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On this planet
...if there is white, there must be black...
...If there is darkness, there must be light...
Everything is created to have two sides.
when desire Pushing the limits of correctness
"Mother...huhu~ Mother, please don't do this to Fany. Huh..."
When the fire of love burns and turns everything into dust.
“Go away, Kim Taeyeon! Because of you..you're the only one who made me like this!!”
When fear Eat your heart until it's numb
"Teacher Kim, do you really think it can help me?"
There's no one who can help me...no."
I probably won't be a good mother.
and probably can't be anyone's good lover either
"Fany...TaeTae...I'm sorry."
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Opening a new fic unexpectedly
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"Please accept it."
'Tiffany Jung' looked down at a box of expensive chocolates with a large bouquet of flowers being handed to her by a handsome young man. Good, top level school Her expression was still as neutral as before. Even though the person standing in front of him was a senior that everyone dreamed of and wanted to capture. They are all owned...
It was probably only her who looked at him with completely silent eyes without any spark of joy or admiration. Leaving the young man with a sheepish smile on his own.
"Does Siwon hyung like me?"
"Uh...if I didn't like it, I probably wouldn't have brought it to you."
'Oh, it's good to stir like this. So that you don't have to feel so guilty.'
"Then let me keep it. I probably can't accept it.” She refused without any care, not at all afraid that the lotus would be bruised and the water would become cloudy. Troubled by a close friend like 'Sunny' who was standing next to her and was secretly poking her leg with his foot. As he nodded his head to let her accept his kindness... 'Take it, you bastard.
This is the school month. He's so handsome,' Sunny whispered loudly enough for both of them to hear. before giving a shy smile to the godfather in my heart
"Why can't I accept it? Nong Fany isn't dating anyone here...please take it. I intend to bring it to Tiffany alone."
"Please take it back."
"Nong Fa---"
“Thank you very much, Siwon hyung. Fan was shy so she didn't dare accept it." Seeing that his best friend didn't show any signs of accepting the things, Lee Sunkyu took up the responsibility by taking all the things into his chest. instead of "Uh, we'd like to go first. I just have to hurry and join the club. It's already late."
"As you please." Siwon gave a sweet smile before extending his hand in a gentleman's manner indicating his upbringing. Came very well The two girls bowed slightly to their senior to say goodbye.
After walking a bit further, Tiffany flicked her green, accusing eyes towards her best friend. There was only one person with him. She has very few friends because she is quiet and rarely talks, so no one dares to approach her. Unlike Sunny, who is cheerful, smiles easily, and can talk all day without stopping, it's like a ghost piercing his mouth to speak without fail.
"Why did you bring his stuff? I already told you that I don't want it." His voice was a little fierce, but the other person wasn't afraid.
"Do you know how hot Siwon hyung is? Everyone wants his brother. You're the only one who doesn't care about anything other than food and textbooks...and you look at this." Sunny turned the box over to look at it and put his finger on the word "sex".
Made in Belgium "
Chocolate from Belgium. If you don't want something good like this, you'd be stupid!"
The pronoun 'best friends' used to refer to just the two of them was used without offence, although 'I-Squirrel' was a reference to Sunny's front teeth and 'I-Moo' was a reference to Tiffany's bountiful figure. Anyway Young girls have been calling each other this way since Mathayom 1 to Mathayom 4, and they still use it until it's stuck. mouth as seen
"Do you think I'm stupid?" Tiffany asked seriously.
"No, it's just a metaphor." The little man immediately waved his hand in denial and changed the subject in order to save himself. Everyone knows how scary it is when Tiffany is cruel. "...but you really don't like him? If so, I'll grab it right away. His face is handsome, his house is rich, he's good at studying, he's great at sports like this. It's not easy to find."
"Then you can take it yourself."
"Ah! He doesn't like me."
"I don't like him either."
“You're a weirdo. I really want to know what your specs are?”
'What kind?' A voice asked in his heart, causing the sweet face to stop thinking. Before his full lips moved to speak the next sentence.
"In a way that you and I probably couldn't imagine..." A thin hand reached out and picked up the bouquet of flowers that his friend was holding. A pair of beautiful eyes looked at the beautiful petals for a moment and then dropped them into the trash can on the side of the road. “Hurry up and walk, I don't want to be late on the first day of joining the club.”
Hey! Sunny looked stunned at the bouquet of flowers in the trash can. In fact, Tiffany has been like this since time immemorial: stubborn, determined, and not very emotional like other young girls. But she still wasn't used to her friend being like this.
"The flowers are beautiful. How could you throw them down your throat? I feel sorry for them." He complained like that. In case next time you won't encounter the same situation again. “What about this chocolate? Will you keep it?”
“You take it and eat it. I'm too lazy to hold on." The answer made the listener so happy that they couldn't hide their feelings.
The thief is finished! (。Ф∀Ф。)
The atmosphere within the art club is quite calm and relaxed. From the stylish decoration with light brown wooden furniture. Plus the green from the ornamental plants placed throughout the room. Spreading freshness and comfort to every molecule, most suitable for creating works of art... It might be the reason why this club received the attention of so many students that it had to be closed.
Get the names within minutes of the club opening. But another reason that was equally strong was probably the beautiful teacher who was walking around inspecting the paintings. of each child is there.
...Teacher Kim Taeyeon...
At first, Tiffany wasn't interested in joining the club. But the squirrel girl dragged her and forced her to join the same club and gave a reason. It is important at the national level that "I want to be close to Teacher Kim. I don't know who he is. I'm bored!" because I've never had a direct class with him. So I've only seen it in passing from far away.
Tiffany thinks he's cute. But I didn't think it would reach the level where there were so many children, both men and women. She doesn't understand and doesn't care.
until...
"Would you like to try adding a little more bright color here?"
A voice asked from behind, with a sharp face just inches away. The female teacher leaned down. Rest one arm on the back of the chair. The other side pointed to the location of the painting he mentioned. One moment in thought Tiffany felt as if he was hugging her from behind. When he felt the slight warmth from that small body.
Including the gentle scent of perfume that blows in to greet the tip of the nose. Let her secretly glance at those smooth, clear cheeks with indifference.
"The picture looks a little dull, don't you think?"
And even though his eyes were still fixed on the painting But her heart fluttered in a strange way like never before... Now Tiffany began to understand why everyone wanted to get close to this teacher.
"Students...are you listening?"
The moment the teacher turned to face me It was at the same moment that she turned to answer him. The tips of our noses were so sharp that they almost collided. It was as if the world had stopped turning for a moment. And he was the one who backed away to put more distance between us. Up...for the first time our eyes met directly. He still had a gentle smile on his face.
As she kept motionless, unable to take her eyes off... those dark eyes That pair was full of charm. The bridge of the nose is high and curves downwards. Accept beautiful, full lips that would be 'soft' if touched just lightly, and would probably be very 'soft' when our lips were passionately crushed together.
...Wait a minute...
'What are you thinking, Fanny?' The owner of this obscene thought could only complain to himself in his heart. before quickly answering his question with an accent that could barely be found.
"Oh...uh..that's---"
"I intend to do it. Try drawing for fun at your own pace first. Next time, I'll teach you more painting techniques." He was cut off when he saw her sobbing. before pulling himself back to stand at his full height Draw a beautiful smile for her again and walk away.
Tiffany sighed softly as she looked at his back with a calm expression. But beneath her mask of indifference, there were questions...she never was. Who has been like this before? It's a feeling that I can't tell what it is. Like? Eye-catching? Or is it just a temporary affection?
A little more than an hour has passed. The people who finished painting all dispersed. Even Sunny the Squirrel hurriedly packed up her bag and went back because of Mom. She will take her to the mall to buy her a new school bag. Tiffany kept her head down and continued drawing. When he looked up again, he saw that she was the last student left in this room.
The club teacher was concentrating on an oil painting at the far end of the room. He put the tip of his brush onto the canvas with skill. Concentrate on the work with determination. Until he didn't notice her walking in quietly. Watching every gesture of the little person moving his body or frowning thinking about what color to put and where to put it.
"If I were a snake By now, the teacher would probably have been bitten to death..."
“Huh?” The small owner turned around and raised an eyebrow. Make a face that isn't distressed before greeting her with a bright smile "Are you finished?"
