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Raindrop

Zhang Yixing hates the rainy season.

It's late. The rain that has been pouring down since the middle of the night still doesn't show any signs of stopping easily. The overcast sky looked unfriendly. People in work clothes ran through the rain to crowd onto buses. Some ran to find shelter from the rain. Umbrellas of various colors appeared before the eyes. No matter how you look at it, it's not wrong with a sea of ​​candy.

Meanwhile, the people who were afraid of getting wet were upset and their expressions of dissatisfaction were all messed up. water level gradually Keep getting higher Until almost to the footpath Cars passing by at great speed did not fail to create small waves. Let the waves of rain mixed with accumulated dirt splash and decorate the faces and clothes of people waiting to cross the road.

The sound of angry cursing behind you could be heard continuously. Compete with the sound of the thunder and rain that continues to fall. and in the midst of the chaos of the people There was probably only an old man selling umbrellas. The stall is located on the side of the sidewalk that makes you smile wider than any other day. Your umbrellas of various colors and sizes ran out in a short period of time.

Zhang Yixing secretly glimpsed city life through the large window of the bookstore he owned. The young man graduated with a bachelor's degree from the Faculty of Architecture at a well-known university for 2 years. It's not like he doesn't have work to do. Yixing used to work in a large company. But it didn't take long for him to quit and open a bookstore with a friend.

He is a person who is quite picky about his work and loves peace more than anything in this world. If I'm going to work, I'd rather not meet too many people. I'll probably be happier.

“Do you want to go out and take anything?” The voice of a close friend pulled Yixing out of the picture of people in front of him.

“Where is Xiao Lu going?”

“Go find Sehun. We haven't seen each other for a week. But I'll be back in the afternoon,” said Luhan, Zhang's only close friend. Yixing said while arranging the contents of his large bag in their proper place.

The couple knew each other when they were in university. Luhan is a cute and serious person. With many similar characteristics Therefore, the couple can be together without any problems. Luhan works full-time as an architect at a company near his home. There, the sweet-faced young man finds love with his boyfriend, Oh Sehun, a younger man who has been courting him since the first day Luhan came to work.

Luhan decides to open a bookstore with his best friend. Because I myself am a person who likes to read books. Moreover, I don't want to see Yixing look bored with the world every time he asks about work. Luhan knew that his friend didn't like to hang out with many people. And where is Yixing's workplace? Luhan knew enough. In addition to having many employees

There are still things that keep coming up. How to solve the problem that can be thought of That is, let Yixing come out and accept freelance work. And just open a bookstore in front of it.

“It's better not to worry, but it's raining heavily, Xiao Lu, just drive carefully.” Yixing walked over and opened the back door of the shop for him. Turning to warn a close friend

"I know. Is this a friend or a mother? You're really complaining." Luhan laughed and quickly pinched his best friend's cheek. one time before rushing out to the car.

Yixing looked at his best friend's car slowly moving. Sailing out into the rain until they were out of sight. Yixing is always like this. Look until the other person disappears from sight. and make sure nothing happens. Yixing's parents had also driven away like that. And didn't come back again. The events of 15 years ago are still vivid in my memory.

Smoke billowing from his father's car rose into the air. Beautiful colored flames floated around, playing with the falling rain. It seemed like a very lively picture for a 9-year-old Yixing. It was also the most depressing sight in the boy's life. And because I don't have any other relatives anywhere else, "Auntie"

Mother's close friend came to take Yixing to live with her.

A few people took their eyes off the road and stopped at the large clock in front of the counter. The numbers displayed on the dial made the young man hurriedly open the door of the shop like he did every day. Yixing's shop opens at nine in the morning and closes at around 8 p.m. This is the only bookstore among dozens of flower shops.

and because it is located not far from the area of ​​working people This makes it possible for office employees to stop by and find books to read to pass the time. Otherwise, come buy a book and sit and read at the coffee shop next door. Normally there aren't many people entering the store. So Yixing guards the shop alone when Luhan goes to work.

The rain has subsided a lot. Just like people who gradually disappeared from that area An old man selling umbrellas was packing up his things and going home with a smile on his face. Yixing doesn't know his uncle very much. But I've had a little discussion with him. We've smiled at each other a few times. Oftentimes, it's when you walk across the river and ask to take shelter from the sun in front of the shop.

But today it seems like they won't talk. Yixing looked at the old man who was carrying his few belongings and walked lightly towards the same alley that he walked out of every morning. A strange sight that Yixing had rarely seen. was the old man's wide, happy smile. The umbrella seller walked back into the alley. Going with the last wave of rain

The sky above radiates faint sunlight. Water shines through on the road. The sparkling raindrops and the lingering water were surprisingly beautiful. Yixing doesn't know. Between Uncle's smile on a rainy day and the clear sky after today's storm. Which will be brighter? All I know is that

This year's rainy season isn't so disgusting, at least it can make one person smile with all their heart. Yixing smiled slightly. To the first light of the day before moving to arrange the books on the shelf

After arranging the shop to be as beautiful as desired Yixing walked out to look at the atmosphere in front of the store. The crowd was beginning to fade, a sight that the young man had become accustomed to. Luhan once asked Yixing to move the shop to another place with a better location. But Yixing didn't care. He worked hard to improve this place from a shabby shophouse. It's a bookstore.

and made the upper floor a sleeping place. Not much money was spent. What's the point of moving to another place? Besides, he liked the smell of flowers from the flower shops that lined up around him. I like the smell of coffee not far away. And I like to watch people's busy and hurried lives interspersed with the tranquility that can be found in this area. Just like I said. It's quite calm here.

But sometimes Luhan thinks that sometimes it's too quiet here. Even if he doesn't bother about the bookstore. But I would like to have a lot of people enter the shop. Moreover, Yixing is a talented person. Even though Luhan is there to help accept designs or draw pictures. But if you were more in the heart of the city, I guarantee that your Yixing income would definitely be better.

Yixing looked around. As I like to do Today the atmosphere doesn't really invite me to go anywhere. Luhan himself also asked to work at home. The smell of the damp soil and the water droplets dazzlingly clinging to the small bushes. and the gentle breeze Makes Yixing want to go out and feel the breeze and find a good location. Sitting and drawing too much But stuck where he doesn't have a car.

And even if they do, they will have to be dissuaded by Luhan. Because he's not good at driving. Traumatic events in childhood This makes Yixing afraid of riding in any type of vehicle. It's true that his condition was gradually getting better, but Yixing still didn't fully trust traveling by car. But when starting to work You have to be willing to try driving.

The young man stood and watched the situation of the people on the road for just a moment longer. Had to hide into the store A new wave of rain is falling. Yixing heard the neighbors murmuring. Guess I'm about to do laundry. Yixing stood alone and smiled, then walked around and sat behind the counter. The young man opened the drawer on the side and took out the drawing of the living room that he had left behind to continue working on it.

