'I promise to love Lay forever'
'Brother Chris has promised.'
'yes'
My name is Lay or Zhang Yixing. I'm 24 years old. I'm Chinese from Changsha. I'm a dance machine and backing vocalist in a band.
EXO
I tell you just this history. Will you be satisfied or not? Do I have to say it again? Let's say I'm a Chinese guy named Yixing and have a boyfriend named Yifan, the leader.
EXO-M ./////.
subgroup from
EXO
There are 2 groups of us:
EXO-K
There are 6 Korean members in total and
EXO-M
There are 4 Chinese members and 2 Korean members in the group.
EXO
There are 12 of us in total. We have a group slogan which is '
We are one'
or 'We are one'
“I heard from Noona Cody that Lay hyung is going to act in a movie in China,” the youngest member of the Chinese side suddenly said. His eyes stared at me, causing me to look up.
It was Tao who asked me and Kris was looking at me in the same way as the Chinese members were looking at me in one spot.
"Um...why?"
"I want to know...is there a kissing scene?" His direct question made me quickly look at Kris's face first. He looked at me as well. I couldn't read what he was thinking.
Ah...damn it. Clearly putting pressure on each other.
“I don't know...stop talking about this. Hurry and go to standby." I avoided the topic. I said no because it was close to our performance.
Today we
EXO-M
There was work in China, and the rest of the members were resting in the dorm or practicing dance moves at the company.
We came to promote and compete for awards with the song 上瘾(
Overdose)
Our 2nd mini album
"EXO-M Fighting!!!"
The six of us shouted loudly. To encourage each other before going on stage to perform.
When the show ends, we usually have a small moment for the fans to see, but the couple that has the most is probably me and P'Kris, but today that wasn't the case. P'Kris doesn't stand on my right hand side like always, he's gray instead of standing on my right hand side. On my left are Chen, Xiumin hyung, Luhan hyung, and Kris hyung. And right now, Luhan hyung and Kris are serving chipper Kris Han's fans.
As for Xiumin and Chen, they are the main couple and they are sweet together in the middle. There's me and Tao now standing and looking at each other. Instead, he turned to Zitao. I smiled sweetly at my younger sibling. On tiptoe to whisper near the young man's ear in order to serve the Taoley fans as well. But the nose was so close to her cheek that the fans saw it and screamed loudly. Until the four people turned to look.
“E Er San!
We are one
Da Jia Hao, wo name
EXO-M!!!"
“Hello, Chris.
EXO-M
yes"
“Hello, Luhan.
EXO-M
yes"
“Hello, Xiumin.
EXO-M
yes"
“Hello, Chen.
EXO-M
yes"
“Hello, Lay.
EXO-M
yes"
“Hello, Tao.
EXO-M
yes"
"hello
EXO-M
All 6 of you, thank you for showing your best. Is there anything you'd like to say before going on stage? Do you have anything?" The host of tonight's event handed over the microphone. Tao, who was standing nearby, continued to pick it up and hand it to me, all the way to Chris.
“Uh...Yes, thank you.
EXO-L
We will continue to do our best. Thank you." Kris just said a little. The girls screamed until my eardrums began to sting. I'm most afraid of them.
“Yes, thank you. Please come sit down and rest first. Okay, let's go ahead and watch..."
"Did Lay have a fight with Tui Zhang?" Tao, sitting next to me, asked when he saw that neither Tui Zhang nor Kris refused to come sit and talk with me.
"We weren't arguing...maybe?" I glanced at Brother Kris who was talking with Brother Luhan. Those two seem to get along well because of their age. And I can't deny that these two...are perfect for each other. If it weren't for the fact that Luhan has a girlfriend too.
“Did something happen, Brother Lay? It looks like you're about to cry." Zitao cupped my face with his palms. I doubt I'll see the clear water that's flowing.
"I want to go back now. Please tell Brother Mene.” I forced my voice not to sound too trembling. My hand dug its nails into the younger's arm that was holding my face so hard that she distorted her face a little.
“Brother Lay, go take a rest first. I'll be your friend now," Zitao said, removing his hand from my face. She stood up and helped me to stand before taking me out of there.
