Butterfly

Jooheon x Kihyun x I.M

by.. otakumai

Atkhamfic

“I like you..”

A low voice whispered softly in the ear, along with a soft kiss on the cheek, causing the person sleeping on the bed to wake up from their slumber. But even though he was awake, Changkyun still closed his eyes so as not to let the other person sleep. Those in the room knew he was awake.

The sound of the door closing signaled that the other person had left the room.

Changkyun opened his eyes and slowly turned over onto his back. He let out a long sigh and stared at the blank ceiling, thinking that he had done this again. What exactly was he thinking? Right now, his body was naked, with only a single blanket to keep him warm in the midst of the cold air conditioned room. How could he not think like this?

Always relying on feelings, never caring about reality at all.

The fact that..

The person he was willing to let go of.

It was someone he shouldn't have loved at all.

“Changkyun.. can I be your friend?”

Kihyun told his younger brother. Kihyun's sad expression made Changkyun able to guess that the business he had to attend to must be his.

“Where are you going.. to see Jooheon hyung?”

The older brother nodded, Changkyun sighed but did not reject him in any way. He picked up the car keys and walked with Kihyun following him. The atmosphere while walking to the car was somber, with no conversation between the siblings. Changkyun didn't dare ask anything because he knew that his brother must be very stressed right now. And especially when it comes to Jooheon, it probably won't escape the same old story.

"I'm going to break up with Jooheon."

Kihyun suddenly blurted out. There was no conversation in the car for a long time, Changkyun didn't appear shocked. Many times his brother broke up with his boyfriend because he couldn't stand his flirting and nightlife. But every time, the two were able to reconcile and seemed to love each other even more than before. But this time, it might be possible that Jooheon might not be able to make excuses. Changkyun thought and didn't say anything.

But who knows that beneath that calm face? How much hope and joy did Changkyun have to hide?

He hopes that this time The two will really break up.

He drove up to an apartment he remembered so clearly. Because he used to come here often. It's not because I have to send my brother off or pick him up. But he was the one who came here alone.

“Do you want me to come up with you?”

Changkyun looked at his older brother's face, his expression not looking good, before offering to be his friend.

“Thank you.”

Kihyun smiled at his younger brother, he always felt good having him around. He loved this little brother so much that he trusted him. Tell him everything or even be his friend during a bad time like this.

Even though Changkyun understands everything about Kihyun..

But Kihyun didn't know anything about Changkyun's heart at all.

Changkyun turned off the engine and got out of the car. He led his brother up to Jooheon's room. Along the way, there was enough time to make him think.

He wasn't a terrible little brother, was he?

To be happy that these two are going to break up..He can't bear to see his brother sad again.

Or actually..

He might be a really bad brother.

who fell in love with the man who made his brother sad and wanted him as his own

“Wait for me right here.”

Kihyun tells Changkyun to wait in front of the room. He nodded to older brother Kihyun, opened the door and disappeared into the guest room. Changkyun stood and waited silently. He picked up a cigarette and lit it into his lungs to release his stress.

He came here so often that he could close his eyes and tell where things were in this room.

Many times he came here because Jooheon needed him and he needed Jooheon as well.

Why can he love this person? Even though it shouldn't be.

If his brother knew.. How will he feel?

He smoked his last cigarette before throwing away the cigarette butt just as Kihyun opened the door and walked out of the room. With sobs and tears, Kihyun pulled his brother's hand and rushed out of there. The two rushed towards the car and drove out.

“I can definitely be alone.”

Changkyun said as he placed a bowl of soup next to the desk where Kihyun had been working until late like every day. Kihyun had broken up with Jooheon almost a week ago. Kihyun's face turned very pale. He keeps working. She refuses to eat anything even though Changkyun keeps bringing him rice and fish. But he said he wasn't hungry. and eat noticeably less

"Go ahead, your friend will be waiting."

"yes"

Changkyun responded. He looked at his older brother who was concentrating on the computer before walking away. He felt bad that he had told him such a big lie. He tells his brother that he's having a party with his friends tonight, but actually he's going to the apartment where his friends stayed the week before.

He walked up to the room and stopped in front of the door. He thought again that it was never right to come here, but his heart demanded it and he could never refuse it.

He twisted the doorknob and entered the room. The interior of the room looked normal. Everything looks fine. In the living room, soft music was playing in the background, but he didn't see the owner of the room nearby. He kept walking until he noticed that the door to the balcony was open. The back of a man standing on the balcony, such a thick, cuddly back, could be none other than Jooheon.

“What is the matter this time?”

Changkyun said. He walked out and stood next to Jooheon. Jooheon had a cigarette in his hand. He blew out smoke and looked at the faces of the visitors without being startled.

“The same old story. Someone sent him a picture of me and some girls in a pub.”