Yixing sat and drew continuously. unhurriedly

The sound of rain hitting the roof was a loud popping sound, in harmony with the sound of the traffic's engine that was getting louder every now and then. It sounds strange. It's past noon. And the rain still hasn't stopped. Yixing looked at the clock alternating with the shop door. Normally if it doesn't rain There must be some customers stopping by at times like this. But today luck was not on his side at all. Yixing sighed. before putting the work form into place

jingle!

The door to the shop opened and a tall, drenched young man walked in. The young man shivered. Yixing was not surprised. Because this tall man was only wearing a thin T-shirt. and jeans Plus, his expression looked like he had been in the rain for a long time.

"I'd like to come in to take shelter from the rain." But Yixing couldn't refuse the person in front of him. No matter how you look at it, it's definitely like you've been soaking in rainwater. Plus, the voice that spoke was trembling to the point of being almost incomprehensible.

“Okay, wait a moment,” Yixing accepted before rushing up to the second floor. I don't understand myself why I agreed like that. And now he still left the store with a stranger. It was really annoying. Yixing quickly opened the closet and took out the towel at the end. before rushing down to the cause

“Ah, go wash yourself first. Can you wipe it yourself?” Yixing said as he handed the towel to the taller man. The tall man nodded in agreement. before quickly grabbing a towel to wipe off the water droplets on his body Yixing looked at the person in front of him in disbelief. He was big and looked strong. If he really was a thief. So what will he do?

“Thank you very much.” The tall figure handed the towel back to Yixing. He was still standing pitifully hugging himself. When he remembered, Yixing quickly turned off the air conditioning in the shop. The tall figure smiled at Yixing gratefully. Yixing could only return a dry smile, and the atmosphere became uncomfortably quiet. Yixing cut in short by walking to sit behind the counter as usual.

But secretly observe the symptoms of strangers too. His tall body still trembled. And he looked like he had a slight fever. Yixing saw that and couldn't stay still any longer.

“Here you go, go take a shower.” No matter what, Yixing went to lock the shop door. Then he walked the body up to the upper floor of the shop. Yixing handed the same towel to Tall before pointing to the bathroom at the end of the corridor. The young man said a soft thank you and slowly carried his limp body to the bathroom. Yixing sighed.

Feet on hips worriedly We had to close the shop early for the day. Plus, it's almost time for Luhan to return. He didn't know what to tell his closest friends. Lazy people have to sit and listen to Luhan complain about his excessive kindness in letting someone from nowhere come into the store like this. Plus, they even let him take a shower up here. Just thinking about it makes Yixing horrified.

The sound of the water continuously flowing made Y Qing know that the other person had not fainted yet. He walked to find clothes that the other person might be able to wear. Then put it in front of the bathroom door.

Knock knock knock

Yixing took his eyes off the book in his hand and looked at the door. The stranger finished taking a shower and getting dressed. And now he's standing and smiling sheepishly. Feeling guilty at the door He didn't dare come in. So he stood there with his head lifted. Yixing, who was sitting on the bed reading a book, had to fold up the book and walk towards the tall figure.

“How are things?” Yixing asked, reaching out to pick up the towels and soaked clothes from the tall figure and walking them to dry on the balcony next to the bathroom. The tall figure looked at the other's thin back. before standing awkwardly

“Oh, so what? How is it?” Yixing turned to ask again. After the other person seemed to be silent for too long

“It's okay, it's better.” The tall man gulped with a stern look on his face. Yixing saw this. So he walked closer. Then use the back of your hand to touch the other person's forehead and neck gently. The tall man's eyes widened in shock. But he let the little man rest his hands on his face.

“Does your throat hurt? I saw you make that face when you swallowed.” Yixing often had to take care of her aunt who was not in good physical condition. When my aunt is sick, she often doesn't tell me. Until Yixing had to observe for himself that his aunt was not feeling well. The tall guy really has a sore throat. The way the other person assumed Plus feel the hot steam that spreads around It seemed that Yixing was also receiving heat from the sick person.

“Where is home? I'll send you soon." Yixing decided to ask the sick person.

“I'm not sure.” The voice was so hoarse and soft that Yixing almost wanted to shout out loud and ask.

“What do you mean? You're not sure about that?” Yixing asked, trying to control his voice so that it didn't turn into a shout. What's wrong with this guy? To cause him this much trouble and still have the face to joke with him?

“I…I don't know who I am.”

“I…I don't know who I am.” His voice was hoarse. The owner of the tall figure lost consciousness and fell to the ground. Yixing was so shocked that he couldn't do anything. I didn't think the story would be this big. How can you say that? I don't know who I am. Are you nervous? Or is it because of a fever?

Yixing tried to think of a reason that caused the sick person to utter a decree that made him almost incapable of doing anything, and he came to the conclusion that It was probably because of the fever that Yixing half-carried and half-dragged the large man onto his own bed. It seemed that he was even hotter than before. Yixing hurriedly went to put water in the basin and picked up a small towel that had not been used for a long time.

Dip it into a basin half full of water and wring it out. Then wipe the face and body of the sick person.

Overcast rain clouds were preparing to rain again. Y Qing looked out the window. And then secretly sighed Why would heaven have him sit and watch over someone on a day like this, even if he is dissatisfied with the person who is lying sick? But Yixing abandoned the person with nowhere to go anyway. The white man dragged a writing chair to the bedside.

Then he started wringing out the soaked towel to wipe the sick person again. Yixing slowly turned the other person over so he could put his hand in to wipe his hot back. Your body is as hot as this fire. If something were to happen in the house And what should he tell the police?

The more he thought about it, the more his head ached. Yixing slowly wiped the towel on the other person's face. It was only now that he considered the patient's face. The nose is high and ridged. Beautiful wavy lips and skin like that of an aristocrat who hasn't gone through any hard work. Looks good and can be used. The sound of another person's moans startled Yixing. The patient was still unconscious. Just turn around and lie down in a comfortable position to wipe yourself a little more.

Then walked around and walked out to the kitchen.

Rrrrrrrrr

“What do you say, Xiao Lu?”

“Ah Yi, he can't go back. It's raining very heavily. Let's sleep here today." Hearing the pleading voice of his best friend, he didn't finish his sentence. Yixing rolled his eyes until he didn't know how to roll them, and it was like this every time. The big work equipment bag I saw this morning probably didn't just hold work documents.

"Um, take care of yourself too. Please tell Sehun that you miss him too." Yixing laughed and hung up the phone, but after a moment he remembered. He completely forgot to tell his friend about the sick man who came with the rain. Surprisingly, Yixing didn't feel guilty at all.

I didn't feel as scared as I did in the beginning, probably because the sick man was still weak. The white man went to check on the other person's condition again before leaving the bedroom door slightly ajar.

Yixing went into the kitchen to cook something light. For sick people, boiled rice and warm milk It was placed on a beautifully colored tray and was carefully carried into the room by the owner of Yixing, who moved his writing table nearby. bed and carefully placed a tray of food on it.

“Oh, are you awake?” Yixing turned to ask the sick person who was slowly waking up. Pull yourself up and sit up. The sick man nodded slowly.

