People often wake up late in the day. This article can be used forever as long as people are careless and neglectful...

My story is no different from that article. I live carelessly I gave up the most valuable thing in my life without even realizing it. It would be great if I had the chance to go back and fix it. But it wouldn't be of any use because the opportunity isn't for selfish people like me.

It happened a long time ago but it is still clear in my memory.

“Hello, Chris. Will you come back to your room to eat today?”

I call and ask like this every day, knowing that the answer is the same, but Park This Chanyeol couldn't help but call and ask his lover. How long have we not eaten together?

“Probably not. I have to continue working. That's it for now."

No need to wait for the other end of the line to answer, I immediately hung up. It's a habit I can't get rid of for this matter. Today I have a lot of work left over at the company. In fact, almost every day I tend to stay up late at work. By the time I get home, it's midnight almost every day. Today the company is as busy as ever.

I sat and worked until it was almost midnight. That's enough for today, tomorrow is my day off. So I took the remaining work to continue doing at home.

Crack

The sound of the door twisting and turning echoed in the darkness. Chris walked down the familiar path into his room and pressed on the light in the room. The lights came on and the body of the lover was seen lying on the sofa. Are you still here waiting for him? Tell me something I've never heard before.

“Chanyeol, Chanyeol,” a thick hand gently nudged his lover's arm, enough for him to feel it.

"Oh, oh, Chris is here?"

“Why don't you go sleep in your room?”

"I'm waiting for you. Have you eaten anything yet? I'll cook it for you. I'll warm it up for you."

“No need to, I'm not hungry. I'm going to take a shower and sleep.”

"Yes, then I'll go prepare some water."

"Thank you, but let's go to sleep. I'll do it myself." After saying that, Chris walked into the bathroom. Chanyeol only made a sad face. The two of them hardly spent the whole day together. Chris and I arrived in the room and hardly had time to talk. He just wants to take care of you.

The thin figure could only sigh and bring himself back into the bedroom. He came in and slept for a while but still didn't hear Chris open the door. Out of concern, afraid that something dangerous will happen to the person you love? Chanyeol then got up and opened the door. I see my lover working here. It's already 1:00 a.m. Isn't tomorrow a holiday?

It's true that tomorrow is a Christmas holiday. It's best to invite me to go on a trip. The two of them hadn't gone out together in a long time.

Chanyeol smiled at his own thoughts. He closed the door softly and lay back on the bed for a while before falling asleep.

Chris was sitting outside working and couldn't bear the sleepiness so he had to put his work on hold. The tall figure got up and stretched and walked into the room.

“Oh, are you asleep?” the tall man said softly. He glanced at the clock and it was past one o'clock and he lay down to sleep. Rest was what he needed now.

Chanyeol woke up startled as usual, it was already 6:00 in the morning. He wakes up at this time regularly.

His bedroom had no morning sunlight to wake him up because Chris hated the sun and it interfered with his sleep. It's different from Chanyeol who likes the warm morning sun, but he doesn't want to offend Kris because he knows Kris needs to rest.

The slender figure got up to arrange his personal business and then came to prepare breakfast for himself and his lover. Today he arranged a special meal because it was Chris' holiday. As expected, today he will ask Chris to go out. Not long after he finished cooking this meal, it was truly a special meal.

There were only Kris' favorite things. Chanyeol smiled at his handiwork.

"Ah, it's 8:00 a.m. I'd better go wake up Chris." After saying that, he walked into the bedroom.

"P'Chris, wake up and eat breakfast first." I called out to P'Chris and gently shook his arm.

“Brother Kris,” the tall man refused to answer. He knew how sleepy Chris was but it was late and he should get up and eat first.

“What is this? Can you sleep without disturbing me?” Chris shouted, his eyes still open. He covered his head with a blanket as if he wanted to escape everything outside.

“It's already late. You'll get a stomach bug, Chris." I know he wants to rest, but people can't help but worry. After finishing eating, you can go to bed later.

“Pa..” Before he could finish his sentence, the tall figure shouted out.

“Chanyeol! I'm going to bed. You're tired. Don't be an idiot!” I was startled by the shouting sound of the other party. I have understood. I quickly walked out of the bedroom because I didn't want to look like a fool.

Chris's side shouted like that and he immediately fell back to sleep. Now that he cares about anything, all he wants right now is sleep.

