MINHO X NEWT

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Minewt:Demons

MinhoxNewt

When the day are cold and the cards all fold ant the saints we ree are all made of gold.

He often felt like he was waking up from a dream. But he felt as if he hadn't slept. and some memories are missing Memories that he himself could not recall.

When your dreams all fail

And the ones we hail

Are the worst of all

And the blood’s run stale

He has a lover named Newt. The person he loves very much Until I give up on everything We have known each other for almost 7 years and have been together since high school. Until now they have graduated and are working. He himself is a board member of an export company. and Newt is a writer, their marriage is smooth. Just like any other couple But I don't know why. Deep down there was something Newt wasn't telling him.

I wanna hide the truth

I wanna shelter you

But with the beast inside

There’s nowhere we can hide

He has lovers named Minho and Kihong. Yes, it's not wrong, he has two lovers. that is the same person Everyone says that if we love someone, we should love everything that person is. Therefore, he loves everything that Minho is, no matter what kind of person he is.

Minho has another identity, Ki Hong. Even though they really are the same person. But they are incredibly different while Minho is a cute person. Be calm and comply with everything he tells you. But Ki Hong turned out to be impatient and controlling in a way that no one could imagine. And every time Ki Hong comes out He always gets hurt.

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

Minho once told him that when he was a child Mom and Dad like to force everything that Minho is. I want to be this, be this, do that, do this until I don't have a life of my own. Until they died in a car accident. But by then it was too late. Because of all of Minho's choices It's all set perfectly. And he thought that was Ki Hong's reason.

** When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide

Don’t get too close

It’s dark inside

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide **

"Newt," a deep voice sounded from behind him, causing the blond to flinch slightly. Then he turned to look at the person who greeted him with slight reproach in his eyes.

"Really weak, darling." Someone stood up and went towards the young Asian man standing at the back. before reaching out to untie the thicker man's tie as was his habit

"Well, you just showed up without making a sound. I'm shocked," Newt replied. Then he reached out and gingerly pinched the belly of the person standing in front of him. Very good at causing laughter from the people being treated.

“Thinking of a new novel plot?” Minho asked. before reaching out to wrap his waist in a hug. Then press your nose onto your cheek as usual. which he himself had no objection to

"So, how are you today?" Newt nodded. and ask back to the person in front before raising his head to meet Minho's narrow eyes The sight he returned easily made him blush.

"It's fine, no problem," Minho replied. He nodded before the person in front of him excused himself to take a shower and clean himself.

When the curtain’s call

Is the last of all

When the lights fade out

All the sinners crawl

“Hey, pretty one,” a familiar voice sounded again after Minho finished taking a shower. But it's very different.

"Minho," he softly called out to the person standing there. But he knew that wasn't the case. It wasn't the Minho he knew. But it was another person that he "tried" to get to know.

“You called his name again. Who is it? Why do you only call him?” The person standing moved closer to him. and violently yanked his hand Not even paying attention to his cries.

A strong hand squeezed his chin harshly. before kissing hard Until you feel the smell of blood He was sure it was Ki Hong, not Min Ho.

"No, no, let me go before I get hurt," he said, his voice trembling. But it's useless. When the person in front of him kissed her again and harder than before Until he could hardly stand it.

"Huh, what? What do you think of that Minho?!!!" Kihong squeezed his chin harder than before. and shook until his face turned. He chose to be quiet. Because he knows that the more he cries Everything will get worse.

He had to keep reminding himself that this was Ki Hong, not Minho.

So they dug your grave

And the masquerade

Will come calling out

At the mess you've made

"Newt," he jumped up again when he heard his voice calling out to him. It was now around 9:00 p.m. and he was casually watching television programs. and wait for the sleeping people to wake up to eat dinner

"Did I fall asleep again?" he mumbled. But that couldn't help but make him smile. He got up and went to the man standing there complaining that he was a bee-eating bear. before smiling softly

"Are you hungry? Let's go eat. I'm sitting here waiting for you until my intestines are deflated," the person standing at the front of the desk complained. Then I walked downstairs with my arm around his waist to have dinner together.

“What happened to your wrist again? Mouth again.” Minho reached out and gently rubbed the bruise on his wrist and the corner of his mouth. The eyes that looked at me with concern A warm hand touched his face to make sure there were no other spots.

“It was an accident,” he replied dryly. The person opposite looked at him with suspicious eyes. But chose not to ask any further. They sat down to eat dinner. before going up to the bedroom to rest

Don’t want to let you down

But I am hell bound

Though this is all for you

Don’t want to hide the truth

Minho knew that he had something different from other people. In fact, he only found out recently. When he accidentally meets a close friend he hasn't seen for a long time named Thomas, who is a psychiatrist. then moved to work here They chatted endlessly about their past. Various stories and went out to drink together

Everything proceeded as usual. He went to sleep over at the other person's house. like before But when he woke up, he found cuts and bruises all over him. So he got up and asked his friend. And the answer that came back left him speechless.

“I don't know what's wrong with you. You said you were Ki Hong. And you're yelling at me like I don't know what's going on.” Thomas His friend complained, looking slightly upset. But he sighed as question marks filled his face.

“You are screaming about who is Minho. Said that Newt only calls me by that name. Plus you can kill me. Because I think I'm involved in Newt's affair," Thomas complained before looking at him with eyes he couldn't read. But that still wasn't equal to what he was. There were so many questions that he was confused.

"I am a psychiatrist. You know, right? And I think I know what's wrong with you," Thomas told him before starting to explain him in all sorts of scientific terms. Including the cases of people similar to him. And he found that it was close to what he was.

