SERENDIPITY : KAIHUN
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I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I will challenge you to accept me as your only person.
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
I promise that I'm worthy of your embrace.
So come on and give me the chance ..
So let's try and give me a chance.
“If what happened made you feel bad, then I apologize.” An apology that looked like it was sarcastic came out of the mouth of the person who was thinner than him standing in front of him right now.
“Well, it's not like that..”
"You don't have to say shit, I understand. Fuck you." That's how Sehun is always like this. He likes to think a lot. Make up every story yourself and assume that he must be like that. You must definitely feel this way. In fact, there's almost nothing to it. Just a friend of a junior who likes him asks him to help carry a cake to surprise his friend. That's all he knows that that junior likes him.
Because he likes to have his friends bring him snacks almost every weekday, but if you ask where all those things have gone? I have to say that I didn't get to carry it home in time. I Chanyeol Kyungsoo Including Baekhyun He saved up enough to eat before school every day. It wasn't that he himself had never rejected his younger sibling. I've even said before that I have a boyfriend.
Stop liking him, it's really impossible. After all, he definitely wouldn't break up with Sehun, but his younger sibling didn't look sad at all. Instead, she said that just wanting to like him was enough and he just did it. I didn't play with it for a bit. There will only be his birthday. His friend has come to ask for help. That's all. Not wanting to help would seem too cruel. At least it's seniors and juniors, but it's his white girlfriend who doesn't want to understand him at all.
“Can you calm down, Sehun? I don't think anything of him. It's just his little brother's birthday. Why do you think so much?”
Jongin himself was starting to get annoyed as well because his once cute girlfriend seemed to be thinking too much and ended up arguing over non-issues as usual.
“Well, I think about it too much. That's your younger sibling, right? His younger sibling's feelings are more important than my feelings."
Okay, if the other person continues to be sarcastic like this, it seems that it won't be easy to end. We stood and argued in front of Sehun's condo for a while and in the end it was him who couldn't stand it because he was both annoyed that during this period, people with such thin bodies invite arguments almost every day. Plus, standing like this, the sun is extremely hot. I'm totally annoyed.
“Then take it where you're comfortable. I think we should stay away from each other for a while. In case you feel like it's better than being with me.” Right now I'm angry, very angry at this white person. He won't listen to anything, right? We've been together for 3 years and he himself has never thought of cheating. I've never once thought that I don't love the person in front of me, but why have I never trusted anything?
“Do you know what you said?” Well, what did I just say? Mom, I'm annoyed.
“I want to…” Jongin couldn't finish his sentence before his good girlfriend ran into the condo and at first almost ran after him. But just thinking that right now we're talking, I probably won't know anything. I asked for time for both him and Sehun to be by themselves for a while and think about it, so I picked up the phone. Press to call Chanyeol immediately.
'What's up, darling?' Mom was irritated, not showing any emotion at all.
“Baby, where is your face?”
'I'm in my wife's room and Kyungsoo's in there. What's wrong with you?'
"Oh, I'll just go find him. That's all."
The whole way he drove to Baekhyeon Condo to see them, he thought all the way that this time he was really speaking too harshly. But should I reconcile now or should I let it go for a while? I really can't think of anything. I really want to reconcile right now, but on the other hand I'm afraid that if I reconcile easily, will Sehun even get her heart? You should correct the habit of a spoiled person like Sehun. But if you don't reconcile, then what will you do if Sehun really breaks up? Damn it.
Kim Jongin, what are you talking about? I don't think anymore. I really want to slap myself. What will Sehun be like now?
He knocked on the door and soon someone opened the door with a greeting that made him almost want to return immediately.
"Did your wife leave you and come find me?" Damn, this is Park Chanyanthip, right?!!
Jongin didn't answer his friend, but walked and sat quietly on the sofa in the middle of the room. Amidst the confused eyes of Baekhyun Kyungsoo and Chanyeol looked at each other as if asking.
'What the fuck is this?'