After walking out, Chanyeol sat with a sad face and looked at the food he had cooked with all his skill. Chris hadn't eaten his own food in a long time.

He still remembered that when they were first together, Kris would always beg him to make breakfast for him.

In the evening, I hurried back to my room to eat his food every evening. Chris always said that his food was delicious. We travel together every week. When Chris went to work in a new company, he had to go to a seminar in another province. Chris kept crying and acting like a child and didn't want to go because he didn't want to be away from him. We had to solve the problem by talking to each other every day.

Chanyeol sat and thought about the past and couldn't help but smile. Since then, it's been 2 years since we've been together. When did their once sweet married life disappear? For the past several months, Chris has been working and can be described as a workaholic. He was doing so much work that he almost forgot to go back to his room.

In the morning I rushed out and some days I still didn't eat anything and in the evening I came back late every day.

The food that Chanyeol made was already a widow waiting for Kris.

Someone once said that times change, people change. Today they believe it. I really believe it. Chanyeol wiped the tears from his face. No, he couldn't act weak. Just this matter doesn't make this Chanyeol weak.

Deceive yourself. How long can people deceive themselves? The brain can never conquer the heart.

Well, after waking up, Kris lay in bed for a while thinking about the morning and felt guilty for yelling at Chanyeol like that. Today he had to work a little longer, so the tall man got up to take a shower. Opening the door to the room, Chanyeol was not there.

“Where has he gone?” Chris muttered to himself. I hope I don't act stupid and make him follow me. Chris walked to the dining table and saw a note on it.

ฺ

I'll come down and do the laundry. <3

A message written in Chanyeol's curly handwriting was posted. Huh. Kris smiled softly.

Today's food is all delicious. Chris went into the room to take care of his personal business and came out to eat.

Delicious as usual After eating, he sat at the table to continue working. This was a very big project for him because it would prove his worth to the company and if the job went well, he would be promoted. position as well Due to his talent and young age, he was often repulsed by seniors in the company, including the fact that he used the line of being the son of the company owner.

This is therefore a job to prove that people like Chris are capable enough to work here and not because of anyone else.

“I'm back.” Chanyeol pretended to be cheerful in his voice.

“Brother Chris, what are you doing? Is there anything I can help you with?” the figure asked with innocence. His big, sweet eyes were now hiding pain. Will Chris ever know?

“What will help us? Do we pretend to go and see?

TV

Please.” The answer made Chanyeol feel a little hurt but he chose to continue acting cheerful. A clear figure came to sit and watch.

TV

But his mind wasn't focused on it at all. He kept secretly looking at his lover who was sitting at work, looking for an opportunity to speak up but didn't dare.

“Is something wrong, Chanyeol?”

“Yes, that is.” The figure debated whether or not to speak. Chris looked in a bad mood.

“Hurry up and tell me, I will continue working.”

“Today is a holiday. Why do you have to work? Do you know how much of a workaholic you are?!” The effort ended, Chanyeol shouted out in anger and hurt. Was talking to him a waste of time? Chris didn't say anything, just shook his head and went back to work.

Chanyeol suppressed his emotions and walked out of the room. This isn't the first time we've argued. It wasn't a violent argument or insults. When they fought, Kris never acted angry or anything. He acted like Chanyeol's anger was nonsense and stupid. He kept quiet and never explained anything like this. It made Chanyeol even more hurt than before.

It was like a pin was stuck in his heart. It didn't kill him at all, but it caused us to suffer. The wound wasn't big, but it hurt. hurts all the time

Chanyeol chose to take a taxi to the place where his and Kris' memories were, the Han River, where we first met.

Chris sits at work and doesn't know the day or time. He put a lot of effort into this job. So much so that I forget everything. He worked until after 8 p.m. His stomach was beginning to feel hungry. He walked into the kitchen and saw the food his lover had made since morning. Is it true that Chanyeol went out and hasn't come back yet? Kris picked up a mobile phone that barely had Chanyeol's number on it and dialed his lover, but there was no answer.

He pressed repeatedly several times, but there was no indication that the other end of the line would answer. He threw his cell phone away in anger and went to sit down and continue working, but he wasn't mentally working so he kept looking at the door alternating with his cell phone. It's already 9:00 p.m. and why hasn't Chanyeol come back yet?

