INTRO
She confessed to him that she "liked"
The answer made her smile through tears.
And now you're still standing by my side
It's better to accept the pain than to lose him.
"...I, I, I, like you." Beads of sweat competed with the cold air amidst the vast grass. She was so frightened that she didn't dare to look up and meet her eyes to receive an answer. The other side of her heart began to think against the confession that she hadn't even thought of. She just didn't want him to be interested in other women. A feeling from deep inside surfaced that she couldn't help herself with. Set yourself up as well.
"Oh, you like me?" A deep voice asked the woman in front of him with a lot of feelings. He was confused by his best friend's words just now.
What will she do with this situation? Will she retreat and never have to see him again or face him? She was just as confused as he was, but now she had to control the excitement that was overflowing and making her brain go haywire.
Inhale air into your lungs. Before he could raise his face to a bright red face that was wet with beads of sweat, two pairs of eyes met without anyone avoiding him first. small lump Her heart was pounding like crazy, her brows furrowed, wondering what she was going to say.
"Yes! I really like you, Sehun." His troubled expression made his little heart ache. But her face was still panicked.
"...Ah, but I didn't..." His eyes clearly showed that he was apologetic. causing her to let out a long sigh
"You don't have to say anything." His sweet face forced his lips to smile, but it was only faint.
"...sorry." The more he was in trouble like this, the more her heart ached.
Phew!
She hit his shoulder hard. Then smiled to put him at ease, "What's the matter, Sehun? Why are you apologizing to me?” After a while she couldn't stand it, she lowered her head and looked at the green grass. Beautiful, round eyes filled with clear water. She turned her back on him. And before walking out, the deep voice that once called her name so brightly became tinged with regret.
"...Seo." The face that had always smiled brightly at her now looked more like he was crying as he called her name in his throat with difficulty. But he only returned with a hand signal saying that it was okay, not knowing that his sweet face was now covered with many tears.
... She's already been rejected ...
CR.SHL
Even though she had just been rejected yesterday, Seohyun should have been bedridden and crying like many young women. But no, now she was walking to greet the young man who was a close friend or the person she had just confided in behind the school yesterday evening. The tall figure's eyes widened in shock when he saw her figure approaching. He looked with a wide smile, not a trace of sadness in sight.
“...Shouldn't that girl be sadder? Or was yesterday just a joke? But it shouldn't be..." The young man mumbled alone, looking at the little person who was approaching. It was only then that he noticed the bruises around both eyes. A feeling of regret and apology for this friend began to creep in more and more until it was clearly visible on his face.
... You've probably been crying all night, right?
"...Sehun" round eyes that were slightly red. Staring into two sharp eyes, he couldn't avoid her eyes.
“I want the two of us to talk back to being friends like before. Um, I know you were distressed and want to apologize to me, right?” Seohyun saw the other person nod. “You must remember yesterday. At least you always have this friend by your side.”
Sehun looked at the sincere smile she gave her, relieved to know that the friend he loved so much was alright after he couldn't accept her words of love. He raised his hand and placed it on her soft hair. before rocking back and forth
“No one will be as best of a friend as you, Seohyun.” Her eyes became sad for a moment and then turned into a happy smile when Sehun didn't dislike her at all.
... Sehun's kindness to her has never changed, so how can he not give him his heart? ...
"Let's go study." Sehun raised his arms around her neck and walked into the building in a good mood. Followed by the laughter of the two amidst many pairs of eyes.
...It's not that she's not as sad as everyone else. Only if she wasn't by this man's side, she would regret it even more...
"...Sehun, ah, Seohyun, hello." The sweet voice from the person running behind made the little girl's heart ache. She tried to smile naturally. But his eyes were faintly red as a result of crying all night, catching the eyes of the new people.
“Damn, why are your eyes so red, Seohyun?” A kind woman approached to ask how she was doing, but she could only back down a little. before smiling and saying that it's okay "I'm fine."
The concern sent from her made Seohyun look in the opposite direction but met Sehun's eyes, who stood still with worry. The third person looked back and forth, suspicious of the two's condition.
“...Did the two of you have something to do with each other?” She looked at Seohyun who had her head lowered. I know I won't get the answer. So he turned to look at the other man, "What's up, Sehun?"
Sehun glanced at Seohyun once before grabbing the questioner's upper arm and pulling him away as quickly as possible.
"What's wrong with you? I still don't know what's wrong with the two of you. Hey, Sehun!" But the strong man didn't let go until he was free of Seohyun, who let out a gasp as soon as he saw his back. of two people walking far away
The round eyes trembled, clear water flowing again. and a little lump was being squeezed until it hurt. Seohyun looked at the two of them behind them, mourning.
"...It hurts so much." His little hand raised and touched the spot where he was being squeezed. I rubbed it back and forth for relief but it didn't help at all.
... But thank you, Sehun ...
Some bodies turned around. Met with a wide smile on the face of another person who bent down to match her height, Seohyun stared at the beautiful couple for a moment with attraction. It's probably like any other girl who is fascinated by the bad boy charm of the man who is pinching both of her round cheeks.
“What are you doing to me?” Seohyun scolded the tall man. But from the looks of it, he doesn't really care about it.
The smaller person was suddenly grabbed into an embrace, a little startled by his unique action, but in the end she smiled with relief every time his large hand stroked her hair.
... The warm embrace that always comforts you...
Seohyun began to feel more at ease when she was comforted in a strange way when she saw many pairs of eyes looking at them, both shocked and surprised, but the biggest was probably jealousy from the girls nearby.
"Oh!" His small hand annoyedly pinched the skin beneath his white shirt. Until the other person suddenly pulled away and cried out. Followed by a childish face.
"Why did you say you have to join the club today? Why did you come so early?" She didn't care about people pretending to be annoyed. The tall man sighed in surrender.
"Because of Kangin-senpai," he said and his handsome face began to distort. Upset that I had to wake up early because the chickens were booing because of the appointment message I received last night. But it was canceled because a senior named Kangin who came late was afraid they wouldn't be able to join the class in time.
Seohyun laughed knowingly, “Why are you angry at his hyung? Since you were late, I don't think I'm angry at myself at all."
She walked ahead to a classroom not far away, followed by a young man who charmed the girls. Go on your way with a smile.
"Then why do we have to talk about it?" The person following him was a little taken aback. As soon as the woman who had been scolded turned around and stared intently at her.
“Because of you, Jongin,” he finished, leaving the owner of his name standing confused for a moment. Then he gave a gentle smile to the small back who was walking into the room.
“When you're upset, you're so cute.” Jongin shakes his head slightly. before following her
The commotion in the room made her stand still for a moment before looking for enough room to walk to her usual seat. Her slender legs were peeking out from the red plaid miniskirt. She stepped carefully, but when she saw the gentle eyes of the woman who was known as the most beautiful in her class, she stopped walking and her heart ached again. His small hand accidentally gripped the bag he was holding tightly.
...He didn't realize what he was looking at at the woman who was her friend...
The person who had just walked in behind saw Seohyun standing still and looking at the man who had been known as an enemy since childhood, and his jaw clenched in anger.
Bang!
A black bag was placed heavily on the table between the two of them. Sehun quickly turned around when he saw the pretty face of the person he was secretly looking at. Until they met Seohyun who tried to smile back at him feeling guilty. The awkwardness between the two made their friends feel suspicious but they didn't ask anything.
"What are you doing standing there? Hurry and sit down,” Jongin said sternly as he moved the chair and sat down. Her unconscious expression irritated him even more when he realized that her eyes were puffy and red because of the man he had made a commitment to never speak nice to for the rest of his life, Oh Sehun.
Seohyun was brought to her senses by Jongin's loud voice but disappeared as soon as she met a pair of dull eyes. She avoided that face before walking to sit in front of him and Jongin in front of her again. The selection of seats was making her uncomfortable because the eyes of the person she had just confessed to from behind and in front of her were constantly radiating a cruel aura.
"...Jonggin" Soon the voice of a girl from another room rang out. Every pair of eyes looked towards Jongin and this cute girl with long hair, including her.
"What's wrong?" Emotions still simmered from his calm voice. It made everyone who heard it gulp, especially the girl standing beside him with a pale face.
"Ah, uh...you...uh..." His cold eyes looked at that woman with such annoyance that it instantly made the person standing there smaller. But she bravely continued to fight because she had already made up her mind.
“Do you have a girlfriend yet?” The room was silent. I only heard the sound of breathing. The owner of the question immediately blushed red from embarrassment.
"Huh, how brave of you to come and confess your love in my room." I really like Jongin. Looking at the petite woman standing there trembling, her face red, it made the flirtatious person want to kiss her so much.
"It's me..."
"But I'm sorry, I don't want to own anyone right now, even though I feel very sorry for a cute girl like you."
Seohyun knowingly sneers at someone like Jongin, flirting with women everywhere. If anyone is serious, he will cut him off immediately. Does this childhood friend of yours not think of having love at all?
Clear water overflowed in the girl's pretty eyes, but Jongin didn't care. His face fell on the table. As he looked out the window, the person whose heart had been broken in front of so many eyes immediately ran out. But there was only one person who clenched her fists when she heard that the man she secretly liked wasn't ready to have anyone else.
“I think Jongin didn't respond to any of the other girls because of Seohyun.” The whispering sounds of the women in the room caught her attention, causing her heart to prick. His eyes looked towards Seohyun who was scolding Jongin for covering his ears with his hands. That picture made her want to cry.
... Everyone can see why Jongin refuses to love everyone. Only he didn't know. I think it's not love, but it's attachment...
