Way back into love

Pairing : Sunggyu x Woohyun

Rate : g

Genre : RPS Fluff Light

Author : Starholicxx

I’ve beenliving with a shadow overhead

I’ve beensleeping with a cloud above my bed

I’ve beenlonely for so long

Trappedin the past, I just can’t seem to move on

Kim Sungkyu woke up this morning with a feeling that could only be called dead. No different from every day for the past five weeks, Leader Nim of Infinite had to wake up every morning with a sigh like this that was almost part of it. His life had disappeared since the day he and his close younger brother, Nam Woo Hyun, argued over nonsense that could not have been the reason for the argument, but they took it to heart and pursued it. It came with a big argument until each side determined that they would never speak to the other first.

If asked throughout the many years that we have been together Whether as siblings, co-workers, or lovers, have they ever had an argument? Of course, it must have happened already. Sunggyu is a hot-tempered person, while Nam Woohyun has a spoiled personality and doesn't give in to anyone whenever they have an argument, if it's not a big deal to the point of death.

There were times when Sunggyu chose to ignore it because he gave importance to Woohyun, but if the contentious issue was too important to ignore, they might just ignore each other. For about four or five days, wait for each other to calm down and then come to a resolution. Which every time the story ends well.

But this time it seems it won't be that easy.

They had been arguing since mid-August before it had dragged on until now, the end of September, taking an unprecedented amount of time. Of course, Sunggyu felt bad for fighting with his girlfriend, but it seemed like he was the only one who felt that way. Sunggyu, on the other hand, made him drown in stress and worry when he was cold towards him. The boy turned away. Sunggyu didn't speak.

Nam Woo Hyun ignored his older brother and went to work. Younger people go out with friends. Worst of all, there was one night when the boy drank so much that he could barely watch, which was what Sunggyu hated the most, and he knew that Woohyun knew this too, but the other party still did it for him. Sunggyu was sarcastic and that only made the situation between them worse and worse. Awkwardly

From arguments over minor matters to displeasure and irritability. In the end, they started a full-blown cold war with each other. Sunggyu chose to be cold and completely oblivious to Nam Woohyun's presence everywhere he acted as Sunggyu. The other five younger brothers' stags were as usual. But to the younger brother who was the most important person, Sunggyu acted like he was a stranger.

There was no conversation between them, not a single word of greeting even though they walked arm-in-arm. And when faced with a window, people turned away and turned to face different directions, as if the other person was their mortal enemy from a past life.

If it had been before, the older brother would have been sure that with his own importance, Nam Woohyun would have been able to endure this kind of estrangement for only a few days, but as months passed without anything changing. Sunggyu was unsure whether his importance to Nam Woohyun was still as great as it used to be or if it had already disappeared since the day the other party chose him. It's possible to be cold towards him even though you've never done that before.

“Wow, why does it have to be like this?” Sunggyu said to himself angrily. He kicked the blanket off of him before sitting up and sighing. Someone once said that one sigh shortens your life by ten years. But for Kim Sungkyu right now If he were to add up the number of times he sighed together, Leader Nim of Infinite thought that not only would he have a short lifespan, But he may not have any more life left in this life.

Having to wake up everyday without Nam Woo Hyun by his side like usual is what causes Sunggyu the utmost suffering. Most people might consider him Nam Woo Hyun's older brother. Hyun is so important that he sometimes seems to have more power than the boy, both as a leader, older brother, and lover.

But what few people know is the fact that Sunggyu is the one who loses to Nam Woohyun in every matter. He simply chooses not to show the boy that he has influence that can make Sunggyu could only be so crazy when he was coldly ignored by the person who mattered to him and had always given up on him like Nam Woohyun, like he was of no importance at all.

It was truly painful.

This is the suffering of arguing. And it seems that this suffering will continue for a long time without any easy end. It would be a shame if they were still cold towards each other like this.

miss…

That word describes Kim Sungkyu's feelings right now better than any other word. There isn't a day that Sungkyu wakes up in the morning and doesn't think of Nam Woohyun first. There was not a morning that Sunggyu didn't wake up and not use his hand to search for the little body that used to lie in his embrace. Hoping that on the empty bed next to him, Nam Woohyun would be sleeping as usual, and since that wasn't the case, There hadn't been a morning since their argument that Sunggyu had woken up happy, his body was quiet and empty while Sunggyu's heart was as heavy as ever. I was weighed down by all the uncomfortable feelings I was dealing with, not knowing when it would end.

