...If people complain about their loved ones I mumbled a bit. It would probably be great. When the person you love is far away, nothing can block them.

Created from the brain, dreams and yearning of a young man named Mr. Thanuthuay.

...I came home. After going to the airport, I didn't come back from any travel tips. But I just sent someone over. That girl is 9 years older than me...a senior I respect. and secretly lusted for a long time

...She told me she was going abroad this time. I don't know when I'll be able to return, but I'm secretly afraid that she won't come back again. In my heart, I was only worried that I probably wouldn't be able to fuck her. And I myself would probably have to return to Sanam Luang again.

...I came home and immediately took a shower because I was tired. Rub soap all over your body, wash your head, brush your teeth, whatever you think of.

...Finished taking a shower I opened my phone and checked my Facebook. I secretly entered her Facebook. Check this and that.

...To be honest, hundreds of men, when they see their girlfriends talking or commenting on posts with other people, they just feel jealous. But she and I have never clearly announced to anyone that we are lovers. But in my personal relationship, I like to call her "darling" and she probably likes that I call her that...

When she and I didn't clearly announce ourselves as lovers, why do I feel jealous of her when she comments on other people's Facebook pages? The girl doesn't mind because it could be her friend. But this guy's post was even funnier to comment on than our post. I felt "jealous" and wanted to tell that guy... “Hey, my wife, please don't touch me.” But I didn't dare say enough because I was afraid that the bastard would follow and stomp all the way to the house.

...All you can do is stay silent and don't like the post of that evil bastard. I'll tell you directly. I'm jealous because I'm afraid she'll think I'm distracted. I thought about it so much that it became a blemish for the two of us. As I said, all I could do was stay quiet and be alone. I was jealous and irritated without anyone knowing. It's really lonely to be petulant without anyone to confide in me. I'm a boy (a little sweet) and I'm quite petulant. ...when I'm annoyed with her

She never knew that I was upset. Sigh, life sucks.

...I kept checking her Facebook so I tried posting some of my statuses...

"I'm so tired. I miss someone around here..."

....I finished posting and I put down the phone. Go out and find something to eat.

...People miss each other. No matter what you do, there's only him. Just walking out, I miss your face. Walking around, I accidentally said it myself, and the things I said were probably sentences that I didn't dare tell him directly.

“Hyung, I love you the most.”

...speaking alone, smiling alone, no one knows, um, thank you, life is a bummer.

....I took out lemon tea from the refrigerator in 7-Eleven. At Eleven I also picked up Lay's and some sweet chocolate snacks. Then I went to the counter to charge money. Oh, I forgot. My mother asked me to buy some sanitary pads. So I hurriedly went and picked up a package of sofas with wings.

"Did you buy it and use it yourself?" a female 7-Eleven employee asked me, and I replied in a joking manner, "...Oh, no, I'm giving it to Mom..." Even though in my heart I was thinking, Y!! I thought about the money and when finished, I came home...

...The first thing I do when entering my house is Open Facebook to check my status. I hope you will comment under my status. But what I see is It's empty, but other people click "Like" for you. But her likes show no signs. I'm angry at her again. And you don't know, hey, life is shit, it doesn't go as expected, whore.

...They say that People can meet each other and fall in love because someone above has ordained it or "blessed one." I hate that word. But I have to accept this as it is because I was able to meet her because someone above like "Mark Zuckerberg" determined it.

...I still think that if there was nothing that brought us together Until now, what will the timeline of our lives be like? Now I might just sit and watch a movie and lie down comfortably. You don't have to be tired, you can just get on the plane without anything being a snare. You don't have to worry about her having to worry about it.

“Have the courage to look at the truth, even if the truth is painful.”

...A Chinese quote that I saw after the Channel 3 drama Suea Singha Krating Rhino ended... It seemed so relevant to my life.

...I really want to know if she misses me now, but I miss her so much.

Before leaving, I gave her a box of chocolates. I gave it to her on the occasion of her birthday. I told her...don't open this chocolate and eat it. In 5 years you can bring it back to me, but she said you probably have to open it and eat it because it will expire. ...I'm waiting to eat chocolate with her, I can only hope... She probably brought me some chocolate...

Then I would wait for a good opportunity. Fuck her and let her know.

...I don't know when I'll be able to hold her hand and walk like other couples. Maybe because I'm looking forward to using a Chinese surname. "Wang to fight you" with her

...ask me if I secretly think about her, I don't know if she thinks like me or not. Or maybe this is one-sided thinking? Of course I thought of her. Like someone who secretly likes you

Our first meeting, I still don't think anything of her, I still remember, I raised my hand to say hello to her. She saluted in response to their first meeting. I still held her soft hand. I came home and didn't think much of it until after a long time, from the time we talked all the way on Facebook, it changed and resulted in concern for each other until I started to think too much. More than siblings ...I told her that

I want to fuck you, I want to fuck you. I want......... She also forbade him. What are you thinking? I want to tell you that I'm not seriously thinking about anything. But I hope to beat you anyway.

...I once caused her serious regret. If possible, I would like to go back and fix what happened.

