In novels or series, everyone always thinks that she will have a beautiful ending.

Ending with a happy ending and see that love will be with us forever

But in real life, everything may be the opposite.

With what we have thought and imagined, it is possible...

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"Hey~ Hey~ Hey~" The tall man called out to the people pacing in front of him.

"Hey~ Hey~ Wait here~ Hey, can you hear me?" The tall man called out to the person in front of him again. But after

called out, and there seemed to be no sign of the person in front of him stopping and waiting for him. A tall man.

Decided to walk over and grab the arm of the person in front of him.

"Hope, why did you come to arrest me!!!" The thin man said.

"Huh~! Well, I won't stop walking. Called and pretended not to hear called several times"

A tall man named Jung Hoseok or J-Hope said with a pout.

"I've heard it enough times, but I'm annoyed. You can still call me," Min Yoongi or 'Suga' said and made a gesture.

irritable

"Nah! Are you really annoyed?" J-Hope asked while smiling at Suga.

"That's right, let go and I'll go!" Suga said as he continued walking.

"Then let's go together!!" J-Hope saw this and hurriedly followed Suga.

"You don't have to follow me. I'm going to study!!" Suga said as he ran to his own class.

-Classroom 404, Building 3, Faculty of Outstanding Rappers-

"You're running away from Little Hope, a good-natured young man again -_-" Jimin, who saw Suga running, straightened up.

With sweat all over his body, he immediately knew who Suga was running from before.

"That's right." Suga sat down on the table and answered Jimin.

“Are you going to run away from his little brother for a long time? Seriously, I'm not kidding. Look at my eyes-_-" Jimin looked interested.

The dance clip in hand made me have to look away to ask this question to my dear friend.

"Well...I don't know," Suga replied with I also asked myself why he was running away from J-Hope.

Let's go together.

"I didn't get anything. But I mean, do you like him? Why don't you just accept Nong Chao's love?

He's been stalking you for 2 years now," Jimin said.

"I don't know either. I like him. I like his younger sibling but I just feel like it's not yet time."

Suga said with a sigh.

"Then you're going to wait for Tia to enter the theater first? Until that time comes." Jimin said biting Suga.

"You know why...." Suga said softly.

“But he might not be like V,” Jimin said, patting his best friend on the shoulder.

"I still can't trust anyone," Suga said while recalling the events of that day when he was hurt.

The most pain is because of....love and....lovers.

-2 years ago-

“Where are you going!!!” Jimin shouted to Suga.

"I'm going to go find Vee. Today he didn't answer the phone. Didn't answer any messages. So I went to look at the dormitory.

Please tell me if you are there? Are you sick? Plus today is our full 2 ​​year anniversary~" Suga

speaking in a sad tone

'Knock knock' sound of knocking on the room door. Suga came to see V at the dorm because he was worried that V might be sick.

Until I got up and couldn't answer messages or talk to him.

"Why didn't you open it?" Suga complained after waiting in front of the door for a long time.

"V is going in now." Suga decided to key in the room code and opened the door.

"V, are you there?" Suga walked over and called out to V, but there was no sign of anyone answering.

"Where are you? Or are you really sick?" After saying that, Suga walked to the bedroom because he thought that V must be sick.

And then definitely lie down on the bed.

'Chrom!!!!!!' The sound of the book, the sound of the medicine that Sugar brought in case V fell into a pile.

The floor is gone.

'untrue! It's not true!' Suga kept saying to himself in his heart.

" [] Wah..... Wah.... V" Suga slowly let out a voice that barely existed at that time.

"oh! How did Suga come here?" V turned to answer Suga in a very normal way.

'How can he still be normal? How can he still greet me like this normally? Even though he was sleeping with someone else.

But he greeted us normally! Is he really V?'

Question yourself

"V, how could you do this?" Suga said, suppressing his voice from shaking.

"I didn't do anything," V replied with a smile.

"Can you still smile?!" Suga shouted loudly.

"Well, as you can see, you probably understand what it means." After saying that, Vee turned to winnow his new partner without thinking.

I'm interested in Sugar.

Suga's face was numb, his heart was so numb that he couldn't do anything, but if he continued to stand here, it wouldn't be him anymore.

Next, he finally decided to move his legs and his heavy heart out of V's room...

"Crying!!!" The loud sound of the bell brought Chuka back to her senses.

