After  Rose Day

Aunt Zitao and Rose Day night

....Sehun says I'm a cheater.

I think I'm a cheater like they said. Not long after Sehun walked out of the room I moved myself onto my king sized bed. Tonight I didn't sleep alone. But there was a little one, just over a year old, sleeping there.

Minji....Sehun's youngest daughter.

Zitao was used to sleeping in the same bed as a child because he had recently given Hyunseok a separate room. He was able to be gentle because of Hyunseok. Zitao's presence with the child made some of his behavior disappear, such as becoming calmer. be more careful Travel less or hardly at all. If I do travel, it's only during the daytime, which I go with my beloved son. He's not a frugal person. But every penny he made was always deposited into the bank in Hyunseok's name.

Simply put, since Sehun has been gone, Zitao can almost be said to have changed into a different person. But the dog's personality The jealousy still remains.

Sehun's appearance today was considered sudden. Zitao couldn't tell if it was good or bad. If you look at it positively, he got to see Sehun another time. And Sehun didn't seem afraid or opposed to him like before. But on the other hand, Zitao himself felt afraid. Because the way Sehun showed signs of being indifferent to him made him think that it was over, it was over, it was over, it was over.

There won't be any ties left. And that kind of action is what Sehun is good at.

....What should I do? Two months ago I still hated him when I saw him with his new husband. I am angry at many bad coincidences. The times that I often meet And I hate myself for not being myself I'm confused about how to be myself now to create a good image. Or was it the old Ai Zidao who acted like he was strong so he wouldn't get hurt any more?

“When I grow up, I will definitely be as beautiful as Mom. Even when I sleep, I look just like her. If I were another grandpa's daughter I'm probably going to take you to compete.” Zitao couldn't help but look at the face of the sleeping child with his eyes closed next to him. Because seeing and admiring the similarities calms him down.

For hours Zitao tried to force his eyes to sleep but no matter what he couldn't. So he got up and went to the kitchen to make hot chocolate because he knew drinking it would relax him and he would eventually fall asleep.

He tried to do everything as gently as possible so as not to make a sound for fear of waking up both mother and child. When he finished making the chocolate, he went straight to his son's room, where another person was currently sleeping. Zitao couldn't help but sneak in to see the pretty face while she was sleeping. He left the door ajar to let in the light from the kitchen.

He only wanted to see his sleeping face, not wanting to intrude further. But because of the light that shone in, it revealed something that made Zitao feel bad.

...If this is a misunderstanding, please tell me. I saw tear stains on the corners of Sehun's eyes. Please tell me he doesn't cry himself to sleep. I probably wasn't the cause...

The hot, unseasoned glass was emptied on the bedside table as soon as Zitao noticed the teardrops on his eyelashes.

...probably just fell asleep

Zitao's fingers that were spreading the tears were trembling uncontrollably. He acted like Sehun was a glass that he didn't dare touch for fear of it breaking in his hand.

...I tensed up until I was shaking. So why do I have to tremble? This bastard is evil.

"Umm.. It's going to be dull." Finally, the finger that was spreading the tears was brushed against his smooth cheek until he was startled. “What are you going to do?”

"No, I'm sorry. I saw your eyelashes were wet so I wiped them."

Sehun hurriedly sat up. and hurriedly wiped the corners of the eyes that still had tears remaining. At this time, Sehun didn't say anything or protest because he was too concerned that Zitao would know that he was crying.

“I cried,” Sehun finally said, keeping Zitao from thinking otherwise. “I saw Hyunseok's wound and I cried.” “Really? I'm sorry I woke you up. I did not mean I'll hurry up and leave. Good night."

If he had missed it, he shouldn't have reached out to wipe Sehun's tears away. He woke up Sehun. For now, I can only apologize and hurry out of this room.

The hot glass was moved away as well as causing the people in the room to wake up. But even so, the aroma of hot chocolate wafted throughout the room...

“Uh... can I have a glass please?”

…Because of the hot chocolate, I ended up sitting on the sofa in the living room with Sehun.

“How are you?” I was the first to open my mouth. Because I could only see Sehun and change the TV channel haphazardly.

“No, I'm fine. Eat well and sleep.” Sehun continued to pay attention to changing the channel without turning to talk to Zitao, holding a hot glass in one hand. The other hand held the remote control. “And you?”