While her eyes were on Seohyun and Jongin, there was only one pair of eyes that were still looking at her.
...not a bond And whether it was love or not, he himself wasn't sure. He only knew that he wanted to have only you in this pair of eyes. But she only looked at Kim Jongin...
Jongin and Seohyun have been friends since elementary school because they live in the same neighborhood. And at the end of the semester there were new students. His face was many times more handsome than the other kids at school, causing many girls to complain and go tell their parents that there was a prince at school. The boys started to get annoyed when the girls started fussing over the new guy who didn't behave well. It's a little busy too, especially Kim. Jongin seems to dislike people more than anyone else.
Oh Sehun didn't talk to anyone and acted quietly unlike other kids. After a while, the girls backed off or some of them gave up when they saw the cold stare of the person they called the prince. In the end, he had no friends. At least one person But Sehun didn't care at all.
Even started to gossip about things. The ringleader couldn't be anyone else. Except for the dark-skinned boy. Sehun remained calm as always. There was only one girl who started to feel angry for her like a champion of justice. Maybe it's because he has the duty of being the class leader.
Bang!
His small hand pounded the table and he stood up angrily. All eyes looked at her. Including Sehun who was slightly shocked but turned his attention back to the book on the table. The person who was the ringleader seemed quite shocked by the actions of the girl next door.
“What are you talking about? Can't you see I'm reading a book?” Seohyun complained angrily. He scanned each person with fierce eyes before stopping at her neighbor. “Especially you, Jongin, do you know what kind of person Sehun is to say things like that? Go apologize to him."
Jongin was unfazed, knowing that she must have scolded him, so the small voice called his name again in a louder voice. “Kim Jongin!” The owner of the name patiently looked at Seohyun's angry face and became angry at him. Had her raise her voice in front of a man he didn't like.
“If you don't apologize to him, I won't speak to you again,” Seohyun ordered sternly.
"Okay." Every time I come to this, Jongin always has to give up. He turned his head to look at Sehun who was sitting quietly reading a book. Alone, he pursed his lips tightly. It felt like he was losing but the look in Seohyun's eyes made him open his mouth and prepare to apologize.
abundantly
Sehun pushes the chair away. Then stood up and looked at Seohyun. Followed by Jongin with an indifferent look in his eyes. He said in a low voice before walking outside the room amidst the stunned looks of everyone standing and watching the event.
“If an apology doesn't come from the heart, don't do it. I don't mind.”
Seohyun heard that but felt sorry for Sehun with all her heart, and when Jongin saw Seohyun looking after the person walking away, he became annoyed and promised himself that he would not be on good terms with the man named Oh Sehun is decisive.
But it's like heaven is bullying Kim. Jongin that Seohyun was able to make Sehun open up Until he agreed to be her friend, Jongin, who was with Seohyun all the time, had to face a white face. It's always from this guy.
Sehun seems to know that Jongin doesn't like him so he tries to avoid him or not talk to him if it's not necessary.
No matter how much you don't like the face. But only Seohyun was able to keep Jongin and Sehun together.
Seohyun sat looking at Jongin and Sehun's faces back and forth, with Yoona, the star of the school, sitting next to her. Yoona had just joined the group when she was in high school. She is a sociable person. Thus making her and Seohyun become close quickly.
“What are you doing sitting here sulking since the first lesson, Jongin?” Seohyun turned to ask the person sitting across from Sehun, understanding that he was just as awkward.
“Why do I have to sit next to this white-faced guy?” Jongin pouted like a child when he saw that the only seat left for him was to sit next to Sehun.
"Oh, uh, just stuff the rice in there, don't ask too much." The awkwardness made the person start to feel annoyed, secretly turning to look at the person next to him who was bowing down to eat without saying a word, but another voice interrupted.
"I just want to sit next to Seohyun. There's nothing wrong with that, right?" Yoona turned to ask the person beside her who was confused. When she saw the other person's signal, she followed what Yoona had sent. "Ah, um, I just want a change of scenery. Sitting next to Sehun every day gets boring." She lowered her head to answer, making Jongin even more suspicious. more
"You two are acting suspiciously. Normally, you want to sit next to this guy and die." After speaking to Seohyun, she turned to look at the next person who caught her eye and immediately lowered her head. "As for you...Yoon. uncle"
"What...what?" the person being stared at answered stammered.
"You don't like me?" was the end of the sentence of a person with a lot of experience. Seohyun looked up at Jongin, who looked like he knew everything before turning to look at Yoona, whose face had turned pale, with only Sehun remaining silent.
“What are you talking about, Jongin? You think there are a lot of women who like you. Have you lost yourself?" Seohyun saw the bad expression on her friend's face and helped Ed, who just smiled and bowed his head to eat. Without stopping to spout words that put pressure on Yoona.
"No, it's just that Yoona likes to eat sitting next to me a lot... Just like you, Seohyun.” He didn't stop sarcastically, he just felt annoyed by the man sitting next to him, including Seohyun who clearly expressed how much he liked Sehun.
"Kim Jongin! This is going too far.” Seohyun glared at her angry friend, not understanding how this friend of hers was angry at someone for coming to tickle her like this.
...or Jongin knew that she confessed her love to Sehun but she didn't tell him, so why ...
Bloodshot eyes looked at the person who hadn't had a single conversation on the table yet with a heavy heart. Afraid that Jongin's words would embarrass him, but his silence made her heart hurt even more. Seohyun turned her head away, water filling her eyes.
“I'm full, please go to the room first,” she said to Yoona, who was about to open her mouth to ask, but the deep voice that always made her heart flutter held her back.
“Let that girl go and you hurry up and eat.” Yoona clenched her cutlery tightly, not understanding what Jongin was really up to today. Why did he say things that hurt her feelings so much?
...Can't I just say something nice to you for once? ...
"Sehun, let's go." A small hand grabbed the wrist of the person who was scooping rice into his mouth so quickly that the food was all over the table and dragged Sehun away from here as quickly as possible.
Jongin clenches his jaw. I feel like I've been left behind. Why does it have to be this man every time a woman mourns and calls his name in a gentle voice? What about him? The women who come to him because of his looks, will there be any who are sincere with him...
The more he thought about it, the more he hated this man. He felt like he didn't exist every time he was with Sehun.
...He just wants to be valuable in everyone's eyes...
The touch of a small hand half-leading, half-tugging made the heart of a person like Oh Sehun numb, his palms starting to sweat from the excitement of the two of them touching each other's bodies. The tall, strong-looking man looked down at the ground and stomped his feet along his slender legs. When the brown soil turned into green grass, both of his legs stopped and looked at the little man who let go of his hand as soon as he found a quiet and quiet place. Free from people
The person who said that probably meant...Kim Jongin.
"I'm sorry that I suddenly... I dragged you here like this,” Yoona said softly, feeling guilty. while still turning his back on the other person
"...Um." The short answer made the girl sigh. Sitting on the grass behind the school, Yoona rested her head on her knees.
"You go back to class first. I want to stay like this for a while." A sweet voice said as he buried his head in his knees.
Sehun looked at his back sadly and with pity, reaching out his hand to stroke his hair to comfort him, but Jongin's smiling face with Yoona from one day's events flashed, so he changed into clenching his hands tightly.
... He already knows her heart. And if you face him, should you avoid him? Why do you express yourself so clearly, Yoona?
She was afraid that if Jongin found out that she liked her, she wouldn't even be friends. She was afraid that she wouldn't be able to look at the face she loved and be close to Jongin anymore. Yoona doesn't want to lose Jongin.
... She really loves Jongin very much ...
The smell of a man's body came closer to her and the sound of the grass rumbling made her realize that Sehun wasn't going anywhere. He sat down next to Without saying a word, she just sat as a friend like this until she got better. She thanked him for always comforting her and never leaving her side.
But they had no idea that there was someone who had been here before and she didn't return to the classroom.
Seohyun was sitting not far away, secretly looking at the picture of the two of them with a heart full of tears, clear water flowing down her sweet face. She quickly turned around before hugging her knees towards her body. He lowered his head and tried to make the sound of sobs escape as little as possible.
"Heck. Sehun loves Yoona. I should give up. Huh. Huh. ... Right?"
But she couldn't do as she said. Just the thought of not being at Sehun's side made her little heart break.
... What should this Seohyun do? ...
For a moment, she was startled when she heard loud laughter getting closer and closer. Seohyun raised her tear-soaked face to the source of the sound. Round eyes widened as soon as they saw the large man.
Hell, if he walks this way, Sehun must know that she's sitting here and eavesdropping, and Yoona is also upset. Absolutely cannot cause a problem with Yoona and Sehun.
The evil eyes met hers until the person who saw who it was who was sitting hiding in the bushes immediately walked with determination to get into trouble. The corners of his mouth lifted up as he thought about the fun things in the future, the more he saw the person. The more you are small, the more you will win the hearts of people like him.
... Seohyun is afraid of him ...
Yes, she was afraid, but not the man who was only a few meters away from her. Seohyun was more afraid that the other two people would get into trouble with these people. She was worried and couldn't think of what to do about this situation. But it's not in time!
“That black dog's woman, Jongin, is us.”
Seohyun closed her eyes to calm herself before standing up without looking at the two people behind her who were looking at the group of people in shock. Sehun grabbed her shoulder to push Yoona behind her. Looking at Seohyun with concern
"What are you doing here, pretty one?" A large figure approached. Followed by three or four male subordinates standing around her.