Restless, he understood this word now.

Kris quickly picked up the car keys and rushed out to look for Chanyeol. He asked the guard in front of the condo. The guard said he saw Chanyeol take a taxi and go somewhere. He doesn't know. Chris tried to drive to find where he thought his lover was going but there was no sign.

The tall man gave up and drove the car to park near the Han River.

“Oh my gosh, where have you gone, Chanyeol?” His strong hand smashed the car steering wheel several times as if it were the wrong person.

“Called and didn't answer. Why are you acting like this?” Chris sighed, guilt gnawing at his heart. He got out of the car and looked up at the Han River Bridge. Yes, the Han Chanyeol River must definitely be here. Why didn't he think of it from the beginning? The young man hurriedly walked in search of his lover. The more he thought of that sweet face, the more worried he was to the point of madness. The late it was, the more dangerous it was. Chris hurried his steps faster.

“Young man, are you looking for someone?” a nice old man greeted Chris.

"Looking for someone. Uncle, can you see me?"

“You seem like a person with big eyes and a sweet face. I saw him sitting almost there."

“Yes, thank you very much.” Chris bowed in thanks to the old man and was about to start running.

“Wait, young man.”

“What is it?”

“Our lives are short. Take good care of your heart.” The old man finished speaking and gave Chris a small smile and walked away. Chris heard this and his heart twitched. Take care of your heart, Chanyeol! Chris immediately ran in the direction the old man had told him. It wasn't wrong that he met Chanyeol's sweet face, which now looked so dull that he felt pity on his face.

Kris felt relieved as he stood there looking at Chanyeol. Are you crying too?

Did he make Chanyeol cry? Those beautiful eyes that he fell in love with from the first time he saw him and promised himself that they would never become dull and bring tears. But now he can't keep his promise. Chanyeol seemed to feel that someone was looking at his thin body and immediately turned around but didn't see anyone. Out of fear, Chanyeol immediately got up and ran. He immediately called a taxi back to the condo.

Kris, who was hiding from Chanyeol, saw Chanyeol running and burst out laughing.

When Chanyeol walked into the room, he didn't see Kris there. The light figure immediately turned sad because he thought that Chris had gone out to work again. So he prepared to take a shower and sleep.

Kris drove behind the taxi Chanyeol was riding all the way to the condo. Chris drove his car to the parking lot where he sat and thought about the past events.

"What you're doing is for the two of us, Chanyeol. Please be patient."

The young man walked up to the room and found the body of his lover sleeping on the bed. Chris walked over and sat next to the bed, gently and lovingly kissing his lover's lips.

“I'm a bit tired,” he said, then walked into the bathroom. That touch easily brought tears to Chanyeol's eyes. Chanyeol isn't asleep, he won't be able to sleep if Kris doesn't come back.

2 weeks have passed

It's been a very stressful and stressful two weeks for Chris. He's barely gone home or contacted his loved ones. He's practically spent his life at the company, but it's coming to an end because of the work he's put in and put in. What we have been doing for many months has been successful. Only tomorrow is the presentation of this big project.

“Today we can disperse and go home. Let's go home and find a wife and children."

“Everyone go, see you tomorrow.”

Kris immediately returned to the condo and called Chanyeol to prepare a special meal because he had something to surprise him. Chanyeol, who received the call from Kris like that, was so happy that he almost cried. He hurriedly prepared many of Kris' favorite things and set the table. Sitting and waiting for a long time, Chris never came. So I decided to call Chris and called several times before Chris answered.

“Where is Brother Kris? Is something wrong?”

“Uh, it's Chanyeol. I'm sorry, but work has caused me a little problem. I'm working on solving it. It's very important that Chanyeol understands you, you're a good person.”

“It's very important, right?” It's more important than my feelings, right?

“Yes, I'm really sorry. Chanyeol ate first, I probably wouldn't be back in time. Tomorrow, I'll take you to dinner to make amends.”

"Oh, all right. Just concentrate on working."

I'm really sorry, Chanyeol. It's only tomorrow. Please wait for me, my good friend. young man talking to himself

I feel quite angry that my worker made a mistake even though he had already done it. It made me have to sit and edit the work all over again. It's a small job. When the work was finished, they dispersed to their homes, although some had not even made it to their homes since the first round. There were some people who couldn't take it anymore and asked to stay at the company.