“Now I have been promoted to deputy administrator. The work is lighter, but it's a headache.”

“What about the child?”

“I don't know how to tell you. I can imagine him being like that when he was young.”

"Is he naughty? Does he get along with his friends at school?"

“Not really, but he's good at talking. If he were older, they'd have fun arguing with each other. As for friends? Not only was he able to enter, but he was the cock. It really stung.”

"It's probably just as bad as dad."

“You have a smart mouth like your mother.”

“Like father”

“Like Mother, like Mr. Taha”

“More like your father than Zitao, in terms of personality, demeanor, and fierce eyes.”

"No, I think your face, whether it's your nose or mouth, your skin is really like yours. You look at your child like you look at your mother. Haha."

"It's my child."

"Yes...it's your son..."

....That's it, back to the drama again. Hello silence, we meet again.

“Zitao, what did you tell your son about me? I wonder why he knew it was me.” It was like Sehun had just realized that he had something important to ask Zitao. So he stopped changing the channel and turned to look at him expectantly, “He remembers me. He greeted me at the store before I went into shock. My child calls my name What does it mean?

I haven't been with him since he was born.”

...The answer isn't difficult at all. It's because I let him watch your video.

But that's a secret. The content of the accumulated video was composed by me before Sehun even knew me.

"What about pictures? Pictures of you hanging all over the room."

“But I feel like there's more to it than that. He acts like he knows me more than just the picture. You wouldn't tell him anything strange."

“Zitao... Just tell me, what's going to happen? I just don't know how far my child will imagine me. I just don't want to disappoint my child. I'm not asking to make you think. Because this is the last time.”

"last! What does that mean?”

“You told me before.”

I felt strangely shocked when he told me that was the last time.

Both Zitao and Sehun stared at each other as if they were considering something.

uncomfortable....

It was a very uncomfortable time. I did my best to keep it a secret. But let's weigh it because no matter what, Sehun and I have separated. Let him know now so we don't have any unresolved issues.

“Sigh... Sorry, sometimes I'm an idiot. I don't know why I keep this in mind. It was my fault.” Zitao got up in front of the television and picked up a box and placed it in front of Sehun. “I show these to my son every day.”

It's a shoebox-sized foot-sized CD case. Inside was a CD with the date and Sehun's name written on it. Sehun wasn't sure what that meant. He didn't remember or even knew when Zitao held the camera and filmed him.

“It's on the machine. I put it aside Do you want to see it?”

“Are you secretly filming me?”

“Then let's open it for you to see.” To avoid having to explain too much.

Zitao pulled out the remote in Sehun's hand and pressed the button to turn on the CD player. After a while, Sehun's face appeared on the screen.

“This is it”

Pictures from the university days...

“When I was competing to flirt with you and my best friend Jongin. We bet on whoever flirts with him wins.”

“I have become your toy.”

Sehun was disappointed that Zitao knew the truth at that time. He thinks that everything comes from love. But actually it's just a game. But even though he knew, Sehun still sat and watched it silently.

And suddenly, the image in the video began to change to Zitao's face. As for the box that was being recorded, it was Jongin's handiwork. 'Hey, Ai Tao, don't tell me you really love him.' Zitao's face didn't look pleased that he was filmed while he was confused.

A huge amount of cigarette smoke escaped from the jagged mouth, with the last cigarette butt ending up in the ashtray like so many others before. Zitao walked away from his best friend who was trying to get an answer.

'Hahaha, I really like your face right now, so pathetic.'

'Yes! I love Sehun. Please help me stay away from him. Are you satisfied? Can you stop filming?'

And the video ends.

Sehun felt that he hated Zitao throughout this video. But the last sentence made the listeners' hearts flutter for a moment.

“Even though it's a game But I really love you. When I found out myself I broke up with a woman in the past and I don't know why I was so sure she would be my soul mate one day.”

“Heh...where did you get that confidence from? In the end it wasn't. sorry"

...This is Sehun. Things that would turn me into a loser puppy, he was very good at.

“Continue?”

"Come on, let's open it for you to see."

The next disc is imported into the machine and it is being read. The next video is after graduation. It was around this time that the couple moved here together.

Sehun can already remember what time this is. He remembered the king sized bed. I remember the same blanket and pillow. At that time, I had just finished packing my food. Zitao held the camera and pulled him down together on the bed before ordering him to look at the camera.

