The girl who was heartbroken It made her not dare to open her heart and accept anyone. When he walked in causing her to start learning And her being alone all this time makes her 'lonely'. Will he be able to pull her out of her loneliness?

Who said 'being alone is fun'? It's true that being alone is fun. We want to do anything. You don't have to please anyone. You don't have to worry about anyone. But sometimes being alone 'Lonely...too'

I am another person who lives with loneliness. I once dated a man who promised not to leave me alone. In the end, he left me alone. But thank you for not leaving it in the middle of the road or I would have gotten hit by a car. It's been 914 days since his release. I'm enjoying living alone and I'm starting to feel lonely when I'm alone with another person sitting in my heart.

A man began to come into my life in 365. The day before I got used to living alone Having fun alone But when this man stepped in, he made being alone no longer 'fun'.

“Can you take him to the bank?”

“You went to eat with friends.”

“Let's go read a book.”

“Let him help you.”

“Please teach me this subject.”

This is just a sample of words throughout 365. The day he talked to me often when we went out to eat together. My relationship with him is only 'friend'. He still doesn't dare to be with me personally, he doesn't even dare to hold my hand. He didn't dare eat the same dish, nor did he dare take a photo together.

He still doesn't have the courage to go out with me and I still don't feel 'in love' with this guy because I'm still unsure about what he's doing. And I'm still not sure about my feelings. Right now I still like living alone, but me and him are starting to get more attached to each other.

“What are you going to do?

The Bloom TV Pool”

His voice came through on the other end of the phone when I called to say I was going on a trip. “Are you going alone?”

“So, do you want to go with him?” I asked.

"It's better not to go alone. Be careful. I'm worried."

I often travel by car, but why isn't it fun this time? I'm starting to feel lonely from going alone, but I wasn't like this before. Is it because of his 'concerned' words? But heck, I drove around and stopped to take some photos, which is normal for people who like to travel. Then upload it to online society and that's it.

“This is you.” I drove to his dorm with the souvenirs I bought for him.

“When you came back, why didn't you go back to the dorm first?” I scolded as soon as I saw my face, “Thank you for the souvenir.”

"It's okay, let's go back first."

"Oh, and I forgot to take the medicine." Can you just say that without rubbing your head? All tangled up

I returned to the shower room to wash my hair. before looking for food to eat Today I must have slept since early evening. After driving all day, he must have had a fever and was about to go to sleep.

Ding...Ding, the phone line is ringing. I opened it immediately.

[Take sleeping pills, Fatty] Change your pronouns, you idiot. The person who sent it was him.

[Yes, good night.]

“This is you,” came the voice of a young female friend walking over. “Tomorrow, he's going to camp with the club.” I forgot that my female friend was a traveling teacher club. Travel often. "Go for 3 days, come back on Wednesday. You take care of yourself too.”

“Uh huh.”

"But you and that person aren't lovers anymore?"

“Not yet.”

"You've been talking to him for a year." He walked over and sat on the bed with me. “It is impossible to have feelings just as friends.”

“Well...”

"It shows often. They say you're trying to open up."

"Open your mind?" Is that what I have to do? “I'll try.”

I have class today but I still feel a headache. I suspect it's because of the sunshine yesterday. Will I be able to handle it? I'm going to say that my body is still hot. There was only an hour of class this morning. I'm going to see the doctor this afternoon. I'm just about to go get the car.

“Fat guy” is the only person who can be called that.

“What do you say?”

"I'm not feeling well. Are you going to study again?"

“Go.”

"Then we'll send you." Why do you know that I'm sick? And why did you send me away? "Matt called to tell me this morning before leaving that he saw you had a fever." He hasn't asked yet.

“So I had you come watch over me.”

“Something like that” can be done like this, my young friend. “We don't have class in the afternoon. Do you have classes?”

"no"

"Then I'll take you to the hospital. Meet me in front of the mart."

“Uh huh.”

Finally, I was able to study in the morning like this. I have a fever and am sitting in a room with a temperature of almost 20 degrees. I suspect it is.