“It's none of your business, I'm going back!” Seohyun pushed the subordinate on his right out of the way, but a rough hand grabbed his wrist first. Until she stumbled into his embrace, she looked up at his sharp face without giving up.
"Park Chanyeol! Let go of me now!" Her words made Chanyeol even more amused as he pretended to look at the sweet face he hadn't seen in a long time.
“Let go of her now!” Seohyun was startled when she heard a deep voice not far away and two subordinates were turning to face Sehun. Chanyeol was surprised by the frightened expression of the person in his embrace.
“Who are you, you idiot?” Chanyeol looked at him with serious concern. Trying to tighten the grip on the struggling person in your embrace.
"I'll tell you when you release her," Sehun argued fearlessly. Ignoring Chanyeol's two subordinates who walked a bit closer.
"Hey, get it..." Chanyeol ordered his subordinates standing close to Sehun. Seohyun's little foot suddenly stepped on his with full force, and he couldn't help releasing her from his embrace. "...Ouch!"
Seohyun hurriedly walked over and pushed Chanyeol's two subordinates away from Sehun. The leader saw the picture and understood everything, laughing in his throat when he saw the new toy.
“Beautiful people know this handsome guy,” Chanyeol said triumphantly. He walked closer to Seohyun, which Sehun saw and quickly grabbed her small wrist and pushed it behind her back, but a sweet voice interrupted him. So he let go of that wrist. "it is fine with me"
“Don't mess with him!” She ordered Chanyeol without fear at all. His eyes stared at his irritated face without stopping.
“Oh, oh, are you protecting each other or is this your boyfriend? But having a woman protect you isn't manly at all. If you fight to be my girlfriend, no one will disturb you. Do you care, Seohyun?” A rough hand caressed her sweet face. Seohyun brushed it off several times and even waved at Sehun to step back.
"If you were the only man left in this world, I would rather die than be a lover with a heartless person like you... Chanyeol." Chanyeol's eyes widened until he saw veins bulging out along his temples, the woman's determination in his eyes. That he always had a heart for him made him turn his head in another direction and suppress his heart that had been broken so many times.
“Seohyun, why are you talking about death? You'll get it." YoonA, who was afraid that something was going to happen, immediately ran in to stop him.
"I'm fine. This guy wouldn't dare do anything to me." Seohyun smiled at Yoona. Push the other person behind as before.
Chanyeol's subordinates walked in and surrounded Seohyun until he couldn't see or hear people insulting Chanyeol. One of his subordinates pulled up the thin collar of his shirt. Seohyun didn't avoid those bloodshot eyes. "How dare you..."
“Let her go!” Chanyeol ordered loudly until his veins were visible.
"But..."
"Release her now!!" Emphasize your words clearly. He looked at his subordinate with anger. "You mustn't do anything to this woman!"
"...Huh!" When it wasn't as expected So he couldn't do anything. Besides releasing Seohyun
"Thank you...you're still my friend...Chanyeol."
Chanyeol, who had turned his back when he heard this, thought of his childhood memories of Jongin and Seohyun playing happily together. Until one day when he and Jongin argued because some incident caused their relationship to break, Chanyeol moved his house to another place. The only ones left were Seohyun, who cried almost every day, and Jongin, who was very angry at Chanyeol.
The angry eyes turned sad. That relationship was a memory that he would never forget, but because of his dignity, he could not return to the way it was before. Even though he had Seohyun in his heart And he also knew that Jongin loved her too. But an honest person like that doesn't know his own heart and acts like a flirt all day. Empathize with women
But the matter itself is stupid.
And her white face made him know where her heart belonged.
Chanyeol turned around to look at Sehun who had been standing staring at him for a long time and then walked closer with his long legs. Seohyun saw this and quickly stopped him. "I told you not to do anything to him. This is Chanyeol. What are you going to do to yourself... Chanyeol!" The tall figure pushed her away. He looked at that face carefully.
"Huh, it's you, you stupid face?" He placed both hands on Sehun's shoulders. Seohyun immediately rushed over before being stopped by Chanyeol's words.
"I'm not doing anything." As he spoke, he looked at Sehun's face. Followed by laughter in the throat. He lost completely, thinking about Kim Jong-in who was probably in the same situation.
"What's wrong?" Sehun's low voice caught Chanyeol's attention. His eyes shone brightly again and for the first time, Chanyeol noticed another woman standing behind Sehun, afraid that Yoona would be hurt.
“Don't mess with her!” Chanyeol turned around and looked at the person with equally angry eyes almost instantly. Surprise made him look at Seohyun. Her face looked so sad that his heart ached. His hand changed to gripping the collar of the other man's shirt tightly in anger that he was beginning to be unable to resist.
"...Chanyeol" the owner of the name looked at the force of the small hand's pull. Seohyun gripped the hem of his shirt tightly, weakly calling out his name. “Please stop, I beg you.” She looked at him with pleading eyes, clear water filling her beautiful eyes.
Chanyeol squeezed his shirt collar tighter in pain. “If I make this girl cry, I won't let you go!” He released Sehun and gently held the small hand he hadn't touched in a long time.
“If you show me your weakness again, Jongin will definitely crush me, Seohyun.”
Those very cruel words healed her heart so well right now.
... Thank you Chanyeol ...
Seohyun looked at Chanyeol as he ordered his subordinates to walk away, and his gentle voice made her tears flow without stopping.
"Is that okay?"
“...Um.” Seohyun swallowed back a sob. “Mr. Payana, please return to your room. I'll follow along."
"but..."
“Go!” she shouted loudly. Sehun and Yoona were startled at the same time. In the end, he gave up and walked towards Yoona. before leading her away without paying any attention to Seohyun who let out a loud cry.
... Why is love so painful? Just because he cares about the person he loves. Why does she have to cry so much?
Seohyun sat down exhausted and pounded the side of her chest that had a lump that was being squeezed. Instead of the pain inside disappearing, an image of the two of them flashed over it instead. And like this, how could she smile at him again?
...It's too much suffering...
A handsome young man in sports clothes was standing among a crowd of fans, tirelessly giving them a charming smile. Suddenly, a blue towel was held in front of him. He looked at the owner of the towel with a calm face. She reached out to the crowd of people surrounding this hot man, but he turned around and smiled and chatted with other women.
Ignoring the kindness she gave the girls one bit. who is annoyed by people who are too big for their appearance, crushing a small body They came out with full force, their sad faces looking at the beautiful smiles given to them with pain.
... Is it true what I've heard? Who seriously thought about it? Jongin immediately cut off the relationship...
"But I want to tell him what's in my heart." The little girl walked out of there with her head hanging. His feet dragged until dust spread everywhere, and several sighs were heard. Not bothering to look at his eyes that were looking at her with pity.
... He just doesn't like being tied down. Thank you for appreciating people like Jongin. And I'm sorry I had to refuse...
His eyes wandered after the woman he had confessed to in his classroom that morning, and at that moment he saw the figure of someone he was familiar with.
“...that girl.” Jongin looked at the thin, weak-looking figure. He hadn't seen her the entire afternoon, which made his concern overflow.
"Sorry, I'd better get home first."
The hottest football player confronts the girls who are moaning loudly to each other. They loudly called out the name of the man in their hearts, but the owner of the name grabbed his bag and hurriedly walked towards the person he was referring to, not letting him out of his sight for even a second.
Jongin's long legs came and stood next to her. But did not receive any response at all. He walked alongside her for a moment before he couldn't bear it anymore, calling her back to her senses.
“Seo...Seohyun... Seo Juhyun!” A few times, the owner of the name turned his attention.
“Oh...you.” Seeing that sweet face that was once radiantly red, Jongin turned pale, looking at her who was trying to smile at him like always, but he was the person who knew her best, instead he quickly grabbed her entire body into an embrace.
...He didn't want to see Seohyun's face like this. Why does my heart hurt like this?
"It's okay. ...It's okay, Seohyun, I'm here."
“Hee hee, Jongin, hee hee, I can't stand it. It hurts everywhere." A loud sob sounded throughout her body, no longer paying attention to the many pairs of eyes that were looking at her. "I, huh, I really like him a lot...Jongin, huh, huh. What should I do? Tell me. Tell me. Ho. "
A small hand rose up to embrace the tall person, wanting to rely on him. He also hugged her tighter with pain, his jaw clenched when he saw the person who was the cause of it all.
... Oh Sehun!...
On the opposite side of Sehun was another woman who stood with her mouth shut in shock when she saw the back of her loved one hugging a friend with clear water filling her eyes. Looking at that picture with pain
And soon her eyes widened in shock when she saw Jongin let go of Seohyun before grabbing her small hand and walking towards Sehun. Many students began to gather in front of the school to watch the event.
All of a sudden!
Jongin slammed the fist that wasn't holding Seohyun's hand into Sehun's face as soon as he reached him.
“What are you doing, Jongin?” Seohyun looked at Sehun with concern in his eyes. before turning to ask another person
“Is this what made you cry like this?!” Jongin raised a finger to point at Sehun who was holding the corner of his mouth that was dripping with blood. He already knew what would happen to him.
“Yes, Jongin, you know.” His face was pale, not daring to look at the other person's face.
“Yes, I always knew that you liked it, but it ended up liking Yoona.” Sehun's indifferent look flickered for a moment before he glanced at the woman standing wide-eyed. Knowing the whole truth, he averted his eyes and turned his attention to Jong. In again
"He's done this, so why do you want to mourn him so much?"
Phew!
Jongin's face turned at the force of the small palm's full force.
“You will never understand me!” Clear water flowed down like rain. Jongin looked disappointed before running out of here as fast as he could.