“Did you quarrel with Lay again, Kris?” Xiumin asked the other person who was watching the two figures disappear out of sight. He had noticed many times that Chris didn't talk or talk to Yixing. Don't always stand next to each other.
"No," Kris replied calmly in his usual way and then turned to talk with Luhan. Xiumin turned to look at Chen, so Chen touched Xiumin's hand to comfort him and pointed to the stage where others were performing.
Until the time passed when the award for the popular boy brand group was announced, the result was a group.
EXO
But because we promote separately
EXO-M
So he took over instead.
But Lay and Tao did not receive the award. Everyone looked very busy, especially Kris and Xiumin. Chris is worried about Lay. Xiumin is worried about maknae Tao. But to call it correctly, everyone was worried about these two people who suddenly got up and disappeared together.
“We received a call from the manager that Lay and Tao were going to stay at the hotel first. Leader, do you want to say anything?"
“Ah...Yes, thank you.
EXO-L
Thank you very much for helping to vote for us. I'm a little tired, but thank you."
"Do you have anything to say to Lay and Tao?"
"Leila...I'm sorry. As for Tao...the next day, don't take Lay anywhere without asking first." As he finished speaking, a scream suddenly sounded. There were also many gossips and shouts of love, but Chris didn't pay attention. He was only thinking about his lover.
Lay returned to the hotel first. The reason why is not necessary to tell.
In the hotel room, Lay slept in the same room as Luhan, but today Lay will sleep in the same room as Tao.
Chris returned to the room and saw that the entire room was dark. In my own bed that I had reserved, someone was sleeping...Lay.
Lay came to sleep on his bed.
Chris picked up his smartphone and pressed enter to check.
I saw Tao upload a video 2 hours ago with a short caption.
'Guess who?'
Not waiting for Chris to be suspicious, click to check. It was Zitao, waving his hand curtly and turning the camera to the bed where Yixing was laying down and playing with his cell phone.
(Lay Ge, please look at the camera.)
(Huh? Ah Anyeong~ Nihao
EXO-L
Sweet dreams everyone)
The video then cut off.
Chris squatted down on the carpet next to the bed where Lay was sleeping. Kris wanted to clearly see his lover's face in the little time left. I want to remember the sweet face that he likes to secretly look at when the owner of the face is unintentional. I want to taste and snatch those plump lips that smile sweetly at you.
Cheeks white in this darkness Chris touched it gently. I want to reach out and inhale the fragrance, but I'm afraid Lay will wake up first. Chris could only touch that cheek.
“Yi Qing-ah...I'm sorry. I love Yixing...kiss."
Kris apologizes and expresses his love from the heart. The first and last time he would call Lay's real name.
Chris slowly lifted himself to his feet. He secretly looked at the two people sleeping in the dark. Kris decided to sleep in the same room as Luhan instead.
Because Yixing sleeps in the same room as Luhan. He doesn't want to sleep with Yixing. No matter how much I want to cuddle in my heart But because this isn't a dormitory. He can't do that.
The doorbell in Luhan and Lay's room rang thanks to Kris. Chris waited for a moment and then the door opened.
"Dude, sleep with me."
"Yixing? I didn't see you when I came back." Luhan asked because he came back and didn't see him in the room. There was only Yixing's suitcase lying around.
"Sleep in the same room," Chris replied calmly.
"Oh, um, come in." Luhan nodded. Walk into the room and walk through to the balcony. Picked up the phone and made a call to the person far away...Sehun.
("Hyung, what are you doing?") The voice on the other end of the line made Luhan smile. The voice sounded worried and nostalgic. Made Luhan smile wider than before.
"Hyung, are you talking to a naughty kid?"
("Hyung-ah...I'm not stubborn")
"Sehun isn't asleep yet? It's already late." Luhan smiled, asking out of habit when we were apart.
("Hun, are you waiting for Xiao Lu's call? Hun misses Xiao Lu)" Changed pronouns It made Luhan feel strangely frightened. It's been a while since Sehun called him like this. But this time I couldn't help but feel strangely disappointed.
"Sehunna...Xiao Lu, I'm sorry."
("Xiao Lu, why are you apologizing to Hun? Xiao Lu didn't do anything wrong. (Xiao Lu, don't say that.") Sehun couldn't help scolding Luhan. He didn't understand why Luhan was apologizing to him. Only Luhan knows why.