“Where are you going next?” Jimin asked, sitting next to him.

"I guess I'll just go home," Suga replied dryly.

"I'll tell you that. Think about Hope well. I believe he's definitely not a man like V. Think about it, man.

Whoever I met you at the liquor store that day, I hope. The person who stalks you Followed and looked after him when he heard about V.

Wipe up your vomit when you're drunk. Always take you to the dorm. I'm taking care of everything. Whoever this is, I hope.

That I want you to pour your face into his little brother? Trust me." Suga listened to Jimin and thought as well.

Actually, he was stubborn about V. In fact, he had been soft-hearted about Hope for a long time.

But he just doesn't dare pour out his lap for love yet.

“Hihhhh! Where are you going?"

"Wherever you go is my business," Suga answered without looking up from the pile of books he was putting away, knowing full well that

Whoever comes to greet him like this

"Oh, it's Hope? You came to pick her up?" Jimin greeted Hope.

"That's right, come get the beauty. Haha," Hope said with a laugh.

“Then give it to me. I'll go first." Jimin left Ka and Hope and walked out of the room.

"Why are you sending me away? I have legs and money and can go back on my own." Suga said bitingly.

"No, it's already cold. Hope has to go send Ka, is that right?" Hope answered in a serious but hidden way.

Go with tenderness and jealousy

"Hope, are you serious? Where are you following me?" Ka turned to Hope.

"Until you accept Hope's love," Hope said with a smile.

"I've told you many times that there's no way," Ka replied, walking out of the room.

"If it's about V...can you trust Hope?" Suga heard these words and stumbled and stopped walking.

"Hope, I've told you many times already. No is no! Just choose to mess with me. Don't be annoyed.

You really should know by now,” Suga replied while squeezing his heart. As he said

It's not that he doesn't like J-Hope, he just doesn't believe in love.

"So, Hope, please... Just give it another 3 months and Hope won't come after you again." J-Hope said in a teasing voice.

With a hint of sadness in his eyes, but only for a moment. Sugar heard that and felt it.

Shocked by J-Hope's words. I really want to ask why, but...

"That's good." But it was for himself and J-Hope. Suga chose to answer like that instead of asking.

Why?

"Then let Hope send her off." Suga sighed and agreed to walk to J-Hope's car.

Every day will always be like this. J-Hope will be there to pick up and drop off Suga all morning and evening, taking care of him.

When Sugar is sick Helping carry things, this and that, things that J-Hope can help Suga with. J-Hope makes Suga

Got everything because he thought 'This is his love'

- 3 months later -

"Whoa!" came a sigh from the thin young man. that keeps sighing all the time

2 weeks ago

"Are you going to sigh for a long time?!!!" Jimin complained to his dear friend who was ruining the atmosphere of the world.

"Busy!!" Suga replied dryly.

“I told you to go ask his younger friends. You sit here and sigh like this and things will work out.

Really?!” Jimin complained to Suga that he gave him advice and didn't listen.

"I don't want it," Suga replied.

"You're still going to be stubborn. Do you still have a good mouth? Even though his younger brother was missing, he came to sit.

I'm anxious like this.” That's right, Hope hasn't come to see Sugar for two weeks.

restless Don't do anything at all. Keep thinking about J-Hope's words 3 months ago.

In the past, 'Just give me another 3 months and Hope won't come to follow you again'. These words were floating around.

Sugar head all the time He thought Hope was joking so he didn't have much doubt so he just let it go.

A month later, J-Hope actually disappeared for 2 full weeks.

"That's all right. I told you that Hope really doesn't think anything of me." His mouth said something else but his heart

Think again. 'Hope doesn't really like us, Hope is just playing with us, it's not.

Is it love? It's good that we don't pay too much attention to it.' Suga's head was full of questions.

"Thump!!!" There was a sound of pounding on the table.

"I'll be right back, Jimin," Suga finished saying and walked out of the room. Then head to the faculty building at J-Hope.

I'm studying.

“I don't have to go look at it, Kelly. We didn't get anything. We just went to check. We just went to check." Suga could only say.

muttering to himself Until finally, he walked to the room where Hope was studying.

"Have you seen J-Hope?" Suga walked straight up and asked Rapmon, who is J-Hope's close friend.

"Oh, how did you come here?" Rapmon asked Suga.

"Never mind, have you seen J-Hope? Hope has been missing for 2 weeks now," Suga told Rapmon.