“Seo! Seohyun! Hey!” Long legs ran after the person who ran out unconsciously. But the loud noise made his legs stop.
"be careful!!"
Creak!
Thinking that the unfortunate person was Seohyun, Jongin froze as a stone. A sharp, colorless face The bag fell from his weak hands and manly tears flowed down without shame.
"So..."
Suddenly a small hand grabbed his hand and Jongin turned to look at him with tears in his eyes. before being grabbed and hugged by her
"It's okay. It's okay." She tried to keep her sobs at bay. He rubbed his broad back to comfort him.
While Yoona was consoling Jongin, Sehun, who was aware of the situation, rushed in to see with worry, not paying the slightest attention to Yoona and Jongin.
As soon as he reached the scene of the accident, Long Legs collapsed and sat on the road covered in the blood of the person lying still. Both hands were clenched so tightly that they were covered in blood and he bowed his head to hide the tears that would not stop flowing down.
"...I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
A bright red color spread all over the road, and many people stood and watched the two figures lying motionless until an official asked for directions and carried a stretcher.
"Sir, please help me move out of the way for the officer." His tear-filled face turned quickly at the sound of a hand rising to grab the officer's arm. Before he let out a weak voice that those who saw him took pity on.
“Please help...her. Huh.” His head fell heavily on the arm of a young man in his early thirties. “Help her…” A trembling voice made people hear him answer, “Yes, I will help you to the best of my ability, but for now, young man, you have to hide first.”
Sehun nodded. Before pushing himself up to stand, his tall body staggered slightly, but the officer was able to catch him in time. His knees were so weak that he could barely stand. He let many people carrying stretchers pass by. Sad eyes still filled with tears, he raised his hands and let out a loud yelp from the pressure. while continuously apologizing
"...sorry...sorry. I'm sorry...sorry."
Then his face was bent down and he was pulled up by someone's hand that was pulling at his shirt. When he realized who it was, he immediately looked away.
... Now he is very tired ...
"It's because of you, Sehun. Because of you alone!! Huh?"
Jongin rested his head on his opponent's shoulder, his hand still holding his collar. The sound of crying caused everyone to look on in pain. Including Yoona who came to stop Jongin in time, tears flowed down a river because she felt so sorry for these two men.
She turned to look at Seohyun's body that had just been lifted into the ambulance and tears flowed out of her eyes. Followed by the tall figure of the person she had just met earlier in the day, a scary man who was friends with Seohyun.
“That's Park Chanyeol who just started attacking the nearby school. Why did you run in without thinking like that?” The group of young women were shocked by the incident. But seeing the face of the most fearsome person in the area made her suspicious. She saw him shouting loudly for Seohyun to be careful and rushing in without thinking for his life. Finally, she saw Chanyeol hugging Seohyun with his back covering her body.
Hearing this, Yoona's pity overflowed. She looked back at Sehun and Jongin, who had their backs turned to each other without another conversation.
...the three of them Why is it so pathetic?
“They love you, Seohyun, so you need to recover quickly.”
The hospital was crowded with young nurses walking back and forth and both male and female doctors walking into different rooms. To ask about the patient's condition with a smile, but the cries and cries were equally loud. He looked at the pictures painfully, thinking of the two people in the emergency room. Both hands clasped in prayer for safety, the other walked back and forth with equal concern.
“...Jonggin.” After a moment, the voice trembled from a middle-aged woman about the same age as his mother. Her face was the same as the person in the room. She was Seohyun's mother and the tears hadn't even dried on her face yet, making it clear that she had been through a lot of crying. Jongin stops walking and then bows in greeting. Including Sehun who stood up as soon as he saw the new person.
“Hi, you two. But...so How are you?” She tried to keep her voice steady. But both of them could tell that she was crying inside.
"I'm in the room," Sehun replied with a sad face. While avoiding Seohyun's mother, he stubbornly blamed himself for the incident that happened on himself, as Jongin said.
"It's been a long time and I still haven't seen a doctor come out." Even though it doesn't sound like a very comforting word to a mother, speaking honestly Jongin's words made her understand, nodding slowly with a long sigh.
Soon, the sound of the door drew everyone's eyes. "Who is the patient's relative?"
"I'm your mother." I tried to steel myself for what was about to come out of the young doctor's mouth.
The doctor's sad face made a mother like her almost want to cry.
"The two of you are out of danger." The three of them heard this and heaved a sigh of relief. Sehun stumbled back slightly as the pressure eased somewhat, and the smile that didn't appear on Jongin's face revealed what the doctor was going to say next. causing the momentary happiness to suddenly disappear
"...but there's one person who's in a coma. It might be...Sleeping Prince."
“Yes, you mean my son? Is that right, Doctor?” A tall woman in a luxurious dress hurried over to meet him as soon as she heard the words. 'Sleeping Prince'
The doctor nodded. "Doctor, please."
"Thank you, Doctor." The man had the senses to bow in gratitude. before looking at his best friend who was sitting on the ground with tears streaming down his face. She walked over and sat down next to her and grabbed the crying person into her arms, causing her to cry too because she understood how a mother felt.
"Oh my dear Chan, why is this bad luck? Why... Huh?"
Jongin cries over the memories of his past. Seohyun and Chanyeol running around happily came back to mind. The tall figure sat down, not caring how much both his knees hurt. Another person standing hurried to support him. But he was rejected with disgust so he could only stand and look at the painful scene from a distance. His hands clenched until they were covered in blood, blaming himself for the whole incident.
... excuse me ...
The square-shaped room was painted white to make it look clean and free from germs. The smell of medicine hung everywhere. And inside the room, there were two young men in school uniforms sitting next to each other, but still keeping a distance, each sitting on each end of the long sofa. They didn't speak or speak, but just sat holding their hands in prayer and looking at the The pale faces of the people they were most worried about, Sehun and Jongin had no idea that they had been sitting here for hours.
Just Seohyun recovers. They will feel comfortable.
As for Chanyeol's room, there were only the mother of the person lying on the bed and Seohyun's mother, who had volunteered to stay with her out of concern for the person who had recently fainted and had to be carried and put on a bed by Jongin. Seohyun's mother's sofa looked at the cordage with pity.
“Thank you for helping Seohyun, Mom. I really appreciate it.” Chanyeol's vision was blurry as the clear water welling in her eyes wiped it away. before looking down at her close friend with concern. This friend of hers moved far away because of problems with Jongin's family. Both sides are also at odds with each other. She feels sorry for the children who have to fight because of their parents' problems.
Sehun fell asleep while sitting upright. His neck folded down until he was startled. When he opened his eyes he shook his head to recover from his drowsiness. Looking to the side he saw Jongin sleeping soundly from exhaustion so he walked over and turned the lights down so as not to disturb the rest of the couple.
Both legs walked close to the bed and a pale hand came up and held it in one hand. As for his other hand, he smoothed the front hair that was on his forehead, looking at his sweet face with a heartbroken heart, his trembling hand slid down and lightly touched the soft cheek that had once glowed red. And his lips delicately rested on his forehead... Sehun did it without realizing it.
Surprised that I was suddenly Doing this, he stopped slightly. But he controlled his expression to be normal. Gently releasing her hand, Sehun arranged the blanket to warm her up.
“Hurry up and wake up, Seohyun. ...I'm sorry" no matter how many times I apologize. This mistake cannot be erased.
2 weeks have passed
No matter how slowly time moves Jongin never fails to come see his close friend for a day, even though she hasn't woken up yet. Jongin always smiled at Seohyun and invited her to talk even though he was the only one talking. Jongin just doesn't want her to feel lonely.
A chair was dragged closer to the bed before Jongin lowered it down. He looked at her beautiful face with sad eyes, raised her hand and held it with both hands.
“Why aren't you awake yet, Seohyun? Hurry and wake up…” Jongin gently placed his hand on hers.
And Jongin suddenly noticed his slender fingers moving slightly, his heart pounding with excitement. To be sure, he continued to watch for a while when he was sure that she was awake because of the muffled sound. So he immediately pressed the button to call the doctor.
“Nah, water ... water.” Jongin bent down to his thin, curled lips before rushing to pour water into the glass that had already been prepared.
His fingers held onto the straw so that Seohyun could easily suck the water until he heard a slight coughing sound. He pulled it out and immediately put the glass back in its original place. The door was opened by the doctor with the fever. Followed by a young nurse who walked in and took the pulse on her thin wrist.
"I'm happy. You're awake." Jongin smiled happily. When he saw the doctor checking here and there for a while, he looked up at him with a smile and said a sentence that made him so happy that his heart skipped a beat. "But please don't let her move too much during this time because her body is still hurting." He nodded, watching as the nurse put the small syringe that had just been injected into the IV bottle and followed along to send him off. Overflowing with joy, he bowed a few times to thank him. When he turned around, he pulled out his phone and called Seohyun's mother to tell her the good news.
“Mother, Seohyun has recovered. Seohyun has recovered.” He couldn't suppress his joyful tone. But when he heard sobbing from the other end of the phone because he was happy that his daughter was recovering, Jongin began to sob some.
“Yes, I will take care of Seo.” Jongin answered the request of the person on the other end of the line. before going to cover her with a blanket where she was resting
Jongin didn't go to school because he came to see Seohyun every day and the teacher understood and gave it to Taeyeon. The class leader brought a summary sheet and homework. Taeyeon also has to come to this hospital every day because her mother is a nurse here.