Hyperthemic

No, after school I came to the mart. Come and wait. Even though I have a fever, are you here to take care of me like this? From taking him to the doctor, taking him to the dormitory, buying porridge, what can he do that well?

“You work at opening the computer. What did you leave behind?” He can come into my dorm. Because I rented a room in front of the university, everyone was able to enter and even came to show my work.

“The work due tomorrow is finished. There's a print left."

“We'll print it for you.”

He ran the printer and did the parts I couldn't do myself. He's done everything so well to me, I should open up to him. Even when I'm fine Or when I'm sick, there's always 'him' beside me. You can tell me where you saw me. Definitely saw him there.

Having him around has allowed me to make more new friends, make more friends from different fields, and I'm starting to enjoy having friends.

“You,” he called me as they came to eat together. “Do you remember my tall girl friend? Can white people come and tutor together?”

“Ah, I remember.”

“He likes that girl.” Huh, is there someone you like? “Please give me some advice.”

“First you have to have courage.” It's true that I'm happy to advise him. But I also felt strange that he came to consult on this kind of matter. And not just once.

He often came to consult about flirting. He came to vent about being ignored by girls. He often talked about his relationships with other girls. It felt strange to me. It is up to me to advise him in this matter. But what cares so much when he and I are just 'friends'? No matter how anyone views the two of us, it doesn't matter. But my current status with him is only 'friend'.

As long as I'm happy with 'him' that's enough.

“What the hell is going on with you two?” shouted an angry voice from my female friend who knew about me and him. "Are you still lovers? You're so attached to each other that everyone thinks you two are lovers already."

"do not know"

“Honestly, how do you really feel about it?”

"I don't know. Sometimes it's just happy and fun to have friends."

"Oh, so he's not your friend?" I felt hurt.

“I'm happy, but in different ways.”

“If you like it, tell me not to leave it for too long.”

“Please give us some time.”

The 365 days we've talked are long enough to prove it, but for me it's not enough. I started to feel strange. It seems like I'm lonely already.

And I've known him for 730 years. Today is the time to enter into practice. I did an internship near an educational institution. Only he went back to his hometown to intern. There wouldn't be time to see each other for 120 days. We play 280 kilometers apart from each other. We should meet again in the next 120 days.

“You,” the voice from the other end of the phone called. “We haven't seen each other in a long time.”

“Just 4 months, it sounds like we'll be apart for a long time.”

“I miss you.”

“Don't be overbearing.”

“Then can you confirm with him?” Is there anything else?

“Confirm what?”

“I assure you that the two of us will finish together.”

“Walking up to year 4 And then we'll finish together."

“Then can you confirm that we will be together?”

“Well, we're already together. Well, we're friends now."

"friend?"

“Yes, you are my best friend.”

"Yes"

Since that day I haven't seen him for 4 months. I want to call but I'm afraid he won't be available. I'm afraid I'll say hello because he has a lot of work. I'm starting to get 'lonely' and when I don't have him I start to 'miss'. And also, it's only been 1 month and I still miss and feel this lonely. How much will it take for 4 months to pass? I'm trying to do many things to forget him.

But what he did was make me miss him even more. How can I forget playing together for 500 days, playing apart like this? 'Well...I'm lonely'

Until one day

"Let's go on a trip." I called and invited him. "Let's go.

TheMall

Let's go together.”

"When"

"Right now" I just woke up. "Don't refuse. We'll be there in 10 minutes."

"But he hasn't eaten yet."

“Go ahead and eat.”

Damn it, I have to comply with his request. Just hearing the sound makes me feel good.

Soon he came to pick me up at the dormitory to catch a minibus.

The mal

If it were me, I'd probably be racing a motorcycle. But now I'm going with him.

“Are you drunk from driving?” someone asked again.

“No.” I picked up the earphones and connected them to the phone. I was about to insert them into my ears when the other side of the earphone was pulled. “Hey, what is that?”

