'After you open Pendora's box, the last thing that will come out is hope.'
Hope is something that everyone has.
But for this man, it was all lost.
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Title ::
destroy
Paring :: ? x J-Hope x ?
Writer :: thimm
'After you open Pendora's box, the last thing that will come out is hope.'
Jung Hoseok sat quietly reading his own interview before his eyes stopped on this line: Hope… Does something like that still exist? What kind of crazy hope? That kind of thing was destroyed because of that person.
”Yoongi hyung, let's go eat.” Hoseok called out to his fellow group members who were just sitting and staring out the window without seeming to turn to talk to him. Sometimes he wanted to know what was outside the window. What's wrong with just looking at it without paying any attention to him standing here?
“You go first, Hoseok. I'm not hungry.”
"But if you don't eat, you won't have the strength."
“I said I'm not hungry!! Didn't you hear that?!" Yoongi snapped out of frustration. What's going on? It's so annoying.
Hoseok was startled when he heard Yoongit yell at him. He didn't think that the person in front of him would yell at him like this because of the events of that day, right? That's why he was like this. And because Yoongi's voice could be heard in the kitchen, the members inside had to come and see what was going on.
“What happened, Hoseok?” Jin asked, the oldest of the group.
“It's nothing, Seokjin-hyung,” Hoseok answered Jin's question, but his dead expression didn't look at Jin at all. Instead, I looked at the person who sat with my back turned to myself, the person who just sat and looked out the window. The person who yelled at him just now And…the person who destroyed his hope.
“Let's go,” Jin leads Hoseok towards the kitchen before the others follow. Except for one person.
“What is wrong with you? Why are you yelling at Hope?”
“Be quiet, Namjoon. You don't know anything, so don't talk too much.”
“When you do that, Hope, it makes me sad. You know, don't you, that he loves you? I wish the best for you.” Why do they say that Hoseok loves Yoongi hyung? And then there's a sharp pain in the chest.
“I don't need those kinds of good wishes.” The patience of those standing was starting to run out because the words coming from the person in front of them were words that if Namjoon's loved ones heard them, they would definitely regret it. I don't want to see you sad, Hoseok.
“Because you're like this, that girl rejected you.”
“Shut up Kim Namjoon!!!” The person who had only turned his back now turned to face the tall figure standing there.
“Why are you stabbing me?” Namjoon said with a neutral expression, but it made the people sitting there feel a bit uncomfortable with this expression.
“Enough, Namjoon.”
“Hoseok…wait Hoseok.” Kim Namjoon didn't waste any time and ran after the owner of his name as soon as he finished his sentence.
“No need to follow Namjoon.”
“You don't have to stop me, Seokjin-hyung. !”Namjoon turned and shouted at his elder brother who had been standing there with his arms crossed, watching the situation from the beginning. Even though Jin said that he didn't have to follow him, could someone like Namjoon listen? Namjoon ran towards the door before another voice spoke up and stopped him again.
“Don't follow Namjoon. Please leave Hoseok hyung alone for now,” Jimin said before walking towards the tall figure standing in the doorway and pushing the tall figure on his back to walk back into the kitchen with him.
“As for you, go cool down first, Yoongi,” Jin turned to Yoongi. Then he followed behind Jimin and Namjoon.
Yes, it really was because of the events of that day that really changed Yoongi hyung. The events of that day when that girl rejected Yoongi hyung. Reject the love that Yoongi hyung gave her, give her the love that Hoseok himself wanted. But he never once received it, never once received it, love from a man named Min Yoongi.
The events of that day, Hoseok saw everything, every word, every action, from beginning to end. Hoseok saw it all, and that day, Yoongi called that girl to talk in front of the dorm to tell her his feelings.
'Today, I have something to tell you'
'Is there something wrong, Yoongi hyung?'
'I'm telling you that I love you. I've loved you for a long time. I've always loved you. I know it might be too soon. But I want you to know how I feel. Please try to think about it. I'm not rushing to answer right now. It's okay for me to wait.'
'Uh...thank you Yoongi hyung for having such kind feelings for me. I love you, but only as a brother. I'm really sorry that I couldn't receive the feelings you gave me.'
'Wait..wait. Please try to think about it again. Please try thinking about it in another place. I'm really serious. You really love me.' Yoongi grabbed the hand of the person in front of him and squeezed gently as a request.
'Don't. That is, if I'm being honest. I don't like you at all because I only see you as an older brother.' She looked up at the tall figure before slowly removing her hand.
'We are good brothers like this. Don't be any more of this. Goodbye.' Finishing the sentence, the woman walked away without looking at the interlocutor again.
Yoongi slowly collapsed and let the tears fall. Seeing this, Hoseok, who had been watching the incident, hesitated whether he should leave or not. But his body moved faster than Hoseok's thoughts, and Hoseok's tall figure stopped in front of Yoongi's face.
‘Yoongi hyung, please get up.’ Hoseok held out his hand for Yoongi to grab and get up. But the small figure brushed it off nonchalantly.
'Hyung..Yoongi..' Hoseok softly called out the name of the person in front of him.
'You don't have to pretend to be a good person, Hoseok. You don't have to make me feel good'
'It's not what you think, Yoongi hyung. I really don't want to see you cry.'
'So what? You have come to sympathize with me, will you come back to me? No, it's not your job, go back, I want to be alone.'
'Uncle Yoongi..'
'What else? It's so annoying. Don't you know that I want to be alone?'
'I know about it. But I have something I want to tell you as well.'
'what'
'I like you'
'What are you talking about?'
'I said I like you. I like you like I like that girl.'
'Will you give me one chance? I promise I won't let you really regret this.' Hoseok crouched down before gently grabbing Yoongi's shoulder. Yoongi smiled like he had never smiled before, a smile that he couldn't figure out exactly what he was thinking. A smile that was hard to figure out, but because of what inspired Hoseok he didn't know, it made him think that that smile was the smile that gave him hope.
He definitely had hope in this love but these next words immediately broke Hoseok's heart..
'Stop dreaming, Hoseok. I like women, not men. I'm not gay Even if I'm gay I don't like you, remember that and don't mess with me again, do you understand?' With that, Yoongi immediately got up and walked away. It hurts..it hurts too much. It hurts so much that no tears will come out. Just now that he understood the word hurt until nothing came out of Hoseok's mouth today. Nothing came out, not even tears.
Because the events of that day flowed into Hoseok's brain again even though he had actually promised himself that he would not cry. But it couldn't be done, so he let it flow out. It all flowed out and it must not flow out again after today and because of that incident, Hoseok gave up all hope in the matter of love, gave up hope in everything.
Stop hoping for something that is impossible. He would never think again, he would never deceive himself like he did that day again, that he still had hope…
All that happened was a lesson for Jung Hoseok and the beginning of a new love that caused Hoseok's things that had been closed to him to form again. Yes..how can there be hope in love because that person has made him shake? Let's make his heart skip a beat and make himself important again.
THE END OR CONTINUE
This is our second story.
If there are any mistakes, I apologize.
Saranghae♥
-thimm.-