And Jongin himself has not seen Sehun's face since visiting Seohyun again since that day. His hate has increased because he thought that Sehun was not responsible, even though part of the incident was because of Sehun. Just Yoona who comes to visit Seohyun often. She didn't say a single word to him, her eyes didn't even meet his.
He himself was quite surprised by Yoona's strange behavior. But he didn't ask anything.
Jongin sat and watched Seohyun's breathing rhythmically with a smile on her face when she was asleep when he woke up, which made him feel extremely relieved.
Almost half the day had passed and it was almost dusk. Seohyun turned over on her back and slowly opened her eyes. She blinked three or four times to adjust to the reflected light, but then the white light of the bulb made her scream. Terrified, remembering the lights of the car that came towards her that day.
“Scream!” Seohyun raised both hands to hold her own face that was starting to become wet with tears. She soon received a hug from another person who rushed over as soon as she heard the noise.
“It's okay. It's okay...I'm here, Seohyun. I'm here, shh…” Jongin hugged her tightly. and tried to calm her down
Seohyun calmed up as she felt safe in her familiar embrace. Jongin pulled away and looked at the sweet face that was starting to turn red from crying but her lips were still pale.
"...Jonggin, don't go anywhere. I'm scared..." When she saw her friend's face, Starting to beg, Jongin nodded and smiled softly at her.
"Um, I'm not going anywhere."
Jongin gently helped Seohyun lie down before smoothing out the hair that was bothering her.
“How are you?” a voice asked.
“I don't feel very well,” Seohyun replied softly.
“Do you want me to go see the doctor?” Jongin let out a worried tone in his voice. Seohyun shook her head lightly.
"You don't have to."
“Are you sure you don't want to call a doctor?” Seohyun smiled, grateful that he cared about her this much.
“Um, I want to lie down for a bit.” Jongin nodded when he saw him. His round eyes closed, causing the clear water that remained to seep into the corner of his eyes. Jongin gently absorbed the water.
"be careful!!!"
After falling asleep for a while, he opened his eyes again. Seohyun's eyes widened. The clear water began to flow again. Moaning through tears
"Oh, that's not true, right? It's not him, right?” She turned her head and asked Jongin, who walked back to her again, tears falling on the bedsheet until it was soaked.
“You feel bad again…” Seohyun quickly raised the hand closest to his tall figure and grabbed his thick wrist. Until the other person was shocked and worried because of those many tears.
“Tell me, Jongin, tell me it's not Chanyeol. I recognize his voice, isn't it him?"
Jongin was stunned by the sudden question, “Uh…” His mouth suddenly couldn't move when he saw the red eyes.
Symptoms like this made her understand everything, her little heart fluttered. He bowed his head on the hand that held his thick wrist.
"Huh. Huh. Please tell me it's not Chanyeol. Huh. Huh." Images of Chanyeol as a child flashed into my mind. It made her cry almost hysterically.
Sharp eyes looked down at the person who was crying until she sobbed incessantly with heartbreak, but he still didn't dare tell her another truth. Just this, she was already crying and dying.
... If you found out that you were sleeping as a sleeping prince, would you blame yourself, Seohyun? ...
“I will go find him. Take me." His eyes trembled, looking at the other person with determination. But Jongin's silent expression displeased her.
"If you don't take me I'll go myself." Seohyun gestured to get up. But Jongin was able to stop her first.
"Can you promise that you won't blame yourself... If you see Chanyeol,” Jongin doesn't dare meet those questioning eyes.
“Yes, I promise.” Seohyun immediately felt that Chanyeol must be in worse shape than her. Or maybe... no, he must be fine.
“But I think you…” Jongin was unsure of that promise.
“Have I ever broken my promise to you, Jongin?” Her determination made him give up.
“Hurry up, Jongin,” Seohyun ordered him to speed up to meet her demands. She walked quickly on a metal pole with wheels. There is a jar hanging above. Jongin dragged it along, careful that it would slip out of her hands.
"She's the one who walks slowly. Just a little bit and the saline line will come loose. Do you want to get a new piercing?” Seohyun didn't care and hurriedly walked to a nearby room. Jongin could only take a long breath and followed behind her to catch up.
But he had to bump into her when a figure stood still and looked at the man lying on the bed through the glass partition.
Seohyun raised her hand and touched the glass, clear tears flowing down continuously. She pursed her lips so tight it hurt. The strings all over Chanyeol's body made her heart hurt.
She didn't say a single word but sobbed in front of the mirror like that.
...I'm sorry I had to break my promise to you, Jongin, it was because of me. Chanyeol must be hurt like this because of me...
"Hee hee ... Sorry ... because of me. Hee hee, because of me..."
At the end of her sentence, her entire body fell to the ground with a loud thud.
“Seo! Seo... Help me, please help her…” Jongin held her on his lap loudly calling out to a nurse walking nearby, patting her cheek a few times to wake her up.
"Don't do this, Seo. Open your eyes right now, Seo!"
Soon Seohyun was picked up and placed on a stretcher brought by a nurse. Jongin followed the sled with worry. She was rushed to the emergency room again. And he himself had to pray for her again as always.
He's always done that. No matter how many times, he still wants her to be happy.
...May bad things happen Don't hurt this woman again. Please let Seohyun be happy with him for once...
1 month has passed
"Can't you do something to make it faster?" A thin voice muttered to the other person who was acting slowly, not liking her at all, so he grabbed a plastic bag that was on the floor and held it in his hand.
"Here, I'll carry it myself." He pulled the bag back and held it himself. immediately called out her sullen face.
"Why do you want to delay? Let's go, Chanyeol will be waiting a long time."
“Yes, Mr. Seo Juhyun,” the owner of the name shook his head to avoid Jongin's annoyed smile in annoyance. Before walking together to catch the bus in front of the alley.
Seohyun recovered normally for a while and went back to studying as usual, but before she could come to terms with Chanyeol having to sleep as a sleeping prince, it took a long time. If she didn't have a friend like Jongin, she would have thought about doing it. What's crazy? Sure enough, Sehun, the man she secretly loved all along, disappeared from view at all. So she asked Yoona, who seemed to know everything.
Flashback to 2 weeks ago, Seohyun's first day at school after her physical and mental condition improved.
“Yoona, do you know where he went?” Yoona nodded sadly. His lips clenched tightly as he remembered his promise to the young man who confessed his love to her before he could leave.
“Where did he go? Can you tell me, Yoon?” Seohyun approached. He held Yoona's hand anxiously.
"I want to tell you, Seo. But..." Yoona avoided her eyes as the owner of the hand tightened on hers.
"Why Yoon? Why can't you tell me? Why..."
“Because I made a promise to him, I don't want to break my promise, Seohyun. Do you understand me?"
His mouth twisted in a teasing manner, not liking that Yoona and Sehun's promise to each other. Her heart hurts again. It's hurt so much, why are you still able to endure it? Don't run away from that person. You won't have to think about him again.
...but Seohyun couldn't forget the man named Sehun, she never could...
“Never mind.” Big, trembling eyes looked at Yoona's apologetic face for a moment. Before turning the other way, she let go of both her hands.
... Enough, enough with this. She's tired enough already...
"...Seo, aren't you angry at me?" Yoona asked boldly, afraid that her friend would be angry.
Seohyun shook her head, smiling faintly at Yoona. “Why would I be angry at you? Well, you made a promise to Sehun,” she said, grabbing her friend's hand and walking towards their classroom when she heard the bell ring.
"Thank you for not being angry." Even so, Yoona felt guilty. She stubbornly stopped walking. While looking down at the floor
“What, Yun, stop thinking about this. Let's go to class." Seohyun dragged the other person along with a smile. Yoona saw this and couldn't help but smile happily but was suddenly shocked when she saw Seohyun's sweet face.
Seohyun leaned closer and whispered in his ear. People heard this and hurriedly yelled at the person who ran ahead and entered the classroom. His face was red and he smiled shyly and followed him inside.
"Jong-in is waiting. I'm late and I don't know if I'm upset."
“Why are you so late? Did I have to reserve a place for you guys until they were all looking at you?” The conference room had an entire class of students who had to sit and study together. Jongin had to ignore the stares of the many women who wanted to sit next to him. causing the girls who had been rejected to look at the bags Jongin had brought up and placed on the two tables next to them. to reserve for Yoona and Seohyun
“Come on, I'm here, how can I act like I'm irritated?” Jongin pretended to shake his face like a child, causing the other person to sit and laugh non-stop. Then his eyes looked at Yoona who had walked in with a red face. Seohyun smiled and raised her eyebrows towards the empty seat next to Jongin who was still irritated. Yoona shook her head vigorously and refused with a heartbeat. Rua thought that she would be able to sit next to Jongin, the person who already knew her heart.
“This is Jongin,” Seohyun nudged his broad shoulder. So he turned his head and looked back. Although still irritated
"How can you be so upset? Aren't you ashamed of other people?" The sweet voice that was complaining caused his handsome face to distort even more than before.
“Are you calling me to scold me?” Jongin retorted in a sullen voice. Seohyun could only shake her head gently, fed up with her best friend's incurable behavior.
"I'm not inviting a fight. Where do you want Yoon to sit?" Seohyun asked, trying to take a look. Jongin, knowing that there was another person here, looked at the blushing face that was constantly avoiding his eyes, causing his face to become slightly more handsome.
“Well, sit next to me.” Jongin stood up. Move to sit on the edge. The middle seat was left without a word. Seo Yeon saw this and smiled a little. to the shyness of her friends, and Yoona, who had been standing for a long time and writhed from embarrassment, was invited to sit by Seohyun, who couldn't hide her joy behind a wide smile.