He said, chuckling lightly. Of course, it's not the first time every time there's an argument. It was because of the picture sent to Kihyun. There are both real pictures and fake pictures. Many times it's hard to make up for it. But Jooheon has always been able to make up his mind, probably because Jooheon likes to hang out at night and his outspoken personality might catch the eye of many gangsters. Therefore causing this kind of thing to happen. However, Changkyun is very grateful to the person who sent this picture. He feels that all the time when things like this have happened, it has given him an opportunity.

Even thinking like this is really bad.

Even though I know that I shouldn't.

But he still hopes..

without shame

It's really pathetic.

“Do you want me to stay over?”

Changkyun spoke. Even with that question, it seemed like he was worried about Jooheon. But actually, it was him who wanted to stay here. Jooheon threw away the cigarette butt he had finished smoking. and smile at another person

"I'll take it."

Jooheon replied with the kind smile he always had for Changkyun.

It was probably because of this gentle smile that made him fall in love.

“Let's go inside.”

Jooheon said and the two walked inside. Time like this when there are two people like this.. It seems that this time Jooheon was more normal than expected after their break up.

Or has he come to terms with it?

“Are we dating?”

Changkyun spoke up. Of course, that sentence caught Jooheon's attention. He turned around and looked at the smaller man.

Jooheon's smile faded. then stroked the small body's hair

“You have to meet a lot of people. This is as much as we can handle.”

Changkyun was quiet, he didn't say anything or even move, he just let Jooheon stroke his hair. The answer is still the same, still the same as every time I've asked.

The answer that used to hurt until I became numb..

No matter how much it hurts.. But if you choose to forget this person And not being able to touch him anymore

It must hurt more than this..

The small figure swooped in and kissed the other person without being caught off guard. Just Changkyun's love couldn't fulfill Jooheon's desires. In this way, it might help Jooheon love him even more.

Changkyun thought like that.

He tried to deny himself that it was a loser's idea.

Jooheon wouldn't date him because he felt guilty because he was his ex-girlfriend's younger brother.

Even though the kiss shocked Jooheon, he could never deny that he really liked Changkyun. and never be able to reject another person's body Both kiss and touch Even the rhythm of Changkyun's breathing made him feel a thrill that no one else could. Changkyun had a special attraction to him.

And again.. That everything has gone too far..

Jooheon didn't sleep at all. But the little person must have been tired and fallen asleep. This should not have happened at all. Even though it had happened so many times before, why couldn't he stop himself? Right now, he hated himself more than anything in this world. He looked at the other person lying on the bed next to him. He ruffled the messy hair and gently ran his fingers along the side of his cheek.

The more I stared at Changkyun's innocent face, the more I felt guilty.

How could he do this to this person?

Even though he knew with all his heart that Changkyun only had him in his heart.

I'm sorry, I promise.. this will be the last time. It won't happen again.

Jooheon got up from the bed and got dressed to go out. He thought that at this time it was inappropriate to sleep with Changkyun. The more he looked at it, he felt really bad about himself.

“I like you.”

Jooheon bent down and whispered to the other person who had fallen asleep while kissing him softly on the cheek. He walked out of the room and drove off into the night.

He really likes Changkyun...

That was the feeling he gave Changkyun.

But the person he loves and will not lose is.. Kihyun

Knock knock..

A knock at the door caused Kihyun to look away from his work and glance at the clock. It's already three o'clock in the morning. It must have been his younger brother who just returned from a party. Kihyun rushed to open the door for him. Today he must have been so drunk that he couldn't find his keys and refused to open the door himself.

“Juheon..”

He spoke softly when he saw the person behind the door, a person who was not expected to be here at a time like this. Just seeing this person's face caused the corners of his eyes to heat up.

"I'm sorry.. I know I'm bad but I really can't love anyone anymore. I'm sorry."

With those words, tears easily flowed from Jooheon's eyes. For a whole week he tried to keep the feeling that he was fine. Actually, he was as sad as Kihyun about the breakup.

On Kihyun's side As soon as he saw that, he immediately forgot everything Jooheon had done to him.

On Sunday morning, Changkyun sat alone at home sipping coffee. He looked at his brother's empty office chair.

His brother went out with his girlfriend today.

After that night Kihyun and Jooheon reconciled well.

Of course, nothing could make him more sad.

I'm used to it.. His heart is already numb to this.

Changkyun picked up his cell phone. He considered for a long time before selecting one of the pictures and pressing send. The destination number was his brother's number. He sent it from the mobile phone he secretly bought. It's a number that the receiver has no way of knowing whose number this is.

image sent

He still hopes that by sending the picture this time, Jooheon will run out of excuses.

Oh my gosh, why did you tell Mom to come and ask for it? Haha.

Thank you to all readers. Actually, I'm a Line rapper. But during this time, Juki is hot.

But I secretly liked M.Kee, so I made up my mind to myself.

Come on, love triangle.

Thank you. Comments are welcome.

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