...That day, I must have been angry or irritated when she greeted me on Facebook. I replied back something like... Annoyed that she said hello, she hasn't talked to me for a week. ...I tried to ask her many times. Until I got angry, she broke up with me. I almost collapsed on the ground. Everything around me suddenly turned into black sludge. Disappeared before my eyes, I remember I bought time

Half an hour to cry about all the shit I've done. I didn't dare to brazenly beg her, even though my heart had told me to, but I didn't dare anyway, so I accepted this miserable fate along with having my heart broken. Did I think this myself? I'm crazy. Is it me? Why, why do I have to love you and have to feel sorry for you?

She left me badly. ...leaving me to sit lonely and sad all alone in the corner of the room.

...That day, the day I received the answer from him, my mother suspiciously noticed my depressive symptoms. Eat and sit quietly. Get in the car and it's quiet. No, no, no, no, nothing.

...I picked up the phone hoping that she would forgive me and reconcile. Even though I didn't say that we were lovers, I still wanted to persuade her to come back again.

...I closed the laptop screen after finding only emptiness on my and her Facebook wall.

...I bent down to sleep and thought about her.

...You are on the other side of the world, tens of thousands of miles away. Will you ever know? That there's someone who's worried about you ...I want you to go back and see that there was this little guy with a dozen faces and not very handsome looks. I'm thinking of you……

...Wishing you good night.

...I love you, I love you.

...Today I woke up to strange rain. I'm thankful that it was falling. Because Thailand is extremely hot and today is the day that my phone's internet bill ran out. And my money ran out too, so I lost contact with her by default. Sigh... Who did she talk to? Thailand, in the morning over there, you might already be going to bed...

The coordinates are several miles away and it sends telepathy to people thinking about each other.

4 days later............

“Where are you going, child?” Mother asked me as I walked out of the door of the room.

"Well, you guys are going to see a movie at Seacon. It must be around 6:00 p.m. when we get back." I answered my mother. My mother couldn't say anything but nodded in agreement before I closed the door and immediately left to go see a movie.

Don't let me go on like this. I'm a true movie buff. I really like watching movies. I'm attached to her because of this. We both like to watch movies, so things clicked together quickly. ...which if we talk about the cost of movie tickets in Thailand nowadays, they're really exorbitantly expensive.

Movie Day

It's only suitable for people with a middle class status like me.

That day I watched a movie.

Mad Max: Fury Road

It must be said that it's a fun action movie. That causes blood to rush throughout the body like this is rare nowadays, I think. ...I finished watching the movie and walked out of the theater to find something to eat in the mall. Walking and eating McDonald's Whatever ice cream cone is said to be chill, enjoyable, and in a good mood. While I was walking there eating ice cream.....

"help ! It ran that way."

Hmm! Who's asking for help? I thought to myself while looking left and right. I saw people in the mall have the same reaction as I did.... Who's crying?

Turning around to look closely, I just saw that Auntie Jay looked good and had status and ran like a person with no strength and fading strength. He ran towards me and shouted the same words without stopping. I tried to look around to see where the damn villain was.

oh ! There, Auntie, he ran down the escalator without any thought for his life. Oh wow, Ja Phanom came by himself. 3-4 security guards followed and still couldn't chase him down in time. It looks like that thief probably won't make it out of this mall.

"Did you see the thief who snatched my aunt's bag?" the aunt asked when she ran up to me before stopping because she was panting to eat.

"That's the thief that my aunt said ran downstairs." I replied to her aunt.

"Oh, we, uh, I'll go look for him first. By now, he'd probably be hit by a security guard. You're already dragging me, this guy. There are so many jobs in Thailand that nosy people can't do them." His aunt complained before walking downstairs to the mall to find out if that thief had been caught yet. ...I'm done with my business here and will keep walking for a while.

....The first glimpse I saw I couldn't believe my eyes that it was true. When I saw that, my heart thumped. My liver thumped.

....that second I saw someone who gave me palpitations.

“Ppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp !!!!!!!!!!!....................."

...That person turned around. Ready to look with careful eyes: Is it what I think? I think he was right because he sent the message back with his cheerful smile. I didn't hesitate, I was too busy thinking and quickly walked towards him. Ready to raise your hand hello

"Wow, how did you get here?" I asked him excitedly.

"Oh, I came to buy things with my mother. I don't know where your mother went right now when I saw you running past this way." The older man replied. I was very happy. I didn't know I would get to see him this quickly.

“Why did you come back from there so quickly?” I asked him.

"Oh, I finished my business over there so I came back. And I.... I haven't opened Facebook to talk to you in 3-4 days. Do you know that I miss you?" His answer, which was just a joke, made me secretly smile in my ass. Haha. I'm embarrassed.

"Well, my phone's internet ran out. During this time, I don't have a lot of money, so I can't top it up."

"I don't have any money, so how can I go to the mall?"

"This one, I asked my mom for money to watch a movie, haha."

"Umm, I'll have to go look for my mother first. I don't know where he's gone." He asked to be cut off.

"Oh, okay, bro, eh.... If I can't find it, why don't you just call mom?" I sent the instructions.

"Uh, that's what I'm going to do," he replied as he made to walk away from me. .....before he stopped walking and turned around to talk to me. "Don't forget to top up your phone. I'll talk to you on Facebook and be online too, otherwise I'll be really upset." After saying that, he smiled at me. Oh! I'm melting, viewers. I nodded my head.

and gave him a smile before he turned around. Continue walking to find mother.

.... Hey, I keep walking again. With a more cheerful mood than before. Haha. Really happy.

....My loneliness will end just like this...

Ewang

Bond Netipong