"Come sit, Yun."
"Ah, um."
You probably still don't know why the two of them are acting like this. Jongin accepted Yoona's feelings and asked to see it first. And the middleman who made Jongin agree to have a girlfriend with him was because of his encouragement. These are the teasing words of a close friend. Seohyun saw that Yoona was a cute girl who was honest with her friends and Jongin didn't dislike her friend. Turns out I like to be pretentious.
He often doesn't agree with Yoona. Until YoonA thought that Jongin did this because he hated her. She even thought that Jongin liked Seohyun.
Seohyun then went to ask Jongin to be sure. But as soon as Jongin heard the question, Jongin burst into laughter. Plus, she's narcissistic and how can she think that Jongin likes her?
“I really like you. But it's not what you think, Seo. We've been friends since childhood. We've been through a lot. I can't stand seeing a crazy person like you cry. If you cry ...I think I'm a really bad friend."
Jongin's rebuke made her smile widely, raising her hand to hit her broad shoulder hard. The one time I thought you were crazy But in truth, she felt that she herself was not a good friend, causing Jongin to often have to take care of her.
"You're going to think I'm crazy, right? No!... But anyway, thank you, Jongin. From now on, I will be strong and be the one to console you.”
And once again, Seohyun shouted again when she saw her face, not believing her words. But the two laughed happily after going through so much misfortune.
Returning to the present, in a square room where there was a long man lying on the bed with his eyes closed and a young woman sitting with his hands clenched, praying that he would wake up. That was the only thing she wished for to be true. I've been here all along.
... You've been sleeping for a long time. Wake up and start arguing with me, Chanyeol. ...
Seohyun smoothed out the hair in front of her face that was disturbing the sleeping person. Her handsome face looked a lot more colorful than before.
"If you were the only man left in this world, I would rather die than be a girlfriend with a heartless person like you... Chanyeol."
... But now I don't think like that anymore...
"Are you going to sit like this? Let's go take a rest. I'll take care of it myself." A caring voice offered, but the other person shook his head like a child.
“No, what are you going to do to Chanyeol?” She knew that Jongin was still angry at Chanyeol, even though it had subsided a lot.
"I don't do anything to sick people. You should go get something to eat." The moment he wakes up and sees you lying there fainting, he will go into shock again.” Jongin teased the girl who was serious about life and death when he saw him, so he apologized in a low voice, “…sorry.”
The sound of a chair called out to the person who bowed his head in remorse and looked at the thin figure standing at his full height with a surprised look in his eyes.
"Then I'll leave you to take care of me. I'll be gone for a moment."
“Please tell me you don't like it anymore,” Jongin teases the woman who he easily sees as having feelings that a woman has for a man, but not as much as Seohyun has for a man. Sehun, whatever.
“It's my business.” Seohyun looked somewhere else instead of Jongin's annoying smile. He walked past another person before thinking of reminding him again. “If you do anything, Chanyeol. I'm going to sue Yoona."
Then the deep voice shouted behind the sound of the door closing as Seohyun made him feel like he had lost his dignity. But his heart was now much more refreshed than before since he opened his heart to accept the woman named Yoona.
Seohyun stood in line to buy her favorite food for a while, and the long line gradually shortened. But suddenly he felt a tug on the end of his shirt. Her small hand tugged her shirt back and forth without stopping. She looked at that cute face with surprise.
“Um, do you have something?” Seohyun asked, looking left and right to find the little boy's family.
A sweet-colored envelope was held in front of her and many pairs of eyes stared at her with anticipation until they arched their bodies. Maybe they were thinking about whether she was about to be proposed to like on TV. In fact, she did. But for a moment, I realized that she wasn't in a relationship with any other men besides Jongin, Chanyeol, and Sehun.
...Eh?...
Her heart pounded loudly when she thought it might be someone she hadn't seen in months. To say that she didn't miss her would be a lie. And to say that I wasn't angry that he didn't come visit her once would be another lie, but my thoughts and understanding of him were so great that she forgot all about that story.
"Who gave it to me?" Big round eyes looked at the little boy with hope.
"Gone, beautiful sister." The words The letter owner's 'beautiful sister' made the child remember and call Seohyun that way.
“Okay, thank you.” Seohyun tried to smile at the boy who was running into his mother's embrace.
Seohyun sat on a bench in the hospital garden and opened the envelope with her heart pounding. She didn't know why she was so excited. And she wasn't sure whether she was waiting for the content of the letter or the person who owned it.
I want you to keep this beautiful smile forever.
I'm not going anywhere. I'm still beside you as always.
It's just that the guilt makes me not dare to face her.
I've always wanted to tell you 'sorry'.
Staywith you.
Tears fell on the message until it became a stain, both hands clenched the paper until it was wrinkled. She bent over and hugged herself. She cried loudly as if she had been holding it in for a long time. The person she had been waiting for hadn't left her anywhere. He still cared about her as before, just like he had before, this just made her tears flow without stopping.
But the word 'sorry' also made her heart hurt. The whole matter might have involved him. But he wasn't the one who was at fault, it was her who didn't consciously run away from the truth like that.
"You're not at fault, Sehun...why do you blame yourself like that?"
Just thinking that he was hurt because of this story almost broke her heart. And the person who stood looking at the picture of the woman crying until she was sobbing couldn't stand it and had to turn away immediately. He never stopped to say sorry to that woman. just once
"I'm sorry, Seohyun."
At the same time, the person who had been sleeping for a long time began to move slightly. The people sitting on watch noticed that their fingers moved slightly and hurriedly rang the bell to call you with joy. After that, I quickly called the person who had been away for a long time.
"Seo...he's recovered...Chanyeol's recovered!" His happy voice softened when he heard the sobbing that came over the phone. Jongin understood that she was probably so happy that she cried.
“You must be very happy, right? You can finally smile, Seohyun.”
Jongin didn't realize that he was making her heart break even more.
"Ah, um, I'll have to smile beautifully."
She hung up the phone before letting out a pained yelp, "Huh. I have to... show him a pretty smile. Huh."
...but you also want to see a smile on his face...
No matter how many months or how many more years, her heart still can't forget Sehun. His gentle smile is still engraved in her heart unchanged, even though now she has agreed to date Chanyeol, the man who Risked his life to save her in that accident.
"I'll make you forget that asshole."
This was his promise, so she agreed after trying to deny it many times. Seohyun doesn't want to date because of the reason he saved her life or out of pity. She wants to date someone when they have good feelings for each other. As she only has Sehun, he alone, Seohyun can't give her heart to anyone else. But Chanyeol's determination and sincerity made her give up.
And it's not that she doesn't like the man holding her hand as she walks to the bus stop, frankly. So she also has good feelings for Chanyeol. Like I said...she still loves Sehun.
"What's wrong?" The curt tone typical of a gangster didn't make her irritated or angry like before. She tried to adapt to Chanyeol.
"nothing"
The tall person suddenly stopped walking and she turned to look at him suspiciously. And those serious eyes searching for the truth in her eyes made her look away.
But then the look in those eyes changed to gentleness and he lifted his hand and placed it on his soft hair. and lowered his head to eye level
“Seo...you know why I'm standing next to you?” Seohyun raised her head to meet those caring eyes. "Don't keep anything to yourself again."
tuk tak tuk tak
Seohyun avoided his eyes for the first time, "Ah, um." But she couldn't tell him that she hadn't forgotten Sehun for even a minute. There was only one word she wanted to say to Chanyeol.
"Sorry, I..."
“Let's go study.” Chanyeol knew exactly what was on her mind. So he avoided listening. Even though he was the one who said he would listen to her every story, there was only this one thing that he couldn't accept and he also knew that she didn't say it because she didn't want him to be sad.
It took Chanyeol a few years to return to his normal life. Everyone was amazed at how quickly his body recovered.
"Because I want to take care of you."
The reason why Chanyeol told Seohyun his tone was a little harsh. But she still felt concern.
"You're so late." The person who arrived first sat with a frown next to his girlfriend of many years.
"Sorry." Chanyeol just apologized without any excuses.
“That's enough, Jongin, let's hurry up and go to class.” Yoona, the beautiful girlfriend who has been a star at the university for four years in a row, greeted her boyfriend before quickly grabbing his thick wrist to stand up and hurriedly walk in. Inside the building along with Chanyeol and Seohyun
“You guys go in first. I want to go to the bathroom."
"Then I'll be your friend," Chanyeol volunteered.
“It's okay. You hurry up and go in with Jongin. There won't be any seats." This reason made Chanyeol nod in agreement. Before walking in, she turned around and left a sentence that always made her smile.
“If you don't come within five minutes. I'll go find her."
"Hurry up and come in," she beckoned him to hurry in.
... Sometimes Chanyeol's brash personality is also cute and heart-turning...
In just a few minutes, she finished her business and quickly walked out to go to class. But before she had even stepped out of the door, someone's figure ran past her.
"...Oh, that's not true."
The sweet face immediately looked at the figure but didn't have time to look clearly. That person's entire body disappeared from view. Her heart beat rapidly and an image of the person she wanted to forget flashed through her mind. Suddenly, thoughts of guilt towards her boyfriend caused her to accidentally speak softly.
"I really want to meet you, Sehun."
"What's wrong with Seo? You've been looking blank all day." Yoona turned to ask her friend who was distracted, where did she go? When Seohyun turned to look at her to talk to her, she had to poke her several times as well. His friends didn't look at Chanyeol and Jongin who were kicking a ball in the middle of the field, so they just looked somewhere and didn't know. Where will there be those sad eyes again?