It was as if all the past happiness had never existed and the sweet voice that had sweetly told Sunggyu of his love on almost every day they were together was just a figment of his imagination that he had created for himself.

Nam Woohyun, I miss you...

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I’ve been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of mymind

Today was another day when Nam Woohyun woke up alone.

His soft-colored eyelids opened in the morning as a loneliness rose to his heart the first moment he opened his eyes. Woohyun didn't know what day of September it was, but he remembered that today was the day. Forty-eight of the arguments between himself and Sungkyu-hyung went from small arguments to full-blown arguments like never before, many things had happened in the span of over a month. It was an event that caused the most suffering for Woohyun at one point in his life.

“Sungkyu-hyung…” The little man muttered his name as he buried his face in the pillow. The wistful tone was heartbreaking. When people imagine the body odor of that older brother that once filled this pillow but time has taken it away when the owner of this pillow no longer uses it to sleep in the room with Uh. Yeon like he used to be.

The lump in his left chest throbbed lifelessly. Woohyun didn't know why things were like this for himself and that brother. If one were to find a reason in an argument, then of course there would be no one who was 100% right, just as there would be no one who was clearly at fault because both Woohyun and Sunggyuhyung used their own reasons. He is big on shifting the blame onto another person and believes that he is in the right and does not need to beg anyone else first.

Throughout the years they've been together, they've definitely had arguments over more than just tens of baht. But if we were to really count, the number of times would probably be more than a hundred. From trivial and pointless matters to life-or-death matters, there was never a time that was as time-consuming and painful as this one. Because every time in the past, someone or someone would be the one to give up their dignity and apologize first, and when one side softens, that is a reason for the other to soften.

But this time, what they did to each other seemed to cause the other to respond even more violently than before, as if they wanted to hurt each other's feelings as much as possible, and it had a negative effect. Because that kind of emotional harm will not only make the other person sad, but the person doing it himself will be no less sad.

Over the past few days, Woohyun knew that every time he was careless and wasn't looking at the other person, Sunggyuhyung would secretly look at him most of the time, as if he was hoping that Woohyun would turn his head. Go back and smile for once because if he does that Like many others, Woohyun was sure that the older brother would be soft-hearted and agree to speak to him first. last time But that's it.

I don't know why, even though he knew it himself, Woohyun chose to act like he didn't know, didn't care, and even acted like he didn't see Sunggyu in his sight in response to let the other person know that he was hurt. What was it like to be ignored? He didn't know if it worked or not and whether Sunggyu Hyung would regret it or not. But for sure, the person who regretted it every time he did it was the person who did it himself. Came to sit quietly behind Sunggyu Hyung with longing for him.

miss…

Those words were what best expressed Woohyun's feelings right now. He missed Kim Sungkyu, he missed Sungkyu hyung, the kind older brother who had the warmest embrace in the world for a younger brother like him, he missed Leader Sungkyu, the cruel person who harshly scolded members like him when Uh. Yeon acted mischievously and refused to go to practice singing Miss Kim Sungkyu.

His lovers who used to spend time together in their small bedrooms huddled in each other's arms whispering sweet words to each other, thinking of everything that used to happen regularly but now everything. Those things had disappeared until there were none left because of the quarrel that had occurred and it didn't seem like it was going to end as easily as it always did.

As long as no one side relents first.

How long will our story be like this? Sungkyu hyung.

Woohyun would have been lost in his thoughts for a long time if the phone on the nightstand hadn't made a loud noise. He sighed before reaching out to pick it up and looking at the short note in the application. The reminder said that he had to fly to Yokohama today. Japan To join the football team's matches

FCmen 

With Woohyun being an important member of the team, today's match is considered to be another important match being held to raise money for charity according to Kim Joon's intentions. Soo Hyung, founder of the team

FCmen

And of course, an important match to play with Yokohama's professional football team is something that a football fanatic like Nam Woo Hyun would not want to miss in any case and he was excited from the day. The first time I knew that I would be a part of this game.

But right now, even playing football, which he likes so much, can't make Woohyun as happy as before because the little guy knows that his own trip to Yokohama today must make Songk happy. Yoohyung was definitely not satisfied, and more importantly, if he chose to go to Yokohama today, it would mean that Woohyun would have to miss his schedule with the INFINITE members in exchange. Six people will have an autograph signing event in Busan in the evening.

What should I do?

The little man confusedly asked himself and couldn't decide. Those two things were things that he didn't want to choose and didn't want to miss out on both playing football and meeting the fans that were waiting for them. They were all equally important to Woohyun and he didn't want to lose them, but Woohyun had to choose one or the other.