'Hey...are you okay with moving out of the house with me?'

'What do you mean by asking me this? Zitao... It's okay at my house. Mom and Dad, I trust you. Or will you betray me!!'

'That's not what it meant...' Zitao picked up the thin figure of the person in front of him and hugged him, whispering cunningly in his ear. 'From now on, I'll be able to hug you every day. How about three times?'

'Three times!! Wait a minute, it's going to be dull!! Ah, don't ... smell of sweat. Go out and don't kiss. Ah, oh, um.

The camera that had been dropped next to the bed because of the couple's evening activities was the only sound, while the picture was of a thin white shirt that had just been taken off and closed right in front of the camera lens.

“Let's change it.” Sehun was embarrassed by his actions at that time and quickly told Zitao to change the sheet.

"Why are you embarrassed? We did it a lot back then. You should get used to it."

Zitao still clutched the remote, refusing to comply with the request. The sound in the video became louder and louder until Sehun sat and clenched his teeth.

'Ah ah'

'You're the cutest, you know that?'

'Zi, Zhi Tao, lighten up a bit, ah.'

....Here I have to watch a movie and watch a video.

AV 

That only has its own voice?

“Zitao!!!” Sehun's most conscious roar made Zitao snap out of his trance.

“Ugh! Okay, remote, this is the disc that I edited and included all the videos. You just press 'paste' and 'next' yourself."

I'm getting in right now. The atmosphere is like this. If we were still together like before, I would probably have him pressed against the sofa.

The remote was placed in White's hand again and Zitao changed his seat from the carpet below to sitting on the other side of the sofa with Sehun.

Next is the period of daily living. It was as much of the year as Zitao could take. Sehun was secretly filmed cooking, doing housework, and falling asleep after a long day.

The Zitao there was different from the Zitao that Sehun had met that day. He didn't even know there were cameras secretly recording him. He didn't even know how gentle his cold face was when he looked at him. I didn't even hear the words of love.

Since Zitao joined his mother's company Zitao was extremely workaholic. He always tells Sehun that he does it for Sehun. and a good future for the family Sehun could feel the change since that moment.

A love that is becoming more and more distant every day. Zitao has no time for Sehun who has to bear responsibility for his own feelings alone. But the picture in that video is different. It is another side of a lover that can be achieved. It's Zitao who always encourages and expresses his love through this camera without the slightest hint of a lie or teasing in his eyes.

Every photo that was captured looked beautiful, both the angle and the person. Zitao only loved Sehun more every day. But that love he never said once....

'Do you look very tired? Do everything alone. Where I kept working at a desk But you probably don't know that I secretly took a photo. Go to sleep, sweetheart. I love you.'

After the video ended, the two of them kept quiet and didn't say anything until...

“Strange, that word. I just heard it through this video.”

“It might be strange to you, but I don't, because I tell you every day.”

“I only found out about it myself recently. It's quite a shame. And I didn't think I could be this stupid at that time, but I did. It wouldn't be strange for you to go.”

"Yes, I'm going to sleep."

I think he must not accept it. He will definitely escape from me again, but I'm sorry, I won't let him escape easily....

“Wait…” Zitao grabbed the hand of the person who was fleeing in time. He gripped it tightly and pulled the owner's body to his side.

“Anyway, please listen to what I have to say. Can you listen to the matter I want to explain to you first?”

They both knew exactly what Zitao was going to explain.

“Zitao, listen to me carefully! finish! together! already ! I came today because of you. I am the cause of my child's pain. I love Hanseok And I really hate you.”

“But I love!”

…promising!! It's a silence explosion. I saw Sehun go into shock for half a second. I hope he understood that I couldn't tell the truth but it slipped out of my mouth.

“Suppose…” Then Sehun suddenly came and held my hand. and looked into my eyes as if to tell me what was going on because right now I was acting like a stubborn child, not listening. “You explained to me. okay I understand But...it won't change anything. Knowing this, do you still want to explain?”

“How much time do you have for me?”

Hahahahahahahahahaha

“Mommy, Mommy, where are you?” before Sehun could reply. The good son opened the door from the bedroom and called for him.

“Ah, Hyunseok, Mom is here.” As soon as Hyunseok realized that his mother was sitting on the sofa, The son immediately walked towards him in a sleepy manner. “Hunseok woke up and couldn't see Mom. Hyunseok is afraid… afraid that Mom will disappear.”