“Please eat something so I can take the medicine.” Yixing helped the sick person to sit against the head of the bed before slowly lifting a bowl of warm rice porridge and placing it on his lap. Yixing blew out the porridge until it was warm, then slowly fed it to the sick person in front of him. The tall figure cooperated well. After eating a few bites, the bowl of porridge was quickly empty.

“Looks like you're hungry.” Yixing said as he held up a bowl of porridge for the tall man to look at. The little man burst into laughter, and the sick man laughed until he turned into a heavy cough. Instead, Yixing hurriedly handed the young man a glass of water before handing him three or four pills as he accepted the glass. He quickly handed over a glass of warm milk. Give to sick people immediately

“Thank you very much.” The patient's voice was much worse than the first, much to Yixing's shock.

“If you can't speak, don't speak, just rest first,” Yixing said, smiling at the sick man, bowing his head slightly before smiling back at the white man as well.

“My name is Yixing...Zhang Yixing, if you have anything, just call me.” After saying that, he stood up and picked up the bowl.

“You're not going to chase me away, are you?” Yi Qing lifted his hand from the water glass and slowly turned to face the other party.

“Then why should I expel you? Did I do something wrong? Or is it that he is acting like he has lost his memory and is escaping the case?”

“No, but I really have nowhere to go. I don't remember my name. Or who is it?” A sorrowful voice spread out at the same time. with the hot steam from the fever It made Yi Qing's heart soften.

“I don't say anything here, I'll send you away. I've taken care of you this much. You'll get better, I'll help you find someone who knows you." Yi Qing said and turned around to put things on the table again. before quickly walking out of the room

Yixing closed his eyes tightly in front of the sink, thinking back to the conversation from just a moment ago. It looks like this guy really has amnesia. It's definitely not going to be easy this time. He already promised that he would take him to someone he knew. Thinking about it, I wanted to smack myself for saying something without thinking. He stood and calmed himself for a moment before walking into the bedroom again. The sick person is still sitting.

“Do you want to go to the bathroom?” The patient nodded slightly. Yixing then helped carry the tall figure to the bathroom for a moment. Sick people gradually Open the door. The tall man looked around. This house was not big at all. It's actually quite small, but it's divided into usable portions well. The owner's bedroom is next to the kitchen, and in the middle is a small living room. And at the end of the corridor was a bathroom next to the balcony, and everything was as neat and tidy as its owner.

“I can sleep on the sofa tonight,” the tall figure said after scanning the entire floor.

“You don't have to come and your hero is this seriously sick. Sleep in that room. I'll just sleep outside.” Yixing glanced at the taller man. He was so sick that he looked like he was about to die and still pretended to be good at it. He hurriedly supported the tall man into the room. Arrange for the sick person to sleep comfortably. Then he covered him with a blanket.

“If you have anything, just call me. I'll leave the door open, or else, press this bell and I'll come in.” Yixing held out an old bicycle bell. Placed on the writing desk to make the figure tall.

“By the way, what should I call you?” Yixing asked.

“I don't know.” The patient's voice fell. Yixing clenched his temples. That's right, Mr. Yi has amnesia. I completely forgot. His eyes swept over the pile of foreign novels that Luhan liked to read. He flipped through 2-3 books and then turned to stare at the patient's face.

“Kevin…his name is Kevin.”

Yixing couldn't sleep. He was stressed about Kevin, leaving it like this wouldn't seem very good. But if I let it go, I just feel worried. Kevin's eyes are not the eyes of a bad person. That guy was looking for someone and Yixing was just being a bit unlucky. To become that person

The white man was tossing and turning on the narrow sofa. He rarely gets to sleep, which is uncomfortable. He tried to close his eyes to sleep but it didn't work. Until then, Yixing decided to sit up in frustration. He turned to look at the bedroom door that was ajar before slowly Walk to see sick people The sound of Kevin's steady breathing and exhalation made Yixing somewhat relieved.

At least the tall figure would recover quickly and then he would be able to take him to where he came from. A white hand touched the other's forehead and the fever had greatly reduced. But he was still warm. Yixing decided to bring a damp cloth to wipe Kevin's body again. before slowly sneaking out and trying to quietly take a nap on the sofa in the living room.

The tall figure slowly opened his eyes after making sure that the owner of the house had left. His eyes, tired and heavy from fever, secretly looked towards the sofa not far away. A small smile formed on his lips after recalling the incident just now. Yixing came in to wipe himself off for him again.

Kevin is the new name that the little guy gave him. He likes this name. Although it didn't come with much fanfare, it came out of Yixing's mouth. Kevin turned his eyes back to the ceiling above his head and tried to lift himself up to sit up, but he couldn't. His body was too weak, so the young man lay down as before. Soon his heavy eyelids closed.

Yixing woke up to the sound of a high-class alarm clock and a long honk. with the irritation of the hot-blooded vehicle owners passing by in this area in the morning It hasn't rained today. But that's it, it hasn't rained yet. Yi Qing supported his staggering body to take a shower and get dressed, then went to look at the person lying on the bed. Kevin is still asleep.

But I'm starting to lose my heat. Yixing managed to wipe himself a little. Then go in and make breakfast like every day.

The aroma of breakfast wafted up to the patient's nose. Kevin slowly opened his eyes. Then he lifted himself up and sat up.

“It smells good,” the young man said. With a smiling face Her face looked brighter than yesterday.

“Of course, I'm so good at cooking,” Yixing said before placing the tray of food on the table. After arranging various equipment, slowly Feed porridge to the tall body. Kevin didn't think of it himself, but he felt that the food the little person in front of him cooked was very delicious.

“So what did you eat?” Kevin asked as Yixing put the tray away.

“Pancakes, as soon as you feel better, I'll let you eat some.” Yi Qing said with a smile. before walking away

Yixing helps take Kevin, who is feeling much better, to the bathroom today. Yixing plans to take another person out to buy food and supplies. It seems that he will have to open a shop in the afternoon. Yixing takes Kevin to the department store. Nearby goods were about 10 minutes away. The little man walked around, picking up things and putting them into the shopping cart, then letting Kevin browse through clothes and personal items.

Yixing made up his mind that You may have to keep Kevin at home for a while.

By the time he finished arranging errands, it was almost noon, and Yixing hurriedly brought Kevin back to the house. Then cook lunch until the sound of cars is familiar to Luhan's ears. This caused Yixing to hurry down and open the door to welcome his close friend, Luhan, who didn't sleep here often. But during this time there is work that needs help. Yi Qingdu came to sleep over as well.

Luhan carried the same large bag into the store with difficulty and stopped when he saw the face of another person sitting at the counter. Luhan looked at Yixing's face hard. There were many questions in his head to ask his white friend. Kevin gave the newcomer his most sincere smile. But Luhan doesn't care. Walking quickly, he grabbed the arm of his best friend who was standing awkwardly in front of the back door of the store and dragged him upstairs.

“Is there something you want to tell us?” As soon as he was able to throw his large bag onto the bedroom floor, Luhan immediately shot a question at Yixing.

“He was in the rain yesterday. I'm not feeling well, so I let you stay here first.” Yi Qing said with a teasing voice, feeling a little angry at himself. For not rushing to tell Luhan since yesterday, Luhan doesn't like finding out the truth later. Because he feels like he's not important and this is his second home. He should have the right to know all the possible and important things. He was worried about Yixing's safety.