"I'm sorry it took so long to draw. So the teacher has to wait---"
"It's okay. I'm not in a hurry to go home." A hand reached out and undid the back straps and took off the apron. “Hurry up and go home. This way, I'll take care of it myself." He said as he put the various equipment on the table without thinking about the boy who had told him to hurry home first. will still stand in the same place
“Aren't you going to examine it first?” The girl pointed at the painting. "The teacher said that art is like a representation of the deep feelings of the person who drew it at that time. So, can you tell me what my picture says?” The 15 year old's question caused the older man to find the answer by examining the piece up close with Tiffany. Follow closely.
"I'm good at drawing. I can use it, uh..."
"Tiffany...Tiffany Jung" after telling her name Tiffany noticed that those eyes flickered for a moment. Before he turned his white face back to his original dull color.
"Her paintings make me feel confusion...fear...longing...this style of painting sometimes conveys some kind of fatigue or uneasiness." Kim Taeyeon turned around. His eyes locked with the girl's with a warm, earnest look. "Is something bothering you, Mr. Jong?"
"You'd better call me Tiffany."
"Then..Tiffany...if the teacher said something wrong, I'm sorry. In fact, she might be very happy. The teacher may have misinterpreted its meaning..."
"Teacher is right. It's not wrong." She was a quiet person. Likes to act like he's carrying the whole world as it is. It naturally has its own reasons. But she doesn't blame anyone. for everything It's probably fate that likes to play tricks on us.
"Is there anything you can advise me about?"
"Teacher Kim, do you really think you can help me?" Tiffany lowered her eyes. He looked at his hands that were loosely clasped together beneath him. "No one can help me." A pair of sweet eyes lifted to meet the young teacher's eyes and a faint smile appeared. It's so sad that people who look at it can feel it.
“I still stand by my original words.” Bright red lips spread a gentle smile to the child in front of him. "If you want I'm ready to listen...Keeping your problems to yourself is uncomfortable. It's still better to vent a little, isn't it?"
“Then…” Long legs slowly walked towards the older man. "I'd like to help..."
Just a blink of an eye Tiffany's full, beautiful lips unexpectedly landed on the same part as the other's. Her narrow waist was wrapped around her slender arms, preventing her from retreating. While his other hand slipped into the nape of his neck to give him an even closer kiss, he pressed his lips down like that.
Sent through warm breaths that merge into one... No matter how shocked you are But Taeyeon let the other party do what they wanted. Her eyelids slowly closed as the sorrow passed through her until she felt it. She couldn't deny the anguish of trying to tell its story. It was like a faint whisper from the dark and cold depths of the abyss.
Why did this child become like this?
"That's enough, Tiffany~" Taeyeon stopped her as those soft, sweet lips began to press closer and closer. The two hands that were beginning to fidget were dragging her body with dexterity. Until I began to wonder how many stories a child this age must have gone through to be able to You can do things like this without feeling nervous or hesitant.
And she soon realized what she had allowed to happen. This is extremely inappropriate for students and teachers like her.
It's not love...it's just sympathy.
But it was a sympathy that had never been given to anyone this much before.
For people who have just met each other and have been close for just a few minutes. This kind of thing should never happen. Only, she couldn't ignore those sad eyes. It radiated agony like fragile glass that was ready to break at any moment. Every impact is just light. Even though he couldn't understand what this child had experienced, But she wanted to help him escape those worries.
“You can go home now. You shouldn't be doing this, you know that, right?"
A sweet-faced girl in a school uniform walked with her bag at a slightly faster pace than usual. Her face must have swollen a little to match the crazy things he had done a few years ago. minutes earlier Master Kim's deep voice still resounded in his head. Even though it wasn't a scolding, she knew he wouldn't be pleased. But why..why did she dare to kiss him?
Why can't I control myself when we're near each other? This is not you at all, not 'Tiffany Jung', the person who ignores almost everyone in the world.
'What's wrong with me?' The tips of her pretty fingers touched the lips that still had traces of moisture. Feel the faint warmth that is still stuck in your feelings. Think of those lips. It's both soft..sweet..not different from what I thought. She wanted to kiss her again and again. Intoxicated with the gentle fragrance in every touch And probably wouldn't have been able to stop herself if she hadn't been stopped by him first.
Mother's car was waiting at her usual spot like every day. She went straight to open the car door and lowered her butt into the driver's seat out of habit. Forgot to turn to greet the beautiful mother who was next to her looking suspicious at her condition.
"Who made my daughter's face look so wrinkled?"
'Jessica Jung', a 34 year old mother, greeted her only child while fondly stroking her light brown hair. Tiffany still has a tangled expression on her face. Mrs. Jeong then moved her hand to pull his cheek, making him cry out in protest.
"When we meet face to face, don't you think about smiling at each other?" I've been waiting for you for a long time." His teasing accent spread through his lips, which smiled and laughed happily. Tiffany noticed the delight in the sharp eyes that were shining brightly. Dazzling as if there were millions of stars competing with each other in their light. Ah...it made her feel better to the point where she couldn't help but smile sweetly back at him.
"I'm sorry, I just have a few things to think about." Mother was in such a bright mood. You should put aside other things that you are worried about. And I'm glad that the person next to me isn't irritated by other life problems.
You can think like that. The sweet-faced girl hid herself in her mother's embrace, who spread out to welcome her. Wrapped up in my arms Breathe slowly through the tip of your nose. Let Mom gently caress your head. Breathe in the gentle scent of perfume that blows in and comforts you with gentleness. She likes moments like this the most. I want to stop these feelings for a long time.
Tiffany always thought that every time her mother hugged her, It felt like she had returned 'home' to the safest and warmest place for her.
If God grants you one wish…
Tiffany will ask for nothing but 'Mother's happiness'
Mother's smile is like yours. We are just two people, mother and daughter. Mom is tired because she came a lot. And she didn't want anyone or anything to affect her mother's sensitive feelings again. I can only pray that He will not abandon us like in the past.
But she probably asked too late.
Or maybe heaven didn't hear her request.
In front of the fence, a luxurious black vehicle appeared parked on the sidewalk without the shadow of its owner. However, both Jessica and Tiffany knew exactly whose car it was. Jessica's mouth is loud. His eyebrows knit together tightly. Before stepping on the accelerator, her car quickly parked inside the fence of the house.
The sound of tires grinding on the road caused the large man who was leaning against the door of the house to look up and smile. Jessica opened the door, stepped out of the car, and rushed towards the person she didn't want to see the most in this world. Tiffany's worried eyes followed closely behind.
"Why did you come? "Ok Taecyeon," an angry voice and words of severing relations sprayed through red lips. Even though this man had the same bloodline as Tiffany, Her daughter, whatever.
"I just wanted to come see you and the baby."
“We have nothing to do with each other, go back.” The beautiful pair of eyes clearly let out their hatred. She clenched her fists so hard they trembled. He didn't care how much the tip of his nails dug into his flesh and hurt. Because your heart hurts a lot more than that!
"At least let me see my son sometimes. Jessi---"
“Do you want to leave now or do I have to call the police and drag you away!”
"Can't we just have a nice conversation sometime, Jess?~ I love you. I'm ready to take responsibility for your life and your child. I would like to have the opportunity to act as Tiffany's 'father' at least once in my life... Why do you keep rejecting me like this, Jessica?” The young man's eyes were filled with anguish. A bad past that cannot be changed
It ruined both of our lives. Not even the flesh and blood that must suffer this karma as well. Taecyeon looked at his daughter who was hiding behind her mother. The edges of his eyes suddenly became hotter. When in the eyes of the young girl she never once saw him as a father.
"Get out…..I told you to get out!!!"
Tiffany pulled her mother's waist into a hug with concern. I just hope he can calm down a bit. Meanwhile, some of her back began to tremble from sobs that she didn't know were caused by hatred. Or is it more painful?
"Thank you for caring about us. But please go back first...I'm begging you." It was the girl who spoke up. She doesn't just feel sorry for her mother. But she also felt sorry for him. She had seen his unsuccessful attempts over the years. It was an effort that was rewarded with more emptiness and cracks. clearer than before
“Dad, you can go first.” Taecyeon placed several bags of souvenirs on a nearby table. Everything is Jessica's favorite thing. Including items for teenagers like Tiffany. “I'm going first...I want you and your children to know...I'm always with you. Whether you want it or not..."
