안아줘(Hug Me)

hope x v

'Please...give me a hug'

'What's wrong with you wanting me to hug you?'

I have never been able to overcome my heart that is sad.

I have to endure the night when I will never sleep again.

dream...

hurt...

The pain haunts me even in my dreams...

In that dream...

He couldn't remember how far he had run but the more he ran, the more he ran. The faintly visible image of a wide back was even further away.

Forcing my tired legs to walk along the dark path The only light that could be seen was that broad back.

“Hoseok!” shouted the figure in front of him at the top of his voice. A wide smile spreads on his lips and he runs off even though he barely has any strength left. Just hoping to follow that back in time.

Just a little more...

It's close...

He was about to grab the person in front of him...

“Ho--!!”

I never paid attention to my own hopelessness.

But when I reached myself The hand that wanted to reach for the other person only held onto nothing. The force of the blow combined with gravity caused the little body to lurch and fall to the ground. The pain was so painful that he had to moan. However, the pain in the body was not equal to the constriction in the left side of the chest. It hurt so much that I thought I would die.

Its chest rose and fell, showing that its owner was still breathing. Every breath he took in and out was so painful that his whole chest ached. A pair of beautiful eyes, filled with clear water droplets, stared at the other person's back that was slowly fading away. fade away slowly

No matter what, he never chased people. This is too late...

This wound hurts more than I ever imagined.

But even so, he was still stubborn. Stupid to think that if he still had the strength to run, that person would definitely turn around and smile at him again. Even though in reality it's not at all.

'I like you, Hoseok'

'I like you, Yoongi'

'Are you able to seriously harm your own best friend?'

'Love is a matter of two people, you have no right to interfere'

The pain runs deeper than you think.

Every word that emphasizes It's like he's a bad person every time he hears it. He just smiled, even though his heart felt like it had been ripped out repeatedly. Until there is a gaping wound

It's okay...

You don't have to love..it's fine...

Just give me a smile...the smile you once gave to me...

I just want to look at that smile one more time...the smile that its owner never thought of giving to him a second time...

“... Jung Hoseok.”

A trembling hand slowly reached out, hoping to just grab the other person. Until you know that it's impossible. But I still hope...hope that one day Hoseok will reach out and hold his hand with a smile.

That's all....really...

Please stay by my side, come stay by my side like before.

It's enough for my hand to hold you and not let go.

A pair of beautiful eyes widened before its owner sat up, panting heavily. When I looked around, So he found himself sitting alone on a sofa by the window in a quiet room. Immediately, his little hand automatically raised itself to cup his own heart, digging his nails into the smooth skin through the thin cloth, hoping to quell the aching pain in his heart, but it didn't seem to work.

He's dreaming again. He's dreaming again. Dreaming about the same thing over and over again Keep struggling and struggling with it until sometimes he himself feels so discouraged that he wants to give up. It had been more than three months since he had secretly overheard two conversations with his best friends that had caused listeners like him to be heartbroken. Since then,

There was never a day that he could sleep soundly again. Every night he kept dreaming about the same person over and over again.

It was scary...he was afraid that he might sleepwalk or accidentally say something forbidden in his sleep for his other two roommates to hear.

Sharp teeth slammed into his own lip until it drew blood. His body was still shaking. Sweat flows all over the body. Taehyung knew it was wrong. Therefore, the young man had always tried to suppress his feelings, but he was not stupid enough to avoid or hide his face from those two people. He still acted normally like every day. Still talking and laughing with my dear friend as if I didn't feel anything.

But he knew that it was the stupidest act. The closer he got, the more he hurt, the more he saw, the more bitter he became. But he had no choice.

That's right... Taehyung never had a choice from the beginning.

A hand shook off the blanket that was covering him. Taehyung furrowed his brows and slowly lifted himself off the bed, but when his feet touched the floor, The body was so inviting that he had to cling to the wall to support himself. My head felt so painful that I had to close my eyes and take a deep breath.

It might be because he hasn't been able to sleep lately, combined with the heavy training because he wants to forget about someone, his body is beginning to be unable to take it. He knew that he was easily sick, but Taehyung wasn't a weak person to admit that these symptoms were making him weak. He doesn't want to be a burden to anyone. As long as there is breath Taehyung still thought he could endure it.

When he opened his eyes again, he walked slowly and steadily towards the other side of the bedroom, hoping that the cold water in the morning would help wash away the headache and frustration in his mind.

In one day, I think of you over and over a thousand times.

“Good morning~” A loud voice shouted in unison. A figure emerged from the kitchen door frame causing one of the two people present to shake their heads in disgust.

“It's already noon, Tae. How many times have I told you not to run in the house?” The soft voice of the person who was busy setting the table said a reprimand that was not as serious as the person being scolded who didn't seem sad. Instead, he smiled widely and ran over and sat down in a chair next to another person who was still sitting quietly, staring at the schedule with a uniquely cold face.

"I guess I'm just having a good night's sleep." I lied so intently that my best friend didn't say anything but turned around and prepared another lunch for the new arrival, but didn't fail to say it with good intentions.

“Don't stay up too late for him. You'll get sick soon."

Min Yoongi is still a good Min Yoongi all day long...

“Haha~ This TaeTae will never get sick easily. Not at all,” he replied with a cheeky face until the other person had to give up and quietly turn to deal with the gas stove in front of him.

While waiting for my dear friend who was sleepy in front of the stove Taehyung glanced at the handsome face of the man who was scribbling away in his pocketbook and smiled like a child. as quick as thought A slender finger was slowly extended. Before it poked the other person's eyebrows with…

Press down hard until the other person is shocked. Turn around and shout at the person who teases you.

“What the hell are you doing to me, Taehyung?”