The five-year-old son hugged his mother begrudgingly, burying his face into Sehun's chest. From the first time I got up to pick him up and take him into the room to sleep together. But it seems like it's better to stay like this.

“Do you have a headache, good person? Do you want Mom to take you into the room to sleep?”

“No, I want to stay here. There's Grandpa here too. Hyunseok wants to live like this.”

The innocent Hyunseok If something is said, it will be said like a child. He didn't know how much it added to the discomfort of the two idiotic adults and the callous adults sitting together.

“When you wake up now, when are you going to sleep, son? If you're sleepy, let me sleep first."

“Mom, can you please move a little?” Hyunseok ordered Sehun to move to the middle seat. Although he was confused, Sehun did as he did.

“Hee hee hee, here we share the bed, Auntie. Hyunseok sleeps on this side. Grandpa sleeps on that side. Go to sleep, Dad.” When he finished, the little body of his good son curled up to sleep on Sehun's lap, leaving room for Zitao to rest his head on the other side.

....How are you, my son? Are you just joking? Grandpa wants to clap your hands a lot. I'll give it to you if I don't mind your son coming to squeeze it at an important moment.

“My son asked, I just followed. Please lend me your lap.” This time it was the father's turn to happily play along the water. Zitao didn't know if what had happened was because of his son's innocence or if it was a cunning plan.

“You really are raising a child like you are, Zitao.” At this point, Sehun couldn't help but worry about the other youngest child who was sleeping soundly in Zitao's bedroom. "How dare you let me... How can Nji sleep alone?”

“Don't worry. I already made milk for him before coming out.”

“Momma, doo doo, look at mama, Seok's mama is the most beautiful.” Because of Hyunseok's interruption, the two of them lost interest in the video they had left on. But when Hyunseok told him to watch it, he became interested again.

This video was from a few days before they broke up. It was a picture of Zitao preparing a surprise rose. Zitao looked more cheerful and excited than ever. But that time, Sehun remembered that he was venting his sorrows with someone else.

Yes...with Chanyeol. A close neighbor who just moved in a few months ago. Sehun was in the next room that day.

'This Valentine's Day, I'm going to surprise Sehun,' Zitao gushed to another person he had secretly arranged to meet, who was holding a camera recording Zitao's photos.

'I think Mr. Sehun will really like it.'

Of course, Sehun wasn't happily watching. He clenched his fists and acted as if he could just sit and watch it, unfazed by the sound of the woman's voice inserting into the video.

“Ma...Mom...Seok is asleep. Sweet dreams. And Hyunseok loves Mom very much. Kiss.” Hyunsuk lifted himself up to kiss his mother who was sitting stiffly. But until then...

"Okay, Mom will carry you to your room. Let's go to bed."

“No, it's right here... Good…” Then Hyunseok fell asleep. Sehun couldn't do anything but kiss her small forehead again. Then he raised his head to stare at the painful reality again even though he knew how the video would end. But he would force himself to watch it in order to emphasize to himself how much he hated Zitao.

...I saw the pain in Sehun's eyes when he kissed Hyunseok's forehead. Even though the room was dark because the lights weren't turned on and even though there was only light from the television. But I saw it. disappointment for me But please help me watch it to the end. Be patient a little more, I know he's forcing it. But please look at the time when I still loved him very much.

'Uh, Mr. Zi Tao. And where is your lover? Is he close to coming back yet? I'm really excited.' The woman's voice in the video was still beside Zitao.

‘Just a little while longer.’ Zitao's expression was extremely happy right now. He smiles all the time. until Sehun was sitting beside him watching. To the point of misunderstanding that..

“With you, you must be very happy.”

“I secretly arranged to meet with this girl.” The correct pronoun sounds strange to Sehun, but I believe that if you watch it until the end, you will understand.

“..." The fist that was secretly clenched tightened even more because of anger. But Sehun didn't show it.

“I hired this girl to teach you how to make chocolate…” Zitao didn't wait for this opportunity to fail a second time. He calmly explained. It was like he was gently rubbing cold water on Sehun's cheek. to relieve anger

...and it worked Sehun was stunned by what he had heard.

“She's a kid in my office. When I found someone to teach me, she offered to help.” Zitao turned into an angry expression.

'I'll go to the bathroom for a moment. Please take a look at your phone and see if there's an incoming call.'