Crack!

There was a sound of the door being twisted and Chris brought his work and put it on the table to prepare for a presentation tomorrow. It's already 1:00 AM and I don't want to take a shower. Chris changed his clothes and lay down next to his lover.

“Sweet dreams, my darling.”

“Good night to you too, my darling.”

Then the two of them fell asleep together.

"Hello, sir. I'm going out. Don't forget, sir. See you later."

"Chris, let's eat first."

“No, Chanyeol, you go first. See you in the evening."

"I'll wait," the thin figure sighed, feeling hurt, but not for long because today he had dinner with Chris. Why should he sit down and pray that Chris' work would be more successful?

As for Chris, who was in a hurry because he woke up late on an important day, he hurried to drive to the company as quickly as possible in this extremely congested situation.

"Christ, any work comes quickly. Get ready."

“Here, I've made all the corrections and you can check again.” Chris stood up for his cousin who was his boss.

"Hey Chris, you forgot your plan."

"What is it? Look carefully before I bring it to every event."

“Well, are you in the car or not? You go take a look.” Chris hurriedly ran down to look at the car, but there was none, so he hurriedly called Han Geng.

"Oh, I don't have any. What should I do?"

"I'll go back to my room and get it. Make sure you forget it."

“No Chris, you have to prepare. Take it like this and let someone else take it for you.”

"No one knows my condo."

“That's true, then give this to Chanyeol and give it to me. He knows the company, right?”

“But Chanyeol doesn't know how to drive.”

“Take a taxi and hurry up and call your girlfriend, Chris. There isn't much time left. If you want to be successful, do as I tell you.”

Chris debated for a while. If he went back and got it himself, he probably wouldn't be in time. Sigh, why are there so many obstacles like this?

Kris calls Chanyeol.

"Hello, what's going on, Chris?" A bright voice sounded on the other end of the line.

"Chanyeol, look on your desk. Is there a big roll of paper lying around?"

"Why?"

"Hurry up and take a look."

"Haha, there's a place where it's written as a plan.

xx

Is that right?"

“That's Chanyeol. Hurry and bring it to me at the company. Come quickly, Chanyeol."

"Huh, Kris Chanyeol will go quickly." Chanyeol quickly grabbed Kris's work and rushed down to call a taxi.

"Go to the company.

WU FAM

Ha"

Anxious: Chanyeol felt very anxious because he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to get his work to Kris in time. Because listening to Chris's voice, he must be in a hurry. He didn't want Chris' work to be damaged. There was really a lot of traffic jams.

"Is there a tight way? Please take me."

"Okay, I'll take you there." The driver, who saw Chanyeol's expression, could tell that he was in a hurry.

It's too late.

"Ha, Brother Chris."

"Where are you, Chanyeol?"

"Almost there, Chris. Please wait a moment."

"Brother, can you speed up a little?"

"It's full. Even though it's a tight road, the cars aren't clear."

In a few moments, Chanyeol arrived and hurriedly stood up and handed the money to the driver. Raise your hand and look at the clock. There is still half an hour left.

Too bad

“Has Chanyeol arrived yet?”

"We're here," Chanyeol answered the phone while crossing the road.

"Wait for me in front of the company. I'm going down."

“Huh?” Chanyeol walked across the street at the same moment the light turned red. The slender figure who was bending over to pick up his phone didn't notice that a sedan traveling at speed crashed into Chanyeol's body. Floated and fell on the road.

"Scream! Someone got hit by a car."

Kris, who was running from the company, saw a lot of people gathering in the street to look at something. The sound of police cars and ambulances was loud everywhere. Kris immediately looked for Chanyeol but couldn't find him. He could only pray that he would Don't let anything happen to Chanyeol.

"Someone got hit by a car. It's very scary."

"I don't know what I saw on my cell phone."

Chris's tall body shot straight into the place where people were watching. I wish it wasn't. It mustn't be. His long legs started to falter, his heart pounding loudly. Slowly weeding people in. No.

The tall Cha Chanyeol collapsed as soon as he saw the body of the person hit by the car.

"Chanyeol, no Chanyeol, who did this to us? Who did Chanyeol?"