Taehyung giggled at that fierce look on his face, his full lips slightly protruding. before floating away and answering in such an annoyed manner that Jung Hoseok wanted to take the notebook in his hand and hit him on the head.

“I saw you frowning. Be careful, your face will wrinkle. It's hard on my body and I have to mask my face again hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Tell yourself, you crazy lion!!!...

Jung Hoseok could only feel a bit depressed. Bending down and concentrating on the small notebook in his hand, he tried to ignore the crazy person next to him. Trying very hard to annoy him, whether by pretending to cover the notebook with his hand to prevent him from continuing to write. Or it would be taking the candy wrapper that the person had eaten and tearing it into small pieces and scattering it on his head with a whooshing sound like he was completely happy.

As if that wasn't enough, the little hand still reached out and gently patted it. another person's head Acting in good faith, brushing away the scraps of paper, but the force with which he said 'brushing' wasn't much at all.

I can't stand it anymore!!...

Pop!!

"Ouch!"

“What the hell are you doing to me?!” exclaimed a loud voice at the same time. The shouting sound did not make the person who was busy cooking pay attention to the other two, Mae Tae Noi. Even though the dining table has become a small battlefield Between an angry rapper and an immature child

A little war before a meal was a habit for Min Yoongi. Instead, he felt that a little chaos. This has become another color in life.

If it's missing... Must be lonely to watch.

The war doesn't seem to end easily. Until Yoongi had brought all the food and placed it on the table. Even though the two people who were fighting each other stopped and turned their attention to the food that was on the table instead, after a while, a battle over the food broke out again. Until the person watching has to shake their head and smile.

By the time the two rivals were so tired that they stopped on their own, time had already passed into the late afternoon. Hoseok turned to look at the beautiful face of the other person with his eyes closed. His chest heaved violently because he was in a state of panting. From the long eyelashes that rest on pearl-colored eyelids to the full red lips that reveal a slight smile.

Taehyung's eyelashes are so long... The skin on the cheeks was red from exhaustion, little beads of sweat glistening on the face, smooth and clear... For a brief moment, Jung Hoseok felt a strange feeling in his heart. But in the blink of an eye, he shook his head and dismissed the nonsense thoughts before calling out to the person sprawled on the sofa.

“TaeTae”

“Huh..?” He responded with his eyes still closed and a smile that made him feel a little annoyed.

“If you haven't yet, go get ready. We're going to be late for practice.” But he himself was still sitting on the carpet in front of the sofa, slowly watching the other person's reaction. And it went as expected...

“Huh!!” The person who was sleeping suddenly jumped up and looked frantically to the left and to the right, “Where is the bag?”

"If...if I'm late for practice again, I'll definitely be punished by Seokdeuk Hyungnim. Where's the bag?" A crazy person is still a crazy person all day long... Jung Hoseok sat up laughing, looking at the people rushing around the room in amusement. I stumbled sometimes. He fell down and moaned loudly, but he still ran around. Until he heard Yoongi yelling that his bag was in the room, that's why Taehyung quickly ran over. Going upstairs, he himself got up and grabbed his shoulder bag and a nice coat and went to stand waiting for Taehyung beside the thin body of his other best friend.

Who said that Kim Taehyung's only fun was in teasing Jung Hoseok... because Jung Hoseok's fun was in teasing Taehyung too... let's tease him. Because you yourself will have to be returned twice. To know that A stupid lion is still a stupid lion. Who doesn't know about the snakehead.

Pushing diligently to find things to annoy and anger him until he had to take action to take revenge on him every day, but... Just seeing Taehyung's always smiling face replaced with tears of fear like a lion cub that was afraid of a poacher. It made Hoseok feel so good that he couldn't tell.

“You can pretend like children,” Hoseok smiles at the person who pretends to be fierce, even though his face is just as captivated as his.

“It's fun teasing crazy kids.” Raising his hand to lightly rub the other's head, Yoongi didn't say anything.

“Be careful, Tae is really going to cry.”

“There's no way.” The tall man shrugged his shoulders and said not seriously. Summoning a big hammer from another person was very good in Jung Hoseok's eyes and it looked so cute that he wanted to tease Yoongi even more so he pretended to lean in closer, causing the other person to move away. With white cheeks that were bright and dazzling.

“Here it is!” Jung Hoseok would have unintentionally teased Yoongi even more if it weren't for the clear voice that came with Taehyung's figure rushing to put on his shoes so quickly that it made him aback His sharp eyes fluttered for a moment. before turning away and holding Yoongi's hand to follow him out.

“When you're done, hurry up and follow me.”

Leaving only the person sitting with his head bent and tying his shoelaces slowly...

Taehyung understands his sudden irritation. suddenly jumped up for no reason from Jung Hoseok Because if...if he hadn't seen me just now... If he hadn't interrupted... Hoseok must have kissed Yoongi, right?

His gray, trembling hand finished trying to tie his shoelaces with blurry vision, then he raised his hand and patted it gently. On both cheeks was a warning before a smile was drawn on her sweet face once again. The smile that everyone is familiar with The smile that had been there for the past three months was just a facade.

Even though it hurts Even if my heart is broken again and again But Taehyung still smiled... Always smile and hope

Taehyung still hopes...

Until this heart hurts until it's numb...

I just want that....

Just standing on the same stage....

Smiling together....no matter how much pain and fakeness the smile was...

That's all I really want....

“Hey, please wait!!”

I love you, I love you

My voice shouts in this silence

It was just the voice of a fool calling you with a weak heart.

In the end, he was still just Kim Taehyung who was stupid and kept chasing after Jung Hoseok.

Knowing that the final destination There was never what he had hoped for from the beginning...

end.

The ending was very satisfying...

I just married this couple. Do you like each other? (?)

Plus* I really like Seok's way of waking up the little lion. It's so cute haha ​​;---;

/scratch chin