‘Oh, yes.’ Zitao set the camera on the locker shelf and walked out of the kitchen. Because he didn't tell him where he was placed, he could clearly see the sly look in the beautiful girl's eyes who had been sent here to teach.

'I really feel sorry for you. I don't deserve that stupid man. I won't give in. I'll let you taste my freshness. In case you change your mind'

“What is this? Are you crazy while talking to yourself?” Sehun jumped up as soon as the disgusting sentence finished.

“Shh.....keep waiting and see.”

The picture was so clear you could see strange eyes. The girl used to look at Zitao. She looked as if she was going to get rid of this stupid person. She was wanting to take over Zitao like many people who had come into his life.

Sehun that day was heartbroken when he opened the door to his room and saw a naked Zitao and another woman walking out of the bathroom with a small towel still covering her embarrassing parts.

...but it seems like that girl isn't ashamed.

The video recorded from the corner of the kitchen all the way into the room. It was not visible from the inside of the room, but the sound was still clear.

'go out!! Before I lose my patience,' this voice belonged to Sehun. 'And then he went out like that. Do not take away other items of clothing. Otherwise they'll say I didn't warn you!'

The next moment was the office woman's naked body wrapped in a white towel. She ran through the living room and hurriedly opened the door before sobs could be heard from the bedroom.

Peep!....

It was Zitao who went to press the switch to turn off both the television screen and the disc player. He then returned to his seat and still didn't say anything. He left the entire room dark. Because everyone was quiet, the atmosphere in the room was so quiet that the heavy breathing of both of them could be heard.

Now the two of them reflected on the events of that day. They all tried to find answers from the video they had just watched.

“Did you show it to Hyunseok?”

“No, I usually never run this far to the end of the disc. I only like Gore because of your picture.”

Entering a state of silence again....

Then there was the sound of a long, relaxing breath. Zitao's things also made Sehun turn to look even though it was dark.

“Sigh...what kind of joke did you devise? Your surprise plan fell apart. That was the worst Valentine's Day, followed by two months ago when we met on that canal.”

“She drugged you? And he was the one who cut off the phone when I called? I really shouldn't have given that towel away.”

...Alright, Sehun is starting to get angry now.

"Shh...gently, the baby will wake up. I'll carry him myself and you can go to sleep."

Zitao scooped his son's body out of Sehun's lap and carried him to the bedroom. But in the meantime...

“I want to hear an explanation from you…” Sehun trailed off before Zitao opened Hyunseok’s bedroom door. It sounded like he was talking nonsense, but it was actually Sehun's intention. He really wanted to know everything.

The audience didn't say anything, just stopped in front of the room. Zitao changes his mind and moves Hyunseok's body to his own room instead, where his younger sister is already sleeping. Sehun, who was only wondering, didn't notice that Zitao had walked out and was standing in front of him.

A sudden thick hand suddenly appeared from the darkness and pulled Sehun up, then he was carried into Hyunsuk's room.

Bang!!

The door that was closed with his foot naturally made a loud noise. But luckily the two children were fast asleep. Sehun was placed on the bed and then the whole room lit up.

“What the hell are you doing, Zi Tao!!”

“I'm going to make excuses for you! Isn't this what you wanted all along? That's not the first time we've encountered something bad that happened to me and ended with you coming in to see it. Well...every time I'm quiet and you'll cry and ask me to say something, make any excuse.

If you want to talk, you want to hear an excuse from me. I will explain it all night.”

...I'll make excuses until morning, wait and see.

“Don't, Zi Tao! Let go, it hurts.” Zitao climbed onto the bed and crouched over Sehun's body. Along with pressing down on his two arms and legs to prevent him from moving away.

“Stay still, please. Be quiet and listen!!”

I accidentally shouted at him. I saw him wince beneath me. I don't look at pretty faces. How long has it been like this? I noticed that Sehun really became prettier, his face was white and smooth. It's fierce to the touch. If possible, I want to kiss your cheeks. As for the tight mouth and nose that I liked to play with before, they look so full.

...but now he's not my lover anymore.

A teardrop from Zitao fell onto Sehun's cheek. These were tears that had been repressed for a long time and would not stop flowing. Zitao's face looked indescribably tortured.

“Zitao…” Sehun felt sorry for the man on his body. But if he plans to go, he must not have that, even if he wants to hug and comfort him.

