with a look of repentance and boredom. Moreover… he really hoped that his brother would know how to fix this problem.

"Please ask me. If you want to be uncomfortable like this, just keep quiet. But if you don't want to Just do what you feel like doing, that's enough..."

::::::::::::::   Day Dream  :::::::::::::

Even though many hours have passed But the feeling that was stuck in my heart still hadn't eased one bit. It was as if he thought about this mess a little longer. The things that were stuck in his chest right now would definitely explode...

Tomorrow he has to sign that contract. Tomorrow...that nothing will change between him and another person. We have to be separated even though we haven't said anything in order to understand each other like normal. The feeling that if we don't talk today, we won't talk anymore, immediately intervenes.

Will their relationship end like this or... Even though I really want to be more than this. But in the end it will end with the words Only Kim Sungkyu and Nam Woohyun, members of INFINITE.

Fear condensed into clear water droplets. Woohyun raised a small, trembling hand to cover his face. Even though there was only him in this room...but the tears that flowed because of the feeling of hopelessness were truly too embarrassing to bear and watch...

"Huh.."

Decided to let the tears flow like that. Two small arms hugged each other. He began to bend over and lie down in a very lonely position. Then fell asleep with tears starting to dry because of the outside wind blowing in...

I came to my senses again when a warm gush of air pressed down on my full lips. At the same time, a low hoarse voice whispered in my ear..

"Are you asleep?...

The wizard's soft, magical voice was nothing short of magical. From the beginning I felt the coldness because of the outside air. Now it's suddenly warm again.

...Warm..to the heart...

"not yet..."

“Aren't you cold?”

“Cold…”

“It's cold, why don't you cover yourself up? Or lie down and wait for hyung?”

Without saying a word, Kim Sungkyu twisted his body on top of Woohyun's and threw himself on the bed, leaning on top of his fragile body. A large, wide hand slipped inside, searching for warmth in the soft T-shirt. When the fingertips move along the abdomen, it tightens. His warm body trembled as if he had caught a fever. That other person's influence on Woohyun never changed.

“Aren't you going to sleep…”

Ask like that Even though my heart was beating so fast it was almost exploding. A deep feeling cries out that I want to feel it more than this.

“I'm not sleepy, I'd rather do something else…”

As soon as I heard that A thrill rose up his stomach that couldn't be stopped. Even though Kim Sungkyu said just that But after nearly two weeks they had no time. Or whatever it is enough to make something profound. Instead, it made Woohyun yearn even more. physical relationship

which the couple kept a secret all along Woohyun always yearned for it.

Physical pleasures that another person tends to indulge in And at the same time, he himself gave happiness to another person very well. It's like a story kept in a password safe. Sex that both parties agree to without anyone forcing anyone Started three years ago

From the night of Nam Woo Hyun's birthday celebration. And since then The little boy who had always been in love with the leader's older brother began to feel more and more of his feelings. With the warmth that Sunggyu always had for him more than the other members, Woohyun felt extremely grateful. the most

and determined that even though they would not receive love like a normal couple from Kim Sungkyu But I wish he could have a relationship like this. Going deep into each other's bodies like this is enough…

But the problem that arises right now is 'expectations that are known to be disappointed'...it's very difficult to shake them out of your head...

“Hyung, what are you going to do to me?”

“Huh…are we going to tease each other?”

Warm breath blows against the smooth, white nape of her neck. Every part of his hair became erect because of the flashing action. Sunggyu held his thin waist closer. As a result, the rounded hips pressed against his own rigid proportions, which were now in an abnormal state. A thick, well-formed mouth pressed a kiss to the nape of her neck at the same time as she moved her strong hips, causing the front of her body to rub against the soft skin that was only covered by a pair of thin, long-legged umbrella pants.

“I'm not provoking. I just think that hyung will be so angry and hateful to me that he doesn't want to see each other again…”

"What? Do you think I'm that cruel?"

“It's about what I did. It's not forgivable…”

“It's true... The matter of neglecting your duties is truly unforgivable...”

It's like my throat has become stubbornly constricted again... Why is it so sensitive? My mind suddenly thought that I wanted to hear other reproaches from Sunggyu, such as 'About you meeting another man. It's unforgivable.' Woohyun wanted Sunggyu to be angry at him for that reason, wanted him to be jealous.

