naughty boy song
The closer they are to each other, the more they fight. Let's break up. I can't do it.
I'm tired of you following me too much. What do you really care about?
Alone is good, I don't have to have you, I'm upset like before.
But when you're out of sight, do you know what it's like?
Breathing is lonely, lonely.
Sighing hurts, I just understood today.
I can't do it without you.
You keep your mouth nice. Did you know that you almost died behind your back?
Come back and look at my heart.
There is an important person in your heart. Pretend you don't care.
I just found out that I lost. It's weak without you.
Forgive people who have bad habits. The person who is stubborn
Just one day seems like a long time. I don't know how to pass.
Breathing is lonely, lonely, sighing is painful.
I just realized today that I can't do it without you.
You keep your mouth nice. Did you know that you almost died behind your back?
Come back and look at my heart.
This person is stubborn.
I want to have you, I'm as upset as ever.
I accept you, this person is already wrong, already wrong.
Breathing is lonely, lonely.
Sighing hurts, I just understood today.
I can't do it without you.
You keep your mouth nice. Did you know that you almost died behind your back?
Come back and look at my heart.
Come back and look at my heart.
BB
A beautiful diary placed in the middle of a white room...
Yes...that's my diary 'Son Naeun'.
That diary isn't just any ordinary diary. Do you know why?
Because I write it from scratch every day for one person.
The person I love....
'Jung Eunji'
"Naeun-ah, I told you to only eat one piece of cake a day." Eunji's stern voice interrupted me, who was eating the cake with gusto.
"But this is just a small cupcake. Uncle and uncle asked for another one." I used my best to plead until I realized that begging for death ten times would not work for this person.
"no! Enough is enough" I said and it didn't work -__-
"Brother!!!" I couldn't plead, I was so angry.
Look! Are you interested?
Hey!!! I really don't care.
Oh!!!! If you don't care, you don't have to care.
wad!!
I stormed away from the table in a rage! I don't think you care about your boyfriend at all.
But damn, my leg hurts like crazy.
T^T
He hurriedly got up until his legs hit the edge of the table.
"Naeun!!" That's it. He ran after me.
Shit~!!
"Na-eun, wait a minute. Where are you going?” Brother Eunji grabbed my wrist and turned me around.
"Going home!" I said, my voice screeching with anger.
"Let's go back together," he said, smiling at me.
Damn it, don't you know that you're angry!!
"no! He'll go back himself." I finished speaking and immediately shook my arm out of Brother Eunji's hand before forcing my body and legs to walk away as quickly as possible.
So why don't you follow along!!!
Why are you standing there?!!!
I secretly turned around and looked at Eunji for a moment, but he was still standing there, not moving..
Sigh~~
"If you don't hurry up and come within ten seconds, he'll really leave." Finally, I lost my courage and turned around and shouted to him.
I'm embarrassed, I'm embarrassed, this is in the middle of a shopping mall, but what can I do when I see his sad face and I really can't get over my anger?
Look, look...hurriedly running over, your face ecstatic.
"Let's go back...Come, I'll carry the bag for you." When he saw that I had cooled down, he was very pleased.
"He still hasn't gotten over his anger about what happened just now." I said and Eunji's sister looked a little confused.
Oh!!! Are you stupid or stupid?
@house
Eunji hyung and I returned to our house. It was a one-story house that wasn't very big. There is a small garden to sit in, but it is a very warm home for the two of us.
"Naeun, would you like to eat something?" asked Eunji, who made a face like a monkey's ass(?) while watching TV.
"Cake" answered briefly but got the point.
"What did you say that.."
“That the cake has a lot of sugar, eating a lot of it is not good for your health. Plus it'll make you fat...remember that." I yelled at him in an extremely sarcastic tone.
"I remember this..so smart. Whose boyfriend is this?" He smiled happily and walked over and kissed me on the cheek.
Wow!! People are sarcastic.
"Brother!!! Why do you like to interrupt his happiness so much? I know he likes cake! I like to ban that. He doesn't like it!” Finally, I was able to say what I had been repressing in my heart.
It's true that he likes to ban this..
Each of the things that he forbids me are things that I like...
Do not travel...
Don't play on your phone for a long time...
