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O W E N TM.

It's okay if you have regrets. Even if it's just a place to stay, just a place to vent when you're sad.

But always willing Thank you for at least still thinking of each other.

Maybe the status is unclear. It hurts ourselves. Expressing your feelings may not be the same as keeping them to yourself because in the end he may not choose you. Or don't even think about choosing us in the first place.

And even if he doesn't choose me

I agree….

If during that time it brought me closer to the person I love.

“Changkyun, you fought with him again.” A cute face that had been crying a lot and was full of tears told me the reason why he cried every time.

Again?

“Why does he have to do this to you, Changkyun, when you're the only one with him? Why does he still have to cheat on you?” Details began to come out of that little mouth. I wasn't too surprised because this wasn't the first time Kihyun hyung had shed tears and every time I was the one listening and couldn't do it. You can do anything.

Please don't cry.

Can you not shed tears for him?

Can you break up with him?

Can you let me take care of you?

I didn't say anything, just being a shoulder to lean on when he fought with his girlfriend. This time too, the little man came to me with a pale face. It was easy to guess that he had been crying all night for the same reason. The things that made him cry were because of Jooheon hyung's insatiability that made Kihyun hyung cry every time and this time I won't allow it anymore.

“Uncle Kihyun”

“Can you let me take care of you?”

“Will you let me love you?”

“Changkyun…”

“You don't have to give me an answer yet. I know I can't replace Jooheon hyung. Just let me be here at this time. Is that okay?"

“Thank you, Changkyun.” The little man returned the small smile. After I confessed my feelings, I knew that doing this was wrong, but not wanting to see the person I love suffer again is not wrong, right? Even if in the end it was me who had to. Even though I'm sad

“Kihyun-hyung,” I called out, calling the little man who was now sitting unconscious to turn his attention to me, who was now trying to touch his nose with the tip of his tongue.

“Haha, Changkyun, what the hell are you doing? Stop it, haha.”

"You're laughing." I stopped my actions before giving a wide smile as my plan to try to make the little guy laugh was successful.

"How can I not make you laugh? Look at you. Haha."

“I don't think it's funny at all. Please try it.” I pretended to pout a little, hoping that the little person would see that my doing this was cute.

“I don't want it. It's so ugly I'll die.” Kihyun hyung shook his head and refused almost immediately when I asked him to do the same as me.

"Brother, this isn't a problem at all."

“What do you say? That's it. Why can't I do it?” I secretly smiled when the little guy finally clung to me. Kihyun hyung is a person who likes to win. And I always like to give in. It's been like this since Kihyun hyung didn't even have Jooheon hyung. I sat and looked at the little guy who was now trying hard to touch the tip of his nose with his tongue.

"You're really ugly. Stop doing it and your drooling is ugly." I told the little guy to stop acting like he was stupid before handing him a tissue to wipe off the drool.

After a while, the two of us sat and watched a movie that I ran to rent at a shop in front of the village. Kihyun hyung didn't say anything, just casually watched the movie and ate the snacks I had stopped by to buy. Plus, the little person sitting next to me can now smile a bit. You can laugh now. Which is very good for me. I don't know how much time had passed since Kihyun hyung and I were sitting on this sofa watching a movie together.

“Changkyun, you're hungry.” A small voice from the person sitting next to me called out for me to stop paying attention to the movie that was showing and turn my attention to the agent.

"Do you still have the stomach to stay hungry? I'll eat all the snacks."

“Well, he's hungry.” The little man pouted slightly, probably thinking he wouldn't be able to eat dinner. I smiled at his cute expression before getting up to find something in the kitchen for him to eat.

"Then I'm going to cook ramen."

“Yes, Changkyun is the cutest in the world.” The little person smiled wide and cutely before getting up and clinging to my arm like a puppy that was begging for its owner.

“You won't let me go. And how do I go about boiling it?” Actually, I don't want to let it go. But I'm afraid I won't be able to resist that cute face.

“Huh, hurry up. I'm so hungry I'm dying." The little man removed his hand from my arm and turned to rub his own stomach instead. I shook my head at the little person's childish actions.

“Here, Kihyun hyung can come eat.” I called out the little man's name while arranging a place for him to sit, but it didn't seem like he received a reply at all.

“Kihyun hyung.” I waved my hand in front of the little man's face before my eyes fell on the phone screen that Kihyun hyung had left open, which now had many messages from that person.

“Changkyun, I love Jooheon.”

"I can't forget him."

"I don't want to lose him." Suddenly the little man chose to speak up and let me listen to the same old story about how he loved that person. It was painful.

That I had to listen to things like this and how much I had to force myself to do the opposite.

"If you love him"

“You better go back to him.” I chose to say the opposite of what I thought.

“Please forgive him.” I chose to lie about my feelings to make the other person feel good.

“Sorry, Changkyun.”

You don't have to apologize to me.

I'm used to it.

But why do I still feel pain?

“I have to go.”

“Do you want me to send it away?”

"nevermind"

“I don't want Jooheon to misunderstand.” I smiled at how pitiful I was that even he would deny my good intentions, let alone my feelings. Will there ever be a time when I get to enter your thoughts?

“Then good luck, Kihyun hyung,” was all I could say before the little man rushed out without paying any attention to my goodbye. And if the thin thread that separates us from being brothers and sisters fades away I hope that I will have the opportunity to love you.

Despite the fact that I am always the one who regrets This isn't the first time and it's true that I didn't come later. It's just wrong that you didn't choose me. But every time we're close We were together and had special moments together. I'm really happy. Even though I can only be the person who separates them when he and I fight.

But you are my most precious memory anyway… Kihyun hyung.

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Hello, I'm back again with a new fic that I'm not sure what genre it is. 5555555555555555 I wonder what style you want to write.

It's the third story. I still think it's strange like in the past. Anyway, you can criticize. Sukthai, thank you for stopping by to read again as always.

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