“In the rain? What's the point of being exposed to the rain and having to sleep here? How does he sleep?” Luhan squeezed his best friend's shoulder and spat out a merciless question.

“Just sleep in the bedroom and then we sleep outside. Xiao Lu, can you release us first? I'm hurt.” Luhan heard that his friend was hurt and slowly removed his hand from his shoulder, but it was too early to say sorry now. It was Yixing who had to apologize to him.

“So what next? Who is it?” Luhan tried to suppress his anger.

“He has amnesia,” Yixing replied, looking down.

“Aee!!! So you just believed him so easily? Have you watched too many dramas?” Luhan said sternly.

“I really don't remember anything. Please don't blame Yixing." A new person's voice sounded from the front of the room. Kevin came up and eavesdropped on the two of them talking. He was worried about Yi Qing because he saw the fierce look in Luhan's eyes when he dragged Yi Qing up.

“You!” Luhan turned to look at Kevin accusingly.

“I apologize for eavesdropping. But I'm not a thief, I just need a place to stay,” the tall man sincerely told the person in front of him.

“If you need a place to stay, go to a hotel. Why are you sleeping here? Why do you have to make Yixing suffer? Why do you have to trouble me?” Luhan shouted at the taller man.

“Xiao Lu, come on, it's not that much of a problem.” Yixing tried to mediate the situation.

“Stop it, Yixing. So, why does it have to be here? Now you seem fine, you can leave our house now.” Luhan still refused.

“I…I…I don't have any money,” Kevin said, looking down at the ground.

“Ah, the sparkling pearl is really good. You'll get sick. I'll lose my memory. Now I don't have any more money. Are you thinking of sticking with me and my friends to eat?” Luhan said in disbelief.

“Xiao Lu, stop it!” It was Yi Qing who shouted. Luhan, who was a shy Yixing, never raised his voice at him even once. Even if we quarrel or quarrel with others, Yixing will always be there to rub cool water. But not this time, Yixing himself was shocked that he accidentally yelled at his best friend. Luhan looked at Yixing with a reproachful look before grabbing the same bag and rushing out of the room.

“Xiao Lu, wait a minute, where are you going? I'm sorry.” Yixing hurriedly ran after his best friend down. But Luhan was faster than him and grabbed the car keys. Start the car and immediately pull your beloved car away. Yixing stood still, watching his best friend's car slowly drifting away, the tears he had been holding back slowly falling down.

“I didn't mean to,” Kevin said, after running after the pair down. He couldn't accept seeing the other person's little back shaking. Yixing is crying.

“I know, let it be. I shouldn't have said that…ah!” The force of the big man's hug made Yixing stunned. Kevin wanted to help soothe the little heart that was hurting. The young man knew it was inappropriate to do this, but right now he really couldn't think of a better way.

“Don't cry because of me, Yixing, don't cry,” Kevin's hoarse voice whispered in his ear. Yixing didn't force himself to come out of that embrace, he could only let out tears and sobs intermittently.

It's been almost a month since Luhan disappeared.

It had been almost a month since Kevin had lived here with Yixing.

And it had been almost a month since Yixing had been unhappy.

Yixing came down to open the store as usual. Kevin asked to work at the store as soon as he recovered from his illness. Yixing therefore had employees to take care of order and watch over the store during the time he had to work outside, sending Yixing to try to contact Luhan. But I can't contact you. Until having to contact through Sehun, who kept asking about various news. Sehun said that Luhan was just disappointed that Yixing gave importance to 'other people'.

More than that, we're not angry at each other to the point that we don't want to meet each other. When I didn't talk to For a few days, Yixing cried, depending on the pride that held his neck. Plus I don't like Kevin anymore. So I don't want to come find you. Not wanting to be the one who has to apologize, Yixing knows that this one is harsh. Even though talking with Sehun makes Yi Qing feel relieved, sometimes he can't help but feel guilty as well.

Yixing sat and sighed for the millionth time that day. After finishing managing outside work My mind began to wander again. He misses Luhan.

“Yi Qing, is it a good idea to close the shop early today?” Kevin walked up and asked.

“Why? Are you tired? Come take a rest first. I'll go down and look at the shop instead,” Yixing said as he put the work equipment on the table back into place.

“It's not like that, can we go to a certain place today? I can think of something now,” was the tall man's last sentence. Making Yixing's face smile, Kevin could remember his past again.

last week Kevin had a headache and he saw a picture of a big house. Someone called his name But it wasn't Kevin. He couldn't hear clearly, but he remembered that his surname was "Wu." The Wu family probably wasn't so numerous that they couldn't find it, so the two of them tried to find this important clue. But it still wasn't successful.

Kevin took Yixing's hand and walked him down the sidewalk. He held onto another person's soft hand, reasoning that the little person wouldn't feel alone and safe. At first, Yixing was shocked but didn't say anything. And then let it go and keep coming. Now it is dusk. Yixing was especially excited about the beautiful orange sky that he had rarely seen because of the torrential rain that had poured down recently, causing the white man to smile uncontrollably.

“Do you like it?” Kevin asked.

“Um.” Yixing nodded, now knowing why Kevin had brought him outside at this time. Yixing once complained that it was raining until the sky was no longer orange. But today it wasn't raining, so Kevin took the owner of the small house out to enjoy the breeze.

The two of them walked along the path in silence. No one said anything in the midst of that silence. Two hearts communicate through something to each other. A warm feeling spread in their hearts through the pair of hands holding each other. Yixing lowered his head and hid a beautiful smile. He himself didn't know the reason why he was so happy, but Yixing glanced at the person. If you walk a little further ahead, you'll probably see that the other person is smiling just as widely.

It didn't take long for the pair to stop at a park. Yixing had come here a few times because it was on the way to the customer's house. Kevin took Yixing's hand and led her to walk to a bench near the fountain.

“Last night when I had a headache I saw myself running here,” Kevin recalled.

“Is that all you remember? Is there anything else?” Yixing took out a pen and wrote down the information he received from the tall figure.

“Do you remember the day I went to see you at the store? I vaguely remember that. And then I ran out of nowhere. I only knew that someone was following me. And I was so tired, I can't remember what happened next. All I remember is that I was lying here." Kevin pointed to the back of the bench where they were both sitting.

“I woke up because of the heavy rain that day and staggered until I saw you, your shop.” Kevin tried to remember the story of that day, his headache starting to come again.

“That's enough, don't think about it and let's go home.” Yixing hurriedly packed his things into his bag and went to support the taller man.

Yixing made the bed next to Kevin's bed. Before going to sit and write at his desk like every night, Kevin returned the bed to Yixing from the day he recovered from his illness. Then asked to sleep on the sofa instead, but Yixing didn't agree. The sofa is both small and narrow. How could Kevin be so long that he couldn't sleep comfortably even though he was smaller?

So Yixing went to buy a mattress and put it at least beside his bed. It would probably be able to stretch out more fully than the sofa.