Don't eat dessert...
Don't eat a lot of meat...
Don't sleep late...
Don't don't don't!!!
"Naeun knows that you're worried about me...you just want to take care of us."
"But he doesn't like it. I like to annoy him and won't let him do anything!"
"I just..."
"You're boring and they don't talk to you anymore!"
I finished and ran into the room...
I was also shocked that he said that. I didn't think his mouth would say it like that.
But let's talk to him later..
Knock knock!
"Naeun"
"Please come in..." Eunji entered the bedroom and found Naeun lying on the bed. The girl's pretty face had dried tear stains on it.
"Little girl, I'm sorry... I made you cry again." She gently rubbed the head of the person in front of her, afraid that it would wake the other person.
"You know that I love you very much...I really love you very much," she said floating in the air. His eyes were still staring at the thin body that was lying there.
"From now on, I won't make you cry again...Promise..." She bent down and kissed Naeun's forehead softly before covering Naeun with the blanket.
Scream!!!
"Sister Eunji's alarm clock...Sister Eun!..."
Bay~
Where have you gone?
I turned off the alarm clock and walked out to find the person who was supposed to be sleeping next to me but had now disappeared somewhere.
"Where has he gone?" I mumbled, unable to help myself.
If you're not there, it's better to secretly travel to your heart's content!
"Hello...Chorong wants to go out with friends for a bit...He's not here so I'm going to secretly go out...Okay, come quickly." I hung up the phone from my close friend (who used to be close).
'Park Chorong' is another close friend of mine but I don't know why Eunji hyung and Chorong don't get along well. Chorong and I don't see each other very often.
But let's just hurry and go to the mall~
@department store
“Naeun, this way,” Chorong waved his hand at me from a distance in front of the movie ticket counter.
"Has it been a long time? I'm sorry, there's a traffic jam."
"Oh..it didn't take long, I just waited for almost an hour." That's it, my sarcastic friend. I guess my sarcastic personality came from this girl.
"I'm sorry, friend. But what do you want to watch?"
"You're late. The celery skin is all gone and all that's left is..."
"Don't tell me...." Chorong gave me a small nod, understanding what I meant.
"All that's left is the story of the horrible night of hell." Oh Mae Jo, is it delicious to eat cocoa(?) Just the title makes your head goosebumps.
Got up.
"I...I haven't seen it anymore.."
"So what do you want to do?...Would you like to go get something to eat instead?" Chorong offered me a solution. which is a good idea
“Let's go to the cake shop. Cake shop." I finished speaking and immediately dragged Chorong by the arm to the delicious cake shop.
@Panda cake shop
"Yah! Eat slowly, no one will fight for you," Chorong said, stopping me from stuffing this big piece of cake into my mouth. But it's not in time..
"Oh-an-a-on-ee-ah."
"Huh?"
“Well, it's delicious.” I tried to swallow the giant cake before repeating what the teacher had said.
"I know, but it's okay to calm down...please let Eunji unnie see this!"
"Is that a mouth.." I pretended to hit Chorong with a cake fork.
"It's true. Look at you eating like you're dying. Where do you want it to come from?"
Yes!! What do you want to know? Do you know how painful it is for me to have to eat just one piece of cake a day?!!!!!!!!
"If you come stay with Eunji, you'll know!" I didn't say this as a threat or a boast. But he's really cruel and strict to the point where sometimes it feels like it's too much and it's strangely annoying.
"Well, I'm just worried that you'll eat too much and become fat and not beautiful. I don't know~"
"Are you talking like Eunji is like twin siblings?"
"Nonsense... how do you eat cake on your cheek?" Chorong finished speaking and stretched across the seat to wipe the cake cream on my cheek.
"Naeun!!!"
I was pulled away by someone with a very familiar voice, so hard my neck almost hurt..
I was about to turn around and scold but..
P'Eunji...
Come on!!!!!
"Naeun, why are you doing this!!" Hey! The first time he raised his voice (other than being scolded about food)
"What are you doing?." I was stunned and confused. I'm still shocked. Why does it feel like a kid who secretly runs away with his mother and gets caught?
"Just now I saw you! We were kissing Miss Chorong!!"