The young man looked at the young woman in front of him one last time with regret. before turning around and leaving
The gate closed as silence descended on the entire area. Jessica tapped her foot sharply. Get the dazed figure out of there as quickly as possible. Her heart ached and continued to beat wildly. There was hardly any consciousness left to control his own fluctuating emotions.
Pung...and as soon as you stepped into the house Tiffany's body was pressed against the cold wall. The young girl had no right to protest when her mother's lips quickly followed her, her beautiful body pressing in closer. Like a fire of emotions that was raging in the middle of a turbulent river...she couldn't. You can resist.
First of all, I'd like to come out strong. Don't find any meaning or morality from this fic, haha.
In addition to intending to make the characters dark, I also want to keep my relationship.
Don't be surprised why Fany at this age dares to kiss Teacher Kim with such a face. (Well, people used to do that.)
And don't just scold Wright. Where are you going? Mother and daughter are not spared, cruel bitches!
Let's just say, I want you to look at the backstory of the characters that reflects each person's story first.
Then you will be able to curse Wright with full words without any doubts...not that!
❄ T W O ❄
*** Some content will be white-washed. Anyone who is still young, please don't drag and watch, darling. ***
Even though I feel guilty about what I've done.
But I'm so satisfied
Jessica couldn't stop her emotions. She couldn't control her body at all when her mental state was abnormal like this. Anger and hatred towards others was distilled into the form of The overflowing, turbulent 'desire' is stuck in my chest like hot lava under a volcano that must quickly find a way to vent it out.
She was no longer herself. Total loss of restraint... Warm lips landed on Tiffany's trembling, luscious red lips, crushing them again and again. before sending a hot tongue to invade the other party without mercy A hand moved up to caress the back of her neck when the girl made a gesture of retreating.
Resulting in a more intimate kiss. The tip of the tongue flicks with a passionate dexterity. The hem of her shirt was gripped tightly by the younger man with two trembling hands.
Uh~
Tiffany let out a moan of protest in her throat as the long, hard kiss absorbed the air. Breathing almost completely Thin, beautiful lips still caress not far away Until Jessica's hand slid through the hem of his shirt and caressed her soft, smooth back. The bra clasp was easily unhooked moments later.
"Mom...please stop....F..Fanny please~" The sweet-faced girl mustered up the remaining courage to call her mother to her senses with a trembling voice.
Jessica slowly withdrew her hot lips. Common sense tells me enough to stop. But the body's desire increased when it met another person's closed eyes. Looking at her with pleading eyes Even though their eyes were filled with tears, they were so sweet and inviting that she couldn't help but move towards her again with the sound of
Memories ringing in my head A shameful memory that she would never forget.
...5 years ago...
“Where are you going, Mother?” A small voice stopped the person who was opening the door from the house. A thin hand lingered on the knob. Before turning her beautiful face back to the little one standing upturned behind her.
"Mom will be back soon. Go take a shower and go to bed.” Jessica tried to suppress the anger that was boiling over from the phone call that had just been disconnected. Just a few minutes ago Taecyeon tries to claim paternity to take care of Tiffany. Which she will never allow! Her child..she can raise it by herself. No need to let anyone interfere.
Just hearing that man's voice made her irritated to the point of madness. Jessica didn't even want to admit that half of the blood flowing within her. Tiffany is the offspring of this despicable man!
She loves her child very much.
But he hates his father just as much.
"I don't want to be alone...Mommy, please don't go..."
"Mom will be back soon. Fanny is a good girl, right? Fanny must obey mother."
If it were in the past, when Tiffany still didn't know, she would call 'a woman like that' to come and pamper her until her mood returned to normal at home. But when the little girl grew up, Jessica chose to go out instead. It would not be appropriate for your child to know about these things. And it wouldn't be right for her to scream through the walls of the room for the child to hear.
“But I don't want Mom to go here. Mom can be fierce and even hit me if it makes her feel better... But mother, don't go anywhere. Stay with Fany~" Even though she knew that her mother was in a bad mood, But Tiffany doesn't want to stay in this house alone. Whenever my mother was angry, she would always go outside. She doesn't know where her mother went.
I only knew that I didn't want to be left behind like that again. Two small arms hugged her mother's body. His sweet face was buried on his back, afraid that he might disappear again.
“Are you afraid of the devil?” Jessica sighed slowly as she turned around to face the small figure. Slender, beautiful hands held those shoulders together to meet those light brown eyes. Looking back with suspicion “If Mother said that Mother was about to turn into a demon...would Fanny still want Mother to stay with me?” The answer was a quick nod without hesitation.
He couldn't have known what the 'demon' that Jessica was talking about was like.
"Then I'll stay with you…” Jessica released her hand from her delicate shoulder. She walked over and sat on a nearby sofa. "Come here~"
The little boy walked towards him easily. It was no different than an innocent lamb that had stepped into the sharp claws of Lion... As soon as the small figure stopped standing in front of him. Tiffany was pulled into a hug by her mother. Unexpectedly, she rushed into the arms that gently embraced her, making her sit astride his lap.
Jessica supported her youthful face with both hands. Before leaning his lips down to lightly kiss the same spot. The soft touch pressed down repeatedly with no signs of easily pulling away. Change today's Goodnight Kiss to be different from what it used to be. The tip of a warm tongue was sent out to caress the child's lips, which were pressed against each other. Instinctively, Tiffany closed her eyes.
His breathing began to hitch as the other party didn't give the inexperienced person even a chance to rest. His thin palm slowly slid down. Before the small body was forced to lie down on the sofa.
pure body and is vulnerable to being invaded by the touch of an unconscious adult The soft white skin was marked with bruises from the way his lips caressed and caressed it. Clothes were scattered on the floor. It was no different from a little heart that was crying as if it would break soon.
"Mother...huhu~ Mother, please don't do this to Fany. Huh..."
She had brought her pain, anger, and hatred onto this child instead of the woman in the lounge like always. If Tiffany didn't hold back The person she could vent her intense desire for was probably not him. A clear face filled with tears was like a 'stigma' that had been engraved into the heart.
She couldn't stop her desire. It's like a serious disease that relapses and spreads without proper treatment. And no one would think that...
Five years after that day Everything remains the same.
The bouncy body of a 15 year old girl was pressed into the soft mattress of a large bed. The pale orange light reflected on the white skin hungrily brightly. Apply to soft, smooth skin bathed in a gentle fragrance. Tiffany let out a shaky breath through the tip of her pretty nose. His body languished under the power of a still beautiful woman.
Shining like a gem that has been meticulously cut. The beautiful body above made the young girl's breath come in an impossible halt, so much so that Tiffany had to turn her face to the side so that the end of her gaze was at the window instead of the seductive body in front of her. It seems that age has not affected Jessica at all. She is still as elegant and beautiful as she was ten years ago.
"Ummmm~" No matter how hard you try to suppress your emotions, Tiffany couldn't stop herself from singing the song of passionate love. of adults once The body responds to every touch. No strength to resist, knowing full well that in the end, he would be defeated anyway.
"Mother...oh..oh."
"What do you have to call me, Fanny?"
Yes.....now he is not the mother.
No...just now.
"Jessica~" A voice moaned his name easily.
“Very good, little one~” Jessica pressed her lips to the girl's sweaty temple. before inserting his fingertips into his hot body One leg was torn open so that a finger could be inserted deeper.
Tiffany let out an incoherent moan. As the slender fingers move in and out with fervor The tops of his breasts rose from being penetrated by Jessica's lips again and again. Until the final scream sounded as the emotion of love was pushed upwards. max destination
The fire of lust has not yet ended easily. When Jessica lowered her butt onto the girl's hips. As a result, our sensitive parts are pressed closer together. Sending wetness as the rounded hips move faster and harder. The low, hoarse moans in the woman's throat gradually became more frequent. Louder...more...
And a few minutes later Jessica was the one who let out a shuddering moan as she beautifully sent herself touching the edge of heaven.
Meanwhile, peace returns to the Jung family once again.
Another life that was far away could not be suppressed.
The small figure on the king-sized bed pushed his breath up into his nostrils and let it out slowly and with relief. I don't know how many times since the first moment I laid down on the soft mattress. More than an hour has passed with all this wasted effort, until I survived and still couldn't sleep. In the end, Kim Taeyeon succumbed to the distracting thoughts that were raging in her brain like a small war. that is not yet finished
The owner of the young face decided to get up from the bed. Dragging the light blue slipper towards the kitchen amidst the dim light coming from outside. His legs moved lazily as he sent one hand up to tangle in his hair in frustration.