“Listen too.” I was just about to select the song. “Listen to this song.” He snatched the phone from my hand. To go and select the song yourself

Please love me, please love me. won't make you sad I know I can't fight him compared to anyone you have.

But can you choose me? I will take good care of you. Please ask your heart again because in my whole heart there is only you.

You know how to choose songs instead of giving my phone back. But instead he took my phone and did something.

"If you want to play, that's fine, just don't open the mail." I have a lot of important work to do.

“Why are you talking to a man?”

“A lot of work.”

“Uh.”

After sitting for a long time, it felt like there were more people in the car. Now he and I are so close to each other that we can possess each other.

“Do you want him to stand?” someone asked again. You are a man.

“You have to stand.”

“He has two options for you.” There is a trade-off. "One, you sit on his lap." Oh, what? I definitely didn't choose this one. "Two, he sits on your lap."

“Asking for option 3, you stand.”

“I don't accept jokes at all.”

Finally, he stood until he was standing in front of me as well. Good thing the headphone cable is long enough or it'll break. What annoys me right now is this sound of my stomach growling. I know I'm hungry.

"Are you very hungry?" Is your stomach growling that much? I can hear it too.

“I'm hungry.”

"Come on, I'll take care of you."

“It must be like that.”

Once you've reached your goal, don't talk about anything else. Now food must come first. Sitting and eating food next to each other after 120 days of being apart, suddenly invited to come visit and feel happy. Right now I'm ordering a dish alone, and the table is almost full. When the food comes, why are you waiting? Eat it. This time, he came in a different way than before, because last time he didn't give me a dish. But this time, I'll give it to you as well.

“For the past 4 months, haven't you eaten anything, have you gotten fat?” he asked while I was eating. “I haven't seen you in a long time, you've gotten fatter.”

"Funny, he lost 2 pounds."

"I miss him refusing to eat or sleep."

"Crazy" is probably talking to myself.

"Come back and I'll make you fatter. I won't let you be skinny anymore."

“If you make yourself fat, you'll make yourself fat again.”

"It's good to be fat so no one will flirt with you."

“Are you jealous or worried about your friend?”

"I'm worried." His words didn't sound like he was confident at all.

"Really"

“Come on, hurry up and eat.”

Do you have a friend or a father? It's so fierce. In the end, we continue eating together, don't expect there will be food left on the table. I haven't eaten yet. One-fourth of the time, but this time he came in strangely. Sitting and staring at me in a strange way, smiling in a strange way. Is something wrong?

“Did you just invite me to eat?” I asked after walking out of the restaurant. Right now I'm eating ice cream and eating it. It's delicious.

“Do you want to watch a movie?”

“There's nothing fun about movies these days.”

"That means I've come to see it." That's right. Because it's a dog protection stick for this female friend. “But who did you come with?”

“It's with Matt.” Then why do you ask? “And who do you want him to come with?”

“Then next time let's watch a movie together.”

"okay"

"It has to be like this." Why don't you crush me? My hair has completely lost its shape. “Is the ice cream delicious?”

“Delicious”

"I'd like to taste it too." Not yet given permission. He bent down and bit the other side from the side I was eating. “Really delicious.”

“Seize it.”

“Come on, make yourself free tomorrow. I'm going to take you on a trip and..." His eyes looked at me from head to toe. He understood that I wasn't a pretty person. You didn't have to look like that. "Pants." Hey, I quickly used my other hand to pull down my pants. I'm wearing shorts here. "Put on long pants or you'll get black. Moreover, there is no more space for darkness.”

“Damn…” I wanted to curse but couldn't.

“Let's go.”

Oh, my hand. I turned to look at my hand. It had already been taken. The hand of the person who grabbed my hand. It's his hand. Why did you dare to hold him tighter than before?

This time, he brought me to Lanya where there was some kind of event, and there was food for sale as well. There is also a photo corner. At this event, food must come. They took me to walk around the whole event. Take me to eat this. Both things I've eaten and things I've never eaten, especially the meatballs with chili paste sauce, which are very spicy. I bought them for 20 baht for two people to eat, especially since I don't like spicy food. The more he urged him to eat.