If he goes to Yokohama, Woohyun will probably feel more relaxed because he can release his stress by playing football, and of course if he does that, he will be even more victorious in this fight because what he does will cause Dong shows that he doesn't care at all and doesn't even care about the other person's feelings. How will Sunggyu Hyung feel about Woohyun playing football while they're still fighting? He would not go to Yokohama and attend the fan signing event in Busan unless Woohyun would lose his promise to his teammates.

FCmen

Today, he still had to face the cold eyes of Sunggyu Hyung, who looked over his head like Woohyun was out of thin air, while the older brother playfully played with the other members like Woo Hyun. Hyun doesn't exist.

But even though he knew that it would be like that, Woohyun still wanted to go to Busan…

Because he wanted to be close to Sunggyu Hyung, even though the little man wasn't sure if that older brother still wanted to be close to him at the moment.

It's just that I still want to exist in the eyes of that older brother. I still want to stay where I used to be. Even though right now that place is moving further and further away Because it has been replaced by estrangement between each other.

The tip of his small finger touched the phone screen and scrolled through the list of contacts.

Contact List

To contact the team founder

FCmen

After waiting for a few seconds for the ringtone to ring, Junsu Hyung's voice came into the phone.

“Hello hyung, today's match I….”

All I want to do is find a way back into loveI can’tmake it through without a way back into love

And if Iopen my heart again

I guess I’mhoping you’ll be there for me in the end

150921 INFINITE BusanFansign

Sunggyu realized that he was not a person with a good memory and that he could almost be described as a forgetful person. But there was one thing that Sunggyu thought was his special ability. The thing is that he was able to remember the stories about Nam Woohyun so accurately that sometimes Sunggyu felt hurt that he remembered too well and then those memories came back and made him feel sorry for himself. For example, on this day, Sunggyu remembered Nam Woohyun telling him with an expression of exultation that it was September 21st.

The boy will fly to Yokohama to attend an important match with the soccer team.

FCmen

It wouldn't be a surprise if Woohyun chose to focus on things he loves and brings happiness, like playing soccer and hanging out with friends. His feelings replaced being close to Sunggyu who only gave him indifference. Leader Nim of Infinite is quite sure that the job

Fansign

Today in Busan, Woohyun won't be joining him due to his personal schedule, so it was a great feeling when Sunggyu saw that Nam Woohyun's trip to Busan today included Nam Woohyun. Let's travel together.

It's thought that Woohyun chose to cancel his solo schedule because the boy cared about his fans. But deep down, Sunggyu secretly hoped that he might be one of the reasons why Woohyun chose to come to Busan instead of leaving. Yokoho came because the boy wanted to be close to Sunggyu just like Sunggyu wanted to be close to the other person.

Just..want to be close to each other.

Even though they were arguing and couldn't even make direct eye contact with each other.

What should I do? Sunggyu doesn't want his story with Nam Woohyun to be like this anymore. He didn't want to fight with the person he loved, he didn't want to be stuck in regret and suffer from the discomfort of having to hold back his feelings and express them with the same coldness and detachment that Sunggyu did. Wanting to hurt both his own heart and the heart of the person he loves with actions that do not bring any benefit to anyone and only have the false satisfaction of showing the other person that he is superior to who he feels nothing. With the cold indifference that was forced upon me

What should I do to reconcile with Nam Woohyun without having to speak to the other person first? No one has to be the one to reconcile and no one has to feel that the other person is at fault for Sunggyu. How to end this argument by letting everything pass without needing to say sorry or forgive when no one is truly at fault?

What should I do?

Today's fansign event was as fun as ever. All INFINITE members are still idols who care about their fans. and making everyone who loves them happy, there was always laughter and fun throughout the two hours of the autograph signing event. But if anyone were to pay close attention, they would know that Nam Woohyun's smile, even though it appeared like usual, wasn't as bright as it should have been, and Woohyun wasn't. There has been a real smile on my face for over a month now –

Since the day he and Sunggyu had a fight.

The final moments of the event had arrived and the seven of them walked around the long table where they signed autographs and came towards the front to bow and thank everyone for attending. They didn't know if it was a coincidence or the other members' intention. That allowed them to be close to each other so Woohyun could stand beside Sunggyuhyung like he wanted to do, but every time he did that, his pride and self-will made Woohyun choose to ignore him. Uncle ran away as if he wasn't happy in the slightest, when in fact it was the opposite.

Just wanted to be close to Sunggyu Hyung even though they were fighting.