'What's going on? I just got kissed by a kid and I lost my shit.' ( ‵′ )
He muttered to himself as he opened the refrigerator door to grab some fresh milk and poured it into a glass.
The touch of Tiffany's full lips is still engraved in my heart. Haunting in my mind like a story that has been replayed over and over again. How much do you want to forget? The more the memories came back to play tricks on her… It's not like I've never been through these things before having to be shaken by a stranger's kiss.
More than this, even sharing a bed has happened before. Yes, she has gone through it all. Even though Taeyeon is single right now, it doesn't mean that she never had a 'boyfriend' in the past.
It's just that it's been a long time…
It's been so long that it could be called 'last love'.
Since the day that person walked away It was as if he had taken her heart as well...she had no feelings left to love anyone else, even though she tried to open her heart to new people who passed by. Taeyeon discovered that In the end, those people had to walk away. Because no one wants to be with a 'heartless person' like you.
And for 'Tiffany Jung', a young girl who likes to keep a calm expression on her face. His arrogant attitude contrasted with such a sweet, pretty face. Instead, it made Taeyeon think of someone. Even though I try to tell myself that the 'Jong' family name isn't the only one in the world. Like her surname Kim, no matter where you turn you will see 'Kim' in front of the name all over the place (
Even the leader of North Korea is still surname Kim. Relatives or not!) But Taeyeon couldn't deny that the first moment she heard that child's name. A lump in his chest twitched as soon as he heard the familiar family name. A sigh sounded again. before he gulped down the milk and drank the entire glass
This child's eyes were very similar to 'that person'.
... 3 months have passed ...
Tiffany finds that art helps her relax a lot. From before I used to have a cold expression. Instead, a sweet smile often appears for friends to see. It wouldn't be wrong to say that she looked more cheerful than before...one would probably be because of the drawing. Pictures that help heal the mind better Second, it's probably because of the clear-faced teacher. who always gave advice and encouragement to her
"It's me. No matter how many pictures I draw, they're all like this. Damn it~" Taeyeon stood and mumbled teasingly as her feet hung on her hips, looking at the dark-gray painting that was hidden. Sad as if the heart had been broken a hundred times by a sweet-faced student close to her. ..I don't know when they really became close.. Until I found out again Both of them were able to tease each other without offending each other like this.
"Let's learn to use bright colors. How about pink? You like this color, don't you? You could apply a gradient pink color to the entire sheet. Next time, try drawing."
"How did you know I like pink?"
Taeyeon looked at Tiffany from head to toe. Pink hair bands, pink hair clips, pink coats, pink watches, pink socks, hmm... so pink-haired all over, who wouldn't guess? If you weren't stupid, you'd be color blind!
I could tell from the look in her eyes that she was thinking... Tiffany facepalmed at the female teacher before turning around. Go pack all your school supplies into a big bag. Her unfathomable enormity makes the sweet-faced girl willing to bear it all. that (I think) are necessary for living in this pink backpack without thinking that it is boiling
Is it hot or heavy at all? Taeyeon laughed a little when she saw the other person whip the backpack up and put it on her shoulder. The bag swung almost 360 degrees before it locked onto the thin shoulder. (Just the size of a shoulder bag) There's still a lot of poses.) She shook her head gently with affection. Before he picked up his drawing equipment that was on the floor and carried it...the entire easel. Canvas for drawing, brushes, color palettes, and many other miscellaneous things that seem all piled up.
"I'll help you carry it. Do you want to put it in the teacher's room?" Tiffany hurried in volunteering. Even though her bag was heavy, she had gotten used to carrying it. Helping the teacher carry a few things is very comfortable.
"Are you okay?" Seeing his slightly distraught appearance, he asked with concern.
"Okay, let's go," Tiffany replied with smiling eyes that were pushed up until they curved into a crescent shape. It's a picture that I rarely had the opportunity to see before. Until Taeyeon couldn't help but smile.
It was a short walk from the art room and we reached our destination. The door to the teacher's room was pushed in. Followed by the owner of the room who walked straight to his desk in a familiar manner. “Put it there. I'll take care of the rest.” Taeyeon turned to Tiffany and placed the wooden stand and other items in a pile on the floor. And at the moment when he pulls himself up to his feet, he turns to thank the kindness of another person.
She found that the two of us were too close to each other...
For a split second the tips of their noses touched each other lightly.
Taeyeon's heart almost fell to her feet.
She hadn't noticed when the female student had come to stand here. I didn't realize that the other party was this close... Taeyeon really didn't think that Tiffany would be in such close range to keep her balance like a human being. We lost control and our faces were only inches apart. Feel the warmth of the breath that gently flows over each other.
"Oh..uh...sorry~"
'Since when did you come and stand here?'
Taeyeon quickly backed up to keep a safe distance. If anyone came in and saw this, it would definitely not be good with such a two-pronged attitude. But..Tiffany moved closer. With a smile at the corner of the mouth that is difficult to guess the meaning. Makes his little body unable to remember the first day he was attacked by this child...
A kiss that an adult like you must submit to
suddenly! Taeyeon backed away until her butt hit the edge of the table. Can't guess where exactly the child came from. But those mischievous twinkling eyes were already a good answer. ...What else are you going to tease? Tiffany slowly leaned her face inward. Both hands and feet rested on the edge of the table, with the female teacher's figure between them. Taeyeon stood still, unable to escape, knowing exactly what the other party's intentions were.
Seems like a repressed child like this Actually, Tiffany is quite playful.
"You're not planning on kissing, are you?" The tip of your index finger touched the student's forehead. before applying pressure to make the other person slowly pull away “You could easily get me fired if anyone saw this and mistook the teacher for eating liver. She's in the middle of school."
"So, do you want to change it to a hotel?"
"Tiffany!" His voice sounded a little harsher. When they were children, they were not afraid at all. Even though she's a close friend, Taeyeon doesn't want her to climb too much. She is also a teacher here. You should behave appropriately, right?
"Okay, okay, I won't play anymore..." he said, taking a step back, not rushing. “Then Nong Fan would like to go to cheer practice first. Teacher, will you go home right away?”
"Um, I'm planning to practice."
"See you tomorrow ^^"
Taeyeon waved her hand to let him go. while Tiffany gave her a sweet smile and closed her eyes cheerfully. Walked a few steps and reached the front door. before opening the door The sweet-faced girl turned around and said the final sentence in a good mood.
"Oh.....Does Teacher Kim really want me to draw a pink picture?"
“I saw only black, grey, and purple drawings. Aren't you bored? I just want you to be bright. When you smile...it's much cuter than when you look sad."
"Then let's be lovers?"
"Huh?!"
"Painting pink tones If you have love, you'll probably be able to do it well.....so can you please be 'love' for me..."
"....." Ten seconds passed in silence. The brain is processing the appropriate answer in a seemingly ambiguous situation. the other party's truth Taeyeon was almost fooled. If this mischievous child doesn't let a smile curl up his lips first...
Hahahaha, the sound of joyful laughter followed closely behind. Contrary to the face of the person who was teased, who began to frown and say that he didn't accept it. Taeyeon believes that if this is the case, one day she will definitely not get her gray hairs pulled out by a child.
"Let's go for a moment. Little nutty boy"
On a zebra crossing where people walk around. Taeyeon tightens her coat amidst the chaos after work. Slender legs walked steadily across the black and white lines. Head straight to the regular coffee shop across from the school. At a time like this, there are especially a lot of customers in the store. Because in addition to being the time after work for middle-aged people in many companies
It is also the end of school time for students. She opened the door to enter the store and stood in line out of habit.
"A glass of taro juice... I'd like a mellow flavor and taro aroma. Add just a little sugar, not too sweet. Mix in a little Oreo. And just add half the whipped cream."
Wait! The clear voice of someone at the head of the line caused people who were looking for their wallets. The pants had to stop. Taeyeon remembered well who the owner of this small voice was. Even though a very long time has passed But ordering a glass of water creates so much trouble that the seller doesn't want to sell it to you. There is probably only one person in this world.