“Do you know that I'm dating you? I broke up with every woman I dated. I've never looked at anyone but you. Oh my gosh, what the hell is this?"

Zitao's head was heavy with confusion, resentment, and weakness, unable to face Sehun right now. He knew how sinister his face was when he cried. So he chose to bury it on Sehun's shoulder.

“And every time I asked for a reason why you didn't say it? Why don't you tell me it's not true?”

“Because I think you trust me.” The thick body lost all strength to press against the thin body. He lay on his side. Sehun said as if he was exhausted.

“I dreamed of creating a big family with you. I even imagined your child's face. Hehe, the world was so beautiful back then. You can laugh."

“Not at all.”

“I can't help but think that if I had a child with you. How happy will we be? So I discussed the wedding proposal with my mother.”

“Marriage!!” Sehun couldn't believe his ears. Because in the past neither he nor Zitao had ever talked about it.

“Yes, but my family is quite strict with me. He loves you like his own son. My mother always talks about you. And my mother gave me an ultimatum: I have to deposit 100 million in my account first and do it myself before she gives it to me. Hahaha, listen carefully. Give it to me, not me. Mr.

Let's see who you love."

“Do you remember your surprise video? Three years ago on Valentine's Day, that night I was waiting to ask you to marry me. I will make you the chocolate that you like. But it was completely destroyed. All the time I knew you were hurting, you were lonely. But I didn't have that much time, so I rushed myself. And put too much pressure on yourself, you know that, right?

That we would have broken up many times at that time.”

“But we always come back to each other. Until you finally met him... He started coming into your life. Another thing that you may not know is that I have known about you and him for quite a long time. Because of the nature of wanting to surprise you, wanting to surprise you. In the end, it was me who fell off the horse and died. I almost went crazy

And until the night I saw you cuddling with him, that night I was very disappointed. I did such a terrible thing to you that you actually ran away from me, but because of that night, I got Hyunseok. My little angel has come.”

“That's all on me. Oh, one more thing, I'm sorry. I've always wanted to tell you…” Zitao took a deep breath and let it out slowly, “I'm really sorry.”

“Even though you already have a new family. But it will probably be a scar in your life.”

...I told him everything. From now on, if I will never see his face again, I won't regret it. The ceiling of the room was now invisible and we were all lying on our backs. I don't know what kind of expression Sehun has on his face. But now the tears are filling up my eye sockets. I can't see anything anymore.

“Zitao, I have one thing I want to tell you.” Since it was Sehun's first time opening his mouth, I turned to look at his face. "I'm not that strong..."

Sehun made me stunned. I saw a beautiful face It's all messed up with tears. It seemed like he had been crying for a while.

“I'm not even sure if what I heard was true or a lie. But you made my heart flutter,” Sehun said and he was startled. “The story of that night has always haunted me. You are very bad, do you know that?”

"Hehe, I know. You don't have to emphasize too much to say it's bad."

“Actually, that wasn't the last night. When I gave birth to Hyunseok You did it to me again. I begged many times but you kept pounding.”

"It's probably because of this that I was afraid. I'm sorry."

"Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee, I'll never forgive you, you bastard." Sehun cried until he sobbed.

I must have really scared him. He deserves to go.

Zitao couldn't help but pull Sehun into a hug. He tightened his embrace tighter and tighter, his mouth expressing how much he hated it. But he did not reject his hug, the hand used to hit him was exhausted, and he hugged Zitao back.

It was because they both stumbled upon bad things. over and over again until he fell unceremoniously

“Zitao, have you really changed? Are you the same person who hurt me?” Sehun expected Zitao to change, and the last time they met, Zitao made he is disappointed But this time, Zitao explained everything in a different manner than Zitao had seen before. Sehun asked to be sure.

“Do you know anything? That Zi Tao has never changed from before.”

“What, being good at good things makes me sad? And what is this tear?” A hand moved to wipe away the tear that had flowed down Zitao's cheek, showing that this was evidence that Zitao had felt guilty and had changed. But Zitao says that he hasn't changed.

"No, no, I mean...I still love you the same way."

“How was I supposed to know? You never told me. But now it's not necessary.”

Zitao's thick hand grabbed the thin hand that was spreading the tears to stop and he pulled Sehun into a hug again. with his face buried in a wide leafy field in a reclining position

...I don't know what to say. It's all so confusing. The more I knew who the person I was hugging was, the more my tears wouldn't stop flowing.