"Never mind it, Sehun, go to bed now...Good night, Xiao Lu's Sehun."
("Sweet dreams, Sehun's Xiao Lu")
The call was cut off, and Luhan clutched the phone tightly at his side. Crying without shame Chris stood and looked at his best friend's body. Chris knows the reason why. He is too. He was about to leave Lay and the members.
Snap a photo! Snap a photo! Snap a photo!
The sound of the shutter being pressed was shockingly loud. The flash from the big camera made us all rush to put on our sunglasses in the morning.
Today my face doesn't look dull at all. Well, I didn't wear makeup, neither did everyone because we had to fly back to Korea early in the morning.
Since staying at the hotel I haven't seen Chris yet. It wasn't until we arrived at the airport that we realized that Chris was missing!
"Aren't we going to wait for Chris first?"
I look the most confused right now. I kept asking for Chris. Walking slowly, sometimes almost falling over If Luhan hyung hadn't walked with me, I would definitely have collapsed in the middle of the airport.
“Kris will return to Korea later. Now we have to hurry and get on the plane." Luhan said, his free hand immediately grabbing my hand for me to follow.
...I'm worried about Chris...
A week has passed and Chris still hasn't returned to Korea. I called and called but no contact. Said that this number is not in use at all. Makes me feel sluggish
And then a week ago Luhan hyung was acting strangely. Touch your mobile phone a lot. And when a call came in, Luhan hyung would walk away from us and talk alone. Until I couldn't help but wonder.
Tomorrow I will have to travel to China to film a new movie. I want to try something new even though the work within the group is already tiring.
"what! Tui Jang is in Prague!!! Since when did you know, Luhan hyung?” Luhan hyung suddenly walked into the recording studio where I was. Walked in and said that Chris is in Prague. But Brother Lu's expression didn't look good, so I had to ask.
"Yesterday, but don't worry, it will come back soon."
[*Prague (
Prague)
or Praha (
Praha)
It is the capital and largest city in the Czech Republic]
"Does anyone else know about this?" I asked, my hand firmly gripping Luhan's arm.
“No, no one knows except the three of us. Don't tell anyone, please."
"But other people will..."
“Qing Qing, listen to me. If you tell others. How would it feel to be considered a traitor by others?” Luhan rubbed his younger brother's head in a comforting way. "Chris wants to rest. Let it go first or it will come back." After saying that, he pulled her body into a hug and rubbed her back to comfort her. Now her body was shaking so much that Luhan could feel it.
'I'm leaving the band'
Kris' short but touching words caused Luhan to turn around and look.
'What about Lay? Are you going to leave your younger brother?' Luhan asked. He knew every relationship. It's simply called Everyone in the group knows each other's relationships. Everyone is secretly dating each other. Who on the outside would accept it if they knew that male idols love each other? Korea and China are not very open about homosexuality.
'We're not leaving, we're just breaking up'
'So it's not the same? You guys broke up. Don't you feel sorry for him at all?...He loves you!' Luhan shouted. Is there any difference? 'Leave and quit'
'It's necessary. I'm fed up with this crazy company. Too many rules'
'Then it's up to you, Chris. You want to see your younger sibling sad, so do it,' Luhan warned.
'You're just like me, Lu. You will leave Sehun. Don't act like you're being nice.' Kris retorted. Luhan remained silent and didn't respond. Kris was right, he was too. Luhan chose to remain silent because he couldn't argue with the truth. Both of them really couldn't escape it. It's no different from a 'traitor' at all.
Today, the members all came to drop me off at the airport. Except for Chris who hasn't returned yet. And now there was only one hour left before boarding the plane. I checked in early and then grabbed something to eat at the airport instead. The company sent Dal Younghyung as a temporary manager while I went to work in China.
There were many fans who dared to come up to me and ask me to accept the letters they had written for me to read. But Dal Younghyung wouldn't let me accept it. So I secretly received it from someone who only offered it to me while walking and while I was eating snacks. It's good that Dal Younghyung came to control me. Not Ahreum Noona Otherwise, I probably wouldn't have received any letters from fans to read.