Jessica Jung
But will the world really be this round? Jessica moved to her hometown in America a long time ago... Her little body tried. I raised my neck to make sure but saw only a back that was completely covered with black fur. A little hope formed like raindrops in the middle of the desert. Inside his chest, he was pounding with excitement.
Her breath stopped for a second as the woman took the glass from the employee and turned around towards the front of the store.
'Yes...it's really Jessica.'
And it was probably because the other person was too busy paying attention to the phone that was ringing. So I didn't see the shaken eyes of the people standing here...some figures walked past. The scent of the perfume that he really liked blew in to greet him. Eventually, the people who were just standing still were called to their senses and hurriedly followed.
Taeyeon hurriedly pushed open the door of the shop, running close behind. The sound suddenly disappeared. She didn't dare call the other person's name for fear of losing her manners because he was on a call. On the other hand, my heart was very hungry. I'm hesitating about what kind of face he'll make if he sees her, will he be happy or will he chase her away from my sight... But when Jessica picked up the car keys and pressed them to a car not far away,
The little man immediately knew that he couldn't wait any longer...
"Sika"
The owner of the name turned around at the sound of his name's voice when his wrist was grabbed by someone with the right knowledge. His face was slightly cocked, his brows furrowed tightly, and he was ready to shake his hand from his grip. But when I saw a familiar white face Instead, Jessica could hardly find her own tone.
"K..Khun." The light-colored eyes reflected a flicker of brilliance for just a moment. before returning to being as fierce as before, ignoring the concerned look Taeyeon gave her. "Let go!" Jessica looked at the hand holding her wrist with an icy look.
"Sika~"
"Let me go now! Kim Taeyeon"
Sorry for making you wait so long. The next episode will definitely be updated faster than this.
Try not to get too horny. Because I don't want to go into a dark room.
Hahahahahaha, sweet dreams, good night everyone ^^
❄ T H R E E ❄
...First love...
No matter how long it has been.. Will it be good or bad? It will become just the past in memories.. Or is it still current love that is still moving.. No matter how much time passes 'First love' will always be clear in our feelings.
university
SS
Class was canceled due to the teacher's sudden illness. The students were delighted and dispersed to go in different directions. As a result, the inside of the classroom was left empty. There were only some figures sitting blankly next to the window, alone in the silence.
Jessica Jung stared blankly. The gentle breeze gently caressed my face like a greeting from the sky in the early morning. As a top-level student, Along with his good looks, many women are envious. A haughty look in his eyes that makes others not dare to mess with him. ...so she doesn't have any close friends...
But that's not much of a problem. Because she likes being alone rather than being gathered together and gossiping about this person all day. That's all the women have. Only interested in men Cosmetics and likes to gossip about other people's affairs She really didn't want to put herself in that kind of society.
Scream~
The classroom door was opened by someone. Getting Jessica's attention, she looked at her suspiciously. At a time like this, no one would want to enter a classroom even though the teacher isn't teaching (except you).
"Oh...where did everyone else go?" Taeyeon looked left and right again and saw only lecture tables with no one sitting. There was only Jessica on the table next to the window.
"Class was canceled suddenly."
"Really? So...do you want to go find something to eat?"
"It's okay. I prefer being quiet like this."
The answer was not too different from what I had thought. Taeyeon knows that Jessica doesn't hang out with anyone. He is a good student, hardworking, and always sits at the front of the class. He was the complete opposite type of human being to her. Even though we had never really talked before, Taeyeon was able to notice this. But that didn't make the little body want to leave this friend alone.
"Whoa~ I'm sleepy. I'd like to lie here quietly. Until next class, please wake me up." He said as he put his bag on the table. before collapsing on his face and ready to sleep fully. But had to open his eyes again when he heard Jessica moaning.
“I was still hungry just now. I suddenly feel sleepy, strange person~"
Taeyeon tilted her head and smiled sweetly at the person next to her who was wearing a calm expression. It's strange that my heart didn't fear or think that it was a criticism at all.
"I want to be your friend...that's all..."
Taeyeon's warm eyes and sincere smile made her body unable to face him any longer. She tried to keep the corners of her mouth from smiling at the brightness in front of her. Then turned to look out the window like before... Several minutes passed until I was sure the little body was asleep. Jessica then slowly turned her face back to look at the other person. and found that he was probably dreaming.
Slender, oval-shaped face with some hair falling over the face. White skin was as clean as a snowman's, decorated with perfectly pointed eyes and a prominent nose. Bright red lips looked like they were smiling a little in a good mood... She didn't realize it. Considering for a long time, Kim Taeyeon, she remembered his name. He was the kid in the back of the class who always appeared when class was about to end.
Every time he peeked his head, he had a sleepy face, like the person hadn't woken up yet. But it was also surprising that his academic results were quite good... If asked why she remembered him, It's probably because he's not like anyone else.
Many times, Taeyeon dared to come and say hello. While others chose to leave her quietly alone. Maybe it was the cold aura that made others not want to get close to him. But it couldn't do anything to Taeyeon. When he still dared to approach her like before. Taeyeon is a cheerful person and has many friends.
He didn't even have to pay attention to her. But some warmth always radiated through her.
such as now
"I want to be your friend...that's all..."
It's strange that ordinary words Instead, it makes you feel very good.
From the events of that day Makes us talk more It only takes a few months. Jessica opened her heart to letting her little friend add color to her life. We became close friends...so close...until Taeyeon found out about each other's secrets. I never told anyone and always tried to hide it.
Jessica is mentally ill
She is quite moody and unable to control her emotions. Some things affect the mind. This was the main reason she closed herself off from others. Mask of Coldness It is actually just a thick wall built to keep others away from reality.
If anyone knew that she was not normal, they would probably be disgusted. She may be teased or distanced from her. But even then... even Taeyeon already knew about this. He's still the same. Taeyeon is still her good friend. He even took her to consult a psychiatrist.
“No, it's nothing embarrassing. She's not at the level of an inhuman psychopath... People like you are called 'sick' and sick people need to be treated. will go with me nicely Or will I carry you away, hmm?”
"It's the size of a puppy. How can you carry me?"
"It's okay."
"Bragging"
"I dare you..." The owner of the playful face approached Jessica with a mischievous look in his eyes. before lifting the other person's body off the ground
"Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" His mouth told him to let go. But both of her slender arms wrapped around Taeyeon's neck tightly for fear of falling.
In the end, Jessica agreed to consult a psychiatrist on the advice of her only close friend. Taeyeon went with her every time. There was never a time when he was hesitant. Her symptoms gradually improved. We became part of each other's lives. And the closeness that has grown has made us both discover that...
we love each other
After being friends for over a year The relationship has developed from 'friends' to 'lovers'. We are each other's first person...first experience...first love. First...everything seemed so beautiful as if it would never end. Until a big mistake tore us apart
"Sika...Tae's sorry. I'm really sorry. Tae didn't mean to be---"
"stop! Enough Taeyeon, I don't want to hear any more excuses!!!” Jessica violently shook her hand away. Ignoring the pleading eyes of the other party trying to explain to her why she wasn't ready to listen, she accidentally saw Taeyeon standing and kissing a junior who was a star in the group. And whether he intended to do it or not
It is difficult to forgive and be at peace at this time. She grabbed the car keys and drove out of the house, ignoring the other person who tried to chase after her.
I felt myself again, and she was sitting alone at the bar in a famous club. He ordered drinks and downed them without caring at all. She had no idea how much she had drunk. Then I realized again...she was lying naked with a man in an unfamiliar room. Before I could gather myself and remember what happened last night.
It all seemed too late. Jessica quickly grabbed her bag and put on her clothes to go home. Almost a month later The nightmare appeared again.
She is pregnant with that man.
Even though we're still together But the relationship has been rough since the day the incident happened. It's like a crack that still has holes. It's no different from a wound that hasn't completely closed and is always ready to burst open when hit. People hurt each other unintentionally. Leading to a mistake that is too great to repair.
"How could you do this to me, Sica?...I'm pregnant with someone I don't know!"
"Well, isn't she? For cheating on me first!!! If you don't kiss that boy, will I make this mistake?!!”
"I'm sorry. I did not mean What do I do when you don't listen to me? What you did was much worse than me, Jess. I, I can't accept it..."
We argued madly and fiercely. Throwing bad words at each other without any kindness at all. As a hot-blooded teenager Taeyeon herself was not mature enough to calm down with a heart that was hurt and disappointed. severely from the actions of the other party As for Jessica, she is just as strong. From the beginning, she already had problems managing her own emotions.