In the moment when he had to use the microphone to say thank you to the fans. Woohyun was lucky to already have a microphone in hand. Little people can say thank you to their fans. You can do it without having to wait for someone to hand you the microphone. But with the person standing beside It seems like Sunggyu Hyung has no choice but to wait for Woohyun's microphone.

The younger man handed the microphone over without thinking, and he didn't expect anything to happen after that. But in just a fraction of a second, the young hand handed the microphone back to Sunggyu's older brother. Doing something that Woohyun didn't expect because in addition to taking the microphone from him, the other person also held his hand as he picked up the microphone, causing Woohyun to freeze for a second.

So warm...

Sungkyuhyung's hand was still as warm as Woohyun had felt before. Even though it had only been a second since Sungkyuhyung held his hand, that kind of warmth spread from the back of his hand and rushed towards his grip. At the heart like every time in the past

How long has it been since we touched each other?

How long had it been since Woohyun had felt this kind of warmth from his older brother?

How long had they let their cold indifference take precedence over their love and desire to be close to each other?

It had been so long that Woohyun didn't want it to be like this anymore.

I don't want to argue anymore...

I don't want to be cold and indifferent to each other even though I don't want to anymore.

Infinite's main vocalist raised his hand to wave to fans. standing in front Before hiding his other hand behind his back, he secretly clenched his fists together, hoping that doing so would help make the warmth of his older brother's hand remain in his own feelings for as long as possible, but look It seems like such an action would not be necessary at all.

The next moment they bowed and thanked their fans. The large hand of the person standing next to him moved to press Nam Woohyun's head down again, even though the other person didn't need to do that since Woohyun had just arched it a few seconds ago…

What else can you think of other than that bullying is the reconciliation of an older brother who chooses to bully him in a way he has never done before because he wants to find a way to reconcile with Woohyun?

Because I want to reconcile but don't want to lose form and give up first, so I have to do this. Kim Sungkyu

Woohyun couldn't tell you how good he felt right now despite being teased by pushing his head so low that his neck almost hurt. But it felt incredibly good when Sunggyu Hyung's hand touched his head, and it wasn't just once, but the older brother did it twice, even though Lee normally did. They rarely tease him like this.

The small figure lowered his head at the force of the hand. He secretly smiled to himself, embarrassed that he felt good about his older brother's stupid teasing, which normally doesn't come off like this. Anyone who sees easily But today, the great leader Kim Sungkyu acted no different than a high school boy who finds a way to tease the person he likes because he doesn't know what to do to get close to the other person, and it feels good. Is it that the elder brother does this even though he has never done it? And the person who made Kim Sungkyu do this is Nam Woohyun.

Only Nam Woo Hyun is the reason that Kim Sung Kyu can do anything and be able to do anything because their love for each other is more important than being the loser or the winner in the war of. Arguments that hurt both of their feelings.

Woohyun couldn't hold back his smile, and he knew that his expression was clearly embarrassed right now, which was no different from the other person who was so shy that he had to walk around behind him. Even though the exit from the stage was on the other side, Sunggyu seemed to be just as embarrassed as Woohyun.

The older brother therefore accidentally showed abnormal behavior so that Woohyun could see how 'off' the other party was.

This is how cool people do it...

I suspect that when he returns to Seoul this evening, Woohyun will have to take revenge on Sunggyu-hyung for being teased at today's fansign event by using him to buy massage medicine for his sprains, and he's the one who got hurt. A tease like Woohyun's hurts and needs care. However, the prankster who hurt Woohyun must take responsibility and the two of them will have something to talk about and this quarrel will end without anyone. Who is right or who is wrong? Because from now on, only Kim Sungkyu Hyung, the prankster, and his younger brother will yell at each other and find ways to tease each other back.

This is how cool couples like Kim Sungkyu and Nam Woohyun reconcile.

Right ^^

All I want to do is find away back into love

I can’tmake it through without a way back into love

And if Iopen my heart to you

I’mhoping you’ll show me what to do

And ifyou help me to start again

You knowthat I’ll be there for you in the end.

// fin//

starholicxx talk >>

Can't find the essence and no conversational sentences haha. We have long intended to try writing a fic where the characters don't speak a single word to each other, but there is a story that happens and progresses, and this fic is another one of our intentions that we have achieved.// Hurray// Writing a G-rated OS is something that makes us very happy and we hope that everyone who reads it will be happy as well. Please leave it as well and thank you to everyone who came to read. If you have anything you want to say or criticize, leave it at Staholo on Twitter. I love you, society. <3

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