“Oppa, I bought you a doll.” A little girl ran towards me and handed me a dragon and a rabbit doll. I turned it over and looked at the back. Both dolls have letters sewn on them. Even though they weren't very pretty, I could feel the intention in sewing them both.
"Thank you." I smiled sweetly at him and patted his head before he bowed his head and hurriedly ran out. I looked along the small of my back outside the store and saw many cameras shooting in my direction. I smiled before putting the two dolls into my bag, even though I could only fit one of them. So I took the other one and hugged it tightly.
“On the eleventh day, I have to fly to Hangzhou. Going to film the second season of China's 'Running Man'," Dal Young Hyung told me about my schedule. I nodded in agreement.
“After that, I returned to Beijing to shoot a movie, and then returned to Korea in two days. Attend the 3rd anniversary celebration of
COEX MALL
Partnership of our company"
“Yes, hyung, you're tired from work. You can take a rest first. Thank you for your hard work.”
I accepted. Now I really want to return to Korea. By this time, Kris must have returned to Korea as well. Throughout my work, I could hardly concentrate on my work at all. Until the director ordered cut after cut until I started to get tired. I want to cry, but right now there's no one who lets me cry...really none.
The luxury smartphone I bought myself when I went to a concert in Japan last month was used. I plugged the white headphones into my band's music player and turned them on.
Come in and check the daily news.
"Chris
EXO
Left the band after filing a lawsuit
SM Entertainment
I would like to cancel the contract.”
˝When
XX
May 201
X
website
ALLKPOP
Reported that fans of the band
EXO
South Korea's most popular boy band You may have to encounter shocking news when Chris
EXO
Members of the band prepare to file a lawsuit against the agency.
SM Entertainment
To cancel the contract that was made together. Read more...˝
(Thank you news source from:
http://star.kapook.com/view88366.html)
Bang!
A luxury smartphone was dropped from his hand until it hit the dresser hard. Both headphones fell out of the ears. Its cord was hanging off the ground, but there was no time for me to pick it up.
He made himself consciously get up from the chair but didn't forget to pick up his original smartphone. Leave your new smartphone like that. He turned and walked out of the room, completely ignoring the person who tried to call him.
“Where are you going, Yixing? We haven't finished filming the movie yet!"
"Yi Qing!"
Bang!
"Beijing Airport." Standing and hailing a taxi amidst the flashing sounds of fans waiting in front of the studio, I hurriedly got into a taxi. Tell me where you want to go now.
As soon as I arrived, I quickly got out of the car but definitely didn't forget to pay. Walk in and reserve the fastest flight ticket without thinking about it. Fortunately, there were only seats left on the flight and we were leaving in half an hour.
"No taking pictures." I turned to the fans who were now bringing their cameras to take pictures of me. They obeyed each other and put the camera down. "Follow me until you're tired. Please go home. Or you can go to Beijing before returning.” I said in a normal manner, but my heart was hot like never before. Worried. I was worried.
“Are you stressed about Kris?” a woman from one of my fans asked after they argued over who should come talk to me.
"...Yes," I answered in a soft voice.
“Don't worry, Noona has my back.” She raised her fist and smiled at me.
"Thank you, Noona," I said gratefully, and the others surrounded me. We talked for a while and the sound of my flight name being announced suddenly sounded. I said goodbye to everyone before walking into the entrance.
2 hours later
"Brother Luhan! What happened here? Why did you say Tui Zhang would come back? And what is this contract complaint?!!” As soon as the plane landed I hurried out and hailed a taxi in front of the airport again until I arrived at the company. Walked into our dance practice room and immediately asked Luhan hyung.
“Calm down, Yixing hyung. You can talk slowly and leave." Baekhyun and Chanyeol came to stop me. Now my tears are flowing and I can't stop them.
"Brother Luhan already knew that Tui Zhang would do this, right?" I took a deep breath. Then he suppressed a sob and asked the other person.
"..." Luhan didn't answer but just nodded in response.
Bang!!
Not listening to anything, I hurriedly walked out of the dance practice room. Once again I cried harder than before.
Is it really over? My love with Kris is over. Will it end without saying goodbye? Brother Chris, why are you such a mean person? It's over. Where's the word?