“No, I probably just had too much fun watching them.” Seohyun dryly laughed, avoiding Yoona's disbelieving gaze.
"You still miss Sehun, right?" Yoona noticed the other person's body slightly startled. "But she's Chanyeol's girlfriend." Yoona was worried about both Chanyeol and Seohyun. She didn't know why they were dating. Yoona only knew that Seohyun still hadn't forgotten Sehun.
"No, I'm his girlfriend. How can I think of someone else?" Seohyun joked, even though her condition couldn't escape Yoona's eyes.
“Come on, I understand how hard it is to forget first love.” YoonA raised her hand to comfort Seohyun’s shoulder, “But you have to live in the present. Now she has a man who loves her very much and is ready to fight along with her. What matters are in your heart? Tell him about it, at least you will be at ease.
And he will be able to understand and help you.”
Listening to her friend's teachings, Seohyun immediately understood that YoonA knew everything. So she sat and listened resignedly, without any arguments, but then Yoona's last sentence caused water to flow down her face.
"Seohyun... right now Chanyeol is the person you love and think about the most."
Yoona let her friend release her pent up feelings through tears as she looked straight at the two men enjoying themselves in the field.
...Little did they know that the woman who was important to them was crying...
“Are you tired?” Yoona looked at her boyfriend's sweaty face, who was smiling sweetly because he was happy that he was being taken care of.
"I'm tired now," he said, then bent down and kissed the soft cheek that had begun to color.
“Are you crazy?” Yoona slapped her broad shoulder to make herself blush. Avoiding the mischievous gaze until she met her two friends.
“Are you bored?” The question made Seohyun's heart ache. Chanyeol always thought of her first, which made her want to cry. But if he did that, she knew he would definitely be uncomfortable. So she raised her head to smile.
“Not at all.” Chanyeol is happy every time he sees the person in front of him smile.
Seohyun took out a white handkerchief and wiped away the sweat on his handsome face. “Isn't that fun? However, I still think you shouldn't go kicking again, your body might not be completely healed yet..."
The smile didn't fade from Chanyeol's face once, he looked at the person standing there drying his sweat and complaining to him with happiness. Chanyeol looked at the frowning face in pleasure until the owner of the face lightly smacked him. Enter shoulder-width apart.
“What are you smiling at?” Chanyeol smiled widely at her cuteness, holding the hand holding the handkerchief in his own before giving a sweet look to the woman in front of him who was helpless.
"Well, I like that you care."
“Does a person who is a gangster like you speak sweetly?” Seohyun avoided his handsome face. Before speaking sarcastically because of embarrassment
"It's with this one Seohyun alone."
Seohyun couldn't look at Chanyeol's face, her red face was smiling when she heard the sweet words. My heart was pounding uncontrollably.
tuk tak tuk tak
"crazy people"
Graduation day
Many students dressed up beautifully for this event, but it was not as eye-catching as a group of young people who were walking to take photos at their faculty's booth.
Seohyun holds her boyfriend Chanyeol's hand amidst the jealous looks of the girls and Jongin, who wraps his hand around his university star girlfriend's thin shoulders. Showing his possessiveness in front of many young men who look at his beautiful person. Yoona, who didn't know anything, slapped the heavy hand that was holding her.
"What are you doing?"
“How about hugging my girlfriend?” Jongin smiled, narrowing his eyes as he looked at his sweet face that showed an adorable shy smile. So she allowed him to continue hugging her.
“And when will the photographer come?” Seohyun looked around for the person she hired to take photos of the four of us.
Immediately, their round eyes saw the figure of someone running towards them. She looked at the large bag on her back and held a long camera tripod in one hand.
“Is that that person running?” Jongin said, causing Chanyeol and Yoona to quickly turn to look.
“Probably right, I saw him running towards us. It's already late, right? Seo... uh, Seo, is something wrong?" Yoona looked at the person standing still. Her eyes were focused on the man who was carrying a lot of things, his hands were trembling and he was clenching them tightly.
"Sehun...you, right?" Seohyun asked, her voice trembling. The person who arrived had not yet noticed the person who had hired him, so he bent down to put his things down first, but when he heard a voice that he would never forget, he stopped slightly before looking up at the four people who were looking at him as well.
Two beautiful legs stepped forward as it became clear that the person in front of her was the man she had been waiting for for so long, but the other man's strong hand held her back.
Chanyeol's touch woke her up. Seohyun looked at Chanyeol who was clenching his jaw. Bloodshot eyes stared at the man who was the enemy of his heart. But Sehun looked at her sweet face with guilt and avoided her trembling round eyes. Before bending down to pack up his things to continue his duties, he suppressed every emotion in his heart.
Sehun's indifferent expression made her heart ache.
... She misses him, but he doesn't pay any attention to her at all ...
“Ah, uh, let's take a photo,” Yoona interrupted when she felt the four of them's expressions. Including Jongin, her boyfriend.
Seohyun was determined not to displease Sehun as well, looking at her boyfriend's displeased face. A soft hand held his hand before giving him a cute smile, causing the person who just looked up to look away to have a strange feeling.
“Let's take a picture.” Seohyun pulled Chanyeol and Jongin's hands and walked towards the beautifully arranged flower arch.
“Are you alright?” Yoona asked the person who was not paying attention pitifully. When you receive a small smile That it was okay, she hurriedly stepped forward to join the group as Seohyun beckoned her.
One, two, three ... snap
Every picture is filled with smiles and laughter of friends who have shared joy and suffering together. Happiness permeates and makes the previous awkwardness subside. I accidentally talked to an old friend about the picture, except for Chanyeol and Seohyun who stood close to each other and never far apart.
“Smile pretty, please. One, two…” The beautiful, well-appointed face had no smile and eyes that looked like they were about to cry, causing the sound to disappear. Sehun looked at her through the lens with a heart aching.
"I'm tired now, Sehun," Yoona's frantic voice, who had been standing pretentiously for a long time, called her to her senses. He began to act again.
There were four people standing, but in his eyes there was only one person. Sometimes he secretly takes pictures of her when she's not paying attention and he smiles crazy. He went along with each of her pictures until he heard the voice of the person looking at the pictures. So he immediately picked it up.
"Oh, what's wrong?" Sehun looked at the face that had always smiled at him, but now it wasn't the same anymore.
A cold water bottle was held in front of him, he looked puzzled. I didn't think Seohyun would approach him trying to ignore her from the moment she met her.
"Take it, I'm tired."
Sehun reached out and touched their fingers. Sehun and Seohyun immediately locked eyes with each other, their hearts beating in the same rhythm.
tuk tak tuk tak
"Seo, we'll come soon," a sharp voice said. Yoona's voice rang out. Before she and Jongin dragged Chanyeol out Citing a reason for inviting Seohyun to buy food, Chanyeol reluctantly agreed to go. But when he saw his girlfriend pick up water and walk towards Sehun, he immediately decided to go with Yoona.
And Yoona's loud voice caused the two hands holding the water bottles to accidentally drop and fall to the floor.
"...Oh!" Seohyun's sweet voice cries out and she bends down to hold her own feet. But the other one is faster.
“Does it hurt?” Sehun looked up at the person standing still, nervous. Seohyun quickly nodded her head when she realized she was distracted.
She was helped by a tall man to sit on the nearest bench before he slowly sat down. Take off your high heels.
"Oh, please, please," he stopped when he heard a cry. Try to pull it out as gently as possible.
A thick hand gently kneaded the spot where the water bottle had hit. He looked up and asked the thin figure.
Seohyun sees the gentleness he has always shown her since the first time they met, and this is one of the reasons why she loves Sehun with all her heart.
Suddenly, tears fell from her eyes without realizing it.
"You..." Sehun raised his head to ask about her condition. I was shocked to see clear water on my beautiful face. Her tears made him angry at himself again.
... Why does he like to make you cry so much...
“If Chanyeol saw you crying like this, what would I do?” Sehun stopped massaging her feet. He immediately stood up and turned his back on her.
And before he walked out He felt a hug from behind him and he froze as he felt his body tremble.
“You can't do this…” He just said, not moving his body an inch.
"Don't run away from me again, okay? Please don't go..." Seohyun hugged her taller body tighter. "I'm begging you..."
"But I already told you that I couldn't see you again." If it weren't for the fact that he had to replace a senior who was sick. He probably wouldn't have met her like this.
"Oh, you, you, you hate me so much?" His only thought of a reprimand caused a strong hand to pull his small arm away before he turned to face her. Both hands gripped her shoulders tightly in anger.
“I don't hate you, but I hate myself for making you sad. Do you understand, Seohyun, do you understand?!” Sehun weakly placed his head on his small shoulder.
Hearing the feelings he had been holding for a long time, she looked at him dumbfounded, raising her hand to stroke his soft hair to comfort the person who was trembling.
"Why blame yourself? You didn't do anything wrong."
Her kindness made Sehun tremble harder than before.
... He was so ashamed to let her, the person who was hurt because of him, comfort him like this...
Seohyun pushed her broad shoulders up to give her a gentle smile. Looking at the bloodshot eyes with understanding
"But if you feel guilty, I will forgive you."
Manly tears flowed down without shame, everything in Seohyun's heart seemed to have been completely released.
"Thank you. I really appreciate it."
She gave Sehun a hug and rubbed his back for a long time until his tall figure calmed down. She pulled away before giving him a smile again, but this time Sehun smiled back at her with gratitude.