Make things escalate like gasoline poured on a fire. It turned into a blazing fire that burned both of us until there was almost nothing left to look at.
Jessica packed her bags and left the house that day. She dropped out of school and flew back to her hometown with her family.
LA
My dreams of becoming an idol singer in Korea ended from that day. And it was the last day that Taeyeon and Jessica saw each other.
By the time everyone regained consciousness and asked themselves again if they still wanted each other...it was already too late...Taeyeon tried. Searching for Jessica with all my might, feeling guilt overflowing in my heart. No one knows where Jessica has gone. Unable to contact phone I went to look at the house and found that all the things I had had been put away...
First love has passed away. And no matter how much I try to call it out Hope was fading every time. Until I didn't think that we would meet again in this life.
But who knows that one day in the future
Fate may turn to play tricks on us again...
...16 years after we separated...
Finally we met face to face again.
"Sika"
The owner of the name turned around at the sound of his name's voice when his wrist was grabbed by someone with unusual powers. His face was slightly cocked, his brows furrowed tightly, and he was ready to shake his hand from his grip. But when I saw a familiar white face Instead, Jessica could hardly find her own tone.
"K..Khun." The light-colored eyes reflected a flicker of brilliance for just a moment. before returning to being as fierce as before, ignoring the concerned look Taeyeon gave her. "Let go!" Jessica looked at the hand holding her wrist with an icy look.
"Sika~"
"Let me go now! Kim Taeyeon"
Jay Sika shook out his hand and walked quickly towards the car parked on the sidewalk. She quickly slid herself inside, ignoring the calls from behind. The car door slammed shut in Taeyeon's face. before taking off onto the road in seconds
Taeyeon called out. He raised his voice without being embarrassed by the eyes of the villagers who looked on with curiosity. She thought that no matter what, she had to follow it. But having to go back and get the car parked at the school probably won't make it in time. A small pair of eyes saw a taxi and immediately waved for it to stop.
"Follow that car, sir."
Jessica glanced in the rearview mirror and saw Taeyeon hop into a taxi following. Many questions popped into my head. Why is Taeyeon there? Don't tell me that you work in that area. Your brain is all confused and restless... She comes to pick up her child from school every day. I've never seen him before. Because Tiffany had cheer practice today, causing her to finish later than usual.
So she stopped to buy taro juice at the store opposite the school to snack on while waiting. I never dreamed that I would suddenly meet Taeyeon again.
'Where should I escape?'
The brain can't think of anything except at home. Since I rarely drive anywhere other than the usual routes. She stepped on the gas pedal as fast as she could. And I hope we'll get over it one way or another...soon.
Thanks to the experience that has been cultivated for a long time. For years, taxi drivers could stick to the back of Jessica's car like a shadow, even when she tried to swerve left and right, dodging into every alley. His uncle put on his dog's gear and wore the spirit of a derailleur racer and followed him without losing sight of him.
It can be said that it is very sticky, even though in reality there are other cars interfering. What are some of the separators? Obscuring vision for some time But in the end, we could still see the trunk of that beautiful car on our radar. Taeyeon was sitting with her butt pressed against the seat. It's not because of hemorrhoids or because the seat is so hot you can't put your butt cheeks down.
But it was because her heart flew into the car in front...
Follow it for a while and you'll reach a residential area of rich people who like to plant things. The house is in this area. Because of the peace and beautiful scenery, we had to give up some money to reserve the area. Let's decorate some merit. Taeyeon looked at the fence after house after house. I highly doubt that there will be one that is Jessica's house.
Now on the road there were only our cars following each other. And on the opposite side, there were some sporadic runs. Taeyeon continued to stare, not looking away. Until they saw Jessica's car turning into a house fence that automatically opened. She hurriedly asked the taxi to follow her. However, they were far enough apart that more than half of the fence was already closed. Your uncle couldn't drive in, so he stepped on the brakes and parked in front of the creaking gate.
Taeyeon thanked her quickly as she frantically picked up money to pay her uncle. I don't want it anymore. The small figure hurriedly jumped out of the car. Hoping to run in before the door slid shut...but again, she was too slow. Her height was about ground level, so she had to tiptoe all the way to peer inside.
Jessica's car pulled into the garage. Before the owner opened the door, he walked down without even looking at her.
"Sika! Jessica...can you please let me in? Sica, please."
The other person still didn't seem to care about her voice at all. Taeyeon then ran to the iron fence next to her and shouted to her again. But it was ineffective...people. The little one felt like a dog that was punished by its owner by leaving it outside. Because how did you do something wrong? A thin hand clings to the cold iron fence cage.
He looked up at the height of the fence that he thought he could climb. and decided to climb up immediately She must have forgotten that she was still wearing the skirt she had been wearing to teach since morning. And it can cause poison...
The hem of the skirt is about part of the iron fence and
...Thump! Kim Taeyeon fell to the ground, helpless.
However, it caught the homeowner's attention even more than the sudden shouting just now. Jessica stopped her steps and turned to look at the small figure lying on the grass.. Taeyeon shifted, bracing her arms and preparing to get up. Suddenly he felt a sharp pain and had to turn his arm over to look. Then she found that her arm had scraped against the nearby bushes.
Crimson blood flowed out from the gaping space. dripping onto the grass The dye spread in a frightening contrast to the bright white skin on her small arm.
“What the hell are you doing to her?!” a fierce voice shouted from the owner of the house who was half walking, half running towards him. Contrary to the dark eyes that were flickering with concern without their owner realizing it, it only took a few seconds. Jessica appeared next to the injured person as if she had disappeared and appeared here. "...I don't want anyone to die inside my yard."
His mouth murmured and was annoyed. But the hand quickly grabbed the other person's blood-soaked arm and gently examined it.
Taeyeon let out a soft smile. Forget the pain for a moment With a mix of worry and shock, Jessica would completely forget her own pride. She probably didn't realize that her concern was reflected in her eyes.
"If I die, I will be your guardian spirit."
Definitely! There will still be a cheeky mood. Jessica hit her in the shoulder, causing Taeyeon to moan again as the wound was shaken.
"I'm going to get the exorcist to exorcise me," he said, raising his chin a little higher. Put on an arrogant expression like you don't care. "...Go into the house first. I will heal your wound. When we're done, we'll go wherever we go." When it started to feel like he was a little too worried about Taeyeon. So she slowly returned to her smoothness with a slight expulsion at the end of the sentence. The moment when the slender body was about to push itself up.
Taeyeon grabbed her wrist and held her back with a serious look. before saying the next sentence with firm words as our eyes met directly.
"Sika, I'm sorry."
These are words that have been stuck in my mind for a long time. She had wanted to say this since the first moment she woke up and discovered Jessica was missing. Taeyeon didn't think that after the night we argued, the next day would be without another person's shadow. It's like a repeating nightmare that I want to go back and fix. She didn't think that we would not understand or talk again since that day. If she knew that..she would never say those words to him.
"I don't know who I'm pregnant with!"
"I can't accept..."
"Wherever you go, Jessica!"
When I think back to the tone that inspired me and the hurtful words that were said with a dizzy feeling. Taeyeon felt angry at herself every time she acted like that. She just couldn't accept Jessica having sex with a man. But it doesn't mean that she doesn't want him in her life. If she could turn back time, she would want 'us' to help raise that child up.
Feelings are telling their stories through the dull colored pupils. And Jessica felt those things.
"Come into the house." He took a long breath before getting up and leading the way out. Let Taeyeon look at you with questions that have been bothering you since the first minute we met.
Is Jessica Jung related to Tiffany Jung?
It couldn't be a coincidence that Jessica was in the coffee shop in front of the school where Tiffany attended. Moreover, both of them have the same surname...and are also beautiful and arrogant... Lek suppressed his doubts and hurriedly followed the other person inside. His eyes flickered to the picture frames lining the fireplace in the distance.
My heart wanted to walk in and see those pictures clearly. But she had to lower herself down on the sofa as the owner of the house had told her to (order). Sweep your eyes and look at the atmosphere around you. Things were arranged in an orderly manner. The house is decorated in a simple and stylish style. Before the end of his vision, he stopped at a dapper figure walking back with a first aid box in his hand.
The sofa floor on the same side as the injured arm collapsed under the weight of the thin figure who sat on it.