The two of them let out the frustration in their hearts with tears. I don't know how much time has passed. But it was long enough for the sobs to quieten. Zitao's arms still held tightly like that. During this time, it was as if they had turned into children. Two young children who ran into trouble and couldn't say much had to hide in a small room. to vent it out

...They live in their own world without any reason.

“Sehun”

"what ?"

"I love you..."

"I love you so much, I've always loved you...I want to say these words a hundred times."

“Will Zitao.”

Sehun couldn't believe his ears. I didn't expect to hear those words from this man's mouth. In all their time together, there had never been a time when he had acted like this.

“I love you, Sehun.”

A warm kiss from the man in front of me without resistance. Zitao just kissed lightly. on Sehun's full lips, then stuck his thumb over his full mouth as he was about to open his mouth to speak. before giving a small smile

...Sehun will know that I'm not gentle? But I'm weak

“Shhh, wait a minute, don't say anything now. I know what you want to say. Sorry for being presumptuous. But let's consider this to be the last time.”

Zitao looked into the figure's eyes and only understood something. Before deciding to say those words

“Can I please... From this moment until tomorrow Let you forget everything Put aside a hundred reasons why you are who you are right now. And act like we still have each other, is that okay?”

….May this time we love each other. Like a true lover Can Sehun's eyes tremble as if she were crying out to say hello to the sentence that just came out of my wavy lips?

Sehun wondered where Zitao got his courage from. Why do something sweet when it's already too late?

....You're a cheater. But I really like your offer. Even though it's not fair to that side.

“Is that okay, darling? This is all I really ask.”

"nine..."

“Nine hours. I have nine hours to give you before Chanyeol hyung comes to take me to England.”

Zitao's happy face was now divided between the doubtful words 'going to England'.

“Chanyeol hyung wants to get married in England. And I want to start a new life there…”

“How is it? Would you still want to propose to me if you knew that after nine hours I was going to completely leave you?”

…That's right, I have to tell Zitao about this. in order not to escalate To prevent you from falling deeper into the remaining nine hours for yourself. And...for me

Nine hours if you want to confirm. It will be nine happy hours. And it was nine hours of suffering as well.

Sehun expected Zitao to cancel and go back to his room. But the answer didn't seem to come out of his jagged lips easily. Zitao's eyes were hard to read. It was like he was happy instead of sad.

Instead, he smiled at Sehun. Zitao smiled faintly. The corner of Sehun's mouth was as if there was no pain. A hand lifted up and gently rubbed his head while speaking in a cool voice.

“This is already very good.”

….How good is it that Sehun still comes to see each other?

.....How nice is it that Sehun agreed to talk to him nicely?

....How good is it that Sehun didn't pull away from the kiss?

....How good is it? that Sehun still listens to his words of love that are worthless

“But it's already late. Ten minutes later it was 2am. You and I will probably have to go our separate ways and go to sleep. When we wake up there are only a few more...Oops!!”

...In a few hours I'll have to go.

The last words were swallowed up by a warm kiss. that came down without saying anything Zitao began to attack hard from the start of the countdown of the remaining nine hours.

"Um...ah, ah, ah, hee hee hee hee hee."

Both shocked and having to receive that hot kiss unexpectedly. Sehun accidentally pushed Zitao away so forcefully that the thick figure fell backwards and crashed into the sofa headrest.

...My heart is already broken. Even though I cried for a ban, I still didn't listen.

"I'm sorry, you're angry."

“Heck, very angry.”

“Well, you didn't let me breathe. It's good that I didn't die first."

"Show me you're not mad at me for kissing you."

"Then let's do it again. I'll kiss you until you're sleepy, okay?"

“Hmm..”

kiss

"This kiss is because I'm sorry."

kiss

“This kiss is because I miss you.”

kiss

“This kiss is because I love you.”

kiss

“This kiss is because I want you. Do you have anything to resist?”

Auntie Woohoo and Mama

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I was so stunned by Grandpa's story.

Trying to explain the reasons. I probably can imagine it. (Why shake your head?

TT )

Still not sure if it will go down

Nc

Is it good? Because after this it's over.

The next episode on the 14th should end, so I can give birth to a new story.

Thank you for stopping by and reading.

*Love Tao Hoon