Kevin, who had just finished showering, slowly walked into the bedroom. He knew that some people needed a lot of concentration when working, so he tried not to do anything loudly that would annoy the other person. He slowly picked up the book he was reading and left it on the nightstand. Then he put himself under the thick blanket that Yixing had prepared for him. Yixing turned his head to look at his classmate ruefully. When did the sound of turning the page become quiet?

“Open the book gently. Please, Kevin.” Yixing turned around and scolded. Kevin raised his hand and apologized profusely before gently turning to the next page.

The atmosphere in the bedroom was like this almost every night, one person sitting quietly working. Another person reads a book quietly but occasionally stops to look up at the small of the other person's back. Kevin likes to look at Yixing. I admit that I have been in love with white people since the first time I met them. But he knew his own status well. He was just a person who had come to ask Yixing to live. He has nothing.

Even about himself, he still can't remember letting Yixing entrust his life to him. It must be some weird joke. Thinking like that, Kevin lost the mood to read. The tall figure put the book back in the same place and turned over to sleep on the other side.

Yixing stretched his legs before yawning loudly. The clock on the wall said it was past one in the morning. Yixing is not a person who sleeps late. Because he likes to wake up early. But today there was really a lot of work, but dammit, I forgot that there was another person in the room. Yixing turned around to look at the tall figure who was probably asleep. Yixing kept the work equipment on the table. Then slowly walked over to look at Kevin before slowly pulling the blanket to cover his neck.

Yixing smiled at the sleeping person. He didn't know since when he felt good every time he was near this person. Kevin always understood Yixing's feelings better than anyone, especially now that Luhan was still irritated. It is Kevin who understands Yixing the most. If one day Kevin remembers his past

And then I have to go back to his place. If that time really comes Will Yixing be able to endure this and before he gets too distracted? The white person gradually Crawled onto the bed.

This morning Kevin woke up before the white guy. He hurried into the kitchen to prepare breakfast the way Yixing liked it. Then he took a shower and dressed the young man and went to open the shop himself. He could now take care of the entire store by himself when Yixing was away.

jingle!

“Welcome.” Kevin stopped. Luhan's sweet face, which he hadn't seen in a month, appeared in front of him. Kevin tried to adjust his expression to normal and smiled.

“Yixing,” Luhan said, frowning. Has Yixing still not returned this man to his owner?

"I haven't woken up yet. He worked late yesterday," Kevin answered truthfully. Luhan swayed his shoulders and slowly Walk up the stairs. Kevin looked at the other's back, hoping that this time there wouldn't be a fight again, right?

Luhan looked at the condition of the room and was relieved. At least the stranger had separated from his friend. The sweet-faced man went and sat next to his white friend. Then he poked his finger in the cheek until the person lying there moaned because he was disturbed. Soon, Yixing opened his eyes.

“Xiao Lu!! Is it really Xiao Lu? Huh…” Yi Qing shouted loudly as his eyes adjusted to the light. Then he saw the face of his dear friend who had been missing for a month. He grabbed Luhan and hugged him tightly and let the tears he had been holding back for a long time flow out without any shame.

“Don't cry, Ah Yi. It's me...it's me." Luhan hugged his best friend tightly, trying to hold back his tears. He shouldn't have. He shouldn't have left Yixing like that. He too misses Yixing like crazy.

“Xiao Lu, don't... don't leave... us anywhere... again.” Yi Qing sobbed pitifully. Luhan reached out and patted his best friend's head and promised not to act rashly like that again.

Kevin let his best friend talk to his heart's content while he was working downstairs. The afternoon passed. Yixing and Luhan walked downstairs and Yixing told Luhan everything about Kevin. The sweet-faced person in front of the front desk acknowledged this but remained sullen.

"Let's go back today, Uncle Yi. I'll come see you later." Luhan said goodbye to his best friend before walking to open the door. "Oh, I'm sorry I misunderstood," Luhan said nonchalantly. Then walked out of the store. Yixing turned and smiled at Kevin. who seemed confused by Luhan's attitude

“This is Xiao Lu's way of apologizing,” Yixing said tallly. Then he smiled so wide that his eyes were closed. The dimples on his cheeks were deeper than ever before, causing Kevin's heart to beat faster than ever before. He fell in love with Yixing again.

Yixing became cheerful again and Luhan stopped by more often. And talk to Kevin more, sometimes Sehun joins in too. As a result, Kevin has friends to talk to about this and that. Yixing has put his plan to help find Kevin's relatives on hold. Just like that, Kevin doesn't try to remember his past.

He had already decided to stay here with Yixing. It may sound selfish. Because he didn't know if his family or friends would be looking for him or not, but he was happy to be here. Live with Yixing

Yixing stood at one side of the store helping a small child choose a book. Kevin had been secretly looking at the white person for a while. Yixing likes white children and always smiles when he sees a small customer. Entering the shop, Yixing volunteers to take the little customer to choose a book for himself. Kevin likes to watch Yixing's sparkling eyes when he looks at the little kid's dimples on his cheeks, when the white person laughs with the little customer.

The children themselves are addicted to Yi Ching Jae. Kevin is jealous that the kids These guys had gotten this close to Yixing at the same moment. Yixing suddenly turned his head. Kevin wanted to avoid those eyes because it made his heart flutter. But he couldn't stop himself from looking into the other person's sweet eyes. Yi Qing only gave a faint smile. Let Kevin feel his heart beating so hard it almost bursts out.

Kevin is in charge of counting the money and closing the shop. As for Yixing, he went upstairs to cook food. Their lives became simple again. Kevin doesn't have a headache. And Yixing tried to forget. Kevin's story goes for both of them, just staying in the present. No one said anything about the tall figure's memories. Yixing didn't want to let Kevin stay away from him. He couldn't deny that the strange feeling that was growing in his heart was probably love. Yixing looked at Kevin who had just walked upstairs. The young man walked over and washed his hands and helped. Wei Yixing sets the dining table.

The food on the table doesn't have to be exotic to make it delicious. Yixing only did a few things. The atmosphere at the table was filled with the sound of forks and spoons clashing, alternating with silence. Yixing wanted to get to know each other better, but sometimes that gave Kevin a headache, and he often liked to see images from the past and start to remember things.

Yixing is afraid that he doesn't want Kevin to remember him. Since when was he so afraid of losing Kevin?

“Are you bored, Kevin?” Yixing asked the other party after seeing Kevin about to lie down on the mattress next to the bed.

“Hmmm, what are you bored of?” Kevin replied, climbing up and sitting next to Yixing on the bed instead.

“Sorry, I don't have much money. I can't take you anywhere, so just bear with it a little.” Yixing said feeling guilty. Kevin shook his head lightly and reached out a thick hand to hold Yixing's white hand.

“Don't say that. I am the one who must apologize to Yixing. If I weren't like this Yixing will have no burden.” Kevin looked into Yixing's eyes expressively. Yi Qing raised his eyes to look at the tall figure. Kevin reached out and gently caressed the other man's cheek, his thumb trailing along the cheek before stopping at his full lips.