“Let's eat,” I brushed it off at him. “The last piece, my girlfriend is beautiful.”

“If you say that last piece has you as my boyfriend, I will eat it.” Um, then I can eat it myself. I can pick it up and eat it. “Hey, don't you really want to be my boyfriend that much?”

“Well.”

“I'm sorry.”

“Now please give him some water.” It's so spicy I can't take it. He went to buy a glass of water. I'm the one who eats after him, just sucking water from a straw.

“Ugh, this indirect kiss. Drink water from the same tube as well.”

“Hahahaha” I almost choked on this. What the hell were you saying? I even stopped sucking the water immediately. “Are we going back yet?”

“I'm still not full, why would I go back?”

"He's full." He's not full. But now I want to go back. Being with him starts to feel this strange thing. Hey, that's a lot of sugar candy. I haven't eaten in a long time. “Let's eat palm sugar candy.”

"How do you say you're full?"

“I'm not full yet.” I immediately ran to the snack shop. He walked behind me later. "Do you want to eat? Sugar palm snack is delicious." I picked up a piece and ate it first. Picking up the organ, I turned to him. Hey, did you secretly take a photo of him? Why is the phone in front of us? But what the heck, “Do you want to eat?”

“Oh,” he smiled at me before eating. “Do you like sugar candy?”

“Uh huh.”

“Dek Jang” What does this have to do with sugarcane? I only bought 4 pieces. I can't eat much.

Did you think that I would be full and he would take me to find more to eat? Plus, there's also taking photos. They don't just take them to eat, they often take them into clothing stores, both women's and men's, acting like they're lovers and then going on a date.

“You take a picture together,” he invited as they reached the courtyard where the photo was set up. We've been close for almost 2 years and have never had a photo together. Come this time, let's take a photo together: "Na, na, na, na."

“Oh.” Finally, I gave in to him. “A selfie?”

“Wait a moment.” He walked towards someone. Before handing over my cell phone, I wonder if he asked me to take a photo for him. “Someone took the photo for you. Come.” He dragged me to stand next to him. “Two fingers, two fingers.” Do I have to follow him? But it's cute. "Picture 2: Heart, Heart." I found him hand-made, so I gave in. Let's go. "Another picture." Hey.

This time, he grabbed my shoulder and pulled me closer. Hey, that would be too much. “Thank you.” He went to ask for the camera phone back. before walking back Then open the picture and look, “Do you think he's handsome?”

"Well...uh..." How to answer?

"Let's take a selfie" is too much. This time there was a camera leak as well.

All day long I always agreed to do as he asked but there was 'happiness', it was fun to do what someone wanted. Soon he was brought back to university. I also ate lunch and I don't know what happened along the way. I only realized it when I was riding my motorcycle back with him.

"How are you? You've disappeared from sight so early in the morning." A greeting from a female friend's mouth. “Have you opened your heart yet?”

What does "What" say about it?

"Come on," he changed the subject, looking very neutral. "He's going to eat first."

“Um, Min.” Hey, dare to call my friend by his name so bluntly. So, “Tomorrow, I'd like to borrow your girlfriend's. Please wake him up early in the morning.”

“Yes.” It was very easy to say.

Soon they parted ways and I sat back and thought about it. Today is too close. The word 'friend' is starting to shake. Tomorrow I'll go with him early in the morning. I don't know when I'll be back. Let's leave the work first. Facebook doesn't need to be opened. Better get the job done.

The next day, I was kicked off the bed by a naughty friend who chased me to take a shower and get dressed early in the morning. It was already 5:00 a.m. and I had to wear long pants? I'll take you somewhere that should be enough. I walked down to wait for him in front of the dorm. Now it's almost 6:00 a.m. It's better to play Facebook and wait. When the phase opens, that's it. How big is this?

Like

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Timeline

What happened? When I opened the page

Timeline

That's it.