“Damn Jongin, what the hell are you doing? You don't look like you like this.” Kyungsoo, the brave one, started the conversation.
He told his friend what had happened and wanted to ask what he should do. I secretly hope that my friends will tell me that. Hey, it's okay, Wei. Don't think too much. We're drinking alcohol, but it's not like that at all.
“You idiot, Jongin, are you really stupid or fake?” Oh, you idiot, Kyungsoo. At first, you looked so sweet and caring about me more than anyone else. And is there such a thing as fake stupidity?
“Fuck, I want to curse you in Spanish.” Go ahead, Park Chanyeol. Give it your all if you can -.-
“Dammit, what did I do wrong?” Is Kim Jongin really that wrong? I really don't know???
“Look, Jongin, you really aren't entirely wrong. But if you think about it, what if Sehun did something like that and held a surprise cake for Kris' birthday? People who like it Will you be okay even though the fact that you just went to his younger sibling's birthday didn't have anything deep and that you didn't think anything of him? But maybe he thinks that I have feelings?
And again, the important point isn't that you carry the cake to your younger sibling, it's that You choose to do what you think other people will feel good about, even though your own wife feels really bad about it. You understand, right, you idiot?” That's how he understood everything Baekhyun said. He himself has started to think about it now. At first he even wanted to thank him for it.
that helps explain the feelings of a wife to him so that he can understand more, but because of the ending of it He immediately swallowed the words of thanks back down his throat. Mom, I'm confused. I made one mistake and scolded you.
“Anyway, you all can scold me as you wish and then help me think about it. How am I going to reconcile with Sehun?”
Come on, it's worth it if you scold me. Let's help each other think a bit.
“For now, let's take it easy. Contact Sehun first. I bet Sehun won't reply to your line or answer your phone.” Well, what should I do? Should I just go to the condo? But I'm afraid Sehun will go find his friends like he did.
And as they had predicted, I called Sehun. Sehun didn't answer and I called dozens of times. I don't accept it. Big work has already entered Jongin.
“Hey, Jongin, Sehun, you updated Facebook.” Without waiting, I hurriedly clicked into the application.
F
instant blue
When I saw Sehun's post, I could tell that there were various feelings of guilt. It came in in droves. He had no idea that what he said would make Sehun feel this bad. A stupid boyfriend like me never understands his wife's feelings and even has the face to think that he thinks too much and is an idiot. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ;(
Thinking like this, Jongin quickly picked up his coat and ran out of the room. He didn't wait to ask if Sehun would be in the room or where he was. He had to hurry and find Sehun. Go back and apologize. Go back and say that now a stupid man like him understands.
Jongin hurriedly started the car and drove away, but at this time of the evening, people had just gotten off work or school, causing traffic jams. During the traffic jam, I was very restless. Jongin decided to go to Sehun's Facebook again to reply to comments in advance to pass the time in the traffic jam. And let your thoughts not be more distracted.
Do you feel it? Why now? We don't agree with each other. We don't really care much.
'I feel guilty, I'm sorry I was impatient.'
Do you feel why? Now I hardly walk holding hands. Don't trust each other's words.
'I don't feel like this. Because I've never walked without holding your hand, except now that you're walking away from me.'
It's like our love is saturated. I think we should not meet for a while.
'I'm sorry I said that. But just because I haven't seen you for an hour, I'm going crazy.'
Living alone, we will probably know. Can we endure being apart without each other?
'You don't have to stay lonely. I already know that I can't be without you.'
Staying lonely Maybe you'll know if someone comes in. I'll try to think about it.
'There's no way I'm going to let anyone into my life besides you. And you don't even think about letting anyone come to you! ’
Do we want him in our hearts? Or is your heart still yearning? I want to come back and love each other like before.
'Let's go back to the way we used to be. Kim Jongin apologizes Please forgive me, Sehun.'
I left a comment for Sehun in the comments section. I don't care that anyone who reads this will see me as a man who is afraid of his wife or something. They don't have a beautiful wife like me. What do you want to know? He also didn't know if Sehun would see his comment or not, but just typing it made him feel embarrassed.