Yixing froze slightly but didn't remove his hand. Kevin looked into Yixing's eyes again, asking for permission, then slowly leaned his face down towards the small body, breathing warmly. Snuggling the white cheeks before Kevin placed his wavy lips on Yixing's full lips. It was a kiss that was neither intrusive nor passionate. But it's so warm

Kevin pressed his lips gently. Then he slowly used his hand to support the small man's neck. Yixing himself moved the hand that was on his lap to wrap around the tall man's neck. Kevin indulged in the softness before slowly breaking the kiss in a lingering manner. He looked into the small man's eyes first. Will delicately kiss your forehead

“Do you feel good, Yixing?” Kevin asked because he really wanted to know. Yixing nodded his head up and down several times. Then a smile filled the cheeks of the tall figure, pulling the thin body down into an embrace. Then he slept and held another person like that all night.

Their relationship is still vague. Kevin never told Yixing he loved him. Yixing himself never said he liked Kevin. But they like to be together, walking hand in hand, hugging, kissing, and cuddling every night. Even though it sounds a bit strange But both of them are happy. Kevin's new bed has suddenly become vacant next to Yixing.

The couple lived every day without any problems. and try to understand each other as much as possible Because I don't know if Kevin will remember anything else or not. Because we don't know when we won't have the chance to be together again.

The shop door slammed open, catching the attention of Yixing, who was bent over and reading a book. Two policemen walked into Yixing Shop, slightly startled by their fierce expressions.

“Is there someone named Wu Yifan here?” A large police officer walked in first. Go straight in and ask Yixing.

Wu? Isn't that Kevin's last name?

“No.” Yixing lied.

“But someone saw that there was a person with this name and appearance in this store.” Yi Qing's eyes widened. There's no mistaking the picture on the smartphone of Kevin's face. But the eyes were fierce. Aggressive like a different person, Yixing tried to force his hands not to shake. Then send the communication device back to the owner.

“I've never seen this before.” Yixing continued to confirm his original statement.

The two police officers looked at each other before the taller one handed a piece of paper to Yixing.

“This is the name and face of Mr. Wu Yifan. This section is the phone number to contact us directly. Someone saw that this guy really lives around here. And he is quite dangerous.”

“Who is he?” Yixing decided to ask. A pair of beautiful eyes still stared at the paper in her hand.

“Drug dealers and freelancers who don't have affiliation, take jobs from each other. This guy has two teammates. We've captured those two. But this man was followed by our officers all the way to the river, but not before he jumped into the water and fled. We sent search teams all night but couldn't find them.

When we investigated the nearby hospital, we found out that a good citizen had taken him to the hospital. When we sent someone to pick him up This guy ran away first.”

“It is reported that this guy has amnesia.” The small policeman's words were like a bolt of lightning that struck Yixing's heart just as he listened to Kevin's story through the big policeman's mouth. He almost collapsed. Why does it have to be his Kevin?

"If you see anyone similar to the person in this picture, Or do you have any useful clues? Please help coordinate with us," the same policeman concluded. before the two of them walked out of the store.

Not long after, Kevin walked in through the back door of the store carrying bags of groceries.

“Yi Qing, today I bought a lot of snacks. They all like Yixing's stuff,” Kevin said, holding up a bag of Yixing's favorite brand of snacks and smiling widely. Yixing gave the taller man a small smile. Before helping put things away, Yixing secretly looked at Kevin for a while. He felt a pain in his chest. He didn't try to find Kevin's past, but why would someone try to take Kevin away from him?

Kevin hummed in good spirits and walked over to embrace Yi Qing from behind. The tall figure buried his nose on Yixing's soft cheek.

“That's enough, let's go look after the shop.” Yixing used his hand to push the other person's face before leading him downstairs. Kevin shook his head at the white person's cuteness and followed him down easily. Kevin can say that. He loved Yixing with all his heart, no matter what the little person ordered him to do. He didn't hesitate to do it.

Kevin felt that today. The atmosphere between him and Yixing was strange. Yixing looked tense and absent-minded for no reason. He had tried to call the white person many times, but Yixing still didn't know. Kevin walked out of the bathroom to dry his hair. Before slowly opening the bedroom door Yixing was sitting there. sitting on the bed

“Is something wrong?” Kevin put his weight on Yixing's side. Then I turned to ask the little man.

“Kevin…you said that you thought your surname might be Wu, right?” Yixing turned his eyes to the tall figure.

“Yes, why?”

“Then your name is familiar. Wu Yifan?” Kevin pursed his lips and repeated the name that Yi Qing had said just now, but still couldn't think of anything. The young man began to hold his temples as a signal to Y Qing that Kevin was about to think of something again. The tall figure's pained expression squeezed Yixing's heart to the point of breaking.

“It seems like I can imagine it. But it's not anyone's name. Yixing, do you know?” The tall figure finally said, Yixing gently rubbed his hand on the other person's back.

“Never mind it, let's go to sleep,” Yixing cut in.

Since that day Yi Qing never mentioned Wu Yifan's name again. The white man stood distractedly dusting off the bookshelves. As for Kevin, he does a good job of welcoming customers like every Sunday. Kevin's story has influenced Yixing's mind sometimes too much to the point of causing a headache. Some tried to shake off thoughts of Kevin's past but couldn't help but think back to the words of those two policemen.

Yixing kept an important piece of evidence that could lead to Kevin's identity in his desk drawer. He wanted to burn it, but he couldn't.

Today the sky was clear and no sooner had the rain clouds begun to set in than before. The last customer left with rain falling down. Kevin walked over to help Yixing look at the account as usual. before helping to close the shop The tall figure tried to say something funny to make Yixing laugh. And it worked very well. His Yixing was already smiling.

“Yi Qing, don't make such a face. Can you tell us what's going on?” Kevin asked as his hand pulled Yi Qing's thin body into an embrace.

“For nothing. It's nothing,” Yixing replies, trying to remove Kevin's hand from his waist.

"Come on, can you tell me?" Kevin tightened his embrace. The little man stopped struggling. Then I looked at it.

taller person

"You're not going to leave me, are you?"

“Why do you ask me that? You must be the one to ask.” Kevin said in a serious tone. He didn't know what Yixing was. But with such a gloomy expression, and this group still liked to ask this kind of question often, it had been like this since the day the name Wu Yifan was mentioned, it made him uncomfortable to think that Yi Qing himself didn't want him to remember anything. It probably wouldn't be wrong.

“I am afraid,” Yixing said in a trembling voice. The white man hugged the tall figure tightly, white hands gripping the other's shirt until it was rumpled.

“Don't be afraid, I'm all here. There's nothing scary. I'm here," Kevin said firmly. The tall figure pressed a kiss to the other's white temple. "It's okay now...it's okay."

Kevin woke up in the middle of the night. Large beads of sweat appeared on his face and hairline. A young man had a nightmare where he dreamed that he was holding a gun and was pointing it at someone. And who was that person who had a face like Yixing in the dream? There was the sound of someone calling his name. A gruff man's voice Even though he was fully awake, Kevin still couldn't remember the voice calling him by the name Wu Yifan.