"Don't you know about this? I hope he didn't tell you?" Rapmon asked Suga, looking shocked.

"Hope, why don't you tell me anything?" Sugar asked and started to feel bad.

“Well, Hope is sick with terminal cancer. Saw the doctor saying it would last no more than 3 months.

This is at the hospital over there. I really don't know." Suga listened to Rapmon's words and fell to his knees, unable to maintain consciousness.

My body and body were so agitated that I couldn't do anything.

"P'Ka, P'!! elder sibling!! Are you okay?" Rapmon said as he walked over and grabbed Suga.

"Okay, OK, now which hospital is Hope in?" Suga asked Rapmon when he knew that J-Hope was in the hospital.

Which nurse? Suga rushed out of the building and went straight to the hospital where J-Hope was.

At the hospital

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Suga arrived at the hospital and walked to the elevator and pressed the 35th floor where J-Hope was.

“Ding!” The elevator sounded loudly and the elevator doors opened.

Suga stepped out of the elevator and hurried straight to the destination room, arriving at the room.

At J-Hope, Suga must have been suspicious because there were a lot of people in front of J-Hope's room.

Suga saw this and walked to the front of the room, only to be met with J-Hope's mother standing in front of the door ready.

And I'm... crying. Suga's heart suddenly sank.

"Mom, what happened?" Suga walked over and asked J-Hope's mom with a heavy heart.

"Suga, how did you come here?" J-Hope's mother asked Suga with tears streaming down her face. Suga and

J-Hope's mother has met many times because J-Hope often takes SUGA home to eat.

All the time, even though Suga wasn't willing.

"Rapmon told me, J-Hope is..." Suga said and then stopped.

"Yes... J-Hope is..." J-Hope's mother's words trailed off, making Suga even more curious.

So I looked up into the room full of people. And then I got to see the bed of the patient whose body

Upstairs, he lay unconscious, no... a body that wasn't breathing. Sugar saw that and was shocked.

Can't hold back the tears

“Right now, J-Hope's mom and dad and uncles are going to move J-Hope to the ceremony. Sugar, we're here too.

Oh! One more thing, Sugar and J-Hope, he left this one with Mom. Please bring it to us as well." Mom finished speaking.

Handed a red and white paper envelope decorated with roses and cute dolls all over.

Suga received the paper envelope from Mom and opened it to read with a heavy heart.

'Hihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. If Ka were to read this letter, Hope would think that Hope wouldn't be there to take care of Ka like she did.

First of all, Hope is sorry that Hope always harassed and annoyed Ka, but

Hope really wants to take care of Ka. Throughout her life, Hope wanted to take care of Ka. I probably don't think like that.

I think it's a lot more comfortable without Hope. The first time Hope saw Ka at the liquor store, Hope caught her eye.

I really like it. And who was it that let this thin young man sit alone after that?

Hope has always followed Ka. Until the feeling of liking turned into the word 'love', Hope knew that Ka was hurt.

It's a lot about V, but Hope always tells Ka to trust Hope, but Ka never does. Really stubborn. Haha.

But Hope isn't upset that Ka refused to date Hope. Because Hope thinks that taking care of Ka nearby

Like this, Hope is happy. After this, go take good care of yourself. Hope wants to stay and take care of Ka.

True, but Hope apologizes for not being able to do that. Hope apologizes for not being able to continue watching Ka's smile.

And I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my illness. Hope doesn't want to make Ka have to think too much. But I probably wouldn't think of it.

Haha, Ka....Even though Hope has never said this to Ka, it resounds in my heart.

I've always been hopeful. 'Hope loves you so much' Please take care of yourself when you're not around Hope.'

From J-Hope, the person who will always be by my side. I love you.

“Hee hee hee, I love you too, J-Hope. I'm sorry that I didn't open up to you. I'm sorry that I didn't understand myself.

I'm sorry for making you have to take care of me all the time. I love you." After saying those words, Suga

I immediately let out tears that flowed like a river that seemed to never stop, it reminded me.

All the while J-Hope wasn't with him anymore. And he only found out later that J-Hope loved him very much and he

I love J-Hope very much too. This incident reminded me of V who was in a lot of pain at the time but

That painful feeling was not half the pain of losing the person you loved.

This time

Sometimes the end of love isn't as beautiful as we had thought and imagined.

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