FOREVER
For us now there is only
OVER
And is that right?
...Brother Chris is a mean person. Brother Chris, the person who doesn't keep his promises...
1 year has passed
Time often passes by so quickly like a novel. A year passed without Kris and Luhan. Yes, Luhan left the group. Just a short time that all 12 of us were together. After Kris left the band It's only been three months since Luhan hyung stepped away from the group. Luhan said goodbye to everyone except Sehun who didn't know anything.
After I came off the set at that time I was called back to continue filming. All the while, I tried to do everything perfectly, even though I sometimes got distracted. But the past response is considered good.
Brother Luhan keeps in touch with me. He doesn't abandon us like the other person. Luhan's hyung called and told him everything about how after leaving the group he became an actor instead. Chris is the same way. Brother Luhan always tells you that he is still in contact with Kris. We still talk together like before except we
EXO
All that wasn't talked about There was only Luhan.
("Now I'm in Korea. Can you come out and meet me?")
"Sure. Where is a good place? Do you want me to take Sehun with me?" I pretended to ask. There was silence on the other end of the line. Ah...that's too pointed.
("...No need. Lay came alone to the old dorm.")
"Yes, see you in ten minutes."
old dormitory
EXO
Brother Luhan made an appointment with him here. Many memories were revived. Old images were replayed over and over in my head. My lips now curl into a smile as I remember the old times.
All of a sudden!
“Ah! Who...?” I cried out when someone suddenly walked up behind me. Raise your hands and cover both of my eyes. I boldly touched that thick hand. But when he lightly touched the back of his hand, he immediately knew who it was...P'Kris.
"Tui Zhang..."
Just a moment.
"vigorous! It really is Tui Zhang.” He just called out that name softly. His whole body was pulled into a tight embrace.
"So whiny. Where are you, Lay, a man?" Chris pulled me out of the hug. His thumb gently spreads the tears away.
"crazy people! Whoever is a crybaby, I'm really a man."
"Let me prove it."
"Uh..." Before I could say anything, a warm palm cupped my face, allowing my lips to receive the crushing kiss. Before he could do anything to stop him, Chris' tongue slipped in first and swept the nectar in like crazy, as if wanting to make up for the years that had passed.
"Oh, please, wait, someone will see." I was the first to part my lips. I'm afraid that someone will see the two of us in a place like this.
"Will we meet again?"
"I don't know. The next day, how about we escape to a far away place together, like America, Spain, Turkey?" I suggested.
"Let me earn a lot of money first. Then take it away for a trip or buy it.
MCM
I'll give you the newest collection." You found a way to trick me. Do you think I'm fooled? The answer is that I'm lost, but I'm lost in the maze in Chris's heart. I really can't find a solution. Maybe...I've been lost for a long time.
"But I want Chris' heart more."
"How about you give it away, both your body and your heart? I gave it away a long time ago."
"Thank you. my body and heart I gave it to Chris as well." After that, I immediately stood up on tiptoe and kissed Chris. Both arms lifted up to wrap around his strong neck. Chris then put his strong arms in and hugged my waist. With just a little bit of force, Chris was able to lift me up until I was shocked and about to pull away but Chris wouldn't give in and pressed a tight kiss to my lips. up and down Until finally, my feet touched the ground and Kris's jagged lips pulled away.
"I love you Chris."
"I love Lay too. Kiss~"
"I'm back to fulfill the promise I made."
Brother Chris has come back to fulfill the promise his heart made. Chris hasn't forgotten me. I have never forgotten Chris either. We love each other secretly and will be like this forever. I just want to be in love with this man. That's enough.
A man named Kris ...or... Wu Yifan ♥
Ah...it's true. I forgot to call Sehun and tell him. But believe me, Luhan hyung might have already met Sehun.
-END-
It's finished. Thank you for (enduring) reading our rubbish novel.
If I have free time, I will come and correct the mistake for you.
*This story was written entirely to satisfy my own thoughts about Chrisley. The characters and story are not related to real life in any way. But for the fun of reading Don't hold us too seriously. Finish reading and then go comment, criticize, scold, whatever you want with the tag Jol.
KL
You can do it. Thank you >/<*