"What's wrong with Chanyeol? Are you with Chanyeol? Don't leave me."

"Sir, please give us a way to take the injured person to the hospital." Chanyeol's body was taken to the hospital car with Kris riding along.

"Chanyeol, wake up Chanyeol."

"Oh, P'Kris. Oruk, P'Kris."

"Chanyeol Chanyeol"

"Don't cry. Don't cry."

“No Chanyeol, I'm sorry, I love you. Don't leave me."

"I love you. I love you very much. I'm sorry I didn't give you work."

"No, Chanyeol, you don't have to talk and drive faster."

"I have something to give you as well. This is what we said we wanted. The tall figure took out a ring box from his bag and lovingly put it on Chanyeol, his hands trembling uncontrollably.

"Chanyeol, I love you. Don't be anything."

“I love you too, Kris. I love you very much.” Chanyeol's soft voice came through the ventilator.

"The ring is beautiful. I like it very much," the thin figure said through tears. His lips tried to lift up a smile, but it was so difficult at this time. Even when breathing, I still can't take it.

“Chanyeol knows that you love me, right? Don't leave me."

"I know, I know." A hand rose with the last of its strength and gently caressed Chris's hand.

“If I'm not here, you have to take good care of yourself. Go to bed on time There is no one to cook for you, so I have to learn to eat other people's cooking."

"No, Chanyeol, no."

"Don't work too hard. I'm worried."

The ambulance arrived at the hospital where the nurses and nurses crowded around Chanyeol's body to take him to the emergency room. Kris ran after the bed the nurse had cleared until he reached the front of the room.

"Relatives of the injured please wait outside."

"Please help my girlfriend."

The nurse looked at Chris with pity. The emergency room door was closed. The unconscious body is currently being resuscitated. Chris waited impatiently in front of the room. He hated, hated waiting. Waiting without knowing the destination Tears flowed down his eyes continuously. Chris was not ashamed of anyone at this time.

Chanyeol, I'm sorry, don't leave me.

It's too late.

"Chris!!! What happened? Where are you?"

"Cha, Chanyeol got hit by a car, hyung."

“Chris, please calm down. Don't worry about this matter, I'll take care of it for you."

"thank you very much"

"Chris, I'm sorry."

"No need to apologize, I understand."

"I hope Chanyeol is safe. That's all for now. I'll hurry up and leave this way."

"Yes." Chris hung up his phone exhausted. It's all ruined, it's all ruined

I don't know how long he sat here waiting. Is waiting this painful? How much had he let Chanyeol wait for him? The more he thought about it, the guilt gnawed at his heart.

"Kris, how are you?"

"mother"

"Kris saw his mother and quickly hugged her. "Mom, Chanyeol, will Chanyeol be okay?"

"Calm down, children," Chris's mother consoled her beloved son, who was now feeling like he had lost his mind.

"You must be okay. Keep your cool. Your mother is coming soon."

We consoled each other until our son calmed down and looked forward to the results at the emergency room.

"Brother?"

"Little Hyorin, how is Chanyeol?" The young woman cried until she was shaking until her husband had to come in to comfort her.

"Mom, Dad, I'm sorry." Kris knelt in front of Chanyeol's parents.

“It was my fault for not taking good care of Chanyeol. It's my fault."

"Get up, son. Mom and Dad aren't angry at us at all. I understand."

The four sat and waited anxiously for the results from the doctor. The sobbing sound was endless.

Soon the doctor came out.

"Relatives of the patient, please come this way."

Chanyeol's parents and I went to meet the doctor in the room.

"It's like this. The patient received a severe head concussion and a torn lung. There were many abrasions on his body."

“And how is he, doctor?

I want everyone to accept it. Sick people may not be able to return to normal life.”

“What do you mean, doctor? The patient is now alive but will probably never wake up, meaning he may be a sleeping prince. It may be temporary or forever.”

"Huh, Chanyeol, my son."

"Is there no chance of a cure at all, Doctor?"

“The patient's brain is quite severely damaged. If he recovers, it may not be at 100% as usual, but the chance of recovery is less than ten percent, so I want everyone to take heart. Right now I can't visit patients. Wait until you can move out of the emergency room.”

After listening to what the doctor said, he nearly fell to his feet. Chanyeol's mother cried until she fainted. The nurse had to hurry and take him for treatment. His mother and Chanyeol's father rushed to check on his condition.