"Give me your arm."
Taeyeon extended her arm to the person next to her in an easy manner. We didn't speak again. Let the silence speak through the gentle breathing that flows in and out. Jessica dealt with her wounds deftly. As the owner of the young face took this moment to silently consider the beautiful face, Jessica's smooth, white skin reflected in the light.
Shining and shining indicates that it has been well taken care of by the owner. Sharp, arched eyebrows complement the high bridge of the nose like a statue from a fairy tale. Lips coated with lip gloss, it seemed to nibble slightly as she carefully pressed cotton against the wound...Jessica Jung... never lost her grace for a moment. Instead, she was full of... With the charm of an adult that has been cultivated over time
It's been long enough that we've become strangers But my deepest memories shouted out loudly. That you are someone who was once 'important' in every breath.
“Alright, all right...you're fine. Just a slight bite won't kill you." His fingertips pressed the dressing against the skin. As his lips curled up, he spoke at the end of his sentence with a slightly biting tone. "...Now I can invite you home."
"So mean."
"It's suitable for people like you."
Ah...it's true. Taeyeon wanted to slap herself on the head for how cruel she had made this woman feel.
"Sica, for all of this, I want to apologize. I want you to know that I always felt guilty..."
“No, it's not useful for us to talk about this. It's been a long time, Taeyeon. I don't want to bring anything up again." Jessica turned away. Deep down, she knew that Taeyeon couldn't blame this matter alone. It was her fault that she drunkenly allowed a man like Taecyeon to take advantage of her body. His carelessness blossomed into a child that changed her life forever.
'Tiffany' is like a gift that heaven has given her.
Even though I didn't receive it with open arms willingly. But in the end
This child was the only thing that made her smile even though she sometimes cried.
“I miss you,” Taeyeon whispered.
“But I hate you.” His black eyes turned to look at Taeyeon with trembling eyes. If Taeyeon still knew her well enough He probably knew that all these cold and harsh expressions It's just one of the mechanisms to protect yourself from disappointment. Jessica just wanted to walk away from the guilt and fear.
She didn't want to face any more risks. I don't want to deal with the ups and downs of her emotions that are ready to waver violently. Every time something comes into effect
“Sika, please. Can we turn around and talk nicely for once? Tae knows it's hard. But when we meet like this, it's more difficult. Did you know that Tae searched for Sika for many years..to the point of exhaustion and thought that we would become Parallel lines that will never meet like this again.” She heard a hush in her throat as the owner was just smiling bitterly at her.
"Don't you hate me..." Phew~ A thin hand slammed down on the small figure's chest. "...If you're so disgusted, just go!" Jessica said through tears.
Phew, pew, pew, Taeyeon tried to dodge the fists that were pounding at her with no signs of stopping. Finally, he gathered the other person's body into his arms. He tightened his embrace to quell the fist that was attacking her. Everything gradually calmed down. Only the sound of sobbing and the soft swaying of her back remained.
Our faces rested on each other's shoulders. Conveying pain, loneliness, and longing that cannot be put into words.
The silence lingered for a long time like medicine to soothe a wound. Many feelings were absorbed by this warm embrace. Jessica slowly pulled away. Eyelids are moist Red lips pressed together in a restrained manner.
"Isn't it too late? If I want to fix it All our mistakes,” Taeyeon said as she smoothed her fingertips over the warm, wet tears. There was no resistance like at first. Jessica let her fingers run across both tears until they dried up. Before the white face slowly leaned in to place a gentle kiss on the temple.
We talked for a while longer, asking about various things in general. It is a question that is not too deep or intrusive into one's personal life. The atmosphere is much more relaxed. And I think that's enough for Taeyeon to ask about this.
“Are you still going to the doctor?” Noticing the hot temper of the other party, Taeyeon became worried. Jessica was silent instead of answering 'no' very well. "...The doctor doesn't like it, right? Leave it for me to take you to find again.” The answer that I received was a slight shake of my head.
Taeyeon slowly scooped up the other's chin. Onyx eyes met with a flickering gleam. The cold, arrogant look in his eyes that seemed to push the whole world away was replaced by a claim. So wide that I can't let go. Taeyeon supported her beautiful face with two gentle hands. We move towards each other as if there's some kind of attraction.
Until their lips touched lightly. Thin eyelids slowly closed. Feel the sweet warmth of your lips pressing down slowly and lingering. Jessica inserted her fingers into the hair on the nape of her neck. His soft lips responded in a familiar way. It's like the feeling that we've lost something and are about to get it back again.
Grrr~ Instinct made us pull apart as soon as we heard the door being opened. The astonished eyes of the new arrivals were not as shocking as the two figures still stranded. Hug each other on the sofa
"Tiffany," Jessica said softly. She completely forgot to call her child. Even though I really intended to take him home, I ran into chaos first.
Taeyeon just sat there dumbfounded. She couldn't say anything when she saw the shocked expression of the girl standing in front of the door. Those eyes were full of questions and some feelings that weren't good... Before anyone says anything Tiffany's legs suddenly left their original place and stepped away from the surprising sight in front of her.
“Fany!” Taeyeon called out.
“Do you know her?” Jessica turned and asked with an unexpected look.
“I taught him art. We go to the same school..." The little figure explained briefly. “He must have been shocked to see us together. Please let me be the one to go after him.” Jessica nodded. Allow the other person to do as they say. “But I have something to ask you…” She paused to take a deep breath before speaking.
You made love to your child, right?” The question must have been a bit harsh and direct. But if you try to put everything together Taeyeon thought it would be like that because of what Tiffany expressed throughout it. It indicates that the child must have had a difficult time. And receive something heavy, little or no.
Silence is the answer to all of its stories. Jessica's trembling eyes replaced all the guilt in her mother's heart. Taeyeon knew he wouldn't mean to do that. She said goodbye to the other person who was sitting exhausted on the sofa. Promise to come back soon before quickly running and disappearing out of the door
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The streets in this area are quite quiet as most of them are privately owned houses. There are more than shops that are only seen sporadically. Taeyeon jogged along, keeping her eyes on the slender figure of a high school student who had just run past. From the fence of the house just minutes before her. His lips relaxed, his breath coming out in a ragged gasp.
As his legs shuffled hurriedly through the walls of other people's houses... To be honest, the little person had no idea and could not have guessed that Tiffany would hide in that place. Since she's never been through this area before? Taeyeon used pure instinct to guess the way. Until he saw a shady park not far away before deciding to go look inside.
Because it is more likely that Tiffany will be there than in the confines of people's homes. In this neighborhood...no one would run around playing hide-and-seek in other people's houses, right?
The little figure was quite worried about Tiffany's mental state. How will this child feel? How much will the picture of you and Jessica affect your feelings? Taeyeon wishes that everything is not as bad as it seems. Because at least Tiffany is a strong child... Finally, a pair of small eyes stumbled upon the slender figure they were looking for.
And she wanted to thank God that the scene before her was no worse than she had imagined.
Tiffany didn't cry or show any signs of worry. The girl was staring out at the small river that flowed through the park. Both arms and feet rested on the edge of the low fence. Hair caressed smoothly on cheeks. A pair of sweet eyes stared aimlessly into the distance. It's as if you are relaxing with the nature around you. Release your feelings with the gentle breeze that gently blows past.
“The view is beautiful.” Taeyeon walked over and stood beside him. Place your arms on the fence in the same way the other person is doing. He leaned his head out in the same direction that Tiffany was looking at...even though they weren't looking directly at each other, at the end of their eyes they could still see the corner of the younger person's mouth lifting up a little.
After that, no one said anything else. There was only the cool sound of the water ahead. and the sound of leaves rolling on the ground in the wind. After a while, the girl's sweet hoarse voice finally broke the silence.
"Teacher Kim made me take the car home myself..." His sweet face slowly looked at the young teacher with a calm expression. “How should I take responsibility?”
"I'm sorry." She had almost lost count of the number of times she had said this since meeting Jessica. It was definitely from the heart and Taeyeon really meant it. She didn't think the world would be this round. Heaven was clearly playing a trick on us by letting her become an art teacher for her ex-lover's daughter. How stupid is that?
"I'm completely confused..." When the group's activities were finished. Tiffany called her mother but he didn't answer. Under the tree where Mom always parked her car waiting for her, there was no shadow. She waited for a while. In the end, he took a taxi home, worried if something had happened to his mother. "The story of you and your mother. Could you please explain it to me?”