Even if I tell Yixing that everything will be okay But it was him who acted like he couldn't take it. Kevin decided to get up and sit in the living room to calm himself, the dream still lingering in his mind. Yixing's tear-stained and bloodstained face still lingered in his mind. The tall figure shook his head violently, hoping that those terrible images would disappear.

But it didn't disappear and he came back to hide under the same blanket as Yixing. The white person still closed his eyes. Kevin wrapped his arms around Yixing's thin waist and held him close to him. Still warm. Yixing didn't have anything. His Yixing was still here.

“If you have free time today, would you like to go to the mall?” Kevin invited after he finished eating breakfast. Yixing looked up from his plate and nodded dejectedly.

Kevin led the little man by the hand along the sidewalk as he liked to do. He was glad that Yixing didn't have a car. Because he would be able to hold the little person's hand wherever he went at all times, walking and talking like this. Kevin thought it was cute. The tall figure turned and smiled at the thin figure sporadically like a person in a good mood. He wanted to tease him like he always did.

But it looks like the little guy is really unhappy today. So all I could do was turn around and talk and smile.

Yixing didn't really want to wander outside. The police's words came back to bother him again. Someone must have seen Kevin around. Definitely tell this to the police. Maybe, there may be a connection with someone, so how can you trust them?

Kevin walked Yixing into the department store where a tall familiar figure was pushing a shopping cart after Yixing. The little person lingered and chose things, not as nimble as usual. Kevin grabbed the other man's soft hand and dragged him to the other side. Yixing followed behind the tall, lean figure. He doesn't want to be like this. But he really couldn't stop worrying about Kevin.

Kevin squeezed Yixing's hand hard. Two times, the way he likes to do when he sees a white person uncomfortable. Yi Qing doesn't mind anything, but slowly rests his exhausted head on the other person's broad shoulder. Kevin wanted to ask Yixing what was wrong so that we could help solve the problem. Yixing likes to keep things to himself to think about. Why wouldn't he know but did Yixing forget? That Yixing is not alone anymore.

Kevin pushed a cart to pay with Yixing following not far away. The distance from the mall back to the store isn't that far but it's very far on a day like this. Yixing was distracted and collided with Kevin's bold plan. He was about to scold the tall figure who suddenly stopped walking when his eyes suddenly stopped on a familiar police officer standing in front of the store.

One of the two people extended a finger towards where Yixing and the tall figure were standing. Quickly rushing in and charging the tall figure, a few more plainclothes policemen appeared from around the corner. One of them dragged Yixing in another direction. Kevin struggled as hard as he could, hoping to break free from his grip. But that tall, burly policeman was much bigger than Kevin. Yixing screamed continuously, calling Kevin's name. Kevin tried to fight until he was hit in the middle with a gun after another policeman kicked him in the crook, causing the tall figure to kneel on the ground.

The tall figure looked at the police officer who arrested him, unable to understand. Yixing's sobs could still be heard.

“Mr. Wu Yifan?” one police officer asked.

“I'm not Wu Yifan, my name is Kevin,” the tall figure replied, staring at the policeman in front of him without fear.

“Ah! How could it not be? His face was right, his height was right, and there was only one flaw that that guy had. You also have one.” A small police officer walked over and opened the hair on his forehead. Revealing a long raised scar.

“What can I tell you, Mr. Amnesiac? But the punishment cannot be reduced.”

“What did I do wrong?” Kevin wanted an answer.

“It's very wrong, so let's just wait and listen at the station. And again, it would probably be in court.”

“He doesn't remember anything, please. Don't take him anywhere!” Yixing shouted, interspersed with sobs.

“Rules must be rules, sir. This man has made quite a few mistakes. Even if this is the case, it's not like he can let go if he remembers his past. Then go back and do it again. What will we do this time?”

Yixing looked at the police officer's face alternating with that of Kevin, who was covering his face with his hands and crying pitifully. It's over, right? Why did something like this have to happen to him?

“As for you, helping the wrong person must be a crime. I would like to invite you to interrogate and give evidence in the case,” said the same policeman.

Yixing barely knew anything and the police separated him into another car. That alone was enough suffering and the interrogation ended faster than expected. Yixing hurriedly asked permission to go find Kevin who was being held in another room. A figure followed him all the way to the room to identify the culprit. Two scary-looking men wearing prison uniforms standing across from Police Officer Kevin said something that Yi Qing couldn't hear.

Because there was thick glass separating them, the two men pointed their hands at Kevin.

The policeman nodded and separated the two prisoners, then walked Kevin to the cell. Yixing ran after him until he nearly stumbled and his strength almost disappeared after seeing Kevin walk behind bars. The police still hadn't allowed Yixing to visit him. Some people then walked to sit and wait in the section that the station had arranged for them.

“Wu Yifan's punishment is not deadly. That guy just used to deal drugs. He said he was a gunman. It was the two of them just now. Mr. Yifan had an appointment to deliver medicine to our line. But unfortunately, those two people were in that area so we caught them all at once. But Yifan narrowly escaped alone.”

Yixing raised his tear-stained face to look at the small police officer from before.

“He spent 4 years in prison and was released. Don't worry. The only thing that is worrisome is It would be better if that person could always be good like this, right?”

Yixing could only nod his head slowly. The young police officer smiled softly at the other person before informing him that in a moment, relatives would be allowed to visit. Yixing's face lit up with a smile as soon as he heard that. The white man hurriedly mouthed tears and immediately followed the young policeman into the cell.

His Kevin sat with his knees hugged and his head bowed in a corner of the Yixing room, walking towards the bars. and called the tall figure's name

“Kevin,” Yixing called the tall figure's name in a trembling voice.

“Kevin…is something wrong with this?” The tall figure's expression made Yixing worried.

“Kevin, don't do this, it's me, Yixing.”

“Yifan,” the tall figure slowly raised his head and spoke in a harsh voice.

"what"

“My name is Wu Yifan.” The tall figure met Yi Qing's eyes. Eyes similar to those in the picture

“Not at all. What is Wu Yifan? There's only Kevin here.” Yixing tried to soften his words.

“Ah! Kevin like that or a shoddy name like that, I don't accept it."

Yi Qing's heart sank after hearing the vicious words from the other party's mouth. His Kevin would never say such things to him.

“Kevin, why do you say this?”

"Then why can't I just say that I was once a bad person? No, maybe I'm still bad but I can't show it to anyone. You're stupid. What do you know?"

“Kevin…”

“Get out.”

"no! I'm not going anywhere. I want to see you. I want to talk to you. I want to look at your face. I want to be with you. Don't you understand?”

“Being with a bad person like me, what benefit will it bring? I don't know.”

"I love you...is this enough?"

There was silence for a moment, then the words were spoken. Things that have been lingering in my heart for a long time Will I be in time? Just this time Could it really make you go back to the old Wu Yifan? Yixing looked into Kevin's eyes. A pair of beautiful eyes are swollen and bruised. Eyes filled with tears

“Save it and use it for others.”