[Nok: Since when did they start dating?]

[Nan: I'm dying to see you finally become my boyfriend.]

[Boy: My sister has sold out.]

There's a lot. What does that mean? Each sentence sounded like I was single. I just happened to come across it.

[xxx

Dating with

yyy

On

xx-xx-xxxx]

Hoy!!!!!!!!!!

Brrr.... The sound of the car was just right.

“I…”

“Did you just open Facebook?” Does that mean he knows about this matter well? “It's too late to complain right now,” meaning that yesterday when he used his phone to play music, he secretly played it.

Facebook

Me? “We're lovers now.”

“The fool came up on his own and we didn't consult with each other.”

“Let's get in the car.”

“Where are you taking me?”

“Let's face it, no one sells their girlfriend.” Let's keep it real.

In the end, I easily gave in to him and got in his car immediately. He immediately drove out of the dormitory and headed towards Mittraphap Road. I don't know where he's going to take me. Just because he agreed to come, doesn't mean I'm easy. It's true that other men have come along, but I've never been easy. He's the only one I accept.

"The ride is long. If you're sleepy, just lay your head on our back."

Who would let me drive alone? I've driven alone. I know how lonely it can be. Therefore, I won't let him be lonely. Wherever we go, we're in the same boat. He often took us to stop at gas stations from time to time but never said where we were taking him.

"It's not a good way, hold him tight." I'm trying to trick you into hugging me, I know in time.

“Hey!” I was startled when the car seemed to lose control and hugged his waist.

“That's all.” You intended for me to hug you.

“Are you kidding?” I was about to spit my hand away from his waist.

“Don't rely on it.” His hand grabbed my hand and hugged it around his waist again. “Can you please hug like this for a long time to make up for the 4 months we've been apart?”

"okay"

My word 'lonely' probably doesn't exist anymore when he's beside me.

until

The Bloom TV pool

You've brought me far and I come here often. I took pictures and posted them until there was no point that I didn't know.

"Why did you bring him here? He comes here so often."

“At that time, you should have come alone, but now you come with him.”

"At that time I invited you and you refused to come here yourself." I was rejected every time.

“I would like you to compare this with traveling alone and traveling with your boyfriend. Which one is happier?”

“Whose fool is your boyfriend?”

"oh! Set the status

Facebook

Are you not a lover anymore?

"You just played and changed it all by yourself."

“So, will you be our boyfriend or girlfriend?”

"Well..." They asked each other with a straight face like this, making them shy too.

“What else are you hesitating about?” I wasn't hesitating, just shy. “They say that people who love each other are happy when they're close to each other, and when they're apart they're lonely. He's been like this for 2 years now. Is this what you call 'love'?"

“Well...”

“We have proven that even though we are apart, he still misses you. He is still waiting for the day he will come back to see you. So we can't be together?"

"is..."

“Please hang out with him, please speak to confirm with us. How far apart are we? We will meet again.” Hey, are you playing like this? “Can I date him?”

"Dating, dating" in the end I'm already a fan. "How can you play with each other's statuses and even post pictures together and not be together?"

“So you love me?” Hey. “He loves you. He loves me too. You are my first love. and will be his last love.”

"Uh, I love you too." After saying that, why would I stay? I'm embarrassed to say that. I immediately walked away and he still followed me. I can't even say I'm embarrassed, or I'll get teased. "Next time, if I take you this far, It's better to rent a car. Driving a motorcycle and it was all black."

“Then help save money and help him buy a car together.”

"I'll take it." Consider keeping it as a dowry when you ask. Oops, I thought of that.

This time, everything was the same, but why did I feel that it was more beautiful? I feel like it's fun. Happier, not lonely like before. Or maybe because 'him' is beside me, I feel safe, I feel happy. I feel fun I feel like I'm not alone with the various feelings I have for him. Is this called 'love'?

If possible, I want to keep this feeling for a long time. Now the word 'loneliness' probably doesn't exist anymore when 'him' is beside me.

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