Even though he was angry to death because of Sunggyu's jealousy. Woohyun would be more than happy for this reason. ...Even if you get angry But just to get the long-awaited feeling, Woohyun agreed…

“Is that all?...Hyung...are you angry at me because of the delay in returning?”

Still pestering and asking In case the other person gave him the answer he hoped to hear from this cold person.

But the other person didn't answer. Instead, he moved his warm hand upwards until it stopped at the top of his chest. When he saw some bodies trembling Sunggyu was even more impressed. Nam Woohyun didn't care what Nam Woohyun was saying, instead he used his strong fingertips to poke at the light-colored kidney bump like a teasing person. His actions, which drew moans from the fragrant man very well, Sunggyu was so pleased that he couldn't conceal the smile that lifted at the corners of his mouth.

“Ah…”

“You smell so good…use the soap I bought you, right? Good girl…”

“Yes… uh…”

The middle finger and thumb pull harder on the sensitive points. Some bodies curled up in response and let out painful breaths through their mouths.

“It really smells good. I like this scent the most. But because this scent mixed with your scent I almost went crazy…”

Strong Finger continued to act like that for a while. Thick, well-shaped lips press and kiss. Alternate with using the hot tip of your tongue to gently pick up the sweetness from the nape of the neck. Nam Woohyun was the happiest at this time. Meanwhile, Nam Woohyun was suffering because the other person kept playing with his limp body. My heart pounded loudly when I thought that at least the person I felt special about didn't hate him.

The tall figure still hugged him like before. Kim Sungkyu still wants Nam Woohyun.

Even though I'm confused by all the different feelings in my head But just this second That's all….As long as Sunggyu still wants the sweetness from his body. This Nam Woohyun would not think about anything else anymore.

“Huh…Hyung, over there…”

“Hm, can't you? …”

A large hand held a compact piece of flesh. While moving up and down while chatting as if nothing had happened. His thumb glided and pressed against the tip, where drops of clear water rose up according to Woohyun's desire. His sweet face instantly lit up with excitement beyond what he could bear. Sunggyu's prominent nose was able to fully inhale the gentle scent of shampoo from the soft hair.

“You really smell good all over your body…”

“Ha!....Ah ya…don't tease me..”

“No…I came here tonight because I couldn't take it anymore. Before we have to be apart I'll make you remember me. …I will leave my mark on you, Nam Woohyun…”

Soft, deep voice mixed with charm The atmosphere around the two of them was filled with a strange allure. The sound of moans alternating with the sounds of hands touching the flesh in the middle of the body. Nam Woohyun's mind was blurry and he almost lost consciousness. If the people behind him hadn't called out his name.

“Woohyun-ah….your body is mine, little one. It's not someone else's…”

“Huh, hyung, Sunggyu hyung, I will…”

“Shh…Aren't you afraid that Myungsoo, who is in the next room next door, will hear…”

But to say that The younger main vocalist he knew very well still couldn't stop moaning. Beautiful voice worthy of being the main vocalist. At this time, the tall figure also felt a dull ache in his middle. But above all else He had to let Woohyun know. That no one would be able to do this for Woohyun.

No one has the right except him. A large hand squeezed the hot, swollen flesh and pumped it up and down with a few more forceful thrusts before a long scream of pleasure rang out and milky white fluid gushed out, staining Kim Sung's pretty hand. Gyu

“Ha ha ha…ha…”

Sunggyu turned over and straddled him, leaning on one hand on the bed mattress. The other hand was raised to show Woohyun, who was turning over to lie on his back, to see the work...

Tears welled up, making Woohyun unable to see clearly. But the sight in front of him made your head spin because Sunggyu suddenly licked up the murky water that was stuck to those hands so skillfully.

His face heated up once again as the hoarse voice of the muscular figure straddling himself uttered a passionate sentence.

“Sweet… sweet… if I won't see you for another two months, then tonight I'm going to reap the happiness from your body, Nam Woohyun… you're the one who sings beautifully. I don't argue with that. But the sound of your moans, to me, is more beautiful than any other sound, you know…”

“H hyung…”

“Then sing it to me tonight…Nam Woohyun…”

:::::::::::::::::  Day Dream :::::::::::::::::::::::::

....Sunlight filters through the double-layered curtains into the spacious room. Two bodies hugged each other. If you look closely at the younger face, you will see a smile plastered on it.

“What are you smiling about?”