And not long after he arrived at Sehun Jongin's condo, he parked his car casually. Hurry and run out of the car. His legs ran and his hands pressed the remote to lock the car. Soon he ran up to Sehun's room. Knocked on the door a few times and then stood panting with his hands on his knees. Like a person unable to breathe After a while, Sehun came out and opened the door. So relieved that Sehun was still in the room. The first time Sehun saw me, he looked shocked as well.
After a while, his eyes changed to a blank, unreadable expression. What is Sehun thinking? Pretending to close the door on him again Jongin hurriedly put his hand over the door because he was afraid the room owner would close the door and run away before he was aware. Sehun closed the door and slammed his hand hard.
"Oh, Sehun, my hand hurts." It really didn't hurt that much. But like, I want to reconcile with my wife. You have to act a little bit.
“Hey, what's wrong? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Who told you to put your hand over the door?” Oh wow, am I wrong??
“Then why are you here again?” That's what makes you so stubborn. Really talented, my wife.
"Come to reconcile with my wife," he said with a slightly sad face. At least they must feel sorry for each other.
"No, I won't let you reconcile. Go back and find your junior." Sehun said as he walked into the room. Looking at it, I knew that he wasn't too angry because otherwise he wouldn't have just walked away into the room and left the door open for me to follow in like this. Jongin followed closely behind Sehun and grabbed his thin waist and hugged him from behind. Sehun stopped and gave me a hug.
“Sehungu is sorry. That I don't understand. I consider some things to be small, but I just learned that small things like that mean I'm neglecting you. I chose to do things that other people would feel good about, forgetting to consider the feelings of a wife like you. I'm sorry. From now on, I will understand you better and won't say anything like today again. I'll accept everything.
Let's go back to the way we were before.”
“Um, I want to ask you one thing. Does my stupidity really make you that angry?”
“I'm not mad at you for being an idiot because you've been an idiot to me for 3 years now. I've never been bored with you, Wei. But vice versa. When you're being silly, you're so cute to me. When you're being silly, your mother follows along with you and begs. But now I'm starting to get angry at myself for not being able to make you trust me.”
"Oh, it's good to know." Look at him, I've never been touched by anything with him. A mouth that's good like this is worth kissing.
"So you've finally stopped being angry at me, right?"
“I lost my anger at you the moment I saw your comment and I was about to call you to reconcile with you. But I'm luckier that you were the one who reconciled before me so I didn't have to suffer. The reason why I had to walk away and go up to the condo first. Hahaha. So funny."
Wow, have I lost knowledge of my own wife? How do I know that I'm ashamed? A man like Jongin is after his wife like this. Sad.
“Anyway, my anger will stop and let's go,” he said, half-holding Sehun's hand and half-dragging him towards the bedroom door.
“Where are you going?”
“Let's go get it, dear wife,” I said, turning to make a mischievous face at him.
“You damn bastard, Kim Jongin, release me now.”
“With a nice mouth like this, tomorrow you want to sleep in bed, right? This is just to get rid of your thoughts for a second or two. But if you scold me like this, you'll probably have to wait until morning and you'll have to improve your bad-mouthing personality a bit,” he said as he walked into the bedroom, and now Sehun was in a position where he couldn't escape. Survived Because now Sehun had been pushed to lie down on the bed, followed by him who was hunched over.
There's no way to survive, ma'am.
“Hee hee, Jongin, I'm sorry. I won't scold you anymore. Please let me go.” Kim Jongin could tell that probably not in time, darling.
“I love you, Oh Sehun.”
END.
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This mood comes from listening to P'Boy's song "Stay Lonely" and being so in tune with the song. So it became a trashy fic. This one goes out to sea a lot. 5555555555555555
Actually the song is dramatic but we can't let Sehun and Jongin's ending be dramatic. I feel sorry for Little Hoon, so he has to have a happy ending. Haha. Please leave it to me. Whether you criticize or praise, just make sure everyone is comfortable.