"You call Chorong nicely. Don't call your friends like this...they don't like it!!" Yes..I really don't like it.
I know that Eun Ji hyung doesn't get on well with Chorong very much but I shouldn't call Chorong that way..
"Are you protecting it?!"
"I'm not defending you, but you're misunderstanding me."
"No matter how misunderstood, I saw with my own two eyes that this girl and I were kissing!"
"Just now the cake just stuck to Chorong's cheek, so I wiped it for you." I tried to explain calmly. I swear I'm calm now (that's all I can cool)
"Cake? Didn't I tell you not to eat more than one piece a day?" That... didn't care about Chorong, but it spread to the cake again.
"I just came to eat to relieve stress. Why do I have to keep telling him to stop me!" I replaced myself with a different noun. This was the first time I was really mad at him.
"I'm just worried about you.." His voice sounded very soft. Probably because you saw that I was really angry.
“How many hundred times have you said this and did you know that you were forcing me? I'm not your pet. Whatever you want me to do, I must do it!!" I finished speaking and walked out of the cake shop angrily.
Pictures like this have happened countless times already..
It's like deja vu coming back again..
Go back to the cake shop and argue with Eunji's sister again...
"Naeun!!! Wait for me." He ran in front of me and stopped me from walking. Fortunately, right now there aren't many people walking around the mall, so we aren't much of a focus.
"Why do you always have to irritate me?" Why do we always have to argue when we meet each other even though we're a warm couple at home?
"I'm sorry...I didn't want to fight with us...I was just worried..."
"Please stop saying those words! I'm tired of listening to it... I think we're just going to be arguing if we're together..."
"No, Naeun..."
"Let's break up...I'm tired of you always bothering me and following me. Waiting to stop me...I'm sorry..." I finished and pushed him out of the way. Eunji hyung staggered until she almost fell.
I think it's time for us to part ways.
12:07 a.m.
Is it midnight already?
So why haven't I slept yet?
What is Eun Ji going to do now?
I didn't go back to my house with Eunji hyung, but I went to sleep in my old condo. This condo I lived in before moving in with Eunji hyung.
And why do I have to miss him too?
Why does it feel hollow here?
I put my hand on my own chest and it beats slowly. Why....
I slowly closed the diary in my hand...
I moved back into the same house without the other owner of the house, 'Unji Eunji'.
One month without him...
The person who follows me every step of the way...
The person who keeps ordering me not to eat dessert...
The person who keeps irritating me until I'm annoyed...
do not have...
No more...
paste...
My tears fall to the ground, why am I crying? Why is it this sad?
Where are you?...
I need you....
Crack!
sound...!
I hurriedly turned back to the direction where the sound had come from, my eyes adjusting their focus..
I slowly wiped the tears from my face so I could see the picture in front of me more clearly..
P'Eunji....
I've come back...
"Brother!!!" I appeared and hugged him with deepest regret in my heart.
"Damn you!! Where have you been? Do you know how lonely he must be!!! Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun
"I'm sorry Naeun-ah...you probably won't be with us anymore..." He said to me with a smile that I hadn't seen in a whole month.
"What do you mean...Are you going to leave him?...He won't accept it...I won't accept it..I will..." I said, concealing my sobs.
"Naeun... think carefully about what happened..." He continued to smile at me.
no!!!
Don't think!!!
I don't think of anything!!!!
"No...He doesn't want to think about it..He..doesn't want to lose you again...He's sorry. Can I have him again? Huh...he's missing....I can't.” I said what I'd wanted to say for a month. At that time, what I said was just a fleeting emotion.
Only really..
"Naeun...don't cry, I told you. I don't like my beloved crying. It won't make her beautiful, you know...from now on, when I'm not here, you have to take care of yourself, good person...don't... Sleep late...don't travel too much...don't eat more than one piece of cake a day...and most importantly..."
"Don't cling to me..."
"no!!!! Please don't leave him." I said as I hugged him tighter.
I am afraid...
I'm afraid he will disappear...
"I'm sorry...don't cry for me anymore..." Eunji finished speaking as if everything in my life was shutting down.
"No, brother!!! Don't go!!! Don't leave him!!!"
The picture in front of me right now is Eunji hyung...
