The last thing he left for me
After he left me
Never going back
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The last
"Huh, huh, huh, huh, Chris, huh?"
The cries of a little young man who was crying hysterically on the now chaotic street.
"No, no, no, don't go to sleep yet." His hand gently slapped the face of the person in his arms to bring awareness to his lover who had just had an accident a moment ago.
"Oh, hey, hey." His sharp eyes looked at the person hugging him with a smile, even though the picture he saw was very blurry. However, he still saw his lover in the clearest possible way.
"Brother Chris, hey, don't go to sleep yet. Stay with Yi first. Oh, don't leave Yi."
"Ugh, Brother, I'm not leaving Yi. I'm just going to stay over there." The smiling face of the lover made Yi Qing unable to hold back the tears, knowing that no matter how he lost Kris, he would have to leave him. Stay well Now all he can do is stay with Chris until the last minute.
"Oh no, I won't let Chris go anywhere."
"Good man, I can't go anywhere. Huh. I'm still with you."
"I'm still here with you, always.
I'll come back and see you. I promise..."
"Brother Chris!!! Don't want to wake up at all!! Hey, don't leave me alone. I can't stay here, huh." The last words of Yixing's lover were more like a crazy person, with some hand shaking the body of his breathless lover in his embrace, hoping that he was just pretending to close his eyes and would wake up smiling brightly like same again
“Yi Qing, are you okay?” His best friend's hand reached out and gently touched the little body's.
"...Whoa, whoa, whoa."
"You can be alone."
"can...."
"Would you like me to stay as your friend?"
"No need, thank you very much. This just bothers you a lot..."
After the close friend left the room, the little body quickly collapsed onto the carpeted floor and all the tears that had been held back flowed down continuously. Even now, it had been almost a month since the incident. Every event seems like it happened just yesterday.
His room where he used to live together with his lover as husband and wife, everything was still the same, his lover's favorite perfume still smelled like he was still inside the room, everything was still in the same place.
as before
Like everything
"Hee hee, hee hee, P'Chris, why did you leave Yi there?"
"Do you know that I'm lonely? I'm suffering."
"If you don't have me to cuddle with you like usual, I'll suffocate and die."
Tears flowed down the picture frame in his hand. That picture was a picture of him and his lover taken together on their wedding day.
The smile he misses
A warm hand that holds my hand
warm embrace
It doesn't exist any more.
The days and nights passed so slowly for Yixing that there was no night without a warm embrace. And sweet words of love keep telling you It makes the little heart even weaker. What is happening is more than painful, more than torture.
Just thinking about that soft voice
My heart was so tormented that I almost didn't want to breathe.
Every morning we have to open our eyes to face the reality that we have to face every day, the places we used to go together. Various events still flow in the memory.
“Yi Qing... It's been a long time.”
"...What happened? It just happened."
“You can stop fooling yourself.”
“...Ugh, what can you do for me? I just don't want to breathe.”
“But your condition is really bad right now. You should go see a doctor.”
"I'm fine. I'm fine."
Yixing's pale face made his only close friend shake his head at his interlocutor's stubbornness, even though he couldn't understand the feeling of losing a loved one. But it's not that he doesn't regret the past events. He just didn't want his friend to suffer all the pain.
In the past nearly two months, Yixing's condition seemed to be getting worse and worse, even though his friend was previously a healthy person. It's not a simple illness, but it may be the result of stress that the person is under.
“You go see a doctor, I'll take you there. And don't deny it."
"...but...I'm fine. It might just be a stomach bug."
“Do you think about it if Chris watches you from above? How sorry would he be that you didn't take care of yourself?”
“Get up now, quickly.”
“Have these symptoms been present for a long time?”
“About a couple of weeks ago.”
“I would like to check it more carefully.”
After the doctor asked to examine the small body again, now both he and his close friend were sitting in the doctor's room again. The young doctor in front of him had a smile on his face, different from the first time.
“Doctor, congratulations on being a new mother.”
“Yes?”
"Huh, Mom, you're eight weeks pregnant."
“Me? Huh?” Tears of joy unconsciously flowed down, his small palm gently rubbing circles on his abdomen.
This must be the last gift.
and the most important and special gift
that Brother Chris gave to him
“Brother Chris, if we had a child, what would we name it?” Yixing's smiling face lowered his head to look at the face of his lover who was lying on his lap.
"Ummm, Mei-niang? Mei-niang?"
"Oh, and what if your child is a boy?"
“Fan Xian.”
“Okay haha, okay dad.”
“Mei Niang Fanxian, huh?” A thin hand caressed his abdomen and a small smile was probably his only happiness for the past two months.
This gift is from Chris.
He promised to take the best care of him.
He promised with a little heart.
that the baby in his womb would be looked after and given as good as a mother could give her child
In the morning, Yixing's little body woke up like every other day, but today there was one thing that was strange. The smell of fragrant food floating in the room, the sound of knocking sounded from time to time.
He was alone in the room, so who was in the kitchen?
Little feet slowly walked down the corridor into the kitchen area, which was the source of the sweet scent and the sound of objects clicking. As soon as they reached the kitchen area, Mother's little body slowly leaned forward.
familiar back
The clumsy demeanor of the person in front
It's definitely not wrong.
person in front of him
It's definitely not wrong.
“Brother Chris...”
The tall figure of the mysterious person slowly turned around and looked at his mother with a smile. The small figure of Yixing rushed to hug the lover in front of him tightly.
"Huh, don't go anywhere again."
“I told you, good sir, that I will come back to see Yixing again.”
"Stay here. Huh. Stay with Yi. I won't let you go anywhere."
"I'm suffering a lot, do you know that? Huh? When I don't have you, it seems like I'm going to die."
“Yi Qing, my good friend is not crying anymore. Look, your eyes are all swollen.” His hands gently smoothed over the tears of his lover.
"Promise me, promise me, I've been here before."
"I can't promise you, good man, that I'll be here."
“But I promise you that I will be there. I'll take a look at Yixing up there, good one.” The tall figure pointed his finger at the sky above.
“Can't you stay with Yi...?”
"I want to be with Yi, but I really can't."
“Huh, why?”
“It's a rule, good people.”
"The people up there let me come down to see Yi only once. I'll keep an eye on Yi up there."
“You can agree.”
“Brother Chris, hehe. What do you have to tell me?”
“Hmm, what do you say?” The warm smile that Yi Qingfao had always dreamed of. The warm embrace that I long for now is happening again.
"I'm about to have a little one of Kris's little ones..."
"Really! Thank you, Yixing.” The warm embrace of the lover was still as warm as before, even though he knew that this time of happiness would only last for a short time. But Yixing will take advantage of this happiness as much as possible even though he knows that in a few hours Or in a few seconds the happiness in his lover's embrace will fade away, but this is considered the last good thing he received from his lover.
Yixing wouldn't ask for anything more than this.
Yixing doesn't ask the sky to send his lover back because he knows that in the wide sky, Brother Kris is still up there watching over him.
Yixing will remember everything about Chris as best he can.
Yixing will take good care of small gifts.
Even though that accident caused him to lose the person he loved the most, he later realized that his lover had left behind the most important thing as well.
Even without that warm embrace, Yixing still had to move on.
Even though there were no words to express that tender love, Yixing would still remember it.
Even without the laughter of his soul mate, Yixing still hasn't forgotten the past happy stories.
...Just now he has to move on because of the promise he made to his lover and this little heart...
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