Taeyeon slowly told everyone about the relationship between her and Jessica. His soft voice tells the story slowly and honestly. Since the beginning of the relationship Various events that were turning points Until the end when we parted from each other as if we were on different worlds... Tiffany listened with calmness.
Trying to understand things that she had never known before. Even in the past, I always knew that my mother probably had something in the past that I didn't want to talk about. It is something that is etched into my heart and makes my mother choose to forget it. But she couldn't deny that this was something that had always bothered him. Tiffany didn't think at all. Mother's buried past will have Teacher Taeyeon as an important factor in it.
"...It's not bad at all, Teacher Kim. How can you cheat on your mother? She turns out to be so beautiful.”
“Wait a minute, I love only your mother. I didn't intend to be unfaithful."
"But you don't reject other people flirting with you, right?" The girl let out a breath through her slightly parted lips. "But let's do it." She looked into the teacher's eyes. "...if there is no matter that day There wouldn't be me today."
"You're not angry at your mother, are you? For, uh…everything.” Taeyeon wanted to talk about Jessica venting her lust for her own child. But she chose to make broad statements rather than speak directly.
"If you mean this..." Tiffany turned her body towards him. Slender hands slowly hooked down the collar of her shirt. Revealing a faint bruise on his chest. It's not a scratch from an impact, it's a suction mark. "I love you, Mom. I can't be mad at him. Because the way things are now is also partly because of me."
"You know..." what I meant. The remaining words Taeyeon continued to speak in her mind. Tiffany's amused look surprised her once again.
"Teacher Kim's expression is that clear. How could I not know?” he said with a laugh in his throat. before speaking again in a serious tone. "It is something that is not right and should not be taken seriously... I know this now. Does Teacher Kim hate us?” Taeyeon shook her head.
"I want to fix it."
"How?" Tiffany asked, tilting her head.
“Jessica needs to see a doctor. I will take him for treatment myself.”
The younger man nodded slowly. Taeyeon's eyes told all that was inside. Taeyeon meant it and really wanted to do as she said.
“Are you going to get back together with Mom?” he asked, biting his pretty full lip with his small upper teeth. Deep down, she wanted him to reject her. Because she herself is quite satisfied with him. She likes him in whatever capacity. Teacher Taeyeon is the person who makes you smile and be happy every time you think of her.
"I don't know...we haven't talked seriously yet."
“Then I suddenly appeared and interrupted…” The girl interrupted, sighing slowly. Suddenly a strong wind blew. Made my hair fly in different directions.
“Don't think like that. I'm an outsider.” Taeyeon reached out and grabbed a strand of hair that was covering the girl's face and tucked it behind her ear. "Look...the pink pig had to go home by herself. Teacher, I really feel guilty.” Tiffany frowned when she heard the last sentence. The teacher couldn't help but smile a little.
"Do you also know that my friends call me pig?"
"Eat well and be cute, your age is growing." At the end of the sentence, a loud noise was heard from Tiffany's palm unexpectedly hitting Taeyeon's upper arm. I forgot for a moment that he was a teacher at school.
"Since you still don't know the answer...just for now." The fragile figure moved a little closer to the female teacher. "Can you give me a hug?"
Taeyeon's arms opened to take the younger person into her embrace. Tiffany huddled herself into the other's warmth. He slid his arms through her narrow waist to pull his fragile body close to his. It made her feel calm and safe when he put his hand on her head. Then he stroked her hair slowly and gently. The soft touch makes you feel strangely relaxed.
If Teacher Kim is not like her mother's (former) lover She herself wished that these things would happen again in the future.
"If Teacher Kim isn't your mother's, ....I also want Teacher Kim to be mine."
"Huh?"
Tiffany pulled her face away from her shoulder to smile sweetly at the young teacher in a good mood. While both hands had not yet left the man's waist, he began to move and make a move to retreat. Taeyeon probably didn't know that her awestruck expression now made Tiffany want to Even more teasing. What kind of person, at this age, still looks so young? Plus he acts really cute.
"Mom, I missed it. See you soon ^^"
Finishing his sentence, Taeyeon almost immediately jumped out of Tiffany's arms. Crazy girl! A small person only has another person in his heart. Because in reality, the young teacher could only open her mouth like a fish out of water. It's close to dying soon. Until I found my own voice Tiffany stood and laughed, her stomach curling to the point where...
Have you lost your childish position again?
“Yah, stop laughing right now, Tiffany Jeong.” The not-so-scary threat still had no effect. Until Taeyeon had to save face and dignity as a teacher by walking away. The child was so angry. "...I'm going home now." Her small body shook her butt and ran away, not paying attention to the laughter that flowed from behind her again. She forced herself not to look back when she heard a pleading call from the other party.
"Please wait...Teacher Kim...wait for Nong Fan~"
Taeyeon made a promise to herself that she would not let the child lose her way in the spiral a second time. And she had to tell herself again not to smile when one arm touched her. The young girl pulled her into a hug without asking permission... Both legs walked together. Passing through bricks laid out on the floor..brick after brick..
No one knows what the future will be like because right now the thing we care about and think about the most is probably the smile that appears on the face. Whether it's Taeyeon's smile...Tiffany's...or Jessica's smile, whatever.
...Three months later...
"Fanny~ Mom is going out. Do you want me to get anything?” Jessica shouted up to the second floor of the house. A pair of beautiful eyes looked at the light pink bedroom door. Before the room owner opened it with a sleepy expression on his face because he had been woken up early. I used to wake up normally.
"Where are you going, Mom?"
"I was going to see the doctor with Taeyeon, so I asked if I wanted anything so I could buy it for you..."
“Take Taeyeon… Mom left him at home. Then mom can go see a doctor."
“Fanny!” Jessica rolled her eyes 360 degrees at her daughter who was becoming more playful every day. But she considered it a good sign for this little family. Because at least things are starting to fall into place more. She went to the doctor regularly and her symptoms improved. Control your emotions better. As for Tiffany herself, she is a brighter and more cheerful child than before. Even though Tarantino's temptation often gives me a headache.
"Okay, okay, you can't play anymore. I'm asking for a delicious breakfast...and will Mom come back to eat it or not? Or eat outside with Tae Tae?” Now the girl had already changed the pronouns she used to refer to Teacher Kim. The sweet-faced girl would like to use a simple word like Tae Tae to make it easier to refer to her because of the increased intimacy.
"We'll come back and eat together soon...get up and take a shower. Mom won't be gone for long, but she'll be back soon."
"Oh," the girl answered simply. Before staggering down, he kissed his mother on the cheek, following a tradition that had been done for a long time since birth.
However, what Tiffany was about to do next made Jessica want to put her foot on her face. Split yourself several more times. Because the mischievous child slowly walked past her. to put on the lips (who hadn't brushed her teeth yet) onto the white cheeks of Kim Taeyeon, who was standing behind her heaving, with a loud kiss~
This caused the mother to let out a long sigh and shake her head. But I couldn't say anything when I saw the wide smile combined with the sparkle in my child's eyes. which indicates that he is happy like that
"...Then I'll come back soon." Jessica playfully rubbed her child's head.
"Have a safe trip, Mom. / Drive carefully, Tae Tae."
Tiffany hugged Jessica again. She buried her face in her mother's delicate shoulder. These shoulders that have carried so much over the past ten years Two shoulders that are probably tired And it's time for it to come alive again... She slowly loosened her arms. Let mom get in the car with Teacher Taeyeon.
A pair of sweet eyes watched the car heading onto the road in front of the fence. His sweet face still had a bright smile like the soft sunlight in the morning.
If they both will love each other again She asks that it be 'last love' for both of them.
As for you…it's not the end of love yet. Tiffany still believes
...as long as the door of your heart remains open
Love will always come to greet us...
Love never stops. If you let it move freely
And one day our love You will know where you should stop.
Right ^^
Someone commented that Wright has come a long way in terms of character relationships.
Wrote the first story of brothers and sisters, the second story of uncles and grandchildren, and this latest story, mother and daughter.
Oh...it's true, I just realized I came to this side. If you don't say hello, you still won't feel it. Hahaha.
In truth, Fany wasn't as sad as everyone worried.
She is still young and has a lot to face. She loves her mother. She is strong.
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