The person in my arms...
He's about to disappear....
disappear...
Until everything is just emptiness...
CRAZY!!!!
"no!!! Chorong no!!!!” The figure of the young woman standing in front of the room with the red light on was crying with exhaustion.
His white face was now pale and red from crying so much.
"You calm down...Unji Eunji.." Before Chorong could give words of encouragement to his young friend, an old doctor walked out of the operating room.
"Doctor!! Eunji hyung...how is he?!" Naeun asked the doctor in a hurry.
"Doctor...I'm sorry."
Just this....
A few words from this doctor....
Makes Naeun almost unable to stand...
"Oh...Doctor, are you joking?" I knew in my heart that it wasn't a joke. But my heart still wants to deceive myself.
"Doctor, I really apologize. We did the best we could...but the patient's condition is very serious...Doctor, I need to apologize and excuse myself first," the doctor said and walked away.
"Isn't that true, Chorong..."
“Sorry Na-eun..” Chorong could only keep her head down at this time, she didn't want to say anything for fear of making this friend even more upset.
“Is this Ms. Eunji's relative?” A young nurse walked out of the operating room with some boxes.
"Yes..." was Chorong who responded.
"This is the patient's...it seems like the patient is very possessive...even until her last breath she refused to let go of this box," the nurse said before handing the box to Naeun.
She slowly opened that box...
cake...
"Yes..cake" Naeun moaned softly. Cake!? Why!!?
“Yes, cake...Before entering the operating room, the patient forced himself to restrain himself and told me that he could give this to you...He said it was very important...He intended to make it for a special person. His best...Excuse me, I have to hurry to work." The nurse finished speaking and immediately ran to another operating room.
Naeun was still standing staring at the cake before she saw that there was a piece of paper attached to it..
Dear Naeun,
I'm sorry that I offended you. I'm just worried...I'm really worried. I want us to be healthy so we can be with you for a long time... I know you're annoying and like to stop me and all that, but I'm really sorry.
I love you very much...I really love you very much. From now on I will improve myself. You went to practice making a cake for us yesterday. Let's taste it to see if it's delicious. You did your best~
Don't be mad at me, I don't want to break up with you. Sister Usa made a cake for me. I love it. From Na Eun's sister Eunji...
"You crazy bastard!!!" Naeun rushed into the operating room as soon as she finished reading the message on the paper.
In the white room...
In the middle of the room was a figure...
A body without a soul...
"You crazy bastard...you've recovered...I'm still excited...I haven't gotten over my anger at you." Na-eun rushed to hug that body in mourning.
Why!!!.....
God, why does it have to be me?...
God, why does it have to be today?
God, why did it have to happen to the two of us?
God why....
She could only ask God why...why...
If that person's car hadn't come at that time...
If at that time the driver hadn't fallen asleep...
If at that time someone had warned him not to cross the road...
And if at that time....
We didn't quarrel...
He probably doesn't have to be like this...
I could only sit and hug this diary with many tears streaming down my face... The images from yesterday came back to hurt me again.
The image in my memory before everything disappeared along with the owner of that memory..
Yes...Eun Ji's sister is dead. Son Na Eun, please wake up!!
No matter how many million times you read this diary, he won't come back to life!!!!
It's my fault if today, a month ago, the two of us didn't fight...
If that day I didn't break up with him...
If I could go back in time..
I want to fix everything, I want to be nice to him, I want to please, I want to comply, I want to obey...
Why am I this stupid?
If I had known that things would turn out like this, I would definitely not have let him go...
I'm crazy...
Both crazy and stupid...
He apologizes to you for being stubborn... not doing as you told him to. Until now... he's still being stubborn...
He's sorry...he loves you...please forgive this naughty child...
This naughty boy will go find me right now...
We will meet again...
See you later...dear Eunji...
Bang!!!!!
The first Tueun short fic. It's a bit sad. If you like it, please comment~
For anyone who wants to read any of them, you can request a copy right away. As soon as I'm free, Wright will decorate it for you.
You can marry across groups~ But men and women don't know how to dress. Haha.
A fic about loving you forever and never leaving you. But my brain is clogged, but I'll fix it with a short fic first. I hope I haven't forgotten this writer~
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