The sight in front of him made the hearts of those watching him ache as if they were about to be shattered into dust. However, he wasn't hurt that Sehun came back to her, he was hurt that he couldn't take Sehun's place.
...He's already lost...
Chanyeol followed Yoona and Jongin closer to the two who turned and smiled at them.
“We've reconciled, right?” Yoona smiled widely as her friends returned to talking as usual. The secret she had promised to Sehun would be invalidated as he forbid her from telling Seohyun that he was resigning. Why from school? Sehun doesn't want Seohyun to have to think too much and cry because of him again.
“Anyway, I don't like your stupid face. But it's good to reconcile, right darling?” Seeing his girlfriend's fierce face, he immediately changed his words. Ready to hug Yoona who pushed herself away. Sehun and Seohyun then laughed because of how cute this couple was.
Seohyun met Chanyeol's eyes. She smiled widely at her boyfriend and walked closer. Sehun's face fell. But he hurriedly adjusted his expression to be the same as before.
“You're back?” Her bright voice and happy smile hurt him so much.
...She had never smiled so beautifully when she was with him ...
“Um, are you hungry yet?” Seohyun nodded and rubbed her stomach cutely.
Chanyeol smiled at her, not realizing how wide his smile was. Chanyeol liked the way she smiled.
...It's time for me to let you go, right? Seohyun...
28 June 2015
"Happy birthday, dear friend," YoonA wished the birthday person as she handed a large paper bag to the person standing there, smiling cheekily.
Seohyun in a short white dress hugged Yoona before peeking into a small window.
"Can you open it and take a look?"
"Take it."
The luxury brand name bag that she had wanted for a long time was revealed and the audience jumped to hug their dear friend once again.
"How do you know I want it?"
“Someone told me.” Yoona secretly looked at the person holding the large box before raising her hand to cover her mouth and whispering in her ear. Seohyun immediately asked.
"...who"
"I won't tell you," she finished and hurriedly walked out to give her boyfriend some gifts. Actually, Yoona will run away from people who want to get answers from her.
“From now on, I wish you only happiness.” Jongin spreads his arms wide. Seohyun smiles, before falling into the warm embrace of his best friend for a moment before the pair pull away. Then he walked away immediately.
"Oh, where's my present?"
"This warm chest of mine is another gift." Immediately causing laughter from the rest of the people.
She laughed for a moment and then looked at another person who was approaching. Along with handing him a large box tied with a sweet colored ribbon.
"Happy Birthday"
“Thank you.” Seohyun placed the box on the table and those who wanted to see what was inside immediately shouted.
“Open it, I really want to know what this stupid face will give you,” immediately called Yoona's loud voice over her broad shoulders.
“I'll take it and open it alone.” He turned around and smiled like a winner so Jongin couldn't see the other person whose smile fell as soon as he heard Sehun's words of love.
Chanyeol quickly regained his smile when his eyes met Seohyun's now smiling face. He wanted to keep it all to himself.
"Happy birthday, don't cry anymore, you're already old." The person who thought they were being teased slapped him on the broad shoulder before hugging the tall figure. He accepted her embrace and made others smile as well, not knowing if Seohyun would cry because of him in the future.
Seohyun took the small box in her hand and before she put it on the table, The deep voice held back.
“Open it,” Chanyeol smiles at her.
The beautiful colored paper was neatly removed to reveal a red velvet box. Seohyun looked at Chanyeol before opening a silver necklace decorated with small hearts and stars alternating between them, bringing a wide smile to her and the others.
She held out the necklace in front of him.
"Put it on for me."
Seohyun turned around and pulled her hair to the side so Chanyeol could put the necklace on easily. The cool touch on her neck made her raise her hand to play with it. happily admire beauty
"Thank you, Chanyeol."
In the back of the large garden, there was now a young man and a young woman walking hand in hand. The tall figure stopped walking. It made her quite curious about the strange symptoms.
"...Seohyun"
"Wha, what's going on?" I started to feel butterflies in my stomach as if something bad was about to happen to her.
"I'm going to study." She secretly let out a sigh of relief when she realized that these were not the words she had in mind. Seohyun smiled slightly. He gave it but had to suppress his smile because of Chanyeol's next sentence.
"I might not come back again, I think... We'd better be friends." As he spoke, he didn't dare look at her face, which was beginning to fill with tears.
"Why do you say that? You said you'd be on each other's side. How can I make him forget him?”
“...Seo, I...” Chanyeol was speechless when he saw the many tears on her face. Grabbing his body into an embrace, his expression hurt every time he saw this clear water. "...I'm sorry."
Chanyeol clenched his jaw, angry at himself for making her have to be like this, but his happy smile since Sehun's return made him realize that he should just let her go.
Seohyun was pushed out. Long fingers gently wiped away her tears.
"Can you promise that you won't cry again?"
Seohyun shook her head vigorously. "I won't promise anything to you again. People who break promises, hehe."
Chanyeol smiled weakly, tucking his long hair behind his ear. Then he spread his hand on her soft cheek and with a feeling of pain leaned in to place a gentle kiss on her forehead.
Seohyun looked at the broad back walking away with tears, feeling like she was missing something important in her life. Her whole body collapsed on the grass without fear of pain. She bent down and cried loudly as if she would die.
"...Chanyeol, why... huh huh?"
Seohyun felt a touch on both her shoulders and she looked up blurry at the other person.
"...fiddle"
As soon as she heard his gentle voice, she immediately hugged him, seeking refuge. A hand stroking his soft hair in a comforting way, the sound of Chanyeol's calling alternating with sobs made his heart ache equally, even though this time she wasn't crying because of him.
... He understood Chanyeol's feelings and how much this woman's tears hurt...
"Sehun, Chanyeol, he left me, he's gone, huh..." Seohyun hugged the other person tighter. She cried until her eyes burned.
"It's okay. It's okay..."
... It's his turn to be the one to comfort her, right? Chanyeol ...
The sobbing began to decrease until the people in their arms were still. So he pushed her before carefully wiping away her tears. Sehun looked at the round, watery eyes that were looking at him wanting someone.
"I'll be by your side. I won't go anywhere again...I promise."
Even though Sehun's love wasn't immediately responded to by Seohyun because she still thought about Chanyeol, the man she had made a part of her life. She always felt guilty when she thought about Chanyeol not even reaching out to her or her friends. Even once
Seohyun didn't cry anymore and she was much stronger than before. Live a normal working life like a normal person, no matter how much her heart is hurt and no matter how many times, she will always have someone by her side. Be it Chanyeol and now Sehun. The first man she loved until now
The big gift box from Sehun had never been opened since Chanyeol left. Today, she decided to open her heart again. Chanyeol probably didn't want to see her cry, probably wanted her to smile like he had always told her.
As soon as the box was opened, tears that were determined not to fall again streamed down his face. Seohyun covered her mouth with her hand in shock, blurry eyes staring at the picture of her smiling inside the box.
"He really hasn't gone anywhere."
Pictures of her smile from the first day after the accident were taken since when and have been taken continuously until now.
Her smile is very beautiful.
The message on the small piece of paper reminded her of the day when a boy ran and brought her a sweet letter.
... Sehun didn't lie. He has always been close to her...
“What should I do?” Seohyun placed the picture on the soft bed before she lay down. I couldn't think of what she should do next.
Sehun stood waiting for Seohyun at the nearby park for a while. Excitement built up as he wondered what she had called him out for. It had been so long since he hadn't seen her since Chanyeol. Al went to study and only talked to her through social media messages.
"Wait a long time?" She gave him a small smile. A dress decorated with white lace always suits Seohyun.
"I just arrived."
The large box he owned was held out in front of him, but now the pretty patterned paper had been removed.
"Have you seen it?" His handsome face began to color.
Seohyun nodded with a slight smile.
"Um, have you been watching over me all this time...since that day?"
Sehun nodded. Seohyun's face instantly became sad, and Seohyun saw it and held up a thick hand and placed the box on the palm of his hand. Sehun looked confusedly at the things in her hands.
"Then will you be able to stay by my side from now on, Sehun?"
His heart was beating so fast that he couldn't control his happy expression and raised his free hand to scratch the back of his neck to correct his embarrassment.
"If you don't answer...I'll go."
Seohyun turned around feeling disappointed.
...He didn't think of her like that, did he? She probably was too selfish, he probably just wanted her to smile, that's all...
"Wait."
Seohyun looked at the hand that was holding her wrist alternating with Sehun's red face. The serious look in Sehun's eyes began to make her heart beat faster.
"I still haven't gotten an answer. How can I walk away?"
Then many pictures of her were scattered on the grass. Seohyun looked at the action incomprehensibly. She tried to shake her hand away.
“If you don't answer my request then I don't have to do this!” Seohyun was about to bend over and pick up a picture on the ground. But a strong hand held her hand.
“Who told you?” Sehun pulled her closer to his chest.
“What is it?” Seohyun pressed her hand against her chest because his face was too close to hers, causing her face to turn red.
"I'll beg you." She turned to look at his handsome face again. But he was fooled by his hypocrisy.
Sehun bent down and pressed his lips against her soft lips. Seohyun resisted slightly. For a moment he stood still and closed his eyes to receive the gentle kiss, his heart and hers beating in the same rhythm.
"Can I stay by your side...Seohyun?"
- [END] -
It's finished!!!
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This matter is really full.
There are a lot of Chanseo and Kaiseo teams.
In the end, Hyunseo's team won. Haha.
P.S. The face should be a lot clearer than this. Drama style, decorated and very energetic, haha.
PS 2. You can wait to read the old fics that you have left over! :)