Chris sat alone on the hospital balcony, tears streaming down his face as he thought of his lover's face. It was his fault that Chanyeol had to bring things to him. If he hadn't forgotten it, Chanyeol wouldn't have had to come out and get hit by a car like this. He hasn't taken good care of Chanyeol once, why must fate hurt him like this?

God, please have mercy on me.

"Chris, please go home first. Tomorrow we'll come and see the new kid. Regarding the car that hit my little one, tomorrow the police will call us to come and give a statement. Mom and Aunt Hyorin will go too."

"Yes, mother."

After giving evidence and prosecuting the driver, Chris rushed to the hospital immediately. While other people had come in advance, Chris had to deal with work at the company, so he was late.

"Little Chris has moved to a special room."

"Is it true, Mom?" Chris ran over as soon as he received a call from his mother.

Chanyeol's tears flowed once more when he saw the state of his lover lying peacefully with cords everywhere.

The doctor told me to wait and see the symptoms for a while. You may also need brain surgery.

Kris moved closer to Chanyeol's body and rubbed his big hand down on the ring he wore for Chanyeol in the car before arriving at the hospital.

"Here's Chanyeol's gift that you're going to surprise me with. The ring that Chanyeol said he liked. I bought it with my own money. Chanyeol, can you hear me? Please wake up. I'm waiting for you. Everyone, please. I'm waiting for you."

"Chris, that's enough, kid. Take it easy."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Everyone saw Chris's fuss and couldn't stand it. Even Chanyeol's strong father had tears in his eyes. He truly chose the wrong person to take care of his child.

Chanyeol's father and mother asked to leave before friends went to get clothes to stay the night.

Not long after Chris' mother returned.

Kris was left alone. Kris sat holding Chanyeol's hand, delirious and calling until he fell asleep.

"Chris, Mommy's here. You can go back and get some rest. I'll take care of you."

"Yes, mother. I'm really sorry for not taking good care of you."

"It's okay, child. Stop blaming yourself. From now on, no matter what happens to him, we will take care of him until the end. I believe that one day there will be a miracle."

"I will take care of you as best I can. I won't leave him anywhere."

"Thank you, child."

Days passed like this, months passed, two months passed, and Chanyeol showed no signs of waking up. After brain surgery, the doctors still couldn't give an answer as to whether Chanyeol would have a chance to come back. silk Kris is still in the same room where he used to live with Chanyeol, but now the room looks so large that Kris isn't used to it.

He wakes up to go to work with an empty mind. In the evening, Kris rushes back to watch Chanyeol at the hospital every day. Even when there are meetings late at night, Kris still comes. If Chanyeol's condition gets better, he wants to take Chanyeol back to his room together. He'll ask to work at home so he can take care of Chanyeol closely.

Three months have passed.

"Dear relatives of the patient, now the patient's condition has improved, his response has improved and he can move back to his home. But the cost is high and the care must be taken care of closely with the patient."

"I'm okay, doctor."

After finishing talking with the doctor, Kris returned to watch Chanyeol again. A lover who used to have a bright face The face is always tinged with a smile. The smile that made him fall in love, but now Chanyeol looked much thinner.

"Moving the little one to the room would be good too, so Chris wouldn't get tired from going back and forth."

"Yes, mother."

"If you are close to the person you love Maybe his leg will come back to life.” Chanyeol's mother gave a gentle smile.

“Then today, mother will return first. Please give it to me, Chris."

“Don't worry, Mom. Have a safe trip."

Kris walked over to Chanyeol's hospital bed, his long hand gently caressing him lovingly.

“Chanyeol, hurry up and come back with me. Come back and let me take care of you in a way that we can feel it. I want to apologize for everything."

Tears that didn't do much good fell down Chris's cheeks again.

He leaves Chanyeol's bed to continue the work he left off.

Each minute passed by so long, only the sound of the ventilator and the hum of the air conditioner comforted the heart of the person who had made a mistake......

"Even miracles take time."

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Light the fireworks. Hey, before the wedding was over, asthma started to form in my throat. This is a short fic that corrects a bit about our studies. Whoever came to read this far, thank you very much. I may not dress very well, but I did my best <3 Let's love Krisyeol together for a long time.