“Don't think for me. I thought it through well, but no matter what I have to tell you my feelings.” But he never thought that it would be in this situation. Yi Qing wiped away the tears that were falling down in a stream. Trying to hold back sobs from making them louder.

“I'm bad.”

“Please, Kevin, please don't say things like that. You're not the same person anymore. Let the past be the past, now you belong to me.”

“You can leave now. I told you to leave!”

“Kevin…please. Don't do this to me.”

“Do you have to call the authorities? Then stop crying. Don't you know that? It's annoying!”

“Huh…huh…Kevin. Why do you say this?”

“Go! And don't show me your face again!” After saying that, he immediately turned his back on the other person, coinciding with the same police officer seeing that the situation was not good, so he came to take Yixing outside.

“Four years, just four years. I won't give up easily. I'll wait for you, wait for you alone." Yixing said in a soft voice, trailing off with tears before slowly. Follow the officer out.

The sound of the cell door closing and the tall figure turned around and stared at the door with pained eyes. Why? He must have a past so bad that he couldn't forgive him for always trying to protect Yixing. Instead, he was the one who broke that fragile glass until it shattered without any good pieces. His tall figure was hurting all over his chest. Feeling sorry for your own fate is not enough. Words of love from some body that he had always yearned for did not help to lessen the pain in his heart.

“Darling, I'm sorry, I...I'm not worth that much,” the tall man said in a trembling voice. before letting the tears that he had fought so hard to hold back for so long flow out

Luhan and Sehun had to take turns watching over Yixing, who was constantly feeling dizzy even though he was living a normal life. But Luhan knew that his friend was different and couldn't believe that Kevin was as bad as he had said in the first place. And Luhan doesn't believe that Kevin will ever go back to being Wu Yifan. The wall...

More walls than that man was building, a high wall separating himself and Yixing. But he probably doesn't understand. that Zhang Yixing was too fragile to even dare to touch that wall.

After being kicked out by Kevin on the first day, the tall figure refused to ask to see Yixing again. Yixing stops by to visit almost every day, but the answer he gets hurts his whole heart. Or is it that Kevin really doesn't want to see him anymore? Yixing is so sad that it's worrisome. Luhan therefore decided to move his belongings to live with Yixing.

Yixing felt angry at himself for saying the word love so late. They never called each other their lovers, so they had no foreign objects to look at when they missed each other. There was nothing. There were only memories that didn't know when they would fade. Yixing might remember Kevin in another five years or ten years. But what about Kevin? Will he still remember Yixing after four years?

Yixing decided not to visit the tall one when he entered his third month, trying to get him used to the loneliness that was gnawing at his heart. But I don't cut myself off from the other person, I don't even think about trying. Yixing doesn't blame anyone for anyone's fault. It's not his fault, it's not Kevin's fault, maybe they just aren't meant to be together yet. Maybe it's not time yet. That's it.

Thinking like that, Yixing tried to return to being the original Yixing. Live the same life and be with yourself more

4 years later

This year's rainy season, there is nothing more pleasant as usual. All around, there is only an overcast sky and a gloomy atmosphere. A few hundred thousand people hate Yixing, standing and watching as people run through the rain and trample on the water that is stuck in the ponds until it splashes. throughout the area The old man selling umbrellas still carried bags full of different types and sizes of umbrellas and hid in a corner to sell them in the same place. This year, he looked much older.

Yixing wasn't sure if it was because he hadn't noticed much or if it was because he was really getting older, but the way the umbrellas were arranged This caused Yi Qing to conclude that the old man's eyes and ears must have become quite hazy.

It's almost noon but all the umbrellas are still sold out. I guess people realize that the rainy season gets worse every year and so they carry umbrellas with them. An old man sits with a stern look on his face, guarding dozens of umbrellas. The car is placed in the foreground. Even though there was glass and raindrops blocking him, Yixing could see the sadness in his eyes. The old couple, whose bustling atmosphere was full of people, disappeared along with the hope of the old man. Yixing decided to pick up an umbrella and walk across to the opposite side.

The old man smiled when he saw Yixing. He also remembered that the white kid was the owner of the bookstore where he often went to seek shelter from the sun. Their small talk made the old man laugh somewhat. Yixing decided to buy 5 umbrellas, not understanding why he did it. But the old man's smile that revealed his few remaining teeth was enough of an answer.

Yixing handed some bills and coins to the old man before walking across the river and returning to his shop. Yixing carefully placed all the umbrellas in an empty box next to the newsstand. I guess if any customer doesn't have an umbrella I probably had to get this umbrella as the rain started to stop in the late afternoon. When the old man returned, Yixing didn't know when.

He was busy drawing up designs for new customers. He turned around and the empty seats were empty. Yixing walked out to look at the lives of the people in the area. When the rain stopped, they all went outside to do some shopping. Pictures like this are seen every day. Yixing himself often picks up a drawing board that hasn't been used in a long time.

Let's dust off and sketch the atmosphere at this time, partly because I like it. Another part is to prevent myself from thinking about someone who has been gone for so long. Every time I accidentally look at the shop door Yi Qing would always have a sharp pain in the left side of his chest. same position as the heart I want people to That pushed the door towards me like today, four years ago.

But found emptiness The large glass door was still closed. There probably isn't any hope left. When I thought of it like that I didn't want to continue drawing like that.

The rain poured down again in the evening. and continued to fall until it was close to closing time. Yixing was sitting at the counter reading his favorite book, waiting for the shop to close. The bell above the shop door signaled the arrival of a visitor and the door slammed open.

“The shop is closed,” Yixing said, but didn't take his eyes off the letter in front of him.

“I would like to come in to take shelter from the rain.” A familiar voice and a sentence that Yixing could never forget floated onto his ears until he thought he was dreaming. The white man gradually Look up at the picture of the visitor. It's like...it's shocking. But will it be him?

“Kevin…” Yixing didn’t know where his voice had gone. I want to say more, but I can't. I want to run towards you. But his legs had absolutely no strength. I miss you...I miss you so much.

“I have nowhere to go. Let me stop here for a moment.” The tall figure took off his wet jacket and held it loosely. The smile that Yixing had been thinking about for four years was now in front of him. His Kevin is back.

“How long do you plan to stay?” Yixing asked, his voice trembling. The image in front of me was so blurry when it was obscured by a veil of tears. His Kevin was really back. It really was him. Yixing wasn't dreaming. The tall figure didn't answer the question, but slowly walked towards the thin figure. Kevin pulled Yixing in and hugged him as he had missed him for a long time.

I think about it almost like crazy...

No different...

...It's no different, darling.

Yixing sobbed a little. before hugging the tall figure and answering Kevin kissed the other man's white temple before leaning in and whispering a question. A question that makes the heart of the person being asked swell and warm, almost unbearable.

“What if I said that for the rest of my life? Would that be considered too much of a bother?”

Thank you to the rain for allowing Yixing to meet Kevin...

Thank you both for having each other...

No matter how bad things are, Yixing will not be afraid. Because of the people he picked up on a rainy day four years ago. We will always be by each other's side...never abandoning each other.

As much as Zhang Yixing hated the rainy season, he still hated it.

But probably...

...not as much as before.

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