“No…Hyung, go quickly back to your room. Before Myungsoo or the other members saw it.”

“I know… but today you have to sign the contract, right…”

"yes…"

“What else is going on? With your head down like this, are you crying?”

A firm hand lifted the tip of his chin to look more clearly at the mischievous child's face.

“Set up to debut. We are never far apart.”

“Hey, come on… you must be doing well. It's Infinite Woohyun, that's all."

Shake your face away He looked away so that the group's leader wouldn't see his weakness. Kim Sungkyu doesn't like weak people the most. Nam Woohyun mustn't show that side.

“...I'll try as well.”

“Then, today, after you come back from signing the contract. I'll take you shopping, right? It's my favorite activity.”

"yes…"

Three months later… @ Showcase Album 27

SOLO Comeback  Kim sungkyu

Host: The song that was sung ended.

Day Dream  

I heard that Tablo and Kim Jong Hwan are also featuring, right? Please tell me what's special about this song.

Sunggyu: Normally, the image of me that people see is that of a cold guy, right?

Host: Ah…it seems like that *laughs*

Sunggyu: Cold and not very good at expressing emotions. Now for this album. So I put in my feelings. and really put your own emotions into the song

Host: Did you write this song yourself?

Sunggyu: Not really. Just telling you the emotions and feelings that I have towards a certain type of love for Jonghwan hyung to listen to.

MC: Ah...so it's like Mr. Sungkyu is sitting and telling a love story. Tell us how you feel. It's for lovers and songwriters to listen to, right?

Sunggyu: *laughs* *embarrassed smile* Ah…you can say that.

Host: And when is it love?

Sunggyu: The lyrics were written between two months ago…

Host: Wow...that's amazing. Judging from the lyrics, it seems like you have to be far away from someone or that person has to be far away. Is that so? Actually, I myself had the opportunity to listen to this song. The lyrics are like a confession of feelings. In a rather painful way …Like the part that goes, '

If possible, I want to give you everything' and 'Everything in this world is obviously difficult for me. You're so far away'

Sunggyu: Yes.

Moderator: And will it be possible? That this song will end with a happy ending.

Sunggyu: I have to wait for the person who left. I'm back. Or make it possible at all. Like going to find that girl yourself.. *laugh*

Host: What a very romantic song.

Day Dream  /

daydream

Sunggyu: *smiles shyly*

Host: It seems like you're a special person...

Sunggyu: No, it's not my love for someone as you understand.

Host: Oh, so what is it like?

Sunggyu: What should I say? Let's just say I made this song for love. and my own imaginary lover

Host: Yes.

Sunggyu: Yes *laughs* *embarrassed*

“Ya…. Why didn't hyung just tell me? That he wrote that song for Woohyunhyung…”

Kim Myung Soo, who came to the album release press conference, teased his eldest brother.

“Didn't you say you had a date with a friend? Hyung, drop Myungsoo off at the mall.

J

na.”

“Oh, yes, who helped you before? Who is there to be a consultant? Not including that I can't stand the thought of Woohyunnie hyung. Then let me help you talk to the boss again. Have you forgotten who helped Hyung find Woohyun, hyung, in Japan? People forget gratitude.”

“I bought you the watch you wanted, man!!”

“Sh….so where are you going next…”

“Go on a date…that kid wants to hang out. I will take him…”

"Oh...then park here."

As soon as Myungsoo was sent down A heavy hand pressed the phone and immediately typed a message to another person…

KAKAO TALK

Kim Sungkyu Hyung : I'm going to pick you up. Dress cutely.

Woohyun: Yes…

Kim Sungkyu Hyung: Very short answer...Did you see the showcase?

Woohyun ; Look...a lovely song like that is really good.

Kim Sungkyu Hyung: Thanks to whatever made you go to Japan that time.

Woohyun: Why? I miss hyung. It hurts to the point of death. I don't want to be apart like that again.

Kim Sungkyu Hyung : It's good that it made me know. How important are you really to me?

Woohyun: Are you there yet?

Kim Sungkyu-hyung; It's almost here. Come down and wait.

Woohyun : ><

OK!

Kim Sungkyu-hyung : Woohyun-ah…

Woohyun: Yes?

Kim Sungkyu Hyung : .... I love you ...

Woohyun : >/////<

-The  End-

It's short and rough, but I really like it. Haha. Thank you for reading ^^