“In short, you have two people inside of you. You yourself don't know any of the people there. and none of the people there knew him. When the person inside comes out, you won't feel it. And you won't remember anything. But when that person comes out He doesn't have any memories of you either,” Thomas summed it up for him simply.

“Your body is like this right now. But another person may change completely. You might accidentally hurt someone. Or kill someone without your own knowledge. And he couldn't even remember anything.” He felt as if he had been hit hard on the head by a hard object. Everything was dull.

So who really is he? Is who he is now really him? And what did the other person there do? And which person will one day really be? Will the other person inside eat his true self? And did any of the people there do anything to Newt?

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When he got home Newt is in the kitchen. I'm simmering some sort of soup. He walked over and hugged the thin person from behind. Then he gently buried his face in his golden hair. Before examining the eyes of the person you love and found that today there were no additional wounds from before....

Even though his lover normally always had wounds. Newt often dismisses it as an accident. Hit this and that. But he knew it wasn't. But Newt never said.

But now he said he knew the wound wasn't from an accident. But it came from someone else within him.

Thomas says that when he was a different person He became an angry person. And tried to hurt Thomas all the time and was very jealous, making him even more certain that the wound was his handiwork. Then seriously recommend that he see a psychiatrist.

“No wounds today, right?” he asked. Newt hiccuped lightly. before shaking her head and turning to face him. before smiling amusedly

"What kind of person has wounds every day?" the person in his arms replied in a good mood. before turning his attention to the soup in the pot He chose not to ask further. He didn't want Newt to think too much about it.

They say it's what you make

I say it's up to fate

It's woven in my soul

I need to let you go

During this time, he came back late every day. He chose to rent an apartment far away in the evening. The moment he thought another person inside of him had come out. He didn't know what had happened during that time. But he tried to lock the room as tightly as possible. and choose the room that is farthest from people

When he felt it, he found that he was covered in wounds. which were wounds from what he had done to himself, both his hands and his arms. He returned around 10:00 p.m. Newt waited for him and asked him every day. But he chose not to answer. Before hiding everything by pretending to be tired and want to rest Until Newt gave up

"What the hell is wrong with you, Minho?" Newt came to greet him one morning as usual. But what's not normal is what is usually said. He knew it was crazy to do that. But he didn't want to hurt Newt.

"Did I hurt you badly?" he asked. Newt looked at him incomprehensibly and shook his head. He hadn't done it. But what about the other person in there?

“What about the other person in me?” he asked. Ninth's eyes widened in shock. Round eyes filled with panic. And he found that what he had thought was completely correct.

"You...know?" Newt asked him in a trembling voice. Eyes reflecting insecurity and deep fear comes out clearly He nodded to answer that question.

"How long?" Newt asked him again. then walked closer to him A small hand gently touched his face. Small tears began to fall from the blonde boy in front of him.

"Since the day I went to see my friend My friend is a psychiatrist. He told me everything about it.” Newt nodded. The tears still flowed without stopping. His eyes were filled with pain. He knew that everything Newt did was for him. But even so, he felt bad that Newt was hiding it from him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Newt asked. before throwing herself around to hug him small face resting on shoulder and sobbed until trembling He gently rubbed his hand along his lover's back. But that only made Newt cry even harder.

"I don't want you to feel bad," Newt replied softly. and hugged him tighter than before

"Then why didn't you tell me?" he asked. Newt tried to compose himself before answering his question.

“Just like you said. You don't know anything. It's just another person inside you.... I don't want you to think too much. Because I know you will do this. The way you're doing it right now, "Yes. Newt was right if he knew. He chose this to protect Newt from what that other person did. No words came from either of them. Besides the sound of sobbing

He couldn't describe the feeling right now. It was terrible and it was relieved at the same time. However, he had to do something to protect Newt from who he was.

Your eyes, they shine so bright

I want to save that light

I can't escape this now

Unless you show me how

"Should we split up for a while, Newt?" he asked Newt. Newt's eyes widened and he shook his head. Actually, this isn't a question. It should be more of a statement. Because in the end he will do it anyway.

He loves Newt very much. That was the only reason he chose to do that. Just be separated for a while during treatment until you are confident that you are well and then come back.

He didn't want the other person to hurt Newt again. Newt was cute, Newt was bright, and he wanted to keep that smile forever. He didn't want the person in front of him to get hurt because of him again.

But even then, there were no further words.

Newt woke up in the morning to find that the person next to him was gone. He felt a strange foreboding. So I tried calling Minho and found that the phone was turned off.

He went to look at the closet. All that was left were his clothes. There is no Minho's. And he knew that what he had thought was true. He could only cry.

He went downstairs. with the vain hope that Minho might show up to surprise him. Or it could be Ki Hong now. He accepted, but he couldn't find anything else. Apart from a blank piece of paper on the living room table.

'Darling, don't cry. I'll be gone for a while. I'm just going to cure this damn disease. But in the meantime, I just want to make sure the other person in me won't hurt you again. You understand. I promise I'll come back when I'm much better. Or disappear from this crazy disease It won't be long, darling, I promise. But if you miss me or are worried.

You called a number named Thomas. I have it saved on your device. He will be the one to report my well-being to you. Or if it's a little better than this I might come talk to you myself. Don't worry, darling. I'll be back as soon as possible. Wait for me.'

love

Minho

He went up and picked up the phone. Then click to find a name named Thomas. and found that it really existed But he chose not to call yet. Because he was confident that Minho had made the right decision. And he believed that his lover would come back to him. No matter how long

And he will wait for his lover in the same place. Whether the person who came back was Minho or Kihong, he was happy....